Date: Sun, 19 Mar 2000 20:25:40 -0800 (PST)
From: Mike D. <md_life@yahoo.com>
Subject: Coming Back To Your Heart 2

Disclaimer: This story will contain guy/guy sex between consenting adults.
If this isn't your "cup of tea" then scram. This story is not meant to
imply anything about the sexual preferences of the Backstreet Boys. This
story may be redistributed in other archives as long as I am kept as the
author and you don't charge anyone to read it. So after all that.....Enjoy!
Oh and if you enjoy this, please let me know at md_life@yahoo.com Thanks~
Mike D.

Coming Back To Your Heart
Chapter 2

     Stalker's eyes were still closed when Kevin pulled back. He slowly
opened them and smiled at Kevin.

     "I've missed you, Wolf." he whispered.

"I've missed you too, Stalker."

"Ummm, excuse me, but I'm confused. Why does he keep calling you Wolf,
Kevin?" Nick asked from where he sat on the floor, a very confused look on
his face.

     Kevin moved to sit on the sofa and pulled Stalker with him. "Well,
guys I guess that I have a lot of explaining to do."

"Wolf," Stalker said gently touching Kevin's leg, "It's dangerous for them
to know. That is why I'm assuming that you never told them before this."

     Kevin nodded, "But I can't keep it from them any longer. It's not
fair. When I had nothing to do with the game, then it was alright. But now
that they might have to see you and/or me shooting people they need to
know."

"Whoa!" AJ said looking at the two, "Can you guys start to tell us
please. I mean Kev, your sitting there talking so casually about shooting
people. What gives?"

     Stalker turned those penetrating violet eyes on him and AJ shivered,
"If Wolf wishes to tell you all about this then I am gong to be outing
myself to you too and you had better not betray our trust."

Stalker could not believe that he was going to tell these guys something
that he had never told anyone before. He had no more family except Wolf and
no real close friends anymore. Yet, he trusted these guys for some odd
reason.

Kevin looked at Stalker and he nodded at Kevin. Kevin took a deep breath,
"Well guys this is going to be tough. Umm, where to begin?" he asked
softly.

     Stalker could understand what his beloved was going through, "Start at
the beginning, Wolf."

Kevin smiled at Stalker and nodded, "Okay guys when I was still in high
school I was pretty bright." The guys all nodded and Nick looked like he
was about to say something but a kick in the shin from Brian had him
closing his mouth. "Well, one day I was walking home when three guys jumped
out of a car and grabbed me. They took me to an empty warehouse and once
inside, proceeded to turn my life upside-down."

     They all silently watched Kevin waiting for him to continue, Stalker
gently took Kevin's hand in his and started to massage the back of
it. Kevin continued with his story, "Well, they told me that they had been
watching me for awhile and that they wanted to train me to help my country
if I agreed. I said yes. For months after all I did was eat, sleep, and
train. They trained me in dozens of ways to kill as well as teaching me how
to shoot a weapon, arm and disarm bombs, and plus half a dozen other little
things that they thought that I might need, such as how to fly a
helicopter. I was good, I caught on fast and I was combat ready after six
months, so I went on my first assignment."

     The guys were all staring in shock at Kevin now and Stalker gently
touched his shoulder to bring Kevin's attention to him. When Kevin looked
at Stalker he said, "Wolf, it's best if you don't give them the specifics
of those missions. They might end up throwing up."

Kevin nodded and smiled wanly, as the rest of the guys mouths dropped
open. And Kevin continued with his tale, "Well, I threw up the first
time. So I went on my mission and I killed the guy. But after that I had my
code name: Wolf. Because of the way that I killed my prey. I was alone in
the game for a year and a half when the Agency called me and told me to go
pick up a kid, I was going to train him to be my partner."

     At this point Kevin smiled gently at Stalker and Stalker felt his
heart melt. He had fallen in love with Kevin that very first day when they
had yanked him off the streets and Kevin had gently told him that they
would not hurt him.

"The kid I pulled off of the streets was scrawny and very underfed but
tough. It actually took all three of us to get him in the car." Kevin
smiled at Stalker and Stalker gave into the inclination to lean over and
gently kiss Kevin's cheek.

     "While I was training him I slowly began to fall in love with him, but
I fought against my feelings. I didn't want to take advantage of him,
because I knew that he looked up to me. So when he was ready, we went on
our first assignment and the way he moved when we were there, just like a
cat stalking something...I gave him his code name: Stalker. That night when
we returned to the hotel we were staying in he..." Kevin's voice trailed
off and Stalker couldn't help but grin.

The guys leaned forward, wondering what happened next and Stalker grinned
even wider and said, "I seduced him."

The guys all burst into laughter as Kevin blushed deeply and continued on,
"Yeah. You seduced me you little jerk." Stalker smiled complacently and
Kevin, yet again continued, "Well, after that we were totally
inseparable. We were lovers and something more." Kevin said softly looking
at Stalker.

Stalker nodded at Kevin, unable to say anything more than, "We were more."

     Kevin nodded, "Well then I got the opportunity to join the Backstreet
Boys, and I left the game to find something a little more "normal" I
guess. I begged Stalker to come with me, but he wouldn't." Kevin's eyes
filled with tears and one spilled over.

Stalker gently reached out and wiped it away while tears ran down his own
cheeks. "I am sorry I didn't leave with you then Wolf. I...I am sorry to
say that I almost got myself killed taking stupid risks after you left."

The guys stared in shock as Kevin sat up straight, "You promised you
wouldn't!" He gasped out at Stalker and Stalker nodded.

     "But I felt no reason to live, and I had too much stupid pride to go
after you and beg you to take me back. But, I ended up in the hospital
quite a few times in the first six months after you left and..." Stalker
paused knowing that Wolf would not like this at all, "And I haven't stopped
taking those risks. I've become an adrenalin junkie because that was the
only thing that ever filled that hole in my heart that you had left."

Kevin was tense next to Stalker, so he reached out and took Kevin's chin in
his hand and turned him towards Stalker, "I've done a lot that I'm not
proud of since you left and I can't take it back. Some of those things I
probably will never give you all the details about because...it hurts me
when I think of them. Mostly because of how hurt you would be knowing that
I was that careless with myself." Stalker looked away and felt a tear slip
down his cheek, "I went to Cairo undercover once about a year after you
left and...I-I was careless and I paid the price dearly. I have not been
careless since. I'll explain a little more about that one later. I think
you ought to know. But not now. I'm just not ready."

     Kevin pulled Stalker to him and kissed him, "I love you Alex." Kevin
said.

Stalker's eyes filled with tears and his voice was shaky as he said, "I
love you too Kevin, I never stopped."

Then they collapsed in each other's arms hugging tightly, trying to take
away the loneliness that they had both felt when they were apart.

There was total silence in the room for a moment before the couple broke
apart. Then they looked at the group of guys watching them from various
points around the room.

"Okay, so you two are back in love and we're all happy that you two can be
together again now, but what about Kev being in danger? What are we going
to do about that?" Nick asked.

Alex's eyes turned cold again and he became Stalker, "I'm going to find the
bastard, then kill him."

"No you are not." The man next to him was no longer Kevin Richardson, it
was Wolf, his commanding officer and partner, " We are going to find the
bastard and kill him."

Stalker smiled, "So we're partners again Wolf?"

Wolf grinned, "Yeah. You have a Bareta and a holster for me right?"

"But, of course."

To Be Continued....

Let me know what you think Should I go back to the way I wrote the first
chapter? I was goin to do that on this one too, but I liked the ending so
much that I decided not to. Let me know. Oh...are both Kevin and Brian's
eyes blue? md_life@yahoo.com~Mike D.