Date: Thu, 23 Mar 2000 20:15:52 -0800 (PST)
From: Mike D. <md_life@yahoo.com>
Subject: Coming Back Into YOur Heart 3

Disclaimer: This story will contain guy/guy sex between consenting
adults. If this isn't your "cup of tea" then scram. This story is not meant
to imply anything about the sexual preferences of the Backstreet Boys. This
story may be redistributed in other archives as long as I am kept as the
author and you don't charge anyone to read it. So after all that.....Enjoy!
Oh and if you enjoy this, please let me know at md_life@yahoo.com Thanks~
Mike D.

Coming Back Into Your Heart
Chapter 3

     Alex sat up and walked to where he had set his briefcase next to the
door, opened it and quickly pulled out the Bareta that Kevin had left with
him when he left the Agency. Checking the clip quickly he walked back to
where Kevin sat on the couch and held it out to him. Kevin stared at the
weapon. When he had given it to Alex he had never expected to have to take
it back. It worried him, this going back to what he had left. Slowly he
reached out and took the weapon from Alex.

The rest of the guys watched in silence as Kevin checked the weapon over
and then said to Alex, "You have been using it."
     Alex nodded, "It saved my life more than once."

Kevin nodded then motioned for Alex to sit back down. When Alex was sitting
on the couch between Kevin's legs, his back resting against Kev's chest
they then looked at the rest of the guys.

     Kevin sighed deeply at the looks on their faces. "Guys, I know that
this is a lot to...take in, and I'm sorry that I had to keep it from you.."

"Hold on right there," Howie said, interrupting Kevin, "Kev, what you did
you did for all of us. We know that. It's just a shock to finally
understand everything about you. Like why you never dated anyone, even
after you told us that you were gay." he said with a significant look at
Alex. "Like why you always seemed sad, and why you always seemed to see
more than the rest of us put together. We're not mad at you for keeping it
from us. I probably would not want to know now, but it's necessary now and
we all have to deal with it."

     The rest of the guys just nodded and smiled at Kevin and Alex. Brian
slowly stood up and walked over to them, grabbed Alex's hand and pulled him
into a standing position and hugged him. "I'd like to say," Brian said
staring into Alex's eyes, "On behalf of the rest of the family, welcome to
insanity."

The guys all laughed as Alex's eyes filled with tears and he hugged Brian
tightly, "You don't know how much that means to me. I haven't had a family
in a very, very long time."

     Nick looked at everyone as Alex sat back down and leaned against Kevin
again and said, "So are we going to sit here all day on our day off and
talk or are we still going to go out and go shopping like we had planned?"

Everyone agreed to still go out shopping, the guys had all opened their
hearts to Alex as soon as they saw how much he and Kevin loved each other,
and now he was just one of the guys.

     "Alright if this is what we're going to do we have to take
precautions. I do not want any of you guys hurt so we are going to do this
by the book. Ya'll have had a bodyguard before haven't you?" Alex asked and
all the guys nodded, "Okay, consider me your new bodyguard. If I say that
we go we go. I don't care who you are flirting with or talking to. My new
job is to keep you guys alive." He said firmly and they all nodded.

"Geez," Nick said grinning, "Your tougher than our last bodyguard by far
that's for sure. Hey! Hey guys I just got an idea." AJ and Howie both
stared at Nick with fake shock then looked at each other.

"Nick are you alright? I mean I know it's not easy on you when you actually
think." AJ said in mock concern when Howie jumped in,
     "Yeah, you think we need to call the doctor? You could be sick."

"Oh very funny, no really though. We don't have a bodyguard right now, why
don't we tell management that we have a friend who can do it for us?
They'll agree, especially after those threats that we've been getting."

"Hey Nick that is a...." Brian started when Alex interrupted him,

     "What threats?" he asked looking at Kevin.  "Oh it's no biggie. We've
been receiving some threats, most of them consist mostly of "Your going to
all burn in hell, pussy-boys." And that's about it." Kevin replied.

"You should never consider a threat small. They are all important. Believe
me, because I know." Alex said then looked at his hands and continued, "And
I would love to become your guys' full time bodyguard, but I already have a
job."

     "What!" Kevin gasped, "Stalker--Alex, you cannot stay in the
Agency. Please, I want you with me I don't want to lose you again,
especially not to something that's almost worse than death." Kevin made
Alex look at him then continued, "Please change your mind. I love you....I
couldn't bare to lose you again."

Alex looked away, "Kevin, I don't know anything else but the Agency. Where
would I go...I want to be with you, but...maybe I'm too old to change now."

     "No you aren't. I'll help you, baby. Your my life and you will be with
me." Kevin said softly.

"I'll think about it Kevin. No, don't push me right now please. I will very
seriously think about it." Alex said softly and Kevin nodded.

"Alright, we're meeting by the elevator in one hour, guys. Don't be late."
Kevin said as he pulled Alex out the door and down the hall to his room.

     Once in Kevin's room Alex turned to close the door behind them and
felt hands on his shoulders. Kevin slowly leaned down and kissed the back
of Alex's neck. "I've really missed you, Alex."

"I know Kevin." Alex murmured placing his own hands over Kevin's, "I missed
you too."

     Kevin gently turned Alex around and their lips met softly, slowly the
kiss became more passionate and soon they were pressed tightly together
almost as if they were trying to become one person.

Pulling back, Alex was breathing heavily, "We...don't have time Kev." he
gasped out as Kevin continued to kiss the side of Alex's neck.

     Sighing deeply Kevin pulled back and said, "I know, baby. I need a
cold shower now."

Alex nodded, "When we get back tonight Kev, there's something....we need to
discuss."
     "Anything wrong?"

Alex forced a smile, "No, of course not. Just something I thought you ought
to know."

     Kevin nodded and pulled his shirt off and walked to the bathroom, "No
problem, babe. I'll see you in a couple of minutes."

Once the door closed Alex sat hard on the bed, wondering what he was going
to tell Kevin. He had to tell him the truth, he decided, and if Kevin
didn't want him anymore after he knew, then Alex would go back to the
Agency. If Kevin still wanted him though, he would stay with Kevin until
the day that he died.

* * * * *

     "So let's split up and meet at the food court in about 3 hours." Kevin
said looking at his watch once they were at the mall.

Nick laughed at grabbed Brian by the arm, "Come on Bri! I want to go to the
Virgin Record Store! Then were going to go shoe shopping!"

     Brian gave the others a long-suffering look as Nick pulled him off
towards the huge record store. AJ and Howie laughed then waved by to Kevin
and Alex, walking off looking for a store that seemed interesting.

Kevin and Alex looked at each other then smiled, without saying anything
and slowly started to wander throughout the mall. Alex saw a discount book
store and immediately started towards it, Kevin following. Kevin smiled,
remembering how much Alex loved books. He had always had at least one with
him, even on a mission.

     They wandered through the bookstore, checking for new titles under
their favorite authors, then not finding what they wanted, slowly walked
back out. They didn't worry about time, only being together. The strolled
calmly through the mall when Alex noticed a store called Glow.

"Hey, Kev. Let's check that one out." Alex said, walking towards it. But
Kevin had noticed a store that he really wanted to check out, but without
Alex.

     "Okay Alex, I'll meet you there. I see something I wanna check out
real quick." Kevin said starting for the store that had caught his
interest.

"Alright," Alex said looking at Kevin with a confused expression on his
face, "I'll meet you in there, but if your not there in 5 minutes, I'm
coming after you."

     Kevin grinned at Alex, "I'm counting on it, babe."

Alex wandered into the store and grinned broadly, the store was done
completely with black lighting and the only products it had were things
that glowed. They had, stars and constellation groups to stick on your
walls, as well as glow-in-the-dark bead curtains. Alex laughed, but
continued to wander around, still looking for something interesting. He
found it when he saw the salesman wandering around asking customers if he
could help them. The guy was hot. Alex watched him for a moment, then
turned back to looking at the lava lamps.

     Suddenly there was a voice right next to him, "Can I help you with
anything sir?" Alex turned around and found himself looking at the sales
guy that he had been watching.

"Uh, no, but thanks very much....I'm just looking around." Alex said
turning away from the guy. He suddenly felt a hand wander across his ass.

     "Are you sure that there isn't anything that I can help you with?" The
sales guy said softer, stroking Alex's ass.

Kevin walked into the store and looked around, trying to spot Alex in the
dark lighting. He saw him alright. With a salesperson hanging on him and
rubbing Alex's ass. Kevin felt himself see red. He was furious. He stalked
over to the two and was about to demand what was going on when Alex grabbed
the guys hand and shoved it away from him and said, "I said that I don't
want your help, now please leave me be!"

     The salesman walked away disappointedly and Kevin gently touched
Alex's shoulder.  "Alex." He said softly when Alex turned around and smiled
at him. "Are you alright?" Kevin asked looking over at the salesman.

Alex sighed, "Saw that did you?" Kevin nodded, "Yeah I'm alright. Just
annoyed. I mean I did check him out and he is cute....but he just isn't
you." Alex said looking up into Kevin's beautiful eyes.

     Kevin grinned at Alex, "Perfect answer my love. And I don't mind you
noticing when other guys are cute. But cheat on me and I will..." Kevin
trailed off and Alex looked up at him.  "You'll what?" he asked softly.

     Kevin sighed, "I don't know, probably cry. I could never hurt you,
babe."

Alex grinned at Kevin, "You don't have to worry Kev. No one could ever take
your place." Alex thought about what he had to tell Kevin when they got
back to the hotel and felt a chill run through him. God, please let him
understand Alex asked silently.

     Kevin saw Alex shivering, "Are you cold? Do you want my coat?" he
asked coaxingly.

Alex grinned, "And have that salesman start coming onto you! No way. Let's
get out of here," Alex looked at his watch and felt his mouth drop open in
amazement, "We're supposed to meet the guys in 15 minutes!"

     Kevin was shocked he couldn't believe that, that much time had passed
already (author's note: I know time can't really pass that quick, but
because I'm the author it is so.) They quickly left the store and started
back towards the food court. They were, amazingly enough the first one's
there.

Kevin looked around and spotted the sign for a restroom, "Hey Alex, I'll be
right back, I gotta use the toilet."

     Alex laughed, "Still as eloquent as ever Kev."

Kevin glared at Alex, "Shut up, you. I'll be right back."

     Kevin walked into the restroom and moved to a urinal, taking in the
fact that he wasn't the only one in the room, one guy was in the stall
right next to the door, but other than that it was just him and Kev. Kevin
unzipped his pants and started to relieve himself, happy to at last relieve
his overfull bladder. He didn't notice the guy in the stall come out and
silently lock the bathroom door. When Kevin was finished he flushed,
noticing the guy at the sink, washing his hands very throughly. Kevin
shrugged, you could never be too clean.

Kevin began washing his hands as well and the other man stepped behind
Kevin to reach for the towel dispenser. Suddenly, there was the whistle of
hands moving very fast and Kevin felt two hands come crashing down onto his
neck, sending him sprawling onto the floor. Wolf opened his eyes in time to
see a booted foot coming towards his head, and rolled to the side in time
to avoid having his face crushed. Leaping to his feet, Wolf quickly thought
back to his training and started fighting hand-to-hand with the guy while
asking, "What the fuck do you want?"

     The guy laughed as he kept trying to get past Wolf's guard, "To hurt
Stalker, we hurt you, we hurt him. He's to good, but if we take something
away from him that means a lot to him, he will lose some of that damned
alertness." The guy reached into his coat and pulled out a long
switch-blade and flipped it open.

Wolf kept his eyes on the blade, dodging and striking when he needed
to. Suddenly a knock at the door distracted him and a voice calling, "Hey
Kev! What's taking so long? You fall in?" It was Stalker.

     Wolf was distracted long enough for the guy to slice into his bicep
and Wolf let out a sharp cry at the sudden pain. Stalker, outside the
restroom heard it and also heard the distinct sound of someone hitting
something, from the crash and the sound of cursing that followed probably a
wall.

Stalker tried desperately to get the door open but it was a heavy metal
door that didn't budge an inch no matter how hard he shoved against it. He
called into Wolf to try to get the door unlocked.

     Wolf ignored Stalker's voice as he looked at the man walking towards
him, the guy had punched the wall when he had tried to punch Wolf, but he
had moved quicky out of the way. The guy had dropped the knife onto the
floor and Wolf made a move towards it, but the guy quickly rolled onto the
ground and came up holding the knife again. And found himself unconscious
as Wolf, properly executed the same move that the guy had tried on him the
first time the guy had hit him.

Kevin stumbled over to the door and unlocked it and Alex came charging
in. Seeing the guy unconscious on the floor he turned to look at
Kevin. Seeing the blood he gasped and grabbed some paper towels and pressed
them gently against the cut.

     "How bad is it, Kev?" Alex asked softly, his eyes going over Kevin's
body, checking him for other damage.

"Not bad. He barely got me. But, damn my head hurts. He tried to execute
that one knock-em- dead move that I taught you, but he fouled it up and hit
about an inch to high." Kevin said softly, rubbing the back of his head.

     Alex nodded and let Kevin hold the towels onto his arm and walked over
to the guy and turned him over to see his face. Alex nodded, "Yep, this is
one of the best Kev. Jackal. He almost got me a couple of times. Let's
rouse him from his beauty sleep shall we? It won't help him much with that
scar on his cheek that I gave him anyhow." Alex said softly, starting to
slap Jackal's face back and forth until the man roused some.

"Stalker." Jackal gasped, "We thought you were in Russia still." He made no
move to try to get up, he probably knew that if he did, Stalker would kill
him.

     "Well, I'm not."Stalker said softly, "And I want you to go, to take a
message back to everyone in the game. 'Wolf and I are partners again. He
hasn't lost his edge either, he's still better than I am...." Jackal's eyes
widened slightly as Stalker continued, "And the next person to come after
him will die a long and very, very painful death at my hands." Stalker
whispered softly to Jackal. He pulled Jackal up from the floor and started
to shove him towards the door, "Now go, get the hell out of here. And don't
forget my message."

Jackal stumbled out the door and past the rest of the guys in Backstreet
Boys who stared at him in surprise then entered the bathroom. Seeing Kevin
pull the blood-soaked paper towel off of his arm they all gasped and Brian
ran to his cousin looking at the cut.

     "What happened! Are you seriously injured? We'll get you to the
hospital in no time."  Brian babbled until Alex gently placed a finger over
Brian's mouth to shut him up.

"Brian, Kev is okay. He had a little run in with someone from the game and
took him down. Kev's okay, just a little banged up. Let's get back to the
hotel, I promise that we will tell you everything in the limo, alright?
Alex said softly, but loud enough for all the guys to hear. They all nodded
and quickly they all grabbed their purchases and headed towards the
limo. Kevin and Alex pulled back a little from the rest and Alex whispered,
"I'm sorry, babe."

     Kevin looked at Alex in surprise, "Why, there was nothing you could do
to help."

"But I promised to protect you and you had to protect yourself." Alex said
looking at his shoes.

     "Alex, it's better this way. Because they will now know that I haven't
lost my edge. If you had done it for me they would have thought that I had
gone soft and that, get me alone and I wouldn't have a chance. This way
they know that I am not really in need of protecting, but that we are full
partners again. Wolf and Stalker...forever." Kevin said as they exited the
building.

To Be Continued....

Well thanks a lot to all of those who have written to tell me that they
enjoyed the story. I have recieved some really...interesting complements.
:) But anyhow, please let me know what you think.

md_life@yahoo.com
~Mike D.