Date: Sun, 4 Jun 2000 00:07:40 EDT
From: MyKaHoLLy@aol.com
Subject: dirty little secrets 3

Author's note: I hope you all like this. I still might be stopping the
story. Send me feedback!

Disclaimer: 'NSync is not gay. This is not real. If you're under 18,
leave. If you're a homophobe, click the X in the corner of the screen.

NOW ON WITH THE STORY!!

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Justin turned around and looked at Lance. "So, what did you want to talk to
me about?"

A smile crept onto Lance's face as he took a step towards Justin.

Justin took a step back and fell backwards onto the bed. He looked up at
Lance and smiled weakly. He licked his lips as his eyes travelled up and
down Lance's body.

Lance sat down next to Justin and smiled down at the young adonis. He had
planned out exactly what he would do but he was too nervous to carry out
his plan. "Justin.." he whispered.

Justin arched his eyebrow at Lance. He rubbed his leg against Lance's. "Is
this what you wanted to talk about?" he asked.

Lance nodded shyly, blushing furiously. "Mmm hmm."

Justin reached up and grabbed Lance's arms, flipping him onto his back. He
crawled on top of Lance, straddling his waist. He grabbed Lance's hands in
his and interlocked their fingers. He pinned Lance's hands above his
head. "Now let me show you what I want." Justin said, mischieviously. He
leaned down and pressed his lips against Lance's. As his lips touched
Lance's, the rest of the world ceased to exist. He felt an aching in his
chest as his tongue slipped into Lance's mouth.

Lance parted his lips, allowing Justin's tongue to slip in. He massaged
Justin's tongue with his own. He giggled as he felt something poking into
him. He pulled back and looked at Justin. "That was so good." he sighed.

Justin collapsed on top of Lance. He was breathing deeply, obviously out of
breath. "Tell me about it!"

"Wanna do it again?" Lance asked, eagerly. He rolled over, pinning Justin
beneath him.

Justin closed his eyes and tilted his head to the side. His lips brushed
against Lance's in a soft, gentle kiss. He kissed Lance again, this time
with more force. He tickled Lance's sides and Lance squirmed under him. He
tickled Lance some more.

Lance grabbed Justin's hands and held them tightly in his own hands. He
pulled away from Justin and smiled. He started kissing and sucking on
Justin's neck.

A soft moan escaped Justin's neck. He ran his hands over Lance's body. He
looked to his side and his eyes fell upon the clock. "Oh my God! We're
gonna be late!" he panicked, sitting straight up, knocking Lance off the
bed.

Lance hit the floor with a loud thump. "Damnit!" he groaned.

Justin quickly stood up. He walked over to the mirror and fixed his hair
and straightened his hair. He noticed a dark red spot on his neck. 'Man!
How am I gonna explain that to Josh?' he asked himself. 'Oh my God! Josh! I
totally forgot about him! Shit!'

Lance walked up behind Justin and wrapped his arms around Justin's
waist. "What's wrong, Just?" he asked.

"Nothing. I just didn't expect this to happen." Justin said, quietly. He
placed his hands over Lance's, closing his eyes. This felt so right but,
yet, it was so wrong. He loved JC but when he was kissing Lance, it was
just perfect. He loved having Lance's arms around him. He felt safe with
Lance. 'What am I gonna do? I love JC so much but I like Lance...alot!'

"Come on, Jus. Let's go." Lance said, grabbing Justin's hand and pulling
him to the door. "We don't want to miss the plane."

Justin sighed and followed Lance out of the room.

* * *

JC sat in the uncomfortable plastic chair, watching the other passengers
board the plane. He was worried about Justin. He didn't like the idea of
Justin and Lance being alone together. It's not like he didn't trust
Justin. He didn't trust Lance. Not at all. He looked up hearing laughing
from behind him. He turned around and saw Justin and Lance walking towards
the group. "Jus," he said, getting up.

"Hi JC," Justin said, not even bothering to look at JC. He turned his
attention back to Lance. "What were you saying?" he asked, completely
ignoring JC.

JC looked at the two in shock. 'What happened?' he asked himself.

Joey noticed JC just standing there with a confused look on his face. He
got up and walked over to JC. "You feeling left out?" he asked.

JC shook his head. "So, where you sitting?" he asked, changing the subject
before Joey made him spill everything.

"Next to Chris," Joey replied.

"That's cool," JC said. "I'm probably gonna sit by myself."

"Come on, JC. Let's get to our seats." Joey said, leading JC to the gate.

The boys grabbed their carry-ons and boarded the plane. They took their
seats in first class. There was no one else in first class.

JC stuffed his backpack under the seat and leaned against the wall of the
plane, closing his eyes.

"Mind if I join you?" came a familiar voice.

JC nodded with his eyes still closed. He felt a hand on his and his eyes
shot open. He looked beside him to see Justin's smiling face. "Why aren't
you sitting with Lance?" JC asked spitefully.

"Damn Josh! Don't be like that!" Justin said. He crossed his arms over his
chest and pouted.

"I'm sorry. It's just that you spent all day with him and you totally
ignored me." JC said, looking away from Justin.

"You're jealous! Me and Lance are just friends. There's no reason to be
jealous." Justin lied. He glanced across the isle at Lance. 'If you only
knew...'

"Oh, and what is this?" JC asked, indicating the hickey on Justin's neck.

"Huh? What are you talking about?" Justin glanced around nervously. 'Shit!
He noticed! Fuck! What am I gonna do?'

JC stood up, grabbing Justin's hand and led him to the bathroom. He shoved
him in the bathroom and stood him in front of the mirror. "What's this?" JC
asked, pointing at the hickey.

"I dunno," Justin said, looking away from JC. He hated lying to JC.

"Justin, that's a hickey!" JC nearly yelled in anger.

Justin spun around and kissed JC quickly on the lips. "Maybe you gave it to
me." he smiled. 'Maybe you didn't.'

"Justin, I know I didn't give you a hickey! I made sure I didn't!" JC
said. He threw his arms around for effect.

"My God Josh! You can trust me! I love you! I could never hurt you!" Justin
said, angrily. He stormed out of the bathroom and back to his seat as the
plane began to move. 'I hope he believes that.'

JC sat beside Justin. "Justin, think about it. It's obvious Lance likes you
alot and you spent a lot of time with him today and then you miraculously
get a hickey on your neck." JC tried to explain his side. He felt bad for
making Justin's mad.

"Would you even care if I did fuck him? Josh, we're not officially
together, so even if I did fool around with Lance, which I didn't, it
wouldn't be like I was cheating on you." Justin said quietly. 'C'mon Josh!
Ask me out!'

"Well, do you want to be together?" JC whispered.

Justin nodded. "Yes!" he said exasperated.

JC didn't know what else to do. He didn't really want to be with Justin all
that much. He liked his freedom and if he was dating Justin, he wouldn't
have that freedom. But, on the flip side, if he was going out with Justin,
he would enevitebly end up sleeping with Justin and all his fantasies about
his best friend would finally come true. He took a deep breath and leaned
over, whispering in Justin's ear. "Well, would you like to be my
boyfriend?"

"Yes!" Justin said a little too loud. He noticed he sounded a little too
happy about it. "Um, I mean, yea sure. Sounds good. Whatever you want."

All the guys turned their attention to Justin and JC.

Justin blushed and looked away. He glanced at Lance and mouthed the words
"I'm sorry".

Lance just smiled weakly. 'Great! Doesn't he know I love him? JC is just
using him! JC could never make him happy. He's just gonna get hurt.'

The plane began down the runway, picking up speed rapidly. Justin looked
out the window and watched as the plane left the ground. He grasped JC's
hand tightly as the ground grew further and further away. A thought
suddenly popped into his head. Lance was afraid of flying. He turned to
Lance and reached for Lance's hand. "Lance, give me your hand." he said.

Lance grabbed Justin's hand and squeezed tight.

"Oww!" Justin cried in pain. "That hurts!"

Lance loosened his grip on Justin's hand. "Sorry." he said, embarrassed.

Justin smiled at Lance. 'He's just so cute. But JC is so hott.'

"The captain had now turned off the fasten seat belt sign. You may get up
and move around the cabin but we ask you to keep your seat belt on while
you are seated." the flight attendant said over the intercom. "The use of
certain electronic divises is now allowed."

Justin dropped Lance's hand and rested his head on JC's shoulder. "I can't
wait til we get home. Oh yea, where you gonna stay over the break? You
flying home to see your parents?" Justin asked with a hinting tone in his
voice. 'Stay with me!'

"I dunno. I was thinking of staying at a hotel and going to the parks
everyday." JC replied.

"No! You're staying with me!" Justin smiled.

"Okay, but only if it's alright with your mom." JC said, pulling JC closer
to him.

Justin nodded. He closed his eyes and snuggled up against JC, using his new
boyfriend's shoulder as a pillow. He soon drifted off to sleep.

JC smiled down at Justin and rested his head on Justin's head. He closed
his eyes and was also soon asleep.

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Okay, I'm kinda tired now so that's the end of Chapter 3. I'm sorry to all
of you who e-mailed me saying not to have Lance kiss Justin. Well, Lance
didn't kiss Justin. Justin kissed Lance :) Hehe!

I'm gonna go now. I'm watching MMC and Justin and JC are in it. AHH! Justin
just winked at me! *squeals* LOL! :) I'm not a teenybopper!

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