Date: Fri, 2 Jul 1999 02:40:11 EDT
From: ZELGADYSS@aol.com
Subject: Brian's-7-Sea's-of-Loneliness 8-9

OK this is my first time at a story like this, I have read many from the
archive and loved them.  This is about ME, MY life, and MY fantasies with
Brian Littrell and the BackStreet Boys. I am in no way implying anything
about the sexuality of the BackStreet boys, and if your not 18 GIT!  Enjoy
and please send mail to Zelgadyss@hotmail.com with god or bad comments on
the story. Just remember its my first time, and any resemblance to other
stories I am sory it's coincidental and quite on accident.

Part 8...WOW. Never thought I would be good enough for a part three. But
you have spoken, and so here we go, here comes part 8. I wish to thank JM
for his great writing and inspiring me, as well as many others. I'd like to
thank all the other BSB and N SYNC authors for all the support you have
given me thru the mails, I appreciate it J. Now for the important business,
I got a way to keep AOL.YAY! So I can keep on writing. With no further ado,
here is part 8 of Brian's Seven Sea's of Loneliness (We like the song, yes,
no, maybe..no one has made a comment on the song itself, lemme know J ))


Brian's 7 Sea's of Loneliness part 8 by Jon

	I slowly opened my eyes, I looked at Brian laying there so
peacefully. It brought back so many memories of the past few days. It
brought back how good it felt to be in another person's arms, and feel
complete. Complete. Today that word has new meaning. I finally feel whole,
as if a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders, and it has. The
weight of always hiding in my shell from other afraid to be hurt was a
heavy load. Refusing to become close to someone for fear of being hurt.
Brian opened me up to a whole new world of feelings, a whole new life where
I don't have to be anyone but me. I can do what I like, and not worry who
dislikes it. I can be open and have friends that are there because of who I
am inside. He has shown me how to be a whole person, and the hole in my
heart has been filled. The void that was my heart has been filled with an
unquestionable love. Its a love that's so pure, and so true, so perfect,
that its almost like its a dream. But one I will never wake up from. As I
start thinking about life and its possibilities I start to ease down as to
not wake up my sleeping lover. And just stare into the sky, and just say my
morning prayers, thankful I had my dreams finally and thankful I have
love. As much as I wanted to stay in his arms tho, and all the love he has
given, has made me so happy. A small part of me still has the urge to run
away and close up tho. A part of me unwilling to let go of the past, and
thus unwilling to go to the future.
	Its that part of me that dragged me out of bed. Carefully as to not
wake Brian, and to get dressed. A part of me needed to be alone again, and
to think for awhile. I needed to remember who I was inside, and all I had
been thru, and make sure my feelings were real. I loved him for him, not
who he was, but I wanted no doubt in my hear, cause that would be unfair to
both. I had to be sure before I left that this was real. To do that I
needed to walk, and think. I needed to be totally alone like I used to do
when I was troubled to pray. I needed to totally clear my mind, and when I
knew what my heart truly felt, then I could come back, and not a moment
before. So with that I crept out, my bag in hand, down the hall to the
elevator. As I got in, Kevin and Nick were getting out. Kevin seemed upset
about something, and Nick didn't seem to well either. "Hey guys what's up?"
They both looked at me with a bit of shock.  "What makes you think anything
is up?" Kevin said in a quick paced tone. "Just wanted to make sure all is
well, you look like hell and Nick doesn't look much better." Was all I
stated, and they looked at me with fear in their eyes. "Look guys I will
but out if that's your wish, but when your ready to talk I will be
around. I'm supposed to make sure your OK, it's my job, as a friend. Also
as a Body Guard, I am supposed to make sure your OK." Kevin closed his eyes
and a tear escaped them, and he motioned me into his room with Nick. I saw
this as a move in the right direction, wondering what was bothering them
both so much. I knew it was serious...but not how serious it was.
	"I've been having this dream.." Kevin started "About me as a kid in
High School. I was with a guy I loved with all my heart. I thought it was
normal for a guy to like another guy and experiment. I had just assumed it
was all right. We were both very much in love with each other, We had
waited a few months for sex, and we had been having sex for a few months at
this point. We were in a small field, it was a night bright with stars and
a good sized moon. We didn't know that our parents had followed us to this
place. It was our little place, and they caught us having sex. My dad,
needless to say, flipped. He started yelling and threw me into the
car. Mike was taken by his parents and we were both lectured for
weeks. Forced to go to the priest, and perform long confessionals and
repent. I didn't believe it was wrong, and I repressed my feelings for
anyone for years. I dated no girls, no guys, no one period. Even when I
found out a few of the guys were gay, it didn't phase me. Seeing you and
Brian, it made me realize that I can be happy and gay, or I
think. Somewhere you guys jogged my memories. I have been fighting these
feelings for years..but I'm not ready to tell the guys. The only reason I
told Nick was, he found me crying, and well...I have a crush on him." I
looked at Nick and he nodded. "So I figured I owed it to him to tell him I
liked him, and see what happens. Seems he was hiding a crush of his own,
and we are going to try to start what you and Brian have. But we don't want
the guys to know, ESPECIALLY Brian..which is why I didn't want to tell you
Jon." I looked at Kevin. "Kevin I won't say a word to Bri, that's not my
place, but I cannot cover up for you either. He is only going to support
you, as do I. Anything I can do to help, feel free to ask, but don't ask me
to lie for you...I can't. You guys have talking to do, and I have a lot of
thinking to do...I hope to see you later." With that I left the bewildered
couple to talk and walked off, putting my walk-man on, hoping Brian was
asleep.

~~~~ My Walk ~~~~

	I went to the receptionist and left a message to the guys. "Guys, I
had to go out and clear my thoughts. I had to be sure this is really what I
want, its a big deal for me to leave my life, I hope you understand. Brian,
if you get this, remember I love you, but if its not right, I don't want
you to suffer...if I come back, I will leave with you tonight, if not, I
will call, and we will work around it. Please realize I have to do this,
and don't hate me. Jon" With the notice there, I left. I walked out the
door and turned around, realizing my love was in the building, and I may
not return. Knowing no matter what choice I made I was going to drastically
affect all our lives, my decision had to be true and right tho. By this
point in time, I knew my "Gift" was the power of premonition. I had been
working on it for a year now, and trying to tune it. I had gotten pretty
good at it, but I knew it wasn't going to help me, so I did what I always
did when I was confused. I looked in my heart. I sat down and closed my
eye's. I opened my third eye (that's just your imagination) and I looked
into my heart. I didn't get the answers I looked for, as it was my very
heart that was torn. Torn by my love of Brian, and the love I held for my
friends, which were my family. I started to picture my envisionment of the
Goddess. Soon enough, a lady of great looks walked down on a cloud
staircase. I spoke to her, and hugged her. "Great Mother, I am so confused
and torn. I don't know what to do this time, and looking deep in my heart
didn't help me. I know I love Brian, and I know he loves me, but I'm not
sure I am ready to leave my life...what shall I do?" She looked at me,
returning the hug, and like any good mother, she wiped my tears away, and
cradled me in her arms, he white aura surrounding me, as if to give me
clairvoyance and help me see what I wanted, as she spoke.  "What is holding
you to your life now Jonathon? The love of your friends will follow you no
matter where you go. They will support your happiness anyway they can. They
will love you, unconditionally, just as Brian does. Are you willing to give
up his love? Are you willing to stay in your old life, where you were so
unhappy, rather than take a chance, and be with your love. To be with the
man who's heart beats like yours?" She smiled down at me, and looked at me,
her deep eyes piercing my soul. "No, I'm not willing to leave Brian, and
I'm not willing to make him choose between me and the guys. I won't make
him choose between two loves. This burden is mine to bear, and I choose
him. I know my friends will support me, and my job will have to
understand." I looked up to her and smiled. "All these years this was your
plan for me...all my hardships, were to make me stronger and to find my one
love wasn't it, to make sure I had the strength to do what it took to be
with him. All the unhappiness was to be balanced off now with utter joy
wasn't it? You always watched over me, as I prayed to you..as I prayed to
the heavens and asked for help. You were always there for me, you knew I
was to find happiness didn't you?" She merely nodded as her form ascended
the stairs again, and I slowly opened my eyes.....

~~~~ Brian's Room ~~~~

	My angel had just awoken, alone. He looked about the room hoping to
find me, but try as he might I was no where in sight. He saw his message
light on, and assumed it was from me.  He went to the bathroom, and took
care of all his business, and then ran a shower. He lingered under the hot
water, as a smile crept across his face. Pictures of us ran throughout his
mind, and the things that were to be. He felt a slight knot in his stomach,
as he sat in the tub from the pain.  It lasted about 15 minutes, then he
got out, a bit worried about me, and grabbed his message.  >From the
receiver came: "Guys, I had to go out and clear my thoughts. I had to be
sure this is really what I want, its a big deal for me to leave my life, I
hope you understand. Brian, if you get this, remember I love you, but if
its not right, I don't want you to suffer...if I come back, I will leave
with you tonight, if not, I will call, and we will work around it. Please
realize I have to do this, and don't hate me. Jon" Brian looked at the
phone as if to say it isn't true. He put on a hat and glasses, and he
walked out the door, not knowing where to go, or where I went. He stopped
for a few minutes and looked around. He closed his eyes, and as if
searching his soul for me, he just walked the way his heart told him to. He
had been walking for a little while till he saw me on the bench, my eyes
opening, as he was in front of me, and he looked at me. He was looking for
a sign of happiness, or if he should be sad, but on my face was a siren
look, as I asked him to sit. "How did you find me Brian?" he looked at me
"I followed my heart and it lead me to you." I smiled a bit "Well my heart
was torn, and my soul fixed it, after my prayers were answered I had looked
to my heart and made my decision." Brian's face got a smug look on it, as
if he was just shot or something, as I continued. "I choose to follow my
heart, to take a chance on a love that's real. I am leaving all I knew, but
in my heart nothing will change. My friends if they cannot support me, were
not friends at all. Besides, all I need in life is my god, my goddess, air
in my lungs, and a love in my heart. You completed me Brian. You were the
final ingredient in my life that I needed to be happy. You were the
unconditional love. I have endured all I have, for this moment in life. The
moment I will be complete, and happy. Both knowing the hardships, but the
reward much worth the toils and labor. Brian, I choose you. I choose you in
every way, I choose your soul to be with mine. I choose your heart to beat
with mine. I choose you to take me out of "The 7 Sea's of Loneliness" so my
heart doesn't have to beat alone. So my soul can walk hand in hand with
yours. Take me away from the sea's Brian, take me away from the
Loneliness." He looked at me, a few tears in his eyes, as he gathered me in
his arms "You'll never be alone Jon, so long as I live, and you let me love
you. I will always be here to pick you up if you fall. To hold you when you
hurt. To push you when you need it, and to help you feel love. I want to be
the one to banish the loneliness from your heart, and replace it with love,
pure and true." I smiled as a song danced in my head, and obviously his
too, as we looked at each other. I started to sing in whispered tones. "I
don't have a fancy car, to get to you I'd walk a thousand miles." He
finished the set "I don't care, if he buys you nice things, does his gifts
come from the heart. I don't know, but if you were my guy, I'd make it so
we'd never be apart." We both grinned, as if we really were joined. We have
this link, a way of reading each other. We're bonded in a way only lovers
can be. True lovers, we can be in each others mind, and still be able to
have our own independent thought. It was almost as if we were one,
spiritually, mentally, and soon physically. I knew it was coming time for
us to be together in every way possible. Having been the day before my
Birthday, I had decided tomorrow night was going to be the night. "Brian,
where do we go from here, we leave here tonight right?" He nodded and told
me where we were going. "Were going to Orlando tonight, and tomorrow we
have off, the whole day for me and you to spend, after we spend a part of
it with the guys. They were all a bit upset that we didn't tell them about
your Birthday. These things are important to us." I smiled. "I need to pack
one more bag Brian, and I need to get some supplies." With that I dragged
him to the stores I needed to go into. We stopped by Condom World, and I
picked up a few things. He hadn't noticed as he was browsing and I hid the
bag, as we continued going. I got assorted scented candles, and red and
white candles. I got a few incents, and we were off to the hotel. We went
to our room, and I finished putting all my stuff together and on the
bus. It was about an hour before we left, so I kissed Brian, and went on
the bus, so that no one would notice.

~~~~ Back in Kevin's Room All Day ~~~~

	"So Nick, how come you never told me how you felt?" Nick looked at
the ground "I was afraid you'd tell me to get away if I ever told you. I
figured better to have you as a friend than nothing at all." Kevin smiled
"Well then let's change that, going slow of coarse, but I have wanted to
kiss you all day." Nick looked at Kevin. "What's stopping you?" With that
they began a long day of kissing and talking. Sharing their dreams, their
hopes, their fantasies, and sharing a lot or tongue. In their lives, they
had never known that there was a love their, a love beyond brotherly
love. "Kev, when can we tell the guys?" Kevin looked at Nick, a bit scarred
"Soon Nick, I just want to start off without them making it harder on
us. Soon we will tell them, I promise." With that they laid their fears to
rest. As well as their heads as Nick fell asleep on Kevin's chest, and he
asleep in Nick's arms. They laid there all day like that, in and out of
sleep. Kevin got some much needed sleep, not being plagued by his
nightmare. He assumed it was gone, but wasn't sure. All he could do was
hope.

~~~~ Howie and A.J. ~~~~

	Now A.J. had been dealt quite a blow when he was told he had no
chance with me, and Howie knew this. He also knew from the moping the A.J
was doing that this could lead to alcohol or worst if he didn't get his
mind off things. "Hey A.J lets go out for the day, I still wanted to go do
some more shopping with you." Now A.J. and Howie both knew that was a lie
as Howie wasn't half the shop-o-holic A.J. was. They ended up taking in the
sights and doing some shopping. They came back about an hour and a half
before they had to leave, and grabbed a quick bite to eat. They had a good
day, and A.J. seemed over me. He knew he could have just about anyone he
wanted, and thus he decided to let it go. They had done a lot of talking
just like back when the group first started, and they were already
close. Howie seemed a bit on edge tho, because he was wondering how long
the peace would hold..

~~~~ Back On The Bus ~~~~

	I looked at the clock, and hear loud screaming. So I knew it was
time for the guys to come out. I saw what looked like 1000's of girls, the
police keeping them back...barely. I noticed a few cops not really paying
attention, and his barrier was breaking. The guys were having a good time,
signing autographs, and posing for pictures but tried to get through
still. The barrier broke, and the girls started to swarm the guys, but the
cops couldn't do a thing about it.  I saw what looked like Brian's shirt,
and Nick's shirt next. I saw the guys pushing to get through but
couldn't. I knew it was risky, but I couldn't sit there. I got off the bus,
told the driver open the doors when he saw me. He nodded and I started
pushing through the girls. I know I was going a bit ruff, but not enough to
hurt anyone. I saw Nick first, the girls were ripping his clothes in every
direction. His bare back had some scratches on it. I grabbed his arm tight
as I could, it must have been too tight cause he winced. "Nick don't pull
away its Jon, I'm getting you out of here." With that he grabbed on, and I
started pulling him through the crowd. The driver saw me, I threw Nick in,
and started after Kevin who was close to where Nick was. He was in a
similar situation, one girl wrapped on his leg. The cops were pushing
people away left and right but couldn't get control. I grabbed Kevin..and
the girl and started dragging her. As I started to near the bus I felt arms
grabbing at me, as they realized what I was doing. The driver opened the
door, and let Kevin in. Well he opened up anyhow, I pushed Kevin in, and
grabbed the girl on his leg as the driver closed the door. The crowd
started to shove me back away from the bus, and away from the others. I
groaned, cuts everywhere, and heard Brian scream. That was all the extra
push I needed. My adrenaline was pumping, and I pushed thru the girls. I
felt large gashes on my sides and back as I pushed thru, but I didn't
care. I knew Brian needed help and he needed it now. I felt a powerful hand
grab me, and a dark blue jacket grab me. I shrugged the cop off, and
grabbed Brian's wrist. Feeling my hand he knew it was me, and he grasped my
wrist. I pulled him thru and got him safely on the bus, as A.J. and Howie
were finally starting to push thru, I gave them the added push they
needed. With that I was grabbed from behind and tossed back. It must have
been the cops, as the girls all strained to get past me. I was stepped on,
kicked, and trampled as the bus pulled off. Brian started screaming "Stop
the bus!" The guys had noticed I wasn't there, but the driver went on
anyhow. All the girls tried following the bus, as it finally turned onto
the highway. Taking the most important thing in my life away. After awhile
I slowly got up, and the girls were controlled by the cops. I started
stumbling to my car holding my ribs...which I knew were hurt bad, but
didn't care, and my clothes were soaked in blood. But I knew I had to catch
up with the bus. It was too important not to. An EMT tried to stop me, and
said I needed to get to the hospital. I shrugged him off and got into my
car. I started driving to their next location, feeling the pain in all of
me. Knowing that when I caught the bus all would be fine. I pulled into a
truck stop, and the bus was there..I barely noticed it. I pulled into the
stop. I saw the guys all at a bench eating...close to the bus. They had a
few bandages here and there, but nothing bad. I parked my car, and started
to hobble over to them.  The guys were too engulfed in their food to notice
me. I put an arm on Brian's shoulder, and he jumped as if trying to swing
me off him, he threw me. Normally I'd have been fine, but being in the
condition I was in, I was to weak to fight him off. Him also in the
condition he was in, the adrenaline was pumping, and I hit the ground and
hit it hard and moaned. The guys all looked at the attacker, and Brian's
face when ghost white. They saw all the cuts scratches, and the 2 gashes on
my back which were bleeding deep red blood. From the looks they needed
stitches.  After hitting the ground I curled up holding my ribs, as my
whole body started tingling. I knew this feeling, this was the feeling you
get before you pass out. I also knew I lost a lot of blood and passing out
could be lethal. I fought to keep awake, and slowly began to open my
eyes. I felt Brian holding me. "Jon I am so sorry, I didn't mean it
babe. Wake up Jon..wake up!" I started to stir, and screamed as I felt my
ribs...and they didn't tickle. They all just looked at me. "Are you guy's
OK?" I asked, tho I was weak and my voice showed it. They stared at me as
if I was crazy. Kevin spoke up, Brian too emotional to say anything other
than he was sorry, and I tried to reach up to him, but my ribs stopped that
short, and the cuts didn't help. "Jon your not exactly in a position to ask
us how we are, you need medical attention." I just shrugged it off,
determined to be with Brian the next night. "I'll be fine Kevin....but are
you guys OK?" Kevin knew I was going to keep it up so he answered "Nothing
major, you got us out in time...barely. How did you find us?..never mind
who cares your hear. Now what possessed you to do that and what happened to
you?" "Kev, you know when I saw that barrier go down I had to help you
guys. After I got Howie and A.J on the bus, I got thrown to the ground, by
a cop I presume. And then the girls basically trampled me. I was a mat for
them to step on. Other than a few cuts and my ribs I am OK." I looked to
Brian, as if his touch could heal all wounds, and curled up in his
lap. "I'm sorry I worried you guys, but I have one more request of you."
They all looked at me as if to say what, and I looked at Brian. "I need to
lay down, with some bandages on my cuts. My ribs are bruised not broken, I
will be fine...but I need to lay down, and I am afraid after your body
throw, I don't have the strength to get there alone."  Brian just stared at
me, and carried me into the bus. He sat me up on his bunk as he started to
dress my cuts. He got some ice from the freezer, and taped it to my
ribs. My hissing through my teeth, but he kept going, carefully. After that
he helped me into his bunk and I fell asleep. He was watching me the whole
time as I drifted off.

Brian's 7 Sea's of Loneliness part 9 by Jon

	I slowly started to wake up, and felt a throbbing in my chest. I
started to moan as I awoke, pain in every part of my body. The majority of
it in my chest and the migraine that developed as I was sleeping. I saw
Brian stir, so I knew he fell asleep, but I had no clue what time, or day
it was at that moment, and I really didn't care, all I cared about was my
whole body HURT! Brian began coming around realizing what was going on and
kneeled beside me.  "You OK Jon?" "Will my chest is throbbing, my back is
on fire, and I know you don't mean it, but could you whisper, this migraine
amplifies small noises to hurt." I whispered to him. He gladly obliged and
whispered back "Anything I can get you babe?" "some aspirin and water would
be nice." I said as I smiled ever so sweetly as Nick came slamming into the
room, banging something or another. The sounds going thru my head like a
spike as I held my ears, tears on my face from the pain. Nick looked at me,
a bewildered look on his face. After I had figured the noise was done I
whispered to him. "Migraine, small noises act like big ones. Hurts very
much..and how long have I been asleep for?" Nick looked at me and
smiled...then decided to give me a serious answer. "You've been out for a
night and all day..It's about 10:00 PM now." I just gawked, knowing Brian
sat by and watched me the whole time. I slowly got up..which wasn't too
bright but I didn't care. I hobbled over to the bathroom and did my
business, then towards the front to Brian. My voice still a whisper "Hey
Bri, I'd grab your waist but I couldn't take the pain of being flipped
again." I chuckled softly and stopped abruptly as my ribs reminded me they
were still there and not to happy with me. I bent forward a bit from the
pain, and the steadied myself, refusing to give into the pain, and wrapped
my arms loosely around Brian's waist and hugged him. I grabbed the water
and aspirin, Then dragged him with me. I gestured him into the bunk, after
downing the pills I joined him and wrapped my arms around him. "Go to sleep
Brian, I will be right here with you, I know how long you watched me, and I
need a nap from this headache. Besides naps are more fun with two." With
that I smiled and kissed the back of his head, and I could swear I felt him
smile. It wasn't too long before we were both asleep in the bunk.  It must
have been hours later, the guys woke me up gingerly and woke Brian up as
well.  We climbed out of bed, it was pitch black out, and the bus had a
single light on. Brian had a grin on his face as did the guys. Kevin
started at me "Come on Jon, we know your sore. We have a surprise and a
thanks for you. I walked out with them, staying close to Brian, in his arms
as I saw a cake with some candle's on it. "Happy Birthday to you..." they
all sang in unison, which brought a smile on my face. It looked like an ice
cream cake, which was tradition in my family...not to mention it would feel
good on the throat and soothe the ribs. "Well I hate to ask guys, but how
did you set this up..." Then I stopped remembering I slept for a night and
day. "Never mind.while I was sleeping." This got a small laugh from
everyone but me, and when I didn't laugh they all stared at me. "OK Jon, we
know it was cheesy joke, but no laugh?"  A.J. said. "I learned my lesson
earlier about laughing with my bruised ribs. I'd end up crying more than
laughing...so I skipped it. I'll make up for it another time." After
standing and eating the cake I was still really weak and sat, the headache,
and dizziness setting in. The guys looked at me funny again. "Guys this
normally follows a migraine, I'm OK. I have been thru worst, I need a few
days to recuperate, and I will be good as new."  We started to pull up to
the hotel that was our new home for a few days. " Brian, I need to talk to
you, its rather important." I said as he helped me off the bus. "Can it
wait till we get to the room?" Brian answer. "Its better off discussed
there alone." I said as we slowly made our way up. People gave me slanted
stares as Brian helped me up, I knew I would be more or less confined to
the room for the next few days. I laid down on the bed, and Brian softly
laid next to me. "So what's wrong Jon?" I looked at him, my eyes were
perfectly content as they fixated on him. I guess I was staring, but after
a minute gained my composure. "Well you know I love you right?" He looked
at me, his face went from care free to serious. "Yes and I love you dearly
as well Jon." I continued "I had hoped to make love to you tonight, while
we shopped in Boston I had gotten a few things for it. I hadn't planned on
getting hurt..I'd gladly do it again, but I wanted you to know I was
ready....but we have to wait a few days till I heal. Your not mad are you?"
Brian's face went back to a happy, carefree look as he smiled at me. "I
would have loved nothing more, and I understand your injuries need a bit of
time. You got them saving me and the guys, for that we are grateful. It has
never been that bad. Besides, you were in the bus, you put yourself in
harms way for me." I just looked at him. "If e were on the Titanic, and
there was only one seat left, I'd put you on that seat. I'd put myself in
danger for you, and I am sure I will again. I love you to the point I could
care less about myself as long as you are happy." Brian just smiled ear to
ear and wrapped me up carefully in his arms "I love you Jon" "As I love you
Brian." .......


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Humans.  Take what life gives you and do your best, and when someone
belittles you, insults you, or tries to feel big by making you feel
bad. Walk away. Be the bigger person. And when you succeed it drives them
nuts cause try as they might, you're better, and you made something of
yourself!

Well I hope you liked this installment. The next one will come out in about
a week or maybe sooner if I get emails. Have any idea's? I know where I see
the story going, but where do you see it going? Where do you want to see it
going? Nick and Kevin together, or find a reason not to? Well let me know
what you think. This story is for you as much me, so let me know what you
want to see. Other than that general comments good and bad are
appreciate. Keep well everyone J - Jon