Date: Tue, 22 Apr 2003 13:23:23 -0700 (PDT)
From: JACK BROWN <jack_ga_2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: gay/celebrity/boybands/brian & jack / part 16

WARNING: the following story contains material that might not be
appropriate for all readers. So if you are not allowed to read this,
then don't do it!. The following is a fictional story containing guy
to guy sex and fantasy's of being with a celebrity, the celebrity
being Brian Littrell from the Backstreet Boys.  I am a fan of theirs
and in no sense is any of this story true.  Its just a little
fantasy.
You must be 18 or of legal age in your state to read this. So read
on and I hope you like it, it is my first time writing a story like
this so I hope you all like it.

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well, another chapter yet. I'm so happy that I can continue writing about
Jack's life and I really like that you all enjoy it. Right now, I'm not
very sure which course the story will take, since I've received so many
good ideas from some of you and I'm carefully thinking what to do next...

well, have a great one and continue writing and sending in your comments
and stuff.

See you around.

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We arrived at the party a few minutes later and Brian parked the car right
in front of the party place. It was like a night club but it must have been
for limited people only, because at the entrance there was a big buy that
had a guest list. Brian and I said our names and he let us in.

The place was really crowded and the music was up and loud.
"I don't see many familiar faces, can you?" Brian asked
"Well, there's Danny, Dane, Rose, Jenny..." I said as I pointed at them. I
could actually see many familiar faces.
"Oh, yeah" he told me
"Come on, let's mingle" I said as I grabbed Brian's hand and walked into
the crowd.

Even though the dance floor was very spacious, it was quite crowded. There
was a small stage on one side of the club and I thought that probably
somebody was going to perform there. Brian spotted Nick and then we went up
to him to say hi.
"What's up Nick?" Brian said as they hugged
"Not much man, just chillin' here" he replied as he broke the hug.
"Hi Nick" I said as he hugged me too
"Hi Jack" he answered as I broke the hug "I'm so glad you guys could make
it tonight"
"No problem man" Brian told him and then Nick just walked over to talk to
some people.

We went to the dance floor and then we danced for a while. The music was
great, but we decided to sit for a while. We went back to a table and sat
down. Howie and AJ arrived later on and sat down with us. We talked for a
while and then Nick came over and grabbed Brian's arm and pulled him
up. "What's up man?" Brian said as he stood up. Nick whispered something in
his ear. Brian looked worried but he just turned around and told me he'd be
right back
"Is everything ok Brian?" I asked
"Yes, don't worry, why don't you get me a drink while I'm gone?" Brian asked
"But you don't drink" I told him
"Right...then, get me a coke" he quickly said
"Fine" I said
"Take your time" Brian said he and Nick walked away
"Do you know what's going on?" I asked Howie and AJ, but none of them
seemed to know a thing.

I walked over to the bar and ordered a coke for him and a drink for me. The
bartender started fixing my drinks while I began thinking about Brian. I
wondered what Nick had told him and why was he so preoccupied by that?,
they were up to something but I couldn't tell what.
"Here you are sir" the bartender said as he handed me my drinks. I was
about to pay when someone else paid for me.
"Here you are" a voice said from behind as he handed the bartender some
money. I turned around and it was Liam.
"Hi, Jack" he said and smiled
"Oh hi Liam, you didn't have to pay for that" I told him and smiled
"I know, but I wanted to" he said and smiled.

I had met Liam a few nights before while AJ, Nick, Brian and me had gone
clubbing. He seemed to be very friendly and polite and he also was very
good looking. We started chatting for a bit and then we had a couple of
drinks. He was one smooth-talker.

I found out that he was from England too and we shared many things, he had
a home in England which was very close to where my brother Jacob lived. He
was very much into a sport, that's where he had gotten that perfect
body. Liam was also very funny; he would make a joke out of everything. I
actually was having a good time with him.

That's when I felt someone watching me. I couldn't see who it was but I
felt somebody watching me. I looked around searching for that person, but I
couldn't see anyone. I had a sip of my drink and raised my head, and then I
noticed that a person was staring at me from the second floor of the
club. It was a man and I knew I had seen him before but I couldn't remember
from where. I tried to make out who he was. That's when it hit me...it was
the same guy who was sitting with Brian at the shopping mall the other
day. There was something in his look that sent shivers all over me.
"Would you like to dance?" Liam asked as he extended his hand.
"Sorry, what?" I asked again since I had not paid much attention to him
during the past few minutes.
"Are you ok?" he asked again.
"Yes, I just didn't hear what you said" I replied
"I asked you if you wanted to dance" he said again.
"I don't know" I said sounding a bit juvenile
"Come on" he insisted and then I agreed
"Ok, why not?" I told him as I grabbed his hand and we both walked to the
dance floor.

We danced for a while and to be honest he was a great dancer, he started
making some really cool moves and all the people around starting looking at
us. I enjoyed dancing with him but I told him I was going to go because I
had somebody waiting for me.
"Well, I had a great time Liam, thank you" I said
"Bye for now, but I hope to see you again" he replied
"Sure" I said and just smiled at him, and then I walked back to the table
where Howie and AJ were sitting before.

There was nobody at the table, so I thought that they were probably
dancing. I looked around and although the club was still completely full, I
couldn't see any of them. I was still looking around and I spotted all of
them sitting at a table on the corner.

I walked over to them and Brian was happy to see me.
"Hello again" I said as I sat back down.
"Hi sweetie where were you?" Brian asked as he kissed me
"Well, I went to get the drinks that you asked me to when a guy asked me to
dance" I explained "and we danced for a while"
"Oh, that's great" Brian said
"And where were you?" I asked
"Well, just chillin here and there" he replied as he got up from his seat
and asked me to dance. I followed him to the dance floor and we danced.

The night went by quickly since we were having fun. I looked at my watch
and noticed that it was already 4 in the morning. Brian told me we should
better go and I agreed. We walked back to the table where AJ and Nick were
still and we said goodbye. We walked out of the club and we got into the
car. I was not completely drunk but I was not fine. Brian was perfectly
normal, so he drove me back to my place.

As soon as we reached my place he got out of the car and opened the door
for me.
"Thanks honey" I said as I got out of the car and started walking with him
to my front door
"You're welcome" he replied "I'll call you tomorrow, ok?"
"Great" I answered "see you" I told him and then I kissed him for the last
time that night.

We kissed for a few seconds and then he went back to the car. I went inside
and all the lights were out. I quietly walked up to my room. I took off all
my clothes and just got into bed wearing only my underwear. I was really
tired and I needed some sleep.

I woke up around 8. I guess I couldn't sleep more than that. I got up and
noticed that all my clothes were scattered all over the floor. I picked
them up and threw them in the laundry basket. I went to the bathroom and
got showered as well as brushed my teeth.

I got dressed in casual clothes and then I headed downstairs. My brothers
were already there and I just greeted them. Paul was busy reading the
newspaper sipping coffee while John was talking to someone on the phone.
"What is he doing now?" I asked Paul as I looked at John.
"He's inviting people for the party tonight" Paul answered without taking
his eyes of the newspaper.
"What?!" I said aloud "tonight!"
"Yes, it's the last day we have for the party, tomorrow is Christmas eve"
John said as he walked over to us.
"Geez, you're right" I said as I ran my hands through my hair.

I had totally lost track of what day I was living. Christmas dinner was
going to be the following day; therefore, we just had tonight to throw the
party. I had to think quickly about many things, like food, music, lights,
etc. I had not much time so I decided to make some quick choices.
"Wait here guys" I said as I ran up to my room. I started searching for my
"Parties in no Time" book. I looked around until I pulled it from the chest
drawers beside my bed and ran back downstairs.

My brothers were sitting at the table when I walked in. I opened the party
book and started making some quick decisions.
"Wow, I hadn't seen that book in a long time" John said amazed.
"Yeah, the last time we saw it was when..." Paul began but I cut him off.
"We have no time to remember, we only have a few hours to prepare this
party" I explained "right, first thing is..."
"People" Paul filled in.
"Ok, there are 5 groups of people, first we need, the rich and famous" I
read the book.
"Well, the bsbs, n*sync and all the people you know Jack" John told me
"Right, so I'll take care of that" I said "next group, the life and soul"
"My friends are very lively" John stated
"Perfect you'll do that" I said as I wrote down the list of things each one
of us had to do.
"Next, the wallflower" I read on
"What are the wallflower?" Paul asked
"It says here" I told them as I read the book "'Have one or two of these
lonely people around, and your other guests will fell much better about
themselves. People who are ignored or avoided in real life make the best
wallflower' so you'll do those Paul" I told him
"Why me?" Paul complained
"You have to do something, plus some of your friends will do perfectly" I
told him and John and I burst out laughing.
"My friends are not wallflower at all!" Paul replied angry.
"I know they are not, just call whoever you want" I calmed him down.
"All right" he replied
"Now, you better start calling friends right now, because we still have
lots to do" I told John and he immediately started calling his friends.

We finished discussing the guest list and then we moved on to the
music. This was a hard topic because we all wanted different kinds of
music. I wanted to hire a DJ, John wanted to have just a cd player and some
cd's, and Paul wanted someone to sing live.
"I'll tell you what" I told them, "first, we'll have just cd's, then when
the party is well under way, the DJ will play some music for everybody to
dance, how about that?"
"That actually sounds good" Paul replied
"Yes, that's perfect" John said as he continued speaking over the phone to
his friends.
"Next thing is food..." I said as I wrote down the food that we needed to
buy, like drinks, liquor, chips and stuff like that.
"Paul, you'll take care of the lights" I assigned him and he nodded.
"John you'll have to bring down a few boxes from the attic..."
"What for?" he asked me
"Because there are some things we need from there like dance cds and things
like that, I'll write down the boxes we need and later on you'll bring them
down" I told him while writing down the boxes I needed. I finished writing
on a piece of paper each of our duties for the party.
"Ok, I think that's it people" I said as I got up from the table "let's get
moving".

Paul got up from the table and handed him a piece of paper where I had
written down all the things he needed to do or buy. He grabbed the note and
then ran up to his room to get changed. Meanwhile, John finished talking to
his friends and I also handed him the list with his duties. John was
already dressed up so he just grabbed his cap and ran out of the house
"We'll meet here at 3 o clock at the latest!!" I shouted as he walked out
of the house
"Ok" he shouted back before closing the door behind him.

I smiled and then I walked to the phone. I started calling some of my
friends and told them about the party. I called most of the people that I
needed to call, the only ones left were the bsbs and N*sync. I dialed
Justin's number and waited for someone to answer. My brother Paul came down
the stairs all ready to go, he just waved at me and walked out of the
house.
"We'll meet here at 3!!" I shouted at him before he left, he just turned
and nodded.
"Hello? Who is this?" someone said and I realized that I was still on the
phone
"hello? Justin?" I said in a low voice
"Who is this?" Justin asked again
"Sorry, it's me Jack"
"Oh, sorry, hi how are you? I didn't recognize your voice"
"Oh, listen, I'm throwing a party tonight, would you and the guys like to
come?"
"Tonight? Wait a sec, let me ask the guys..."
"Sure" I said as I could hear that he had put the phone down. I could hear
some talking but I couldn't make out what they were saying.
"Hey, Jack?"
"Yeah, so?"
"The guys and I are coming" he said happily
"That's great; I'll see you around 8, ok?" I told him
"Ok, see you then"
"Bye"
"Bye" he said and then I hung up.

I looked at my watch and noticed that it was late; I decided to call Brian
and tell him about the party while I did some of the things I needed to
do. I grabbed my car keys and my sunglasses and walked out of the house. I
walked to the garage and got into my car. I started the engine and then I
drove off.

My first stop was going to the grocery store. I drove around until I found
a grocery store. I parked the car and then I went into the store. I grabbed
a cart and started putting stuff in it, like beverages, chips and stuff
like that. When it was completely full, I pushed it all the way to the
counter and then I paid for it.

I put all the bags in the car and then I drove off. I was on my way back
home. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed Brian's number. After a few
seconds Brian answered and I told him about the party. He was more than
happy to come over
"Is there anything I can do to help you?" he asked sweetly
"Not really honey" I answered keeping my eyes on the road "I think my
brothers and I can manage"
"Ok then, I'll see you tonight"
"Ok bye Bri"
"I love you" he said
"I love you too, bye" I told him and then I hung up. I was already at home,
so I stepped out of the car and grabbed all the bags from the back. I
walked in the house and put all the bags in the kitchen. I could see that
Paul was not back, but I heard some noise upstairs and I figured that John
was back.

I sorted out all the food that I had bought then I walked up the stairs and
to the attic; and indeed, John was there searching for something.
"Need any help?" I asked and he just raised his head
"Oh, hi I was just looking for the cds" he replied as he walked over to the
other side of the attic.
"Ok, found them" he said
"Bring it downstairs" I told him as he picked up box and then we walked down

We went downstairs and then we started sorting out all the cd's. That's
when I remembered that we still hadn't called the dj!! I asked John if he
could do it and he agreed. While he was calling him, Paul arrived with all
the lights and stuff. He put them in the living room and then we started
putting them up when someone knocked on the door. Since Paul and I were
busy with the lights, John opened the door. I could hear that he was
talking to a guy.
"Hey Jack, did you buy a piano and a guitar?" John asked
"Oh yes" I said as I walked up to the door. A delivery man was there and I
signed a few notes, then a few men carried the piano inside and I led them
to the living room where I told them to put it. A man was carrying the
guitar and then he handed it to me. I gave them a tip and then they left.
"Why did you buy a piano?" John asked as he looked at it.
"Well, I like it" I said as I looked at it.
"Remember how mum used to teach me how to play it" I said as I remembered
those days. Although they were very far away, it seemed only like
yesterday.
"I know" Paul replied "and the guitar?, we already have one"
"That's not for us, it's for Brian" I told them and smiled
"Oh, that's so sweet, he's gonna love it" John said excited
"Ok, let's continue" he said as he pulled both of us with him. John helped
us to put up all the lights.

After a few hours we finished with the lights, that's when John realized
that something was missing
"You know what, we're missing something" John told us as he looked at the
room.
"I don't know" Paul said as he scratched his head.
"Me neither" I answered
"I know" John said "we should get a disco ball"
"A what?" Paul asked "a disco ball?"
"Oh, there's one in the attic" I told them "hold on"

I ran up the stairs and the walked into the attic. I searched for it for a
while until I found it. I had bought a disco ball once while I was
shopping. At that moment I had no idea why I had bought it, but I knew that
one day it could be useful. Well, tonight was going to be useful. I grabbed
the box and then I went back down.

My brothers were looking at me while I unpacked it.
"When did you buy that?" Paul asked
"Well, about two years ago" I said lowly
"What for?" Paul said again "you haven't used it at all"
"Well, it was going to be useful one day" I replied
"Two years after you bought it?" Paul insisted
"Ok, ok, so what's the big deal?" I asked him.
"No, I guess not, it's your money" Paul told me
"Exactly" I pointed out "now, let's carry on"

One I had unpacked the disco ball, I decided which place was the best to
put it and then my brothers helped me putting it up. With that, we had
finished all the decoration we needed. We were a bit tired so we went up to
the tv room to watch some tv. We stayed there for a few hours, and then we
had lunch. We spent the rest of the afternoon just relaxing.

By 6 I decided that it was time to get ready for the party. I went into my
room and showered, and then I got dressed. My brothers did the same and by
7:30 we were all ready.

We went downstairs and turned all the lights on and we put on some music. I
also went to the kitchen and put chips on bowls and then I put bowls with
chips all around the house.

The first person to arrive was Brian. He came early because we wanted to
see if we needed any help. As soon as he came in, he kissed me like he had
not seen me in weeks.
"Slow down mister" I said as I pushed him a little bit away to catch my
breath.
"Sorry" he said "I'm just so happy to see you"
"I bet you are" I said as I kissed him again.

He greeted my brothers and then I led him to our back porch. We sat there
for a while talking and I gave him a drink, I mean a coke...
"I need to talk to you about something" Brian said seriously
"Right, tell me" I said as I looked at him.
"Well, you know that you've only got a week left off work?..." he began
"Yes and?"
"And you know how we were planning on going on holiday for those days?..."
he continued but then he stopped again
"Yes Brian, whatever it is just tell me" I said because I had no idea where
he was going.
"Ok, here it goes..." he said as he took a deep breath "my mum wants to
meet you and she has invited us to stay with her for a few days"
"Well, that's no problem" I told him "we can do that"
"Sure?" he asked
"Yeah, why not?"
"That's great" Brian said happily
"So when is she expecting us the day after tomorrow"
"Fine, tell her I'm very happy about the whole idea" I assured him

We stayed there for a while talking about us and our holidays. We decided
that we would go on holidays abroad another time. I knew that I only had
one week left of holidays, so if we were to stay with Brian's parents for a
few days, we wouldn't have time to do anything else. I didn't mind at all,
in fact, I was really looking forward to meeting his family. He had told me
so many things about them.

We must have stayed outside for a long time, because when we went in, there
were already many people inside. My house was actually quite full and I
started saying hello and chatting with most of them. Brian was with me and
then I introduced him to all of my friends who had not met him. Of course,
they knew who he was, but they had no idea that he and me were together.

I was talking to Brian when Paul came closer excited.
"Guess what Jack?" Paul asked me excited
"What, what is it?" I asked too
"Well, Brad is coming!" he answered
"What Brad?" I asked
"Brad Zeldon!"
"Oh my god!" I said excited "Brad...as in my friend Brad Zeldon?" I asked
in disbelief
"The same one" Paul said
"Oh my god!" I stated and then I jumped up and down.

Paul explained that he had met up with him that morning while he had gone
to get the lights. He met him at the store and they talked for a while and
then Paul invited Brad to the party.
"Who is Brad?" Brian asked
"Oh, sorry, dear" I answered "let me explain; Brad was my best friend in
England. I was his only friend and he even called me his skinny friend"
"Oh I see" Brian said. I had already told Brian about my story and I also
told him that when I was a little kid, I was very fat. Brad was very fat
too and he was even fatter than I was.
"Well, he's not fat anymore" Paul said as a matter of fact
"He isn't?" I asked
"No"
"Well, I can't wait to see him again" I said excited.

Paul smiled and then went to talk to some other friends. Brian and I were
just talking when the rest of the Backstreet boys arrived. By that time,
many people had arrived, including the N*Sync guys. Although our house was
very big, I could certainly tell that it was full and still not everyone
had arrived. Anyway, I was talking to Nick, AJ and Brian, when I felt
someone tap my shoulder. I turned around and I immediately recognized the
person, it was Brad.
"Brad!" I said as I hugged him and he hugged me too "it's been so long"
"I know Jack" he replied "I'm so happy to see you"
"Well, how are you?" he asked as he broke the hug and looked at me "you
look stunning!"
"Thanks, you look great too" I said as I looked at him carefully "you look
so fit"

Paul had stayed short. Brad was in great shape. He was wearing a tight gray
shirt and you could see that he had great pecs and a firm abs. He was also
very muscular, I mean, he wasn't a bodybuilder, but you could see that he
worked out a lot. His arms looked very big and I could see that he had
great biceps.
Brian cleared his throat and then I came back to reality.
"Oh sorry, Brad, let me introduce you to my boyfriend Brian" I said as they
shook hands.
"Nice to meet you" Brad told Brian
"Same to you" Brian replied.

AJ and Nick introduced themselves and then walked over to get a
drink. Brian's phone started ringing and he answered it. It was his mother,
but with the music so loud, he couldn't hear a thing, so he excused himself
and walked away to talk to her.

I was so happy to see Brad, but with the music so loud, we couldn't talk
well, so I told him to follow me. We went outside and sat down by the
porch. On our way out I grabbed a couple of drinks and handed him one.
"So tell me about you" I asked Brad "what have you been up to"
"Well..." brad started.

He had been to a lot over the past years. When he finished high school, he
moved to San Diego and then he started studying something to do with
computers. At first it wasn't that good, but when he gained experience and
practice it was better. He is now the designer of many websites.
"my goal is to build a permanent residual income through the internet so I
can be financially secure, then pursue traveling, personal training and
other dreams I have" he explained
"Wow" I replied "that sounds great"

He also told me that when he went to San Diego, he immediately loved
it. The weather was so good and sunny. He then started working out and a
diet to become fitter. The perfect climate of San Diego allowed him to do a
lot of exercise. He loved sports such as mountain biking, running,
swimming, in-line skating, basketball, soccer, but his personal favorite
was rock climbing.
"It's awesome fun and a good workout" he said "it keeps you flexible and
working the muscles you normally don't use in the gym"
"That's great" I said "I'd love to try rock climbing"
"It's great fun" he replied as he sipped his drink "we can do it sometime
if you like"
"I'd love to" I said happily.

I explained him what had happened to me in all these years that we had not
seen each together. I told him about my different jobs and about my
personal life.

Brad then stretched and put his arm around my shoulder while I talked to
him. I wasn't sure if it was appropriate or not, but didn't say a thing. We
stayed in silence for a second just looking at the sky. Out of the blue,
Brad put his hand on my face and then he kissed my lips. I had no idea what
was I thinking, or what I was doing, but I didn't refuse. I kissed him back
and we kissed for a few seconds.

When we broke the kiss, I came back to my senses. I realized what I had
done and I freaked. I got up immediately from my seat
"I'm sorry Brad, but this is wrong"
"I know, I don't know what took over me" he explained "I'm sorry"
"I know, me too" I said preoccupied
"Listen, can we just forget this ever happened?" he asked in a low voice. I
thought for a second or two
"I think it would probably be the best" I answered. I really didn't want to
do anything to hurt Brian, he had been so nice to me and I could never ever
do anything like that to him, he didn't deserve it.
"I'm going inside now" Brad said as he walked to the door "I'll catch you
later"
"Ok" I told him as I sat back down

I stayed there for a few moments until Brian came outside and called me
inside. I went inside and I acted as if nothing had happened. There were
still lots of people in the house, and John was talking to Brad. Brad was
looking at me and smiled. I smiled back and went to get a drink and then
back to Brian.

The rest of the party went well, we all had a great time and by midnight, I
was quite drunk. People started to leave by 3 in the morning or so. After
what had happened to Brad, I didn't pay attention to anything else. I was
really bummed for what I had done, but I tried not to make it noticeable
since Brian was around. Brad had been my best friend when I was a kid, but
I had no idea he was gay. I kept a cool attitude but I began drinking a bit
too much I guess...

When Brian noticed that I was drunk, he told me it was enough and led me up
to my room. Once inside my room, Brian undressed me and got me into bed. He
gave me a cup of coffee before I passed out. I was really drunk and I can't
really remember what happened that night...

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ok, people, that's it for this chapter, see you in the next.

Write to:

jack_ga_2002@yahoo.com

bye for now

"Enjoy life and always be yourself"

Jack