Date: Thu, 28 Jun 2001 17:11:44 -0700 (PDT)
From: Pigs Fly <sensual_dude2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: To Love Again Part 7--Beginnings section of Nifty Archive

This is an original story and all similarities in
names, places, etc, alive or otherwise, are pure
coincidences.

Hi, readers. I know that it has been quite some time
since the last chapter was posted, but I have been so
busy with college and some personal problems, making
me deeply unhappy, that I just do not have the mood to
write. Well, I still have not solved the personal
problem yet, but I decided to write out this chapter
before I go back to my hometown on July 9. This means
that it will be quite a while before the next chapter
is going to be posted. I will try my best to get it
out before I leave though. Thank you all for the
e-mails and I hope that you will love this chapter.
Love always!

*This chapter is dedicated to Matt: "There is nothing
here that resembles you or me, or your current
situation nor mine, but I love you for being there for
me. I appreciate you so much, enjoy you, love you.
Thank you for being who you are."

	The whole family arrived by December 23 in the
afternoon. I did not have much time to care if anyone
knew about Ted and me because I was too busy
decorating the tree and Ted could not escape Grandma
Bess's moaning about the long trip and such. It was
kind of strange because she picked him as her "victim"
while there were Peter, my older brother, right there
in the living room acting like the king or something,
or my two uncles, Joe and Kurt, also very free. Sigh!
I guess my man had to bear with Grandma's continuous
rattling. Of course, Ted's parents were not doing much
too, but I could not expect grandma to complain to
them instead.
	"Hey, J! When are you going to introduce this hunk to
us?" Grandma's voice was so loud and clear that I was
kind of embarrassed. Sigh! At her age, she had all the
common old folks' illness, but I could not believe
that she still had the strength to shout so loudly.
Unfortunately, everyone stopped whatever they were
doing and waited to hear for what I was going to say.
Worse still, I could feel every pair of eyes was fixed
on me. I looked pleadingly at Ted to rescue me, but he
pretended to be more interested on the ceiling than
me. Hmmph! Just you wait! I would be torturing you in
bed soon enough!
	"Well, everyone. This hunk is Ted Johnson. He is my
boyfriend, but it seems I will have a hard time
claiming him back from grandma," I flashed a wicked
smile at Grandma Bess, letting her know that two could
play this game. Since she wanted to tease me so badly,
well...
	"Hmm, you are so damn right, J. I want this man and
you ain't getting him," she smiled back, just as
plainly wicked as I was.	Hmmphh!!!
	"Ahhh, okay. Hey, T! It seems like you are gonna be
sleeping with Grandma tonight," I grabbed this
opportunity to make my man squirm, which I succeeded
in doing from the look he gave me. Teehee! Now he
should know that I was not to be teased.
	"Uh...Grandma, do you think I can sleep with J
tonight? Not that I want to be rude or anything, but I
have the without-J-I'll-die-syndrome. Please?" My man
looked so pleadingly at Grandma that I burst out
laughing, and I was not the only one at that.
	"Relax, Ted. You don't have to sleep with me. We are
just teasing you," grandma chuckled.
	"I know, but I am worried that I would sound rude."
	Soon after, everyone began talking all at once, and
some warmed up to Ted immediately. The whole living
room was alive with questions about how Ted and I
first met. He began to talk about how he was beaten up
and stuff, how those homophobes had been arrested.
Most of my family just nodded understandingly. All in
all, the day was spent with us all cooking, helping
out in the kitchen, putting the gifts under the tree,
etc. It was a jolly good day and I was just glad that
Ted was now part of the family.
	After dinner, the family crowded around in the living
room and the "excess" was all over the dining room and
kitchen. Everyone was listening to grandma talking
about what Christmas was like for her when she was
still a little girl.
	"Well, you guys have listened to this many times
before, but I have enjoyed myself so much, reminiscing
the past, that I forget to tell you the latest
happening in my neighborhood. Well, y'all know that
boy, Mason who lived a few blocks away from me? He was
caught red-handed molesting a young girl the other
day. She is only 8 years old. Hmmph! I would have
slapped him real nice if I was not stopped by the
girl's parents. Fancy them forgiving that boy's
audacity just like that. Anyway, Mason was taken by
the police, but he was not charged. How fortunate! I
will gladly sue him if I were the parent of that young
girl," grandma was getting so worked up now that her
face was reddening with rage. Everyone remained silent
to let the news sank in.
	"Well, I guess you have to understand that Mason is
only 13, mum. He will make mistake for sure, but the
important thing is to teach him that it is wrong to do
that and tell him that he must never do that again,"
uncle Joe spoke out after some minutes of silence. All
this while I was concentrating on my man, but he
looked rather odd. I guess he too was furious at the
boy's ignorance. As for me, I agreed with uncle Joe.
Mason just could not resist the temptation and made
this one grave mistake.
	The night wore on, with everyone talking about other
things. I decided to go to bed after a while and Ted
followed me. We said goodnight to everyone and walked
towards the bedroom, tired after such a hectic day.
	"Hey, J! What do you think of a child-molester? I
mean, do you hate them at all?" Ted asked me suddenly
as I was about to open the door. Stepping in, I turned
back to face him and noticed that he was looking
serious.
	"Well, I hate a child-molester, but I guess it
depends on the situation. I am not sure if I am able
to forgive him, or her. Why do you ask me anyway?"
	"Nothing, just curious," he answered, not even making
an eye-contact with me.
	"Oh, okay. Are you sick or something? You look pale,"
I was getting worried. Ted had not said anything much
tonight except to answer questions thrown at him by my
family.
	"Nah, I'm fine," he replied.
	"Okay, if you say so," I was not convinced, but I
knew that Ted would tell me what was bothering him
soon enough. He was that type of person, so I remained
quiet and decided to wait a few days. Maybe he would
tell me then.
	After we had finished undressing, I kissed him
tenderly on the lips, down to his throat and he moaned
softly. As I wrapped him in my arms, he trembled
slightly and we kissed passionately. I licked his lips
and slipped my tongue into his mouth. Our tongues met
and we moaned as the heat grew between us. My hands
roamed all over his head and back down to his face
while he caressed my back so lightly, fanning up the
fire in me.
	I pushed him down on the bed and began to kiss his
throat again, licking with the tip of my tongue the
sensitive spot that I knew was there right beneath his
chin. He moaned softly, clutching me tighter and I
circled my hands all around his nipples, taunting them
to the peak of desire. Gradually, I slid down his
body, tasting his nipple one after another. Then, I
sucked on his left nipple and he groaned, his manhood
was twitching up, an evident of his pleasure.
	"Ahh, J. That feels good, baby. Take me
again...ahhh......," I sucked slowly, then increased
the suction, licking it all over with the tip of my
tongue. Gradually, I moved lower and used my fingers
to play with his nipples as I took his aching manhood
into my mouth and he tightened his grip on my hair,
moaning all the while. "Ohh, J. Yes, baby. I love
that. Uhhmm...that feels good."
	I licked the tip of his hot rod, using my tongue to
lick the part beneath the head. He wriggled
impatiently by now and a drop of precum was apparent
on the tip. I decided to let him wait a while longer
as I kissed his balls, lapping and sucking them one by
one. Then, I licked my way up slowly and he tried to
push it into my mouth, but I kissed my way down his
cock while his hands tried to pull my head up
desperately. After a while, I took his cock in my
mouth and he groaned, relief at last.
	"Ahh...yes, baby!! Ahhh......," he panted out,
moaning all the while. Suddenly, he turned his body
around and took my aching cock deep into his mouth,
sucking up and down slowly. I began to bob up and down
faster on his hot rod. We were both moaning in ecstasy
now, neither wanting to stop.
	Meanwhile, I played with his balls, using my
fingertip to caress them. Ted moaned in appreciation
and he pushed his finger into me, causing me to reach
the point of no return.
	"Ahhh......take it, Ted. Yes! Ahhhhh......," I kept
on shooting inside his mouth and he just swallowed
them while still sucking me up and down. After I had
finished cumming, I resumed on sucking him off and
bobbed my head faster.
	"Yes...yes...I'm cumming...ahhhhhhh...yes, J. Yeah,
baby! Ugghhh...," he came in my mouth and I tasted his
sweetness on my lips and savored them before
swallowing them hungrily. We laid like that for a
while before I crawled up to him and we kissed
passionately, tasting each other.
	Before long, we broke the kiss. I looked at him and
smiled contentedly. He just grinned and pulled me
under the cover. I rested my head on his arms and
embraced him tightly.
	"I love you, J, no matter what. Will you love me
enough to forgive me for my past mistakes?" He
whispered in my ear, so tenderly and with so much
love.
	"I love you, T. I will, no matter what." With that
said, we both drifted off to sleep, tired but
satisfied.

Well, readers. The chapter is finished, but the next
chapter promises something unexpected, so "stay tuned"
and meanwhile, please e-mail me with comments or
whatever you wanna say. Just a simple "Hi!" is
appreciated. Love you all; till next chapter.