Date: Sun, 31 Dec 2000 03:58:14 -0800 From: Mel Mac <vocal76@hotmail.com> Subject: Dirty Mind Games: The Other Side of the Coin 10 And now to "The Other Side of the Coin"... One more chapter to go and voila... over... es finito... ultimo... blah blah blah so go read it dang it! hehehehehe EVIL DISCLAIMER: They are so gay... I'm just kidding but one could always hope right? Yeah so dream on! Dirty Mind Games: The Other Side of the Coin 10 =============================================================================== Where is he... bed empty... ouch... don't move... ass hurts... god he just hit it really good... can't believe that I came that much... hehehehe... Fuck where'd he go off to? I was looking forward to showering with him... that would be soooooooooo hot. We could have um... continued... maybe I'd let him fuck me against the shower wall... hehehe... oh man... if we had a spa in our hotel room that would be soooooo fucking awesome... the things we could do... thats it damnit... next stop on the tour our room will have a fucking huge ass tub... we better get a honeymoon sweet or something... shit... "Hold on I'm coming!" Fuck... who the fuck would be knocking so fucking early? Maybe my Joshie forgot his key card... hehe okay... so a little eager... just a little... thought your ass hurted boy? Yeah... its hurting real bad for Joshua Scott Chasez's dick to be in it again... damn... never thought I'd enjoy being a bottom that much... Fuck... only Lance... oh well. "What do you want man?" Hope I didn't sound annoyed... but I am... I just wanna be with my Josh again... make up for lost um... time... that we could've been... should've been doing these past few years... "You... you have a hickey on your chest..." Ooops... forgot I wasn't really dressed... hehehe... well... its not like they didn't know what me and Josh were doing last night... well pretty much all of yesterday... hehe... that was soooo funny when they walked in on us... oh well "Um... thought you might be my Joshie... wouldn't have any need for me to put any clothes on seing as they'd just be coming off anyways..." I smile... its true though... I love the way he fucked me last night... it was so fucking awesome... and now I want some more... hehehe... "Sorry to disappoint you..." Well you did... so lemme get ready damnit... "Can I come in?" Well seeing as you already did... sure why not... "Yeah... go ahead..." Well its not like he hasn't seen my ass before... sooooo... "Man... no shame..." Like if we haven't changed in front of each other before... gosh... lemme throw on my boxers then... "So whats up Lance?" As I'm throwing on the rest of my clothes... "Just wanted to talk to you..." So then talk damnit... "Do you think Josh would like me in the baby blue shirt or should I wear the yellow tee or the the blue sweater with these jeans?" Gosh... when did I ever start sounding so fucking gay... "I don't think he's gonna mind much..." Last time I ask your opinion on anything... "So what you wanna talk about?" I hope he'll like the blue sweater cuz thats what I'm gonna wear... unless he wants me to wear something else... "So... you and Josh..." Oh... it figures... hope he's not mad that I didn't tell him... or maybe he's weirded because I gave it up for Josh in an instant... "Yeah... we're... you know..." Well obviously... I'm pretty sure they all got a pretty good picture of Josh riding the fuck out of my dick yesterday... "About that..." Okay... whatevers... now Lance is gonna fucking lecture me about sex... what the fuck? Okay... calm down... I'm a big boy I can handle this... "What about it..." Fuck Justin... you could at least fucking try not to sound annoyed with him... shit... "Did you guys use protection?" Oh... so what... its gonna be one of these talks. Fuck this. "Why?" So I'm annoyed... what the fuck... when the fuck did Lance become my mom... and who the fuck is at the door now? "Hey Justin... can we come in?" Yeah... seeing as you two are already walking in anyways... "Justin... theres diseases and stuff out there... I'm just trying to look out for the both of you..." Where the fuck is this shit coming from? Like you guys don't fucking know us. "Justin he's right... I know if you and JC are going to be doing *that* then at least protect yourselves..." Oh... and so Chris can just jump in now? What the fuck????? Is he my dad or something? "LIKE YOU GUYS FUCKING DON'T KNOW US DAMNIT!!!!!! WHAT???? YOU GUYS THINK WE'RE SLUTTY OR SOMETHING???? YEAH... CUZ I GO OUT AND FUCK FANBOYS AND FANGIRLS AFTER EVERY FUCKING CONCERT AND JC DOES THE SAME RIGHT?????? WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU GUYS GET OFF TELLING ME WHAT THE FUCK I SHOULD DO??????" Mother fuckers... Some fucking friends... and I'm fucking crying... shit... "Justin... we didn't mean it like that..." Whatevers... get the fuck out... all of you get the fuck out... fuck this... I'll fucking leave damnit... motherfuckers... "Justin..." Lance... just let me fucking go... I was almost near the elevator and shit... fuck... just let me go... "Justin... we'll talk in Joey's room..." Just let me fucking go you asshole... I don't wanna talk... I don't wanna... then why the fuck am I crying on his shoulder and letting him guide me? "Sit... here..." I fucking blew up at my friends... but they had no right... I can't believe... I can't... "We're not mad... we're just concerned... we didn't mean to imply anything... but we want you both to be safe... and we're just scared for you... thats it..." Scared of what? You guys are fucking scared because I have what I've been yearning for pracitcally my whole fucking life? Fuck! "I LOVE HIM YOU KNOW THAT LANCE... I'VE BEEN FUCKING SAVING MYSELF FOR HIM... FOR HIM DAMNIT... FOR THE LAST 8 YEARS OF MY FUCKING LIFE... YOU KNOW THAT... I FUCKING TOLD YOU... YOU KNOW THAT!!!!" Fuck... I can't take this anymore... I can't... just let me be fucking happy with him and stop trying to do whatever the fuck you think you're trying to do. "Justin... calm down... I know... just calm down and listen to me for a second..." Fuck you Lance... fuck all of you... "How... how can I calm down... you've known I've wanted to be with him... I told you... when you first came into the group... I told you and only you... and now... its like you don't want us to be together..." Fuck this... I can't stand it... I just want to be with my *MY* Joshua Scott Chasez... and you guys... fuck you guys... And now the all three of them are gonna fucking gang up on me again... fuck them... get the hell out... fuck... leave me alone and let me be with my Joshua... Oh my god... its him... its him... damn tears go away... I don't want him to see me cry... I don't want to... I don't... I don't... "Josh...." Wrap your arms around me and hug me... hold me and never let me go... I love you... I love you... =============================================================================== Yeah... really weird place to leave off... but keep going... just the epilogue and you guys are finished... And I'm sooooooooo sorry that it took me so long to update this... but I hope you guys like the ending... well... guess you have to read it first... =) questions, comments, flames, food, money, donations, JC and/or Justin can be sent to my e-mail at vocal76@hotmail.com... pEaCe aNd aDoBo gReAsE!!!!!