Date: Thu, 05 Aug 1999 22:30:09 -0700
From: Joe <joelaw@inreach.com>
Subject: THE HUNGER

I know I usually write about what a slut I am, but this time,  just to
prove  I can do it.  I've written something about love and being  with
one man.  Hope you enjoy it

                             THE HUNGER
                              (Part 1)


I don't know why it is, but the sight of a man,  especially a real hot
man, gets my mind wondering.   That was what went through my mind as I
sat there on the towel at the beach.  The sun was warm,  the sand hot,
the  breeze blowing off the water a bit cooler.   I watched,  as I had
been  for  the  last half hour,  the lifeguard as he  went  about  his
duties.   He was about six foot or so, well tanned, hard body, but not
real muscular looking. That is, until you saw him move. Oh man,  then,
his body would show the muscles,  as he ran down to the water checking
on  something.   The  way  his body moved it was like a coiled  spring
that had waited to be released.

I  sat  back against the beach chair I was in as I watched him tell  a
couple  of young kids to be careful.   When he bent over,  the  orange
shorts  he  had  on stretched across his ass cheeks and I  could  tell
those cheeks were hard as well.   I looked down at myself,  frowning a
bit as I realized I could  never be like that.   Oh,  I wasn't ugly or
anything  like  that,  I just wasn't hard muscled.   I was about  five
seven, 180 lbs., stocky.   My stomach didn't bulge out a lot,  but  it
wasn't a washboard either.  My chest was lightly haired, mainly around
my  nipples,  which were about the size of quarters with a nice nub on
each of them.

I ran my hand over the left one and realized it was hard.  At the same
time,  I  felt  the almost hardon in my trunks give a slight  stir.  I
wasn't a hung stud, no, with 6 inches of uncut meat,  it was enough to
stroke and use and I know that since it was a little thick, it was fun
to  play with.   I chuckled as that thought passed my mind as my  dick
had  been my favorite toy for a long time now.   Ever since I was nine
or ten and found out the pleasures of stroking my meat, I did it every
chance  I  got,  but not lately.   I don't know why,  but I  had  been
forcing myself to hold off.  Strange isn't it.

So,  there I was,  32,  sitting on the beach,  staring hungrily at the
lifeguard, and I knew I wanted more.  Oh,  I had had a few experiences
with men.   Furtive gropings at gay porno theaters,  blowjobs at a few
gloryholes  I frequented,  even the odd date now and then.   I'd had a
few  men to my little house up on the cliff,  and went to a few houses
to be with a few others.  All in all, not celibate, but not as much as
I  guess I wanted.   I know what you're thinking,  shit another closet
case lost in his fantasy world!  Well, hell, fantasy is about the only
really free thing we  have, so, why not enjoy it is what I always say.

Just  then,  my  eyes were drawn to the lifeguard station as  the  man
stood  up  and stretched.   The movement again reminded me of  a  taut
spring, loaded for action,  moving when its needed,  but always ready.
I  wondered  if  that  was what I was  feeling  like  too.   I  needed
something,  but  I could just feel it as a twinge in my belly.   As  I
watched the lifeguard from behind my dark glasses,  he sat down on the
railing and I had to take a quick intake of air.   The position he was
sitting  revealed the large lump in his orange shorts.   I don't think
it was hard, but it looked mouth watering even so.

Suddenly,  a  couple of people came walking by me and I had to quickly
move as the man almost stepped on my leg. I shouted,  "Hey man,  watch
it!"  The man turned and looked at me and said, "Oh, I'm sorry, wasn't
watching where I was going."  He was about six foot, dark hair, with a
lot  of hair on his chest under the opened shirt he was  wearing.   He
carried a chair like mine and a big multicolored towel.   I fought the
urge  to  look  at his crotch as he was wearing one  of  those  speedo
swimsuits.   I  fought it by leaning down and wiping at the sand  that
had gotten on my feet.

I said, "That's o.k.,  there's a lot of distraction here today."   The
man smiled and said,  as he looked towards the lifeguard,  "Yeah,  and
some  of  it  is better than others."   I saw his eyes linger  on  the
lifeguard  as  the guy ran down the short ramp and headed towards  the
water.  I watched too, as the stud (what else would you call him) dove
into the water, the little float flying out behind him. His body moved
gracefully  as the man and I watched him swim out to two people in the
water.   His  back  muscles moved effortlessly as his arms  powerfully
stroked through the water towards them.

We  both  watched as the guard came up to them and talked to them  and
they nodded their heads and then, the guard headed for the beach.   As
he  came  out of the water,  I tried to suppress a gasp as  the  water
defined  his body,  the hair on his skin streaking down,  the bulge in
his shorts even more pronounced as he lifted the float and carried it.
He  strode  up to the ramp and went back up onto the station  and  sat
back  down in a chair.  I could see his chest rising and falling as he
scanned out to the people he had just talked to.

I  looked up at the man who was still standing there and  noticed,  he
was licking his lips a little as he stared at the guard.  I looked the
man up and down and realized he was not bad looking at all.  His face,
in  profile  was  a little rugged,  not too mention  the  slight  five
o'clock  shadow  that was beginning on him.     I could see  that  the
speedos  were mounding a bit as the man stared at the guard and,  just
then, for some reason, I said, "Hey, if you're by yourself,  why don't
you sit here with me. I could use some company."  I couldn't believe I
was  saying this,  I'm usually pretty shy and don't like to talk  with
people I don't know.

The  guy  turned to look down at me and smiled as he said,  "You  know
that doesn't sound bad. I hate being at the beach by myself."   He sat
down and I turned and held out my hand and said, "Name's Joey,  what's
yours?"  He smiled, taking my hand firmly and said, "Name's Nick. Nice
to meet you Joey."  I could feel the callouses on his hand as we shook
and  then,  asked,  "Want something to drink?  I brought a few cans in
that little cooler under that towel.  Help yourself Nick."  He nodded,
smiling as he said, "Thanks.  That's real nice of you."   I watched as
he  turned  towards me to get to the cooler.   He took out a  can  and
opened  it  and I felt myself being attracted to him.   His  body  was
long, the dark hair on his chest was matted closely, with a wide swath
that led from his pecs to the top of the speedos.  As he sipped, still
turned  towards me,  I noticed that the hair from his bush around  his
cock  was sticking out over the top of the speedos and his thighs were
dark with curled long hair on them.

It was evident that he spent a lot of time in the sun.  Just then,  he
lowered the can and I quickly looked up at him,  hoping he hadn't seen
me  checking  him out.   He turned as he lay back on the towel on  his
elbows  and  looked over at the lifeguard.  I don't know  why,  but  I
asked,  "Nice  looking guy huh?"   Nick turned towards me,  even as  I
blushed a little with my openness, and said, "Yeah, but you know, guys
like  that are usually untouchable."   He smiled broadly and I knew  I
was  with  a fellow traveler.   He turned on his side towards  me  and
said, "Besides,  you aren't that bad looking yourself."  I blushed and
said,  "Come  on?   I can't hold a candle to that stud,  or,  for that
matter, to you!"

He  chuckled  and  his big  hand lazily stroked over  his  belly.   He
looked  at me through lidded eyes and asked,  "Do you think I'm as hot
as  that guard?"   The question was asked softly and it was meant only
for  me as I looked up into his eyes.    I took off my sunglasses  and
looked into his dark brown eyes and said, in the same tone, "Yes.   In
fact,  I  think you might be even be better."   He chuckled and turned
back  onto his elbows and sipped at the soda.   He was looking out  at
the  water  as  he held the can right near the mound in  his  speedos.
After a couple of minutes of quiet, he asked, "I know this is forward,
but, just to be sure, you are gay, aren't you Joey?"   I looked at him
as  his head turned and his eyes seemed to bore into me.   I felt that
twinge  in  my belly again,  my skin seemed to be getting hot  as  his
stare ate into me.  I knew I could get lost in this man,  lost easily.
I said, quietly, "Uh, yeah Nick, I'm gay.  You?"  He took a sip of his
soda, his eyes never leaving mine as he answered, simply, "Yes."

It  was then that the hunger I always felt when I was with a man  came
up in me.  I stared longingly at Nick,  took in every part of his body
as  he lay there.   He slid the shirt off his shoulders and then,  lay
back  and closed his eyes.   I watched him as he lay there,  his chest
lifting  and lowering lightly as he breathed.  I stared down lower  at
his belly, then, at the mound in his speedos,  at his thighs,  covered
in dark hair, the skin of his body, tanned to perfection.  I let out a
little  sigh  and  lay back down,  covering my eyes with  my  arm  and
lifting my legs up to hide the growing hardon in my trunks.

I  had  been with guys before,  but only once or twice did I feel  the
hunger so strongly as I did then.   Just then,  Nick rose up and stood
up  and  said,  as he started towards the water,  "Be right  back!"  I
watched as he strode purposefully to the edge of the water,  hesitate,
and then, run into it, making dive under the waves smoothly.  Like the
lifeguard, he moved in the water like something powerful,  alive.   He
swam  out  a ways and then,  treaded water for a bit as he turned  and
looked  back at the shore.   Then,  I watched as he began to swim off,
powerful strokes of his arms as he pulled himself through the water.

Just  then,  I heard a ringing and turned to see the lifeguard picking
up  the phone in the little station.   As he did,  his hand went along
his belly and as he looked out at the water and spoke to the person on
the phone, his hand pushed the top of his shorts down a bit,  exposing
part of his crotch.   He was groping himself and it seemed that,  from
the angle I was watching, no one else could see what he was doing with
his  hand.   As I stared,  my mind forgetting Nick,  his hand began to
move  in the shorts and they were tenting as he stroked himself absent
mindedly.  Then, he looked up,  his eyes locking on mine and a sort of
smile  came  over his face as he spoke.   He looked down and  my  eyes
followed  his gaze and I gasped and stared as he had his shorts pushed
down  and was openly stroking his hard meat.  It looked to be seven or
eight inches and I couldn't tell if it was cut, but it entranced me.

As  he continued to speak on the phone,  he slid his hand slowly along
the  length of his cock,  making it wave up and down a few  times.   I
looked  up quickly at his face and he winked as I blushed.   Then,  he
held  the  phone next to his ear with his shoulder and slid the  other
hand  down under his balls,  thrusting his hips forward as he  stroked
that  big cock with  his other hand.   He began a little hip thrusting
as  he did and I looked from his face to his cock and back  again,  my
tongue licking out at my lips.   Just then,  he stopped,  grabbing the
phone and pulling his shorts up.  They tented for a bit and then,  his
hardon  began  to go down as he put the phone down and just stared  at
me.

Then, as I watched, he cupped his crotch in the shorts and made a come
hither  motion with one of his fingers and I felt myself rising up.  I
forgot  about  Nick,  even that someone might see my trunks  tented  a
little from my own hardon.  I walked over to the station and he leaned
over  the open window portion and said,  "Come on up here."   I  don't
know  why I did it,  or what I was really doing at that moment,  but I
walked  up  the ramp and he held the door for me.   As I came  in,  he
walked over to a chair and sat down, leaning it back, which spread his
legs wide.   He said,  "You've been watching me all morning guy.   You
interested in something?"

I blushed and stared at his shorts and up to his face and back down as
his hardon seemed to be moving in the shorts.  I stammered, "Uh, well,
I uh, you see, uh...."  My voice trailed off as he lifted his hips and
slowly slid his shorts down, along with the jock that was inside.  His
cock  stood up over his big hairy balls and he grasped it at the  base
and  said,  "This what you were looking for.   I could tell,  all  you
faggot bastards come here and ogle my body and this is what you really
want.  Right faggot!!!?'   I stared at his cut cock and then,  back to
his  face.   He chuckled and said,  "Yeah,  I can see it in your  face
buddy!  Well,  as  many  times  as  I've been stared  at  by  you  fag
cocksuckers,  I've  never  let any of you have it.   But  today,  well
cocksucker, today is your lucky day."

I stared hungrily at him as he waved his big dick back and forth.   He
said, "Yeah,  I'm gonna make your day.   That was my girl on the phone
and she told me she's leaving and I ain't had any pussy for a week, so
I  got  a big load stored up in these big balls for you.  You want  it
cocksucker!?   You  want this big cock and want to take my load!!?"  I
didn't  even speak,  I just  moved over and knelt in front of him.  He
stood  up,  his shorts moving to his feet as he slid a hand around  to
the  back  of  my head.  He pulled my face forward  and  his  cockhead
touched my lips as he ordered, "Open wide faggot!"

I  could  feel his pre cum on my lips as I opened them and  he  shoved
part of his cock into my mouth. I closed my lips around it as I stared
up  at  him and began to suck.   I knew this was what the  hunger  was
about,  I  wanted  a man's cock in my mouth and at that moment  I  was
getting  it.  I moaned and he chuckled and said,  "Yeah,  like to hear
that when somebody is sucking my dick cocksucker! Yeah, moan,  show me
you  love that big dick in your mouth!"   I moaned again as I slid  my
lips  back and forth on the hard meat in my mouth,  letting my  tongue
caress  it and stroke it as it slid between my lips.   Just  then,  he
turned,  forcing  me  to turn with him,  as he leaned over the  little
counter and looked out the window of the little shack.

I slid my hands around and pulled on his ass, wanting more of his cock
in me,  and he chuckled and began to pump his hips.   Slowly at first,
then,  faster  as he got into the feeling my mouth was giving him.  He
pumped  and  said,  "Oh  yeah,  suck that cock you  faggot  cocksucker
bastard!  Eat that meat,  take a real  man's cock and show me you love
it!  Suck it, suck it!!"  His hips were pumping his cock in and out of
my mouth and I was loving it,  moaning on it and whimpering as it slid
in  and out.   Just then,  he pulled his cock out and said,  "Suck  my
balls fag boy, suck them big nuts,  let me feel you getting them ready
to  shoot  my  cum to you!"  I moved my mouth to his big  hairy  balls
taking the right one into my mouth.

I sucked on the wrinkled hairy sac,  letting my tongue play over it as
I  added suction with my cheeks.  He groaned and  said,  quietly,  "Oh
yeah, good cocksucker,  good!  Oh yeah,  work on them big balls!!"   I
sucked on that right nut and then, moved off it to the left.  I sucked
on  it for a bit and then,  reached up and pushed both of them into my
mouth.  The  salty,  slightly  sweaty taste excited me as I filled  my
mouth with his big balls, my lips stretched to contain them.  I looked
up just then as he stirred and he had pulled back and was staring down
at me.  He smiled and said,  "Yeah,  you cocksuckers all like them big
balls  in  your mouth!   Work that tongue faggot,  get that cream  all
stirred up in there!  Yeah, that's it, oh yeah,  feels good boy,  real
good!!"

I  sucked  on his balls for a bit and then,  he pulled them out of  my
mouth and looked down, ordering, "Get your mouth back on that cock ass
hole,  suck that meat all the way down your faggot throat!!"  I licked
up  the underside of his big dick and captured the head into my mouth.
As  I did,  he thrust his hips forward,  shoving it to the back of  my
mouth.  I  started to gag,  but fought it as he pulled back and did it
again,  only this time,  my face was crushed into his bush.   He said,
"Oh shit, yeah,  take it all cocksucker,  eat all that big meat!"   He
moaned as he began to fuck my mouth,  pumping his cock back and forth,
not caring whether I breathed or not.

I slid my hands around to his hard muscled butt cheeks and squeezed on
them  and he chuckled and said,  "Yeah,  play with my butt dick  suck,
feel  them  hard  ass cheeks!   Yeah,  you'd kiss them if I  let  you,
wouldn't you!?"  I looked up at him and nodded my head and he chuckled
and  went back to looking out the window,  as he continued to pump  my
mouth.   Then,  his jabs into my lips became more forceful and I heard
him breathing harder, as he hissed and fed that cock to me.  I slid my
hand  around  and grasped those big hairy balls,  gently squeezing  on
them as I felt them rising.  He was close, real close,  as I tightened
my lips, wanting to give him the best blowjob I knew how.

He  groaned  and lifted back,  grasping my head with his hands  as  he
pummeled my face with his bush and balls,  his cock sliding in and out
fully.  Then,  he pulled my head in hard as his cock slid down into my
throat and it twitched.  I swallowed his spurting cum and he seemed to
ease  up  on my  head as I pulled my lips back,  wanting to taste  his
cum.  I  flicked my tongue in and out of the pee hole of his hard meat
as  it  spurt a few mores times,  then,  sucked at it to get the  last
drops.  He pushed my head back just then,  and looked down at me.   He
said, "You got my load cocksucker!  Now, get the fuck out of here!"

I stood up as he pulled his shorts up and I said,  "Thanks,  I enjoyed
that!"  He  looked at me hard and said,  "Get the fuck out of here you
faggot  cunt!!"  I  walked out the door and down the ramp as I  looked
over and saw that Nick was lying on his towel. I walked over and knelt
on my towel and he asked, "Where have you been?"   I smiled at him and
said,  "Just taking care of the lifeguard!"   He looked me up and down
and then,  noticed the spot on my trunks.  He asked,  surprised,  "You
didn't?"  I lay down on my belly and said, "I did and it was worth the
nasty  names he called me.   He's got one hell of a cock and balls and
cums like gangbusters!  Nice hard ass too, but he wouldn't let me kiss
it!"

Nick laughed and said, "So what? You at least got his cock!"  I smiled
and said, "I did, didn't I!  Sure would like some more!"   Nick asked,
"Of  his cock,  or just any cock!?"  I looked over at him as he lay on
his side, his hand resting on the nice bulge in his speedos.  I licked
my lips and said, "Well,  not just any cock,  but I bet yours would be
nice!"  He patted his mound and said, "Never had any complaints.  But,
uh, we couldn't do it here." I smiled and said, "If you'd like, I live
up  on the cliff there.  Why don't you come to my place,  it might  be
more  comfortable there for what I plan to do for you."   He  chuckled
and said, "Let's go!"

We  stood up and got our stuff picked up.  I looked back at the little
station and the lifeguard was watching us. I waved and said,  "See you
later  stud!"   He slid his hand down his right side and gave me  that
old  familiar  sign,  the finger, with his right hand.  I  smiled  and
turned around, my back to him and wiggled my butt and said,  "You wish
big boy!!"  The guard looked angry,  like he was going to do something
and I took off running, laughing, with Nick right behind me. We ran up
the small set of stairs and I went to my car and jumped in.  I started
it  and pulled out,  just as Nick came up behind me in his pickup.   I
pulled out and he followed me up the little hill to my place.


Part two, Nick gets me good!

                             THE HUNGER
                              (Part 2)

I  parked and he slid in behind me and we got out and I led him to  my
door.  I unlocked it and he followed me in closely,  shutting the door
and grabbing my hips at the same time.  He pulled my butt back against
him  and  asked,  "I  hope you're willing to do more  than  just  suck
cock!?"  I pushed back against him and wiggled my butt into his hardon
and said, "I sure hope so Nick!!"  I dropped the stuff in my hands and
turned around and pressed against him.  He smiled at me as I rubbed my
body against his, feeling his hairy chest against my hot skin.   I put
my  arms up around his neck and said,  "You know,  we could start this
off with a kiss stud!"

He  chuckled  and slid his hands down over my back and cupped my  butt
cheeks as he pulled me into him and our lips locked.   I moaned as his
tongue roved inside my mouth and then, he pulled back.  He said,  "You
know, I think I can taste that guys cum in your mouth!" I said,  "What
can  I  say,  once a slut,  always a slut!!"   He slapped my butt  and
asked,  "That  so!?   You  a slut Joey!?   You like your man being  in
control!?"  I  rubbed  up against him as he pulled me in  tighter  and
said, "With the right man stud! Ooo, yeah, and you feel like the right
man!"   He  laughed  and we kissed again,  only this time  longer  and
wilder.

I  felt  his hands slide into the top of my trunks and his  big  rough
hands cup my butt.  I gasped,  "Uoop!,"  against his lips as his hands
began to  knead and squeeze on my cheeks.   When his finger slid along
my  crack,  I  broke  the kiss and my head flew back and I  gasped  in
pleasure  as his finger slid into me.   I wiggled on it,  squeezing it
and  said,  "Wow,  you sure know how to get to a guys hot  spot!"   He
chuckled  and  licked at my neck and down to my right tit as he  said,
"Just  wanted to make sure you know who's the top here!"   I moaned as
his  mouth  circled my nipple,  his teeth lightly nipping at it as  he
sucked in with his cheeks.

I  pulled away for a second and pleaded,  "Wait,  wait!   Please Nick,
wait!!"  He jerked my hips in against him harder and said,  "I love it
when you beg baby!" His mouth slid to my other tit, biting it a little
harder  as I tried to pull away!   I pushed on his broad shoulders and
said, "Please Nick, please!  Wait, please!"   He lifted from my nipple
and asked, "What's the matter?   Don't you want me Joey!?"   I gasped,
"Shit, I do stud, I really, really do! But let me get my breath o.k.?"
He  chuckled and turned me around in  his arms,  his finger inside  me
still shoved in, as he said, "I don't know if I want to wait!   You've
gotten  me  hot and I don't know why!"    I leaned against him  as  he
jerked the finger in my tight hole and I said,  "Let's slow down Nick,
please.  I want this to last!"

He  pulled away from me and stepped back.  I stared at him,  his  hard
hairy  body,  his  strong face and jaw.  I looked down and  my  breath
caught as I saw that his hard cock was stretching the speedos out from
his body.  The dark hair around the cock doing it making it mysterious
and exciting.  I looked up and said,  "I may like being a bottom Nick,
but I don't like to rush my sex with a man.  I want you, oh man,  do I
want you. In the worst way, but lets ease into it, please!"  He smiled
and  moved closer and then,  kissed my cheek as he slapped at my  butt
and said,  "Anything you want baby!"   He moved to grab the things I'd
dropped  and asked,  "Where do these go?"   I showed him and as we put
the things away, we couldn't seem to stop touching each other.

At one point, I was in front of the hall closet,  stretching up to put
the  chair inside,  when his big hands caught me around the sides.   I
froze,  as  his  hands slid along my body,  down to my butt and  then,
along my thighs.   I moaned as he leaned in and pushed just the top of
my  shorts  down  and  sucked at the base of my  spine  right  at  the
juncture of my butt cheeks and crack. I shivered as he slid his tongue
up along my spine to my shoulders.  His hands worked over my skin,  as
I  felt goose bumps rising on my arms.   He moved in close and put his
nose into my hair and slid his hands around to  my front and pulled me
back against him, his hard shaft pressed against my ass.

I moaned as his hands slid over my chest, feeling me all over, playing
a  bit with my nipples,  then,  down lower.   He slid his hands to  my
trunks,  one  hand  sliding inside to grasp my hard cock,  the  other,
pushing the trunks down.  His mouth was at my ear and he whispered, "I
want you Joey! I want you now, not later, not after a bit!  I want you
now!!"  I couldn't resist as I kept his arms around me, his hand on my
cock  as my trunks slid down and I stepped out of them and  then,  led
him  to  my bedroom.   We got inside and he chuckled when he  saw  the
floor  length  mirrors on the closets and I looked at his image as  he
leaned over me and kissed my shoulder.  I turned then, and brushed his
shirt off his shoulders and kissed his neck, his ears,  his eyes,  his
nose and finally his mouth.

We  locked  our lips as my hands slid his speedos down and I  slid  my
hand over his hard hairy belly, down, through the fur on it and around
his  cock  and grasped his cock.  I gasped as my hand came in  contact
with  his hard meat.  It was big and I pulled back and looked down  at
it. It was at least nine long and I caressed it lovingly with my hand.
I  felt his hands on my shoulders as he pressed me down and I slid  my
mouth  along  his chest and belly and then,  down into his cock  bush,
smelling  his manly odor,  as I rubbed that big dick against my cheek.
I moved lower, licking and tasting at hair around and on his balls and
slid my mouth onto the left one, sucking gently.

His hands went to my head and he moaned in pleasure as I sucked on the
big wrinkled sac.  I laved it with my tongue as his hands slid through
my hair and he moaned over and over, "Oh Joey, yes,  yes,  do it baby,
make love to those big balls!"  I pulled off the left ball and went to
the right, sucking in on it hard as he hissed.   As I sucked on it,  I
pulled it away from his body and he said,  "Oh shit,  oh baby!   Yeah,
work on those big nuts, do it Joey,  do it!!"  I looked up at his face
as I stuffed both balls into my mouth at the same time.

He looked down and the look had me almost lost,  it spoke so much.   I
sucked  harder on the hairy ball sac in my mouth and pulled them  away
from his body, watching his response.  He moaned and his body quivered
and I sucked in harder, letting my teeth graze over the hairy sac.  He
grasped  my  head hard and pulled me back.   His balls fell out of  my
mouth  and he aimed that big dickhead at my mouth,  not even  holding,
using  my  head  to guide me lips to it.  I sucked in on  it  eagerly,
feeling it slide in, the hardness,  the velvety texture of its skin as
it slid over my lips.  I moaned in pleasure as backed it out and began
to pump it to my mouth.  I wasn't sure I could take all of his cock as
he moved me backwards towards the bed, my mouth locked to his cock.

As  I felt the bed against my back,  I leaned my head back and he rose
up over me, his knees on either side of my shoulders.   He leaned over
further,  and  began to pump his cock to my mouth.   He was fucking it
like  a pussy and I slid my hands up and around his ass and pulled him
down into me further.   I could barely breathe each time that big dick
head  lodged  in   my throat.   But then,  I was able to  relax  those
muscles  and on the next down thrust,  the head and part of the  shaft
went  into my throat.  I was blowing air through my nose as he crushed
my  face under him,  his balls tight to my chin,  his bush covering my
face.  I was under him,  lost in him,  loving what he was doing to  me
and what I was getting from him.

Then,  it  was like his body froze and the big cock seemed to swell  a
little between my lips.  Then, he shouted out a wild animal like sound
as  his cock exploded in my throat.   Wad after wad of his hot,  thick
man cream shot down my throat.  I pushed him up,  wanting to taste his
cum,  wanting my mouth filled with it.   He let me and I swallowed and
swallowed  as his cock shot and ooze his hot fluid.  He rolled off  to
his  side  on the bed and I kept my  mouth on his cock as I sucked  at
it, licking it with my tongue,  getting the last dregs of his cum from
the  pee hole.   He rolled over onto his back and I lifted up over his
thighs and slid to my knees between his legs.

He  groaned  again as he felt me spread and lift his legs up  onto  my
shoulders.  I  licked in under his balls,  tasting his sweat and body,
and then, pushed his legs wider, higher,  as I moved down into the hot
steamy  crack.    He pulled his legs back further and exposed his  hot
hairy  hole  to  my mouth as I circled it with my   lips,  driving  my
tongue into it as he gasped above me. I was lost in this  man, lost in
his taste,  his feel,  everything about him and I was in a world I had
never dreamed of.   I knew that eating out his ass was something I had
never done for another man, but here,  now,  I was doing it and loving
it.  Loving  the  sound of his groans of pleasure,  the way  his  hole
twitched and pulsed as my tongue played over it, the way he pushed his
ass to my mouth, eager for what I was doing!!

I  slid  my hand up to his balls and cock,  rubbing them gently  as  I
continued  to swipe my tongue around and around his hole.   I felt his
cock  hardening  again and lifted from his ass,  leaning over to  kiss
each  of  his inner thighs in turn.  Then,  I lifted up over  him  and
kissed and licked at his cock,  running my tongue and lips through the
hairs surrounding it, then, over his belly,  tonguing the hair till it
was wet. I moved up higher, to his chest, straddling him as I moved to
each  of  his tits in turn,  sucking on them,  nipping at them  as  he
quivered  and shook beneath me.  I pressed my butt crack down  against
his  hard  shaft,  rubbing myself like a bitch in heat against  it  as
continued to suckle on his nipples.

I  lifted my mouth and looked into his eyes as I slid my mouth to his,
letting him taste his cum in my mouth,  the lingering taste of his ass
on  my lips.   He held me to him and rolled me over onto my  back.  He
lifted his mouth from mine and said,  "Now for you!!"   I smiled up at
him  as I felt his right hand slide down over my belly,  over my  cock
and  balls and down between my legs.  I spread them eagerly and arched
my  body as he shoved a finger up into me.  I squeezed down on it  and
shivered  as he began to go lower on my body.   He bit at my neck,  my
ear,  down  to my chest.  He sucked in one of my tits,  biting at  it,
getting  it hard as I strained it up to him.   All the while that  big
hard finger worked in and out of me!

His  mouth was at my belly now,  as he drove his tongue into my  innie
bellybutton,  frenching  it and then,  lifting up with a loud  pop.  I
quivered and stared at this hard luscious man as he put his mouth back
to my bellybutton, making popping motions each time he lifted from it.
I giggled a little as his mouth slid lower,  through my cock bush,  to
my cock, up one side and down the other, then, to my balls.  He spread
my  legs wide as he nursed on my ball sac,  sucking first one then the
other  into  his   mouth  as he added a second  finger   into  me.   I
shouted, "Oh Nick, oh yes, yes, yes, so good, so good!!"   He chuckled
on  my balls as he worked the fingers in and out and used his teeth to
nip at my nuts.

I  was going nuts in want for him as he pushed my legs up and wide and
dove  for my ass hole.  I literally jumped and jerked as his mouth and
tongue  came in contact with my private place,  replacing his fingers!
The  sensations were so wild,  so exciting as he worked his tongue  in
circles around and around and, finally, he drove it into me.  I gasped
and shouted, "Yes, yes, oh Nick, yes!  Eat my hole stud,  oooo,  Nick,
eat me, eat me!!!"   He shoved his face in harder,  driving his tongue
into  me further and further.  I spread my legs wider,  trying to push
onto  his tongue again and again.   Then,  he pulled back and slid his
two  fingers up into me roughly,  jerking them in and out of me as  he
watched me squirm and wiggle in delight for him.

He  lifted up higher and asked,  "Want me to fuck you Joey!?   Want to
feel my big dick in this hot male pussy of yours baby!?   Do you Joey,
do you!?" I gasped as I tried to grab onto him, "Yes,  yes,  oh please
Nick!  Please, fuck me stud, fuck me,  oh please Nick,  please!!"   He
chuckled  as he lifted up over me and asked,  "Where's the  lube!?"  I
pointed  in excitement at the little table near  his  hand.  He opened
the  drawer  and pulled out the tube of KY there and  opened  it.   He
squeezed  some onto his cock with one hand and lay the tube down as he
worked  the  slick lube onto his cock.   He then,  squirted some  down
where his two fingers were fucking me, using it to lube my hole!

Then, he pulled his fingers out and said, "Show me Joey!   Show me how
much you want me baby!   Reach down there and guide me baby!   Show me
you want my cock inside you!!" I gasped as I raised up and grasped his
sticky slippery shaft. I pulled the head to my hole and said,  "I want
you right there stud!  Oh Nick, I need you right there,  uh,  uh,  oh,
oh, yes, yes, deeper Nick, deeper!   Ohhhhhhhhhhh.........!  I groaned
as he pushed that big dick into me, slowly, letting me feel every inch
of  his  shaft  as  he put it in me.   When I felt his  balls  hit  my
upturned ass, he stopped, letting his cock throb inside me, turning me
on even more as my ass squeezed and released on his shaft.

Then, he began that fantastic motion I loved so much, in and out, back
and  forth,  that big dick of his spearing into me fully each time.  I
moaned and lifted my legs,  wrapping them around his waist as I humped
my  ass  up to meet his thrusts.   He leaned down,  kissing my  mouth,
driving  his tongue it to it as the power of his thrusts picked up.  I
moaned against his mouth,  eagerly,  wanting more.   He lifted from my
lips and my head fell back and my body arched up to him and I shouted,
"Yes, yes, take me Nick!   Oh stud,  take me,  take me!!"    He stayed
over me, with his elbows at my shoulders as he stared into my eyes and
began to fuck me, powerfully, completely, taking me as his!

His cock was thrilling me to near death as it plunged into me over and
over. I'd been fucked by a number of men, but never,  never like this!
Every  part of my body strained up to him,  I wanted him inside me all
the way, every time, forever.  I screamed my pleasure as he stroked my
body with one hand,  his hips seeming to be a different part of him as
they drove his shaft to me over and over.   Then,  as he gave me three
or four powerful thrusts into me, he gasped out, "Now Joey!  Now baby,
now  I  make you mine!!!"   With that,  he drove in all the way and  I
almost  screamed  out in pleasure as I felt his big cock  spewing  its
load inside me.   He continued to pump his spurting cock in and out of
me  and without touching myself,  my cock shot between us,  spewing up
onto his belly and down to mine!

As  I  came,  my  ass hole squeezed so hard on his  cock,  He  groaned
loudly.  With a wild roar,  he rose up on his knees over me,  his cock
planted  deeply  inside me and he came again!   He fell on top of  me,
both  our chests heaving,  our bodies rocking from the wild orgasm  we
had  both achieved.   The sweat was sliding of his face and chest  and
mine  too,  as  the  heat  of what had just happened  kept  us  locked
together.  Finally, his cock softened and slid out of me and he rolled
over onto his back next to me on the bed. I turned my head,  unable to
really move as I looked at him,  his chest heaving,  his mouth open as
he  gasped  for air and  me doing the same.   Then,  after a  bit,  he
lifted  up and rolled against me.  He slid his hand down over my  body
and  cupped  my cum covered balls and rubbed my cock,  rubbing my  cum
into my skin.  He said, "WOW! Now that's what I call a fuck!!"

I smiled up at him and said,  "You can say that again stud!   Wow,  no
man  has  ever  made me cum like that without  touching  myself!"   He
chuckled  and lifted up his hand and licked at my cum on it and  said,
"Well,  no  guy has ever made me cum twice,  so fast and so hard  like
that either!  You are something else Joey!"  He leaned over and kissed
me,  his  hand still down on my cock and balls.  I responded back with
the kiss and finally we pulled apart and he said,  "We need a shower!"
He  rose up off the bed and grabbed my hand and pulled me up with him.
He  led  me  to the shower and turned on the water  and  then,  walked
behind me as he pushed me in under the warm water.

I  held onto him as we let the water wash over us,  easing our bodies.
I  looked  up  at him as the water ran down over his  proud  nose  and
licked  at its tip and asked,  "Does this mean you'll want to move  in
with me!?"  He chuckled and asked,  "Now,  why would I want to move in
with a slut!?"  I wiggle against him and said, "Cause I think you feel
the same way about me that I do about you!"  He asked, looking into my
eyes, "And how would that be bitch!?" I said,  "I think you're falling
in  love  with  me as fast as I'm falling for you!"   He  laughed  and
kissed me then, and from that moment, in the shower,  wet,  just after
having such wild sex, we've been together for six years and counting!

Oh we know who's the top man in this relationship, him, only him.  I'm
his  little bitch and his lover,  but I know my place with him and  we
both  love  it.   There  isn't anything feminine about either  of  us,
except for my wanting to be fucked by him.  He's all man, runs his own
construction company and I work at my own job.   He owns  my ass and I
know that. Oh,  he lets me go to my favorite gloryhole sites once in a
while,  and  even brings home a few of his crew for me to suck now and
then, but nobody, I mean no one, except for a few special times,  gets
my ass but him!  I may suck off a few of his buddies now and then,  at
a party or whatever,  but he's the only man that gets my male cunt and
I love it that way.

As  for  the lifeguard that brought this all about,  well his name  is
Brad.   Brad  came over to my place a couple days after Nick moved in.
I  knew  he was horny as soon as I opened the door.   He was a  little
shocked  that  I was naked and so was Nick,  who was sprawled  out  in
front of the couch.  You see,  I had been blowing him at the time Brad
knocked.   One thing led to another and I had Brad naked on the couch,
his legs spread and my mouth going down on his cock.  As I sucked him,
Nick  mounted me and I got the thrill of both their cocks at the  same
time.

Brad  became a sort of regular visitor to our little love nest and  we
both enjoyed having him come around. He was a nice guy after all, even
he had called me nasty names that first time.   But he likes having me
blow him,  and,  Nick even blows him some times.   Nick was so excited
about  him  one  night that he even let him fuck me,  after a  bit  of
coaxing by Nick. Shit, I was screwed at both ends by both of them,  as
they switched on me a few times.   But,  other than Brad,  who we both
love  as someone special in our lives,  no guy has ever shoved a  cock
into my slut ass since Nick came to me that day,  and I hope none ever
does!!!