Date: Sun, 26 Dec 1999 12:46:41 EST From: Greg Thompson <thevoid101@hotmail.com> Subject: Brian and Greg / Chapter One Disclaimer: this story does not mean that anyone in the group the backstreet boys are gay, or have homosexual tendincies. these are my fantasies and my fantasies only. thank you. if you are under 18, shoo, or make sure you don't get caught :) -- brian and me -- I woke to the sound of my alarm clock. I looked over.. 11:00am. First off, my name is Greg Thompson, i'm currently 17 years old [going on 18], about 5foot 9inches, decent build, ok tan, black hair [short, dyed], no glasses, about 170lbs, etc., etc.,. Back to the story.. I got up and thought about how great my day would be, because that day I was going to be going to a Backstreet Boys concert by myself. Funny thing was though, no one except for me and the radio station knew. Back about a month ago I made friends with a DJ down at a local pop radio station. To make a long story short, I ended up getting front row tickets and backstage passes to the BSB concert. I was ecstatic. The concert started at 8pm, I would be ariving at about 6pm to get backstage, maybe see if I can say hi to the guys [espessially Brian.. ooh!] and then go watch the concert. [I was a closet Backstreet Boys fan :)]. So anyway, I got up, took a shower, picked out some clothes to wear today, did my hair, etc. and decided to just lounge around until about 6:00 and then I got in my car and started driving downtown to the concert. When I got to the concert, the line was so fucking long! Luckily, I had backstage passes and was allowed to go right inside. I went to a back room and saw a few celebrities including Devon Sawa, Claire Danes, Scott Wolf, and a few others. I felt really out of place, so I pulled up a chair at a table, and sat by myself drinking my Coke in silence. I decided to light up a cigarette since I was waiting a while for the concert to start, and then all of a sudden I felt a tap on my shoulder. I jumped and turned around because I was so surprised. To my disbilief, Brian Litrell of the Backstreet Boys was standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! SMILING! Oh damn he was so cute. I just wanted to make out with him right there. "Hi, name's Brian." he said smiling trying to be sly. "H-H-Heyy. My name's Greg, how's it going?" I said nervouslly. "Hey, don't be nervous, it's just me Brian! I'm not gonna hurt ya or nothin'." he replied. "Haha, I just never met anyone famous before. It's really an honer to be talking to you." I told him. "The honer's all mine. I usually only meet screaming 13 year olds now. It gets really old after a while let me tell you." "I can believe it..." "Hey, you seem cool.. how about after the concert you come hang out with me and the guys?" "REALLY?! I mean really?" "Yeah, it's usually only use 5. We could use someone new to hang out with." He said smiling, the cutest damn smile. "..So what do you say?" he continued. "Yeah, Yeah I will. Where should I meet you guys?" "Well, after the show we have to get changed and stuff. That should all take about an hour. Meet us in the Green Room after the show. We'll all be there about an hour after it ends. Here. Take this necklace. It lets securetly know that you're allowed in the Green Room and places like that, and not restricted to just here. But I gotta go, so I'll see you after the show, k?" "Yeah, I'll be there!" I replied almost peeing my pants I was so excited. After that, I went into the hall and awaited the concert. They opened up with "I Want it That Way" and closed with "Larger than Life". The show was amazing. And I was probably imagining this, but when Brian was singing "As Long as you Love Me", I could've sworn he was looking right at me, smiling.. but I was probably imagining this. After the show I waited in the Green Room for about an hour, had a couple of drinks, ate some food, when Brian came walking in.. "Hey!" he said and ran up to me and gave me a hug. "Damn I didn't know you were that excited to see me." I laughed. "Well whenever I ask someone to hang with us they always end up splitting, so I'm just glad you stuck around." "No prob." "Hey, Howie and A.J. were in the bathroom throwing up, So Kevin's going back with them, and Nick just found his girlfriend, so they won't be going out with us tonight. Is that cool?" "Yeah, it's straight. So where are we gonna go?" "Well, I was actually planning on going to this dance club called Cold Fusion, but I'd rather chill in the limo and get to know you a little better. Sound cool?" "Totally." And with that we were on our way out to his limo. He let me in and then he climbed in. He sat down right next to me and just looked at me smiling. "What's so damn funny?" I said laughing. "I don't know. You're so cute." He said laughing also. I kind of wondered.. [By the way, if you haven't figured it out.. I'm gay :)] "Hey Brian, how are you and your girlfriend whats her name?" "I forgot about her.. HAHA. No we broke up a while ago. Personal Reasons. She's a bitch, and I'm the gay.. I mean nice one." He said smiling an uneasy smile after that. After that he kept trying to change the subject. "Brian, you know I'm gay right?" "No.. I didn't know that.. but I guess I know now." "..and I know that you are too Brian. Don't try and hide it it won't work around me." I told him trying to reasure him it was ok, hoping I was right that he IS gay. He looked like he was going to start crying and I gave him a big hug. "I don't know what to do! I told the guys I was gay and Howie keeps calling me names, telling me I'm a queer and a fag, the guys don't even want to talk to me anymore. I just don't know what to do." He said as he was crying. "Bri, it'll be ok, I'm here for you, and don't worry, I'm sure the guys will be too. Don't worry about Howie, he'll get over it. But you can't hide who you are. Being gay isn't something you should be ashamed of hun." I told him. "Thanks Greg, I'm glad you're here with me." He said, cracking a tiny smile. "See, everything will be ok. Don't you worry about a damn thing." Then out of nowhere Brian asked me a serious question. "Greg, be my boyfriend, ok? Please?" "You don't have to ask me. You know I'd say yes." And with that he hugged me and gave me a short, but passionate kiss. "I think I'm falling in love with you.." he told me. "And I think I am in love with you." I told him. -- To Be Continued!!!!!!!!!! Don't worry this story isn't ending any time soon! I plan on keeping it up for a while. I want to thank all the authors of other storys about Brian Litrell out there for giving me the courage to do my own. Hopefully, someday, I will have the honer to meet Brian myself, but until then.. Keep Reading! AND! Please send me some encouraging e-mail! thevoid101@hotmail.com. Thank's for reading!