Date: Wed, 21 Feb 2007 13:41:49 -0400
From: M B <hyzguy5@hotmail.com>
Subject: Discovering myself- Part 2

Hey guys.  Here is my second instalment to
"Discovering myself".  Again this is a work of
total fiction.  The characters and events do not
exist.  An of course the usual disclaimer: This
story depicts to men enjoying men to men sex. If
you are underage, you are offended by to men
loving each other, please leave. And as of
course I do welcome feedback. Thanks.

Mike


           Discovering myself- Part 2

Jason and I have been in a loving relationship
for years. If you were to ask me back then if I
were to fall in love with my best friend I would
have said impossible because
we're both straight.  But ever since that first
night of our camping trip 5 years ago everything
had changed. I was confused with a previous
sexual encounter with another man, and then
Jason came out to me to help me with my
confusion. I was even more surprised to our
first kiss. That first night was unbelievable.
I didn't know that two men could be that close
and share something special.  And when he told
me he loved me I felt it and I knew that I loved
him.  My barriers were torn down and I felt
free.  After we have made love for the first
time, Jason and I fell asleep in each other's
arms.  It was a very warm night so we slept
naked on top of our sleeping bags.  My head
rested on his hairy chest as if it was my
pillow.

When I woke up next morning, the sunlight was
seeping through the tent walls.  I raised my
head from Jason's chest and looked at him.  I
keep replaying in my head the events of the week
leading to this.  How unexpected this was yet
how it felt right.  I ran my fingers through his
chest hair admiring this strong men lying next
to me.  I look at my watch and notice that it's
almost 10 am.  I attempt to quietly exit the
tent, however this is nearly impossible. They
are yet to invent "quiet zippers".  I feel Jason
move however he does not wake up.  I want to let
him sleep.  Once out, I look at the
surroundings.  The lake was calm and we could a
perfect reflection of the trees.  The sound of
the birds and leafs was like a symphony.  God
nature is perfect. There was a light breeze and
I let it message my senses on my naked body.  I
put on a pair of shorts and it was finally time
to get the day started.  I put on a pot of
coffee on the propane, build the fire and bring
down the food from that is hanging from the tree
branch.  When the coffee was ready, I took my
cup and went to find a rock to sit on by the
lake.  I was sitting there, watching the
majestic scenery for about 15 minutes when I
heard movement from inside the tent.  Jason must
be awake.  I here him get out of the tent and
pouring himself a cup of coffee.  I'm still
facing the lake while I hear his footsteps
approaching me.
I turn around I see him standing next to me
wearing only a pair of cargo shorts.  His torso
is supported by those muscular legs.  His hair
was messy and he had face was scruffy.  He was
rugged looking and it fitted the surroundings.

He bent down and gave me a passionate kiss on
the lips. "Good morning" he said in a soft low
voice. "Sleep well?"

"Good morning Jason.  I slept like a baby"

"Thanks for making the coffee Mike and also for
making the fire" He put his strong hand on my
shoulder.  I turn my head back facing the lake.

"Mike, can I ask you a question?" in said in
worried voice.

"Of course".

"Last night was very special for me and I hope
that it was for you as well.  Do you regret what
we de that last night?"

I knew why he was asking.  He was worried I
thought that he took advantage because of the
state that I was in.  Nothing could have been
further from the truth.  I immediately stood up.
Grabbed his hips with my hand and drew him
closer.  I wrapped my arms across his neck and
offered a sloppy kiss on the lips.

"Jason, I do admit what we shared last night
took me by surprise.  But I couldn't be happier.
You have been my best friend for so many years.
What you did yesterday, opening up to help me
showed me how much you really cared for me.  I
could not ask for anything more.  You showed me
what love is.   I love you.  Truly love you".

Jason smiled.  He brushed my cheek with the back
of his hand.  Our heads approached and our lips
met.  His tongue met my lips and I opened them
to accept them.  Our breathing was getting
heavier and we were loosing ourselves in the
moment. My hands were rubbing his strong back.
I slid them down his spine.  I kissed his cheek,
and then I moved down to his neck.  He grabbed
my ass pressing our cocks together. He gyrate
our hips in unison making our dicks make love
through the fabric of our shorts I could feel a
wet spot that was forming from our pre-cum.  I
licked from his neck to his chest to find his
right nipple giving it a small bite to tease
him.  He let out a sigh.  I pulled some of his
chest hairs with my teeth.  I then moved down to
his abdomen and kissed it until I found my way
to the waistband of his shorts.  I undid the
button and pulled down the zipper.   I could see
the treasure trail leading from his belly button
to his blond pubes peeking through the opening
of his shorts.  I slid them down and his cock
sprung up to full attention, pointing directly
at me.  I gave it a mall kiss. I played with his
low hanging balls.  I looked up at Jason then
with a grin while I gave a mall lick to the slit
of his dick.  I was teasing him and I knew I was
making him crazy.

"Mike. Please don't tease me.   Oh god I need
you"

"Yes baby, I want to give you pleasure"

I open my lips and slid the shaft down my mouth.
I swirled my tong around the mushroom tasting
the pre-cum leaking.  I slid my mouth back and
forth.  Little by little I took more of his cock
in.   I was getting use to it.   His cock is the
perfect size and it perfectly fits my mouth.
Soon I was able to take his love pole down my
throat.

"God Mike. That's it.  Suck that cock.  You feel
so good. Ohh...  OH yeah!..

"Mmmmmmm" I moaned, sending waves of vibration.

"Oh fuck!!!! I'm close. I'm cuming. Oh! God!

I felt his cock engorge even more and pulse
while the first volley hit the back of my
throat.  He kept pumping his cum in my mouth.
And with every burst I swallowed every drop. He
was giving himself me.  His dick went lip in my
mouth and it finally slid out. Jason was gasping
for air.

"Oh man. that was awesome"

He grabbed me from under my arms and pulled me
to my feet. Gave me a quick kiss and guided me
to sit on the rock.  He kneeled between my legs.
He took my cock in his fist and slid it into his
mouth.  He eagerly sucked.  I felt his tongue
sliding up the shaft.  When the tip of my dick
was almost out of his warm mouth, he would wrap
his lips around the top and suck the cock head.
He then slid the whole shaft down his throat.
His nose was buried in my bush.  I could feel
his facial hair on my inner thighs.  He was
deepthroating me and he contracted his throat
muscles.

"Oh Jason. keep going!  I love what you're
doing. Oh yeah! I love you Jason..   Oh. I'm
almost there... I'm .. Oh! Here it comes".   I
could not hold out any longer and I spilled my
man juice into his mouth.  I could feel him
swallow.  When my orgasm as finished.  He looked
up at me"

 "Mmmm. your cum taste good".  He crawled up to
me and
kissed me. We share tongues and I could feel my
own cum.  "I love you mike".  He sat in my lap
his back against my chest and my arms around
his.  We sat there peacefully enjoying each
other's closeness.

Time flew by while we were sitting with Jason in
my arms. Time just seemed to stand still.  Next
thing we knew it was lunch time.   We decided on
making the breakfast that we missed.  It was
fairly simple.  Jason cooked eggs and bacon
cooked on the open fire.  It was delicious and I
loved every morsel.  We looked at each other.
Without words we were exchanging our feelings.
I was curious on how this rugged man was gay and
how he found out about his sexuality.

"Jason, how did you find out you were gay?"

"Well, that kind of a tricky question Mike.
Since I was young I always had an attraction
toward guys.  But I didn't think much of it
because I had an attraction to women as well".

"But you were very lucky with the girls since
high school. You even had a serious relationship
with Mary for two years back in University".

"Yeah I know.  And I loved her very much and the
sex was great.  As far I was concerned I was
straight.  But I always felt that something was
missing, I just didn't know what it was."

That made sense to me. "But something happens to
help discover who you are."

"Remember my roommate? Brad".

"Yeah I do.  He moved out about four years ago".

"Mike, I never told you why he moved out".   I
god curious, I lean forward and paid attention
to what he was saying. "On night we were
drinking and we were joking around.  He gave me
a friendly punch on my shoulder.  For fun I
grabbed him and we wrestled on the flour.  I
ended up on top of him I got exited.  I could
feel him getting hard.  Without even think I
kissed him and he kissed me back.  Next thing I
knew, I was fucking and came in him.  He didn't
say a word
to me for a week.  The following Sunday he said
that he regretted our fuck session.  That he was
definitely not gay and that our friendship was
ruined.  He announced that he was moving out.
Two days later the movers came.  I was
devastated.  Not because I discovered that I was
gay, because I had lost a friend because of it".

I could see that he had a tear running down.
"Jason that explains everything.  Is that why
you didn't tell me you were gay 4 years ago.
And is why you asked this morning if I had any
regret?"

"Yes Mike.  I lost a friend and a roommate
because of this. He was just a friend.  You
however you were my best friend since childhood.
I couldn't bear loosing you so out fear I
decided not to tell you.  Soon after my feelings
for you were growing but I kept them to myself.
I knew you were straight and I learned to live
with it."  I took his hand holding it for
comfort.  "But last night after you told me
you're experience and how you felt, my bottled
feelings came back and I took a chance".

I leaned forward and softly said: "I'm glad you
did".  I gave a peck on the lips.  "I love you
Jason".  He smiled and gave me a bear hug.  His
hairy chest was against mine.  I love the feels
his muscles massaging my body.

We finished our lunch.  By the time we finished
cleaning up it was 13h30.  The sun was blazing
and we were both covered in sweat.

"Hey Mike, are you up for a swim?  The heat is
killing me; I could use a dip in the lake".

"Yeah babe that sounds like a good idea.  And
maybe after we could lie in the sun and relax by
the water?"

He stood up and padded me on the back "sounds
like a plan".

I got the towels from the tent and spread them
on the sand by the lake.  The area was secluded
so we decided to make forgo our shorts.  He slid
his down and he was standing in front of me in
all of his glory. I was looking at the hunk. How
much at that moment I wanted to jump on him.
Sweat was running down his body.  His body hair
was dripping with sweat.  His cock was soft but
still looked big and they are adorned with low
hanging balls.   He notices me looking at him.

"Like what you see mike?"

"Oh just enjoying the majestic view of the
lake". I replied with a grin.

"You are such a tease" Jason responded. "Last
one in makes supper!" he declared.

We both ran in.  I was last therefore I was the
one making supper.  We swam around enjoying the
cooling of the water. Having water caressing
your naked body feels great.  After swimming
around for about five minutes I couldn't see
Jason. I looked around.  I didn't see him in the
water nor was he at the campsite.  I started to
get nervous then I feel strong arms grab my legs
under the water.  He lifted me up with his neck
under my crotch and threw me backwards.  I make
a hard splash when I hit the water.  Surprised,
I
finally found my footing at the bottom of the
lake and splash him.

"You prick!" I yelled all in good fun.  We both
laugh.

He gets out of the water and proceeds to the
towels.  He lies down on his stomach.  I follow
and lay next to his left in the same position.
Our heads are facing each other.  We feel the
heat of the sun drying our backs.  There was
more then the heat of the sun in the air.  I put
my right arm on his back.  My fingers were
feeling every detail of his muscles.  He
responded by brushing his left hand on my cheek.
He put is index finger on my lips.  He leans
forward proceeds to kiss me.  We break off from
the kiss and we both sit up facing each other.
I rub his shoulders and he does the same to me.
We kiss, this time with more passion.  My hand
finds its way to his cock that is already hard.
I wrap my wrist around the shaft.  I'm rubbing
him.  He grabs my dick and reciprocates the
favour.  We are kissing giving each other's
tongs.  We stop a bit to catch our breaths.  He
pushes me onto my back.  He leans forward and
engulfs my cock in his mouth.  He is slurping
making my pole nice and wet.  That was new to
me.  After a few minutes he stops.  He noticed
my disappointment.

"I don't want you to cum yet.  Mike.  Make love
to me.  I never had anyone inside me.  I want
you to make love to me like I did to you last
night". He startles my waist.  He aims his
bubble to my cock.  He lowers himself and the
tip of my cock touches his whole.  Takes my
shaft in his hand and guides it.  He lowers
himself more and my cock penetrates his outer
ring.  He gulps and I can see that he is in
pain.  He lowers himself even more.  I'm now
halfway in.  He yelps.

"Jason, you don't have to do this.  I don't want
to hurt you baby".

"I'll be fine.  The pain is going away.  Just
let me get use it.  I want this. I want you
inside me."   I can't believe that his is
offering himself to me. He lowered him self all
the way.  He was now basically sitting on my
lap.  He stayed there for a few moments getting
used to it.  He bends down and gives me a kiss.
"You feel good" he whispered.  He sits up
straight and lifts his but bit and goes back
down.  He repeats the motion he goes up a little
more.  I moan.  I never felt anything like this
before.  This feels better then pussy.

"Man, you are so tight.  I love it.. Ohhh!'

"Oh God Mike!  I ever new this could fee so
good.. Aghhhh!

He is now riding me.  Every time he lowers
himself I meet him with a thrust.  He lowers
himself.  We are chest to chess.  I grab his ass
and I flip him over without me getting out of
him.  I'm now on top.  We passionately kiss.
Jason wraps his legs around my wais and pushes
me in with his ankles.   I slowly pump his love
hole.  I'm making love to my best friend, my
lover.  I feel the walls of his insides.  They
are warm and slick with my pre-cum and sweat.

"Yes.. Yes!   Mike I love it.   Give it to me.
Oh!"

"I love you Jason.. Oh.. Yeah!

I grunt with every thrust that I give him.  I
feel my cock hitting his prostate.  I'm can see
that he is in ecstasy.  I can feel the juices
building up.

"Jason, I'm close where do you want it?"

"Cum in me. I want your love juice inside me.  I
want to share everything with you.   Oh fuck!
I'm cumming".  My prostate message to him made
him cum without touching himself.  His came all
over his chest and his face.  He had a big load
and it seemed not to have an ending.  His
pleasure caused his ass muscle to clench my
shaft.  With one last thrust  I gave him my cum
coating his insides.  I scream in pleasure his
name.

"Oh Jason!!!!!"

"Yeah baby. I can feel you filling me. It feels
good. Ahh!"

I collapse onto him.  I can feel his cum mixing
with his chest hairs and sticking to mine.   I
kiss him and lick the come of his cheek and
lips.  "Mmmm. that tastes good"  I say.
After a few moments my limp dick slides out of
him.  His ass is leaking a bit of cum.

I was trying to catch my breath but I managed to
say "That was unbelievable!  I hope I didn't
hurt you Jason".

"No you didn't you made me feel real good.   I
loved every second of it".  He was also gasping
for air.

We both hit the lake to wash up.  Then we went
back to the towels and applied sun block lotion
onto each other's body like an erotic message.
He lay down.  My head resting on his chest and
he holds me tight into his arms.  Are his hairy
legs are entangles into mine.  And we fall
asleep for an afternoon nap.