Date: Mon, 17 Apr 2000 21:49:57 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mike D. <md_life@yahoo.com>
Subject: Coming Back Into Your Heart 5

Disclaimer: This story will contain guy/guy sex between consenting
adults. If this isn't your "cup of tea" then scram. This story is not meant
to imply anything about the sexual preferences of the Backstreet Boys. This
story may be redistributed in other archives as long as I am kept as the
author and you don't charge anyone to read it. So after all that.....Enjoy!
Oh and if you enjoy this, please let me know at md_life@yahoo.com
Thanks~
Mike D.

Authors Note: I want to apologize to all the people who have written me and
haven't gotten a reply yet. Please be patient with me I will get to all of
your e-mails soon. I just haven't had the chance to yet. Oh...check out
these stories in this section of the Nifty Archive, they are all fantastic:
Forever, N'SYNC And the Vamps, BSB-N'SYNC Chronicles, Animal-N-Styncts, and
Justin's Dark Angel. Thanks and let me know what you think.
md_life@yahoo.com ~Mike D.

Coming Back Into Your Heart
Chapter 5

     Kevin sat straight up in bed, wondering what had awoken him. Then he
felt Alex shacking next to him. Alex was asleep still, but his breathing
was rough and irregular. Kevin heard him whispering,
     "Please....please stop. No...NO!!" Alex screamed and Kevin shook him,
trying to get him to wake up.

"Alex, baby...wake up."

     Alex sat bolt upright all of a sudden and stared at Kevin, almost as
if he had never seen him before, then broke down in tears.

Kevin silently pulled Alex into his arms, and held him until Alex's tears
stopped. Kevin whispered to his beloved, "Now you wanna tell me about it?"

     Alex was quiet for a moment then softly said, "I was there again. They
were all there....but this time it wasn't me they were raping...it was
you." Kevin's breath hissed in on a gasp of surprise as Alex continued.

"I could see it all happening, but I couldn't stop it. And you were crying,
begging me to help you and I couldn't." Alex was sobbing again and holding
Kevin tightly against him.

     "Shhhh...Alex. Alex I'm alright. I'm right here and they are no where
near us." Alex nodded and slowly his tears stopped.

"Kev, I...I'm sorry. I haven't had nightmares about this for awhile now and
I honestly thought that they were gone." Alex said sitting up in the bed
and pulling slightly away from Kevin.

     "Hey, there's nothing to be sorry about Alex. Telling me about it last
night probably just brought it all back. It is alright." Kevin said smiling
slightly, trying to comfort Alex.

"Yeah. Kev...did you want to tell the guys about all this?" Alex asked
softly.

     Kevin thought about it for a minute then nodded, "Yes Alex I do want
to tell them, if only to help them understand you a little better. But if
you don't want to then we won't."


Alex took a deep breath and nodded, "We can tell them, but they will have
to understand if I break down. But your right. It's important they know why
we disappear whenever we all next go to Russia."

     Kevin looked at Alex in surprise, "Why WE disappear?"

"You didn't think that I would let you go in there alone did you?" Alex
asked looking at Kevin like he was crazy.

     Kevin sighed, "I guess I will have to put up with you again on mission
won't I? Do you still get all hyper before a mission? I remember most of
our missions you nearly got us killed you were jumping around so much."

Alex grinned at Kevin, "Well not as much. I guess I just got used to the
adrenaline rush beforehand. And I could certainly tell some stories about
you! Don't you remember the time we were in the jungle and when you woke up
you had a boa constrictor on you and you started to scream, very
effectively giving away our position to the enemy??" Alex asked grinning.

     "Hey! If I recall correctly, you were the one that put the damn snake
on me!" Kevin said glowering at his friend and they both laughed.

Kevin leaned over to look at the clock and groaned, falling back down onto
the bed, It is too early!" he gasped and Alex turned to look at the clock
as well.

     Alex started laughing, "Well I can tell that you have gotten lazy. I
mean since when has 5:00am been early for you? You used to drag me out of
bed by 4:30! Your getting soft Kev."

Kevin sat up and glared at Alex, "Soft? I'll show you soft..." Kevin
growled at Alex before jumping on him and tickling him unmercifully.

     "I give! I give!" Alex gasped, laughing and Kevin stopped tickling him
and simply sat back, his ass pressing into Alex's crotch and feeling his
morning hard-on.

"Ohhh...I guess someone else isn't soft either." Kev teased then grew
serious, remembering, "I'm sorry Alex. It's probably too soon." Kevin
started to climb off of Alex when he stopped him.

     "Kev...that.....incident occurred almost a year ago now. I mean it
still hurts every time I think about it, but.....I love you. I want to fuck
to you. I want you to fuck to me too. But it is up to you." Alex said
looking down at the bed.

"Alex. Look I want it as much as you do, but there is something that I have
wanted us to do even more than fuck since we have been apart." Alex looked
at him quizzically and Kevin continued, "I want us to make love to each
other the way we used to. So that it was something special and not just a
quick fuck."

     Alex smiled at Kevin and as he leaned up, Kev leaned down and they're
lips met in an incredibly passionate and gentle kiss. Slowly the kiss
changed, as they both fell down towards the bed, their lips stayed entwined
and soon Alex's head was resting on the pillows as Kevin's tongue played
through his mouth.

* * * * *

Alex laid back on the bed, grinning broadly at Kevin, who was standing next
to the doors of the balcony, still naked and smoking a cigarette. "You
never got over that habit of smoking after sex?" Alex asked laughing
slightly.

     Kevin turned and glared at his lover, "You were the one that got me
started on it in the first place....I never smoked before I met you."

Alex stood and walked over to him, smiling when he noticed Kevin staring at
his naked form, "That's right, you were sweet and innocent before you met
me. You never did anything wrong."

     Kevin laughed, "Well maybe that's an exaggeration," he held the
cigarette out to Alex who took a drag and handed it back, "And how would I
get over it? I haven't had sex since the last time I saw you. Believe me,
love, it has been a very lonely couple of years since we parted."

Alex smiled and asked, "Has your hand been getting lots of exercise?"

     Kevin glared, "No more than yours has." They both laughed and looked
out at the slowly rising sun.

Suddenly Alex asked, "Weren't the guys supposed to come ask us if we wanted
to go to dinner last night?"

     Kevin nodded, "After you fell asleep I called Bri and told him that we
just wanted to go to sleep and not to bug us."

Alex nodded and they silently stared at the city, passing the cigarette
back and forth, when the door to the room flew open.
     "Didn't we lock it?" Alex asked tensely, then relaxed when he saw the
guys all come pouring into the room.

     "Apparently not." Kevin said taking another drag on the cigarette and
watching as the guys stared at him and Alex in shock.

"Kevin....you're smoking." Brian gasped in shock.

     "And y'all are naked." AJ said staring, looking like his eyes were
going to pop out of his head.

Alex burst into laughter and looked at Kevin, "Are they always this
observant?"

     Kevin grinned, putting out the cigarette, "Nope, sometimes they state
the obvious."

The guys slowly calmed down and Brian asked, "Why were you smoking, Kev?
We've never noticed that you smoked before and we have been together for
years."

     Kevin chuckled, "Because, Bri, I only smoke after sex. It's a little
habit that I picked up after Alex and I got together."

If anything the guys' eyes got even larger as they looked back and forth
between Alex and Kevin, and back again.

     "You guys are going to hurt yourselves if you don't breathe here
pretty quick." Alex said mock concern lacing his voice.

"Very funny guys." Nick said, "I hope your happy now. I'm scarred for
life. Having to see you both naked and then to know that you guys were
having sex...I hope you both realize that I'm sending my therapist bills to
the two of you."

     "I'm glad your finally seeking help for those nymphomaniac tendencies
you have, I think your starting to wear AJ out." Kevin said grinning as
both AJ and Nick turned cherry red.

Alex looked at him with a raised eyebrow and Kevin nodded, yes Nick and AJ
were together. Alex smiled and looked back at the guys.

     "So now you wanna tell us why you are disturbing us when we were so
very happy just hanging out here?" Alex asked looking at the guys.

They all seemed to snap out of their daze and exchanged glances. Finally
Brian nodded and Howie stepped forward holding a rather large candy box,
"When I came out of my room to go to Brian's room I found this outside my
room. I didn't open it, and I'm not sure I want to."

     Alex immediately stepped forward taking the box and carefully searched
the outside of it, "Kev...knife." He called absently and Kevin reached into
Alex's breifcase and pulled out a large hunting knife and handed it to him.

Alex slid it between the cardboard of the lid and the box and slowly slit
the wrapping paper holding it closed. Not feeling anything strange he set
the box on the coffee table.

     "Step back. I'm going to open it." He said slowly starting to slid the
lid off. All the guys backed off except Kevin who went to kneel next to
Alex on the floor and helped him lift the lid. As it slid open the guys
held their breaths, but no bang came. They opened their eyes to see Alex
and Kevin contemplating the dozens of little chocolates that were in the
box. There was a note on top. Alex picked it up and read it out loud.

Wolf~
     We remember. You'd think that we would forget wouldn't you? That I
would forget. But I haven't and I will get you. Stalker can't save you. You
can't save yourself. If you want the both of you to live, go back to the
Agency. Rejoin the game and we can play again, just as we used to. And then
I will kill you according to the rules. Or maybe I will kill Stalker. That
is in the rules you know. The loved ones are always fair game in this
game. I'm coming, you can't hide so I'd try to be prepared if I were you.
Ready or not here I come.
     ~ Hunter

To Be Continued...

     I know you all hate me. They finally have sex and I won't give out
details. Sorry, guess you'll have to keep your hands off your "little
friends" until you find a story written just for sex. That's not what this
story is about. I wanna apologize for how long this one took me to post and
for the fact that the next one will take even longer as I'm going out of
town for two weeks and won't have access to a computer. But take heart. I'm
planning on making the next part a little longer (hopefully). Please let me
know what you think.
md_life@yahoo.com
~Mike D.