Date: Mon, 19 Aug 2013 18:14:33 -0700 (PDT)
From: Rick Rod <ja.debonaire@yahoo.com>
Subject: Big Time Rush 28

Chapter 28: Big Time Wedding Part I

Disclaimer: I do not own, nor am I affiliated with "Big Time Rush"
Nickelodeon, or Viacom. This is solely a work of fiction, I'm not trying to
say any specific character is gay or anything of the sort, it's just a
story.

This story contains acts of homosexuality, so if you're offended by such
material, leave now.

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"I'm so nervous," Logan said while wiggling his tie. "What if no one likes
how I look."

"Logan you look magnificent," Kendall said with a reassuring tone.

"I don't know, I can feel the butterflies in my stomach, I'm shaking, and
I'm so scared right now." Logan was looking at himself in a mirror. "I just
can't get this damn tie right."

Kendall placed his hands ever so gently upon Logan's shoulders, softly
massaging them. "You seem so lost when you're in love. Trust me, you look
amazing."

Logan could feel the blood rushing to his cheeks. There he stood peering
into the mirror, only imagining Carlos dressed the same. They had chosen
the standard tuxedos for James and Kendall, but Carlos and Logan had
finally decided on something much more amazing. Logan looked at his white
pants, coat, and shoes. His shirt was white covered by a deep purple vest,
and a white and silver tie with purple stripes finished out the
outfit. Originally it was to be pink, but when Logan had seen Carlos in
purple, he insisted they match in purple; Logan simply adored Carlos in the
color purple.

When James and Kendall had seen Carlos and Logan in the matching outfits,
their jaws had dropped. It had been a long process at the shop, but when
both men stood together, both James and Kendall had agreed they were both
the envy of almost every Hollywood couple.

"You look so handsome. I don't think I've ever seen you look this happy,
shook up, yet magical at the same time. When you and Carlos stand in front
of everyone making your vows, I promise everyone will be blown away."

"Thanks," Logan replied as he wiped tears away from his eyes. "Oh God, now
I'm crying."

"If I was ready to make the same step, I would be too. This is a beautiful
day." Kendall looked down at his feet and smiled.

For some awkward reason, Kendall had a vision enter his mind. He stood on
the platform in front of everyone wearing the matching tuxedo, looking into
Logan's eyes, and the sound of cheering and clapping as they came together
for a kiss. Kendall snapped back to reality when he heard his phone ring.

"I'll be right back, I have to take this call," Kendall said before leaving
the room.

Logan was still looking at himself in the mirror, only wondering what
Carlos was doing. Was he fidgeting around with his tie too? It was
possible, Carlos really didn't like ties very much. Was he shook up too?
the thought seemed to creep in. there was a strong chance Carlos was crying
his eyes out too, and James reassuring him, or perhaps Janes was doing the
crying, he had been very emotional lately.

Since waking up the young couple hadn't seen each other, and Logan was
already missing him. He was smart, he could roll out an attitude, but
Carlos was just the bold one. For some reason Logan remembered a fight they
once had before becoming a couple, and they said they would never speak
again, but in an hour they were joking like nothing ever happened. He could
only laugh, they were both different in so many ways, but they seemed to
fit better than gears on a clock.

Logan found himself remembering the first time he shared a kiss with
Carlos, the Fourth of July going off in his mind. He could remember the
deep warming feeling of being in Carlos' strong arms. Logan was scared
thinking about being a relationship, especially since had so much to
experience in life, but the first kiss, the first time they made love,
Logan knew that the bond of love was there. He didn't tell Carlos, but the
day he was proposed to had doubts, but his love couldn't be denied, and
Logan knew that the time was upon him, he knew how fortunate he was. People
often go years searching for a love like he found, and he was not going to
let it slip away.

Logan knew that the day had nearly passed by, the sun slowly beginning to
make its descent; but it was only the beginning of his life, and with a
husband no one could ask more of. The two would start their ceremony as the
sun would set, marking the end of one chapter, and the beginning of
another, this time as husband and husband, a dream come true.

Carlos had found himself in his room dressing room, He and James had
dressed together, they were close friends, and really nothing to hide from
one another.

"So you and Kendall seem to be having more fun together than before,"
Carlos said fighting with his tie. "I hate ties, damn this thing."

"Don't choke yourself," James chuckled. "I don't wanna have to give you CPR
on your wedding day dude. Yeah Kendall has been alright, but um, never
mind."

"What's the problem?" Carlos asked.

"It's just...I really don't want to make this about me, it's your big day,"
James replied. "You shouldn't have to worry about my problems."

"James, you know you can always talk to me when you have a problem." Carlos
out his hand on Janes shoulder.

"Ugh, it's just Kendall has been staying up real late the past few days. I
pretend I'm asleep, but he just goes into the bathroom, looking at himself
in the mirror. Should I be worried?" James asked as he sat down.

"Have you and him been fighting?" Carlos asked.

"No," James whispered. "Everything has been okay, I mean not perfect, but
we haven't argued ever since you bumped your head, he loves me I know he
does, but there has to be something."

"Have you guys been doing it?" Carlos inquired. "I mean have you been
bumping the nasties?"

"Bumping the nasties?" James made an awkward face. "Well yes, we have,
almost every night. I mean, he's not as good as you, but he's okay."

"I thought we agreed we would never talk about that," Carlos said as he
looked over at James. "You promised you would never mention it again."

"Don't get worried Carlos, I mean technically you and Logan weren't even
dating yet. You can really suck some dick, and your Latin cock felt great
in my ass, and why lie, you tasted good when you were in my mouth." James
said as he stood up. "You don't have the biggest cock I've ever had, but
you know how to use it, and you should be proud. Dude I've met guys
slinging like King Kong who don't even know how to work their blessing the
right way."

Carlos could feel himself getting hard, but he turned away trying to hide
it from James. He looked down at the counter in front of the mirror and
tapped his fingers one by one.

"That was before, this is now. I fucked you, I sucked you. You sucked me, I
haven't forgotten. It still remains in the back of my mind, you were the
one I lost my virginity to...but I didn't love you that way, I was just so
damn horny." Carlos bit his lower lip.

"Don't beat yourself up bro." James said. "You did nothing wrong. The day
you told me you were in love with Logan, we stopped. I would never want you
to do something you don't want to do. Look, you're not a cheater, and
neither is Logan, from what I know. Carlos, you're happy, and to be honest
I'm thrilled for you. Don't you remember all I did for you?"

"Yeah," Carlos muttered. "The haircut, clothes, and dating advice."

"Exactly, and you know why I did it? I wanted to see you happy. I wanted
you but not for love, I just wanted you, and I know that's fucked up, but I
mean you're handsome man. You're bold, funny, and you always seem to know
what to say in an awkward situation. Logan is really lucky to have a man
like you."

"I'm the lucky one. He told me yes, I was so fearful he might have sad no,
I mean what if he had?" Carlos asked.

"He didn't say no because he loves you Carlos." James answered. "I'm sorry
about what I said earlier too. I promise I'll never mention it again."

"I'm sorry. I know you didn't mean wrong James. It's just I don't think
Logan would ever look at me the same again. Logan is a wonderful guy, I
would have to be blind not to see that." Carlos pointed out.

"So, from one best friend to another, what's he like? You know." James
smiled.

"Oh my God, I'm not going to tell you that," Carlos replied.

"So then why are you smiling? Is he big? Small? Does he moan? Is he tight?
Come on, you've been hiding the tea for too long." James said. "Kendall is
huge, and makes a lot of noise, and well you know he does do this thing
where he just nibbles at my left ear."

"A gentleman never tells James," Carlos chuckled.

"Oh come on. No one has to know. I'm curious dude, what's Logan like? He's
always been so nervous about his appearance. I mean remember how long it
took him to not wear a shirt when all were at the pool?" James asked.

"Alright but this is between us." Carlos giggled. "Well he's cut. Average,
like six inches maybe. He makes this little moan when we do it, almost high
pitched, but it's cute at times. He's tight and moist. He likes to keep it
nice and neat down there too. Not shaven, because I don't like that, but he
keeps it maintained. I mean what else can I say?"

"Do his eyes sparkle after you do it? Does his body shudder when you kiss?
How do you guys sleep?" James asked away.

"What's with all these questions? Okay, his eyes sparkle. When we kiss, I
can feel it when his knees get weak. We spoon most of the time, but he
loves to have me lay on my back while he rest his head on my chest. He
loves to put his ear over my heart, and I wrap my arm around him till we
pass out," Carlos said as he smiled again. "I love him."

"Awe, you are both so gay," Janes chuckled.

"Oh shut up," Carlos said as he playfully shoved James aside. Well I think
it's time," Carlos said. "Perhaps we should head out, today I make the
promise to him."