Date: Sat, 27 Feb 1999 14:23:31 PST
From: libra _ <libra_@hotmail.com>
Subject: Successful Trip To Scout Camp - Part 2

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Scout Camp - Part 5
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The next morning, I awoke to find Dave and I entangled in a mess of arms
and legs.  It wasn't comfortable.  During the night, one of those infamous
Alabama heat waves settled in, and we were smoldering.  Two guys, waking up
in a sleeping bag, intertwined - imagine the heat.  And I don't mean
passion!  We decided to cool off in the shower.  We were the first ones up
that morning, so we had the shower to ourselves.  My mind was stuck on
thinking about how we had awaken that morning.  It wasn't sexual, but yet
it was nice.  I was worried, wondering what it was that I was feeling, when
I turned to look at Dave.  He was standing there smiling at me in the
shower, and the weirdest thing occurred to me, I didn't have a hardon!  I
got a frog in my throat, I was scared to death.  What was wrong with me?

During my shower I had decided that I needed to back off a bit and chill
out.  I was confused and wasn't quite sure how things were panning out. I
knew I wanted to do stuff with Dave.  I knew that he had certainly been
acting like he wanted to mess around too.  What I didn't know was how to
move to the next step.  If I was wrong, I would have to quit Scouts, and
move out of state - or so I thought.  If I was right, what was fast
becoming an obsession would come true.  Why did I always get myself into a
"do or die" situation?

That third day I skipped out of merit badge class and went off on a
mini-sabbatical to Pointe Bluff.  This was a small mountain with a rock
out-cropping at the top.  I told Dave I had to hit the restroom, and never
went back to class.  I wanted to be alone.  While this place was very
poplular among all of the scouts, I had it to myself while everyone else
was at merit badge class.  Perfect for thinking.

Now when I go off thinking about heavy issues, I turn into a classic case
of indecisivness; and this time was no exception.  I was 16 and Senior
Patrol Leader.  I had certainly had girlfriends.  But was I gay?  My life
would be ruined.

Then I thought, "Screw it.  Everyone can just go to Hell if they don't like
it.  I'm going to live my life however I want and be happy."

Silence.

Then I would think, "My parents would hate me.  I would have no friends.  I
can't live like that."

I stood up and walked to the edge of Pointe Bluff, looking down.  I was
terrified of heights at the time, but as I stood there looking over the
edge of the 95+ foot cliff, I felt tranquil.  I had been racking my brain
as to what to do, only coming up with black or white decisions.  No happy
medium.  But I realized, I could continue like I had been, possibly mess
around with Dave, and no one would have to know.  I would make the first
move, and if Dave rejected it, I would play it off as some big elaborate
joke.  That would work, Dave was always joking around.  Now how would I
make my move...

Lunch time rolled around and the triangle was clanging at the mess hall and
I was hungry.  I started one of those out of control runs down the mountain
towards the mess hall, having to grab a small tree to help me stop.  Man it
was great being a kid!

Dave saw me run in, and caught up with me.

"Dude, where have you been??  I've been looking everywhere for you?"

"Hey man, I took off and checked out the camping spot on Pointe Bluff."

Our troop was going to hike up the Pointe and camp for a night.  Perfect
excuse.

"Oh, and you didn't think about bringing your Assistant?!"  Dave was hurt.
I had anticipated this.

"Dave, DUH, you needed to lead in my absence.  Hello?  What if we both got
hurt up there?  Who would lead the troop?  Andy???"

Andy, poor kid, was the quintessential nerd.  It was a low tactic, but one
I knew that would work.

"Well I guess you're right.  You could have told me though."

"Aww, don't worry - I'll make it up to ya!"  I said with a grin.

We finished lunch and headed straight to the lake.  Cathing some sun and
swimming was in order.  While we were all in the water, Dave started
swimming around underwater and dropping the swimming trunks of folks.  It
was great.  Dave bobbed up at one point with a pair in his hands.  A quick
look around told me that no one was missing theirs, and then I realized
what happened.

"Dave you freak!  Put them back on!"

"Hahaha!  What, you don't want to see my ass?!"

Then he dove under - his lily-white butt sticking straight out of the
water.  Insta-Boner was back!

After hearing the Scoutmasters screaming something about needing sunglasses
after seeing that butt, we all laughed and came in to clean up.  Everyone
hit the showers en masse, albeit with swimming gear still on.  Chickens.
Heh.

The day continued on as normal, each scout spending the afternoon visiting
other troops at camp; trading patches, playing ball, working on the troop
projects, and other activities.  The afternoon was a typical lazy
afternoon, and I retired to my hammock, spending the time catching a
nap. After all, I had plans for that evening, and I needed to be awake!

After dinner, we all crashed at camp.  Dusk was setting in, and I was
sitting at the fire being mesmorized by the popping and jumping flames.
Dave asked if I wanted to play some cards.  Poker of course.  After
spending a number of previous summers at my grandfathers fishing cabin
learning how to play poker (and drinking a little beer) I figured I would
take Dave up on his proposition.

I sat on the bed facing Dave, shuffling the cards, while he geared up the
jambox with his favorite band of the time - Gun's-N-Roses.  I coyly asked
him what he wanted to use as chips.  I could be evil at times.

"Umm, how about Now-And-Laters?"  He asked.  That candy rocked.  Grape was
my fav.

"You sure you have enough?" I asked.

"Of course, dude, I went to the store before the trip."

Heh.  Yeah, he had enough.  So I started dealing the cards...

"Five card stud?" I asked.

"Sure, stud."  He replied, grinning.

It took me a second to catch the exchange.  Fortunately the music saved me
from giving a response.

"WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE BABY, YOU'RE GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!"

After a couple of hands, it was clear that either I was lucky or Dave
didn't know how to play cards.  While I was raking up all of the
Now-And-Laters, Dave was pouting.  Now I'm not one to put up with pitiful
people, but when I saw that face of his, I about died......from laughter.
He had the most sorryful face on, looking like his puppy just died.  After
recovering from laughter - I gave him his candy back.  He immediately
brightened up.

"Geez, Dave, I thought you were going to start crying!"  I laughed.

"Ha!  You are such a SUCKER!  I just wanted to see if you would give me my
candy back!"

I tackled him.

After a few twists and turns, I ended up pinned on the bed face-down, with
Dave sitting on top of me laughing.  He was positioned on my shoulders, his
thighs falling on either side of my face.  I could have gotten out of this
position, but I found I rathered liked it!  He grabbed a Now-And-Later,
unwrapped it, waved it in front of my face, then ate it.  We started
giggling so hard it hurt!

Dave got off of me and I started to get up, realizing a little too late
that I was hard.  My scout shorts stuck out like a tent.  Dave saw it and
fell off the bed from laughter, me being to emabarrassed to do anything
about it.  After a couple of minutes of awkward laughter, things calmed
down enough so that we could continue playing cards.

"So, Dave, do you wanna loose your Now-And-Laters, again?"

"Nah, let's play with something a little more valuable."  He replied.

OMG.  Was he really thinking of playing strip poker???  And he just lost!
No way...

"So, like, what then?"

"Well, I figured we could combine Truth or Dare with Poker."

Sneaky devil.  He had my attention.

"Oooook.  Explain."  I said.

"This is how I see it would work.  You bet a truth.  I would either fold,
call, or raise.  A fold, the game is over.  A call, we show our hands and
whoever wins get's to ask the question.  A raise, and the bet is turned
into a dare.  So what do you think?"

I think you planned this whole thing out.

"I think it's cool.  Five card stud?"  I said, grinning.

"Nope, Hi-Lo."  He said.

Ah-ha.  A game with better odds for him.

He dealt.  I bet a truth.  He raised to a dare.  We showed our cards. I had
an Ace, he had a Queen.

"You loose!"  He yelled.

"What?!  No way Jose!  Aces beat all!"

"Not in *this* game!"

I was being setup.  Somehow I knew the whole time and still kept playing.
Aces were low.  That's the only thing left to set, right?  So I had a dare
coming at me...

"Fine.  What's the dare?"  I hesitantly asked, but secretly was excited to
hear.  Depending on what he chose, this dare would set the tone for the
rest of the evening.

"Go moon Jamie and Chris!"  He said.

Ahhh...  a little ass showin'.  This was going to be an interesting night.

"Heh, sure.  I'll be right back!"  Like I was going to do it.

"Wait up!  I'm coming too."  Shit.

"Why?"

"Because I have to make sure you do it!"  Double shit.

A flurry of tent-flaps-pants-dropping-and-scouts-yelling later, we ended up
back in the tent.  Dave was giggling so hard, he was in the fetal position
on the bed.  He had me going too.

"D-d-d-did you see their faces?!"

"Yeah, like I could see them with my ass pointing at them!"

[Five minutes of harder laughing]

Next hand.  I dealt.  He bet a truth.  I raised a dare, after all, I had a
10.  We showed our cards.  JOKER?!

Dave looked absolutely evil.  And cute, I might add.  He laughed and stated
that Joker's beat anything in the deck.  He was loving this immmensely.  I
faked pain.

"What, this time?"  I groaned.

"Steal a porn mag from Mikes backpack!"

"What?!  He has one?!  And how do you know???"

"He told me today in Reptile class.  I know where he keeps his bag, I'll go
with you and recon.  It's under his bed on the left side of the tent."

Mike was off doing some late badge trading.  This could be interesting.  So
we left our tent, and crawled up to Mikes tent in the dark.  Dave and I
were next to each other, our sides touching.  He whispered in my ear, which
sent chills down my spine.

"It's under this side.  Just reach up underneath and grab the bag.  We'll
put it back when we find the mag."

His breath on my ear was almost more then I could handle.  I turned my head
to find him staring back at me...  bare inches away.  I started to lean in,
as if I was going to kiss him, then realized what I was doing and stopped.

"Wow, Dave, I just got really tired all of a sudden.  The heat today must
have gotten to me.  Let's go back and chill out for the night" Bullshit,
but I had to say something.

"Uhh, sure."  Dave knew something was up.

After returning to the tent, we stripped to our boxers and climbed into the
sleeping bag and layed there.  For a fleeting moment I had a thought,
"Tonight will either be good or bad.  Either way, it's gonna change my
life."  I shivered and Dave asked if I was ok.

"Yeah, I'm fine.  How about you?"  I smiled.

"I'm a stud, remember?"  He was all grins.  Dang this boy was awesome!

"Heh, you keep thinking that.  You need all the self-help you can muster!"
I retorted.

With that we turned to go to sleep.  Only I wasn't crashing just yet.  I
had plans.

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Scout Camp - Part 6
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Time moves SO FREAKING slow when you are waiting for something.  Especially
when you are waiting for something and nervous as shit about it.  In this
case, time moved even slower, if that were possible.  I had told myself to
not even consider doing anything until thirty minutes had passed.  Five
minutes went by on my Indiglo and I amended that time in half to fifteen.
Another ten minutes later and I decided I would start checking.

I had decided on Pointe Bluff that morning that I would chicken out and
feel up Dave in his sleep for my own gratification.  I felt like crap about
it then, as I do now, about doing something like that - but dammit!  I was
a horny teenager!  Fortunately things didn't turn out bad.

I was laying flat on my back, barely breathing, and listening intently for
signs of Dave being awake.  His breathing was slow and shallow, and he
wasn't moving.  I glanced in his direction and was glad to see that he had
fallen asleep laying on his back, too.  This would make things easier.

As I was just about to start slowly moving, I noticed movement from his
side!  He was slowly turning onto his side facing me.  Damn!  Well at least
he's positioned facing me.  I layed there as still as I could be, waiting
for him to get comfortable and fall back to sleep.  That's when I heard him
softly whisper,

"Hey, are you awake?"

I didn't answer.

"Psst!"

I didn't answer, again.

Then I felt his hand at my side!  This can't be happening I told myself!  I
grew hard immediately.

I layed there feeling him slowly run his hand down my side, beginning at
the mid-chest level until he hit my boxers.  Then he stopped.  I presume to
see if I awoke.  After about a minute, his hand slowly slid up the side of
my boxers to the front, about an inch from my cock.  Then I realized - I
was HARD!  Why I was worried about it I do not know, but I was.

Dave's hand continued onward, hitting my cock, and slowly grasping it.  I
twitched and he gasped.  At this point I lost all inhibitions.  I reached
up and grabbed Dave's hand and helped him start to rub my cock.  He started
to draw back in surprise, and I whispered that it was ok.  I reached over
and felt for his cock.

Dave must have let all worries go, too, for he stopped rubbing me for the
split second it took for him to take his boxers off and climb on top of me.
It seemed natural that he do that.  I don't know if it was because I was a
half foot taller then he or what.  He was at that awkward (but perfect)
stage of puberty that his dick had sprouted, but the rest of him hadn't
yet.  So his dick looked larger than normal in proportion to his body.  And
it was rubbing on my dick.  I about fainted.

At this point I wrapped my arms around him and held him to me.  His smell
was filling my senses.  It was absolutely intoxicating.  It was that smell
of a kid about to become a man, mixed with soap, and a little sweat.
Heavenly.  Clean.  Refreshing.  I buried my nose into his shoulder and
grabbed his butt and squeezed him to me.  He wrapped his legs around mine,
his arms and hands holding my head to him.  We layed still like that for a
few minutes, getting used to what was going on.  I wanted to say something,
but couldn't find the words.  What do you say?  Nothing with your voice,
but you can talk with your actions.  And if he ever knew the power he had
over me at that moment...

We broke the stillness at the same time, both of us starting to body surf.
I held him tighter, wanting him to be part of me.  I hate describing it
like that, because everyone says that, but it describes what I felt at that
moment perfectly.  We continued to body surf for a while, our breathing
becoming faster and faster.  Then Dave got up and crawled down into the
sleeping bag!

Now if you have ever been in a sleeping bag, you know it can get damn hot
in there.  Multiply that by ten.  Dave had to have been suffocating!  I sat
up and reached down to open the vent at the foot of the bag.  Dave popped
up and decided we didn't need the bag.  Ok, he was driving.  Fine by me!

After unzipping the bag, I layed there and watched Dave lay his head on my
stomach, facing towards my cock.  Not being able to see my dick made me
slightly nervous, but after he grabbed it and started stroking I felt
better.  I placed my hands on his head and shoulders and started rubbing
him.  I still couldn't believe that this was happening.  Dave was gently
stroking me, rubbing his other hand on my stomach, when he lifted his head
and went half-way down on my cock.  I involuntarily bucked my hips in
reaction, causing Dave to gag slightly and hit my head with his teeth.  At
this point we spoke for the first time since starting this experience:

"Ow!"  I whispered loudly.

"Oops!  I'm sorry!  Are you ok?"  He asked.

<shudder> "Yeah, heh, I'm fine now.  Dave, you don't have to do that if you
don't want to."

"But.....I want to.  Do you not want me to?"  He replied.

"No!  I want you to, it's just that.......I don't know if I can do it to
you, too."  I hesitantly admitted.  My fears had been layed out in the
open.

"Oh, no.  That's way cool, I didn't expect you to..."  Dave said as he
slowly continued what he was doing before.

I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate on the feelings.  My body must
have been as stiff as a board, cause Dave said,

"Chill out dude, please.  Relax."

With that I breathed out and softened.  He went back down on me, licking
and slurping all over my cock.  Wow, talk about fireworks in the head!  I
swear I was floating three inches above the bed at this point.  After
having Dave work on me for a couple of minutes, I started feeling guilty
that he was down there, and not getting anything from me.  I pulled him up
and rolled him over, softly "shhhshing" him from his protests.  As we layed
there, with me slightly hovering above him, we started to body surf for a
little bit.  Then an idea hit me.

I reached down and grabbed Dave's dick and my dick in the same hand, and
started masturbating both of us off at the same time.  Dave was totally
into that, because he started moaning and twisting and turning.  His
reaction got me so turned on!  After a minute or two of that going on, Dave
started in with these little high-pitched chirps.  Hahaha.  That's the only
way I can describe them.  By watching his chest heave, he would breathe in,
and then let out a quick chirp, and then exhale - all the while wiggling
underneath me.  At this point we had rhythm, and those beds were squeeking.
We were both rocking back and forth, with me wanking us off and him
reaching up and grabbing my ass and moving along.  It was hot!  It was here
that I decided to finish it off.  I don't think it would have been healthy
to have two teenage boys continue having this sort of sex for any amount of
time.  There has to be some sort of release!

I started stroking faster.  Dave was starting to buck around and grab my
ass hard, so I figured he was about to loose it.  I stroked a couple more
times, then layed down and started body surfing again.  Dave wrapped his
arms around me and was moaning/chirping in my ear.  The breath I felt on my
ear set me off.  I started shooting.  With the juices flowing, things got
easier to move against.  Dave grabbed my head and pulled me into him more,
then rolled over on top of me, and started shooting.  I reached down to
help him get off the rest of the way.

He collapsed on me.  We were both breathing so heavily, we just layed there
resting.  I was listening to his breathing, hearing him come down from the
high we were both at.  I hugged him closer to me.  After a few minutes, I
must have drifted off.

I woke up later that night sometime, to Dave cleaning me off with a towel.
He gave me the towel to make sure that I got everything off, then crawled
back on the bed with me.  I reached down and got the sleeping bag pulled up
around us.  The postition we both ended up in was his back to my chest,
with my arms around him - what I later found out was termed spooning.  I
sat there for a minute or two thinking about what had happened, and
suddenly felt like I was going to cry.  Why did I feel that way?

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Scout Camp - Part 7
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We awoke the next morning, and although it was in each others arms, after
we untangled it was business as usual.  We never discussed what went on
that night, but we both understood that it was between us.

The rest of the week at scout camp went on as usual.  At night Dave and I
would repeat what we had started that third night.  I swear each night was
hotter then the previous.  We never did anything more daring then body
surfing and mutual jack-offs.  Dave did convince me to let him give me a
blow job, with him pulling off right before the gusher started.  Once again
hindsight is 20-20, and I shouldn't have worried about him not getting any
pleasure out of that act - for I now know that if you *want* to do that -
it's pleasurable.

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I should probably fill you guys in on how things went after scout camp.
Things went on like they did before camp.  Dave and I didn't really run in
the same circles outside of scouts.  He was a year younger then I - so we
weren't even in the same classes.  But this isn't to say that I *didn't*
want anything to happen.  I was prepared to carry on what we did at camp.
Dave meant alot to me.  Even though we did not continue what we had
started, we certainly didn't become cold or indifferent to each other.  We
had this bond, and we both knew it.  But being 15 and 16, there was no way
we could have started anything and realistically expected it to carry on.
I moved soon afterwards, too.  My parents divorced and I went with my
father.

I hated to end this story on a downer.  But I wanted to stay as close to
the truth as possible.  When I was writing this all down - there were
numerous times I wanted to fork off from the truth and continue down a more
sexually tittilating path.  (I love that word, heh.)  Anyways, I know when
I have read some good stories on the Archive, and they just ended, I wanted
to know what happened to the characters - even if it *was* fiction!

I wanted to thank all of you that wrote me.  It really meant alot.  I was
surprised at the amount of email - and it all was good!