Date: Wed, 4 Apr 2001 16:04:34 -0700 (PDT)
From: John D <zachstack@yahoo.com>
Subject: BSB Hearts Assunder Part 3

Previously...

***"Nah, I think I'll just chill out here for a while.

Maybe i'll meet another famous tv star again eh?"
Brandon grinned at Scott who also laughed.  Brandon
had told Scott about his meeting with Nick earlier on
during the week.
**************************************

"Hello good evening. Is Brandon home?"  Nick shakily
breathed softly into the phone.

"Brandon?  Oh sorry, you must have the wrong number.
He doesn't live here anymore."  The man on the other
line answered.

"S-Scott?"  Nick desperately but hesistantly asked.

"No, I'm sorry.  The people that used to live here
moved some time back." *click***
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**Disclaimers:  This is a work of fiction and nothing
else but that.  This does not necessarily reflect the
sexual orientation of the parties involved.  Enjoy.**
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Hearts Assunder Part 3
Progress

Nick couldn't breathe.  He was in utter desperation
and loss staring panicing at the reciever.

"Oh God please no, not now, not like this."  Nick
sobbed audibly hurling his cell phone across the room
before curling up into foetal position. Nick wept open
and loud, failing to notice that he was no longer
alone in the room.
*********************************
Few minutes earlier...

"Congrats cuz!  Two down eh?"  Kevin full heartedly
slapped his cousin's back.  "Two boys no longer huh?"

"Yeah, thanks man.  Where's Nick?"  Brian smiled
despite his intensifying worry for how Nick was taking
the news.  At first he had thought that he had
underestimated Nick because he apparently took it
better than he thought.

"Oh, he said he'd catch up.  He said he had something
to do in his room.  C'mon cuz enough worrying let's
celebrate!"  Kevin emptied another mug of beer.

"I don't know Kev, you know what happened last time.
I just can't help it alright?  I'm gonna go check on
him you guys celebrate without me.  Hopefully I'll be
back with our Nick in a few minutes."
*******************************************

Back to the present...

"Oh Nick..."  Brian went to his best friend's side
wrapping his arms lovingly around him.  "C'mon it's
going to be alright."  Brian kissed the top of his
head noticing the broken pieces of the cell phone by
the opposite wall and the presence of the black book.

"I-I-..." Nick tried to talk but could hardly even
catch his breath between his heart wrenching sobs.

"shhhh, it's alright.  I promise I'll always be here
for you, babe.  You know that.  Now come on, let's get
a good look at ya."  Brian tried to soothe Nick
carefully taking the black book and placing it on the
bedside table.

Brian helped Nick move to the bed slowly supporting
him through the painful weeping of his younger
bandmate.

"I-I-I'm really...really happy for you Brian.  I love
you and you know that."  Nick gazed at Brian through
his tear soaked eyes.  "It's just...I-I.." Nick tried
to talk but failed and once again succumbed to sobs
that violently shook his body.

"Shhh, it's alright.  I know you love me, and you know
I love you too.  But I love Leigh Ann also.  Nothing
will change either of those, you know that."  Brian
held Nick up smiling softly and lovingly at Nick.

"I-I called Brandon..."

'Brandon!'  A red flag rose in the back of Brian's
mind.  'So this explains the sobbing.'  "It's alright
Nick, it's been almost a year and a half since you
broke up with him, it would only be natural if he is
with someone else..."  Brian grudgingly tried to
reassure Nick only to be interrupted abruptly by the
torn blond.

"No, no, no.  He's not with someone else, he's not
even home anymore!"  Nick screamed his anguish
straining his voice even moreso than it already was.
"He-he's gone, Brian!  He moved somewhere else and I
don't know where he is!"  Nick cried into Brian's
shoulder even harder.

'Ah, I see.'  Brian had been one of the most vocal one
against Nick and Brandon's relationship.  He had
sincerely thought that it was damaging to the band
that Nick was spending so much time with Brandon.
Honestly, Brian was only thinking about the welfare of
the group...and Nick.  He was...really...
**************************************
[Flashback]

Three days after Nick and Brandon met at the bar...

"Hey Brandon, phone call for ya."  Scott called out to
the bathroom where Brandon was just getting ready to
go out again.  "Who is it?"

"N-Nick...er I meant Gene."  The voice on the other
line suddenly faltered as though he was hesistant
about the phone call.

"Well who is it?  Nick or Gene?"  Scott was growing
anoyed with the guy.  He liked Brandon's friends but
sometimes they were too immature, even for him.

"G...Nick.  It's the guy he met at the bar the other
night."  The voice became desperate.

"Who is it?"  Brandon hopped on the couch next to his
brother.

"Says it's that Nick guy you met the other day.
Sounds kinda weird man.  Mom wouldn't like him at all.
 I like him already."  Scott grinned at Brandon
handing him the phone.

"'Sup?"

"Brandon?"  Nick sounded hesitant and lost.

"Yup.  What's up dude?"

"Um...I was wondering if you would like to go catch a
movie with me or something?"

"Now?"

"Yeah...er I'm not intruding on anything am I?"  The
last was barely audible through the ear piece.
Sounded almost like a scared little kid talking.

"No, no.  My brother and I were just headed out
anyways.  What say we pick you up?  You sound like you
need to get out."  Brandon smiled at his brother who
was shaking his head and waving his arms no.

"You sure he won't mind?"

"No, not at all.  Scott loves all my friends.  And
Melody is coming.  He likes to impress her by being
humanitarian."  Brandon snickered grinning like a
bobcat at his brother.

"Oh...ok.  You can pick me up at..."  Nick gave
Brandon the adress of the hotel where he was staying.
Brandon scribbled away while Scott was trying to get
him into a headlock.

"Right.  I'll see you in a bit, bye."  Brandon hung up
and immediately went on the offensive with his
brother.
************************************************
"Alright, here we are.  Wow this is some snazzy hotel
your friend is staying at, Brandon."  Scott pulled up
to the sidewalk where the doorman was ready to accept
them.

"Um, we're here to pick up Nick something or rather?"
Scott rolled his window down to converse with the
elder gentleman.

"Right around the back, sir."  The man in the red
suit.  Motioned them through a barricade that was
flanked by girls of all shapes, sizes, and ages.

"Thanks, Jeeves."  Scott slowly pulled 'round back.

"Damn this place must've some sort of celebrity or
whatnot."  Brandon observed looking at the crazed
looks in the girls' eyes.  "I'd hate to work that
place for the night."

"You hate anywork."  Scott laughinly shot in at
Brandon.

"Hey anything where I sweat is work to me."  Brandon
grinned back at his brother.

"That him?"  Scott nodded to a guy in a long coat by a
blazer.

"Yeah."

"He seems creepy.  Just like you to find the creepiest
people in the world to hang out with, B.  Keep him off
Melody.  I don't want him creeping her out, like all
your other friends."

"Hey not my fault Melody is squimish.  Besides the
spinach from last time was an accident."  Brandon
smirked broadly to himself before rolling down the
window.

"You wanna go for a ride kiddo?"  Brandon grinned
mischievously at Nick.

"H-hey."  Nick walked up to the car and got into the
back seat.  "Crazy out there huh?"

"Ain't that the understatement for the night.  Hey I'm
Scott btw."  Scott stuck his hand to the back to shake
Nick's hand.  "Sorry 'bout earlier I thought you were
one of Brandon's weird friends for a second."  Scott
winked charmingly at Nick.

"Hi,  Nick."  He took Scott's hand and noticed the
strong manly shake of the older brother.  "No problem,
it was my fault.  I was kinda on something then."  He
smiled sweetly at the tightly muscled Scott.

"Well let's go.  Melody doesn't like to wait."

[Flashback ends]
**************************************************
Back to the BSB's private hotel room....

"Hey, I always told you that I will be here for you
didn't I?"  Brian took a deep breath and uttered the
words he never thought he ever would in his life.
"I'll help you find him."

"Really?"  Nick raised his head slowly.

"Uh-hmmm."  Brian couldn't help but smile at his
former first play lover.

Nick threw his arms around Brian thanking him with all
his heart.

'Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into.'  Brian
sighed to himself reassuringly patting Nick's back.


End of Part 3