Date: Wed, 28 Dec 2011 18:36:13 -0800 (PST)
From: Rick Rod <ja.debonaire@yahoo.com>
Subject: Big Time Rush/ Carlos and Logan 3

CARLOS-LOGAN

Disclaimer: I don't own nor am I affiliated with Big Time Rush (BTR),
Nickelodeon, and Viacom. I'm not claiming than any person in this work is
gay or etc. This is solely a work of fiction and should not be taken
seriously.

No persons under the age of 18 or 21 (Check you local laws etc.) is
permitted to view the subject matter portrayed in the following story.

This story contains acts of homosexuality.

If you're offended by subject material as such then please leave now.

Note: I've gotten some feedback recently. So far all positive. I'm going to
keep this train rolling. Hope you guys enjoy. Sorry about the wait, been a
busy Holiday Season. I was going to split this into two seperate chapters,
but decided to put them together into one big chapter.

Chapter 3. Logan's Love

    Its early in the morning and Logan finds himself sitting down on the
balcony of the apartment looking over the pool. He can't sleep. He hasn't
been able to sleep good enough for a while now. His arms are folded and he
takes a few deep breaths trying to clear his mind. Logan has had a
conflicted mind for some time. He had always known he was not like most
guys. Deep down Logan found himself developing feelings for the same
sex. Was he really gay? Logan was not completely sure, but had a gut
feeling he was. He didn't care about any guys in general, there was only
one. For months he had been fighting off the desire to make his feelings
known but he was worried knowing Kendall had a problem with gays.

    Logan knew deep down in his heart he had very strong feelings for
Carlos, for some reason it was only Carlos. When Carlos would hug him, he
felt so warm and secure. When Carlos would grab his hand he would always
smile and blush. Most importantly, Carlos had kissed him on the cheek
several times, and it sent a feeling like electricity through his
body. Logan was worried that maybe Carlos was just being Carlos.

    Since they were younger, Carlos was always a friendly guy. Carlos just
did things like that. So it came natural to Logan that Carlos was just
being friendly, but deep down in his mind, each night he prayed Carlos was
the one. Logan closed his eyes when he heard the sliding glass door
open. It was James.

    "Hey are you ok?" James asked sitting down beside him.

    "I can't sleep. I've been like this for a while now." Logan replied.

    "Awe. What's wrong?" James looks over with concern in his eyes.

    "I think I'm..." Logan hesitates. "I think I'm gay."

    "Oh. Why do you think you are?" James asks looking into Logan's eyes.

    "I just have these feelings. I've been so confused." Logan said.

    "Have you told Carlos?" James asked with a smile on his face. "He is
your best friend isn't he?"

    "What for. What's the point. Maybe you should just hang out with
Carlos. He's your boyfriend. Kendall told me everything." Logan said
preparing to walk away.

    "Boyfriend? Wow, you got that all wrong." James said.

    "You know what, I don't have time for this. Have fun with Carlos."
Logan says sternly.

    James grabs Logan by the arm. "Hey listen to me. You're the smart one
and you can't figure it out yet? I'm not the one Carlos loves." James says.

    "Oh yeah sure whatever you say." Logan scolds.

    "He loves you!" James yells.

    "What?" Logan's face grows confused.

    "You heard me. Carlos loves you. He told me himself. Isn't it obvious?"
James says with a harsh expression on his face.

    Logan's eyes turn red. "Oh my God. How could I be so stupid. Its been
right in front of my face the whole time. How could I not see it? All this
time I thought he was just being kind. I feel so dumb."

    "Hey, don't hold yourself down buddy. You just didn't pay attention. So
do you like Carlos?" James asks as he fixes his hair.

    "I do but I'm scared. What if he doesn't like me afterwards?" Logan
asks.

    James interrupts Logan. "Do you hear yourself? Carlos hasn't ever
separated from you has he? So ask him out on a date."

    "I'm so nervous. What if he says no?" Logan asks with a broken
voice. "What if Carlos doesn't like me after all, what if-"

    "Hey! Relax Loggie! Carlos likes you, I'm certain. He told me!" James
says with a huge smile. "I'll tell you what. I'll help you out. Kendall has
been acting like a douche lately. You, me, and Carlos will go see a
movie. At the last minute I'll bail out on you saying Kendall texted me and
needs to talk, or whatever. That will leave you and Carlos alone on your
date."

    "You'd do that for me?" Logan asks with his face brighter than the sun.

    "Of course. I owe it to you. Kendall told me how you put him in his
place. So I owe you one, and you guys are my friends. I want to see you
both happy." James hugs Logan and walks back in the apartment.

    As the door closes, Logan starts jumping and fist pumping at the
news. He was still very nervous, but now he knew that he had a chance to
spend time with Carlos in a more intimate setting. He couldn't wait. Logan
made his way back into the apartment when he saw Kendall sleeping on the
couch. Logan made his way to the room Carlos and Kendall shared. James was
in the bathroom, and Logan slowly opened the door of the bedroom and peeked
in. In the darkness he could easily see Carlos' junk scattered
everywhere. He was kind of messy, but it was the boyish trait that Logan
adored. Carlos was like a man's man. That was sexy.

    He slowly looked in and as his eyes adjusted to the darkness, he could
see Carlos cuddled up with his pillow. Logan smiled at the sight and slowly
crept towards the sleeping young man. Logan just stood still looking at
Carlos' chest slowly moving. Logan kneeled down and stuck his hand out
slowly. He paused and slowly put his hand in Carlos' hair. As he ran his
fingers through it, Carlos' body slowly moved. A smile came to Carlos' face
as he slowly slipped back into sleep. Logan smiled and stood back up and
walked away.

    Logan almost made his way out when he tripped over a football. Carlos
jumped up but didn't see anyone in the darkness. He sat back down in his
bed. Logan didn't dare move until it sounded like Carlos was sleeping
again. He waited and he started to hear Carlos pray.

    "Dear God, Heavenly Father I ask you to please send me a sign. I really
love someone, but I'm not sure if he loves me the same. Logan is the love
of my life, and I pray you give me a sign if he is the one. I also pray you
help my friend James find love, and you help bring Kendall guidance, but
most of all, even if Logan and I are not meant to be, I just want him to be
happy. Thank you, Amen." Carlos sighed and laid down again.

    Logan remained on the floor, his eyes filled with tears. He had never
heard something so beautiful before. He could hear the love in Carlos'
voice. Logan felt his heart melt in his chest. He smiled and heard feint
snoring coming from Carlos. The cute snoring made Logan smile again. He
stood up and slowly crept out of the room and closed the door.

    Logan turned around and crept back to his room trying not to wake
Kendall. He looked down and saw Carlos' purple t-shirt caught on his pajama
bottoms. He grabbed it when he heard Kendall getting up from the
couch. Logan scurried back to his room. As he closed his door he saw James
jacking off. He tried to pretend like he didn't notice and laid down in
bed. As Logan reached for his covers He held the shirt in his hand. He
liked the way Carlos looked in his purple t-shirt, and now he held it in
his hand.

    Logan brought the t-shirt to his nose. He could smell the mixture of
Carlos' cologne and natural musk. It was an attractive smell, to Logan at
least. He held it tightly breathing in the intoxicating aroma. Logan found
himself losing control of his body with each breath he took in. Logan
remained in bed and fell asleep with a huge smile on his face.

    Morning came along and the boys had awaken to find they were alone in
the apartment. Kendall found a note on the fridge. "Boys had a family
emergency come up. Food in the fridge and left some money behind for a few
things so you don't have to use your cards. Be back soon, will call
soon. P.S. Took Katie with me."

    Logan made his way out to the kitchen and saw Kendall standing there
reading the note.

    "Your mom had to leave early in the morning. I must have missed her by
a few minutes. I'll get some breakfast started." Logan said heading to the
bathroom.

    Kendall sat down on the couch and turned the TV on. Spongebob
Squarepants was on. Logan made his way back out to the kitchen his hair
still just a little messy and opened up the fridge grabbing some eggs,
bacon, and biscuits. He got the pans ready and started making breakfast
when Kendall walked back up to Logan.

    "Hey man, I just wanted to say I'm sorry about the other day. Carlos
and James are my friends, and I should love them for who they are. I've
been a total ass lately." Kendall said looking into his hands.

    "Its alright, but I'm not the one you need to apologize to." Logan said
with a relieved tone in his voice. "You owe them the apology, besides I
think I might be gay too." Logan says with a casual tone.

    "Oh. Is their someone special in your mind?" Kendall asks. "Is there a
lucky guy?"

    "Yeah there is. He's cute, funny, and very charming." Logan says
holding the package of bacon in his hands.

    "Its Carlos." Kendall said.  "I was on the couch when you and James
were talking, I heard a little of what you guys were talking about."

    "Oh. Do you think really likes me?" Logan asked hesitantly.

    Kendall looks at Logan and smiles. "I've been trying to deny it to
myself, but if Carlos doesn't like you, then Loggie I don't know
anything. I've always seen his eyes sparkle when he's around you. I guess
its just I got jealous."

    "Wait, jealous about what?" Logan asked.

    Before Kendall could speak James made his way to the other boys. "Oh
hey guys. What's for breakfast?"

    "Eggs, biscuits, and bacon." Logan said.

    "Cool. Oh cool Spongebob is on!" James shouted as he jumped on the
couch.

    Kendall made his way towards James and sat down next to him. James'
heart started pounding wildly, Kendall seemed really nice all of a
sudden. "I'm sorry." He said. "If I ever hurt you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean
to. I love you James. I should always love you because you're my friend."
Kendall said.

    A tear came to James' eye hearing Kendall. Kendall hugged James and
walked away to go wake up Carlos. Kendall entered the room just as Carlos
was going to walk out. Kendall wrapped his arms around Carlos and squeezed
him.

    "I'm sorry if I ever hurt you dude. I love you man, you're my friend,
and I should stand behind you for everything. I'm sorry Carlos. I've been a
real ass lately. Can you forgive me?" Kendall asked.

    "Of course." Carlos says. "Thanks Kendall. I really needed to hear
that."

    "Logan is making breakfast. Eggs, biscuits, and bacon." Kendall says.

    "Bacon!" Carlos screams as he runs out towards the living room. He hops
onto the floor and prances around like a superhero.

    All the boys start laughing as Logan continues making
breakfast. Finally after what seems like an eternity, Logan makes the
announcement that the food is almost done. Carlos hops up grabs some plates
and glasses. James grabs the plates from Carlos and starts setting up the
table. Kendall grabs some forks and a two butter knifes. He goes into the
fridge and pulls out butter and jelly. Carlos grabs the milk and orange
juice and asks everyone what they want to drink. Logan places the bacon and
biscuits on the table. He grabs the pan with the scrambled eggs and starts
serving everyone.

    Logan finally gets a chance to start eating when laughter erupts among
the boys. Carlos is sitting next to Logan and looks at his plate.

    "You know the only bad thing about bacon I hate?" Carlos says holding
his last piece in his hand. "The more there is, the faster it seems to
disappear."

    "You can have some of mine." Logan says handing his bacon to Carlos.

    Carlos leans over and kisses Logan on the cheek and tells him "Thank
you."

    Logan starts to blush almost immediately. He looks back at Carlos and
smiles. Logan's heart was pounding like a military drum. He wanted to just
grab Carlos and start violently making out with him, but he managed to
control his urge, but the thought made him really horny.

    The boys finished up their breakfast. Kendall and James cleaned up
while Carlos and Logan headed off to their rooms to get changed and ready
for the day. Carlos gets done and looks at the room he and Kendall
share. It was really messy on his side. He figured maybe it was time to
straighten up a little.

    Carlos started with all of his sports gear. He got it all in one pile
and found his old sack he used to put it all in. Carlos found some room in
the closet and looked towards his clothes. He got everything and noticed he
couldn't find his favorite purple t-shirt. He looked everywhere but
couldn't find it. Logan had bought him that t-shirt a few years back and
Carlos felt bad because now he couldn't find it.

    James walked into the room. "Wow, you're cleaning?" James said in a
surprised tone.

    "Yeah. I did. Guess its about time huh?" Carlos said laughing. "Hey
have you seen my purple t-shirt?"

    "Oh you mean the one Logan got you for Christmas? Damn, no dude I
haven't seen it. Hmm, let me help you find it."

    Both boys searched through Carlos' entire wardrobe and couldn't find
it. James looked over at the now distressed Carlos. "Hey don't worry. I'm
sure it will come up. I got an idea. Let's get you a few new outfits for
your date tonight with Logan. My treat, its the least I can do."

     "Logan?  Really?"  Carlos asks with a surpirsed expression on his
face.

     "Yeah. He totally likes you buddy." James says with a huge smile on
his face.

    Carlos agrees and the two head out into town. Logan decides to tag
along but he just wants to check out the electronic stores. Kendall goes
with them to see if he can find a new hockey stick. The boys arrive in town
and agree to meet up in about two hours at the spot they arrived at.

    Carlos and James head into one of the stores.

    "American Eagle?" Carlos asks. "I don't know man isn't this stuff
expensive?"

    James puts his arm around Carlos. "Hey don't worry. I said its on me. I
am going to make you Carlos Garcia look, amazing, trust me."

    James drags Carlos around looking at several things, then James screams
finding a white long sleeve button up shirt with black pin stripes. He
finds some simple dark colored jeans. James also finds a purple long sleeve
shirt and a grayish colored jeans too. James also find a nice blue shirt
with a pattern and another pair of blue jeans with white stitching.

    The two walk out of that store and go to a men's shoe outlet. The two
walk around until James finds a pair of simple white K-swiss shoes. Carlos
loved the shoes a lot. There was one last thing left. As the two near
completion, they enter a hair salon.

    "Ah my favorite client, James, I must be mistaken I don't have you for
today." A cute Asian hair stylist says.

    "Edgar, I'm bringing in my friend Carlos. He's got a hot date, and I
was thinking you could freshen him up." James says.

    "You're not going to do too much are you?" Carlos asks. "I really like
my hair."

    "Relax. James has been coming to me now for a while. Let me ask
you. What are your characteristics?" Edgar asks.

    "Well I like sports. I'm kind of fun loving, simple things. I'm an easy
going guy, but I like to have fun." Carlos says with a smile on his face.

    "Trust in my magic. I can work miracles. I will give you a style that
screams you! I'm going to take a little from your sides, clean the hairline
up, and give you a sharp but wide faux hawk." Edgar says.

    "Sounds kind of confusing, but okay I guess." Carlos says sitting down
in the chair.

    As Edgar is working on Carlos' hair, James can't stop looking at
Edgar's cute little bubble butt. He sees a little bulge in Edgar's jeans
and James bites his bottom lip trying to control his urges to just grab him
and start making out with him. James had been very horny after his
encounter with Carlos, and now he was trying to find the guy who could fill
his needs and desires.

     Edgar continued to work his magic and shortly after he had completed
Carlos' hair.  Carlos was breathtaken.  He never thought he could look so
good.  His hair was trimmed down from the sides just a little, and the top
was fashioned into a wide faux hawk.  It fit his face real good, and it
screamed Carlos.

     James looked at Carlos and smiled.  Carlos looked at himself in the
mirror, and couldn't believe how good he looked.  Carlos walked out but
James stayed behind for a little. He walked out of the salon shoving a
piece of paper in his pocket.

     "Hey, thanks a lot man. You really didn't have to do all of this for
me.  I'm still kind of nervous though." Carlos said.

     "Awe, relax Carlos. You have nothing to worry about. Logan is not
going to dislike you. He loves you, I don't think there is anything that
can change that. He thinks your so innocent." James said with a devlish
grin on his face.

     "Oh, I'm far from innocnent."  Carlos said laughing. "I'd fuck the
brains right out of Logan's ears. I've wanted to for so long. I'd get down,
all kinds of nasty."

     James laughed loudly. "I'm not the one you have to prove that to. I
think he likes you for your boldness too. You're athletic, and you have
that macho hispanic thing going. You're a very handsome guy too."

     Carlos blushed and put his head down. "Thanks James. You're hot
yourself."

     The two eventually arrived back at the meeting spot.  Logan saw Carlos
and the first thing he could do was compliment his new appearence. He
instinctivly ran his hands through Carlos' hair and stopped himself halfway
through regaining his awareness.

     They headed back to the apartment. The boys just sat around lounging
for a few hours. They had ordered some pizza for lunch and the just sat
around watching some movies on TV. They laughed and cheered, they just had
a great time all together. It had been some time since they all hung around
and enjoyed the company of each other. James pulled Kendall asside to speak
to him in private.

     "What's up James?" Kendall asks.

     "I need you to help me out with something. You see Carlos and Logan
have a date tonight, well kind of. I'm playing the match maker between the
two since both have told me they like each other. We are all going to see a
movie. At the las minute if you can bail out, then I'll say you sent me a
text so I can't go leaving them alone." James says looking at his phone.

     "That sound like a plan. Sure I'll do it. I mean look at them over
there. They look so cute together so happy too. I just want to see my
friends happy." Kendall said.

     There was an agreement made. Logan headed off first to get ready for
the movies. He put on a plaid shirt. He found some nice black jeans and
fixed his hair up a little. James walked into the room.

     "Are you ready for your big date?" James asked.

     "I don't know. I'm kind of still nervous right now. I don't know what
to expect." Logan said with a little hesitation in his voice.

     James puts his arm around logan. "Relax. Everything will be ok. Trust
me."

     Logan smiles and hads back out to the living room. James heads out to
Carlos and Kendall's room to see if he can offer Carlos some help in
getting ready. James knocked on the door and went in.

     Carlos was standing in the nude when James had walked in. Both of them
turned red and Carlos scurried around to grab his boxer briefs. He wrapped
his towel around his waste and told James to come back in.

     "Sorry about that dude. I guess you didn't hear me knocking." James
said.

     "Its alright. It was kind of my bad. I wasn't paying attention."
Carlos said.

     James was trying so hard not to make his boner noticable. He saw
Carlos complete in the nude. He was still so horny, and now seeing Carlos
naked made it hard for him to focus. James grabs the white shirt, the jeans
with the white stiching and turns around so Carlos can put on the clothes.
When James turns around Carlos is putting on his white shirt. James walks
over and helps Carlos roll up the sleeves.

     "Are you nervous?" James asks.

     "Yeah actually. I just don't know what to expect. This is a big
thing. I'm going on a date with Logan. Man I've wanted to say that for a
long time." Carlos said with a big smile on his face.

     James patted Carlos on the shoulder and walked out of the room. He sat
there until Carlos finally emerged from the room. As soon as he entered the
living room, Logan's eyes were fixated upon Carlos.

     "Wow, you look amazing." Logan said with his mouth agape.

     Carlos just blushed as everyone gathered up preparing to
leave. Kendall looked at his phone and made an excuse saying he had to help
someone out and forgot. James, Carlos, and Logan headed out. As the three
arrived at the theatre, James gets a text. He says he was needed by Kendall
to help out with something. Logan and Carlos remained, both of them
extremely nervous.

     "So um, what movie are we going to go watch?" Carlos asks.

     "Um, I'm not sure. Looks like there's only one getting ready to
start. A romantic film. Love and Beauty." Logan says.

     "Ugh, that sounds so gay." Carlos says.

     "I kind of thought we were." Logan chuckles.

     "Yeah, but I'm a man." Carlos says tapping his chest.

     "That is so cute." Logan says.

     "Why not just ditch this whole movie thing and head out and do
something else?" Carlos asks.

     "Yeah. This movie looks like its boring. What do you have in mind?"
Logan asks peering into Carlos' eyes.

     "Why not just head out in town. Maybe we can find a place to have a
romantic meal." Carlos responds with a smile on his face.

     "That sounds wonderful." Logan replies.

     The two walk around town as the sun starts to settle. Carlos and Logan
just start talking to one another about random things until they come
across a small resturant. They go in and get seated quickly. Carlos looks
at the menu and notices that Logan won't stop looking at him.

     "Is everything ok?" Carlos asks trying to fix his hair.

     Logan just sits and smiles. "Everything is perfect. You really look
great Carlos. Your hair, the outfit, its all you. You're so handsome."

     Carlos blushes looking back at the menu. The waiter approaches the two
and starts them off with a few recommendations. The orders are placed and
Logan just looks at Carlos.

     "This is just so surreal." Logan says. "I would have never thought I
would be in this situation, and its like a dream come true."

     Carlos makes a boyish smile and looks back at Logan. "You look really
good too Logan. You always do."

     Logan blushes. "Thanks. I try my best."

     "Then you must be perfect, because you always look great, trust me."
Carlos winks at Logan.

     The two sit in a brief silence when Logan starts playing footsies with
Carlos. Both young men keep on playing as Logan can't stop smiling. The
waiter comes back with the food and both guys dig in. Carlos starts making
short work of his meal. Logan can't help but find it irresitable. He loved
the fact that Carlos was sensitive, but still very manly in many instances.

     As the meal comes to an end, they laugh a little. Carlos pays for the
bill, even though Logan insisted he pay half of the bill. Carlos developed
a great deal of respect for Logan since he was willing to split the
cost. Logan grew more attracted to Carlos because of his alpha male
personality. The two left the resturant and under the moonlit skies, Logan
took a deep breath and reached for Carlos' hand. His hand was a little
rough, but still fairly smooth. It was warm and comforting. Carlos looked
at Logan and smiled tightening the grip. The two walked side by side as
close as possible unaware that the paparazzi was looming around. They had
snapped pictures, and the two guys were oblivious.

     Occassionlay they heard a few homophobic slurs, but they gave no
attention to them. As the boys made their way into the apartment, James and
Kendall were asleep on the couch. Carlos and Logan had smiled because
James' body was laying over Kendall's and they actually looked very cute
together. The two boys walked into Carlos' room and sat down on Carlos'
bed. Logan smiled back at Carlos.

     "I really had a great time tonight." Logan said.

     "I did too, but I do everytime I'm near you." Carlos said with a
confident tone in his voice.

     Before Logan could respond Carlos had slowly made his way closer to
Logan's face. At that moment Logan's heart was pounding wildly. He closed
his eyes as he felt Carlo's lips touch his. They were slightly rough, but
they were so full and sumptious. Logan couldn't resist the feeling. He
moved his hand behind Carlos's head. Both guys had their hands in the same
places. Logan starting moaning slightly as Carlos continued to kiss
him. Their tongues had eventually started swishing around. Logan could no
longer contain himself. Carlos placed his hand right on Logan's crotch, and
Logan broke away.

     "I'm sorry. I just don't know if I'm ready for that." Logan said.

     "Its okay." Carlos said kissing Logan once again.

     Carlos and Logan sat on the bed for a little until Logan started
yawning. He left his shirt behind and headed back to his room. Carlos
grabbed Logan's shirt and pulled it to his face breathing in Logan's
scent. Little did Carlos know, that Logan was actually still looking at him
in the doorway. Logan had smiled and headed off to bed. As Logan crashed on
his bed, he grabbed Carlos' shirt from under his pillow and still picked up
the scent. He breathed it in as well and drifted off to sleep. Carlos fell
asleep with Logan shirt in his arms. He breated in the smell and drifted
off to sleep as well. It was all feeling so right, as if everything was
working out as intended.