Date: Sun, 8 Apr 2001 21:07:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: John D <zachstack@yahoo.com>
Subject: BSB Hearts Assunder Part 6

Previously...

In real time at the BSB Hotel.  We leave off with Nick
finding out Brian's true feelings about his
relationship with Brandon....

"Brian is that true?"  Nick rounded on Brian.

"Nick, I-I..."  Brian was speechless and was still
fumbling with words when Nick stormed out of the room.

"Nick wait up!  Let me explain."  Brian called
desperately after Nick.  "Dip shit."  Brian shot at AJ
before he slammed the door shut behind him.
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Part 5 Ended with the end of a flashback and the
apparent bloom of a new relationship....

Brandon couldn't help himself but placed a finger over
Nick's lips to shush him.  "It's okay, I didn't mind
it at all."  Brandon leaned in and made to kiss Nick
back when the elevator bell chimed and the doors
swished on open.

"Brian!"

[Flashback and Part 5 Ends]
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**Disclaimers:  This is merely a work of fiction and
should not be taken otherwise.  It is a pG-13
situation, so please enjoy the story.**
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Hearts Assunder Part 6
Confusion

"Nick wait."  Brian pleaded with Nick, catching the
slamming door right before it would have hit him.

"We have nothing to talk about Brian.  Leave me
alone."  Nick slammed his roomdoor in Brian's face
locking it before Brian could end.

"Nick, let me in please?  I can explain."

"Brian."  Kevin touched his cousin on the shoulder and
gently pulled him aside for room by the door.  "Nick?
It's Kevin.  Open up please."  Kevin called out,
knocking gently at the door.

*click*  The lock of the door became unlatched.

"Nick, please hear Brian out.  I can't have you two
fighting like this anymore.  You two are best frieds
for pete's sake."  Kevin dodged a flying pillow in
time, unfortunately for Brian, however, he didn't have
the same luck.
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[Flashback]

"Brian!"  Nick gasped as the elevator doors opened to
Brian standing there at the door.

"What's up dude?"  Brandon nonchalantly patted Brian
on the back and stepped off the elevator.  "So which
way to the bathroom?"

"Yeah...right."  Brian looked from Brandon to Nick.

"Um, it's straight down the hall to your left.  The
bathroom will be behind the far wall to your right."
Nick avoided Brian's scrutiny and walked hurridly past
to the BSB's suite.  "C'mon we don't want Mike to get
all worked up for us being late."

"Mike's not the problem."  Brian stood his ground and
folded his arms across his chest.  "I went back down
with Butch to get you, but John said you took the
other elevator with Brandon.  What's going on Nick?
And what took you so long...Or should I even dare ask
that?"

"Brian all Brandon and I wanted to do was talk okay?
John wouldn't give us a little room."  Nick sighed.

"So you decided to ditch him?"  Brian interjected.
"What if this Brandon friend of yours wanted to beat
you up, what then huh?"

"All he wanted was to talk to me Brian.  Get off my
back would you.  Besides what's it to you if he did
want to kick my ass?  At least he cares enough to do
that to me at least."

"What's that supposed to mean huh?  And from what I
saw, you two were doing more than just talking.  What
would've happened if I wasn't standing there instead
it was some fan with a camera?  What then?"

"Well I guess we're all lucky it was you then huh?
Brandon, wait up."  Nick turned his back on Brian and
chased after Brandon who was just leaving one of the
guards' room.
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"What took you so long?  And where's Brian?"  Mike
looked up from his papers as Nick and Brandon walked
into the room.

"Sorry, we took a separate elevator and we had to have
some pit stops on the way up here.  And Brian's right
behind us somewhere."  Nick turned to Brandon and
whispered.  "Follow me, this shouldn't take long."
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25 or so minutes later...

"...and so your itinerary ends tomorrow afternoon at
the photo shoot for the local charity fund raiser with
Hulk Hogan.  That shouldn't take long since it's only
a promotional stint for next week's basketball game.
Any questions?"  Mike finally looked up from his
agenda book to face a rather bored group of people.
The two bodyguards have stepped out onto the balcony
for some fresh air; AJ was sitting too comfortably on
the recliner with his shades on; Howie stared at the
ceiling counting tiles, Nick was busy whispering and
having what appeared to be a very interestingly funny
conversation with his new friend; Brian was starring
hard enough at the previous two to practically burn
holes through their bodies; and Kevin was the only one
who was seemingly paying the least bit of attention to
what he had to say.

"Nope, that should be it Mike.  Thanks"  Kevin nudged
AJ on the arm non too gently to bring him out of his
relaxation.

"Huh? Wha..what? Oh yeah.  Thanks Mike.  No problem at
all.  Picture of basketball, charity for Hulk Hogan,
got it."  Aj got up and hopped on over to the wet bar.
"Anyone else want anything?"  Aj tossed a can of coke
to Nick who caught it instinctively.  "How 'bout you
new kid?"

"You want anything to drink Brandon?"  Nick quietly
asked.

"Got some orange juice or lemonade maybe? Please? and
the name's Brandon."

"Nice to meet you Brandon.  Orange juice on the way.
Kev, you want anything?"  AJ walked behind the counter
for a bottle opener after tossing Brandon a can of
orange soda.

"Er...thanks."  Brandon looked at Nick helplessly but
smiled anyways after catching the can.

"Let's get out of here."  Nick whispered and winked at
Brandon.  "Follow me, come on."

[End of Flashback]
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"Nick, I was wrong.  I didn't know what I was
thinking."  Brian pleaded with Nick carefully making
his way to the angry blonde.

"You knew how I felt about him Brian.  I told you
everything because I trusted you!"  Nick growled at
Brian after running out of things to throw.

"I know, and I'm really sorry for what I did.  I
was...I was just..."  Brian looked at Kevin at a loss
of words.

"A mother f*****g b*tch,"  Nick offered to finish the
sentence.

"Yes that too."  Brian threw his hands up in
resignation after Nick flipped him the bird.

"Just tell him, coz, otherwise we will never hear the
end of this.  And I for one am really going on the
deficit on sleep."  Kevin urged Brian on.  "Nick, you
listen too.  I don't want you two hissing and spitting
at each other anymore."

"He started it."  Nick childishly shot in.

"Nick I was jealous alright?!"  Brian finally admitted
out loud why he hated having Brandon around.

Taken aback, Nick was stunned in mid speech. "Is..is
that true?  Were you really jealous of us being
together, Brian?"  Nick's heart began to flutter in
his joy for hearing those words.  "But why?  What for?
You had Leigh Ann.  I had noone until..until Brandon
came along."

"I couldn't handle you not being there with me when I
needed you.  I missed having you around to talk to and
joke around with when Leigh Ann was the least of all
people I wanted to talk to.  I missed you, Nick.  I
missed your smile, your laugh, everything.  Do you
forgive me?"  Brian pouted and gave his best puppy dog
look.

Nick was starting to feel happy again, but he was
still not ready to forgive Brian so he folded his arms
stubbornly and answered,  "Maybe."

"Ahhhhh!  Sometimes I don't miss you at all you're
too damned stubborn!"  Brian lost all patience and
stormed out of the room.

"Oh Nick,  I can't believe you!  I thought you wanted
to hear that from him.  I don't want to sit through
this again!"  It was now Kevin's turn to pout and
trudge out of the room.

"I love you too Brian."  Nick whispered to himself
before curling up with the remaining pillows under the
sheets; once again confused and overcomed by a flood
of emotion.
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[Flashback]

"Damn, this is the life man."  Brandon walked into the
private gym looking at everything appraising celebrity
lifestyle perks every which way his eyes went to look.
 "What's it like being somebody?"  Brandon got under
the bar on the weight bench and admired the stainless
bars and the 50 lbs plates that flanked both sides.

"Tiresome."  Nick moved his bangs out of his eyes.
"Boring, hectic, a lot of running...alone."  He was
now on the treadmill by Brandon's feet.

"How can it be boring man, the money the fame...the
attention you must get."  Brandon leaned up on his
elbows to look at Nick below him.

"Well, I guess I can't complain about the first
two...but it's the last one that I can't seem to get
used to.  Oh I mean I love my fans and everything, but
I'm never given the chance to be just Nick Carter.
Being with the Backstreet Boys, I can't be me!'  Nick
groaned after hearing himself utter his fraustrations.

"What is the real you?  Who is Nick Carter really?"
Brandon seductively and knowingly smiled at Nick.
'What the hell am I doing?!?'  Brandon thought to
himself.  'I can't
freaking believe I'm trying to seduce him!  AHHHH!
Who
the hell am I?!?'

"Weeeelll,  Nick Carter likes a lot of things."  Nick
smiled back just as sexy.  "For instance, I like to
play ball in the park without being bothered.  I like
to oh I don't know,"  Nick looked down at Brandon's
legs then slowly raised his face all the while taking
in every thing of Brandon from his nike shoes to his
smooth shaven face until he was suddenly gazing into
Brandon's eyes through the golden silk curtains of his
hair.  "and most importantly,  Nick Carter wants to
sit right here and just look at you for the rest of
the day."  Nick gently straddled Brandon right above
the waist then gently forced him back down with his
delicate finger tips.

Brandon cocked his eyebrow up and smiled wickedly
seductive at Nick.  "What else does Nick Carter like
to do?"  Brandon intentionally talked in a low whisper
making the situation all the more sensual.  'What am I
doing...?'  Brandon panted in his mind, heart
palpitating in anxiety.

"Well...there are other things Nick Carter would like
to do..."  Nick trailed his fingers from Brandon's
chest down to where his body started and leaned down
in a slow graceful feline motion and seductively
intertwined his being with Brandon's with a kiss.

"Yes, and would Nick Carter like to get the f*ck off
that boy and explain what the f*ck he is doing?!?"
Kevin's voice echoed through the suddenly cavernous
gym.

"Kevin!"  Nick's eyes became madly wide as he
frantically scampered off of Brandon.  "Ke...Kevin
this isn't what it looks like..."  Nick's voice
trailed off when he finally realised that Kevin wasn't
alone.


End of part 6