Date: Sun, 16 Jul 2000 04:11:35 -0700 (PDT)
From: Red <redfirewitch@yahoo.com>
Subject: Chances Are Part 1 (Boyband slash)

Title: Chances Are. Part 1
Author: Red (redfirewitch@yahoo.com)
Disclaimer: This is just fiction and there isn't an
ounce of truth about the sexuality of the Nsync boys
in here. At least not as far as I know. If you're
below 18 or if you don't want to read fiction about
homosexuality, do not go further than this line.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Justin just laid there and watched JC sleep. As usual,
JC was off to slumberland the moment they got some
time off. Chris, Lance and
Joey had taken the chance to go clubbing with the
girls they had met during the concert. However, JC and
Justin had passed it. JC's
reason was that he wanted to sleep and Justin's
unspoken reason was to be with JC, although the reason
he had given was that he was
tired too.

Unknown to the rest, Justin had begun to have a crush
on JC. He didn't know when and where it started, but
he would catch himself
just staring at JC whenever he could. Among the guys
he had always been closest the most to JC but that was
because they had known
each other longer than the rest. It started with the
MMC gigs. Then their group, N'Sync, brought them even
closer together. However,
Justin began to realize that his interest in JC was
more than friendship.

At first it had freaked him out. He feared that he was
gay. He began to make an effort to date more. That was
when he had been caught
making out with Britney Spears. Britney had always had
a thing for him and when he finally reciprocated, they
had started going at it
hot and heavy in his hotel room as both had been
staying in the same hotel. However, they had been
`discovered' when one of
Britney's dancers walked in. Somehow, word got out
that he and Britney were dating and it did more damage
to her than to him. But
he had come out of it knowing that he was not gay. He
liked girls. However he also liked JC.

Justin smiled as he watched JC curl into a fetal
position. He loved watching JC and tended to do it
without being aware of his actions.
He wondered if anyone else had noticed but if they did
they didn't mention it. Sometimes he wished that JC
would notice it and then
sometimes he hoped that he could just get over it. If
he were to try to act on his crush so as to get over
it, he could very well destroy
their friendship and the group's career. Besides even
if there was a chance in hell that JC reciprocated his
feelings, what could they
do? Having a bi-sexual singer wasn't exactly the best
lifestyle for a boy band with millions of teenage
girls as fans.

Justin sighed and turned to lie on his back. The bed
was a double and big enough for the two of them but it
was difficult. This time
they were given a room with just one double bed
instead of two singles. This was not the first time
that they had had to share a room.
Most hotels overbooked and usually they ended up
sharing the rooms. But it was difficult when all he
could do was just stare at JC
while he slept. The urge to touch him, to run his
fingers over his incredible cheekbones, was tenfold
whenever he had that innocent
look of sleep.

Just then, JC moved and rolled to sleep on his
stomach, inadvertently placing his arm on Justin's
stomach. Justin froze. He was now
too close for comfort. JC's face was just an inch away
from his and he could even feel the sleeping guy's
breath on his face and neck.
That only served to send shivers of pleasure down
Justin's spine. Justin turned his head until his lips
were close to JC's. All he had to
do was lean forward just a bit and his lips would
touch JC's. Justin licked his lips and decided to hell
with it.

He leaned forward, placing his warm lips on JC's own
cooler ones. Then, unconsciously, his tongue reached
out to run over his lips.
Justin decided that was enough and was about to draw
back when he felt JC's mouth press harder against him.
Justin looked to see if
JC had woken up but the brunette was still asleep.
Justin enjoyed the sensation and opened his lips just
a bit to allow JC's lower lips to
rest in between his. Soon, his tongue followed to slip
in between JC's parted lips.

Justin knew that he was taking this too far but he
couldn't stop. This was what he had been fantasizing
about for weeks now. He just
kissed JC and to his surprise found JC kissing back.
Justin eyes flew up to meet JC's own open blue eyes.

<Shit! This is it!>

Justin started to draw back, expecting JC's anger and
disgust. Instead he found a hand at the back of his
head holding him down.
Justin heart pounded as he watched the desire in JC's
own eyes.

"JC, I."

"I know," was all he said before pressing his lips to
Justin's again. Justin moaned and grasped JC's head in
his own hands as they
plundered each other's mouth. Justin, tentatively let
his tongue sweep into JC's mouth only to have it
sucked in deeper. Their teeth
gnashed as they tried to probe deeper. JC rolled on
his back, pulling Justin atop him. Justin, knowing
that he would be too heavy,
straddled the older guy. Both froze when their arousal
brushed against each other. JC stared into Justin's
blue eyes and smiled as he
raised his hips to brush against Justin's arousal
again. Justin closed his eyes, enjoying the sensation
as he rubbed against JC. Both guys
groaned in pleasure.

Then there came the knock on the door. They froze,
staring into each other's eyes. Dear caught in
headlights had nothing on them.
Justin was the first to recover. He hurriedly got off
of JC. JC placed his arm over his eyes and tried to
compose himself. Justin stood
up and took deep breaths. He then opened the door
slightly to see who it was.

"Hey Justin." Lance greeted with a smile.

Justin held his index finger to his lips and gestured
Lance to be quiet. The door was still only slightly
open as Justin slowly felt his
arousal subside.

"JC still asleep?" Lance asked, waiting for Justin to
open the door fully.

"Yeah."

"I take it I can't come in then." Lance asked wryly.

"Er. I think you better not. He's.he's.he's not
feeling well." Justin tried to come up with an
explanation.

Lance gave Justin a  weird look.
"Why is your face so red? Are you sick too?"

Justin felt his face was still hot.
/Great! What a time to start blushing!/

"Maybe I caught it from JC." Justin said.

"Ok. Then get some rest. I just wanted to ask if you
wanted to come clubbing with me? I was help up with
some business and I'm
meeting Chris and Joey at the club."

"It's ok. You go ahead."

"Fine. Later." Lance saluted and walked off with one
of the group's bodyguards in tow.

Justin closed the door. And rested his forehead
against the door. Now he had to face JC and do what he
was so damn scared to do.
Terrified in fact. Talk.

Justin turned to face JC.
"So, JC. What do we." he trailed off as he saw the
sight before him. Justin sighed and smiled despite the
frustration he felt inside.

JC was asleep and even snoring a little.