Date: Wed, 18 Jun 2003 08:34:33 -0700 (PDT)
From: JACK BROWN <jack_ga_2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Brian and Jack /part 19

WARNING: the following story contains material that might not be
appropriate for all readers. So if you are not allowed to read this,
then don't do it!. The following is a fictional story containing guy
to guy sex and fantasy's of being with a celebrity, the celebrity
being Brian Littrell from the Backstreet Boys.  I am a fan of theirs
and in no sense is any of this story true.  It is just a little
fantasy.

You must be 18 or of legal age in your state to read this. So read
on and I hope you like it, it is my first time writing a story like
this so I hope you all like it.

*********

Well, here we are again, another chapter yet... I hope that you are all
doing fine and having a good time. I have been very well, and I hope to
stay like this (fingers crossed)

Enough of this, I know you're all waiting to see what happens next, so here
we go...


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Brian rang the bell and after a few seconds a woman opened the door and I
figured she was Brian's mother "Brian, my son, come on in" she said as she
hugged him.  "Mom, let me introduce you to Jack" Brian said "Wow, you're
even more handsome in person" she said as she hugged me.  "Thanks mam" I
said as I hugged her "Don't call me mam, just call me Jackie" she said as
she let us is.

Jackie seemed to be a very sweet lady. As she took us to the living room I
thought about her. She was not very tall but she seemed elegant. She had a
nice blonde hair and she was fit and in shape. She had blue eyes and a
great smile. I sat down in the living room while she went to get us some
drinks and Brian went up to his room. I just darted my head around the
room. I got up from the seat and walked over to have a look at the
photographs on top of the chimney. There were photos of Brian, Harold
Jr. and of all the family together. They all seemed like a nice family.

I walked around the living room looking at all the photos and I had a
pretty good laugh because there were some photos of Brian that were
actually very funny. The funniest one was probably taken during a birthday
or something because Brian was holding up a cake and had all of his face
covered with it and Nick was behind him laughing too.  "That's a good one
isn't it?" a voice said and I jumped immediately. I turned around and a man
was standing there. I figured it was Brian's older brother Harold.  "Hi,
I'm Harold" he said as he came closer "Hi, I'm Jack" I said as we shook
hands.  "I know, Brian has told us a lot about you" Harold said as we sat
down "Really? Well I hope he told you the good things" I told him and
smiled "Don't worry he says only good thing about you"

We both smiled and then another man came in, and I figured he was Brian's
dad.  "Hello son, I'm Harold, Brian's dad" he said in a deep voice "Hi my
name is Jack" I said nervously "Don't worry I won't bite" he said as we sat
down again.

A few seconds later Brian and Jackie came into the room and we all sat
down. Brian quickly sat next to me and held my hand. At first I wasn't sure
if we should do it in front of his parents, but I didn't say
anything. Brian started telling them how we had met and what we had been up
to the last few months. While Brian was talking to them I was just looking
at all of them.

Harold Jr didn't look very old and then I remembered that he was only three
years older then Brian. He was a bit taller than Brian, maybe 6' and about
160lbs or so. He had brownish short hair and a nice smile. Harold Sr was an
average type of guy; he was about 6' and about 170lbs. He also had brownish
hair and chestnut eyes.  "So Jack, you've been awfully quiet, tell us
something about yourself" Jackie said as they all looked at me "Well, I
guess there's nothing much to say, I'm a designer as you all know and I'm
very happy with my life. I have three brothers and we all live together
since my parents passed away" I told them.

We continued chatting about me and I actually got into the conversation. I
guess I was less nervous then. Harold sr. then excused himself and said
that he was going out to do some shopping for dinner. Harold Jr, tagged
along and then Brian, Jackie and I just stayed in the house.  "Brian has
told me that you're an excellent cook" Jackie said and smiled "Well, I
don't know about that" I blushed "Oh, go on, don't be modest, he say's
you're really good, maybe we could try some of your dishes one day" "Yeah
ok" I told her and smiled.  "well, why don't you boys get comfortable
upstairs while I go and fix some dinner for us and then I'll call you when
everything is ready" Jackie said as she got up from her seat and headed
towards the kitchen.  "Yeah, that'd be great mom" Brian said as he grabbed
my hand.

We went up the stairs to his room. The house itself was not very big; as I
walked to Brian's room I noticed there were only a few rooms. There was an
aisle and Brian's room was at the end of the aisle. We went passed a couple
of bedrooms that I figured would be his parents' and his brother's and
there was only one room left, so I figured that was the guest room.

Brian's room was very spacious; it was all blue and had a few posters up on
the walls. There were mostly from the bsb's but he still had a couple of
Elvis and some other idols. He had a king size bed and a futon on the other
side of the room. There was a huge closet in front of the bed and Brian
immediately opened it for me to see what was inside. He had a widescreen TV
and his sound equipment. I just walked by and noticed that he also had his
videogames in there.  "Not bad, huh?" Brian asked "Not bad at all" I said
and smiled "so shall I put my stuff in the guest room?"  "Not at all,
you'll sleep here with me" Brian stated as he jumped on his bed "there's
plenty of room here" "You think it would be ok with your parents?, I mean I
really don't want to make a bad impression" I told him worried.  "Don't
worry about that, you're doing just great" he replied as he got closer to
me and kissed my lips "who wouldn't love you?"  "Well, that's sweet Bri" I
said as I kissed him back.

I put my arms around his neck and he pulled me on to the bed. We kissed for
a few minutes and then we just laid side by side.

I noticed that after a few minutes Brian was sound asleep. I just couldn't
go to sleep since I was not tired. I just stayed there for a few more
minutes. My thoughts began to wonder off, I thought about my brothers,
about Brian, about what had happened with Brad a few nights before until I
fell asleep...

I opened my eyes and noticed that I had actually fallen asleep. I quickly
got up from the bed and noticed that Brian was still sleeping. I just went
into the bathroom to check myself. I noticed that Brian's bathroom was
quite nice actually. He had a white Jacuzzi that looked great. I just
looked at myself in the mirror and realized that Brian had hair products on
one little cupboard. I just grabbed some gel and put it on my hair. I
washed my face and then I walked out of the bathroom.

Brian was still sleeping on one side of the bed, I got closer to him and
kissed his forehead, and he just smiled but didn't open his eyes. I decided
to let him rest and to see if Jackie needed any help with dinner. I closed
the door behind me as I left the room.

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. Jackie was making some kind
of chicken that smelled really good.  "That smells great" I said as I
walked in "Well, it should" Jackie said in a rather cold tone. I walked
closer to her to see what she was doing. She had prepared some kind of
chicken that looked really good. She had also made some mashed potatoes and
I noticed that she was going to make some salad, since she had all the
lettuce, tomatoes and other vegetables on one side of the table.  "Hey, you
want some help with the salad?" I asked as I grabbed the vegetables.  "No
thanks" she said as she quickly grabbed the rest of the vegetables.
"What's wrong Jackie?" I asked her as I knew something was wrong.  "It's
Ms. Harold for you" She said as she looked at me "But you said a few
minutes ago that..."  "To hell with what I said!, I just didn't want to
hurt Brian" she said abruptly. I was practically speechless, as I was
shocked by her sudden change of attitude towards me.  "My son has told me
all about you and I can immediately see that you're only using him" she
said and showed a bitter smile "What do you mean I'm using him?"  "Well,
it's easy; you only want him for his money!" She said loudly and that's
when Brian walked in.  "Hey guys, what's going on?" Brian said as he came
closer "Nothing darling, Jack and I were just talking, weren't we?" Jackie
told him as she looked at me.  "Jack?" Brian asked looking at me "Yeah, we
were just talking" I replied lowly "Dinner will be ready in just a few
minutes boys" She stated as she went back to her cooking.  "You know what,
I lost my appetite" I said and then I just walked out of the kitchen.  "Are
you ok Jack?" Brian said as he followed me.

I walked up the stairs and then I just went into Brian's room. I was really
upset about what Jackie had said.  "What's wrong?" Brian asked worried as
he came closer to me.  "What did you tell your mother about me?" I asked
him pretty angry "What do you mean?"  "Well, for your information your
mother thinks I only want you for your money and you know that is so not
true!" I said as I sat on the bed and a tear escaped from the corner of my
eye.  "What, did she tell you that?" Brian asked surprised "don't pay
attention to her, she doesn't know what she's talking about" "Is that all
you have to say?" I asked in disbelief "What do you want me to say?, she's
my mother" "I can't believe you're taking her side" "I'm not taking her
side, but maybe you're making a big deal out of this" "I'm going to pretend
I didn't listen to that" I said angrily

I just couldn't believe tat Brian had thought that I was telling him some
kind of lie. I was really angry at that moment, that I just told him to
leave me alone for a minute.  "Ok, but promise me, you'll come down for
dinner" "I'll try" I said as he left the room.

I just sat on the edge of the bed thinking about the whole deal. If Brian's
mom thought I was after Brian's money, was for some reason. Could Brian
think that way?, no, I never thought Brian could be able to think something
like that, he knows I love him and he means the world to me. Maybe someone
else told her that? But why would anybody think I was after Brian's money?
I had many unanswered questions, but I couldn't think of anything at that
moment. I was there because the man I loved had asked me to visit their
parents. I am not the kind of person that you can step on, I have
principles and dignity. I had been hurt in the past and I was not gonna let
anybody else hurt me once more, but, for Brian, I was going to make an
effort to get along with Jackie.

I stayed in Brian's room for a few minutes until I heard some noise
downstairs, so I figured I should go down.

I went downstairs once more and the whole family was sitting at the
table. Their dinning table was rectangular and it sat 8 people. I was
sitting next to Brian and his parents were sitting right in front of
us. Harold Jr was sitting next to Brian.  "So you decided to come down,
didn't you?" Jackie asked as she started serving the plates.  "I guess so"
I replied.  "Are you ok now?" Brian whispered to me "Yeah, I'm fine thanks"
I noticed that Jackie had served everybody else except me.  "Well, if you
want you can serve yourself" she said as she pointed at the food on the
table. I was really shocked by her manners, but I didn't say a word, I just
grabbed my plate and served myself. I noticed that both Harolds were
looking at her. Brian, on the other side, continued eating normally.  "So
you're a designer, right Jack?" Harold Jr asked "it must be really good"
"Well it actually is" I answered "for me it's the best job in the world"
"Did you dream of becoming a designer?" Harold Sr asked "Well, I had many
dreams when I was little, I dreamed of becoming a dancer, also a designer,
a singer and a cook" I told them and smiled "That's a lot to dream of isn't
it?" Jackie said sourly "well, yes, but so far I've accomplished many of my
dreams, so who knows, maybe one day I'll accomplish all of them" I told her
"You're right" Harold Jr. "if you work hard, you'll always achieve what you
want" "Especially when you have someone who is very rich by your side,
don't you think Jack?" Jackie said staring at me. That's when she got on my
nerves.  "That's it; I've had it up to here!" I said as I got up from my
seat "I have never ever in my life being interested in someone because of
their social position or their money and this time is no different" "We
don't know that, do we?" Jackie answered as she got up from her seat too.
"Jackie, what is the matter with you?" Harold sr. said as everybody got up.
"Yeah mum, calm down" Brian said looking at her "You didn't like me since
the first moment I came in this house and you have been very keen on making
that noticeable" I told her. At that moment, I was really upset and I was
just taking it all out.  "Well, nobody's forcing you to stay here" Jackie
replied and then I just looked at Brian. Brian just stayed silent. He just
looked at his mother and then at me.  "I guess you're right it was my fault
coming here, I think I better go" I said as looked at the rest of the
family.  "I'm sorry" I said as I looked at both Harolds.  "Goodbye" I said
as I looked at Brian and his mother and then I stormed out of there.

As I went passed the living room, I noticed that my coat was there, so I
grabbed it and then I walked out of the house. I didn't even bother picking
up my suitcase or any of my stuff. I was so furious and disappointed that
Brian could not even say a word in my defense. Once outside his house, I
walked towards the street to look for a cab "Hey Jack, wait up!" I heard
someone yell and I turned around to find Harold Jr. running towards me.
"Jack, I'd like to apologize for my mother's behavior and I'm really sorry
about it" He said as he came closer "You don't have to apologize" I told
him "I mean, it was not your fault, she just doesn't like me" "Well she's
very protective with Brian" he said and sighed "Whatever, don't worry about
it, I'm sorry if I made a scene back there" I said and smiled "Why don't we
sit down?" Harold asked "Um, I rather not, I think I'm gonna take off now"
I told him since I really didn't want to talk right now.  "it will only be
a little bit" he insisted "just listen to what I have to say and if you
still want to go after that, then by all means do" "Very well then" I said
as I sat down on the steps at the front of the house. "I'm listening" "Well
Jack, I wanted to explain why my mother was acting that way..." Harold
started telling me the story and I listened carefully.

Harold explained that Brian's last boyfriend, Nate, had hurt Brian real
bad. At first he said he was in love with Brian, but as time went by, he
only became interested in his money. Brian would buy him everything he
wanted to try to make him happy, but Nate always wanted more. Their
relationship was just based on the money. Brian loved Nate really much and
was really afraid to lose him and that's why he did everything Nate wanted
him to do.

After a period of time, Brian finally realized that Nate did not love him
anymore and he was really bummed. When they finally broke up, not only was
he terribly sad, but he was also left with an enormous amount of bills to
pay...  "My mother saw how much he suffered and doesn't want him to go
through the same shit again" Harold stated. I was silent for a while
thinking about it. I understood right Jackie's attitude. As a mother it
must be really hard to see your son suffer so much and you kind of become
very protective.  "Harold" I said as I looked into his eyes "I swear to God
I am in no way interested in Brian that way, and he knows it" "I know
you're not" He assured me and smiled.

Right then, I noticed that Jackie was standing behind us. I just got up and
looked at her.  "Harold, could you leave us alone for a minute?" She asked
while she looked at me. Harold looked at me and I just nodded. He went back
in the house closing the door behind him.  "I was listening to what Harold
was telling you" she started and I listened "it's actually all true"
"Listen Jackie I just want to say that I'm not like that guy at all" I
assured her.  "I have to admit that at the beginning of my relationship
with Brian I was not that much in love with him, but we've been through a
lot and I love him more than anything in this world" I said and smiled "I
know, Brian has told me many good things about you" she replied.  "I know I
may not be the prefect match for Brian because from time to time we have
arguments, but who doesn't?"  "You're right" she said looking at me.  "You
have to believe me Jackie, I am very much in love with your son and I have
never ever asked him for anything. I only want him" "I know jack" she
replied as she grabbed my hand "and I'm sorry if I was a bitch to you but
I'm not usually like that" "I really want this to work out and I'm working
hard on it" I told her.  "When you got up from the table Brian and I had an
argument and he made me realize that I was misjudging you" she explained "I
mean he's right" "So everything's fine now?" Brian asked as he came
closer. Jackie and I just turned around looking at him "Yes, Bri,
everything's fine" Jackie said as she smiled at me.

Jackie got up and kissed my cheek, she then walked inside the house. Brian
sat down next to me and kissed my lips. I kissed him back and we stayed
there for a few minutes.  "Shall we go to bed" Brian whispered "Definitely"
I replied as I got up. I really wanted to go inside since it was getting
cold outside.

He grabbed my hand and we both went into the house. I noticed that
everybody was gone, so we went directly upstairs to Brian's room.

Once inside, he literally grabbed me and threw me to the bed. I just
giggled as he climbed onto the bed. He slowly kissed my neck and slowly
worked his way up to my lips. His hands started unbuttoning my shirt.
"Wait Bri, no I can't do this" I said as I pushed him away and got up from
the bed "Why not?" he asked "Because it's weird for me ok?, I don't think
having sex in your parents house is a good idea" "It's my home too, you
know" he said as he unbuttoned him own shirt "You know what I mean" I told
him "can we please not do anything on that bed except sleep?"  "Well, sure,
whatever you want" he said as he got inside the covers.

I smiled and then I went into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and then I
came out. I walked over to my suitcase and I pulled out a pair of shorts
and a t shirt. As soon as I changed my clothes I jumped in the bed with
Brian. As soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep...

The next morning I woke up quite early, or so I thought. I opened my eyes
and noticed that I was facing Brian, he was still sleeping. I moved closer
to him and kissed his lips; he just smiled but continued sleeping. I
decided to let him sleep more. I carefully got up from the bed and went to
the bathroom.

When I came out I was already showered and dressed and I noticed that Brian
was still sleeping, so I quietly walked out of the room closing the door
behind me.

I went downstairs and noticed that Jackie was already up and preparing
breakfast in the kitchen. I decided to give her a hand.  "You need a hand?"
I asked as I walked into the kitchen "Uh, no thanks Jack, you're the guest"
she replied as she turned to face me "It's no problem, plus, we'll finish
quicker" "Ok, then, have a go at making the orange juice" she said smiling
as she pointed at the oranges. I walked closer and grabbed a couple of
oranges. I started making the juice.

************************** BRIAN'S POINT OF VIEW **************************
 I woke up and realized that Jack was not by my side anymore. I got up from
the bed and headed for the bathroom. I showered and then I grabbed some
clothes to wear.

I walked out of my room and went downstairs. As I was walking down the
stairs I heard Jack's voice and my mother's coming from the kitchen. I
smiled at the thought that they were finally getting along.

I quietly walked into the kitchen and I looked at both of them. My mum was
making some kind of omelets and Jack was just making the orange juice. They
were actually having a good time, they were just laughing to God knows
what.  "Hello" I said quietly and they both turned around "Hello son" mum
said "did you sleep well?"  "Of course, I had Jack by my side" I said
proudly "Well, I must have thought so" she said and laughed "Don't listen
to her Jackie" Jack told her and smiled at me "So what have you been up
to?"I asked them interested as I started setting the table for breakfast.
"Well, Jack's been giving me some cooking tips" mum said without taking her
eyes of the food "he's a great chef, you know?, he has even offered to
prepare dinner for us tonight" "Wow, that's' great" I told her "It's
nothing really" Jack said smiling at me "Ok, breakfast is ready" mum called
out as I finished setting up the table.

Just then, both my brother and my dad walked in. Mum brought the food to
the table and then Jack served us the juice. Jack sat down next to me and
then we all started eating.