Date: Mon, 7 Jan 2008 13:55:16 -0800 (PST)
From: Randy Howard <randyhoward2@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Journal-Adam's Rib. / Chapter 1- A New Begining / Beginnings

The Journal Part Two
"Adam's Rib"
By
randyhoward2@yahoo.com

Chapter 1 - 'A New Beginning'


From The Journal - 'The Final Chapter'

The next morning we get up and when we got into the kitchen,
there on the cupboard doors are Polaroid pictures of us having sex
in the woods. I blushed as I looked at them and wondered when,
how, who could have done this. When I hear a laugh from behind
me; it's Steven and Michael and they are laughing so hard at my
embarrassment. Kyle comes into the room naked and says,

"What's so funny out here?"

"Babe look.hell you're naked babe what the fuck are you doing?"
I ask looking so shocked at his appearance.

"To hot and humid to wear clothes so I thought I would go naked
seeing how we are in the middle of nowhere." He says with a grin.
"Sounds good," Steve says and starts to strip. Michael is staring in
complete shock and then says,

"Oh what the fuck Josh lets go," and he starts to strip also.  I am
the only one still dressed looking at my lover man and two best
friends standing there naked and says,

"Well if you all are going to go naked I might as well join you,"
and I to undress.

"Wait one fucking minute here," I say in a perplexed tone. "Who
took these pictures of us yesterday in the lean to."

"I did," says Steve with a shit-eating grin. "I just got this new
Polaroid camera and wanted to try it out and well when Michael
told me where you were going and why, well I decided to try it out
on you two.  Nice shots, no pun intended," he says and laughs
again.  We all start to laugh and I take the pictures down and say,

"Souvenirs of our weekend, thanks guys."


     "Wow, I never knew about that weekend, did you bud," Adam
says with a smile on his face.

"No but it sure sounded like they had a great time doesn't it."

"Yeah it does," he says and adds, "remind me to mention that
weekend to my dads. I think you writing about their life together
will make for great and amusing reading babe. Hey are you
keeping a journal about us babe," he asks with a suspicious look in
his eyes.

"Maybe but you will not find out until you are real old lover," I
muse.



Chapter 1 'A New Beginning'

One year later.

     My idea of becoming a writer was affirmed by a friend of mine.
He read the first few chapters of my story and gave me the go
ahead with the promise I give him each chapter to come to read
before posting it. Adam loved the stories because he either was in
them or knew the people who were. We were sitting one night
shortly after I had posted my first chapter and were talking and
enjoying a fire in the fireplace.

"You know babe I may need your help on some parts that dad
never put in to his journal." I told him turning my head to look up
at him. "Dad left out a lot of the finer details that make it personal
to us and also to the readers. Those points are what make the
difference between a journal entry and a story." I add.

"Tell me some of the entries you are working on at the moment,"
he asks.

"Well let me see," I say as I thumb through dad's journal. "Oh here
is one."



'September 1991'
Well our boy is graduating today and his dad and I couldn't be any
prouder.  The weather is great, clear blue sky, a brisk breeze, and a
little humidity.  He looks so handsome in his cap and gown. He
stands taller now than me but just a few inches shorter than Kyle
does.  Adam stops over with Steve and Michael and he has grown
into quite the handsome young man.  He is six foot five with long
blonde hair and bright blue eyes.  Both boys show the efforts of
their workouts at the gym.  They hard both hard bodies and I think
they might have a thing for each other. Just the way they look at
each other with their eyes meeting has that look of admiration in
them. We finally arrive at the outdoor stadium set up for the
ceremony and find our seats. The music starts and here come the
graduates. There are so many when I see my Dylan and a short
distant later Adam. My eyes are wet with tears for my baby is a
grown man.  I had hope that I would see this day ever since the
doctor had diagnosed me with cancer.  I kept it quiet from both
Kyle and Dylan not wanting to rain on his parade. The meds the
doctor gave me help slow down the progression but we both knew
it was terminal. At least I would see my boy grow into a man. They
started to call the names of the graduates and my camera was
ready. Kyle had the camcorder going filming the entire event.
Then the moment I had been waiting for came as I heard,
"Dylan James Kerry-Fitzpatrick" and he rose to go and receive his
diploma. My heart had such pride and of course, I was crying
seeing my baby now grown getting his diploma and graduating
tops in his class.
"Yeah Dylan!" I called out completely embarrassing him.
After a few more names we heard,
"Adam Michael Stanley-Mathews"
And now it was Michael's turn to cry.  He had completely lost it as
I had for Dylan. The tears ran down his cheeks and he had the
biggest smile a dad could have. He was just crossing the stage
when a gust of wind came up and blew his gown up over his waist.
There for the entire world to see, and to his dad's embarrassment,
was his naked body.  He was completely naked under his gown.
He tried like the dickens to push the gown down only for the wind
to lift it up again with him finally giving up and turning to bow to
the audience. The superintendent was quite red and had the most
anger stricken look on his face. I looked over at his dads, Michael
was red and crying, and Steve had a grin that said
'That's my boy'.


"Babe why you putting that one in; that stunt got my ass kicked by
both the superintendent and my dads," he said still a bit
embarrassed.

"Because its life and it's one of the moments that I thought, 'Oh
God I got to have that' but I could not tell you that then. Besides,
your ass was so hard and cute and that cock of yours brought more
ahs from the audience and some students then I could have ever
believed. Even Jake Wilson looked and said 'fuck how did I miss
that in gym class'."

"Really Jake said that huh," he says with a little too much wanting
to his voice.

"Don't make too much of it stud Jake had the shortest dick in the
whole school," I tell him with my jealousy showing. "Besides I
know his address if you care to look him up because with that tone
you will definitely need a buddy to put you up, you understand
me." I tell in my don't go there attitude.

"Oh babe you can't be jealous are you," he asks in his patronizing
way. "Besides look who got the class stud muffin," he adds.

"Don't you mean the class booty prize," I retort with a slight
smirk.

"Well I guess you can put it in your story babe if you want to." He
says as if I need his permission.

     The one thing that dad's journal did show me was how much he
hid his disease from us to spare us the pain of loosing him.  I don't
know how much my dad revealed to Kyle of his illness but I think
he also spared him until close to the end. I don't think he could
bear watching the man he loved and treasured slowly waste away
in grief while he was doing the same with cancer. My dads had a
tremendous respect for each other's feelings.
     It was a few days later and we were over at Adam's parents
place for dinner when I brought up the graduation incident.

"My God how I wanted to die of embarrassment that day,"
Michael says slightly blushing even now.

"I thought 'that was something I would have done'." Steve says
with that grin that could piss the pope. Michael hits him on his arm
and tells him to behave. "Besides the superintendent got him better
than either of us could have." Michael adds.

"Well I wanted that ass of his so bad I sprang wood and was so
thankful for my gown." I revealed to his dads.

"You know Dylan your dads and us had always hoped that you two
would some day fall in love and become a couple," Steve says with
a bit of melancholy in his voice. "I just wish they could be here to
see the fine young men you two became and how happy together
you are," he added almost in tears.

"Well from reading the journal I think he knew how we felt about
each other but, why didn't anyone ever say anything," I ask them.

"We wanted to let nature take it course," Steve said. "We didn't
want to influence you into being gay or straight. We felt that one
day you both would discover who and what you were." He said.

"Well I knew when I was fifteen and saw Dylan getting out of the
shower here and thought 'God I want that guy so bad' and didn't
dare to tell him." Adam said looking at his dads.

"Well I was sixteen and had just finished watching him play soccer
and he yelled to me to meet him in the locker room in ten
minutes," I said. "I went in and found him still in the shower and
he was just finishing.  I sat and talked to him while he dried off and
got dressed. He even asked me to dry his back for him. I thought as
I got close to his ass 'fuck I want that ass so much' but I to was
afraid to make a move out of fear I might loose his friendship.
Now that I can have that ass I am a bottom for this hot stud." I say
getting red because I realize to who and what I just said. "Oh I am
so sorry Uncle Steve and Uncle Mike. I should have never said that
to you two." My embarrassment could light the darkest night.

"Don't worry son we are all grown men and we too have known
youth and how it is." Steve says with a longing look on his face.

"Speak for yourself old man I am still young and vibrant," Mike
says with a smirk on his face this time.

"Well it was better you waited because now look at the two of
you." Michael said. "So tell me Dylan how is this writing business
coming along?"

     We spoke for a few more minutes about the writing I was doing
and a few other things before we decided it was time for us to
leave. We gave hugs and kisses and told them that we would see
them again soon.  We went home and Adam built a fire and moved
the pillows to the floor in front of the fireplace. I came in with
some wine, settled in between his legs, and just leaned against his
chest with his big strong arms around me. His warmth radiated
through our clothes and I felt so secure in his arms. I turned my
head and looked up at him and he leaned down and kissed me. I
was staring at the fire while he played with my nipples and asked,

"Adam am I to needy for you." I was feeling a bit sad and tears
forming in my eyes. He turned me to him and noticed the tears and
kissed me ever so softly and then said,

"Babe you are my life and my heart. I could not love you anymore
than I do right now but not as much as I will tomorrow love. I feel
that I have given God a rib and he made you from it for me love.
You make me shine whenever you are with me. You are the other
half of me that was missing all my life. Without you, I would be
like the night without the moon or the day without the sun. I am
incomplete without you babe." He said as he took me in his arms
and kissed me long and deep our tongues making love to each
other.

"Adam I need you to fuck me, right here, right now love." I said
and returned his kiss.  He laid me down and started to undress me
never loosing eye contact.  After he had me naked he undressed
and then laid beside me taking me into his arms.  He kissed and
nuzzled my neck and nibbled my ear lobes. He stroked my hair and
whispered in my ear,

"Babe I have been making love to you for quite sometime now.
Would you tonight make love to me and help me feel the love you
have for me."

"Adam are you sure, you do not have to do it this way to prove
anything to me you know," I tell him starring in his eyes.

"I know I don't babe but when we make love I see your love for
me in your eyes and I want to cry it is so deep," he says and his
eyes are now tearing. "I want you to see that love in my eyes for
you," then he kisses me.  We kiss for an eternity it seems and I
move on top of him. He spreads his legs apart and bends his knees
to give me room. I look into his eyes and say,

"Are you sure love because you don't have to do this."

"I have never wanted anything more in my life than this right
now." He says and wraps his arms around me and kisses me.  I get
up, move down to his cock, take it in my mouth, and slowly start to
suck it. My hands are cupping his balls as I suck his manhood. He
is moaning in content and his head is moving side to side, as I give
pleasure to his cock. I let his cock go and lift his legs and I move
my tongue to his pink pucker.  I start to move my tongue all
around his sweet spot and after a few minutes, I push it into his
hole.  His ass rises in pleasure of the new sensations he is feeling.
His moans are more audible now and he is fucking my tongue.  I
pull out my tongue, wet my forefinger, and push it slowly into his
hole.  He lifts up his head and I can see the pleasure I am giving
him as he says,

"Oh fuck babe does it always feel this good for you when I do
this?"

"Hell yes love and then some.  You can bring me off just by using
your tongue," I tell him.  I go down on his cock again as I insert
another finger and work his hole in preparation of my cock. He is
now so turned on and close that he says between moans,

"Oh fuck babe, fuck me now before I cum. I am so fucking close
and I want you to make me cum without touching my cock," he
says.  I pull out my fingers and sit up between his legs and poor
some lube onto my cock working it all around it and then some
more on his ass and work that into his hole. I move in closer, put
my cock's head against his hole, and gently push in as he pushes
back.  The head pops in and I can tell by the look on his face that
the pain is intense.

"Shall I stop and pull out love," I ask him as I stop to let him adjust
to the feeling.

"No babe just give me a moment to get use to the feeling," he says
and I can feel him relax. "Ok babe more please.  I slowly push
more of my cock in and stop.  After a bit he relaxes and says,

"Babe just push it in the rest of the way all at once."

"You sure love it will hurt you know," I tell him.

"Yes but I want it all now babe, please just do it I'll be fine," he
says looking me straight in the eyes.  They are glossy now and I
cannot tell if they are that way from the pain or not. I gently push
the rest of my cock all the way in and stop. He moans in pain and
then begins to relax.

"Oh fuck it feels so full and now the pain is leaving and it feels so
fucking good," he says as his eyes roll back into his head and a
smile of ecstasy crosses his face. "Fuck me babe and take your
time please I don't want this to end," he says and pulls me down
for a kiss. I slowly pull out some and slowly back in, in and out
like this until we find a rhythm.  He is meeting my thrusts with his
hips and I pick up speed.  I pull all the way out and then right back
in hard and fast repeatedly, I do this.

"Oh babe fuck me harder you found my spot," he tells me as his
eyes roll again.  Harder and faster, we fuck hitting his prostate with
each thrust.

"Oh fuck babe I'm going to cum.fuck I can't hold it babe. here
it comes," and he lets loose with a load so hot and thick as it flies
from his cock without his cock even being touched. "Oh fuck I
can't stop babe.it so fucking good.fuck me harder.deeper
babe," he cries out.  I am pounding his ass without mercy now and
can feel his ass contract around my cock as he cums.

"Fuck love here I go babe," and I start to shoot rope after rope of
my man seed deep into his ass.  Never before have I cum like this
over and over I shoot until finally I have no more. I start to pull my
still hard cock out and he says,

"No leave it in, I want to enjoy that fullness I have," and his eyes
roll back in the afterglow of our orgasms. I drop down on his cum
soaked chest and lean in for a kiss. I lift up and look into his eyes,
they are filled with tears, and then I see his love for me in them.

"I love you so fucking much Dylan James that I fear my heart
cannot contain it all.  Never before have I realized this much love
for another person," and he cries.  I hold him in my arms and we
snuggle in the glow of our love.

"I love you so much Adam and I pledge my heart and love to you
as long as my heart beats and then for all of eternity," I tell him
and now we are both crying. We kiss and our kiss is salty with
tears but sweet just the same. I pull my now soft cock out of him
and lye down beside him pulling his back to my chest and we fall
asleep.  We awake the next morning in the same position we fell
asleep in.  The fire has gone out and we are stuck together by last
nights cum.  I feel him stir and say,

"Good morning my love, thanks for last night babe," and I kiss the
back of his neck. He turns to face me and with a kiss so passionate,
he is in tears.

"What's the matter babe, you're crying love," I ask him pulling
him closer to me and letting him cry. After several minutes, he
regains his composure and says gazing into my eyes,

"I saw in your eyes last night a love so deep and strong that mere
words cannot express the feelings I have for you. Your eyes are
like a pool so deep that reflect my love for you.  I thought that I
could never be loved more than I am until I found your love and it
pours out to me in waves.  Just when I think your love for me is
complete another wave of love hits me and totally washes over me.
I had wanted for you to see my love for you and all I found was
your devotion and love for me," he says and cries again.

"My love, I not only found in your eyes a love so strong that
nothing could diminish it; but a presence that told me I had nothing
to fear in life.  I felt so secure and loved in your embrace that my
heart abounds with that love and that is what you saw in my eyes
babe. My love for you knows no boundaries. It has no limits and
its depths are so deep that no one or nothing could ever sever it
from my heart babe. We found last night babe a love so strong that
the hands of time can only magnify its depth.  I love you babe.  We
made love again that morning and discovered that our love could
stand the test of time; a love so strong that our inner being cried
out to our heart 'you are loved'.  I could now understand how my
dad felt when he lost his Joshua, his life. I knew why he wanted to
follow him and be with him for all eternity. My dads left me more
than money; they left me a wealth of love that no money could
buy. I knew that now I was complete.  I had found the part of me
that I had searched for to complete me; this man beside me
completed me, made me whole. Words could never express the
depths of the feeling I had for my Adam.  He lifted his head and
looked at me and said,

"You alright babe?"

"I am more than alright, I am loved so deeply and completely babe.
My heart cannot fathom the depths of your love for me, love. You
make me whole babe." We held each other so close that it would
be hard pressed to determine where one began and the other ended.
We laid there for most of the morning until our stomachs reminded
us that we needed nourishment.  We decided to call Adam's dads
and invite them to lunch, seeing how it was much to late for
breakfast.  We were seated at our table when they came in and they
both stopped and starred at us.

"What," Adam said looking at them with puzzlement in his eyes.

"You found it didn't you," Michael asked.

"Found what dad," even more puzzled now. Of course, I knew
instantly what he meant and it showed all over me.

"That love one finds only once in a lifetime," Michael said. "A
love so strong and rooted that time can only strengthen it."  Adam
looks into my eyes and says,

"Yeah dad we did.  Last night we finally found what each of us
was searching for.  Our inner being became one and our heart
melded together to form one loved entity." He said and kissed me.

"It shows on both of your faces," Steve said. "Now you know the
love we have and that your dads had for each other, don't you
Dylan."

"Yes. I could never understand why dad had tried to kill himself
after dad died.  I could not fathom why his will to live just left him
and left just a shell of a man.  Now I know that love they had and
shared with me all those years.  My heart cried with joy when I
realized that love for Adam.  I cannot mourn their loss anymore. I
know that when Josh died a greater part of dad went with him. I
can see now how he had no reason to live. It didn't mean he didn't
love me but his reason for living was gone. The hardest thing I
ever did was telling him it was alright to let go and be with his
Josh." The tears just started to flow so hard that people were
starring at us.  My heart was finally saying goodbye to my dad and
it understood his pain. Adam just held me and told me that
everything would be all right.  I looked in his eyes and said,

"I know, because I have you babe," and kissed him raising a few
eyebrows around the restaurant. We had a nice lunch, said our
goodbyes, and went home.  We got home and we went right to bed.

"I want you to fuck me love," Adam said to me. "I want to be your
bottom boy from now on," he added.

"Well I don't know about that babe. I don't want to give up being
your bottom because I love the way you fuck me, besides I lust for
that fullness your cock gives me."

"Well why don't we just go with the moment and who ever ends
up the bottom so be it," he says as he lifts his legs in surrender.

"That's not fair, you are already undressed and I haven't even
started to yet." I said in a whiny voice.

"Why don't we both take turns love," he says with that grin that
makes me want to smack him.  I finish undressing and climb in
between his legs with our cocks touching each other as we kiss.
His lips are so soft and full that I bite his bottom lip and gently pull
it out until our tongues start their dance. After a time I sit up and
reach for the lube and hold it out to him and say,

"You sure you want to bottom bitch because I am so going to fuck
that ass of yours until it takes a month for you to walk straight
again."

"Oh fuck babe, be good to me. Remember my turn will come and I
don't forget," he says with the grin.  I lube up his ass and make
love to it with my fingers bringing him close to cumming.  I pull
out my fingers, lube up my cock, and place it at his pucker and say,

"You ready bitch for the pounding of your life?"

"Be good to me or my revenge will be so fucking sweet," he says
and pulls me in for a kiss. I gently start to push in as he is pushing
out while we kiss.  My cock slides in so easy and he moans out in
pleasure.

"It doesn't hurt like last night love." He says and his eyes roll
back.  I slowly start to fuck him finding our rhythm that will bring
us to heaven.  We fuck like this for almost twenty minutes when I
stop and say,

"Get up babe and switch places with me. I want you to ride me like
the cowboy you are stud."  He gets up and I lye down and he
gently glides down on my cock.  His facial expression is pure
pleasure as I feel my cock filling his ass.  He quickly finds the
rhythm we had and is fucking his ass with my cock.  My hips rise
to meet his downward thrusts as he brings to the edge.

"Slow down babe I'm close," I tell moaning in ecstasy.  He just
keeps riding my cock until I yell out,

"Oh fuck babe don't stop.I'm cumming babe," and I shoot my
load deep into his ass filling him to overflowing.  He bends down
and kisses me as he shoots his load between our bodies.

"Oh shit love what a feeling.oooooh fuck.what you do to me,"
he yells and kisses me again with our tongues fighting for
dominance.  He lifts up, pumps his cock, and fucks my still hard
cock, and shoots another load. 'Where does he get it from,' I think
as he pumps volley after thick volley of cum all over my chest. I
can feel his ass tighten around my cock and I shoot another load
into his saturated ass.  I feel my cum slide out his ass onto my
balls.

"Oh fuck babe that was so fucking intense," I say as my cock
finally relinquishes it last drops.  He lifts off me and drops to my
side taking into his arms and says,

"Dylan that was the best fuck ever," he says and kisses me.

"You say that every time we fuck babe," I tell him and kiss him
back.  We just lay there hugging and kissing until we both fall
asleep.  When I awake the room is dark and I feel for Adam and he
is nowhere around.  I call out to him and get no answer.  I get up,
throw on a robe, and go downstairs. I find him sitting in the living
room watching a fire.

"Babe you all right," I ask as I sit beside him and take him in my
arms.

"Yeah babe, just in love," he tells me and gives me a quick peck on
the cheek.  "I got up an hour ago, and came down here. I decided
to start a fire and just chill out in the glow of our love."

"Well you started a fire in me love that no amount of water could
ever extinguish," I tell him.  "I hope we will always be this happy
babe," and I kiss him with all the passion that is in me.

"Can I ask you something love," he asks with a touch of
apprehension in his voice.

"You don't ever have to ask my permission to ask me anything,
babe," I say as I look into his eyes.

"Would you still choose me if you had known about all the money
you got first," he asks starring at the fire. "You know what I mean
don't you. If you became rich before we became a couple," he says
as if not sure, he really wants an answer.

"Babe I would have chosen you if I was rich or poor.  Money
doesn't make the couple love does.  The love I found with you is
worth more than the world's entire riches babe. Now tell me where
did this all come from."

"I guess I was feeling a little insecure love. I was telling a friend
yesterday, that I hadn't seen in years about what's been going on in
our lives and he said to me, 'looks like you found yourself a sugar
daddy dude.' His words cut through me like a knife.  I grabbed him
by the shirt and told him that I am nobodies boy toy.  What we
have is love and I am not a kept man. He says 'well call it what
you want but boy toy spelled any other way is still a boy toy,' and I
decked him. I hit him so hard his nose started to bleed.  He looked
up at me and said 'hit me all you want but it doesn't change a
thing; you are what you are.'"

"Do I make you feel like a boy toy babe," I ask with my eyes
starting to tear over. "I have always loved you and if my money
makes you feel like a kept man I will give it all away babe." I get
up and walk out of the room back to our bedroom.  I lay on the bed
and cry, as I have never cried before. 'How can he think that he is
my boy toy,' I think to myself and then let the tears flow.  I feel the
bed give as Adam climbs on next to me and rubs my back.

"Dylan I am so fucking sorry for telling you what Mark had said.  I
never have felt like your possession and I have always loved you
with all my heart love. Please forgive me for hurting you, please
babe." His words are like a salve to my wounded heart.  I turn onto
my back, pull him to me, and kiss him as if I had never kissed him
before.

"Babe, people are going to talk about you and about me because
they are jealous of our love. Please don't let their words ever make
you doubt my love for you," I tell him and kiss him again. "Now
about forgiving you, let me think, if you'll fuck me we can call it
even babe," and we kiss a kiss of passion. "Deal?"

"Deal." He said and undoes my robe and starts to suck on my
nipples. He lifts me up, takes off my robe, and throws it to the
floor. He removes his robe and it follows suit.  He lies on his back
and tells me to get on and ride him hard like a cowboy. I strattle his
thighs and he hands me the lube. I smear it on his cock and then I
put some on my ass working it in.  I move forward, put his cock
head to my pucker, and push down. It pops in and I just sit down
hard on it shoving his length all the way in. I let out a soft scream
as I realize 'not a smart thing to do,' and I just sit.  I relax and now
start to ride him rough. I go up and down like a bucking bronco on
his cock, plunging it in as far as it will go. His hands are on my
hips pulling me down hard and his hips rise to meet my thrusts.
This is the first time I have done it this way and I know it will not
be my last. I soon have a rhythm going and if not for his holding
me, I would have fallen off. He is fucking me like a rodeo rider
breaking in a horse, hard and in control each push deeper than the
last. I know he is close for I can feel his cock swelling and then he
holds me down on him for a moment and I feel his hot cum shoot
deep in my bowels.  "He Haw," he yells with a cowboy drawl. He
is shoving upwards with a vengeance as I push down and then I
shoot my cum all over his chest without even touching my cock.
Rope after thick rope of white cum flies from my cock, one after
another until my balls have nothing left to give. As I feel him
softening, I lift off him, and fall beside him. He rolls on his side
looking into my eyes and says,

"That was the best fuck ever, babe," we say in unison and laugh.

"You feel better babe," I ask him.

"Yep, you bet partner," he says in his best cowboy voice. "You a
mighty fine bronco," and off he goes to the bathroom and he
pauses at the door and turns saying, "You can make me your
cowboy toy anytime Partner," and gives me that grin and goes in
the bathroom.


     I get up and follow him into the bathroom. We take a long
leisurely bath together.  I am sitting with my back against his chest
and I turn my head around to give him a kiss.

"Hey cowboy you got some nerve falling asleep on me," and I
poke him. Nothing. "Babe you awake," I say and now I turn
around and he is blue. "Babe wake up, Adam please wake up," I
yell with panic in my voice. "No please God don't do this to me,
please God let him be alright," and now I'm crying and in a state
of panic. "911 I must call 911."  I jump out of the tub pulling the
plug to let the water out and run for the phone.  I pick up the phone
and dial 911.

"911 what is your emergency," the operator asks.

"My partner he's blue and isn't breathing," I yell into the phone.
They take my information and tell me an ambulance is on the way.
I call Steve and Michael and tell them what's happening.  I am
giving CPR to Adam when the paramedics come in.  They take
over and tell me to go get dressed.  In my panic I forgot to dress
after jumping out of the tub.  Steve and Michael come rushing in as
the paramedics are loading Adam into the ambulance.

"Is he alive Dylan," Steve asks.

"I don't know he was so blue," and I start to cry, hard heaving
sobs. "We were taking a bath and I asked him something and
turned when he didn't answer me and thought he was sleeping.
When I repeated my question I completely turned around and saw
that he was blue," I say with broken words. "I can't loose him now
that we found each other Uncle Steve. Why does everyone I love
have to die," and I start crying hysterically.

"Well lets get to the hospital and see what's the matter," Michael
says and he is on the verge of loosing it.

     We get to the hospital and find out that Adam is in the operating
room. The nurse tells us that is all she knows and that when the
doctor is through he will be out to talk to us. We wait for several
hours until the doctor comes out.  His face is glum and his head is
lowered towards the floor.
To be continued.

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