Date: Mon, 29 Aug 2005 22:18:13 +0900
From: Phoeny Wolfe <phoenyx.wolfe@gmail.com>
Subject: Twilight Eyes Chapter 1

     The  usual stuff:  This story is mine, all mine.   It's
trademarked, copyrighted and whatnot out the wahzoo.  I made
it all up, in my own crazed little mind.  Any resemblance to
real  life people or situations is just . creepy.  If you're
too  young  in your country to read this, don't get  caught.
Glad  you're thinking for yourself.  If you don't agree with
two consenting adults of the same gender. consenting, you're
soooo  in  the wrong place, and I think you're missing  your
klan meeting.

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     His  name was Kisten, and he was the most beautiful man
I  have  ever  seen in my entire 26 years of  life  on  this
earth.   Just  seeing him across the room made me  catch  my
breath  and  forget where I was.  (I tended to stumble  into
things  a  lot  while he was around.)  He  was  gifted  with
beautifully  tanned skin and dark, nearly  black,  shoulder-
length hair.  Looking at him from a distance made one  think
about steamy jungles and sleek predators.  Until one got  up
close,  and  saw  that somewhere in his ancestry,  something
other had crept under the sheets, and the resultant genetics
had  given  him eyes the colour of twilight -  darkness  and
purple.  He was 6'1" of perfection, with a flawlessly  built
gymnast's  body  - all tight legs and rear, broad  shoulders
and  muscled  arms.   He was a friend of  a  friend,  so  we
occasionally  ended up at the same parties; but  I  was  too
lust-struck to ever strike up a conversation.

     Okay, so I spent a lot of time thinking about him,  and
dreaming  about him, and . you get the picture.   I'd  never
even  spoken  to him, yet I was head over heels  in  serious
lust for this man.  I guess I'm just a shy person by nature.
Despite what my friends and the odd girlfriend have told me,
I'm  not much to look at.  I'm 5'11", slightly tanned  skin,
blond hair and green eyes.  My body isn't bad, as I work out
to  relieve stress, which, as a teenager growing up  gay;  I
had more than enough of, (as any of you who went through the
same can attest) but I'm never going to be Mr Universe.  I'm
a writer, so I tend to wax lyrical about things that inspire
me,  as  I'm  sure you can already tell.  I write  freelance
articles for various magazines, and have had enough  success
that I could afford to quit my dreary office job and work on
my  writing from home.  My name is Deacon Wolfe, and this is
my story.

     The first time I ever spoke to Kisten, we were both  at
a  bar,  celebrating  a  mate's bachelor  party.   We'd  all
consumed  copious amounts of alcohol, and I was  feeling  no
pain.   When  the  obligatory female stripper-dressed-as-cop
appeared, I rolled my eyes and pretended to enjoy it as much
as  the  other guys.  (Closet, what closet?  No-one in  here
but  us chickens.)  That's right.  I knew I was gay, and had
since  I got my first boner watching the Batman movies (holy
black rubber batman!), but no one else knew, except my  best
friend,  Kat.    Anyway, back to the party.   I'd  staggered
into  the  bathroom to drain away a few  of  the  beers  I'd
consumed.  Half wasted, I didn't notice who else was in  the
room  until I was standing at the urinal, hand on dick, eyes
half-closed.  Mid stream, I hear the voice of  the  man  I'd
been dreaming about for the last year.

     "You're Deacon Wolfe, right, man?"

     Hearing his voice, I started in shock, my stream drying
up  immediately.  "Dude, that was NOT nice," I gasped, as  I
attempted to finish what I'd started, all the while, my beer-
befuddled brain screaming: `Kisten!  It's Kisten!!  You have
your  cock  in your hand, and it's KISTEN!' I quickly  shook
off  and stuffed my dick back into my cargos before he could
see  me starting to stiffen up.  Glancing over at him, I saw
him  casually leaning against the stalls, watching  me.   My
face burned, (damn fair skin), as I washed my hands (hygiene
first,  people!)  and ran them through my hair  to  dry  and
style at the same time.

     "Sorry  dude,  hope you didn't damage yourself  there."
He sniggered, still waiting for an answer to his question.

     "I'm  sure I'll be fine after the surgery," I  quipped.
"Yeah  man,  I'm Deke.  You're Kisten Blair, right?   You're
Richie's  friend?" He nodded, and looked  me  over  quickly,
like he was sizing me up.

     "I hear you're looking for a house mate?  Think I could
take a look?"  I did a slow blink at this.  How did he know?
When  could  he move in?  What did he wear to bed?   Was  he
gay?  All these questions flashed through my mind as I gaped
at  him.  He started to look at me a little weirdly.  "Dude,
you okay?  Better slow down on the beers."

     "Huh?   Oh, yeah, that's it.  Sure, you wanna  look  at
the room.  When can you come round?"  When can you move in?!

     "Tomorrow?  I really need a place to stay.  My girl and
I  broke up, and she's throwing me out.  If I like the room,
and  if  it's okay with you, I'll move in tomorrow  evening,
while  she's  at work."  (Damn; straight, I  knew  it).   We
quickly agreed on a time for him to come around in the early
afternoon,  and  then went back out to join  the  revellers.
Outwardly, I think I appeared calm enough, but inside I  was
a  gibbering  mess,  two words running  through  my  head  -
`Kisten' and `housemate'.

                _____________________________

     The  next  day  I  woke  up later  than  I'd  intended,
nervousness  making me overindulge in one or four  too  many
beers  the night before.  Glancing at the bedside  clock,  I
saw I had just over an hour before Kisten was due to arrive.
I staggered into the shower and soaped myself down, thinking
of  Kisten, and how he'd soon be in my house.  I could  feel
myself getting hard, picturing his body in my mind.  Soaping
up,  I  grasped my hard-on and slowly began to pump  up  and
down,  thinking  of  his hard body and  gorgeous  eyes.   My
breathing  became harder, and I slowly increased  my  speed,
moaning as I felt the spray from the shower licking down  my
body  like  a  lover,  imaging  Kisten's  arms  around   me.
Shouting as I came, my knees buckled from the force,  and  I
went down, hitting my head on the taps as I went.

     "FUCK!"  I screamed, holding my now throbbing head (the
other one), feeling gently for blood.  Finding no damage,  I
stomped  back  into the bedroom and threw  on  some  shorts.
Coffee, that's what I need.  Coffee and aspirin.  Man  can't
be expected to function properly before his first cup in the
morning.  Jonsing for my caffeine hit, I set my coffee-maker
to work, then chewed down a couple of aspirin while standing
over  the machine, muttering under my breath and tapping  my
fingers  on the bench as I waited for a cup's worth  of  the
precious  lifeblood  to percolate into  the  jug.   Finally,
after  what  seemed like a year, I poured my first  cup  and
closed  my  eyes, savouring the first mouthful of  the  day,
just breathing in the heavenly scent.

     Slowly,  my  brain began to wake up,  and  I  blanched,
remembering  how powerful my orgasm had been in the  shower,
just thinking about Kisten.  If I was that attracted to  him
now, how bad would I be if he actually moved in, and I could
see  him all the time?  If I wasn't careful, I was going  to
throw  myself on his beautiful body and beg him to take  me.
Mmmmm, Kisten's body..

     Losing  myself  in that daydream for  a  while,  I  was
startled back into reality by a knock on the door. BAM-BAM .
BAM.  Kisten.  He was here.  At my door.  Here.  What was  I
going to do!?  I mentally slapped myself around and went  to
the  door, taking my coffee mug to help hide my nervousness.
For  a  second, I just stared at the door, then  opened  it,
blinking at the noon light.  There he was, in all his glory,
grinning at me, and tossing his hair back out of his eyes.

     "Just got up, huh?"

     I blinked stupidly, looking down at myself - coffee cup
and  shorts.    "What gave it away?" I sheepishly  admitted.
"C'mon in, sorry, haven't finished my first coffee yet,  I'm
not  at  my best before that."  I waved him into the  lounge
room, following behind him, watching the way his tight  arse
moved  in the second-skin jeans he was painted into.  Unable
to help myself, and I blame it on the concussion I must have
given myself earlier, I let out a low moan.  He looked  back
over his shoulder at me, flashing that sexy as hell grin.

     "Hangovers  are killers, dude."  Uh, yeah,  that's  it.
Hangover.  I quickly raised my cup to my mouth to  hide  the
blush  that had bloomed on my cheeks.  Gesturing  towards  a
couch,  I  offered him coffee, grateful for  the  chance  to
escape when he accepted.  Hidden in the kitchen, I leaned my
head  against  the  cool tiled wall  for  a  minute,  trying
desperately  to  get  my hormones under control.   Muttering
under  my  breath  (not crazy, honest), I  managed  to  pull
myself together and get my body back under control.

     When  I  was back in the lounge room, seated on another
chair,  we  sat  in silence for a few minutes,  both  of  us
drinking  our  coffees.  I was so busy trying not  to  think
about  the god sitting in front of me that I barely  noticed
when we started chatting casually, about random things.   He
asked  about  the usual stuff - rent, utilities and  whatnot
then I showed him the room, next to mine.  He walked over to
the  window, a thoughtful look on his face, then turned back
to me.

     "I'll take it, can I move in now?"

     I  gaped  at  him.   That was so  easy.   "Errr,  yeah,
where's your stuff at?"

     "I got some in the car, and I can borrow a mate's truck
to pick the rest up from Jess' place this afternoon."  Jess;
that  must  be  the ex.  Bitch, I hated  her  already.    We
quickly  sorted out the basics, he wrote a check  for  first
and  last  months'  rent, then I handed him  his  house  key
before he left.  Our house key.  Be still my beating heart.

     He moved his things in a few hours later.  I helped him
carry  a few things in, managing not to make too much  of  a
fool  of myself as I drooled over his perfect, perfect body.
This was going to be hell, I knew.
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     We became accustomed to being housemates, settling into
an  easy  rhythm,  balancing each other  well.   We  started
working  out together, hanging out in the evenings,  sharing
chores.   The  kitchen  quickly  became  his  domain,  as  I
couldn't  cook to save my own life, and he seemed  to  enjoy
creating culinary masterpieces that both baffled and  amused
me.  It never failed to amaze me, seeing him so happy and at
home  in there.  On the surface, he was pure jock, but as  I
got  to know him better, I saw a different side to him,  one
that  I knew would cause me no end of heartache in the  end.
He  had  a  gentleness to him as well, a compassionate  side
that  drew  people to him, even when they didn't  understand
why.  He would cook us both dinner, and we would linger over
it,  talking  as if we'd been friends for ever.   Everything
seemed  wonderful,  but underneath, I was seriously  worried
about  my  feelings for Kisten.  Seeing him in the  kitchen,
smelling the heavenly aromas that simmered on the stove,  my
mouth watered for more than just the food.  Spotting him  in
the  gym,  I had to order myself not to touch him more  than
necessary.   I knew he was straight, so I tried  desperately
to  keep my feelings under control.  But that didn't stop me
from  thinking of his hard body and twilight eyes as  I  was
jerking off.

     We  spent  more time in each other's company  over  the
next  few  months and it became harder to hide my  feelings.
I'd  catch myself staring at him, into those beautiful eyes,
but I couldn't stop.  Sometimes we'd be talking, and I'd  be
thinking  about  his arms or my latest dream featuring  him,
and  he'd  get a strange look on his face, like  he  somehow
knew what I was thinking.  I'd quickly change the subject or
make an excuse to do something else.  It was worrying, I was
terrified  of what he might do if he found out  that  I  was
infatuated  with him, and wanted nothing more than  to  feel
his hard, masculine body pressing me down, his hands roaming
over my body, and his mouth branding my skin.  I was jerking
off three times a day, trying to stop my body from betraying
me,  not that it seemed to help much.  One look at his body,
one  sniff of his scent, and I was rock hard.  To  cover,  I
started wearing baggier pants everyday.

     Even  through  all this, I felt more at home  with  him
than I ever had before in my life.  We worked well together,
and  got along well, almost like brothers.  (Except  for  my
lustful  fantasies, of course, you pervs!).  We wore similar
sized  clothes, and since we shared a bathroom  and  laundry
hamper,  they  naturally ended up becoming  mixed  together.
After  the  first  few  times of apologizing  profusely  and
returning  clothes of his that I had accidentally  mixed  in
with mine, he just laughed and said it was no big deal, he'd
ended up with my clothes more than once as well.  Kist  just
suggested we share and not worry about what ended up  where.
Naturally,  after  that, it seemed  that  whatever  shirt  I
wanted  to wear was somehow in his room.   It became  common
for  him  to  wander into my room to look for  something  to
wear,  choosing something of mine as often as his own.   One
day,  I was woken up from dreaming about Kisten rubbing  his
body  over  mine,  to  the sounds of him  going  through  my
cupboard.

     "Wha."   (Did I mention that I'm not at my best  before
coffee?)

     "Dude,  you know where that red shirt of mine is?   The
one with the collar?"

     "Isn't that my shirt?  Look in the wardrobe."

     "Hmmm, oh yeah, it is yours.  Well, looks better on  me
anyway."   He smirked.  I half-heartedly threw a  pillow  at
him  and  rolled onto my stomach, only to jerk my head  back
around to look at him as he burst out laughing.

     "What the fuck dude?  Too freaking early in the morning
here." I scowled.

     Chuckles  was practically rolling around on the  floor,
laughing  too  hard to be able to speak.  He pointed  at  my
arse,  which had been uncovered when I rolled over, trapping
the  sheet  under my body.  It took me a moment  to  realise
what  he found so amusing, until it dawned on me that I  was
wearing  boxers.  I didn't own any boxers, I  was  a  briefs
guy.   My  face  blushed crimson and I tired to  stammer  an
apology.

     "Oh, shit, man, I'm sorry, I didn't even realise."

     He straightened, gasping for breathe.  "Deke, man, it's
cool.   Our clothes are all mixed up anyway.  I don't  think
either of us really knows who owns what anymore.  Don't even
worry about it, you look hot in boxers.  Keep `em.  Tell you
what; I'll wear your briefs too."

     Thank god I was on my stomach, since the thought of him
in  my underwear made my whole body clench.  Kisten left  my
room, still chuckling on his way down the hall.  That's when
what  he'd  said came back to me.  He thinks I look  hot  in
boxers?  Oh baby.  As soon as I got up, I was going shopping
for more.

            _____________________________________

     Six  months passed, and everything was perfect,  except
my  emotions.  I knew that I was teetering on  the  edge  of
love  for  this  man, only hanging on by  sheer  will.   The
slightest indication from him, and I would plummet, hard and
fast, head over heels in love.  The sheer stupidity of  such
an  act overwhelmed me sometimes.  I so wanted to let Kisten
know  how  I  felt about him, but I was too afraid  that  it
would  change  his  opinion of me.  I dreaded  seeing  those
beautiful eyes grow cold; hear his velvet voice say  hurtful
and  devastating  things.  I knew this  was  solely  my  own
fears,  as  Kisten  had never given any indication  that  he
hated gays, in fact, several of his friends were openly same-
sex  orientated.   But  still, I was  afraid.   Things  were
becoming desperate when I got a phone call.

     "Well  hello  sexy!   Did you miss  me?"   Hearing  the
familiar  voice instantly put a huge smile on my  face,  and
made all my troubles disappear.

     "Kat!   Sweetheart, how are you?  Where are you?   I've
missed  you  so much babe!"  Kat, as I've mentioned,  is  my
best friend, and the only one who knew I was gay.  She was a
beautiful woman, red haired, with a red-head's famed temper,
but  also  fiercely loyal and caring.  She and  I  had  been
almost  inseparable since pre-school.  We even tried  dating
for  a  while, until she told me that I was gay.  Yeah,  she
knew  before I did.  Since she was studying psychology at  a
university  across  the country, we rarely  saw  each  other
anymore, but kept in touch everyday.  She knew all about  my
obsession with Kisten.  Which was the reason for her call.

     "I've  got a few weeks holiday, starting today, so  I'm
coming  to  stay with you.  I want to meet this  Kisten  you
keep  raving about.  And maybe I miss you too lover!"  (It's
true,  we  gave our virginity to each other, thank  gods  it
didn't hurt our friendship!)  Kisten, who was sitting in the
room with me, had a strange look on his face.  I don't think
that we'd ever talked about girls, or that he'd seen me like
this  before.  But all thoughts of Kisten were blown out  of
my mind at Kat's next words.

     "Well,  aren't you going to answer your door?"  Vaguely
I heard the doorbell chime.

     "How  did  you know that someone was at the  door?"   I
asked  as I took the cordless phone to the door.  (Honestly,
yes, I am that dense sometimes).

     "Psychic, babe," was her flippant answer.

     "Fuck, I hope not," I replied as I started to open  the
door.  "All those naughty thoughts I have about you will get
me  .."  Suddenly a red blur threw itself into my arms,  and
wrapped  itself around my waist.  She kissed me  soundly  on
the  lips,  mussing up my hair as she did so.   Typical  Kat
welcome.

     She  drew back and laughed "Get you what, darling?"   I
was  struck  dumb,  still holding the  phone  in  one  hand,
supporting her weight with the other.

     Seeing her sparkling eyes laughing down at me, I  burst
out  laughing.  "You bitch!  You could have warned me!   You
nearly  scared the life out of me!  Oh gods, I'm so glad  to
see  you  babe."   Instant relief swept through  me,  and  I
dropped the phone and just hugged her to me.

     It  just  felt so good to have my best friend  with  me
again,  the only one in the world who knew everything  about
me.   I  closed my eyes and hugged her close, just breathing
in  her familiar, comforting scent.  My worries and tensions
over  Kisten seemed to drop away, and for the first time  in
months, I felt relaxed.  We must have stood there like  that
for  five minutes before I felt her stir and begin to smile.
Then my blood ran cold at her next words.

     "Hi,  you  must  be Kisten.  Deke's told me  everything
about you.  Deke, lover, put me down now, I want to go  meet
the  guy  I've heard so much about.  Oww!"  (That  would  be
where I pinched her to get her to shut up.  Closely followed
by her smacking my chest and me dropping her.)  Well used to
this  behaviour,  Kat  dropped  lightly  to  her  feet   and
sauntered over to Kisten, who still had that strange look on
his  face,  his  unique  eyes  burning.   It  almost  looked
like.jealousy?  Nah, couldn't be.  Why would he be  jealous?
Putting it out of my mind, I went to save him from Kat.

     The  three of us went out for dinner that night, Kisten
and  Kat chatting like old friends within the hour.  Looking
at  them  both,  I realised that I was looking  at  the  two
people I cared most about in the world.

     Kat noticed my inner musings.  "What, space boy?"

     Blushing profusely, I mumbled something about a story I
was working on and proposed a toast:  "To good friends."

     They  echoed  my  sentiments, and we shared  a  moment,
smiling at each other.  Then Kisten put his glass down.

     "Come  on  you two, enough with the mushy stuff.   Kat,
tell me all the embarrassing things Deke did as a kid."

     I immediately put one hand over her mouth and the other
on  Kisten's chest to ward him off.  "Kat, my love, you know
I adore you, but if you tell him anything, I'll kill both of
you  and they'll never find the bodies.  I'll claim you  two
fell  in  love  and eloped to Aruba together,  comprende  mi
amore?"

     She  just laughed at me.  "Oh Deacon, you know you make
me  wild  when you speak Spanish.  Now shut up and let  Kist
and I talk."  I considered gagging her, but didn't think  it
would work.  She'd hurt me badly.  (I have a healthy respect
for the wrath of women, especially my fiery Kat.)

     "Fine!  I'll let the two of you catch up!  Don't say  I
didn't warn you though.  But since I love you both, I'll try
to make your deaths as painless as possible."  With that,  I
excused  myself  to go to the bathroom.   Inside,  I  locked
myself into a cubicle and sat down on the toilet lid  for  a
few minutes, breathing deeply and getting my body back under
control,  the  memory  of  how  Kisten's  chest  felt  still
tingling on my hand.  Oh fuck, did I say I loved them  both?
Please  gods, let him not have caught that, or just think  I
was  kidding  around.  (Paranoid, me?)  Finally,  I  settled
down,  and headed back to the table.  As I neared the table,
I  noted  that  they both had weird looks  on  their  faces.
Almost guilty.  Kisten just about leapt up as I reached  the
table,  saying he had to leave.  Confused, I watched him  go
as  I  motioned for the waiter to bring the bill.  Kat  just
looked at me, a small smile playing on her lips, and refused
to talk about it.

     On  the walk home, I started to feel upset at Kat,  she
was  obviously hiding something from me, but all  she  would
say  that  it wasn't important, and I'd find out  later.   A
myriad of reasons ran through my head.  What on earth  could
they  have  been talking about that made Kist run  out  like
that?   Kat,  however, was having none of  that.   She  soon
teased  me  out  of  my mood by doing  what  she  did  best:
insulting my manhood.

     "Awww,  what's wrong?  Did the itty bitty  female  hurt
the big strong man's feelings?  Does baby need his mummy  to
kiss his boo-boos?"  Five minutes of this and I was ready to
strangle her.  Instead I growled at her, slung her  over  my
shoulder  as  we  reached the house and raced  back  to  the
bathroom.  Slinging her protesting into the shower, I turned
on the cold water, soaking her thoroughly.  She screamed and
giggled,  trying to squirm out of my grasp.   Eventually,  I
was laughing too hard to keep my balance, and she dragged me
in as well.

     Twenty  minutes later, we were out, dried  and  sipping
hot  chocolate on the couch.  We chatted for a  while,  just
general  catching up, when she suddenly punched  me  in  the
arm.   (Not  lightly, either, the woman  has  a  mean  right
hook!)

     "Ouch!  Bitch!  What'd you do that for?!"

     "You're  not  paying attention to me, you're  wondering
where  lover  boy  is.  And why haven't you  told  him  that
you're  in  love  with  him yet?"   That's  my  Kat:  sweet,
selfless and subtle as a rock to the family jewels.

     "I  am too paying attention.  You're a mean person  who
wants  world domination.  And I am not in love with  Kisten.
That  would  be the most stupid thing I could do.   I'm  not
about to fall in love with a straight jock."

     She stared at me, her sudden grin growing bigger.  "No,
no   you're  not."   And  with  that  enigmatic  reply,  she
majestically  swept past me, into my bedroom.   On  the  few
occasions  that  she had visited me, we'd always  shared  my
king sized bed, rather than deal with extra bedding and  the
like.   This time was no different, we performed our nightly
deeds,  the curled up under the covers to watch one  of  our
favourite  DVDs.   Which  naturally  lead  to  an  in  depth
discussion on whom we'd rather seduce - Aragorn or  Legolas.
As  usual, we were divided; I could no more convince her  of
Aragorn's  obvious  superiority,  than  she  could   me   of
Legolas'.   Agreeing  to disagree, and  take  one  each,  we
snuggled  up to sleep, with only a minor pillow  fight.   (I
won.  Alright, she did.  But only because she's a hell of  a
lot meaner than I am.)

     "Deke, do you have my blue. oh, shit."  Rudely awakened
from  my  sleep, I could only blink at the commotion  coming
from  my doorway.  Kisten was standing shirtless (mmm,  even
mostly  asleep I could appreciate THAT view) and agape  just
inside my room, looking at my bed.  Confused, I glanced down
to  see what he was looking at.  Kat's arm was draped around
my naked stomach, along the waistband of my boxers.  Oh.  It
looked like we.  No, he wouldn't think that she and  I  .  I
mean, he knew that Kat and I were as close as siblings.   He
wouldn't think that we .?   And why would he care?

     Apparently he did.  Muttering an apology, he backed out
of  the room and closed the door.  Feeling somehow like  I'd
done  something  wrong,  I turned to  Kat  with  a  confused
expression.

     "What just happened?"  (No coffee, remember)

     "Oh  Deke,  sweetie.  I'm sorry.  You get  dressed  and
I'll go talk to him, okay?"  And she was gone before I could
make sense of what was going on.  I dragged myself into  the
shower,  still seeing the look on Kisten's face.  It  looked
like  someone had just stabbed him in the gut.  But why?   I
mean, he was straight, and he'd never shown any interest  in
me  that  way before.  And he's straight.right?  Maybe  he's
interested  in Kat.  Oh hell no, I don't think I could  deal
with that.  Finally, I dragged myself out of the bathroom to
get  dressed.   Kat  was sitting on my bed,  looking  smugly
satisfied.

     "Darling, I'm going shopping.  Then to a movie  with  a
friend.  I'll be back really, really late.  If I don't  just
crash  at my friend's place.  Don't wait up!  I'll see  you,
like, lunchtime tomorrow, dinner at the latest.  Have fun!"

     "But." Leaving me standing there, she was out the door,
sniggering  to  herself.   What  the  hell  was  going   on?
Gathering all of my courage (chickens, remember), I  dressed
and  went into the kitchen for a desperately needed  cup  of
coffee.  I didn't see Kisten on my way, so I assumed he must
have  gone out as well.  I'd almost finished my second  cup,
standing there in the kitchen when I heard his low voice.

     "Deacon."

     Turning around, he was there, right behind me.  Without
making  a sound, he'd appeared in the room.  The remains  of
my  coffee  sloshed onto my hand as I jumped.  He looked  so
intense, staring at me as he crossed the room.  Nervously, I
put  my  coffee cup down (before I dropped it) and tried  to
speak.

     "Kisten, Kat and I are just friends.  Nothing  is."  My
voice  faltered  at the look in his twilight  eyes.   I  was
paralysed,  like a deer in the headlights of  a  car  as  he
advanced  upon me.  I had a brief flash of a jaguar stalking
its  prey  before  his chest pressed mine back  against  the
wall.   He placed his arms on the wall on either side of  my
head, effectively trapping me.  His body was held the merest
fraction  away  from my own as he stared  straight  into  my
eyes, holding me with his burning gaze as with his body.   I
trembled as he lowered his mouth towards my ear.  My  entire
world  became him, and my heart sped up until I  thought  it
would  burst  from my body.  When he was a  deep  inhalation
from my ear, he breathed huskily into it.

     "I  thought  I  could be okay with you being  straight,
Deacon, but I'm not.  I want you more than anyone else  I've
ever  met.   I've seen you looking at me; tell me you  don't
want  me as much as I want you.  I need you to say  it.   So
many nights I've jacked off thinking of this perfect body of
yours, just a wall away, then dreamt of making love to  you.
I want to cover your body with my own, and taste all of you.
I  want  to  ride your body until you scream with lust,  and
wake up in the morning still inside you, before doing it all
over  again,  over and over until we're both  exhausted  and
neither  of us knows where I stop and you begin.  Until  you
beg  me to stop; to never stop.  I need to see your eyes  go
blind as you go over, and hold you, shuddering, beneath  me,
as  you do.  Tell me you don't want this too, and I'll stop.
I'll  never  bother you again.  But say it now  because  I'm
holding  on  by a thread here Deke.  Tell me; tell  me  now,
before it's too late."

     I  was  trembling at his words, rock hard and  panting,
more turned on than ever before in my life.  As he finished,
my  eyes closed and my head fell back, and I lifted my hands
to  clutch at his hips.  At my touch, he convulsed, growling
`Too late' as he closed the distance between us.  He claimed
my  lips  with his own, possessing me almost brutally  as  I
willingly opened to him.  My arms slipped around his  waist,
urging  him closer as he ground his clothed erection against
my  own.   After  an eternity of sensation,  he  drew  back,
leaving  me  whimpering and dazed.  He leaned  his  forehead
against mine and breathed deeply, getting his control back.

     "Kisten." Confused, I opened my eyes, looking into  the
swirling darkness of his.

     "It's  alright baby, you're just so hot.   I've  wanted
you  since  I first saw you; I can hardly believe that  I've
finally  got  you.   Just don't want this  to  be  over  too
quickly.   Wrap  your  legs around my waist  and  your  arms
around  my  neck."  Dazedly, I complied, and  he  kissed  me
again  as  he held me to him and carried me to his  bedroom.
Kicking the door closed behind us, he lowered us both to the
bed,  kissing me senseless the whole time.  We struggled  to
undress  each  other  without  drawing  apart,  our  clothes
vanishing from between us.  I thought I would explode as  he
drew back again, looking back down at my body.

     "Gods,  you're so beautiful baby.  How did  I  wait  so
long?   I  need to feel you, tell me you want me too."   The
longing  in his voice sent shivers through me and  I  gasped
out his name.

     "Kist  . please . Kisten . touch me, please.  Please  .
now."

     He  seemed to go wild at my words, his mouth and  hands
were  all  over  me:  biting my neck, pinching  my  nipples;
licking my stomach, moulding my cheeks.  Helpless as  I  was
against  his onslaught, I could only clutch at his hair  and
moan.   His  naturally dominant side came out  fully  as  he
pinned my wrists above my head to gain greater access to  my
body.  Finally, he crawled back up to my mouth, laid on  top
of  me, kissing me like I was his last grasp on sanity.   We
rubbed our bodies against each other, our hard cocks oozing,
layering our abdomens with precum.  Kisten lightly  ran  his
hand  down my body, and back up, grasping our cocks together
in one hand.

     "Give me your hand, baby." Gasping, I dragged one  hand
away  from his back and joined his.  Together we created  an
electric friction on our shafts.  He leaned down and  gently
bit  my right nipple, then harder.  Time stopped, everything
disappeared  except for the feelings of Kisten and  what  he
was  doing.   Feeling  the  lines  of  fire  that  connected
directly  from my nipple to my groin, I threw my head  back,
my  body  arching under his as with a massive spasm  I  came
like thunder, screaming his name to the heavens as the world
exploded.  With the first pulse on his chest, he reared  up,
smashing  back down, his own orgasm battering his senses  as
his  teeth found my neck and bit down hard . harder . harder
.

     Panting, I lay spent under him with closed eyes, slowly
beginning to feel sensation in my body again.  He rested his
forehead against mine until I could feel his pulse slow  and
return  to normal.  The throbbing in my spent dick  beat  in
time  to the throbbing in my neck.  Idly, I wondered if he'd
broken  the skin, he'd bitten that hard.  Under this though,
my  brain  was  a  screaming  wreck.   What  the  hell  just
happened?  Kist wanted me?  He kissed me?  And we.?  He. We.
His  body  . Oh fuck, pinch me, I'm dreaming.  No, don't,  I
want  to stay asleep.  That was incredible, I've never  felt
anything so. Fuck..

     "Deke,  baby,  look  at me.  Are you  okay?   Oh  baby,
you're  so beautiful.  Did I hurt you?  Open your  eyes  now
baby,  let  me  see  you."  Gradually,  Kisten's  low  voice
penetrated  my  post-coital bliss, and I  slowly  opened  my
eyes, to look straight (no pun intended) into the beautiful,
worried, purple-darkness eyes of the man I loved.

     "You're   pretty."   I  smirked,  unbelievably   happy.
Instant  relief  swept across his face  as  he  laughed  and
leaned  down to kiss me again and again and again and  again
until the universe spun away and there was only Kisten .

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     That's the end of chapter one.  Gods, I hope y'all
liked it, this is my first ever story.  I just had to write
it.  Please, write to me, tell me what you think,
constructive criticism would be highly appreciated, but
please, have mercy, no flaming!  My delicate psyche can't
handle it.  phoenyx.wolfe@gmail.com

     Phoenyx