Date: Sat, 24 Apr 1999 18:04:33 -0400
From: JM <lionclaw@bellsouth.net>
Subject: The First Week

The First Week ('N Sync Meets BSB)
By JM

*** Many readers have questioned, pondered and deliberated Justin Timberlake
and Brian Littrell's relationship.  The one question to be answered, "How
did it all start?!?"  Well now I am going to show you (geez, don't I sound
like Orson Wells?).  This is going into the first week, right before the
story, 'The First Nite'.  I will attach 'The First Nite' to this story, the
updated and revised version of the story.  So, enjoy... ***

		Justin Timberlake stood at the pay-phone in the Atlanta
Airport.  His mind was on a million things, but his heart wasn't.  The
youngest member of 'N Sync had been lonely throughout his time with the
group, but that was by choice.  Justin didn't find himself attracted to the
"teeny-boppers" or the women his age.  The young, seventeen year old found
himself attracted to guys with taste and a sense of humor.  But there would
be none of that for him as a member of the famed pop group.  His mind was
set on music and music only.  The minor detial that the boys of 'N Sync
were waiting in the airport for the Backstreet Boys was another story.
Justin found himself less interested in touring when he heard two weeks
earlier that they would be joining a tour with the Backstreet Boys.
		Justin was not fascinated by the minor rivalry that was
brought up between the Backstreet Boys and 'N Sync.  He was more aggrivated
by it.  He had focused many of his years into music and with the press
constantly building animosity between artists, he hated that 'N Sync was
another of the presses' victims.  Justin, however, was curious into how
much the Backstreet Boys had changed since they had last talked.  The guys
of 'N Sync and the Backstreet Boys often saw each other behind the scenes
at different charity events and awards shows, but Justin rarely said hello.
He kept to himself and often talked with fellow 'N Sync member,
J.C. Chasez.
		Justin removed his backpack and placed it on the floor of
the airport.  He was awaiting an answer at his mother's house in Orlando,
Florida.  'I wish someone would pick up the damn phone.' Justin thought to
himself.  'Maybe no one's home.' Justin debated.  Justin felt a fingr
tapping his shoulder, causing his attention to be swayed from the phone
call.  Justin glared over his shoulder to look at the person tapping him.
There stood Lance, with a unique smile on his face.  Justin gave him a
questioning look, suggesting the phrase 'What?'.  "The Backstreet Boys
plane just arrived." Lance spoke up.  Justin nodded and turned his head
back towards the phone.  Lance tugged on Justin's shirt, causing the curly,
blone to become angered.  "I don't care if they are here Lance, I'm busy!"
Justin hissed at him.  Lance gave Justin a frown and backed off of him.
		Justin finally gave up his quest to contact his mother and
hung up the phone.  He slowly turned around to look towards the gate that
the Backstreet Boys arrive at.  Justin saw his friend J.C. sitting in one
of the seats near the gate, reading over some papers.  Justin decided that
was the best for him to be at that moment.  Justin shifted through the
heards of people that were walking through the airport.  Justin plopped
down next to J.C. and smiled.  J.C. looked up at Justin and smiled back.
J.C. then glared back down at his papers and said, "What'cha smiling for?"
"Because we get to tour with the Backstreet Boys!  Woo hoo!" Justin lied.
"Yeah right, that's not what you were saying last night." J.C. laughed.
"Well I thought you could use a good laugh." Justin added.  "If you want me
to laugh, say I don't have to look over these damn papers." J.C. said
breifly.  "What are they for?" Justin asked, peering over J.C.'s shoulder
to look at them.  "For the tour.  The basic what it's to be done, what's
not going to be done, the itinerary, the hotels, the wonderful schedules we
have and blah, blah, blah." J.C. responded with a deep groan.  Justin
laughed lightly and gazed out into the airport.  "I wonder how we're going
to deal with the Backstreet Boys being on tour with us?  It'll be so
different." Justin sighed.  "Yeah, well, we all agreed it would be a good
idea to come together on a tour." J.C. reminded Justin.  "In more words or
less huh?  I could've swore it was management all the way." Justin added.
J.C. nodded, keeping his eyes on his stack of papers the whole time.
		"Do you have your cell phone with you?  I need to call
Johnny about something?" J.C. asked, looking up at Justin with a serious
face.  "I've got it with me, but it's recharging." Justin answered.
J.C. snapped his fingers in disappointment.  "I'm gonna run and use the pay
phone right quick.  Are you going to be okay, right here?" J.C. asked,
straightening his papers.  "Yeah, I'm a big boy now Joshua.  I can handle
myself.  Besides, I've gotta run to the restroom anyways." Justin said,
standing with J.C.  "Well whatever you do, don't fall in the toliet big
boy!" J.C. teased, slapping Justin on the back in humor.  Justin gave
J.C. a fake laugh and mumbled under his breath.
		Justin made a quick dash towards the restrooms.  He saw a
small crowd fading from around the exit and didn't give it a second
thought.  'I'm sure Lance and the guys are happy to see the Backstreet Boys
again, but I'm just not interested.' Justin said to himself.  He looked
ovre his shoulder again while walking.  He hoped to at least catch a
glimpse of the guys to be sure they were okay.  Just as Justin was making
his way to the bathroom, he felt a thud of someone colliding heads with
him.  Justin fell to the ground automatically.  Justin grasped his head in
pain and sat up.  "Ouch, that hurt." Justin grumbled, trying to look up at
his assailant.  He saw a young man, a few years older then him, laying on
the floor.  The man was grasping his head also.  Justin gazed at the man,
his crystal blue eyes capturing Justin's attention.  The man had on an ash
gray Nike shirt with baggy jeans on.  He wore a backwards cap, that he
slowly began to remove to massauge his head.  "I'm sorry, I wasn't watching
where I was headed.  Are you okay?" the man asked in a light, southern
accent.  Justin nodded and smiled.  "No, it's my fault.  How's your head?"
Justin apologized.  "Oh, I'm fine.  I've been hit worse." the man laughed.
Justin laughed along with him.
		"Brian!  How could you be so clumsy!" Justin heard a raspy
voice bark at the man on the floor.  "Dude, I'm so sorry for my friends
clumsiness.  Here, let me help you up." the other man offered Justin his
hand.  Justin looked up at the man and felt a sense of deja vu.
"Alexander?  A.J.?" Justin questioned, taking the man's hand.  "Ye... Oh
shit!  Justin, it's you!" the man responded.  He helped Justin stand and
the two exchanged hugs.  "How are you doing man!?" A.J. asked in his deep
tone.  "I'm good.  How are you?" Justin questioned, smiling at him.  "I'm
good, real good." A.J. responded.  "Hello?!  I'm still down here!" the
other man called up to them.  "Oh, sorry." Justin turned around and looked
at him.  "Well you've got two feet Brian, stand!" A.J. snarled at him.
"Here, let me." Justin offered the man is hand.  The man gladly took them
and stood.  "Brian, you know Justin, from 'N Sync." A.J. stated.  Brian
gave Justin a double take and then grinned.  "Haven't you grown?" Brian
teased him.  Justin blushed.  "Really, I'm sorry for running into you
Justin.  It was my fault." Brian apologized once again.  "No, it wasn't.  I
was actually looking to see if you guys were here and so I wasn't
watching." Justin argued generously.  "But I should have been looking."
Brian retorted.  "And I was the one who could have been looking." Justin
insisted.  "Look you two, you both messed up.  Brian, buy the man lunch,
Justin, take us to the others.  Story ended." A.J. interjected.  Justin and
Brian both looked at A.J. with humerous faces.  "Well, you heard the man."
Brian smiled.  Justin shrugged and directed A.J. McLean and Brian Littrell
towards the main gate.
		"Where have ya'll been?" Kevin asked, while throwing his
bag on his shoulder.  "Brian ran into Justin." A.J. responded.  "He means
it literally." Brian added.  "Brian, we've had two weeks off and already
you're getting clumsy on us?" Nick laughed with sarcasim.  Brian scratched
his head, feeling a bit embarassed.  "Actually, I ran into Brian.  It was
my fault." Justin spoke up for Brian.  "Huh, Justin, clumsy?  Wow Curly,
you're getting uncoordinated in your old age." Chris joked.  "Yeah, I
guess." Justin shrugged, trying not to look at Brian.  Brian felt a sense
of friendliness in Justin.  "Well it's good to see you again Justin." Kevin
said while waving at Justin.  "Uh, you too." Justin smiled.  "Hey, we
should get moving so we don't draw any attention to ourselves."
A.J. suggested plainly, looking around the huge airport.  "He's right."
Nick agreed.  "The limos are in the back waiting on you guys." one of the
security guards informed them.  "Good, then we can make a quick exit."
Lance smiled.
		Soon all of them were grabbing their bags and being
escorted to the end of the airport.  They all walked in silence, someone
casually mentioning something.  "Oh yeah, this is going to be awkward."
Lance whispered to Justin.  Justin nodded, feeling insecure about his
feelings towards the Backstreet Boys.  He could remember the times he spent
with the Backstreet Boys.  He never felt close to any of them, just
awkward.  He would spend hours at the mall with A.J., moments talking with
Howie, seconds chatting with Kevin, days ignoring Nick, yet Brian was
always different.  Everytime that Justin was around Brian, he felt
comfortable.  Brian was always humble and generous towards Justin.  Even
thought Brian and Justin never talked seriously, they had fun joking with
the others.  But Justin never could break the bond that Nick and Brian
kept.  Justin depended on J.C. for that same kind of bond and friendship.
		Brian walked closely with Nick, often looking back towards
Lance, Justin and J.C.  "It's been awhile since we've seen them.  I wonder
if Justin is still as annoying as he was before." Nick commented softly to
Brian.  "He wasn't annoying, Nick.  I liked hanging with him." Brian
whispered back.  "You never spent time with him.  Me and you always
chilled." Nick argued softly.  "That's because you were always too young to
do anything." Brian joked.  "Well I'm not now," Nick pouted.  "No, but
you're still immature." Brian laughed.  "Hey, is anyone else in the mood to
go somewhere?" A.J. announced loudly.  "Yeah, I want to take in the sites."
Howie agreed.  "It'll give us time to catch up with each other." Chris
added.  "Okay, where to?" Kevin questioned as they reached the gates to the
back parking lot.  "A mall." J.C. spoke up.  "Yeah, let's go shopping."
A.J. agreed.  "I'd like to go to a movie.  Like the old times." Joey said.
"Me too." Howie nodded.  "Well, then who's going where?  We need to keep up
with each other." Kevin took control of the situation.
		"Well, I'm going to the mall." J.C. said.  An echo of 'me
too' followed from A.J., Chris and Kevin.  "I'm going to the movies." Joey
interjected.  A stream of 'Yeah' came from Howie and Lance.  "Well, Brian,
it's either movies or the mall." Nick offered to Brian.  "Neither, I'm
going to lunch." Brian responded.  "Good idea, I'm kinda hungry." Nick
boasted.  "No, uhm, not this time Nick.  I promised I'd take Justin to
lunch." Brian responded to Nick's comment.  Justin looked up towards Brian,
a bit shocked by his words.  "But.." Nick was cut short by Brian.  "I'll
catch up with you later, Frack." Brian insisted.  Nick frowned and looked
back towards Justin, creating a feeling of envy and anger.  "Well Nick,
where are you going to go?" Howie asked.  Nick looked around, feeling the
eyes of everyone looking at him.  "To the mall, I guess." Nick shrugged
while he gave his answer.  "Now that we're all decided, can we get moving?"
Chris huffed, his excitement overwhelming him.  Everyone made their decent
again out of the airport and towards the limos.
		Within an hour, Justin and Brian found themselves eating at
an Applebee's near one of the malls.  "Are you okay?  You've been kind of
quiet since we got here." Brian questioned while sipping his Coke.  Justin
looked at Brian and gave him a small smile.  "I don't know, I guess it's
because me and you never hung together before.  You and Nick always hung
out, while I stayed with the group." Justin shrugged.  "Well that was then
and this is now.  It's not like I didn't want to hang with you or anything,
but you just seemed to want to be around everyone else." Brian responded.
A silence drew around them again.  "So, got a girlfriend?" Brian asked,
trying to beak the silence again.  Justin was thrown by the question.
"No." Justin gave a quick answer.  Brian nodded and munched on a french
fry.  "What about you?" Justin asked.  "Nope, single as can be.  But I
guess it's because I don't want a girlfriend." Brian answered.  Justin
raised his brow at Brian.  He didn't know what it was about Brian, but he
found himself slightly attracted to him.  "What?" Brian asked, staring at
Justin.  Justin automatically looked away from Brian.  "Hmm, you're rather
odd." Brian laughed.  "Oh, thanks.  Make me feel better why don't you."
Justin giggled.  Justin tried to loosen himself up around Brian.  "So, why
don't you want a girlfriend right now?" Justin asked.  "Not interested, I
suppose." Brian answered with confidence.  "Yeah, I guess you could say the
same for me." Justin agreed.
		Brian was lost in Justin's smile.  He used to think about
Justin as a close friend that he never talked to, now he felt a stronger
attraction to Justin.  He never admitted to Nick that he had feelings for
other guys and he never admitted to Justin that his feelings were sometimes
directed towards him.  Brian glared at Justin momentarily, trying to make
sure Justin didn't catch him looking.  Brian reached into their plate of
fries, reaching for the last one.  Just as he did, he felt Justin's fingers
touch his own.  Their hands lingered, touching, for moments.  They both
pulled back their hands simultaneously.  Justin bit his lower lip while
Brian stared at him.  Brian laughed off his embarassment.  "Take the fry."
Brian offered kindly.  Justin shook his head, still feeling embarassed by
the moment.  Brian shrugged and grabbed the fry.  Justin gave a small yawn
and let his eyes roam around the quiet restaurant.  "We should head to the
hotel." Brian suggested, gazing down at his watch.  Justin nodded, feeling
the effects of jet lag taking over his body.
		Justin and Brian rode easy in the limo towards the hotel.
Justin was stretched out on the seat opposite of Brian, resting his head on
the seat.  Brian stared down at Justin, watching the young boy sleep
peacefully in the limo.  Brian watched as Justin's chest rose and fell
lightly.  He admired Justin's smooth face.  'What's wrong with me?  Why am
I so fascinated by him?' Brian questioned himself.  Brian has never felt so
intrigued and yet attracted to someone in his life.  Brian ran his hands
through his hair and tried to find an answer to his own questions.
		The limo came to a halt behind the hotel.  Brian knew the
guys had to sneak in the hotel so that they were not mobbed by fans.  He
looked at Justin who was still sleep in the limo.  He heard the door open
to the limo and the driver awaited Brian to step out.  "Just leave the door
open.  We'll be upstairs in a moment." Brian informed the driver.  "Yes
sir.  I'll take the bags up.  Your room is 502." the driver responded.
"Uhm, do you know what room Mr. Timberlake is staying in?" Brian asked.
"No sir.  I am instructed to handle the Backstreet Boys only.  I don't have
that information." the driver answered.  "Okay, thanks." Brian frowned.
The driver grabbed their bags and made his way into the hotel.  Brian
looked back at Justin, he was still sleeping peacefully.  'I don't want to
wake him.  Maybe I can get him upstairs without waking him?' Brian thought.
Brian grasped Justin and carried him out of the limo.
		Brian had Justin in his arms, carrying the sleeping Justin
towards the elevator.  Justin cuddled close to Brian's body and murmured a
few words.  Brian couldn't make out the words that Justin whispered.
Brian's concentration was on getting Justin upstairs.  Brian found his room
upstairs and noticed the door was open.  He peered in, still holding Justin
in his arms.  He saw the limo driver dropping off their bags inside.  "Sir,
should I find out what room Mr. Timberlake is staying in?" the driver asked
in a slight whisper.  "No, that's okay.  Thank you anyways.  If you'll wait
a minute outside, I'll get you your tip." Brian said.  The driver nodded
and walked outside of Brian's room.  Brian crept over to his bed and laid
Justin on the bed.  Justin stirred slightly and then grasped onto the
pillow.  Brian watched to see if Justin would awaken.  Justin just sighed
and slept.  Brian smiled.  Brian knelt down and looked at Justin once
again.  "You're kinda cute when you're sleep." Brian whispered to Justin.
Before Brian knew what he was doing, he leaned in and gave Justin a kiss on
the cheek.  Brian backed away in surprise and stood.  Brian walked out of
the room and handed the driver a tip.  He was still in shock over his
actions.  His emotions were tangled in confusion.
		Justin groaned and stretched.  He yawned loudly and batted
his eyes.  Justin gazed around, his eyes half shut.  He closed his eyes
again and snuggled into the pillow.  Within seconds, Justin popped up from
the bed.  "Where am I!?" Justin questioned.  He looked around the hotel
room that he had slept in.  He heard a door open and he spun around on his
heels.  He saw Brian walking out of the bathroom with just a towel wrapped
around his waist and a towel he was using to dry his head.  Water dripped
from his body, causing Justin to stare harder at him.  Brian massauged the
towel through his hair and gazed up at Justin.  "Whoa, I didn't think you'd
be awake," Brian was the first to speak.  "Uh.. uh.." Justin couldn't find
the words to say.  He was dumbfounded by the sight of Brian, half-naked.
Brian looked at hisself and then realized Justin's awkwardness.  "Oh, geez,
I'm sorry Justin.  I thought you'd be sleep and I could grab my clothes."
Brian explained.  Justin blushed and looked down from Brian.  "We didn't
do..." Justin stopped himself.  Brian looked at him with curiosity.  "Do
what?" Brian asked.  Justin remained silent.  "You don't mean have sex, do
you?" Brian questioned.  Justin ran his hands through his hair and bit his
lip.  He was feeling embarassed and nervous at the same time.  "No, we
didn't.  You fell alseep in the limo and I carried you up here.  I didn't
know which room you were staying in, so I let you sleep on my bed." Brian
answered Justin's question without Justin questioning.
		"I... I should go.." Justin stuttered.  "Where to?  The
guys haven't returned from the mall or the movies." Brian responded.  "Have
a seat Justin.  I'm gonna get changed." Brian insisted, grabbing his
clothes from the dresser.  Brian walked back into the bathroom while Justin
sat nervously on the bed.  'What the fuck is wrong with me!?  Asking a
question like, Did we have sex!  Now he's probably going to tell everyone.'
Justin beat himself up over the whole situation.
		Within moments, Brian emerged once again from the bathroom.
He was fully dressed and threw his other clothes into a hamper that sat in
the corner of the room.  Brian looked at Justin with concern.  Justin
wouldn't look up at Brian.  He felt too embarassed.  Justin could see to
feet standing in frot of him and then he saw Brian sit on the floor in
front of him.  Brian leaned against the wall and spun a basketball on his
finger.  "Are you okay?" Brian asked softly.  Justin looked up and watched
Brian try to dribble the ball on the carpeted floor.  "I feel a bit
awkward." Justin chose to respond.  "Awkward?  About what?" Brian asked.
Justin couldn't believe how open and kind Brian was being.  "Look, whatever
it is, just forget it." Brian advised.  "It's not easy to just forget
something like this." Justin said quietly.  "Wow, you sound like you killed
somebody or something." Brian tried to joke.  His words brought a small
smile to Justin's face.  "There you go." Brian smiled back.  "Hey, I think
I saw a small basketball court in the back of the hotel.  I hear you're
pretty good on the court, what do you say?" Brian offered.  Justin gave a
small laugh and nodded.  "Good.  I'll throw my shoes on and we can head out
there." Brian cheered.  He stood to his feet and watched Justin stand.
Soon, they were both on their way outside and to the basketball court.
Hours passed with the Brian and Justin battling on the basketball court.
Brian went for his final shot, Justin jumping in to block him.  They both
fell to the floor as the ball sunk in the hoop.  "BAM!" Brian hollered as
he laid on the floor, watching the ball fall to the ground.  Justin panted
heavily and laughed off his lose.  "You're pretty good, Brian." Justin
huffed out.  "That's why they call me the Rok.  But you're not too bad
yourself, Justin." Brian agreed.  "Well, they don't call me Shot for
nothin'." Justin said in a Tennesee accent.  "How about one more round."
Brian offered, standing to his feet.  "I could go for one more.  How about
a game of Horse?" Justin questioned.  "Sounds good." Brian agreed.  Justin
used his shirt to wipe away the sweat from his head.  Brian took a moment
to admire Justin's lean chest.  It was dripping with sweat.  Throughts
traveled throughout Brian's head.  'He's not a bad looking kid.' Brian
thought.  'What am I saying, he is a KID!' Brian chastized hisself.
		"I've got an idea.  For every shot missed, you get a letter
and remove a peice of clothing." Brian suggested.  Justin gave Brian an
uneasy look.  "Hey, we're both guys here.  Nothing to hide." Brian
shrugged.  He dribbled the ball around, awaiting Justin's answer.  "Okay,
then let's do it." Justin said, feeling confident.  Brian passed the
basketball to Justin and awaited for Justin to make the first shot.  Justin
did so, trying to give Brian a hard move to follow.  Brian repeated
Justin's move with ease, slamming the ball into the hoop.  Brian gave
Justin an easy shot to repeat, which Justin did with confidence.  Justin
went for his second shot, making it in the hoop.  Brian did his best to
follow, just missing by a fraction.  "Ah ha!  H!" Justin called out.  Brian
pouted and removed his T-shirt.  He used the shirt to wipe his sweat off
and then threw the shirt to the ground.  Brian grasped the ball and palmed
it.  "Okay, do this." Brian barked, running up for his next basket.  Justin
watched in awe as Brian shot and made it in.  His senses were on the shot,
while his mind was on Brian's smooth body as he shot.  Justin grabbed the
ball and tried to follow.  He missed reluctantly.  "I believe that's an H
for you." Brian smiled.  Justin grumbled and removed his own shirt.  He
tossed it next to Brian's and prepared for his shot.
		The contest went on for another hour.  Brian managed to get
H-O-R-S while Justin only had H-O-R.  "If you miss this next shot Brian, I
win." Justin smiled.  "Yeah yeah, shoot the ball." Brian said
sarcastically.  Justin smiled and went for his shot.  Once again, he made
it sucessfully.  "You're up B-Rok." Justin said, passing Brian the ball.
Brian went for his shot and once again, missed.  Brian cursed under his
breath and smiled at Justin.  "Okay, you win it." Brian gave in.  All that
he had left to give was his shorts.  "Uh, that's okay.  Just beating you
was enough." Justin panted out.  "No, a game is a game and I lost." Brian
insisted.  Justin shyed away and gazed at the ground.
		"Hey, looks like I got here just in time!" Justin heard
Chris call out as he ran on the court.  "Brian, is it that hot out here?"
Nick asked as he entered the basketball court.  Justin felt relief and
looked up at Brian.  "No, me and Justin were playing a game of Horse.
Guess who lost." Brian joked.  Everyone laughed at his joke. "Let's get a
game going." Nick insisted, passing Brian the ball.  "Ah, I'm kind of
tired.  I think I'll go back up to the hotel." Justin responded.  "Are you
sure?" Brian asked, dribbling the ball.  "Yeah, it's been a long day."
Justin nodded.  "Okay, then we'll see ya in the morning." Nick shrugged.
"Hey, don't forget your bags are in my room." Brian reminded Justin.
Justin nodded and ran off towards the hotel.
		The next day moved smoother for Justin.  He spent the day
with Chris and J.C. at the mall and the afternoon was filled with
rehearsals and chatting with Howie and A.J.  That night Justin found
himself in Brian's room with J.C., Howie, Nick and Kevin.  They were all
sat around watching Speed.  Kevin laid comfortable on the floor in front of
the T.V., Nick sat in a small chair next to Brian's bed, Howie sat
indian-style next to Kevin on the floor, J.C. sat on Brian's soft bed,
Brian sat next to J.C. and Justin sat next to Brian.  Justin grasped onto
one of Brian's pillows in suspense.  He could smell the deep aroma of Brian
on the pillow, but he tried to keep his attention on the movie.  "Hey, that
Sandra Bullock's a cutie, eh Justin." J.C. commented.  Justin rolled his
eyes at J.C., gazing past Brian.  Brian backed away on the bed and laid
back.  Justin felt guilty momentarily.  "No, I think Keanu's kinda hot!"
Nick teased with a small laugh.  Nick felt two swift pillows slam into his
blonde head, causing him to slide out of the chair and fall onto the floor.
Everyone laughed steadily at Nick as he sat, dumbfounded on the floor.  He
was unable to figure out who had hit him.
		"It's getting kid of late you guys.  We have more rehearsal
tomorrow and some other things to take care of." Kevin spoke up, preaching
his fatherly role while standing.  "Yeah, I'm tired." J.C. agreed quickly,
leaping from the bed.  "Nick, isn't it past your bed time?" Howie joked
while standing.  "I'll show you, D." Nick said, getting to his knees.
"Whoa Nickie, you need to save your strength for touring." Howie laughed,
looking down at the young blonde.  Nick sneered and charged Howie.  They
playfully wrestled on the floor of Brian's room.  "Hey, if you break
anything, I'm not paying for it." Brian laughed while rolling off the bed.
J.C. and Kevin both cleared the room as Howie and Nick battled.  Justin
stood from the bed, trying to avoid the legs or arms of Nick and Howie that
were being thrown about.  Brian began to clear his bed of the chip crumbs
that were scattered about in his sheets.  Just as Justin cleared the first
toss, he felt a leg kick him in the knee, causing him to fall to the floor.
Brian caught a glimpse of the action and rushed to break up the act of
playfullness.  Nick and Howie quickly parted and looked at Justin, who by
now was grasping onto his knee.  "Are you okay?" Howie asked in fear,
wiping a drop of sweat from his brow.  "I'll be fine," Justin answered.
"Okay, both of you out of here, now!" Brian barked at the two.  Nick gave
Brian an inoccent stare and frowned.  "I mean it Nick, both you and Howie
have to go now." Brian repeated.  Howie sucked air through his teeth and
stood to his feet.  Nick followed Howie's lead and stood.  They made their
way into the hallway and then to their own rooms.
		Brian looked down at Justin, giving him a serious face.
"They can be such assholes sometimes." Brian said softly.  He reached his
hand down to Justin, allowing Justin to take hold.  "Are you sure you're
okay?" Brian asked.  "Yeah, I'm fine." Justin responded.  "Well let's put
some ice on it just in case." Brian advised, walking to his mini-fridge.
"No, it's really okay." Justin insisted.  Brian paid Justin no attention,
grabbing a cloth and some ice.  Brian sat back down on his bed and patted
to a spot he wanted Justin to sit at.  Justin sighed and strolled over to
the bed.  He sat down next to Brian and Brian grabbed his leg.  Brian
hoisted Justin's leg onto his lap, pulling up his pant leg to see the spot
he had been hit in.  "I told you it was no big deal." Justin murmured out,
pointing down to the mere scratch on his leg.  "I just wanted to make
sure." Brian responded to Justin's words, taking a second to look up at
Justin.
		Brian rested his hand on Justin's leg and stared down at
the floor.  He didn't even realize that he had left his hand on Justin's
thigh.  "Justin, have you.." Brian began to speak and then looked up at
Justin.  Justin was lost in a gaze, staring directly at Brian.  "What?"
Brian asked as he did earlier.  "Nothing.." Justin answered.  Brian raised
his brow at Justin, getting tired of the same response.  "I mean... it's
hard to say." Justin whispered.  Brian nodded.  "Justin, have you ever been
in love before?" Brian asked, taking glances back and forth from Justin.
"Love?!  No, I haven't." Justin answered, stumbling on his speech.  "I
haven't either." Brian agreed.  Justin realized that Brian was rubbing his
thigh tenderly, stroking the flesh that was trapped within his jeans.
"Have you ever found yourself attracted to someone and you didn't know why
because you felt somehow, it was wrong?" Brian questioned in a serious
tone.  "Yes." Justin answered immediately.  Brian smiled at Justin's swift
answer.  They both gazed at each other with a sense of trust and
understanding.  Brian let go of Justin's leg and patted his thigh.  Justin
slowly drifted back into the world he belonged in.  "I think it's time that
I turn in." Brian suggested.  "Oh right, I'm sorry for keeping you up."
Justin apologized.  "Oh no, it's fun being with you.  You're a real nice
guy Justin." Brian responded.  "You are too, Brian." Justin replied.
		Brian leaned forward and found himself giving Justin a kiss
on the cheek.  Justin moved away slowly from Brian and looked at him with a
hint of surprise and a hint of pleasure.  "Uh, goodnight Justin." Brian
said softly.  "Yeah, goodnight." Justin nodded.  Justin stood and walked
out of Brian's room.  Brian fell back on his bed and tried to control
hisself.  Justin walked towards his room, rubbing his cheek as if the kiss
was meant for him.  'Was that an accident?' Justin pondered.
		Sweat trickled from his light blonde curls.  Grunts escaped
from his smooth mouth.  Images of another man, rubbing his thigh, kissing
his cheek, stripping his clothes, standing in a towel flashed in his head.
Justin tossed and turned in his sleep.  He battled with his sheets as he
relived every moment he spent with Brian.  He surged up from his sleep with
a sudden gasp.  He had never felt so ridiculed by guilt in his life.  'Am I
in love with Brian?' Justin thought.  It was an infatuation that slipped in
and out of his mind anytime he heard an assumption of the name.  Justin dug
out of his bed and stood at the foot.  He was weary just thinking of loving
Brian.  'How can this be?' Justin questioned.  He thought for a moment and
realized he was unsure of what love really was.  He was of the young age of
seventeen and had yet to experience the pleasures of sex or love.  The
thought of Brian being his first grasped Justin's attention but soon faded.
'I can't be ready for something like sex.' Justin told himself.  'But I
have to talk to him.  I can't lie about this anymore.' Justin decided.
Justin straightened his T-shirt out and adjusted his boxers.  He headed
towards the closed door that kept him from his emotions.
		As Justin twisted the gold knob to the turn, he thought
again.  'What if he doesn't feel the same?' Justin thought.  Justin
released the knob, allowing the door to flow open without his command.
'But maybe he does feel the same.' Justin thought.  A man, six years older
then him was capable of loving and thinking of someone the same way that
Justin did.  'I have to say something,' Justin said as the door finally
swung fully open.  Just as Justin planned to step out, another body stood
in his doorway.  Justin was shocked by seeing another person at his door at
such late hours.  When Justin finally made eye contact with the stranger,
he realized that it was Brian.  Justin was left speechless.  "Uhm,
I... and... uh, well.." Brian tried to find the right words to say.  "Oh,
forget it.  Justin, I've been pacing outside of your room for an hour.
There's something I have to say." Brian's nerve finally rang it's bell.
Justin's hopes sprung higher as his doubt faded.  "I.. I don't know how to
say this right." Brian began to lose his nerve.  "But I want to say this
right, you know.  I have to say it." Brian said clumsly.  'Just say it.'
Justin thought.  "You know what, I don't know how to say this.  But I do
know what I can do to make you understand." Brian sighed.  He gave a
startling smile.
		Brian grabbed Justin's hand and pulled him into the
hallway.  Justin stepped slowly into the hall, never taking his eyes from
Brian's.  Brian ran one of his hands across the back of Justin's neck and
slowly pulled him forward.  Justin found himself leaning with Brian's
motions and soon their lips touched.  Brian's soft, pink lips met with
Justin's thin, red one's.  Before their lips even grazed each other's,
their eyes were closed and their head's tilted.  They were anticipating the
moment.  Brian's lips began to rub slowly against Justin's, taking
precaution with each move.  Justin followed Brian's lead, trying to stay in
the moment.  Brian found himself hugging onto Justin's hips as he kissed
the young boy.  The light of the moon peered into the window of the hotel
hall.  Brian released Justin's lips slowly, still savoring the taste.
Justin backed away slowly, regretting each step he took back.  Brian stared
at Justin, waiting for an expression to shine on his gentle face.  his
fears began to take hold again as Justin didn't smile.  Justin just stared
at Brian.  "Uh, I'm sorry, I really am.  I just had to.. I had to kiss you
and now I'm really, really.." Justin placed a finger over Brian's moving
lips.  "It's okay.  I wanted to kiss you too." Justin assured Brian.
		Brian and Justin felt a new sense of comfort building
between them.  Brian leaned forward again, only this time causing Justin to
back away.  "Uh, it's real late and we have to get up early." Justin
whispered.  His lips were almost touching Brian's as he spoke.  Brian
nodded and moved away.  Justin quickly spun around and marched off to his
room.  Brian dropped his head and ran his fingers through his auburn hair.
"It's late." Brian nodded and walked towards his room.
		Morning arose in Atlanta, bringing a new light to
everyone's lives.  Justin arose early, his mind still on the acts that took
place the night before.  Justin heard a small knock outside of his door as
he stood in front of the mirror styling his hair.  "Just a minute!" Justin
called out.  Justin quickly fixed his hair by meshing his fingers
throughout it and washed his hands off.  He ran to the door and opened it.
Nick stood outside, a plain smile rounded his face.  "Hey, what's up Nick?"
Justin asked with a straight face.  "Well usually the guys and me have
breakfast in Kevin's room or my room.  We thought we'd invite you guys
along for the festivities this time.  So if you could make your way down to
Kevin's room in about ten minutes, we'd appreciate it." Nick explained.
Justin was curious and nodded.  "I'll be there in ten minutes." he added.
"Okay, see ya there then." Nick cheered, running down to Joey's room to
inform him.
		Ten minutes later, Justin was headed towards Kevin's room
with Chris.  As they both walked in, they could see a crowd that surrounded
in the room.  The Backstreet Boys plus J.C. and Lance had already caused
the room to be filled.  "Boy, packed house eh?" Chris laughed to Justin.
"Find a seat wherever guys and grab something to eat." A.J. suggested,
sitting at the small coffee table near the balcony.  Chris shrugged and
bypassed Nick and J.C. to grab a seat on the floor.  Justin stared around
at the activity in the room.  A.J. and Kevin were talking at the small
coffee table while Nick sat on Kevin's bed eating and watching them.  Lance
was talking with Howie on the balcony outside, both drinking small glasses
of orange juice that shimmered in the sun's light.  Brian sat in a chair
near the coffee table, the phone to his ear while he fiddled with his food.
J.C. sat on the edge of Kevin's bed, gazing around the room, looking for a
sold coversation peice.
		A.J. nudged Brian, trying to bring Brian's attention to
Justin.  Brian looked up, the phone still to his ear.  He saw Justin
standing in the doorway of the room.  Justin looked at Brian and smiled.
Brian waved for Justin to come to where he was.  Justin nestled through the
room and made it to Brian.  Brian stood from his own chair and offered it
to Justin.  "I'll be back." Brian said, still chatting on the phone.  "Sit
down, Justin." A.J. ordered kindly.  Justin's eyes were on Brian as he
disppeared into the bathroom to finish his phone call.  "Hello!  Justin!"
A.J. called out, snagging the boy's attention.  Justin sat down and turnd
his head towards Kevin and A.J.  "You okay?" Kevin asked, staring at
Justin.  "I think he's tired." A.J. answered for Justin.  Justin kept his
eyes on them, but his mind was on Brian.
		"I've gotta go ya'll.  I have to make some calls and stuff
before we head out to the studios.  So, meet me down in the lobby in ten
minutes." Howie informed the guys as he walked towards the door.  "Okay
Howie, see ya down there!" A.J. ylled towards him.  "Where's Joey at?" Nick
asked dully.  "He said we was too tired to come down here.  He said he'll
see ya'll later on." Lance answered, stepping back into the room.  Nick
shot Justin a strange look when he realized that Justin was awaiting
Brian's return.  "Brian, how long are you going to be on the phone?  I
think company is awaiting you!" Nick called to Brian.  Brian reappeared
from the bathroom, smiling.  "What is it Nick?" he asked while grabbing his
plate from the countertop.  "Me t'inks dat Justin was waiting on you." Nick
said in a humerous voice.  Brian looked at Justin with a puzzled
expression.  Justin looked away from Brian and shot Nick a glare of anger.
		"Look kids, we have to get moving now." Kevin said,
standing from his seat.  A.J. stood also, grabbing his things.  "Okay, then
we had better move out too.  We have some promotional stuff to do today."
J.C. agreed.  Lance grabbed one last glass of orange juice and followed
A.J. out the door.  "Ah, the joys of being in a boy band." Chris mocked and
made his way out of Kevin's room.  Justin stood and ran out with J.C.
"What's up with that kid?" Nick whispered to Brian, pointing towards
Justin.  "Don't know." Brian shrugged.  "He never was fun to be around."
Nick laughed, thinking of the years before.  "That's not true Nick, I have
alot of fun with Justin.  I like hanging around him." Brian disagreed.
"What?!  He can be so lame sometimes." Nick argued.  "Hah, that's what we
say about you all the time!" Brian laughed.  Nick nudged him and tried to
remain serious.  He knew it was impossible if he was around Brian.  They
both made their way out of Kevin's room and awaited Kevin in the hall.
		Brian peered down the hall to see Justin preparing to enter
his room.  "I'll be right back." Brian told Nick and then rushed down to
Justin's door.  Just as Justin opened the door, Brian had arrived.
"Justin, are you okay?" Brian asked.  Justin looked to his right to look at
Brian and then he nudged his door open fully.  "I have a lot of things on
my mind Brian." Justin answered softly.  "Yeah, me too." Brian agreed.
"Brian, let's go!" Nick yelled at him as Nick and Kevin passed them.
"Listen, don't plan anything for tonight, okay?" Brian pleaded.  Justin
thought for a minute.  "Have your limo drop you off at this address around
six tonight.  We'll have dinner." Brian said, slipping Justin a small, torn
peice of paper.  Justin grasped the paper in his palm and nodded.  "Okay,
I'll see you then." Brian smiled.  Justin smiled back.  Brian ran off to
the elevators to catch up with the others and Justin entered his hotel
room.  That night was peaceful for Brian and Justin.  They sat at the Olive
Garden, quietly talking.  "Yeah, I can't wait for the basketball season to
start up again." Justin agreed with Brian's last comment.  Brian seemed to
be slowly drifting away from the conversation.  "There's soemthing on your
mind, isn't there?" Justin asked.  Brian nodded.  "Listen, I know I'm not
Nick and who knows if we'll ever be that close, but I do want to be a good
friend.  So what's up?" Justin said sincerly.
		Brian scooted his chair right next to Justin's, their legs
touching between the heat of their bodies.  "Have you ever been in love
before Justin?" Brian questioned.  "No, I can't say I have.  It's never
been on my mind, until..." Justin answered breifly.  "I guess it's hard to
find something you've never been looking for." Brian added.  Justin nodded.
"Justin, did that kiss mean anything to you last night?" Brian asked
boldly.  Justin was thrown by the question.  "It.. yes, it did." Justin
nodded.  "Did you want me to kiss you because you wanted to kiss me or did
you want me to kiss you because you were curious?" Brian asked, pleading
for the right answer.  "I wanted you to kiss me because Brian, I wanted to
kiss you.  I've never been... I've never told anyone my true feelings
before." Justin answered softly, his voice rising and falling.  Brian
placed his arm on Justin's shoulder for comfort.  "I know what you mean.
But does this mean, does this mean that you're attracted to me?" Brian
asked serenely.  "Of course I am.  Brian, you make it so easy for someone
like me to like you." Justin answered with confidence.
		"Good because I feel the same way about you." Brian smiled.
"You do?" Justin said in shock.  "Yes, I do." Brian nodded.  "But what
about Nick?" Justin asked.  "What about him?  You didn't think that me and
Nick had something going on did you?" brian questioned with a small laugh.
"I mean, I wasn't sure.  I wasn't sure you were attracted to guys and then
you and Nick have such a close relationship." Justin answered.  "Yeah,
we're close but we're more like brothers.  I couldn't feel that way towards
Nick.  With you, it's so different.  I've always felt a slight attraction
to guys, but with you it's strong." Brian whispered.
		Justin and Brian were out of the restaurant before they
knew it and in the limo on the way back to the hotel.  They stared into
each other's timid eyes.  Justin leaned forward and soon felt Brian's lips
gently pressed against his own.  Brian pulled back after a few moments.
"Justin... are you a virgin?" Brian asked quietly.  Justin's mind was still
trapped in their kiss.  "Yes, I'm a virgin." Justin answered.  "But I'd
gladly give myself to you." Justin added even softer.  "No, not like this.
Let's wait a little longer before we decide something like that." Brian
argued lovingly, placing a finger on Justin's lips.  He moved his finger to
Justin's chin and lifted it.  Justin's eyes were fiaxted on Brian's.  "I'm
a virgin too.  I've never had sex or even came close to with anyone." Brian
informed Justin.  "Brian, it's getting late.  The guys will be wondering
where we are." Justin whispered, trying to rid his minds of sensual
thoughts.  "Let them worry then." Brian complained in a low tone.  "Brian,
I'm afraid if I stay here with you any longer that I won't be able to
control myself later on.  I can't trust myself." Justin pleaded, his eyes
beginning to well up with tears.  "Then trust me." Brian whispered into
Justin's ear.  They began their kiss once again, their lips slowly parting,
allowing their tongues to roam each other's mouths.  Justin let a small
tear run down his cheek as he let himself trust Brian.  Brian ran his hand
across Justin's leg while Justin stayed stiff.  Brian pulled off Justin,
panting out, "We're not ready."  Justin backed away and nodded sadly.
		Justin and Brian went upstairs on seperate elevators and
went to their rooms alone.  It was depressing for both of them, but they
knew what was right and they had to abide by their decisions.  It was their
time.
		The next day was a day filled with long rehearsals.  Justin
and Brian barely had moments to talk in between praticing.  It was the day
before their first show and no second could be spared.  However, that night
was all Justin and Brian's.  Justin had locked his door when Brian arrived
early that night.  He had switched off his phone and made the room peaceful
for him and Brian.  Brian laid on Justin's bed, Justin laying next to him.
They stared at each other, occasionally kissing each other quickly.  "Is
this love?" Justin asked softly.  "If it is, I thank God for you." Brian
answered.  Justin smiled at Brian's honesty.  Brian grabbed a chip from the
bowl that sat between them and fed it to Justin.  Justin felt loved by
Brian.  Their legs ran over each other, their feet playing with the
other's.  Brian placed his hand on Justin's thigh, running it up and down
towards Justin's ass.
		"I want to kiss you, now." Brian whispered to Justin,
inching closer to him.  Brian lifted the bowl of chips from the bed and
placed it on the nightstand next to him.  He laid back down and moved
closer to Justin.  Justin closed his eyes in anticipation and let Brian
kiss him.  Brian grabbed onto Justin's hips and pulled Justin's warm body
to his own.  Justin wrapped his arms around Brian's neck and began to
return the kiss.  Once again their tongues surfaced into each other's
mouths.  Brian pulled and pushed to get Justin ontop of him.  Justin parted
his legs and straddled Brian.  They continued their kiss as the fondled
each other.  Brian rubbed his strong hands across Justin's back, beginning
to lift Justin's shirt.  Justin and Brian released each other long enough
for Brian to lift Justin's shirt from his body.  Justin returned to Brian's
lips while Brian ran his cool hands across Justin's warm back.  Justin
trailed his hands across Brian's heaving chest and pulled off of Brian.
Justin lifted his body, giving Brian a chance to admire Justin's smooth
chest.  Brian peeled his own shirt off and rolled Justin over.  Brian laid
ontop of Justin and reached towards Justin's jeans.  He could feel the
small, auburn trail of hair that lead to Justin's cock.  He had never been
so heated in his life.  Justin moaned softly as Brian traced his hands over
Justin's chest.  He could feel himself getting fully erect in his jeans.
		Justin knew the smooth feel of his own hand as it glided
across his cock.  He had known the joys of jacking off since he was young,
but he had never had the feel of another touching his body in such an
erotic way.  Brian began to unzip his own jeans and threw them off.  He had
no idea what he was doing, on the verge of giving himself to the young
seventeen year old.  Justin felt the pressure building within him.  Brian
began to kiss Justin once again, their moans being muffled by their kisses.
Brian ran his hands across Justin's hot neck while Justin grasped onto
Brian's boxers.  Justin stopped himself and pushed Brian up.  "Stop,
please, stop." Justin begged in a whisper.  Brian pulled his hands off of
Justin's body in fear.  Justin panted heavily, his chest rise and falling
at a rapid pace.  "Are you okay?" Brian asked.  "No," Justin replied,
letting a few drops of tears slid down his face.  "I'm not ready, Brian."
Justin cried.  Brian ran his hands over Justin's face, wiping away the
tears.  "It's okay, it's okay Justin." Brian whispered to Justin, tried to
calm him.  "I'm sorry." Justin apologized to Brian between sobs.  "It's
okay, we're not ready." Brian assured Justin.  Brian crawled off of Justin
and pulled him to his body.  Brian hushed Justin's cries and ran his
fingers through Justin's curly, blonde hair.  Justin laid his head on
Brian's chest, feeling himself falling to sleep.  Brian pulled the covers
over their bodies as Justin felt into a light sleep.  Brian kissed the top
of Justin's head and relaxed.  He began to fall alseep with Justin.
		Friday was a day of work for the guys of the Backstreet
Boys and 'N Sync.  Each had to prepare for their first live concert
together.  Justin couldn't keep his concentration of his practicing,
thinking of the night before.  It was so hard for him to believe how kind
Brian was to him and how gentle Brian treated him.  Though Brian had left
before Justin awakened in the morning, he knew Brian stayed in his room the
whole night holding him.  Justin knew love was there between them.
		Lance was worried about his friend Justin.  His concern was
further interested when he saw how entranced Jsutin was by Brian's
performance at the concert.  He knew somewhere inside of him that this past
week was hell for the groups, but he also knew that somewhere inside of
Justin there was a small love for Brian.
		Justin sat in Brian's room, talking with him about the
events of the night before.  They sat in the same chair, just as lovers
would except they were not lovers.  They were simply friends, talking
casually.  Soon enough, they were to learn that they were more than just
friends.
		It was the night after a big show and everyone was excited
about the big 'N Sync/BSB tour that was hitting cities everywhere.  Things
were dying down and all through the hotel everyone was sleeping peacefully.
The shows had ended for the night and everyone was supposed to be sleep in
their beds.  Kevin and Nick were sleep in their room that they shared.
Joey was sitting in his room, sleeply watching the TV.  Chris laid quietly
in his bed, with nothing on under his satin sheets.  He tossed and turned
in his sleep.  Howie slept in his bed soundly, dreaming of some of the
girls from the show.  Lance was sleeping in his bed while J.C. slept in the
one across from his.  Lance was soon awakened by a noise.  He heard an
unfamilar noise but he couldn't make it out.  He arose from his bed, with
his member fully hard.  He stumbled over a couple of things as he headed
towards the door.  He looked back to see if J.C. had awaken.  J.C. was
still sleep, trying to dream peacefully.  Lance slowly crept into the hall,
his dick slowly softening.  He walked down the hall and stopped at Brian's
room.  He heard soft moans and he knew that there was more than one person
in the room.  He slowly turned the knob of the door and noticed it was
unlocked.  'Maybe something's wrong?' Lance shrugged and peered in.  He saw
Brian and Justin kissing in a chair near the window of Brian's room.
		Brian sat spread leg in the chair.  Justin was passionately
kissing him as he sat on Brian's lap, his legs slowly wrapping around
Brian's waist.  Their mouths met several times with strong, passionate
kisses.  Brian was moving his hand up and down on Justin's covered ass.
Justin had his hands wrapped around Brian's neck, breathing heavily with
ever touch of their gentle lips.  Brian's penis was already inflating in
his baggy jeans and Justin was fully hard from all the excitement.  Their
lips met again and stayed there for awhile.  Kissing more passinately then
before, Brian moved slowly on the younger boy's lips.  When they broke the
kiss, Brian moaned furiously, wanting more of Justin's sweet lips.  Justin
panted heavily and looked into Brian's blue eyes.  The blues of his eyes
shined in the night.  Brian leaned up and began kissing on the nape of
Justin's neck.  Justin moaned softly as Brian gently suckled his neck.
Brian moved from Justin's neck and licked tenderly on Justin's ear.  "Oh
Brian," Justin said lowly.  Trying to catch his breath, Justin ran his hand
through Brian's soft, dirty blonde hair.
		Brian moved up and kissed Justin upon the lips again,
letting his tongue open Justin's closed mouth.  He slowly moved in and
Justin welcomed Brian's tongue into his mouth.  They both shut their eyes
enjoyed the moment as they felt the pure bliss of their kiss.  Brian's
hands moved up to Justin's hips, stroking them and feeling them up and
down.  Justin wrapped his hands around Brian's neck once again and pressed
his body closer to Brian's.  Brian's hands ran up Justin's body and gently
grabbed his head.  Brian pulled Justin closer and closer to him.  Justin's
chest was pressing longly against Brian's through the fabric of their
shirts.  Brian pulled his lips off of Justin's and let his tongue slowly
come out also.  Justin let a soft cry escape his parted lips.
		Justin had wanted this for a long time.  A romantic and
pleasurable time with a guy, a special guy.  He had always wondered what it
would be like since he began the tour with the Backstreet Boys.  Now he was
experiencing it and from the guy from the Backstreet Boys that he had
developed a crush on.  As Justin looked at him again, he was afraid of what
may not happen tonight.  But he could tell by the desire in Brian's eyes
and his heavy breathing, that he wanted the same thing.  "Brian..." Justin
was cut short by Brian putting a finger to his mouth.  "No need for words
Justin.  Let this be our first night of passion." he said softly to Justin.
He kissed him again, pulling Justin even closer.  He placed his hands on
Justin's hips again and Justin drew his legs around Brian's waist.  Brian
ran his hands slowly up and down Justin's outer thigh, trying to feel his
legs through the baggy jeans Justin had on.  He liked the way guys legs
looked so he kept touching Justin, making him moan softly in their kiss.
Brian's hands then moved up to Justin's shoulders and began running
everywhere on his body.  He felt on Justin's arms and rubbed his ass
slowly.  Justin never felt so excited in his life.
		Brian slowly crept one of his hands up Justin's shirt.  He
felt Justin's bare chest as his nipples were hardening.  Justin felt a moan
in his throat and it slipped into Brian's mouth, vibrating their every kiss
with heat.  Brian's tongue slipped into Justin's mouth again, tasting the
sweetness of Justin's saliva.  He slipped his hand onto Justin's back,
softly caressed it.  Justin slid his hands down to Brian's strong chest and
then to his legs.  He could feel Brian's member hardening more against his
thigh.  It felt long and warm, demanding to be inside of Justin's young
body.  Brian stopped kissing Justin and they both caught their breath.
Brian ran his fingers on Justin's thighs, making him shiver with delight.
"Oh Brian... please give me more..." Justin pleaded softly, running his
hand against Brian's cheek.  Brian looked into Justin's eyes, his face
glowing in the pale moonlight.
		Brian pulled Justin's legs from around his waist slowly.
He grabbed Justin's legs and his back and picked him up in his arms.  He
walked slowly to his own king sized bed.  When he reached the foot of the
bed, he gently placed Justin on it.  Justin laid back and awaited Brian's
next move.  Brian got onto the other side and they met in the middle of the
bed.  Justin felt the blue silk sheets in his hands.  He was loving the
touch and couldn't wait till he was naked upon them.  Brian pulled Justin's
head towards his and kissed his head.  Then Brian moved down, kissing
Justin's lips and then his neck.  He sucked on the nape of Justin's neck
for awhile.  Justin meanwhile moved his hands all over Brian's back.
Justin was enjoying the feel of Brian sucking on his neck while his hands
grasped onto Brian's shirt.  After seeing that he gave Justin a smooth, red
hickey on his neck, Brian licked it softly with his smooth tongue.  Justin
let out a moan as Brian licked at his hickey.
		Brian got on top of Justin, his hardness pressing gently
against Justin's abs.  Brian took off his shirt slowly, Justin began
raising his hands to help him.  Justin was anticipating the sight of
Brian's bare chest again.  Brian finally got his shirt off and revealed a
muscular chest.  Slight goosebumps dawned his nipples, while the rest was
rock hard muscle trailing to his abs.  He leaned in and grabbed hold of
Justin's baby blue, North Carolina shirt.  He pulled the shirt over
Justin's head and Justin moved up so he could get it off.  Brian admired
the smooth chest, Justin's brown nipples already hard.  He kissed Justin's
lips lightly and moved down to his brown nipples.  Brian licked tenderly at
one while pinching the other between his thumb and index finger.  Justin
let out cries of passion as Brian pleased him.  Brian kissed Justin's brown
nipples and felt on his stomach area.  Justin ran his fingers through
Brian's hair and began to moan more.  Brian raised his head up and said,
"Do you like this?"  All Justin did was groan softly to communicate to
Brian how good it felt.  Brian moved back up to Justin's nipples and
nibbled on them gently.  He licked and bathed Justin's chest with his
mouth.
		Justin grabbed Brian by the waist and rolled him onto his
back.  Justin got on top of Brian and pressed his covered cock to Brian's
hardness in his pants.  Justin moaned as he rubbed and grinded up against
Brian's thickness.  Brian let out a deep moan also, feeling a tingling in
his dick.  The soft, yet rough grinding Justin was creating built friction
between them.  Justin stopped and ran his hands down Brian's chest.  Justin
moved down and kissed Brian's brown nipples.  He kissed hard on the nipples
and licked both of them tenderly.  He then bit softly on them, making Brian
moan lowly.  Brian's nipples became instanly erect to the touch of Justin's
long tongue.  Justin ran his hands down to Brian's six-pack abs and enjoyed
the feel of the rock hard muscles.  Justin ran his hands towards Brian's
jeans.  He brushed a finger over Brian's navel, making Brian giggle a
little bit.  He then felt the smooth pubic hair that ran from Brian's
crotch area to his navel.  Justin slowly undid Brian's jeans, making Brian
want to cum right then and there.  Justin slowly pulled them down,
revealing white Calvin Kelin boxers.  Justin took Brian's jeans off and
threw them off the bed.  He then moved back up to Brian's face and kissed
him on the lips quickly.
		Justin slowly moved back down to Brian's crotch area.  He
placed his hand on the wasteband to Brian's boxers and slowly pulled them
down, revealing a fully erect penis.  Justin gasped to the sight and so did
Brian.  He was releived to have his cock released from it's bondage.
Justin yanked the boxers off, revealing Brian's soft thighs.  Justin tossed
the boxers to the floor and Brian laid naked on the bed except for his
socks.  Justin admired the cock for a minute.  He looked at the tan hair
that surrounded the pole, along with the smooth hair covered balls.  Justin
grabbed hold of Brian's cock and pulled on it slowly.  Brian moaned as
Justin jacked his dick.  Justin took one of his hands and grabbed Brian's
huge nutsack.  He fondled it in his hand while continuing his pulling on
Brian's dick.  Brian tried to hold in his moans, but the excitement was too
much for him for to bare.  Justin knew he was making Brian feel real good
even though it was his first time.
		Justin leaned down and kissed the head of Brian's cut
penis.  He kissed again and again and again at the red head of Brian's
dick.  He had never touched his lips to such a hot, yet soft thing before.
Justin stuck his tongue out and softly licked the head of Brian's cock.
Brian let out a long and sorrowful moan.  Justin licked slowly up and down
the shaft of Brian's thick cock.  Brian grunted with pleasure, enjoying his
very first blow job.  He closed his eyes and enjoyed the feel of Justin's
long, smooth tongue.  Justin licked at the head of Brian's dick some more.
Brian moaned quietly until he felt something warm covering the head of his
member.  He slowly opened his baby blue eyes and saw Justin sucking on the
head of his cock.  Brian called out Justin's name but Justin continued his
actions.  This was his first time giving head, but he felt as if he was
meant to do it for Brian.  He slowly slid all of Brian's dick into his
mouth, the head resting gently at the back of his throat.  Justin then
began moving slowly up and down on Brian's cock, licking the bottom end
with his tongue.  Brian sat back and pressed his head into the fluffy
pillow.
		Justin took his hands and rolled Brian's balls in his
sweaty hands.  "Oh yeah," Brian said as Justin fondled his testicles.  Soon
Justin removed his mouth from Brian's dick.  He moved his mouth to Brian's
huge and barely hair covered nuts and engulfed them.  Brian moaned through
his teeth as Justin sucked his balls in his mouth.  Soon enough Justin
removed his mouth from Brian's balls.  He panted heavily, never feeling so
much excitement in his seventeen years of living.  He looked at Brian and
then moved back up to his pouting mouth.  They kissed gently, rubbing their
hands everywhere on each other.
		Brian ran his hand over Justin's ear and then got back on
top of Justin.  They continued their kiss as Brian moved his hands to
Justin's jeans.  He fumbled with the zipper shortly.  He slowly pulled them
down Justin's strong legs.  Brian broke their kiss and finished taking off
Justin's jeans.  He pulled them off, fighting with Justin's feet, and threw
them aside.  He gently kissed Justin's navel.  He rubbed his fingers over
the light brown pubic hair that trailed from Justin's belly button, making
Justin giggle a little.  Brian then moved his mouth to Justin's Tommy
Hilfiger boxers.  He used his teeth to tug down Justin's loose boxers,
inching them down to Justin's balls.  Brian then used his hands to pull
them all the way off.  Brian admired the impressive cock before him.  It
was well in length and it was thick.  Small drop of pre-cum glistened from
the tip thgat rested now on Justin's balls.  Justin's cock hung over two
sets of average sized balls.  Brian admired the pure brown pubic hair that
surrounded Justin's cock.  Justin breathed deeply, wondering what Brian was
going to do next.  Being his first sexual experience, Justin was excited
and nervous all at once.
		Brian slid his hands up and down Justin's legs, gliding
over the tip of Justin's cock.  He slid his hands all over Justin's inner
thighs, making Justin moan.  Brian spread Justin's legs open and looked at
the very hard and thick penis before him.  Justin closed his eyes, enjoying
his erotic moments with Brian.
		Then the unexpected sensation of a tongue on his cock flung
Justin's pretty, blue eyes open.  He let out a cry of pleasure as he saw
Brian licking up and down on his shaft slowly.  Justin had never felt
anything so wonderful in his life.  Brian was slowly touching Justin in his
most sensitive spots.  Brian ran his fingers on Justin's slit, feeling the
wetness of his saliva on it.  Justin whimpered softly as Brian explored
Justin's penis with his warm tongue.  He licked lovingly at Justin's penis.
Brian grabbed Justin's balls and bit them softly and with care.  Justin
cried Brian's name several times as Brian bathed his balls.  Brian was
suckling, licking and nibbling Justin's dick romantically.  Brian began
sliding his hands over Justin's hips, pulling Justin's cock closer to his
mouth.  "Ah.. Brian.. oh yes.." Justin panted out.  Justin whimpered
Brian's name more and more with every touch.  Soon enough Brian removed his
mouth from Justin's young pole.  Looking down, he stared the length of the
smooth, thick cock covered with his saliva and kisses.
		Brian moved up Justin's body again, touching, grazing and
rubbing his fingers over every spot accessable to him on Justin's body.
His eyes were lost in Justin's beauty and he began placing his lips on
Justin's, slipping his tongue into Justin's mouth.  They moaned while
kissing, sweating furiously.  Brian moved his hands to Justin's hips and
pulled them forward.  Justin arched his back slowly, giving Brian access to
what he wanted.  Brian placed one of his own fingers in his mouth and
licked it slowly.  He pulled it out and slid it down Justin's heaving body.
Brian grazed the finger over Justin's pounding penis, collecting some
pre-cum from the tip.  He came to Justin's balls, slowly rubbed them and
kept going.
		He reached Justin's ass and began to rub it.  He then
peeled apart Justin's ass carefully.  Brian searched for the small ring and
found it.  Justin moaned softly as Brian began to insert his finger inside
of Justin.  "Ouch!" Justin yelled as Brian moved back and forth inside of
Justin's ass.  He had never had anything inside of him before this night.
Justin then began to enjoy the feel of Brian's index finger in his ass.
Brian pulled his finger out of Justin and Justin exhaled a bit.  Brian
brought the finger up to his mouth and tasted the essence within Justin's
young body.  He placed two other fingers in Justin and began to finger fuck
him slowly.  Justin kept his eyes open, moaning while staring into Brian's
eyes.  Brian didn't know the depth of pleasure he was bringing to Justin.
Brian removed the fingers and rubbed them over Justin's warm thighs.
		Brian then grabbed a hold of his own dick, feeling how hard
he was.  He spread Justin's legs wide so that he could get easy access to
Justin's asshole.  Brian searched for Justin's entrance with his full
length penis.  He found it and slowly tried to enter Justin.  Justin forced
his head into the pillow, trying not to cry out in pain.  Brian slowly
pushed himself further inside of Justin.  He started to go further until he
felt something tighten around his dick.  Justin let a cry escape his lips.
Brian froze and said, "Oh, Justin, I'm sorry.  I didn't meant to hurt you
on your first time.  I'll stop if you want".  Justin let the pain cease and
pleaded, "No, please go ahead.  I want you to be the first person to take
my virginity."  Justin placed a hand on Brian's cheek and forced his ass
forward to try and comfort Brian's worries.
		Brian understood and slowly slid further inside of Justin.
He forced down hard, making Justin cry out again, telling him to go
further.  Finally Brian forced past the tightness and Justin let a tear
roll down his gentle face.  It was done, he was no longer a virgin.  Brian
stopped his movement again, letting Justin get used to the size of his dick
and waiting for the pain in Justin to go away.  Brian was feeling pure
pleasure as he was making love for the first time.  He was actually having
sex for the first time with a man.  He leaned down and licked the tear off
of Justin's face.  Justin felt the pain go away and he looked up at Brian.
Brian smiled lovingly at him and Justin relaxed.  "Go on Brian," he said
softly as he closed his eyes again.
		Brian kissed him on the forehead and continued his
thrusting inside of Justin.  He slid further in Justin until he couldn't go
any further.  Soon Justin enjoyed the heated feel of the long penis that
was in him.  Brian pushed all the way in Justin and then pulled all the way
out till just his prickhead remained.  He slowly pulled out and then slowly
drove in.  Justin felt great pleasure and began to moan loudly with every
thrust.  Brian grunted as he fucked Justin gently.  He loved the feel of
Justin's ass grabbing hold of his penis.
		Justin wrapped his hands around Brian's back and slid them
to his firm ass.  Justin rubbed on the firmness of Brian's smooth ass.
Brian liked the feel of Justin's hands there and gave Justin a kiss on the
lips.  They kissed longily as Brian moved his hands to Justin's thighs.  He
grabbed hold of them and thrusted harder in Justin.  They stopped kissing
and Brian breathed hard against Justin's neck.  "Oh, Justin... heh heh, it
feels so good.. I never felt.. this way before" Brian moaned into Justin's
ear.  Justin was in another world with Brian inside of him.  "Uh, yeah
Brian, please make me cum..." Justin groaned.  "Yes Brian!" Justin said as
Brian fucked him harder.  Brian thrusted even harder as he approached a
long awaited climax.  Justin felt a strange feeling in his dick and let out
a loud scream.  He soon was having his first sexual orgasm upon Brian's
stomach.  He had jacked off plenty of times on their tour bus, in bathrooms
and the hotel rooms, but never while actually having sex.  Never without
touching his dick in some way did he cum.  Brian opened his eyes and
watched as Justin moaned and grabbed on his ass.  Brian closed his eyes
again, still thrusting in Justin.  Brian felt his body shake and he left
out a long moan as he felt himself cumming inside of Justin.  Justin felt
Brian's ass spasming upon his hands.  Brian's body shook and the whole bed
was creeking as Brian thrusted harder in Justin.  Soon they both stopped
moving, relaxing after their incredible orgasms.
		Brian looked at Justin lovingly as his dick slowly pulled
out of Justin's ass.  "Oh Justin... I have never had a cum like that
before...  You were great Justin." Brian said as he kissed Justin on the
forehead.  Justin relaxed for a moment.  "Thank you so much for making love
to me Brian, I love you..." Justin said as he kissed Brian tenderly on the
lips.  Brian felt the stickiness of Justin's cum between their bodies.
They rested in the bed awhile.
		Soon Brian realized that Justin's penis was still erect.
He touched it and rubbed it gently with his fingers.  Justin let a soft
moan part his lips.  He ran his hands on Brian's ass and he pulled Brian on
top of him.  "Justin, do you want to.. be my first?" Brian asked softly.
Justin's eyes stared at Brian, adoring him.  "Brian, I'd love to be your
first and show you the pleasure you showed me." Justin responded.  Brian
was kind of hesitant towards the idea.  After all, he had just made love to
his first guy and for the first time in his life.  Brian leaned in and
kissed Justin on the cheek.  He knew he was ready.
		Justin lifted Brian's body and rolled him over softly.
Justin crawled under him.  He smiled devilshy as he felt tan ass that was
before before him.  He was getting the chance of a lifetime and he wasn't
going to ruin Brian's first time.  Laying Brian on Justin's smooth chest,
Justin some put saliva on his hands.  He rubbed it on his own cock.  Brian
took a deep breath as he prepared to be fucked by the seventeen year old
boy.  Justin slowly placed his wet penis at Brian's entrance.  Brian ran
his hands over Justin's chest, awaiting Justin's move.  Justin slowly
pushed inside of Brian's ass and Brian let out a cry.  Justin stopped his
movement as Brian got used to Justin inside of him, letting Brian's muscles
relax.  Brian took a breath and then exhaled lowly.  "Go ahead," Brian
assured Justin.  Justin forced more of his penis into Brian, feeling a
tight grip on his penis.  Brian yelled again.  This time Justin continued
his effort to make love to him, Brian letting tears roll down his face from
pain.  Brian was unsure if it was pain or was it really pleasure that he
was feeling as Justin moved his thick dick inside of his ass.  Justin ran
his hands over Brian's lips to comfort him.
		Soon the burn of a cock in his ass faded from Brian's mind
and body.  Justin glided his hands up to Brian's muscular chest.  He began
to rub his hands all over the firm chest was on top of him.  He had never
dreamted to feel so much pleasure in his life.  Brian ran his hands over
Justin's hair, trying to feel at ease with his lover.  By now Brian was
heated with passion and excitement, so much that his dick was ready to
shoot it's second load of cum.  Brian's tight ass muscles loosened up
slightly, as Brian began to relax and enjoy the feel of Justin's long
member.  Justin began to move his penis up and down inside of Brian's ass.
His cock reached as far as it could in Brian's ass.  Justin began to moan
softly and Brian began to ride Justin's cock in an effort to get some
friction between the two.  Justin slowly increased the thrusts and speed at
which he pounded his penis into Brian lovingly.  Their lips grazed over
each other several times as they moaned in the heat of passion.
		At the same time Justin reached down to tease Brian's erect
dick.  His other hand grabbed Brian's erect, brown nipple on his left side.
The moans filled the room as Justin kept his thrusting inside of Brian
going.  Brian brought his right hand up to his chest and ran little circles
around his nipple with his fingers.  His other hand moved down and reached
between his spread legs.  Brian continued moving his hand down until, his
hand met Justin's large balls.  He then gave Justin's balls a light
squeeze.  Justin moaned loudly as Brian grabbed onto his balls.
		Justin made Brian moan and feel pure bliss as he pinched
Brian's nipple.  Justin moved his hand over Brian's dick and squeezed it in
his hand.  This gave Brian a bolt of pleasure and brought him close to
cumming once again.  Brian let Justin know this by tugging hard on his
balls.  Justin enjoyed that and kept grabbing at Brian's penis.  He ran his
hands through the brown pubic hair that surrounded the dick.  Justin then
began to hump faster and faster trying to bring Brian and himself over the
verge of climax.  Justin grunted as Brian rubbed his face.  He really
wanted to cum inside of Brian's ass and let Brian feel the same pleasure
that Brian brought to him.  Brian moaned and groaned as he enjoyed his
virginity being taken away by the younger boy.  Justin began to sweat
heavily, he had never lasted so long without cumming in his life.  Brian
began to scream, "Justin, yes baby!  I... really love you.. Justin.." in
hopes of getting Justin to the edge of cumming.  Brian forced his lips on
Justin's, sparing his tongue into Justin's mouth.  Brian's eyes let lose
several tears as they made love faster.
		Both of them moaned and shuddered suddenly.  Brian felt his
dick spasm.  His cock let lose several volleys of cum between their hot,
young bodies.  Justin felt himself begin to cum inside of Brian's loving
ass, as they reached their second orgasm at the same time.  Cum began to
seep out of Brian's ass as Justin finished his climax.  Justin waited until
he was limp before he withdrew from Brian's ass.  Brian looked over to
Justin and lovingly whispered, "I love you Justin."  Justin smiled, feeling
a permenant bond to Brian.  "I love you too Brian, with all of my heart."
Justin whispered back.  They both relaxed and sighed.  Justin wrapped his
arms around Brian and they fell alseep on Brian's bed.
		Lance left from outside the door, his dick beginning to
soften.  He had found himself masturbating throughout the whole ordeal.  He
tried to wipe the cum from his shorts, covering up any evidence.  He had
never seen anything so exciting in his life.  He thought of one person he'd
love to lose his virginity to, J.C. Chasez.  maybe he'd get as lucky as
Justin Timberlake and Brian Littrell and fall in love as they did within a
week's time.

*** FINISHED!!!  Okay, few announcements.  The next Brian & Justin story
won't be done for about two weeks.  I'm going out of town next weekend and
I have alot of things to do between now and then.  Also, I am now
re-writing/re-vising 'Round & Round' and 'B-Rok B-Day' to make them fall in
line with the series somewhat.  Some things still won't make sense, but the
majority will.  So you better get your copies of the old ones while you can
because they're getting some MAJOR overhauls, as in scenes will be changed!
Till next time... ***