Date: Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:30:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: Thomas Gaige <togaige@yahoo.com>
Subject: Me and My CIT - Chapter 7
DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions
of sexual activities between teenage boys. If you are not over 18 years
of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this
material is illegal where you are, then please DO NOT READ IT! If you
choose to read it, then - I hope you enjoy it!
Me and My CIT
Chapter 7 - New Relationships
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Our last chapter ended with...
It wasn't too late when I got back to the school from visiting Joey, so I
was surprised when I looked up at our room window when I pulled into the
parking lot, and it looked dark. As I walked toward the building though,
I thought I saw a little dim light seeping out around the edges of the
curtain.
When I got to our room, I saw that I'd been right. There was a bar of
dim light coming out from under our door. I listened a moment, but
didn't hear anything. I wondered if maybe Carl was asleep. In case he
was, I stuck the key in the lock as quietly as I could, and unlocked the
door quietly as well.
When I opened the door, my eyes flew open in surprise! Carl was lying on
his bed, completely naked. He had his legs pulled up a little and one
hand wrapped around his cock, which he was pumping up and down. He was
reaching for his ass with his other hand, and had a couple fingers
stuffed into his crack as if he was fingering his hole as he jacked off.
"OH!!!" I said, completely surprised to find him that way.
Carl looked up at me. At first all he registered was a completely
shocked look. Then, typical of him, he immediately turned purple, as he
lay there motionless, still holding his dick in his hand, and with his
fingers stuck in his ass. As he looked at me, an extremely mortified
look came over him...
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Now we pick up our story where we left off...
I stared in surprise at Carl, shocked actually that he would do such a
thing, when he knew I could walk in on him at any moment, as I had just
done.
Carl was nearly maroon with embarrassment, as he laid there holding his
penis in his and, with the fingers of his other hand shoved between his
buttocks.
Neither of us spoke for a moment, and just stared at each other.
Suddenly though, I realized I was standing with the door wide open, and a
couple of other students were coming along the hallway. Quickly I
stepped in the door and shut it behind me, and turned the lock on it.
Turning, I looked back at Carl. He hadn't moved, nor did he look any
less embarrassed by his situation. We stared at each other for a moment
Finally, I said, "Guess you found something to keep you busy!"
I smirked a little at him, which caused him to look still more
mortified!
As I continued to look at him, I noticed he had a really nice dick - long
and slender, but not too thin, and a nice somewhat fuzzy scrotum. Even
though I'd just spent the whole afternoon having sex with Joey, my dick
started to bulge anew as I looked at him.
Seeing how embarrassed he still looked, I decided to try and lighten
things up a little.
"Nice equipment you've got there," I said, smiling genuinely at him.
Carl didn't reply. He just stared silently at me, somewhat
horror-stricken yet.
I chuckled after a moment and said, "Look, you knew I'd see you naked
sometime! And it's not like I don't know you jack off!"
Due to the shock of being walked in on, Carl's penis had softened
completely, but as he lay there with it still in his hand, I noticed his
eyes drop to my crotch, which was bulging by then. As he looked at it, I
noticed that he appeared to begin regaining some of his hardness.
When he looked back up at my eyes, he saw that I'd been watching him
check me out, and some of the color that had faded from his face,
returned instantly. His dick continued growing though, and I could see
he was still horny!
Smiling, I figured this was the best chance I was ever goint to get to
get something going with Carl, if I ever was going to get something
going!
"How about I give you a suck job - no strings?" I ask.
Carl's eyes bulged an he stared at me, completely astounded by my offer.
"Really!" I said. "You have a beautiful dick, and I'd love to give you
your first bj! And, you don't have to do anything back. What'a'ya say?"
I stepped over to the bed then, and looked down at him, as he looked up
at me, still surprised, and a little frightened. I noticed an erotic
look in his eyes though, and his nostrils were flaring slightly as he
looked at me.
"Well?" I asked, softly. I shocked the hell out of him then by reaching
down and running my finger ever so gently over his furry ball sack. His
dick, which was nearly fully erect again, flexed noticeably and began
expanding more rapidly toward its full hardness, regardless of the fact
that Carl was looking up at me with a look of complete turmoil on his
face.
After a couple seconds, it was my turn to be surprised, when he suddenly
nodded slightly at me. As I looked at him, I saw that his dick was fully
hard again and flexing. The tip of it, looked slightly moist as well.
Smiling I said, "Cool! I promise, you'll love it!"
I climbed onto his bed then. As I climbed over his near leg, to kneel
between them, he spread his legs more widely apart for me.
I smiled up at him, as he looked down at me, breathing expectantly with
his nostrils flaring slightly. Gently I removed his hand from his dick.
As I did, he pulled his other hand from his ass as well. I was
surprised, but happy to see that Carl had been dry-handing himself. I
really didn't need the flavor of hand lotion or whatever in my mouth!
"You don't use lube when you jack?" I asked him, looking up at him.
"I'm out," he said, blushing again.
Smiling, I looked down at his genitals. He certainly had a nice dick and
balls! Just the right size for me to make love to with my hot, wet
mouth!
As this was going to be Carl's first blow job ever, I wanted to make it
special for him, so I decided to go slow and gently!
Gingerly I picked up his penis and aimed it at my mouth, as he looked
down expectantly at me. I lowered my face toward his throbbing organ,
and stuck my tongue out. A faintly salty flavor spread over part of my
tongue as I licked the tip of his cock. He let out a soft gasp, as I
began licking around and around the bulbous head of his member.
"OOhhh!!" he gasped, when I finally centered my mouth over the tip of his
penis and slid my lips over it, lowering myself slowly and sensually down
the full length of his shaft, until my lips ran into his pubic hair.
Slowly I began sucking upward again, pressing my tongue against his
thick, vein-like urethra, which ran along the underside of his rod.
"OHhhhhh..." He moaned passionately as I slid right back down all the way
again a moment later.
As I continued slowly and sensually sucking up and down on Carl's dick,
he exclaimed, "This feels so awesome!"
I couldn't help smiling when I heard that, as I began sliding my mouth up
and down on Carl a little faster.
I reached for his scrotum then and began fingering it ever so gently,
tracing my fingertips over each of his testicles, enjoying the fuzzy
feeling of all the hair he had on his sack. Eventually, I gently cupped
his entire bag in my hand and gently rolled his balls around in my hand.
With my other hand, I reached for the bottom of Carl's ass, and ran a
fingertip along the outter edge of his crevice. I was surprised, but
happy when Carl spread his legs still further apart, invitingly. Smiling
again, I let my finger slide between his buttocks. He was a bit sweaty
between his cheeks, so my finger slid easily inward toward his tight
pucker.
As I began fingering his rosebud, while I continued sucking his dick and
fondling his jewels, Carl gasped, then moaned with pleasure. His moaning
didn't stop though, as I manipulated his cock, balls, and asshole. In
fact, Carl's hips started to move about a little. I increased my action
a little then, which brought more moans of pleasure from his throat. His
breathing became heavier too, as his hips began to move about more
frantically.
"Oh fuck George! I'm gonna shoot!" he gasped a moment later, as his hips
began to thrash about involuntarily.
Smiling, I began sucking on his dick harder and faster, and kneading his
balls a bit more firmly, and fingering his hole a little more
insistently.
"AAwwwww!!! George!! I'm almost there!" he cried in a strangled whiny
tone.
His breathing became faster and harder, and he began fucking his hips up
and down off the bed, as I worked faster and harder yet on him. And ever
so gently I pressed on his anus a little harder, until my finger popped
through it.
"AAhhhh!!!" he cried, surprised, as I slid inside him.
SLowly, but gently I slide my finger upward until I found his prostate
and began rubbing it.
"OOOOohhh Fuckkk!" Carl cried, with astonished pleasure.
I grinned, as I continued working on him, and he continued moaning
happily.
Suddenly he cried "I can't hold it anymore George!"
I could hear the tension in his voice and smiled realizing he was holding
off cumming as long as possible, so I wouldn't get a mouthful of cum.
Silly boy! He didn't realize I very much wanted to taste his juice! I
smiled again and thought, just as well - his climax will be that much
stronger, so I just kept on going.
"OOOOOOHhhhh!!!" he cried in a strangled gasp a moment later, and I felt
his body tense up, his anus clamp around my finger, then my mouth
suddenly flooded with warm, gelatinous, slightly salty tasting fluid.
"Fuck!" he gasped, almost immediately afterward, and I quickly swallowed
as his sphincter gripped my finger again, and again he filled my mouth
with his goodness!
"MMMMMMMmmmmm!!!" he moaned happily, a moment later, pumping a third load
down my throat.
Carl spasmed three or four more times as I worked steadily on him, each
time ejaculating more semen, although in ever decreasing amounts, into my
mouth.
Finally, the boy's spasms ended, and his body relaxed slightly under me.
I gently pulled my finger from his rectum and gave his balls a final
gentle squeeze. I continued sucking on his dick though, until he tensed
up slightly and spasmed one last time, emitting a final large drop of cum
onto my tongue. I savored the flavor of his final burst of energy, then
licked his finally shrinking tool clean and dry, and backed off him.
As he lay breathing heavily, looking up at me, a big smile spread over
his face.
"That was fucking awesome George! Thank you so much!" he said, grinning
at me with glistening eyes.
"Glad you liked it," I said grinning back at him.
"I never felt anything like it!" he said, panting a little yet.
"Nobody's ever done anything like that for me before!"
I grinned and said, "well, you can have it anytime now. It's all up to
you!"
Carl grinned and said, "I'd like that, and... I'd like to try doing you
too - but - give me a minute to catch my breath first!"
I grinned and was about to thank him and start stripping, but then I
remembered I'd been with Joey, and my dick had been up his ass, so I
realized I better decline Carl's offer for the moment.
"Um... maybe another time," I said. "I need a shower now."
I got up then and turned and walked into the bathroom, leaving Carl
staring after me with and incredulous and confused look on his face.
* * *
I grinned to myself as I shut the bathroom door. I'd finally broken
through Carl's shell! I couldn't help chuckling a little as I imagined
what he must've been thinking though about my refusal of his offer to
reciprocate and suck me off. As I pulled my clothes off, my thoughts
were confirmed that there was no way I could let him get me naked though
- not til I'd showered. As soon as I'd removed my shorts, even though
we'd cleaned ourselves up, I could still smell a trace of Joey on
myself. I'm sure my penis would've tasted putrid to Carl if I'd let him
suck on it in that state, which would completely ruin any thoughts of
future sexual encounters for him. So, I was happy with my decision to
slip quickly into the bathroom, saying I needed to shower. Besides, even
though I was hard over the thought, my poor dick and balls actually hurt
from so much action with Joey earlier!
"Besides," I thought, smiling to myself, as I gently soaped my dick up.
"Maybe it's better if I don't seem overly anxious. When I came on too
strong earlier it spooked him, and he pulled back into his shell!"
I spent a good long time, slowly and gently washing my penis, balls, and
ass. Of course sliding my hands sensually over my body only got me stiff
as a rock in no time. I smiled when I looked down at my penis, as it
throbbed with desire, but didn't take it in my hand again, as I wanted to
give it, and my aching testicles a rest.
Eventually, after a long leisurely, hot shower, I got out, dried off, and
used the hair dryer on my hair. As it was getting late, and I wasn't
hungry anymore, I brushed my teeth as well.
Finally, tired, but feeling completely relaxed, clean, and comfortable, I
softly opened the door and stepped back out into our room. As I was
ready for bed, I was naked. Carl was lying on his bed yet, and to my
surprise, he too was still naked. He smiled when he saw that I was too.
I smiled back at him, and padded over to my bed. As I did, I saw his
penis beginning to grow. Of course this had the same reaction on my own.
"Um... feel like letting me pay you back for before?" he asked, smiling
nervously.
My dick inflated rapidly when I heard that, and imagined what it would be
like to have his mouth on it!
"You really want to do that?" I asked, seriously surprised.
Carl's dick flexed, as he looked at me, thinking he might have a chance.
He suddenly looked nervous. I was shocked when, with flushed cheeks, and
breathing heavily through just his nose suddenly, he nodded. Again his
dick flexed.
Since I was good and clean, and obviously almost fully hard again, I
decided to see if Carl was serious of not. Smiling, I walked over and
stood in front of him. Both our dicks flexed again as he looked closely
at mine.
"You can touch it if you want," I said.
Hesitantly, Carl reached out and wrapped his hand gingerly around my
shaft. His hand felt soft and silky and I loved how it felt to have him
holding me!
Looking down at him, I could see he was debating with himself about
whether to suck on me or not.
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to do Carl!" I said,
smiling benevolently down at him. Then I added, "But, if you do decide
to try it, you can just stop anytime you want to!"
Carl appeared to relax then, and he leaned in a little closer and peered
carefully at my penis. His hand remained wrapped around it.
Shyly then, he suddenly leaned toward me and shocked the hell out of me
by suddenly sucking the top half of my dick into his mouth!
After he sucked on the head of it, as if it was a Tootsie Pop for a
minute, he suddenly lowered his head and the top half of my dick
disappeared into his mouth.
"MMMmmmm!!!" I moaned, as I felt his hot, wet cavity slide down over me.
I could tell he was smiling, then, and soon, he began sliding his mouth
up and down my shaft, as I'd done for him. Well... almost as I'd done
for him. I had to stop him once and gently explain to him that I didn't
like his teeth raking up and down me. I was happy to see that he took it
only as constructive criticism, and quickly went back to work on me, and
from then on, I didn't get scraped by his teeth anymore!
He reached for and gently fondled my balls then, which pleasantly added
to my arousal.
I was flabbergasted though when I felt his hands move behind me and he
cupped each buttock in one of his hands! When he did, one of his middle
fingers buried itself deep enough into my valley, that I could just feel
the tip of it tickling my anus!
As I stood there thoroughly enjoying the working over Carl was giving me,
I felt my orgasm starting to build!
"I'm gonna cum soon man, but I'll warn you before I do, so you can pull
off if you want," I said, as my excitement level rose. I received a
squeeze of each buttock in response, as Carl continued.
Within seconds, I can feel my cum churning inside me, ready to spew
forth!
"OK! I'm gonna shoot!" I gasped a moment later.
To my astonishment, Carl didn't pull off me, but continued sucking away
on me, and kneading my buttocks, letting his one fingertip brush gently
over my anus every so often.
"Back off if you're gonna!" I gave a final warning, a moment later, as I
felt my climax approaching quickly.
Carl continued working on me though, as my body began to tremble and
shake as I fought to hold off the inevitable as long as I could. Seconds
later, it was too late.
My body tensed up, and the pressure inside me built to frenzied level!
Then, suddenly, I cried out, as I felt my balls emptying themselves
through my dick. considering all the sexual activity I'd shared with
Joey earlier, I was surprised when I blew a huge load of cum, forcefully,
into Carl's mouth.
He gagged when it happened, and I thought for a minute he was going to
have to pull off me and vomit, but he recovered quickly, and swallowed.
Some escaped around the edges of my shaft and ran down his cheeks
slightly.
"AAAAwwwww!!!" I groaned, ejaculating again, just as Carl'd cleared his
mouth and regains his composure.
This time Carl was ready, and quickly he swallowed my semen.
"MMmmmmmm..." I moaned as warm pleasure spread through me, and again I
flooded Carl's mouth with my jism.
Carl swallowed again, and kept on sucking away on me, sending more
pleasure washing through me.
I came another couple times, before my orgasm finally ended. When it
did, Carl sensed I was through. He sucked on me for a minute longer, as
my dick softened, until I'd oozed the last bit of my cum. Then he pulled
off me, leaving my cock, clean and nearly dry.
"Damn you did a nice job!" I said, spinning around and collapsing across
the foot of Carl's bed. "Thanks man!"
"So it was good?" he asked, with a wet, sloppy smile on his face.
"Oh yeah!" I said, grinning. I reached over then and rubbed his cheek,
as he grinned the biggest grin I'd ever seen him smile. Grinning back at
him, I hooked his arm and said, "C'm'ere!"
Smiling, Carl let me pull him over to me.
"Now comes a really nice part!" I said, as I pulled him down next to me.
"What's that?" he asked.
"We hug and snuggle a little!" I said, smiling.
I had wondered how Carl would take that suggestion, but was pleasantly
surprised when he smiled and let me pull him into a hug.
"I know you liked it when I did you. But... what'd you think of giving a
blow job?" I asked.
"Actually, I kind of liked it!" he said, smiling. "It was a lot of fun
giving you such a good time! And ... I wasn't sure what I'd think about
the flavor - I mean I've tried my own and wasn't thrilled with it really,
but your's, directly out of the pipe so to speak, was pretty tasty
really! I've got this great aftertaste going in my mouth from it!"
I grinned and said, "Well, I'm glad you liked it!"
"Oh yeah!" Carl said, grinning. "Um... so... will you teach me some
other things too?"
Chuckling, I said, "Anything you wanta learn about!"
"Cool..." He said, smiling. "And ... if you want, we can do this again
any time too!"
"So... I guess we're past you feeling all nervous and twitchy about
having sex with me then?" I asked.
Carl blushed but said, "Um, yeah, uh sorry about that. Um I can be
pretty shy sometimes I guess."
"No problem," I said. "But, I like you a lot better this way!"
Carl grinned and said, "Me too... so... um I'd love for this to happen
with you all the time - if you want to!"
I grinned and pulled him into a hug then, and told him that sounded fine
to me. I was still a little surprised though when he let me hold him for
a little while, sighing contentedly every so often.
* * *
The next day, I was pleasantly surprised when Carl asked me if we could
suck each other off again. He was pleasantly surprised by how nice it
was to '69' and suck and fondle on each other!
For the next couple days, all Carl wanted to do was suck each other off.
So, whenever we had some free time - we could usually be found in our
room, either sucking one another, in varying positions, or on one of our
beds in a '69'.
Within a few days, though, after we'd sucked each other off for a while,
Carl suddenly pulled off me and told me to stop.
I did. I didn't have a clue what was going on. Shyly he looked at me
and asked me if I'd teach him to fuck!
Smiling I asked him if he really wanted to try it. He assured me he
did. I asked him whether he wanted to do the fucking, or have me try to
fuck him. I was surprised when he asked me to fuck him first, although
he said he might like to try fucking me anothertime.
Grinning, I agreed.
He looked a little nervous then and asked what he should do.
"Well, to begin with, relax a little," I said. "If you don't like it we
can stop!"
He smiled sheepishly then and calmed down.
I got my tube of KY jelly out then, and told Carl to lie down on his
stomach. I got him positioned then with his hips resting on a pillow, so
his ass was held up, and his legs were spread apart.
As I crawled onto the bed behind him he looked back nervously at me.
"Calm down, I won't be just stuffing it up your butt!" I said.
Then, as he watched, I held his ass cheeks apart and dove for his hole
with my tongue.
"FUCK!!!" he cried, in shock.
His shock quickly changed to pleasure as he groaned, "OH fuck that feels
good!" as my tongue began flicking over and over his pucker.
From that point on, as I spent the next ten minutes washing and
carressing his asshole with my tongue, he just lay moaning happily at the
pleasant feelings I was giving him.
"AAAAWWwwww!!!" he groaned suddenly, when I gently pushed directly at his
anus, which gave way, allowing my tongue to slide inside him.
Carl's head whirled in complete shock, as I began fucking him with my
tongue then. He couldn't say or do anything but moan happily though.
I gave Carl a good tongue fucking for the next minute or so, before I
finally pulled out of him.
"Jesus Christ!" he said, looking at me with huge eyes. "I can't believe
you put your tongue up there! It felt awesome though!"
Grinning, I said, "Well, now you're gonna get my fingers for a few
minutes, so I can get you opened up big enough to take my dick! OK?"
"OK," he said, smiling a bit dubiously.
Smiling, I squirted some lubricant onto his anus, which caused him to
yelp because it was cold. Chuckling, I began to work on him with just my
index finger.
For a while then, all you could hear were intermittent moans of pleasure
from Carl.
He groaned a while later when I worked my middle finger through his
sphincter along with my index finger. His moans were continual then, as
I worked both fingers in and out of him for a while.
I tried to introduce a third finger as well, but Carl's head whirled
around and he cried, "STOP! That hurts too much!"
Quickly I pulled all my fingers from him, leaving his greasy asshole
gaping open at me.
Carl relaxed immediately, and apologized. I smiled and told him it was
fine, that I couldn't take three ever either, but some guys could.
"Well... how about you try your dick now?" he asked, both hopefully and
nervously.
"Sure," I said, smiling and reaching for the KY.
I greased my dick up then, and got on my knees between Carl's knees, as
he peered back at me fearfully.
"You're gonna have to relax, so I can get my dick in you without it
hurting," I said.
Carl looked nervous, but tried to do as I said.
I leaned forward over him, holding my dick with my right hand, and
propping myself up with my left arm. I directed the tip of my penis up
against Carl's hole, which was still open slightly, then I began to apply
gentle forward and downward pleasure.
"Now push like you're gonna take a dump!" I said.
"What?" he asked, sounding disgusted.
"Just do it - push like you're shitting!" I said.
"OK," he said, and I felt his pucker relax. The head of my cock
stretched him open and slid inside him with ease then.
"OH!" he gasped, as he felt me entering him.
"You OK?" I asked, as I stopped with just my glans pushed into him.
"Yeah," he gasped, a little unconvincingly. I felt him trying to squeeze
me with his sphincter.
"Stay relaxed," I said. He stopped squeezing and I felt his body relax a
little.
I held my position a little longer, then after a half minute or so,
finally began gently pushing again.
"Stay relaxed," I said, soothingly.
Carl winced, but I felt his hole relax. Slowly, I slid into him. I
stopped when I felt like I was halfway up his ass, and waited a few
seconds. Finally, I pushed again, and kept on going until I was buried
completely inside him, with my pelvis pressed firmly against his
buttocks.
"Damn!" he said. "It really feels good having you in there!"
Grinning, I said, "Glad you like it!"
I waited a minute, then finally began slowly fucking Carl, who
immediately began moaning with pleasure, especially at each of my inward
strokes! Eventually, after a minute or so, I had gradually sped up,
until I was fucking Carl properly, and we were both groaning and grunting
with joy from the wonderful feelings we were experiencing.
After about 3 minutes, Carl's breathing had changed, and I felt him
tensing up.
"I think I'm gonna cum!" he cried.
"Go for it whenever you're ready!" I said, grinning.
I hugged him a little tighter and began fucking him harder and faster,
causing his groans of pleasure to become louder and more frantic.
Realizing Carl's orgasm was about to begin, excited me as well. I felt
my own starting to form then as well.
Suddenly, Carl gasped and I felt his sphincter contract violently around
my penis, then as it relaxed he groaned deeply with pleasure. His orgasm
had begun, and he'd ejaculated a load of semen all over his pillow!
"AAwwwww!!!" Carl moaned a moment later, clenching my cock again a second
later.
As Carl's third spasm began, I suddenly felt my first one wash through
me, and I too tensed up and blasted a river of jism deep inside Carl, as
he held my tool tightly again, soaking his pillow some more.
The two of us continued spasming for a few more seconds, as I kept
pumping my dick in and out of him. I was sliding in and out of him a
little more easily as I'd coated his insides with streaks of cum, and his
body began relaxing even more from his orgasm starting to end. Carl's
orgasm ended first, as mine continued for a couple more spasms.
Eventually, it too ended, and I collapsed fully on top of him, drilling
my cock deep down into his anal canal.
Carl and I lay together like that then, both gasping for breath, each
emanating excessive heat from our mutual exertion.
"God damn that was fine!" Carl finally uttered, in an unbelieving tone.
"I thought you'd like it!" I said.
"You were right!" he said.
"So... later on you wanta try doing me?" I asked.
"Sure!" he said, grinning.
I hugged Carl a little tighter then, and we were quiet for a minute, as
our dicks shrank, and we caught our breath.
Eventually, I pulled out of Carl's asshole, and we went and showered
together. Carl had to spend a few minutes on the toilet though while my
cum leaked back out of him. It had the same effect of an enema actually,
and he blew a few chunks of slimy-looking shit out at the same time as
well!
* * *
Eventually, the next day, when we had time again, I let Carl fuck me up
the ass. He found that extremely pleasureful as well, as did I.
After about a week had gone by, I'd educated Carl in most of the more
usual sexual activities a couple gay guys could partake of. We'd
discussed other things, like bondage and S&M and both decided neither of
us was interested in that. We did both feel it would be fun to try out
some sex toys though, and try a few more positions! And during one
shower, we tried pissing on each other. That was .... interesting... I
guess. We didn't bother doing it again though!
* * *
Soon it was the weekend again, and I was going to go see Joey! Suddenly,
I had a slight dilemma though! I was having sex with Carl all the time
by then, and I knew Joey was going to want sex with me too! I wasn't
sure I'd be able to handle all the sex they both wanted from me!
Carl and I slept in after an "active" evening Saturday morning. We did
have sex though when we woke up. We sucked and rimmed each other a
little, then he asked me to fuck him, which I did. Afterward, we
showered together, and of course had some more fun cleaning up.
When I arrived at Joey's house just before lunch, I was surprised to find
he wasn't there. I was supposed to be taking him out to eat, and for a
game of laser tag, before bringing him home and spending some time there
with him. His mother was there though. She said that Joey was helping
an old man down the street with some yard work and would be along
shortly. She invited me to sit down and have a cup of coffee with her
until he got home. I did.
Of course, our conversation revolved around Joey. She told me that she
and Joey's father were divorced and that Joey never saw his father at
all. She told me it was hard on him, because he didn't have any older
males to look up to. She'd sent him to our camp to be with other guys,
and obviously, she said, "that worked out beautifully! He met you and he
had a wonderful summer!"
I smiled and blushed, and told her that I'd enjoyed being around Joey as
much as I thought he'd had fun hanging out with me too. She agreed!
She said that before she knew I was coming to school near them, she had
been worried that once camp was over, Joey wouldn't have a guy in his
life again. She had been considering getting him a big brother of
America in fact. But, then I'd shown up in town and come over to visit.
Afterward Joey had told her a lot about me and our time at camp. She
said she realized what a great relationship we'd built and was very happy
we liked each other so well.
Looking slightly embarrassed, she said awkwardly "I don't suppose you'd
be willing or able to spend a little more time with Joey on a regular
basis, would you? If you can't, or don't want to - it's alright. Just
say so. The thing is, he seems to like you a lot, and if you're willing
to, I think he'd rather have you to hang around with, than a big brother
of America! But, like I said, you don't have to if you don't want to."
"Wow!" I said, grinning. "I'd love to be Joey's big brother! And I
think he'd like having me around like that too! Thank you for asking me
Mrs. Wagnall! I'm actually honored that you think so much of me!"
She grinned then, and I could see her eyes were glistening.
"Thank you so much George!" she said, smiling broadly.
I was surprised, and a little embarrassed, when she got up and hugged me.
"Um, I might be able to help him with his math too!" I quipped,
grinning. "He told me how much trouble he has with it!"
"That would be fantastic!" she said. "Nobody's been able to help him as
yet! He just barely gets by in it!"
"We can fix that I think!" I said, smiling.
The door burst open just then and Joey's voice came from behind us
"Fix what?" he asked.
We both turned and looked at him smiling.
His mother told him then that she'd invited me to come over more often
and spend more time with him, and that I was even going to help him with
his math homework.
To say the boy was ecstatic to hear all this was an understatement! He
whooped and hollered and hugged us both, and couldn't stop grinning!
Eventually, I got him calmed down, and the two of us headed out to lunch,
and laser tag. We had an excellent time. I was surprised when Joey
wanted to leave laser tag though.
When I asked if he didn't like it, he said, "Well, yeah - I do, but..."
Then he looked furtively around, and seeing nobody looking, he quickly
groped his crotch and grinned lewdly at me.
I laughed and said, "Gotcha! Let's go then!"
Joey grinned broadly and we left then.
I drove us back to his house, and the two of us went up to his room for a
while "to play video games". Joey locked his door, then turned on a game
that had continuous sound running through it, to cover any noise we might
make. Then, we got naked and spent about an hour or so having sex.
First sucked on each other, then, got into a '69' and sucked and fondled
each other, and fingered each other's holes. This of course culminated
in both of us moaning lowly as we thrashed about on his bed and pumped
each other's mouths full of cum.
After a short break, I saw that Joey's penis had hardened again, which
immediately caused mine to stiffen as well. Smiling, he leaned over and
went down on me. After a few minutes, during which Joey sucked me nearly
to orgasm, he finally stopped and asked me to fuck him. Grinning, I told
him to roll over onto his back. He did, and I got between his legs.
Then, I went down on him and pleasured him for a while. Before got off,
I stopped, and pushed his legs up, and went down on his asshole. Joey
moaned happily as I washed and tongue-fucked his boy cunt for a while. I
lubed him up after a while and finger-fucked him, preparing him for my
dick. Finally, we ended up with me fucking him missionary style as a
grand finale, during which we shared an awesom mutual orgasm.
After we'd cum and then rested a while, we were both a little tired, and
I had to get back to school anyway, so we said our good-byes, and I
left. As I was leaving, we made plans for me to drop by mid-week one
afternoon, while his mom was still at work, to see what we could do with
his math. As I drove back to school, I wondered just how much math we'd
really work on, considering his mom wouldn't be there!
* * *
I was glad Carl was at the library studying when I got back to school.
It gave me time to shower and wash Joey's scent off me - especially the
smell of his rectum which I could still smell on my dick. Of course,
when I caught the familiar whiff of Joey's rectal smell, my dick began to
expand again, and I kind of wished Carl was there. I knew with very
little coaxing, that I would be up for some more fun!
As I showered, I considered jacking off to relieve myself, but as I was
soaping up, I decided to abandon that plan. As soon as I'd finished
showering, dried my hair, and gotten dressed, I took off for the library
and found Carl. He grinned when he saw me and immediately started
closing up his books. By the time he'd packed his back pack and put away
a couple of reference books he'd been using from the shelves, I could see
his crotch tenting rather prominently. I felt my own dick straining
against my pants as well. Quickly we made our way back to our room, and
as soon as we were locked in, we stripped and fell into bed together, and
spent a while pleasuring each other, until he'd cum three times, and I'd
cum twice!
* * *
Over the next couple of weeks, as the semester progressed, I got really
busy. My course load increased as the professors settled in and began
teaching at their full potential. Carl was in the same boat. We did
manage to still finish up our work each evening so that we could spend an
hour in bed together. We also set an alarm so that we had time for a
quickie or a shower together each morning.
On top of everything, in addition to seeing Joey one afternoon each
weekend, I began running over to his house on Tuesday and Thursday
afternoons, on the pretext of helping him with his math homework, and
doing "big brother" things with him! We did actually work on his math a
little, and I did help him figure out how to do it, but of course we also
spent a bit of time naked in his room, having sex as well!
I'd never imagined that a person could have as much sex as I was having!
When I lived at home, I used to jack off 3-4, sometimes 5 times a day,
and I thought that was a lot. Now, I was having sex a couple times each
morning and 2-3 times each evening with Carl. Occasionally, we'd even
meet midday if we were both available, and quickly give each other a blow
job. In fact, one day we even did each other at lunch time in a stall in
one of the public men's rooms in the science building! Not only did we
find it wasn't as much fun as we thought it would be, but that it was
dangerous too.
Carl had been standing on the edges of the toilet seat and bending over
backward, leaning against the stall door, with his arms wedged against
the side walls to hold him up. His pelvis was pushed forward and his
dick was sticking out. I was sitting on the toilet between his feet, as
if taking a shit, only instead, I was sucking, as quietly as possible, on
Carl's dick. When he started cumming, he reached over to cover his mouth
and nose so he didn't make any loud gasps, and his foot slipped off the
toilet seat, and landed on the floor next to mine. Luckily no one was in
the bathroom, or they'd have seen 3 feet in the stall instead of two!
Not to mention, Carl could've been hurt if he'd fallen! He wasn't, as I
caught his ass and held him up. He was still having his orgasm though,
and in the process, he ejaculated all over me a couple times. I had it
on my face, on my shirt, and there was even some in my hair! It was
quite a mess, and not as much fun as either of us had thought it would
be!
In addition to all the sex that Carl and I were having, of course,
Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays or Sundays, I was also having sex at
least 2-3 times during the afternoon with Joey!
To say I was happy, but drained was an understatement. While I no longer
ever felt frustrated for a lack of sexual outlet, I was instead becoming
exhausted! While I'd thought having two fuck-buddies was going to be
fantastic - I found that actually it was rather taxing.
Something else began to happen as well as the school year progressed.
Something I hadn't planned on. As I spent more and more time with Carl,
I began to realize I was developing feelings for him! I thought I
detected the same realization in Carl too! The sex we had slowly began
to evolve into more than just sex. Whereas we started out merely trying
to give each other great orgasms, and have the same for ourselves, as
time went by, we began spending more and more time trying to pleasure
each other slowly and sensually, in a loving way - rather than just
barging through our sexual play toward our orgasms.
In addition to this, I realized that in addition to being sexually
attracted to him, I had also grown to like Carl very much, and cared for
him. When he was upset or worried, so was I. When he was happy, it put
me in a great mood too. I noticed too that Carl seemed to have similar
reactions to my moods.
Something happened then one night while we were in bed having sex. Until
then, even though we'd tried all kinds of sex, and consciously tried to
help each other have the best possible experience, we'd never done more
than lie together, hugging each other when it was over. And we'd always
slept separately afterward in our own beds. This particular night, when
I finished making love to Carl, he suddenly leaned up as I hugged him,
and kissed me on the lips. It felt nice - really nice. I was surprised
though.
Looking a little embarrassed, Carl pulled back and said, "Um... sorry.
Um... I-I don't know why I just did that."
I smiled down at him and said, "No reason to feel sorry, it was nice!"
"Really?" he asked, smiling slightly, but still blushing.
"Yeah," I said. Then, I surprised him and leaned down and kissed him.
He responded, and we suddenly were sharing a very passionate, loving
kiss. I was surprised to feel my dick getting hard again, so quickly
after our last love-making. I hadn't even pulled it out of Carl yet!
When I finally pulled back, Carl smiled and said, "Um... would you like
to sleep here with me tonight?"
I smiled and said, "Sure!"
My dick had shrunk again, so I pulled it out of him, and we arranged
ourselves comfortably next to each other, in a semi-embrace. Smiling
happily, Carl quickly drifted off to sleep. I lay awake a little longer,
holding him as I slept and wondered just what was happening. Why did my
heart feel like it was beating a little faster? Why did I feel so
content and happy? Why did I want to just wake Carl back up and kiss him
again? Was I falling in love????
* * *
When we woke up in the morning, Carl smiled at me, and kissed me on the
cheek. We were late waking up, so we got up and quickly showered
together, and took off for classes.
That evening, we again made love, and again kissed, only longer, and more
passionately. We slept together again!
The next afternoon, I spent with Joey. As we walked up to his room, I
suddenly began to feel strange. I couldn't put my finger on exactly how
I felt. To some degree, I felt guilty - like I shouldn't be going to bed
with Joey. Although I hadn't really worried about it before, I hadn't
told Carl about how I had sex with Joey, or Joey about having sex with
Carl. I suddenly began to realize that what I was doing was wrong. I
realized, that because Carl and I were obviously getting closer, that
what I was doing with Joey, was actually like cheating on Carl. And...
in some ways, it might be almost as if I was cheating on Joey when I was
with Carl too. I cared about both of them, and didn't want either of
them to get hurt - especially because of me! I realized then too, that I
actually would rather it was Carl I was about to have sex with. Even
though Joey was really cute, and was great in bed, I realized for the
first time, I was more attracted to Carl!
with all of these thoughts churning through my brain, it was no surprise
to me, but a big one to Joey, that when he pulled my pants down, I was
still flacid!
"Um... you OK?" he asked, looking at my limp dick, confused, and
concerned.
"Yeah," I said, smiling sadly down at him.
He smiled then, and went down on me. I didn't stop him, and in a few
seconds he had me hard. The mouth action he was giving me pushed all my
thoughts from my brain, and allowed me to concentrate a bit more on what
he was doing to me. We had sex, and Joey enjoyed himself thoroughly, as
he always did, having a couple of very passionate orgasms. I came both
times as well, but although they were good, they weren't as satisfying as
usual.
Afterward, as we lay together, he was on top of me, having straddled me
and fucked himself on my dick, until I'd cum up his ass, and he'd sprayed
my chest and belly with his cream. He surprised me, by suddenly kissing
me on the lips!
"What're you doing man?" I asked, when he pulled back after I didn't
respond.
"I'm sorry!" he said, looking guiltily at me.
"Well, it's OK, I just didn't expect a kiss like that from you," I said.
"Are you upset with me?" he asked, looking at me with a look of mild fear
etched on his face, and watery eyes.
"No," I said, and I smiled and hugged him. "Stop worrying about it!"
He smiled and looked relieved then. I pushed him off me though and said
I had to get back to school. His smile faded, and he looked a little
confused, but smiled sadly and asked if we'd see each other again in a
couple days. As I started to get dressed, I said we would. Joey was
clearly disappointed that I was leaving earlier than he'd expected
though. I had to leave though - I was completely confused by what was
going on.
* * *
As I drove back to the school, my mind was in a turmoil. I realized
clearly that I was in the midst of a dilemma! Carl was obviously
developing feelings for me. And now it appeared that Joey's feelings for
me had escalated. Without a doubt I liked and cared about both of them -
a lot in fact. As I thought about what had happened over the past couple
days, I realized, that I did care a great deal about Joey, and even
probably loved him, but... not in the same way I was beginning to feel
about Carl. I realized that I had more mature feelings for Carl, who was
my own age, and that while I did love Joey, I thought of him as a kid
yet. I realized I had to do something to avoid either of them getting
hurt, if I could. I expected though that that would be nearly impossible
at that point!
As I neared the school, I realized, I didn't want to go back right away
and have to face Carl. Again, I was wearing Joey's scent, and didn't
want to have to explain to Carl why I was, again, showering after
returning from a visit with Joey! Just as the driveway to the school
loomed ahead, I decided to drive past and go to the mall. I could go to
a movie that would let out late, and then go back to the school.
* * *
If you were to ask me what movie I saw, I wouldn't have been able to tell
you. I didn't pay any attention to it, as I sat, automatically eating
handful after handful of buttered popcorn, and thought about my
situation.
By the time the movie ended, I'd come to the realization that I was going
to have to make some changes, specifically with regard to my relationship
with Joey. It upset me greatly, and I even cried a little in the
darkness of the theater, when I realized I was probably going to break
the boy's heart! It was necessary though. Although I loved him very
much, I didn't love him like a boyfriend. My love was more like that of
a big brother for his younger brother - as it really should be between
us! I also realized that my feelings for Carl were more like that of a
man for his boyfriend. Necessarily then, I was going to have to limit my
relationship with Joey to that of being only brothers, and allow myself
to pursue a more deep relationship with Carl.
Eventually, having finally figured all this out, I got up and left. It
was well after the credits finished when I did.
When I finally got back to school, it was going on 1:00 AM. I was glad
our room looked dark as I pulled into the parking lot. As much as I'd
figured out my feelings, and I wanted to get closer to Carl, I was
exhausted from all my anguish of the situation, and I was still upset due
to the knowledge I was going to have to talk with Joey and burst his
bubble.
When I got to our room, I quietly let myself in. I was surprised to hear
snoring coming from my bed, rather than Carl's. I flipped on the
bathroom light and looked at my bed in its dimly reflected light. Carl
was sleeping peacefully in my bed.
"Shit!" I thought. "He waited up for me, and I never came home!"
Feeling bad, but remembering I still smelled of Joey, I slipped into the
bathroom, stripped, and took a quick shower. I peed and brushed my
teeth, then turned out the light and slipped back into our room. Carl
was still sleeping.
"So... do I crawl in with him and wake him up?" I wondered. "Or should I
just crawl into his bed and go to sleep alone?"
I wanted to crawl in with Carl, gently wake him up, then make love to him
before snuggling up and going to sleep! On the other hand, I was still
distraught over how to approach Joey. Finally, yawning, I decided I was
too tired to have sex anyway, so I crawled into Carl's bed. I didn't
think I'd be able to get to sleep, but I must've been really tired, as I
don't remember lying awake at all.
* * *
The next morning, when the alarm went off and I woke up, forgetting I was
in Carl's bed, I almost rolled out of bed onto the floor, when I rolled
backward toward the wall to hit the snoozed button on the alarm on the
shelf.
As my heart settled from my mouth back into my chest, I heard movement
from my bed. Looking over, I saw Carl, yawning and looking around the
room.
"I waited up for you!" he said thickly. "Why didn't you wake me up?"
"Sorry," I said. "I was exhausted! Joey and I played a lot of laser
tag!"
"You must've! What time did you finally get in?" he asked, stretching.
"I don't remember," I lied.
"Well... how about I come join you?" he asked, smiling and winking at me.
As much as I was still upset about having to talk to Joey, I couldn't
help but grin back at him. My dick, which was semi-erect, immediately
began to throb and pump up into its full glory.
Taking my grin as assent, Carl leapt out of my bed. He was completely
nude, and his penis was fully erect. The tip looked damp and tasty.
Quickly I held the blankets back, thinking he'd jump up next to me.
Instead, he dove face first for my crotch and swallowed my dick all the
way down to the hairline, and began sucking up and down on it. Within
two strokes he had me rock-hard.
I thought Carl was going to take his time and make slow, gentle, love to
my cock, but he surprised me and swiftly sucked up and down on it, as at
the same time he fondled my balls. It only took a minute, and he had me
at the point of cumming.
"Fuck! I'm gonna blow man!" I gasped.
I thought Carl'd stop, but instead, he started pumping up and down even
faster. A moment later, my body tensed up, then I gasped and blasted a
load of cum down Carl's throat, and relaxed for just a second, before I
was overtaken by a second spasm of joy, during which I flooded Carl's
mouth yet again. Carl swallowed again, and kept on sucking on me, until
I'd cum several more times, and finally my orgasm ended.
"Damn!" I said, panting slightly. "You sure do know how to please a
guy!"
Carl grinned a wet, happy grin at me.
After I'd rested a couple minutes, Carl and I changed places, and I gave
him a similar blowjob. Damn his juice tasted fine!
He was a little surprised, when after I'd finished pleasuring him, I
smiled, and headed into the bathroom.
"That's it?" he asked, looking surprised and disappointed.
"Sorry, but for now it is," I said. "I have an early class.
I hopped into the shower then and quickly washed. Afterward I shaved,
and brushed my teeth. I returned to our room and Carl was still in bed.
He watched me curiously as I quickly dressed and gathered my books up.
"So... I'll see you later?" he asked.
"Yeah, back here later," I said. I turned then and left, leaving Carl
staring after me, confused.
* * *
That afternoon, when I got back from classes, I was shocked to find Joey
in our room with Carl. I also noticed they both seemed to be looking at
me and studying me oddly.
"What the hell are you doing here, and how'd you get here?" I asked,
astounded to see Joey there.
He said he'd figured out how to take a bus into town, and then catch one
of the college busses to the campus. The college bus driver never asked
for his ID - he'd apparently figured no kid would be going to the school
unless he was a student.
Anyway, he'd arrived while I was in my last class yet, but Carl was
there, and let him in. They'd been talking for a while.
I looked at both of them carefully. Neither looked upset, but they both
looked curious, and Carl looked a little confused. I thought they both
looked a little anxious as well. After a moment, I realized they each
looked a little jealous as well whenever I spoke with the other!
I decided I'd better separate them, and since I'd have to take Joey home
anyway in the end, I decided I'd take him to eat, and then maybe we could
go somewhere and talk.
As we left, I saw Carl looking at me with an almost pleading look on his
face. I smiled and winked at him, hoping he'd relax a little. I prayed
that neither had told the other about our intimate relationships!
* * *
I took Joey to a nearby Arby's and we each got a couple of Beef-n-Cheddar
sandwiches, some fries, and sodas, then went and sat down.
Neither of us spoke at first, as we both ate a little ravenously. By the
time we'd started on our second sandwiches though, we'd both slowed down
a little.
"So..." He said suddenly. "You and Carl get along pretty well?"
Startled that he'd started talking after we'd both been eating silently
for a couple minutes, I jumped a little. Then, as I realized what he'd
asked, I felt my face flush a little.
"Um, yeah," I said. "Good thing - since we're roommates!"
"So... do you hang out together a lot?" he asked, eyeing me closely.
"Uh, yeah," I said. "I guess."
"What do you guys do when you hang out together?" he asked, still eyeing
me closely.
I began to blush a little more deeply, as Joey's interrogation continued.
"I don't know. We study. We watch TV. We go hang out with other kids,"
I said. "Why all the questions about Carl?"
"I think he's gay and he likes you!" Joey said, not skipping a beat.
I was taken aback when he said that. Blushing more deeply, I said,
"Wh-what would give you that idea?"
"He kept looking me up and down, and his eyes stopped at my crotch a
couple times," Joey said. "And ... he seemed jealous of me."
"Well..." I said, flustered. "Um... "
"Oh my God!" he said, looking stricken. "I'm right, and you knew
already!"
"Wh-what?" I asked, more flustered than ever, and blushing deeper.
"George! Are you and your roommate sleeping together?" he asked in a
low, strangled tone, looking at me horror-stricken.
I felt my face beginning to burn, as I looked at Joey, not knowing how to
respond. I knew I needed to tell him about me and Carl, but from the
look on his face, I realized I was going to crush him emotionally when I
did.
"Well?" he asked, nearly choking, as his face became progressively more
horror-stricken. "Are you having sex with him?"
At first, I all I could do was look at Joey. I hated how hurt he looked,
and I felt my eyes burning as salty tears appeared in them. I knew I had
to admit it though.
Finally, as my stomach churned, I nodded.
Joey's eyes widened and filled with tears. Suddenly he dropped his
sandwich and leaped up and ran for the men's room.
Distraught, and not knowing if he was simply upset, or might even get
sick, I quickly followed him.
When I waled into the men's room, Joey was leaning over the sink, crying.
As I walked up behind him, he looked up at me in the mirror. His face
wore an anguished expression.
I reached for his shoulder, to turn him around, so I could talk to him,
but he cried "Don't! Just leave me alone!"
He looked down and started crying harder then.
"I can't leave you alone Joey!" I said, feeling sick over how I was
destroying him.
As my lips trembled and my eyes flooded with tears, I gripped his
shoulder and turned him around so he was facing me.
"Please just leave me alone!" he whined plaintively, covering his face
with his hands.
"I can't Joey! I care too much about you!" I said, trying to pull him
toward me. He resisted and backed up though, and began rubbing his eyes.
"If you care for me so much, how come you're doing it with HIM?" he
cried, looking angrily up at me.
Sniffling a little, and struggling to retain my composure, because Joey
needed me to be strong while I explained, I told him that my relationship
with Carl was different than my relationship with him, and that it wasn't
going to affect my relationship with him.
"You and I have a brotherly relationship, and we always will have that!
And that's how I love you Joey!" I said.
"With Carl, it's not a brotherly relationship - it's kind of a
'boyfriend' type of relationship!" I said. "At least I think that's what
it's becoming! Those kinds of relationships can last a long time, or
maybe they won't. But Joey, brotherly relationships are forever!
They're permanent! Nobody will ever come between you and me! You'll
always be my little brother! And I'll always love you! That's the
beauty of our relationship!"
With tears in his eyes, Joey looked at me, still unhappy.
"Did you think we were more like 'boyfriends'?" I asked.
"I don't know!" he whined, sniffling and rubbing his eyes. "I never had
a brother or a boyfriend before. All I know is I love you and I can't
bear to think of losing you!"
"Well, you don't ever have to worry about losing me! Because you never
will! I'll always love you!" I said.
Joey still looked upset, although not quite as upset as he had. I
reached out and pulled him toward me again. This time he let me, and he
wrapped his arms around me and buried his face against my chest. A
couple seconds later, his body was shaking and he squeezed me tighter as
he let himself cry. I wrapped my arms around him and held him, gently
rubbing his back.
Eventually, after a minute or two, Joey got control of himself and
stopped crying. He pulled back from me then and looked up at me with a
wet face, and eyes still full of tears.
"So... can we still have sex?" he asksed, looking up at me, knowing what
my answer probably would be, and not really wanting to hear it.
"Truthfully, I don't know Joey! I really don't think it's such a good
idea, " I said, sadly.
As his face started to crumple a little again, I realized that I was
actually still a little confused myself about things, because I too was
upset at the idea that I wouldn't be able to be intimate with him
anymore, the way we had been.
"Well... you'll still spend time with me though, won't you?" he asksed,
looking frantic that I was going to say no to that too.
"Of course I will!" I say, smiling sadly. "I told you. I'll always love
you! And we'll always be brothers! So we'll still be able to hang out
together."
Sniffling, he let me hug him again.
A minute later, as we pulled apart, he looked up at me with tear-stained
cheeks and asked me to take him home.
He'd never asked me to take him home before. It hurt that he did. Upset
and confused yet, I agreed. We rode back to his house in silense then.
When I went to get out of the car to go in with him, he told me I didn't
need to. He said he wanted to be alone. He also didn't give me his
usual hug good-bye. Instead, he just turned and trudged dejectedly into
the house. With tears in my eyes, I sadly drove back to school.
* * *
When I got back to school, I found Carl sitting on the edge of his bed.
He was in a pensive mood.
"Is there more to your relationship with Joey than you've told me?" he
asked, the moment I'd shut the door behind me.
I sighed and took a deep breath, as I dropped down onto my bed facing
him. I was still upset over hurting Joey - the last thing I needed was
another inquisition and emotionallly charged conversation about my
relationship with him vs. my relationship with Carl. Carl deserved an
answer though, so, although I was mentally exhausted, I told him the
complete truth about Joey and myself. I tried to minimize just how close
we'd gotten though, hoping I wasn't hurting Carl now as well. When I
finished, I also told him about my evening with Joey too.
Carl sat motionless listening to everything I said, saying nothing. When
I finally finished, I apologized to him for not telling him everything
about Joey and myself earlier on. I qualified not telling him though by
saying "we really have just gotten close ourselves though, and we really
haven't laid any claims on each other! I mean, basically, we started out
as strangers who were shoved together as roommates. When we first
started having sex, it was more like we were just roommates who became
fuck-buddies! So at the time, I didn't see a reason to tell you about
him and me."
As I finished I saw that Carl had slowly taken on a devastated look. I
knew I'd hurt him too now. Realizing this, I felt my sinuses and eyes
filling up again.
Hoping to fix things, I quickly added, "But listen... All this has made
me think, and I think maybe I have stronger feelings for you than I
thought I did."
Carl looked up at me. He looked both hurt and confused, and he had tears
in his eyes.
"I'm sorry if I've done anything to hurt you Carl. I do care about you a
lot," I said, as my eyes began to sting from the saltiness of my tears.
"I care about you too George!" he said. He swallowed as if swallowing a
large lump in his throat and stoically added "And... you're right... we
didn't have any agreements not to be with anyone else... I just thought
there wasn't anyone else for you. There isn't for me."
"I'm sorry," I said, blinking a couple times. "I know now I should've
told you earlier. Um... things just moved ahead faster for you and me
than I realized I guess."
I got up then and sat down next to him on his bed and said, "I don't know
if this is good timing for this or not, but... I care a lot about you
Carl! I think maybe you feel the same for me. So... do you want to make
a committment to just be with each other from now on? Just you and me?"
Carl looked up at me. He still looked confused, but on top of that, he
also looked stunned.
He looked searchingly at me for a moment, then said, "Can you really make
that kind of agreement at this point?"
As I looked at him, he began to look scared again. I expected he thought
I was going to say no.
"Truthfully," I said. "I believe I can. All of this has made me realize
that I think I'm falling in love with you Carl!"
Carl's eyes widened. Most of the fear left his face then. A moment
later, his eyes filled with tears.
"Really?" he asked, staring incredulously at me, as if he dared not
believe me.
Smiling slightly, I nodded.
Carl sniffled and smiled slightly then too. Quickly he rubbed his nose.
"You really mean it?" he asked looking inquisitorially at me.
I smiled a little wider, and nodded again.
"I can't believe it!" he said, his smile widening too. "You don't know
how happy I am to hear that! Cause.... I know I'm in love with you!"
My smile broadened, and I reached over and gently pulled Carl over to me
into an embrace, and kissed him softly on the lips. Carl responded, and
we kissed each other deeply, exploring each other's tongues for a few
seconds. As we did, I felt my cock beginning to stiffen.
After we broke away from each other, Carl said, "So how do you feel about
Joey then?"
"I love him," I said. "But I realize now that I only really think of him
as a little brother. I want to continue having a brotherly relationship
with him! Now that I've discovered how I feel about you, I'll break off
having sex with him though. But - can you live with me being his
'brother' yet?"
"Yeah, as long as that's all it is," he said, watching me carefully.
"It will be," I said. "I promise!"
Carl grinned a huge grin then, and said "I love you George!"
"I love you too!" I said, smiling.
Suddenly, I felt Carl's hand gripping my genitals, as he smiled and
looked into my eyes.
I dreaded the thought of having to tell Joey about how Carl's and my
relationship had suddenly progressed, but I couldn't think about it
anymore, as Carl gently squeezed my crotch, and I felt myself swiftly
hardening then.
Carl and I quickly got naked, got into bed, and consummated our newfound
love then.
* * *
The next morning, when we woke up in each other's arms, Carl and I picked
up where we left off. I'd fucked him the night before, so when I felt
his finger probing my pucker, I rolled onto my back and pulled my legs
up, allowing him full access to my hole. Grinning, Carl moved into
position so that he could prepare my asshole with his mouth and fingers,
then, once my muscle was relaxed and stretched open enough, Carl entered
me and made slow passionate love to me, until he'd climaxed and filled my
rectum with semen, and because of his slow gentle love-making, my
prostate was rubbed appropriately by the head of his cock, and I too had
spewed copius amounts of cum between us!
All too soon, it was time to shower and run off to our classes.
When my last class ended, I decided I needed to go and talk to Joey, and
try to explain things to him and smooth things over!
* * *
Joey looked surprised, and both worried, but also hopeful when he opened
the door and saw me standing on his front steps.
"Can I come in?" I asked.
He shrugged and opened the door wider for me. I stepped past him, into
the house, and walked into the living room and sat down. He followed me
and sat in a chair, opposite me.
"We alone?" I asked.
He nodded affirmatively.
"How ya doing?" I asked.
He just shrugged, and said, "I don't know."
"We need to talk about things," I said.
Joey didn't say anything, but just looked apprehensively at me.
"I know you're hurting because you found out how close Joey and I are," I
said.
Joey just continued to look at me.
"You don't need to be though," I said. "You need to understand that I
think of you like a little brother, and as such, I love you very much!"
The tiniest flicker of hope flitted across Joey's face. I could tell he
was waiting for the 'But...'
"But - " I said. "You also need to know that while I love you like a
brother, I don't think of you as my boyfriend as well! I do think of
Carl that way though."
I could see the glue that was holding Joey's blank expression together,
begin to fall away, as a profoundly sad look appeared on his face. I
knew I was too far in to back out, so I kept on going - intent on getting
everything I had to say, out in the open.
"Just because I've developed feelings for Carl, does NOT mean we can't
still hang out together, and care about one another, and be brothers!" I
said, looking hopefully at him.
"Can we still 'be' together?" he asked, looking fearfully at me.
"You mean, can we still have sex?" I asked.
He nodded.
"Well, I don't think it'd be fair for anyone if we did," I said. "It
definitely wouldn't be fair to Carl. And it wouldn't be fair to you
either. You need to start thinking of me only as a brother - one you
aren't that intimate with. And then, if you're still interested in being
with a guy - you'll be free to start looking for a boyfriend of your own
too."
Joey was silent when I finished speaking. As I watched him, I saw his
expression change. Rapidly he began to look hurt, disappointed, and even
a little angry, I thought.
"Joey!" I said. "It'll be alright! Really! You'll see!"
I was shocked then when he nearly screamed, "NO IT WON'T!!! NOTHING WILL
EVER BE OK AGAIN!!!"
Tears began to burst from his eyes, as he began to shake.
"I want you to leave!" he cried, angrily. "I want you to get out and to
NEVER come back!"
I was shocked by this attitude.
"C'mon Joey, you don't mean that," I said.
"YES I DO! NOW GET OUTTTT!!!!" He bellowed, as he tried to stop sobbing.
"Joe-" I started to say, as I got up to reach for him.
"I SAID GET OUT!" he nearly screamed.
The tears that had been welling in my eyes finally erupted and started to
run down my cheeks, as I felt myslef biginning to shake.
"Please Joey!" I pleaded.
"GET OUT!" he snarled, his wet eyes blazing at me. He leaped up then and
ran to the front door, jerked it open and pointed outside as he stared at
me, with tears still running down his face.
It was obvious he wasn't going to listen to me, so I decided I'd best do
as he asked, and leave.
Crying, I got up and walked over to him. I opened my mouth to speak, but
he turned his head away, and closed his eyes, and continued pointing out
the door.
"I do love you Joey! More than you realize!" I said.
He didn't flinch or look at me.
Finally, I decided the only thing I could do, that wouldn't make matters
worse, was heed his wishes, and leave, so I did. As soon as I was
outside, Joey slammed the door behind me, and I heard the lock click.
With tears running down my cheeks, I stumbled back to my car, got in,
started it, and drove away...
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