Date: Wed, 7 Aug 2002 03:34:06 -0700 (PDT)
From: Gabriel Duncan <KillerPizzaMonkeyNoSpam@yahoo.com>
Subject: ... of a Dream

Right . . . nice little story, I guess.  Posting it here on Nifty.  Wrote
it on a train.  Had a strange dream.  This isn't it completely.  It ended
with a plague of locusts befalling upon me.  Don't think you want to read
abou that rubbish.  Anywat . . .  check out more of my story.  On Nifty,
I've also put out Just Don't Think I'm Not.
(Http://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/high-school/just-dont-think-im-not) On my
web- site you can find many more stories


Copyright 2002 by Gabriel Duncan.
Check out my site, Lonely Ocean at Http://www27.brinkster.com/lonelyocean
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. . . of a dream
gabriel duncan

	I'm camping somewhere.  I don't even know how I got here.  Some big
family gathering.  I know we're all staying in tents.  In the meeting place
. . . meeting hall.  It's dim.  A small hole in the ceiling provides us
with some light.  The torches on the adobe walls provide little more.  And
there he is.  Short.  Five-six.  Freckled face and green eyes with blue
specks.  We haven't spoken too much.  This is a public place but neither of
us cares as we step towards each other.  He's wearing a pair of cargo
khakis and a green tie-dyed t-shirt.  His brown hair is shaved short, to
the shape of his head.  Alone with him, he seems so pure and so special.
And his loneliness is now more visible in the light of this room.  We step
closer, looking into each other's eyes.  Voices are gathering outside,
somewhere, for something.  If this is going to work, we would have to be
quick.  I didn't know what to expect as we locked in a powerful embrace of
passion, lust and understanding.  Whatever we had wanted to say to each
other, all of it culminated in those few seconds.  We pulled away from each
other and I took a better look at the earring in his left ear.
	I was surprised when he kissed me.  I was elated when he kissed me
again.  This couldn't be a one time thing.  Neither of us wanted it to be.
But this was probably the only time we would ever see each other.  We both
had lives that would never cross paths again.  I remembered that we had to
hurry.  We were both as ready as we ever would be.
	"Have you ever been fucked?"  I asked him.
	Something told me that he had.  That he and his brother had done it
a few times before.  I was convinced when he took lotion out of his back
pack and greased the both of us up.  Our breath had become quick and
shallow.  I knew this would hurt him.  Even though his brother was two
years older than I was; I knew I was larger.  I watched as I pushed at his
opening.  It was so tight.  And I could tell that he was straining to
accommodate me.  With a pained whimper, I finally opened his door.
	"Ow," he said, "It hurts."
	I lifted the boy off me by his hips.  His body was so beautiful.  I
didn't want to stop touching it.  I caressed him until the pain went away
and I got on all fours.  The boy was standing behind me as I lubed us up.
And I wanted this more than he did.  I wanted to give him something
beautiful and pleasure and powerful.  Better than his fucked up life's been
so far.  So I gave myself to him.  All that I had left; all that was still
sacred to me.  I remember watching our shadows writhe on the walls as the
time came.
	"Hold me."  He asked.
	He curled into me and I held him close, feeling his warmth.  The
voices had faded away and we were completely alone now.  Completely safe.
And, just for a few minutes, we held on to each other.  And, just for a few
minutes, we felt complete.  The void was filled.  In two hours, we would
have to part ways and complete our journeys home.  But we didn't have to
worry about that just then.

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