Date: 19 Jul 99 10:46:23
From: Dan <rimshot@planetaccess.com>
Subject: daniel and JD / awakenings

This takes place right after Daniel and JD / Physical Therapy

Daniel and JD / Awakening
By D.L.

	Two weeks before school started back up, Daniel got his casts
removed.  The doctor recommended physical therapy and stretching exorcises,
but believed that with some work that Daniel might be able to compete with
the swim team for his senior year.

	Nearly every day followed the same routine, with school getting out
at 2:30pm, therapy until 5:00pm, and swimming to build up his strength
until nearly 9:00pm.  After a little more than a month, JD began to time
Daniel's laps again, amazed at how fast he had improved.

	He watched Daniel now from the tiled deck at the side of the pool,
wearing his suit and a tank top, light brown hair now cut short for the
swimming season.  His green eyes scanned Daniel's performance for flaws,
always watching for ways to improve.  As Daniel touched the marker after
completing his final lap, JD clicked the stopwatch and grinned.

	"You did it, Asshole!  You beat my time for last year."  JD stood
up and pulled Daniel out of the water.  "I'm glad I'm on the diving team,
or I wouldn't have a chance."  He threw a towel around his friend as they
walked towards the shower room.

	"I don't even want to talk water for a couple of days, dude.
You're harder than that physical terrorist I just got rid of."  Daniel
dried his face and looked over at the watch.  "Shit, yeah!  I can take
that!"

	"I told you."  JD hung the watch over his neck and went to his
locker.  "I didn't get wet, so I'll meet you at the blazer."  Daniel nodded
and walked away dripping.  JD looked down at Daniel's legs and laughed
quietly.  One was tanned and the other was still pale white.  He shook his
head and began to change into his clothes.

	He waited in the truck, listening to Def Leppard.  Before long
Daniel came out of the building, limping very slightly still, and climbed
into the truck.  "Mom and Dad are taking Marc back to the university
tonight, and aren't coming home until Sunday," The tall blond threw his
duffel into the back seat.  "You wanna stay over?  There's all kinds of
stuff on HBO, or we can grab some movies."

	"I'll call home from your place.  I know my parents won't care."
He pulled the truck out and moved into traffic.  "They think your the saint
that talked me into cutting my hair, remember?"  He smiled a wolfish grin.

	Daniel laughed.  "Oh, yeah.  I don't do anything wrong, do I?"

	"They think that you single handedly keep me on the straight and
narrow, man.  I'd be lost in hell if you were gone."

	"Jesus you're a ham."  Daniel punched JD's arm.  "Drop me off, then
go get whatever you need.  The family that I'm forced to live with has
apparently already left."  They pulled up in front of Daniel's house to
find the garage door closed and the car gone.  Daniel stepped out of the
blazer and turned to grab his bag.

	"I'll be right back, dude.  Call and bag some pizza."

	"I thought I was the one that got the workout, dickhead.  How come
I have to cook?"  Daniel closed the door and stepped back to the curb.

	"I'll buy, you poor little thing."  JD pouted his lips and mocked.
"I just don't have a cell phone with me."

	"Hurry up and get back, asshole, or I won't let you have any."  He
hit the side of the truck lightly and turned to the house, waving as JD
honked the horn.  The early September days were still warm, but the
evenings had cooled considerably.  Daniel let the cat in, then turned off
the swamp cooler.  A note on the counter from his mother told him to make
sure the cat was in, causing him to smirk, and let him know there was
spending money on his dresser.  He called for pizza, then went to his room
to change.

	JD found him sprawled in the recliner in the family room.  He'd met
the delivery guy on the way in, and carried a box to the coffee table.
They watched a movie and dispatched the pizza.

	"Stacy Randall was looking for you again today."  JD said around a
mouth full.  "She said she wanted to go out again."

	Daniel waved his hand, dismissing the idea.  Two weeks ago he'd
taken Stacey out, and was miserable the whole time.  He was absolutely
certain that she would have done anything with him, and strangely, it
hadn't interested him.  It now worried him, although he hadn't discussed it
with JD yet, because he thought that might be the problem.

	"She's prime real-estate, dude.  Aren't you gonna flaunt her around
school a little?"

	Daniel looked at his friend then back to the TV, mumbling to
himself.  "What?"  JD asked, catching onto the sudden tension in the air.
Daniel sighed, then turned the TV off.  He got up and turned the radio on
to the old 80's rock station, then settled back in the chair.

	"It didn't go well."  He said at last, setting the pizza box on the
floor so he could put his feet up.  "We went out, I got pawed over, and she
had a great time.  I don't want to do it again."

	JD cocked his head to the side, thinking a moment before speaking.
"What happened, Danny?"  He asked, seriously.  He watched as Daniel rubbed
his face with his hands, and for a second, he thought the other might start
to cry.  "Holy shit, Dan, what happened?"

	"I wasn't interested."  Daniel stated in a shaky voice.  "We were
holding hands at the movie, she kissed me, and..."  He covered his face
with his hand and sat quietly, not knowing what to say.

	JD moved to the side of the chair and knelt down, pulling the hand
away.  "What happened?"  he asked more quietly.  He was surprised when the
hand took his.  He met Daniel's conflicted gaze, and saw pain there, deep
pain.  "Aw, Danny," He said, placing his free hand on the other's cheek.
The tears started, followed by silent sobs.  He embraced Daniel, his best
friend of many years, and let him cry on his chest.

	"I wanted it to happen so bad!"  Daniel choked out, trying to stop
the torrent of emotions.  "I wanted to be attracted to her, to think about
her naked, and I couldn't."  He accepted a napkin from JD and scrubbed
fiercely at his eyes.  "You asshole!  All I could see was you lying beside
me on the blanket at Dester's Landing."  He shoved JD back and fell into
the chair.  "I hated you for that, man.  I really did.  I don't want to be
gay."

	"God, Daniel.  I am so sorry."  JD whispered his face ashen.

	"Shut up, dickhead.  If I still felt that way, would we have been
friends for the last month and a half?"  Daniel glared at him through
bloodshot eyes.  "I don't know what to do."  He sniffed loudly.

	"Maybe I should go."  Went to stand up, and was caught by the
wrist.  He looked back into Daniel's eyes and swallowed hard.

	"I want you to stay.  Please."  Daniel stood up and moved towards
him.  "I want to try something, so I can figure out my head, okay?"  JD
nodded, not daring to speak, and felt Daniel's hands on both sides of his
face.  Daniel kissed him, tentatively at first, them much more deeply.  He
put his arms around the tall blond, and they embraced.

	"That's what I thought."  Daniel said when they parted, but not
dropping their arms.

	"What, Dan?"

	"All that shit about 'it's just sex' was just shit, wasn't it?"

JD hesitated, then nodded, remaining silent.  "I'd kill you in a second,
but I don't think I'd make it by myself right now, ya know?"  Daniel asked,
smiling weakly.  "Can we maybe just keep this to ourselves?  I think I'd
have people lining up to kill me."

	They laughed nervously, and Daniel laid his head on JD's shoulder.
"This is messed up, JD.  I am not supposed to fall in love with you."  He
lifted his head and looked into the other's face.  "I am not gay."

	"That's what I told you.."  JD offered.  Daniel sighed, then after
a moment kissed him again.  Soon, he could feel Daniel's tongue touching
his, and a shiver went through him as he felt a hand go up his back under
his shirt.  He tugged Daniel's shirt off, taking a second to admire the
smooth curves of his muscles, then snapped open his fly.

	Daniel stopped him, then undressed JD entirely before pushing him
to the couch.  He slowly slid his pants and briefs off, then moved nearer.
He closed his eyes and sighed as he felt JD caress his genitals, instantly
springing erect.  JD cupped his balls, and took him in his mouth, making
his legs weak.

	He could feel the fire burning in his stomach, and he pulled away,
wanting this to last longer than just a few minutes.  He laid down on the
floor and pulled JD to him, kissing and running his hands all over.  Still
wanting to be bold, he began to masturbate the other, amazed at the thrill
he got from doing it.

	"Oh Jesus, Danny.  If you had any idea how long I wanted you to do
that."  JD moaned. then kissed him again.  JD's own stomach muscles tensed,
and he felt himself getting close.  He stopped Daniel's hand and pushed him
back.  He pulled his overnight bag over and removed a bottle of oil, and
began to rub it on the other's rock hard member.

	"Try this."  He said standing up.  He pulled Daniel up, then turned
to the recliner and leaned over to touch the armrest, spreading his legs.
Daniel moved behind him and entered his ass, gently moving forward until he
was in.  He wrapped his arms around JD's chest, then slowly began to pump.

	Daniel Pulled JD up almost standing, then reached around and
wrapped his hand around JD's cock and began to move slowly in synch with
himself.  They said nothing, just gently rocking, as the power built up in
both of them.  Daniel couldn't help himself as he quickened the pace.  With
some dexterity, JD stayed in the rhythm.  He felt his stomach tighten,
realizing that he couldn't stop it this time.

	Daniel huffed in his ear in short breaths and tensed, then rammed
all they way up shuddering and pumping hard.  He felt wave after wave of
orgasm from Daniel, and the roughness of the other cumming sent him into
oblivion.  JD shot enormous spurts all over their clothes, needing to be
supported by Daniel.  He felt like he was to weak to stand, and one of
Daniel's cord like arms held him standing while the other pumped him dry.

	Daniel finally slowed his own motions and pulled out, falling with
JD in a heap on the floor.  Sweaty and exhausted, they cradled each other
and breathed deeply, slowing hearts down.  Daniel laid back finally,
feeling that fantastic floating sensation again, absentmindedly running his
finger tips over JD's chest.  JD moved to lay flat, placing his head on
Daniel's hip.

	"That was intense."  Daniel almost whispered.  "I think we're gonna
need another pizza.  I'm starved."
	
	Outside, they could hear the faint rumble of thunder.  JD pulled
himself up and held out his hand.  "Come on," He said, "Let's go see the
lightening."  He pulled Daniel up and walked towards the hallway.

	"JD," Daniel folded his arms and tilted his head to the side.
"This may not have occurred to you, but we're naked."

	"So?"

	"So, most people, especially two guys, usually don't go outside
waving their dicks in the wind."

	JD leaned on the doorframe, flashing his wolf grin.  "First off,
its dark.  Second, you're backyard is totally surrounded by an eight foot
hedge, and third, the patio is enclosed on three sides by the house."  He
walked back to the center of the room and put his arm around Daniel,
leading him to the hall.  "You need to loosen up, man.  Live a little.
Don't you think it might be just the slightest bit cool to cruise the house
and the backyard in your birthday suit?"

	A goofy grin came over Daniel's face.  "Yeah, I guess so."  They
moved into the kitchen for sodas and chips before going out onto the patio.
"Do you do this at home?"  He asked, settling in to one of the lounge
chairs.  The cool moist air felt fantastic, and he had to admit that it was
exhilarating.

	"Sometimes, when everyone is gone."  JD answered, tearing open the
chips.  "It's like I tried to tell you, Daniel, I don't find many other
guys attractive, just you."  He sipped from the coke and then glanced over
at Daniel.  "I don't know why, and I never went out of the way to find out
how you felt, because that would have torpedoed us as friends, and I'd
never want that to happen."

	Daniel digested that and worked on his Coke for a few seconds.
"What does it feel like to.. you know,....."  At a loss for words, he
looked away, embarrassed.

	"How does what feel?"

	"When I'm inside you, what does it feel like?"

	JD sat his Coke down and turned to face Daniel.  "Do you remember
the feeling that went through you when I put my finger up there?"  Daniel
nodded, and he continued.  "The first time is painful, but the feeling
comes from the prostate gland that all guys have.  I don't know the
details, but it felt as good for me as it did for you.  Didn't you notice
how fast I came?"

Daniel blushed and nodded.  "How did you learn all this stuff anyway?  I
never even thought about it until you...you know."  He looked into JD's
eyes, curious, yet embarrassed by the conversation.  He wanted to know
more, but he couldn't get past the feeling that he was being decadent, and
it was distracting.

	"Remember that summer I went to camp, and you went with the fam to
California?"  JD leaned back in the chair and looked up at the clouds,
gazing into the distance, and the past.  "There were a lot of questions in
my mind, and lets just say I found some answers."

	They were silent for a while, each with their own thoughts, when
Daniel felt the rain start.  He was almost excited by the feel of the drops
hitting his naked skin, and he grinned at JD.  Without a word they stood
up, and Daniel put his arm around JD.  They walked out on to the grass as
the downpour started, and ran through the yard, laughing.

	When the lightening hit over head, nearly deafening them, they ran
into the house, still laughing, to search for towels.  The power went out,
and Daniel found some of his mother's candles for the family room.  The
found some blankets to spread on the floor, and curled up together,
enjoying the mood and the storm.  They talked swimming and cars, their two
favorite subjects, then lapsed into companionable silence.

	JD Laid behind Daniel and propped himself up on one arm.  In the
golden glow of the candles, Daniel's magnificent physique was accentuated
by the shadows.  He ran his fingers around each muscle, and gently across
each nipple, enjoying the quiver of Daniel's flawless skin, and all of the
little blond hairs rising in goose pimples.

	Daniel groaned and rolled onto his stomach, placing his
outstretched hands above his head.  He moved under the touch of JD's
fingers like a cat, thoroughly immersed in the sensations.  He felt JD's
hands on his legs and slowly spread them, inviting the other to play.

	JD smiled and understood.  He got his bottle of lube and began to
apply it all over Daniel's ass, massaging it in and ever so carefully
working it into the sphincter.  Daniel jumped a couple of times, but
remained still, almost shaking with anticipation.  JD moved one finger into
Daniel, earning a groan, then started slow back and fourth motions, waiting
for the muscles to relax.  Each time they did, he inserted another finger
until he had three in.

	Daniel could feel the sensations in he stomach, and he laid there
calmly, enjoying something that he had thought was the most disgusting
thing on earth.  He would never have tried this, and it amazed him that
he'd almost missed it.  He felt JD pull out his fingers and tensed a
little, afraid.  But just as quickly, he knew JD would never hurt him, and
that all he had to do was ask him to stop, and he would.

	He heard JD move, and felt the slightest touch of his penis at his
ass.  "Just relax, Danny.  I swear I won't hurt you."  With that he moved
forward.  Daniel felt it enter his ass, and he tried to fight the urge to
resist.  "Easy, Danny, just relax, ok?"  Daniel forced himself to relax,
and felt JD slide in a little further.  There was some pain, but it also
felt warm, and he could feel that feeling in his stomach intensify.

	"It's almost there."  JD breathed, beginning to make short gentle
thrusts.  He could hear Daniel's quiet moans, and knew that the other was
enjoying the new sensations.  He kept the motions small to keep the pain
down, and finally felt Daniel relax all the way.  He slid all the way in.

	"Oh, Jesus!"  Daniel hissed, feeling an incredible warmth and
fullness in his stomach.  There had been some slight pain, but it was more
than made up for by the sensations he was experiencing.  Everytime JD moved
into him, he felt an electric charge shoot through his genitals, and it was
all he could do to hold still.

	JD gently rolled him onto his side and took a hold of his member,
beginning a pumping rhythm that matched JD's plunges into his ass.  He
arched and moaned, totally oblivious to the outside world, and finally
nearly bellowed when he came.  The orgasm started way up inside his
abdomen, and shot like a freight train onto the blanket.  Crash after crash
of ecstasy went through him, and he could vaguely feel JD pumping into him.

	JD wrapped his arms around Daniel to hold on.  The way the other
moved caused him to come much quicker than he expected.  He shot several
loads into Daniel, each one draining him like he'd never known.  Finally
they started to come down from their explosions, their motions subsiding.

	Daniel gasped for breath and rolled onto his back after JD pulled
out.  He felt dizzy for a moment and closed his eyes.  JD collapsed on his
chest, and he absentmindedly ran his fingers through JD's hair.  He had
never dreamed it could be like this, and he savored every moment of the
after glow.  This was life changing, he could sense that, but he could also
tell that he and JD were a perfect match for what ever was out there for
them.  This was it, and he was suddenly very content with that.  They were
together, and that was all they needed.


	Up to this point, the story has been loosely based on what happened
in the summer of 1988.  I've always wanted to know what might have
happened, and will continue the story just to find out.

D.L.