Date: Sun, 17 Dec 2000 19:49:00 +0000 (GMT)
From: Adam <adam_brittboy@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: Beginnings of Something New--part 3

Title: Beginnings of Something New, part 3
Author: Adam

Disclaimer: I do not know the sexual orientation of
NSYNC or BSB but this is not meant to reflect on there
true status. This is a pure work of fiction and
nothing more. No profit is been made; it is being
written out of enjoyment.

This story contains M/M relationships, and strong
language, so if you're not 18 or 21 depending on where
you're from please don't read, k?

Authors Notes: Hey guys. Here is part three as
promised. Hope you guys like this one. It's not going
as fast as I thought, but at least BSB are here now!

Any feedback, please mail: adam_brittboy@yahoo.co.uk

If you wanna read some other great stories;

Justin's Dark Angel, Lance In Shining Armour, My
Surprise Romance, Forever, Nick and Justin, Kevin and
Dustin, Search and Rescue, Dying Eyes, My New Life,
Xtreme NSYNC, Studio in the Country...and many
more...Now on to the story...

Beginnings of Something New-Part 3



Last time on Beginnings of Something New:
He was finally in front of Jacob's door.

Room 19.

//This is it.//

Lance thought before moving forward and knocking.

"Just a minute." A muffled yell came through the door.

A lock could be heard moving around and the door began
to open, and there he was.

Jacob.

(And now, continued....)

--With BSB—

"Kevin, please just cheer up. You're starting to bring
me down!" Brian stated, annoyed at his cousins
frowning, face.

"Yeah Kev," Nick began. "What's up?"

Kevin couldn't tell them what was up. He knew he was
gay. He knew women didn't turn him on anymore. Maybe
they'd never turned him on, but oh...he needed someone
so badly. Someone to love.

To share his problems with.

Someone who he could call his.

Nick and Brian moved away from Kevin on the N64 in the
other room, allowing Kevin to sulk alone.

Howie entered at this time, AJ trailing behind.

"Hey Kev, what's up?" Howie's question the same that
Nick had asked only moments earlier.

"Nothing, Howie." Kevin stated, matter-of-factly' "Why
are you smiling like that AJ?" Kevin questioned his
friend, eyebrows furrowing.

"We're going to join Nsync!" AJ screamed out, gaining
both Nick and Brian's attention from the computer.

A series of, huh, what's, when's and why came from the
three confused men's mouths. Except from Howie, who
already knew what was happening.

"We're going tonight. To join Nsync to work on a join
video." AJ spoke loudly, saying each word as clearly
as possible.

"WHY?" Kevin shouted angrily.

"Management thinks it would help both bands if we
finally showed the fans and press that we are not
bitter enemies."

"Except for popcorn head!" Nick said, giggling.

The other BackStreet Boys all knew Nick's feelings
towards there rival bands heart-throb, Justin of Nsync
had taken many of Nick's adoring fans from him. Nick
hated him for that, much to Justin's confused stares
each time something happened.

"Anyway," AJ began again, ignoring Nicks comment about
Justin. "We'll be there to surprise them tomorrow
morning. So guys, get your stuff together and meet in
my room in about an hour."

AJ finished and left the room, followed by Brian and
Nick. Howie stayed Kevin's room, looking at Kevin, as
if to read what Kevin was thinking.

"Kevin, anything you want to talk about?" Howie asked,
attempting to help his friend.

"No, nothing Howie. Thanks for asking though." Kevin
responded coldy. Trying to show his friend it was not
up for discussion. Unfortunately his friend didn't
pick up on the angry tone.

"You sure, Kev?" Howie tried again.

"NO! HOWIE, NO! NOTHING...LEAVE IT ALRIGHT?!" Kevin
shouted this time.

"Sure Kev." Howie said, hanging his head low, before
turning and leaving the room.

Howie never showed it but he liked Kevin, more than a
friend. Having to struggle with his feeling since his
teens, Howie had finally realized he liked both men
and women. However, the only man as of yet he found
attractive was Kevin, and it hurt him. Hurt him that
Kevin didn't trust him enough to share what was wrong.

Back in Kevin's room, Kevin was pacing back and
fourth, angry with himself for how he had treated
Howie.

//He was only trying to help// He thought.

//You shouldn't have treated him like that. It's not
his fault no one wants you!// Another voice in his
head yelled angrily.

The internal argument continued as he started to get
his things together.

(Meanwhile, with the Nsync guys)

"What do you think Lance is gonna say?" Joey asked
Justin, curious.

"You know Lance, man," Justin began. "He's good with
his words, and he's got the cuteness factor. Plus,"
Justin pretended to be Lance. "He had that
BIG—DEEP---VOICE!" Justin finished in laughs, along
with Joey after trying to sound like Lance.

However, Chris was not so happy. "We don't know one
fucking thing about that guy! He could be a murderer
for all we know!" Chris argued.

JC had the same thoughts as Chris, but trusted his
friends' judgement. He knew Lance would be careful,
and could handle himself.

Chris however was expecting JC's support on this. "JC,
don't you agree?"

"I think...I think we should have a talk with him when
he comes back." JC finished, sighing.

Justin looked at his best friend in anger. "You know
Lance, JC!" Justin shouted. "Has he ever done ONE
thing that showed he wasn't always thinking straight.
NO!" Justin answered for him.

"Fuck, JC!" Justin ended before he got up and entered
the Limo that had arrived only moments ago. Joey
followed, and Chris had a smile on his face from his
friends' support.

"You know we're right, JC. We can't let him just pick
a guy off the street." Chris ended, before heading for
the Limo as well.

JC simply sighed, shaking his head at what to do. It
looked from where JC was sitting that Lance was
falling for that Jacob guy, and falling fast.

//Probably already in love from the looks of things.//
JC thought.

If he tried to separate Lance from Jacob, he could end
up with Lance despising him and his friends' heart
broken. If he didn't though, Chris would probably try
something himself, and everything would end up the
same.

JC continued his thoughts as he entered the Limo and
he and his 3 band mates went back to the hotel.

(Jacobs Place)

"You, eh...better come in." Jacob said, moving back
from the door so Lance could enter.

Lance moved forward, brushing against Jacob as he went
causing them both to shiver in pleasure.

//He feels so good// Lance thought.

//I can't stay mad at him, I want him// Jacob thought
at the same time.

As Lance walked by Jacob and into his small apartment,
Jacob smelt Lance's sweet scent, taking him into a
daze.

//I could have such a good life with him. Make love to
him every night. Have someone to hold when I want,
wake up to on a morning. I need someone to love. I'm
so lonely.// Jacobs thought's echoing those of Kevin's
earlier.

"JACOB!" Lance shouted, bringing Jacob out of his
oh-so-good daydream.

"What?" Jacob asked, slightly irritated.

Lance heard the slight annoyance in Jacobs's voice and
felt crushed.

//How can he effect me like this after only knowing
him an hour?// Lance thought, slightly elated from his
strong feelings.

Jacob saw the pain after he spoke maybe a little more
angrily than he intended did, and he was about to
apologize when he remembered he was the one that
should be angry. His stubborn side coming back with
force.

"Jacob," Lance started, hoping Jacob wouldn't hear the
pain that was racing through him. "I wanted to say I
was sorry. I really am. I wanted to..." Lance's voice
trailed off, unable to finish.

"You wanted to?" Jacob asked, his voice still holding
the irritable tone.

Lance looked up harshly at Jacob, realizing he was
going to be made to do everything.

"I WANTED TO KNOW IF WE COULD MAYBE HAVE SOMETHING
TOGETHER ALRIGHT?" Lance shouted, although his voice
still held more pain than anger.

"You mean..."

"YES!" Lance cut Jacob off. "I want to start something
with you. See if maybe we could have something. I know
this is sudden, but I feel something for you. More
than I thought possible. I don't know how to handle
these feelings. I need to be with you, maybe we could
help each other?" Lance asked with hope.

"And what makes you think I share your feelings?"
Jacob asked.

//Oh Fuck!"// Jacob thought, even as he was saying it.
//I do have those feelings to Lance!// His mind
screamed. //I want there to be an, us!//

But he couldn't get the words. Only able to stare in
an emotionless gaze at the pain he had caused,
shattering any hopes Lance was holding inside.

Jacob continued to watch as he saw through Lance's
impossibly emotion full eyes, his sweet Lance's heart
braking.

His feet felt nailed to the floor when Lance quickly
wiped at the tears that had started to pour down his
face.

Lance's beautifully green eyes were red with stinging
tears, and he was hiccuping after the crying got so
bad.

Falling to his knees Lance attempted to cover his face
from Jacob. Though it was a little late to be hiding
his emotions, he couldn't let his what-would-have-been
boyfriend how much he was hurting.

//Fuck this!// Jacob thought, forgetting his
stubbornness.

Kneeling down beside Lance, he quickly pulled the
sobbing man into his arms. Rocking Lance gently and
muttering several "shushes'

"B-But, you don't w-w-want me." Lance stuttered.

"I do Lance." Jacob sighed. "I do."

To Be Continued