Date: Sun, 22 Mar 1998 15:46:29 EST
From: DAG1064 <DAG1064@aol.com>
Subject: Devin

Devin By David     DAG1064@aol.com

	It was the summer that changed my life.  Mom and Dad say that I
really had changed because of what happened to me.  They think that I
became a whole lot more mature than I had before.  It had to be the fact
that I met Lee at summer camp, and then moving to Crystal Lake and living
next to him.  The more I think about it, the more I'm convinced that Mom
and Dad are right.  Meeting Lee and falling in love with him had changed me
in more ways than I ever realized.  My life is so much better now, and so
is my relationship with my parents.  I owe Lee so much.  Lee thinks that
karma brought us together, and I have to agree with that.  When I first saw
him at Camp Woodpines, I felt so drawn to him.  I still can't explain it,
and he can't either.  But it happened, and my life has gotten better
because of it.

	I used to live in a town called Westside.  It's real close to San
Francisco.  It's an okay town, but I didn't like living there because of
all the gangs that ran through there.  Dad is a doctor, and he's forever
tired of patching these guys up when they go out fighting almost every
night.  Mom worries about him, hoping that he'll be okay.  Mom is a real
estate agent, and me and Dad worry about her when she goes out showing
houses and other places to potential client.  I feel relieved when she
comes home at night, and I know Dad does too.  My high school is okay.  I
like all my teachers, and they like me.  I'm not a real brain in school,
but I do okay.  My worst subject is algebra, my best subject is english.
Oh, yeah.  I forgot to mention that I swim on the high school swim team.
That I do real well, including diving.  I just wish the other people and
the coach were more serious about it.  That drives me nuts the most.  I
should stop a moment and describe myself.  I'm fourteen, stand five foot
five, weigh 100 pounds, have brown hair that I keep cut short, and blue
eyes.  I'm kind of lean, not heavy.  Dad says that I have a swimmer's body,
just perfect for me.  I had wondered about that for a long time, until we
had the talk after he caught me jacking off in my room one morning.  Dad
didn't get real hyper about it, he just sat me down and we talked about it.
He explained alot about maturing and masturbation.  Sure, I was a little
embarrassed about it at first, but after we talked, I realized that he was
being truthful and honest about the whole thing.  What Dad didn't know was
that I liked to fool around with two other boys that I knew from school.
They were nice, and I liked them, but after a while I wondered if there was
more to what we were doing.  All we did was jack each other off, and suck
on each other's cock.  I started to get real frustrated, and I wanted to
talk to Dad, but didn't know how to ask.  So I held it all inside of me.
It wasn't until the middle of February of 94 that Mom and Dad found out
that I was into boys.  Dad had come home unexpectedly one afternoon and
found me in my room naked with my friend, Jeff.  I was sucking on Jeff's
cock, when I heard Dad knock on my door.

"Devin?" he called as he opened the door.

He was silent as he looked at me and Jeff.  Jeff dressed hurriedly and ran
out the apartment we lived in.  Dad turned and went into the kitchen, and I
heard him making a drink.  He was starting to drink quite a bit because of
working in the emergency room of the hospital in town.  I dressed, and sat
in the room for a long time untill he called me for dinner.  We sat there
in total silence until Dad spoke.

"Why, son?" he asked.

"Because I like doing that." I mumbled.

"You like boys instead of girls?" Mom asked.

"Yeah.  I'm sorry if I disapointed you and Dad." I started to cry, feeling
scared.

"Devin, why didn't you come and talk to us?" Dad asked.

"Because you guys had too much to worry about already." I said.

Dad just nodded.  "Well, I don't understand why, but we will find out
together.  We'll help you understand why you are gay."

"Is that what I am?" I asked.

"A guy being with another guy like that is being gay, Devin." Dad said.
"We'll find out all the facts, and then you have to decide for yourself if
that is what you want."

I nodded agreement.  "Okay, Dad."

"We're not angry at you Devin, it's that we don't understand why.  We still
love you." Mom said.

That's all I needed to hear, and before I knew it, they were hugging me.  I
felt good deep inside, and I knew that everything was going to be fine.


	Things started getting crazy then, and Dad never really got the
chance to do the research that he had promised.  Mom and Dad got real busy.
The weather was starting to really warm up, and it seemed to affect the
neighborhood that we lived in.  The gangs got more active, and with that,
Dad started spending more time at the hospital.  When he was home, he'd be
real cranky and be drinking.  I started to avoid him.  That broke my heart
and hurt me, because as far back as I can remember, Dad and I always had a
real good rapport, and he had always been strong.  Mom was taking on more
listings than ever, because people were trying to move out.  She couldn't
sell a house at all.  I was coming home to an empty house nearly all the
time.  So it was left up to me to take care of the house.  I'd clean the
house, and get dinner on the table for Mom and Dad when they came home.  It
also gave me more of a chance to explore my body more.  I would get home
from school and undress in my room.  I'd stretch out on my bed and slowly
explore my self.  I'd touch myself real slow, enjoying the sensations that
my body produced.  Pretty soon I got real good at turning myself on.  I
liked watching my penis slowly get hard.  It thrilled me to watch it
stretch and grow.  My jack offs would get so much better, too.  I was able
to make sperm by now, and that was kind of exciting to watch it squirt out
of my cock when I jacked off.  I would jack off in different rooms of the
apartment.  It got so that I just went naked all the time in the apartment
when I got home.  Jeff would get naked with me a few more times, but
eventually he stopped doing it with me.  He started hanging out with the
gang on the block more and more, and he changed quite a bit after that.
Towards the end, he used drugs, and that's what killed him.  I know what
drugs can do to a person, and I wanted to stay clean.  My big goal in life
is to get on the Olympic Swim team someday.  Dad thinks it's a great goal,
and so does Mom.  Dad's talked to me about drugs, and I never want to wreck
myself with them.  I've got a whole lot to lose if I do use them.  So I
stayed away from Jeff and those guys.  I wished that I could have done
something to help Jeff.

	I started to do more with myself.  Jacking off was nice, but I
wondered if there was more to just that.  I got the idea one day to touch
my asshole with a finger, and I did.  If felt real fleshy and firm.  I got
brave enough to push my finger inside, and I did.  It felt totally
different inside.  It felt warm and slippery in there.  I kept pushing my
finger up into me until I couldn't anymore.  When I started wiggling my
finger inside of me, it felt real good.  It made my cock get hard, and I
jacked off.  That was the greatest come I ever had.  Lee explained to me
later that what I had done was manipulate the prostate gland to make me get
off good.  I didn't know then what it was called, but I liked it, and kept
on doing it.  I also liked to look at my body in the different mirrors that
we had in the apartment, and constantly posed in front of them.  I liked
the way my body looked.  When I had to get chores done, I did them nude.  I
did everything nude, but always dressed about the time my folks would come
home.  I saw the need to do so, because I didn't want to upset them any
more than they already were.  I loved my parents, and I hoped that things
would get better for us soon.

	Time went on, and as the months passed, things progressively got
worse.  Mom and Dad were stressing out big time, and so was I.  All three
of us were arguing a lot, and that hurt.  Especially when I was trying to
sleep at night and I would wake up and hear Mom and Dad go at it.  My older
brother Tommy and his wife Michelle tried to help us, but that didn't help
much.  My brother Tommy is a real neat guy.  He listens to me alot, and
gives me good advice.  He has twin boys, so I guess that makes me an uncle
twice over.  I love them both, and I could never hurt them.  Michelle got a
bit upset when she found out that I liked boys.

"Devin couldn't hurt the boys, Michelle." Tommy had told her in my defense.

"I love them, Michelle.  Do you honestly think I would do something to hurt
them?  I never would do anything to them.  I promise you that." I had
protested.

"I'm sorry.  I wasn't thinking right.  I've heard all the stories about
gays, and I just was surprised." she admitted.

"It will never happen." I said.

I kept my word, too.  That's one other thing about me.  If I give my word
to someone, they know I'll keep it.  Besides, they were far too young.
Both of them are just four years old, and I doubted that they would know
anything just yet.  That thought is what sent me to the local library to
start reading all the books I could find.  The books I did find just
confused me even more.  All they discussed was the psycological side of it.
Never what they did.  But I did find out that all kids fooled around with
themselves at all ages, especially when they are real young.  That
surprised me, because I really don't remember playing with myself back
then.  The book said that all people are programmed with sexual behavior at
the moment of conception.  I wondered if my being gay had something to do
with my genes.  I never did find the answer to that question for a long
time.  So I really gained not much of anything from my research at the
library.  Everything I learned about sex came from Lee, and I owe him a lot
for helping me.


	Summer started, and the end of school was in sight.  The heat got
worse, and life on the block got worse as well.  Mom and I worried about
Dad, hoping that he would get better.  His drinking got out of control, and
we were afraid of losing him.  Mom finally quit selling houses, and I was
glad of that.  She and I started talking more, and slowly we repaired our
relationship.  She would go to all my swim meets, and I was glad to see her
sitting up there.  I finally quit the swim team after a drive by shooting
there one day.  Two people got hurt, and I was afraid for my own safety.
School finally ended, and I stayed at home all the time.  This was about
the time things changed for us.

"I've had it!" Dad declared one night when he came home.  "We're out of
here!"

"Where are we gonna go, Dad?" I asked, sitting on the couch.

"As far away from here as we can get, son." Dad replied.

He looked like the Dad I remembered, ready for anything.  I wondered what
had happened to make him decide this.

"Dad, what happened?" I asked.

"Do you remember that boy named Jeff?" Dad asked.

"Yes, I do." I replied.

"He was killed today in a drug deal gone bad.  I couldn't save him." Dad
said, breaking down.

Mom hugged Dad, and I felt shock.  I wondered why it happened.

"He made his choice, Devin." Mom said.  "He paid for it."

She was right, and I knew it.  There was nothing I could have done.
Nothing.  That hurt, too.  Lying it bed that night, I wondered what was
going to happen now.  Little did we know that Dad's descision had set off a
chain of events that would lead us here to Crystal Lake, and me finding my
lover, Lee.


	The next morning, I got up late.  I walked into the kitchen and
found my folks sitting there looking at something.

"Hi." I said.

"Morning, Devin." Dad grinned.  "We got something for you."

"What?" I asked excitedly.

"Would you like to go off to a summer camp for a whole month?" Mom asked.

"Cool!" I cheered.

"Good!  Then it's official.  You're going to a camp called Woodpines up by
the Oregon state line.  You'll spend a whole month there, while we look for
a new place to move to.  Then you'll come home to our new house when we
find it." Dad stated.

"Sounds like a plan, Dad.  When do I leave?" I asked.

"As soon as I can arrange it, Devin.  We would like you to pack your room
up except for the things you will need for camp." Mom said, pointing to a
few boxes.

"Okay, Mom.  I'll get on it.  Thanks, Mom and Dad.  I love you both a lot."
I said, hugging them both.


	I had my room packed by the end of the day.  The few things I
needed for camp and to live in I left out.  Dad spent most of the morning
on the phone, aranging things for me to go.  I would be leaving by the end
of the week.  I couldn't wait.  I had this feeling deep down inside of me
that things would happen.  I had hoped, and they did.  The Friday that I
was to leave came, and I waved goodby to my parents as the train pulled out
of the station.  I settled down into the seat, and before long, I was
asleep.  I dreamed of the Japanese boy again.  I had been dreaming of him
for the last month or so, and it was driving me crazy.  He called himself
Lee, and he looked so nice.

"Devin, I'll see you soon." he said to me.

"How do you know this?" I demanded.

"Because it was meant to be." he said, then stepped forward and kissed me
like he had before.

That got me fired up, and before I knew it, I was naked like he was.  His
body was like mine, but his was deeply tanned.  He was touching me in ways
that I had never imagined that another boy could ever do.  This was a
recurring dream, happening to me every night for the past month, and now I
wanted to meet him.  I woke with a start when the conductor shook me awake.

"Hey, Woodpines Lake is the next stop." the man said.

"Thanks, sir." I answered.

I turned to look out the window, and was surprised at the sight.  There
were tall trees as far as I could see.  The hills were green, and it was a
beautiful sight.

"Wow." I mumbled.

Being in the city, I had only seen a few trees on our street.  I never knew
that so many trees could exist in a place like this.  The train was slowing
down, then it stopped at the station.  I got off, and looked around.  The
station looked like it had been built around the turn of the century.  It
even had old wanted posters of Jesse James and other western outlaws.  I
walked through the place, carrying my pack.  I saw a man with a ball cap
advertizing the camp walk towards me.

"Hello, you must be Devin James." he smiled.

I looked up at him and smiled back.  He stood six foot two, red hair and
green eyes, and was really good looking.  I felt my cock twitch a little.

"Yeah, I am." I responded, standing up and shaking hands with the man.

"Great!  Come on, the van's outside." he said, leading me to the van.

I got in, and he drove off.  I looked out the windows at the scenery.  It
was the most beautiful sight I'd ever seen.  I had no idea I would ever
come to a place like this, much less live in one like I do now.  Something
happened to me right then, I can't really explain what it was, but it
happened.  By the time we got to the camp, I was feeling a lot more relaxed
and less stressful.  They told me where my cabin was, and I went there.
Nobody was in there when I walked in, so I dumped my pack on the one
available bed.  I heard footsteps right then, and I looked up.  That's when
I met Lee.  We both just stared at each other for a few minutes.

"Devin?" he whispered.

"You're Lee." I said softly.  "I've seen you in my dreams."

The boy stepped up closer, and I could feel my heart pounding fast.  His
hand touched my right cheek, and I felt something go right through me.

"I've seen you in my dreams, Devin.  I believe that we were destined to
meet." he said.

Before I knew it, he was kissing me.  The feeling I was experiencing
exploded inside of me, and when we stopped kissing, I knew without a doubt
that he was the one who would change my life.

"Come on, let's get out of here and go talk somewhere else." Lee suggested.

"Okay." I said, still dazed by what happened.

I followed him out of the cabin, and we walked over to the pool area and
sat down.

"I'm glad to finally meet you, Devin." Lee grinned.

"I'm glad to meet you, Lee." I said.

I didn't know what to say next, so I left it up to him.

"How long are you going to be here?" Lee asked.

"A whole month, Lee.  My parents decided to start looking for a new place
to live, so they decided that I should come here for a month." I told him.

"Oh, cool.  I'm here for a whole month, too." Lee said.  "I got here
yesterday.  What do you think of the place?"

"It's incredible.  I've never been in a place like this before." I said.

I then told him of where I had come from, and what had happened.

"That's too bad.  I hope your parents find a better place, and get better
themselves." Lee said.

"I think that they will, Lee.  I just get that feeling that they will." I
stated.

"Keep thinking like that, and I'm sure it will happen." Lee smiled at me.

"Lee, how did you know....that you....liked guys?" I asked, feeling
embarrassed.

He sighed, then answered.  "I'm not sure.  I guess that I always have.  I
get the feeling that you need answers to a lot of questions.  I'll help you
the best I can with them.  I got a feeling that we'll be more than
friends." he said.

I had the same feeling, and I put my hand on his shoulder.

"Lee, I'm really glad I met you.  Please, be my friend.  I need one." I
said seriously.

"I will, if you'll be mine." he replied.

"I will." I stated.


	We did become friends, and more than friends.  I learned so much
about myself and what love, sex, and relationships meant in that one month
than I ever had.  Sure, we talked, but Lee taught me by doing, not just
lecturing.  We didn't do anything that first day, the kiss having been
enough. He thinks and I do too, that the kiss sealed our relationship and
began it at the same time.  We walked around the camp, Lee showing me
everything.  I saw the swimming pool, and knew that I had the chance to
practice my swimming.

"You swim?  So do I!  I'm on a swim team back home at my high school." Lee
grinned.

"Way cool.  We could help each other." I suggested.

"Done deal." Lee laughed.

"Sounds good to me." I said.

We saw the cafeteria, the rec room, the horse barns, and walked down to the
lake and then sat on the dock with our feet in the water.  That was cold
water!

"Mind if I asked personal questions?" Lee asked.

"Not at all.  How are we going to get to be good friends if we don't know
anything about each other?" I said.

"Good point there." Lee nodded.  "What do you like to do for fun other than
swim?"

"I like to read, put together model cars, cook, weightlift, and play video
games." I said.

"I'm into computers, fishing, camping out, and biking." Lee said.

"That's cool.  I don't know much about computers, I've never gone fishing
or camping out." I said.

"I'll show you how to do those things, and more.  I live in a town called
Crystal Lake.  It's about fifty miles away from here.  I got here on the
train." Lee said.

"I rode the train for the first time, too.  I might have passed Crystal
Lake on the way up here." I said.

"Where are you from?" Lee asked.

"Westside, just thirteen miles south of San Franscisco." I replied.

"Nope.  Crystal Lake is further east of where you are, I'd say about eighty
miles east." Lee stated.

"Oh.  Too bad." I said.

"You would like Crystal Lake.  It's a neat town.  It's a small one, about
four thousand people.  I go to the local high school there.  The lake
itself sits on the eastern side of the town, and my house sits right there.
The reason I'm here this summer is that my parents decided to go on a long
cruise together to celebrate their anniversary." Lee said.

"That's cool.  I hope my folks are okay.  They're traveling around northern
California together.  They sure need the time together." I said.

"Good.  From what you've told me, they need it." Lee nodded.

"What are you planning to do here this month?" I asked.

"I want to learn how to sail, ride the horses, and whatever else there is
to do." Lee said.

"Sailing sounds fun." I said.

"Does to me, too." Lee said.

He put his hand onto mine, and I felt a chill of excitement run down my
spine.  I looked over at him, and smiled.  He smiled back.  He stood up,
and pulled me to my feet.

"Come on." he said.

He led me to the little house there by the dock, and pushed the door open.
I saw the sailboats and canoes in there.  He closed the door behind him,
then turned to face me.

"If I'm going too fast for you, just say so." Lee said.

"I....don't know....what to do." I said softly.

"I'll teach you, Devin." Lee said.

He leaned forward and kissed me on the right cheek.  That felt so good, and
I felt the weird feelings start inside of me.

"Relax a little." Lee said, rubbing my shoulders and chest.

I sighed, and the feeling settled down inside of me.

"We got plenty of time.  No need to rush." Lee smiled.

"Okay." I said.

This time, I initiated the kiss.  I could feel his soft lips against mine,
and that was such a wild feeling.  Lee put his arms around me and hugged me
gently.  I did the same, and we kissed some more.  Eventually I got the
whole kissing thing right.  Lee pushed his tongue up to my lips, and I
wasn't sure what to do, so I opened my mouth and let his tongue in.  I
could feel it move around inside of my mouth, and that felt weird, but
good.  I did it back, and I liked doing it to Lee.

"Hey, that was good.  You picked that up quick." Lee remarked after we
broke apart.

"Thanks.  It felt funny at first, but then I liked it once I got used to
it." I said.

"It's called french kissing.  Everybody does it." Lee said.

"I wondered what it was my folks did sometimes." I commented.

"Well, now you know." he laughed.

I laughed too.  I looked at him, then kissed him again.

"I really like you, Lee." I said.

"I like you, Devin.  You're a good guy." Lee smiled, hugging me close to
him.

"I like this.  Makes me feel good." I said.

I could feel his hands moving around me, and I was feeling really good.  I
wanted to get naked right then and there and let him touch me like I had
dreamed about, but right then we heard someone coming.

"There's plenty of time." Lee said quickly.  "Don't worry."

The door opened, and two men walked in.

"Hi, boys." the older, white haired man said.

"Hello, Mr. Grayson.  I was just showing Devin the sailboats." Lee said.

"Well, good." the red haired man said.

"Could you help Rob move the boats outside?" Mr. Grayson asked us, pointing
to them.

"Sure!" both of us said at the same time.

"Good!  Thanks a lot." he said, then left.

The three of us worked together and got the boats out of the boathouse.
The sailboats went into the water, and the canoes got chained up on the
shore to a tree.

"Man, this is some tree!" I remarked, looking up the red tree.

"It's called a redwood.  The oldest tree on record is nearly two hundred
years old.  They get to be at least a half mile or more in length.  The
area we're in is a preserve.  There's no hunting here, or logging allowed.
If you see anything like that going on, I or anyone of the staff needs to
know about it immediately." Rob stated.

"You got it." I said as Lee nodded.

"Good.  You two boys have just enough time to clean up for dinnertime, so
scoot." Rob said.

"Okay, we gone." Lee said.

I raced him back to the cabin.  He beat me by three steps.  We met the
other boys in our cabin.  There were six of us in one cabin.  They all
seemed real nice.  On the way up to dinner, Lee pressed something into my
hand.  I ducked into the bathroom and looked.  It was a note.

"Devin, we need to be real careful in how we act around the others.  They
might not understand.  Lee." I read to myself.

I flushed it down the toilet, and thought about it as I sat at the table.
That was sensible advice, and we were careful.


	The next morning, I woke up early, and walked down to the dock
after getting dressed.  The early morning mist swirled above the water as I
sat and watched.  I had dreamed of Lee again, but this time it was good
feelings that I had felt.  I heard someone behind me, and when I looked, it
was Lee.

"Good morning." he said as I stood up.

We kissed and hugged.  It seemed so natural and right.  We held each other
for a long time.

"Feels right." I said.

"That's what being in love is about." Rob's voice said.

We both jumped and faced Rob.

"How long were you watching us?" Lee demanded, a hard edge to his voice.

Lee shifted himself in front of me, and I felt his body tense up, ready to
fight.

"Not long, and long enough to figure out that the two of you are lovers."
Rob stated.  "You can relax, Lee.  I'm not going to tell on you guys.  Less
people that know, the better.  As a matter of fact, I'm sure I could help
you guys out."

"How?" Lee asked, starting to relax.

"By making sure you get the time and privacy so that the two of you can
develop your relationship with each other." Rob stated.

"Thanks.  That means a lot to us." I said, stepping around Lee and shaking
Rob's hand.

Lee hesitated a moment, then did the same.

"I give you my word of honor, I won't tell anyone, and I will help in
anyway I can." Rob stated.

"Okay." Lee nodded.

I sat down on one of the upside down canoes.

"How do you know what being in love is like?" I asked.

"By the feeling you get when you're with the person you like.  The way you
look at each other, they way you touch, and kiss." Rob stated.

"Never thought of it that way." Lee admitted.

"There's lots more to being in love, and I know that the both of you will
find out before long.  Don't be in a real hurry to do everything.  Take the
time to enjoy each new experience.  Take the time to share it with the
other.  Things will happen in it's own time.  You boys have fifteen minutes
before the breakfast bell rings." Rob said, then walked into the boat
house.

Lee led me around a tree, and we sat down on the ground.  He took me into
his arms, and we kissed for a long time.  It felt so good to feel Lee's
arms around me and his mouth on mine.

"Lee, that was nice." I said when we came up for air.

"It was good for me, too." he said, holding me in his arms.

We sat there for a few minutes and enjoyed the peace and quiet.  Suddenly
we heard Rob whistle, and we stood up and went up to the dock.

"Everything secure?" Rob asked.

"Sure is.  All the boats are there.  Found some deer tracks." Lee stated.

"Did you see the deer?" the blond haired lady asked.

She was about five foot five and had blue eyes, and an average build.  She
seemed nice.

"No, Lisa.  Sure didn't." Lee said.

"Oh, too bad.  I would have loved to photograph it." she said.

Just then, the bell rang, and we started up the trail to the mess hall.

"Saved by the bell." I whispered to Lee.

He just grinned, and I knew he liked that joke.


	We didn't get much of a chance to talk to each other for most of
the day.  We were too busy learning how to sail the boat in the classroom.
By the end of the day, Lee and I had passed the written tests as well as
most of the class.  Tomorrow we would go down to the lake and take the
swimming test, and learn how to use the canoes.  We had about two hours of
free time, so Lee and I went back down to the dock.  Lee borrowed some
fishing poles from the boathouse, and started teaching me how to fish.

"Need a lot of patience for this." he said.

"Dad always said that you needed a lot of patience to learn things." I
said.

"Your Dad's right." Lee said.

He looked at me, and then kissed me.  I smiled at him as he put his arm
around me.

"How long does it take for one to bite the hook?" I asked.

"Depends." Lee said.  "Could be that none of them are hungry right now."

I nodded.  We sat there for about an hour, then Lee sighed.

"Not today, I guess." he said.

I followed him up to the boathouse and watched him put the stuff back.  He
turned to me, and then put his hand on my chest.  We kissed, slow and
deliberately.

"Show you mine, if you show me yours." he smiled.

He unbuttoned my shirt, then pulled it off.  Lee slowly undressed me
completely, moving his hands around my body as he did so.  I closed my
eyes, and enjoyed feeling him touch me.  Lee knew just how to touch me, he
charged me right on up.

"You got a nice one.  Must be six or more." he whispered.

I could feel his hand on my cock.  Jeff was the only one who'd had ever
touched my cock like Lee was doing.  But Lee was doing it so much better.

"Lee!" I whimpered, tensing up.

"Like that, don't you." he whispered.

"Yes, god yes!" I cried.

He let go of it and whispered into my ear, "Just relax a moment, and if you
could undress me, we can get off together."

I opened my eyes after a moment, and stripped him down naked in a moment.
He had a body that I had dreamed of.  Lee was muscular, and well tanned.
There were no tan lines, either.  But his cock impressed me the most.  It
was slim, like mine, but a bit longer.

"I'm seven inches long." Lee said.  "But size doesn't really matter, just
as long as you get your pleasure from it."

I stroked it gently, and it came up hard in my hand.  I was touching his
body with my other hand, and Lee sighed.

"I like that." he said.

He spread a blanket over the floor, and we both lay on it together.  Lee
took hold of my cock, and I took hold of his.  We kissed as we slowly began
to jack each other off.  The way he was doing it was unlike anything I
could do or Jeff had done.  It was a slow caressing movement, and before I
knew it, I was right at the point of no return.  So was Lee.

"Ready?" he panted.

"I'm right there." I said.

"Okay, let's go!" he said.

It was like the Fourth of July, Christmas, and all the best things that
could ever happen rooled up in that one moment.  I felt myself come like I
never had before.  I felt so strange, my body was reacting in ways that I
never knew possible.  I felt something wet land on my chest, then my
stomach, and then the moment was over.  We lay there exhausted.

"Wow." Lee whispered.

"Yeah." I said.

I looked down at my hand, and saw some of his come on it.  I sniffed at it,
then tasted it.  It was sweet tasting, like chocolate.  Lee did the same,
and I saw his eyes light up.

"You like peppermints, don't you?" he asked.

"Sure do.  You must like chocolate." I said.

"A weakness." Lee laughed.

We stood, and went into the bathroom.  After cleaning each other off, we
dressed again and went outside.

"I've done that with a boy I used to know back home, but he never did that
like you did." I said.

"There's a secret to doing that.  It's just a matter of doing it in a way
that you might think that will please your partner." Lee said.

"I think I understand." I said.

"Good.  It's not too hard to find out what pleases your partner.  It just
takes a bit of time to find out what does." Lee stated.

"How did you get so good?  Seems to me that someone taught you how." I
commented.

Lee grinned.  "It was my uncle."

"Your uncle?" I said, surprised.

"Yeah, my uncle.  Once I got over my own surprise, he taught me everything
he knew about sex.  I can't imagine how he knew.  He told me that the other
things would come later." Lee said.

"So I'm really your first friend." I said.

"Yeah.  I know we'll be happy together." Lee said.

"I got that feeling too." I said.

"Come on, they're about to ring the bell for dinner." Lee said, looking at
his watch.

It did, and afterwards we joined in on the camp sing-a-long.  We went to
bed afterwards.


	The next day dawned bright and clear.  I pulled my swim briefs on,
then my jeans over them.  We went up to breakfast, then went down to the
dock afterwards.  Rob and Lisa explained exactly what they wanted everyone
to do, then rowed out a few yards.  All the other kids splashed into the
water, and Lee and I watched them swim to the boats.  We could swim real
well, but we wanted to make sure the other kids would make it to the boats.
They did, and they started yelling at us.

"Race?" Lee asked.

"Yer on." I said.

I waved at Rob, and he got the idea.  He started us off, and I hit the
water clean.  I swam hard and fast, but Lee beat me by a stroke.

"You are good!" I said.

"You're not bad yourself." Lee grinned.

"Haven't practiced in a while since I quit the team." I said.

"Why did you do that?" Lee asked.

"Got too dangerous." I explained what happened at the last meet I had done.

"I'm sorry." Lee said.

"Everybody back to shore." Rob called out.

Lee and I took our time getting back.  I relaxed a little and counted my
strokes while I swam back.  I had gotten a bit rusty, because my timing was
a bit off.  No wonder Lee beat me easy.  Getting back to shore, I handed
Lee his towel, and started to dry off.  We sat on the benches, and listened
to the lectures on how to right a canoe once it turned over.  I hadn't
thought of the boy that had died that I had known by name only.  The
questions that I had asked myself then came back to haunt me.  I still
didn't have the answers, and I knew that I never would.  Lee sat next to
me.

"Hey, you okay?" he asked.

"I think so.  I don't know why it happened." I said.

"It was because of stupid people, Devin." Lisa said.

"It happens because of them." Rob agreed.

"Forget about it.  There was nothing you could do." Lee said.

"Okay, I'll try." I said.

The rest of the day went by, and we had some free time again before dinner.
I wandered back down to the dock.  I watched a bird swoop down over the
water.

"Quite a sight, huh?" Lee asked as he sat next to me.

He put his arm around me and I snuggled up close to him.

"Yeah, it sure is." I sighed.

He hugged me tight, then relaxed.  I wondered just what he was thinking.  I
wondered if he loved me.  I know I was falling in love with Lee.

"Love you Lee." I whispered.

He looked at me.

"I was hoping that you would say that, Devin.  I love you, Devin." he said,
then kissed me.

I kissed him back.  I wished that we had more time to really explore each
other, because right then I had the strong desire to strip him naked and
really explore his body.  I guess he saw the desire in my eyes, because he
kissed me long and good.

"I know, I want to do the same.  But the timing sucks." he said, sighing.

"You know it." I agreed.

We held hands for a long time, sitting there and not saying anything.  We
just had to wait, and I had to be patient.


	We actually went sailing the next day.  I surprised myself by doing
great the first time out.  Lee did great, too.  Everyone succeeded the
first time out, and after that, things got better.  I had woken up feeling
a lot better about myself and things.  I realized that worrying about
things like that was just a waste of time.  There was nothing I could do to
change that, so I let it go.  I had something new to look forward to, and
that was Lee.  Rob looked at us like he had something in mind for us, and
then one of the sailboats sprung a leak.  Fortunately, it was close enough
to the shore so it could get in quick.  Lee and I helped Rob load it on the
trailer and he hooked the trailer to his camper.

"Come on, Lee and Devin.  You guys will have to help me with it." he said.

We got into the camper, and Rob drove out the camp.

"It's going to take us at least a half hour to get to town.  Go for it."
Rob said.

We didn't waste time getting into the overhead bunk.  Lee pulled my shorts
off me, then my swim briefs.  My cock stood up and waved hello.

"Check this out." Lee grinned.

Before I knew it, he slipped my cock into his mouth, and started sucking.
It was nothing like what Jeff had ever done.  Lee did it in a way that just
sent shivers all the way through me, the kind that I had never felt before.
I went nuts, twitching and moving all over the bunk.

"Lee, man that's....so cool." I whimpered.

I felt his mouth glide up and down my cock shaft, his tongue wiggling
against the shaft of it.  I felt the tip of his tongue move into the piss
slit, then around the head.  Then he took it back into his mouth, and
really began sucking hard on it.  It was driving me crazy, and I wanted
more.  It was such an incredible feeling.  I was trying to keep from
cumming to quick, but then I got to the breaking point.

"Lee....cum....I'm gonna cum....got to cum!" I cried, letting go and felt
it shoot through my cock and into his mouth.

Lee sucked as hard and fast as he could.  He swallowed each drop of my
juice, and then finally let go when it went limp.  I was so far into la la
land, I didn't realize that I had finished ejaculating.  Lee started
caressing me, and his touches nearly sent me through the roof of the
camper.

"Lee!" I wailed.  "What are you doing?"

"Relax, lover." he said, and continued to caress me.

I could feel each one of his fingertips lightly brush my skin, and those
sensations were ever more intense than when I got off.  Lee touched me
everywhere, and I really enjoyed it.  When I finally came down, Lee was
grinning at me.

"Like it?" he asked.

"Yes." I whispered.  "I loved it.  It was...."

"Super?" he asked.

"More than that.  It was....oh, I can't think of a proper word for it." I
said.

He kissed me, and I returned it.  Rob thumped on the bottom of the bunk,
and Lee pulled my swim briefs and shorts back on me, and we went down into
the cab.

"Sounded pretty intense there, guys." Rob grinned.

"That's because I just showed Devin a new pleasure." Lee said.

"I've experienced it before, but never like how you did it, Lee." I stated.

"There are so many ways to experience each and every pleasure, guys.  All I
can tell you is to have fun discovering them." Rob said to us.

"Thanks for helping us out, Rob." I said.

"No problem.  New lovers need the time and space to explore themselves and
how much they love each other.  I know that you two have become lovers in a
very short time.  I'm not sure why, but I think it's because you two were
probably were meant for each other right from the start." Rob said.

"There's some truth to that, Rob.  I've been dreaming about Lee for a whole
month prior to coming here." I said.

"I've been dreaming about Devin, too." Lee said.

"That confirms it to me.  The both of you were definetly meant to meet and
become lovers.  I sincerely wish the both of you much happiness and love."
Rob said.  "Thanks, Rob." Lee said.


	We pulled into the town and found the local sail shop.  It was
fortunate that the leak was small, and not too serious.  The only reason
Rob had brought the boat here was that he didn't have the materials he
needed to fix it himself.  While it was being fixed, he bought enough
material to facilitate any other repairs that might be needed in the near
future.  Hopefully that wouldn't happen again.  He bought us lunch at the
burger place next door, and when we got back to the camper, the boat was
ready to go.

"My turn, Lee." I smiled at him just as we left the town.

"Okay." he said, and folowed me up to the bunk.

Once we got up there, we got serious.  I stripped him, and slowly caressed
him.  Lee had real smooth skin.  It felt like silk to the touch.  I felt
his nipples rise and get hard underneath my fingertips.  I kept going,
touching every inch of him.  I got down to his cock, and it was already
standing up.  I felt the blood pulse in the shaft of it.  Jeff's had been
white, but Lee's was a light tan color, the tip slightly darker.  I studied
it closely, probing it with my fingers.  Lee had his eyes closed, and I
wondered if he liked what I was doing.  I created a little saliva in my
mouth, then slowly slipped Lee's penis into my mouth.  It tasted a bit dry,
then it was slick wet from my saliva.  I started to suck on his cock.  For
a fourteen year old, he sure had a long cock!  I tried to copy the same
movement like he had done to me, but I couldn't.  I settled down, and tried
to do to it what I thought he would like.  I pleasured it with licks and
little bites, and fondling his hairless balls at the same time.  He started
to breathe a little faster, and I thought the time was right.  I slipped
his cock back into my mouth, and really started to suck it hard, wiggling
my tongue against the shaft of little Lee.  Lee got active, moving his body
from side to side.  He took my hands into his, and squeezed tight.  That
gave me the confidence to keep going.  Suddenly, Lee gasped and called out
my name, then pressed his abdomen against my face.  I started to swallow
his cum as fast as I could as it came out of his cock.  Finally he stopped,
sighed and collapsed.  I spit out his cock, and caressed him like he had
me.  He made all kinds of goofy faces and sounds, and I wondered if that's
what I had done.  Lee opened his eyes a moment later.

"That was a hell of a ride." he said.

"You liked it?" I asked.

He pulled me close and kissed me.  "Loved it!" he exclaimed.

I snuggled down next to him, and lay in his arms all the way back to camp.
There was no doubt in my mind now about us.  I loved him, and he loved me.


	Later that afternoon, we got some more free time.  I had gone up to
the camp pool, and started my swim practice routine.  It felt real good to
be doing it again.  I had resolved to get on the swim team of the next high
school that I would go to.  Little did I know it would be on the same team
as Lee's.  When I finally came up for air, I saw Lee in the shallow end of
the pool.

"Hey, that looked great!  What else can you do?" Lee asked.

"Well, I dive too." I replied.

"Oh yeah? Show me." Lee challenged.

I went to the low diving board and warmed up with some quick ones.  The
other kids were watching as I climbed the high one, and started a diving
exhibition.  When I finished the last one, they all applauded.

"Not bad.  My turn." Lee said.

He did better than I did.  He hit the water just right nearly every time.
He made it look so easy.

"Damn!  You are good!" I said when he finished.

"You'll get better every time you practice." Lee said.

"I haven't done this in about two months." I said grimancing.  "It shows,
too."

"Once you get back into it, it'll all come back to you." Lee said, floating
on his back.

"Think so?" I asked.

"I know so." Lee grinned.  "It's going to take a little bit of work,
though."

"I'm not afraid of hard work.  If that's what it takes to get to the top,
I'll do it."  I said, determined.

"Good.  You got lots of determination, and that will get you far." Rob
said, sitting on the edge of the pool.

"Thanks for the vote of confidence, Rob." I said.

"I can't predict the future, but I got this feeling that you're gonna be
great someday.  Both of you." Rob said.

"I hope so.  It won't matter what happens, as long we will always be
friends." Lee said.

"I wish you two lots of luck." Rob said, then walked away.

"What do you want to do next?" Lee asked.

"I know what I like do be doing right now." I hinted.

"I know.  But now isn't the right time.  Too many people around." Lee
stated.

"I know." I sighed.  "Oh well."

"I hear you." Lee sighed.

I didn't say anything for awhile, just looked at Lee.  I had never known a
friend like Lee who could create funny feelings inside me.  God, he was a
great guy.  He had taught me so much already, and yet there was so much yet
to learn.  I wanted to learn them all right then and there, but Lee held me
back, telling me that I needed to take the time to slowly learn the right
ways of things.

"But I want to know now." I had protested.

"I know you do.  But think of how much fun you would be missing out on if I
taught you everything all at once." Lee said.  "Just be patient, okay?"

I agreed, and he hugged me tight.  Time did prove him right, and now I
really enjoy the lovemaking that we do.


	I couldn't sleep that night.  I went down to the dock and sat there
thinking about what had happened to me.  I had felt like I had changed
since meeting Lee.  I felt like a whole new person.  Just thinking of him
made me feel good inside.  I wondered if this was what love was all about.
If so, I never wanted it to stop.  I wondered if this was how Mom and Dad
felt about each other when they were together.  I decided to ask them when
I saw them again.  I looked at my reflection in the water, and made a wish.
I wished that somehow Lee and I could stay together.  My wish was destined
to come true in a very big way.  I didn't hear Lee come up behind me.

"Hey, Devin, you okay?" Lee asked me.

I jumped, and turned.  "It's you, Lee.  Scared me." I said.

"Sorry.  Didn't mean to." he said.  "I just got concerned when I saw you
leave the cabin.  Is it because of what we talked about today?"

"Partly.  I know I got much to learn, and I want to learn it all right now.
But you were right when you said that I need to slow down and take the time
to learn it right." I said.

"It's the only way.  Besides, you might think of something that I never
thought of before, and it's a much better way to get to know each other so
much better.  I love you a lot now, and as time goes on, I'll love you even
more.  I got a whole lotta love for you, and we have so much time to share
it." Lee said.

"You sure know just the right things to say." I said.

"It's the truth.  All of it." Lee said seriously.

He put his arms around me and hugged me.  He held me for a time, and I felt
so close to him at that moment.

"I wish that somehow we can be together for a long time." I whispered to
Lee.

"I hope so, Devin.  I hope so." Lee nodded.

We kissed, and that made me feel super good.  We headed back to the cabin,
and to bed.  As I got into my sleeping bag, I saw the look on Lee's face.
I guessed that he was wishing he could be in the sleeping bag with me.  I
wished he could, too.  The risk was too great, all we could do was wait.  I
dreamed of us together that night.  It was so real and vivid, that when I
woke up, I discovered that I had come on myself.

"Haven't done that in a while." I thought to myself.

The other guys were still asleep, so I slipped out and down to the
bathrooms and decided to take a shower.  It was early, about six thirty in
the morning.  Breakfast wouldn't be until eight.  I turned on the water and
stepped in.  The hot water felt good on me, and I stood there and soaked
myself for a moment or two.

"Move over, and let me in, Devin." a voice whispered in my ear.

I turned to see Lee there.  I did move, and he got in and closed the door.

"Hey, you!" I whispered back, grinning.

He smiled, and got a tube of shampoo out of his bag.  He washed my hair,
then started using liquid soap on my body.  His hands felt so good on me.
I closed my eyes, and sighed.  He caressed me from head to toe, especially
around my genitals.  Feeling his warm, soap slicked hands roaming all over
me was too much.  I felt my cock rise, and then felt his fingers curl
around it.

"Oh, please." I panted, in heat now.

Lee moved behind me, and started stroking my cock with his right hand as
his left hand teased my hard nipples.  I pressed my back against him,
feeling the heat rising inside of me.  I wanted this so bad.  I wanted to
be loved by him.  I felt myself right at the edge now, and unable to hold
on anymore.

"Lee." I moaned, "I'm gonna cum."

He sped up the stroke, until I did unload my sperm onto the shower wall.  I
felt so wiped.  Lee stroked my chest for a moment, and kissed my neck.  I
turned to face him, and gave him what I hoped was a very sensuous kiss.

"I liked that." he whispered.

"I was hoping so." I said.

I took the soap from him and started washing his body.  I loved to touch
him.  His skin felt so nice and smooth.  I concentrated in finding a few of
his erogenous spots, and found four of them.  He's twitch and moan, and I
knew that I was hitting them right.  Now I decided to pleasure his cock.  I
reached for it and started stroking it gently.  Lee leaned against me and
sighed.

"Yeah, Devin.  That's so nice." he whispered.

I kept stroking his cock, going a bit faster each time untill Lee suddenly
gasped and shivered.  I felt something hit my leg, and looked down to see
that it was his sperm.

"Got ya." I grinned.

Lee looked down.  "You sure did, love."

He turned the water back on, and we kissed as we washed the soap off each
other.  We got out of the shower just in time.  The camp was just starting
to come to life.  Rob walked towards us, looking puzzled.  We just smiled
at him, and the light went on in his head.

"Real horny, weren't you?" he asked.

We just smiled, and went back to the cabin.


	It was almost two weeks later that a letter arrived from Mom and
Dad.

"Dear Son, hope that you are having a good time at camp.  We have been
traveling around the northern part of California, and have finally found
the perfect place to move to.  I can set up my own private practice like
I've been wanting to, and Mom didn't waste any time getting the new house
settled.  You're going to love it here.  Your room is about double the size
of what you had back home at the old house.  You even have your own private
bathroom!  It's a two story house overlooking a lake.  I looked into the
high school here, and they have a swim team.  The coach wants to meet you.
We met some very nice people here, and the next door neighbors are real
nice, too.  Crystal Lake is quite a town, and Mom and I know that you will
be very happy here.  See you soon!  Dad." I read to Lee.

We just looked at each other.

"My god, your wish came true." Lee said quietly.

"Wow.  Talk about dreams coming true." I said.

"What's the address on the envelope?" Lee asked.

"341 Belmont Lane.  Why?" I asked.

You house is next to mine." Lee stated.

I started to laugh.  I felt so good in that moment, I had to laugh.  I
stood up and jumped up and down.

"Way super cool!" I shouted.

"I think so, too." Lee laughed.

Now life was complete.  Lee and I would be together for a long time.  I
felt as if a burden had been lifted from my shoulders.  For the rest of the
month, I was so relaxed and feeling good.  Lee noticed that change a few
nights later in the horse barn where we had been sent to clean because of a
prank we pulled that didn't go over so good.

"You've been really relaxed of late." Lee said.

"It's because I know that the future for the both of us is good now." I
stated.

"That's good.  You've slowed up a lot when we make out.  You don't hurry
like you had been at first." Lee said.

"I decided that I needed to.  I don't want to rush things." I said, leaning
against the post.

"That's good.  The more you slow down, the better you'll learn about
pleasure." Lee said.

"Your uncle sure taught you a lot of stuff.  I've been learning so much
from you." I said.

"My uncle wanted to make sure I knew how it was supposed to be done right.
He was afraid that I wold get wrong information from other guys.  There's
just so much to know.  How to kiss just right, how to touch your lover so
that he feels pleasure, and so on.  You're really getting the hang of
things now." Lee complmented me.

"You're a good teacher, Lee." I said.

I moved closer to him, and kissed him.  We had our shirts off, and I
caressed his chest while we kissed.  Lee put his arms around me and hugged
me.

"Wish we had time." he sighed.

"I know." I echoed the thought.

We finished the job double time, then showered and went to the cabin.  I
held his hand until we got there.  He gently squeezed it, and we walked in.
Rob was sitting there reading a book.

"Have fun?" he asked.

"No." Lee replied.

"I assume that you will think before you two do next time." Rob snapped the
book closed.

"Sure will." I said.

"Good.  Hit the sack, long day tomorrow." he said.

I lay in my sleeping bag for a long time before I fell asleep.  I dreamed
of the new house, and the three of us being happy in it, Mom, Dad, and me.
That was something I had wished for, and now it had come true.  If that was
a sign of what the future was going to be for me, Lee, and my parents, I
believed it.


	I woke the next morning, and lay there listening to the birds
chirping in the early morning.  I got out of the cabin after dressing and
walked down to the lake and sat on the dock watching the sun slowly rise
over the lake.  It was truly a breathtaking sight, and I felt emotion well
up from deep inside of me.  I felt changed in that moment than I ever had
at any time in my life.  Lee came up behind me and sat down next to me.  He
slipped his arm around me.

"Morning, Devin." he whispered.

"Hi." I said softly.

"It's gonna be another great day." Lee said.

"I know, and it's even better because you and I are together." I stated.

"That's cool." Lee replied.

We looked at each other, and then we were kissing.  I loved to feel his
lips on mine, and I felt so aroused.  I enjoy that feeling a hell of a lot,
it's just so super.  Lee took me into his arms, and we continued to watch
the sun rise until the breakfast bell rang.  We walked to breakfast
together.  At breakfast, the word was that summer camp was going to end
unexperctedly the next Monday.  It was now Thursday, and no one really knew
just why.  If there was a reason, it was never told.  I got on the phone to
Mom and Dad, and our trip home was arranged.  Lee and I got in as much
sailing as we could in the next three days that we had left.  The day we
left was a sad one.  Rob never really got to tell us much of anything
untill that afternoon that he took us to the train station.

"I'll miss you two guys." he said.  "I wish we had more time so I could
really talk to you about really important things."

"Like what?" I asked.

"Like knowing how to use condoms when you fuck." he said.

"I know how to use them, Rob.  My Dad sat me down and talked to me about
that." I stated.

"So did mine." Lee nodded.

"That's good.  There's also having yourself tested every few months to make
sure you're clean before engaging in sexual activity with anyone else." Rob
said.

"There won't be anyone else, Rob.  It's just going to be me and Lee." I
stated.

"That's even better, guys.  Stay together.  Because if you two truly love
each other that much, you will never want anyone else." Rob said.

"By the way, what's fucking?" I asked.

"Haven't done that yet." Lee explained to Rob.

Rob nodded.  "That's when you put your cock into Lee's ass, and move it
inside of him untill you ejaculate, or cum inside of him." Rob explained to
me.

"Does it hurt?" I asked.

"No, if you go it slow and use lots of KY during your first time.  Lee will
do the same for you." Rob said.

"There's no hurry, Devin.  We'll take as much time as you need before you
want it." Lee told me.

We did, too.  I finally did it to him two weeks later after getting home in
Crystal Lake.  God, was it something!


	The trip home on the train was a much better experience for me this
time, because Lee was with me.  He pointed out various animals that we were
able to see, and told me of the town's history, what he knew of it.  It
seems that Crystal Lake got it's name from a group of travelers passing
through, and the name stuck ever since.  Some of the pioneers eventually
settled thers, and made it a way station for those traveling down into
California, to such places like Los Angeles, San Diego, Santa Barbara, and
San Francisco.  I had learned some of that in school, and Lee gave me the
refresher course on the way home.  We would look at each other constantly,
and there really was no doubt in my mind about the messages that Lee was
sending to me.  We were careful, and tried not to make it too obvious that
we were lovers.  I breifly entertained a fantasy of what it might have been
like for two gay lovers in the days of the wild west.  Someday I will write
down the fantasy, and share it with Lee.  I sighed and watched more trees
pass by the windows.  Lee tapped me on the shoulder a moment later.

"Sandwich, Devin?" he asked me.

"Sure, thanks." I replied, taking the sandwich.

"Something on your mind, Devin?  You look preoccupied." Lee asked.

"I'm just wondering how my folks and yours are gonna react when they find
out about us." I stated.

"I've been thinking about that, too." Lee said.  "I think that we should
worry about that when the time comes.  Somehow I think that we'll get
through that in one piece, provided we keep our heads together and be real
calm about it all.  What would really help is us trying to demonstrate to
them that we are responsible and mature enough to handle a relationship
between us."

"I've heard some adults say that kids shouldn't be allowed to have any kind
of relationship, regardless if it is straight or gay, especially gay.  I've
heard it said that gay people would force and trick us into having such
relations with them and each other.  Nobody forced me to be with you, Lee.
We chose to be together, and I hope that will continue for us.  I will
stand up and fight for our right to be together, happy, alive, and loving
each other." I stated.

Lee nodded.  "Oh yeah, I've heard that too.  I wonder if the adults really
have their heads screwed on in the right place like they claim to.  I know
that my parents are very sensible people, and I'm very sure that they will
sit down and listen to our reasons why we love each other.  I hope your
parents are that kind of people too." Lee said.

"I know they are, Lee.  They already know that I'm gay, and seem to have
accepted that fact okay.  I just hope that they will like you." I said.

"Well, we will find out soon, won't we?" Lee nodded.


	The train pulled into the station about an hour later.  I could see
my parents standing on the platform, looking into the windows.

"Lee, I see my folks!" I said excitedly.

"I see mine, and they're with your folks!" he laughed.

"Let's go, man!" I prodded.

We jumped off the train and onto the platform.  Mom and Dad were standing
there, and they seemed like very differedt people.  There had been some
kind of change that had occured, and I had the feeling that it had been
good ones.  They smiled and waved to me.

"Mom! Dad!" I yelled running up to them and giving them a hug each.

I really felt so good inside to be with them again.  Sure we were in a
different town, but it didn't matter to me at all.  Home is whereever we
choose to be.  Home is where ever we make it, and my home was with my
folks.

"Hi, son!" Dad exclaimed a moment later.

"Dad, you and Mom seem so....different." I stated.

"It's because we're here in a new town and starting our lives all over
again, Devin.  Mom and I have a chance now to make up for all that lost
time that we could have spent with you.  Things are going to be so
different now for the three of us." Dad said.

"Way cool!" I exclaimed.

Mom laughed.  "I think so, too."

"Come on, you gotta see our new house, son." Dad said.

I saw Lee and his parents out in the parking lot, and there seemed like a
intense discussion was taking place.  I saw his parents hug him, and
suddenly I knew that he had just told them about him and me being lovers.

"Mom, Dad, I want you to meet Lee, my friend from camp." I said, leading
them up to where he stood.

"Hello, nice to meet you." Dad said, shaking his hand.

"Mom, Dad, we're....lovers." I said softly.

Mom and Dad stood there a moment, then smiled.

"That's great, son.  After we met Joy and Ken, Lee's parents and talked
with them, we had hoped that the two of you would find each other." Dad
said.

Ken Chou nodded.  "So it has happened.  I am happy for the both of you, and
I hope that the both of you will talk to us when you need help."

"We will always be here for you, whenever you need someone to listen to
you." Mom said.

"We are older and a bit wiser in the way of things, so we understand what
it means to be in love.  I do not understand what being gay is, but if it
means both of you are in love with the other, then that is good." Joy
smiled.

I was estatic.  "Thank you, Mom and Dad, Joy and Ken.  I love you all." I
said, getting a little choked up.  Lee got emotional, too, and we all
hugged right there.  Dad opened a van that we were standing next to, and
motioned us in.  He drove down the street, and I looked out at the
beautiful town.  It looked like paradise to me then, it still does now.


	Pulling into the driveway, I had a sense of coming home to a place
that I've never been before, but had lived in for a long time.  The house
was incredible.  It stood two stories high, and it looked like we had lived
in it for years.  Just standing there in the front yard and looking at the
place, I suddenly experienced very warm feelings come over me, and I
started to cry.

"Son, what?" Dad asked.

He put his arms around me and held me tight for the longest time.  He let
me cry for a bit, then I felt Mom's arms around me too.  I looked up to see
tears in her eyes, and I knew that she had been affected the same way I
had.  There was a powerful magic in that place, and it drew the three of us
closer in that moment than ever before.  Lee slipped his arm around me.
"Weclcome home, love."

"Thanks, Lee." I whispered.

Mom and Dad led me into the house, and Lee went home with his.  He'd be
over later, or the next day.  They showed me around the house.  The living
room was much bigger than the apartment.  The kitchen was cool, and so was
the little office space that Mom had set up for herself.  Dad led me up
stairs, and stopped before a door.

"This is your room, Devin." he said, then pushed open the door.  The room
was twice the size of the one I used to have.  I saw a couch in there, a
recliner, a tv set, and a much bigger desk for my computer and other
things.  I got even more excited when I saw my own private bathroom.

"Wow!  We really got it all!" I exclaimed.

"That's not all, Devin." Mom grinned.

They led me downstairs and showed me the backyard.  We had our own private
dock right there on the lake.  We even had our own swimming pool.

"Perfect for your workouts, and to persue your dream." Dad grinned.

I was overjoyed.  Now life was perfect.  I was so happy.  We went back
inside, and celebrated our new life here in Crystal Lake.  I went to bed
alone in my room that night.  I dreamed of me and Lee being happy together.


	Lee came over the next morning to help me set up my room.

"This is so cool, Devin." he said.

"You don't have to tell me twice.  I'm really happy.  I just can't explain
why I cried yesterday, I just can't.  I guess the emotions that I was
feeling just got too much for me right then." I said.

"Hey, I understand.  Life has changed dramatically for you, and for the
better.  It's all uphill from here on out.  After we get this place set up,
we'll go riding into town and you can meet the other swim team members at
the local burger place." Lee said.

"I don't have a bike anymore." I said.

"Well, what's that in the driveway?" Lee asked, looking out my room's
window.

I looked down to see Dad waving at me, a brand new bike next to him.

"Oh my god!" I yelled, running down the stairs.

"For you, son.  Be careful." Dad admonished.

I jumped on, and Lee jumped on his, and we were off.  He led me downtown to
a small restauraunt.  We walked in, and Lee walked up to a real tall black
girl.

"Hey, Cathy, what's up?" he said.

The girl turned to see him there.

"You're back!" she exclaimed.

"Sure am, and I brought a friend with me.  I think he'll make a great
addition to the team." Lee said.

Lee introduced me around to the others. There was Joey, a Mexican boy who
was good looking and had a great sense of humor.  James was short for a
white boy, and he was the team captain.  Richard was about my height, and
he looked Italian.  They all greeted me and made me feel welcome.

"There's Coach Donaldson!" Joey exclaimed.

I looked to see a huge barrel chested man coming towards us.  Something
about him made me like him right away.

"Hello, Lee.  Is this your friend, Devin?" he asked.

"Yes sir, it is." Lee stated.

"Good.  I have a key to the pool if you want to try out now." he said,
looking at me.

I looked him straight in the eye.  "Let's do it."

The pool wasn't too far, and the coach loaned me some swim briefs.  I
slipped them on in the locker room, and relaxed for a moment.  I went out
there and did everyting they yelled at me to do.

"You definetly got what it takes, Devin.  You're in." the coach said, and
made my life even more perfect.

"Thanks, sir." I said.

"You gonna work hard, kid.  You're gonna make it." he smiled.

The other kids applauded me, and I truly felt like I belonged.


	Lee stayed with me that night.  We took a shower together, and then
laid on top of my bed, relaxing.  Lee was holding me close to him, and I
really felt good.  I felt his soft fingertips move up and down my chest,
from my nipples to my abdomen.  I felt myself slowly charge up, and Lee
knew that I was getting excited.  He watched my cock grow and lengthen, and
felt it's hardness in his hand.

"So hard, Devin, so hard and strong and firm." he whispered into my ear.

I sighed, feeling the pleasure within me.  He hugged me, then let me go.  I
felt his lips on mine, and I felt joy rise up inside of me.  I really
wanted this.  I wanted and loved Lee more in that moment than I ever did
before.  I kissed him back as passionately as I could.  I moved my
fingertips down his back across his spine, and I heard him softly moan into
my ear.  That excited me more than anything.  My body moved as if guided by
something, and I didn't know what it was.  I felt as if I was floating in
mid air, and yet Lee's body around me convinced me that this was really
happening.  I felt my cock slide into his mouth, and his cock into mine.
We became joined by that act, sucking and licking each other's manhood.  We
came simutainiouly, each sucking and swallowing each other's cum.  That act
left me exhausted, and Lee too.  We lay together, our sweat covered bodies
wrapped around each other.  I reached down and pulled the sheet up over us.

"Love you." I whispered into Lee's ear.

"Love you, Devin." he whispered back, and we went to sleep together.

Mom and Dad told us later that they had seen what we did, and having seen
that, went to their own bed and made love to each other.  Mom was very open
about it, sharing how much she enjoyed what Dad had done, how much she had
enjoyed the great pleasures.  I learned a lot about how relationships
should be from watching my parent interact with each other.  It's rubbed
off into our own relationship.  It's made us stronger, and taught us to
communicate more often, which is very important in any relationship.


	Lee and I got very sexually active in the weeks following our
coming home.  We would make love at the drop of a hat, and we did it all
over his house and mine, including the jacuzzi, the pool, the sailboats,
and wherever we wanted to do it.  It was starting to burn us out, so we
decided to limit our lovemaking to twice a week.

"Gives us something to look forward to." Lee said as we sat in his room one
day after a workout.

"I guess you're right, Lee." I said.

"I know I am, Devin.  We need to slow up.  There's other things we can do
together besides sex." Lee stated.  "Besides, we haven't really done
anything new for some time."

"What's the next step?" I asked.

"Intercoure, of being fucked." Lee said.

"I know Rob didn't get a chance to really explain it, so how about you
telling me what it is?" I asked.

"Okay.  One guy gets on his back, while the other guy gets on top of him.
He puts his cock at the other guy's asshole, then slowly pushes it inside.
Both of them are using KY to make the act a lot easier to do.  If it's done
right, both guys get immense pleasure from it.  But it becomes even more
special when you're doing it to the guy you really love a whole lot.  It
becomes so much more meaningful and pleasing." Lee said.

"Does it hurt?" I asked.

"A little at first, but that's why you use KY to make things easier for
your first time.  Your first time should be a great experience." Lee told
me.

"When we do it, will you be careful?" I asked.

"Absolutely.  I love you, and I want to be inside of you.  Lovers are
supposed to do it gently, that's what created intense pleasure for both."
Lee smiled.

"That's good." I stated.

I relaxed, enjoying the feeling of his naked body against mine.  He sighed,
and I kissed his left nipple.  Lee sighed again, and I rubbed his smooth
chest.  I really loved him, and I was happy that he loved me.


	The six of us took a little trip together before school was to
start.  Lee and his parents, me and mine went to the ocean for a few days.
I had a good time, and it allowed me to get to know Joy and Ken even more.
They were really nice people, and they had given me a beautiful Japanese
Kimono as a friendship gift.  I thought it was so nice of them.  Mom and
Dad thought it was beautiful, too.  By now, things had gotten much better
for my folks, and they were really happy again, just like I had remembered.
Dad's doctor's office was working out well, and Mom was selling houses out
here again.  As for me, I was happy to have finally gotten what I really
wanted.  A lover, a new home, to see my parents happy again, and to finally
have all my questions about sex answered.  That night, in the room that Lee
and I were sharing, we fucked each other for the first time.  Lee was very
gentle, and I really enjoyed the experience.

"Are you ready, love?" Lee whispered into my ear.

"Yes." I whispered.

We had started our lovemaking how we usually do.  We undressed each other,
and took a shower together.  I had gotten Lee so aroused, and I had decided
that I wanted to get fucked by him.

"Are you sure, Devin?" he asked.

"Yes, Lee.  I want you inside of me, lover." I had replied.

"Okay." he answered.

We kept on making love after we got out of the shower, licking, kissing,
touching, and sucking on each other's nipples, cock, and rosebuds.  I felt
Lee's finger at my rosebud, and I felt a bit nervous.  He rubbed the KY
onto my rosebud, and slipped his finger inside of me.  Lee had his finger
inside of me many times, and that always got me real excited.  He withdrew
his finger, and moved up between my legs.  He smiled at me, and I relaxed.
I could feel the tip of his hard cock probe the opening, then very slowly
move into it and then through it.  I can't tell you what that was like, but
it felt super good!  Lee kept pushing his cock up into me until he stopped.

"Lee, man!  That feels....so good." I moaned softly.

"The best is yet to come, lover." Lee smiled.

He started to move his cock inside of me, and that created even new
sensations for me.  I was so estatic, feeling his cock moving within me.

"Lee, oh Lee." i whispered, "So good, so good."

"Devin....all for you....love you....gonna come....cum....got to." Lee
panted.

"Oh, please!" I begged, wanting him to.

Lee was slamming his hips against my ass now, fucking me hard and fast.
Suddenly he gasped, and I felt something move through his cock.  I knew
that he just had cum.

"Devin, I came, lover!" he sighed, and I grabbed him and held him tight
into my arms.  We were both crying from the feelings that we had
experienced.  I can't describe what it was that we felt, but it sure was
great!  Next thing we knew, it was early morning.

"Hey." Lee whispered into my ear.

"Lee." I whispered back.

I looked out the window and saw the begining of sunrise.

"My turn, love." I said.

Lee rolled onto his back, and I rubbed KY onto my cock and then his
rosebud.

"Take your time, don't rush it." Lee advised.

I got my cock at his entrance, and slowly pushed myself in.  I felt his
rose take hold of my cock, and it felt so wierd, but really good going into
him.  I stopped once I got all the way inside.  I sighed, feeling really
good.  But these were new feelings, and they seemed to take over my body.
I felt my hips moving back and forth, moving my cock in and out of Lee.  I
could hear Lee moaning and saying my name.  I closed my eyes, and saw wild,
swirling colors.  I could hear what seemed like real beautiful music, and I
wondered if I had gone crazy.  I felt my body tensing up, and the feelings
were getting too much for me now.

"Cum....I'm gonna....cum!  Lee....oh Lee....can't hold back....OH!" I
cried, feeling my cum moving through my cock and into Lee.

I could feel Lee's hands on my body, holding me steady as I fucked him
wildly.  Finally, when I couldn't cum any more, I collapsed onto him, and
Lee held me tight as I cried on his shoulder.  Lee held me for a long time,
talking into my ear.  I really don't remember what he said, and I hoped
that it was good.  I must have dozed off, because the next time I opened my
eyes, the clock next to the bed said 9:45 in the morning.

"Hey." Lee whispered, smiling.

I looked at him, then sat up and gave him a very passionate kiss.  Lee
returned it, then went into the bathroom.  He returned a moment later, and
got me out of bed.  He led me into the shower, and we spent fifteen great
minutes in there, making love again.


	They must have known something was up, because all four adults
smiled at each other.  It wasn't until later that they made a comment.

"How was it?" Dad asked me.

"Fantastic." I grinned.

"Much better than that." Lee laughed.

Ken nodded.  "I can understand that.  It's the most beautiful thing you can
do to the person you love.  When I did it to your mother, son, I loved her
more than anything.  I wanted to give her a part of myself that she would
carry with her for the rest of her life, and you were the result of our
love.  When you were born, Mom and I thought that you were the most
beautiful thing in our lives.  You still are."

"Thanks, Dad." Lee smiled.

"I feel the same way about Mom and you, Devin.  There's nothing that could
ever replace the both of you." Dad said.

That made me feel really good, and I know it made Mom feel good, too.  She
kissed him on the cheek, and hugged him.  I did too.  I loved my folks a
lot right then, and even more with each passing day.  After breakfast, we
went down to the beach and ran through the surf, looking for shells.  I
looked up for a moment at Lee, and he was looking straight at me.  His eyes
said something to me, and I smiled.  I knew how much he loved me, I didn't
have to question just how much, I just knew.  Lee smiled back, and I felt
super good in that moment.  Dad and Ken had decided to barbecue for lunch,
and it was super good.  Lee and I sat close together during lunch, and then
he led me up to the cabin that we were sharing.  He closed the door to our
room, then faced me.  He got down on his knees, and pulled my shorts off.
I felt his hands move around my cock, then his mouth slide down the shaft.

"Lee." I whispered, "That's so good."

He stopped momentarily, led me to the bed, and then took his own shorts
off.  He got onto the bed, and rolled his naked body onto mine.  We kissed,
and I could feel the heat of it down to my toes.  I returned the kiss, and
we started making love again to each other.  Every time we make love, it
seems to me that I'm discovering that joy all over again, and I love it.
Lee's hands slid over me, and I loved how he touched me.  I touched him
back, tickling all his sweet spots, and he reacted.  He shifted himself
untill his head was at my cock, and his cock at my head.  I slipped his
cock into my mouth, and he slipped mine into his.  We started sucking on
each other's cock, slow and steady.  I loved to suck on his.  It made me
feel so good to.  I like how it tasted in my mouth, all wet and slick with
my saliva.  Lee pulled his cock out of my mouth a moment later.

"I want to fuck you." he whispered into my ear.

"Please!" I eagerly responded.

I lay flat on my back, and Lee rubbed a little KY onto his cock, then
slowly pushed it in and through my rose.  I sighed, feeling good as I could
feel Lee's cock work it's way up inside of me.

"Oh, yeah.  Feels so good." I whimpered.

"Good, because it feels good to me, too." Lee whispered.

He finally got all the way in, and then he started fucking me.  He's fucked
me in quite a few ways, but this is our favorite way for fucking.  One of
us is on our back, the other getting in.  That way, we can see how the
other is reacting to the pleasures.  Lee has this very contented look on
his face, as if the act of just getting his cock into me is much more
satisfying to him that actually fucking me is.  I can feel his cock moving
inside of me, and that has to be the best feeling I've ever had
experienced.  He's fucking harder now, and his eyes are closed.  He says my
name a few times, and says that he loves me.

"Oh....I'm....going....to cum." he sighs, and his body shivers.

I can feel something move through his cock and into me.  I know for sure
that he just ejaculated inside of me, and that makes me feel super good.  I
hold him on me as he rests, and tickle him in his very sensitive spots.  He
wiggles, and groans with pleasure.  He sure is so exciteable!  He finally
calms down, and I hold him close to me as he sleeps.  Eventually, I drifted
off to sleep as well.


	I woke up two hours later, and Lee was gone.  I dress quick, and
walked out into the living room.  Nobody else is there, and then I realize
that the cabin is mine for a bit.  I sit down in the recliner, and start
thinking of how my life has turned out in the last few weeks.  I couldn't
believe then, and still can't now, how much different life has become for
me.  If anyone had told me three months ago how life would turn out for me,
I would have thought they were crazy.  But life has turned out real good,
and I'm really happy about the way things have turned out.  My parents and
I have a much stronger relationship, I have a lover, and we are living in a
much better town.  Life just can't get any better than this.  The front
door opened at that moment, and Lee walked in.

"You're up." he said.

"What's up, love?" I asked.

"I went up to the store on the walkway just down the beach, and I got this
for you." Lee said, handing me a little box.

I opened it, and found a silver ring inside of it.

"Lee, this is nice!" I exclaimed.

"The old Indian man who sold it to me said that it is the kind of ring that
lovers should give to each other." Lee said.  "I asked him how he knew
about you and me, and he said that it was a feeling that he got when he saw
us together."

"Cool." I smiled.

I slipped it on my ring finger, and it fit perfectly.

"Thanks, lover." I kissed him.

Lee hugged me.  "You're welcome."

We left the house, and went down to the water's edge.  The sun was setting,
and it looked so beautiful.  I really felt so close to Lee in that moment.
I looked around, and saw an old man standing on the rocks.  I moved so I
could see him better, and he had disapeared.  I didn't think of it until
later that evening, when we all went to dinner.  Tonight was our last night
here, and I felt a bit sad about leaving here.  Being at the beach for
those few days had been great.  I decided that I needed to go to the
restroom and wash up, so I excused myself, and went.  The old man was in
there.  He was the indian that Lee had described to me.

"I have been waiting for you, Devin." he said.

"How do you know my name?" I asked.

"Your lover told me." he said.

"He gave me this ring you sold him." I said, showing it to him.

"Yes, I did.  I returned his money because I was told by the Great Spirit
that I shouldn't have taken money for something that was going to be given
you because he loves you much.  Here.  This is for you to give him." the
indian said, putting something into my hand, then slipping out the door.

I opened my hand and saw that it was a silver ring, like mine.  It had
symbols written on it.  I put it into my pocket, and decided to put on
Lee's finger after dinner.  The both of us walked out onto the deck after
dinner.

"Lee, I've got something for you." I said, reaching into my pocket and then
taking his hand.  I slipped the ring on his finger.

"Devin, it's beautiful.  Thanks." he said, and kissed me.

"Glad you liked it." I said.

"I do.  It can be a sign of our commitment to each other." Lee said.

"Okay." I agreed.

The both of us went looking for the old Indian the next day, but was told
that he had died twenty years ago of a broken heart when his wife had died.
Since then, he walks this stretch of beach, playing matchmaker.  We didn't
say anything, and left it at that.  Lee and I haven't gotten over that for
a long time.


	Since then, we have gotten closer together, and are very happy
together.  Many of the kids in the high school have accepted us, and we
have many friends.  Our swim team have won many meets, and we have gotten
many awards.  But for us, the best awards we have gotten are those silver
rings that we gave each othe as a symbol of our love.  That by far is the
best.