Date: Sat, 21 Oct 2000 11:26:00 -0700 From: vocal76 <vocal76@hotmail.com> Subject: Dirty Mind Games: The Other Side of the Coin Okay here's part 2 from Justin's POV. How'd you like chapter 1? Okay I was gonna wait to post these until like Monday but since I can't wait any longer myself I'm gonna just send them in tonight. And tonight is Saturday. I guess I'll start to write chapter 3 cuz I'm just full of ideas today... but I have to go run errands and stuff... and try to meet that cute guy from work... hehehehehehe... =)... Gosh I feel like I'm in one of my own damn stories... Like the twilight zone... do do do do do do do do... hehehehehe... okay... READ!!!!! EVIL DISCLAIMER: Don't know them, wish I did though... Not implying that I know their sexuality (or homosexuality), wish I did though... if you're not at least 18 you shouldn't be reading if you don't like homosexual material then you know where to go and its starts with an 'h' and has 4 letters... not hell silly... I meant home... =) Dirty Mind Games: The Other Side of the Coin 2 =============================================================================== And he decides to fucking show up. I knew he was going to. But I just want him to got to the doctor. Just go to the damn doctor Josh! Fuck! Can't you see how much I care? Don't you even give a shit? Look away. He can probably see that you've been crying. "Um... guys? I'm not feeling too good... I think I should go to a doctor or something?" Whoa! Did I just hear what I thought I heard? Was Joshua Scott Chasez actually volunteering to go to see a doctor? Oh shit. Okay. so I have to smile at him. He's just so cute and I can't stay mad at him for that long. "Oh my god! Are you okay JC? I mean it has to be something serious if you're actually volunteering yourself to go to a doctor." Okay Chris just sounds like a father all of a sudden. I hope he doesn't try to crack any stupid jokes right now. "You're not going alone, JC. One of us is going with you." See... Lance is such a good friend. I bet he's gonna volunteer me to go. He's so sweet. Too bad he's not JC. "We should let his boyfriend *take* him. We all know Justin would get all jealous and possessive if one of *us* *handled* his boyfriend." Okay... so Joey beat him to the punch. Joey is such an asshole. And yeah... I would take him and I would love to handle him but if you only knew for reals how true that was Joey. Hmmmmm... idea... I'll just let that sit... "I'm gonna go anyways. None of you know JC like I do." I'll just volunteer myself anyways. It'd be a good reason to spend some time with him. If he'll still have me go with him. And maybe I could run some ideas with him too. Well at least to get Joey back for being such a bitch. "Joey, get us a cab. I'll call you guys when we get to the hospital. Josh, come here and sit down, you shouldn't be standing." Yeah... you just want to hold him. Just make excuse after excuse to lay your grimy gay hands all over him. So... what... if only you could stick your tongue out at yourself right now... you'd probably look really really really stupid. "Cab's here! You two run along now. Don't do anyone I wouldn't do. Actually... go ahead and do someone I wouldn't do!" Joey is such an ass. Okay so what if I blush. I get all flustered imagining JC and I together. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh... hehehe... and I'm gonna hold his hand too. We look so good together. Awwwwwwwwwww... he's blushing too. He's so cute. C'mon JC put your head on my lap. There you go. Um... don't pop one now Justin. You don't want to impale him. Here you go. His hair's so soft. Awwww... he's falling asleep. Falling asleep in my lap. Hands still hurts. I knew I shouldn't have let him squeeze my hand when they drew his blood. But its okay. Anything for him. He's my Josh. And oh damn! He didn't even gag when they put that popsickles stick thingy down his throat. I wonder if he'd be able to take me all the way too... hehehe... okay... so what if I think dirty once in a while. I'm a gay guy who can't vent his homosexual frustrations. Awwwwww... and he wants to lay his head in my lap again. How cute... I could do this everyday for the rest of my life. "Thanks for taking me to the doctor J." Awwwwww... he thanked me. I'd do it again and again and again just to be with you JC. I love his hair. Its so soft. hehehehehehe... "No problem guy. Thanks for going. I know how much you don't like going." 'No problem guy?' What the hell was that? You should've called him babe... guy just sounds soooooo impersonal. "I know I pissed you off earlier. Sorry about that." Awwwwwwww apology. How sweet. He apologized... but what do I say? What do I say? "Thanks for going. I just wanted to be sure you were okay thats all." Okay... I guess that will work... kinda lame though. But its true. If there was anything really wrong with him I don't know what I'd do. "Whatcha thinking about?" Oh god he can tell that I'm thinking about stuff. Shit! That I'm dreaming about him right now. Oh shit. Hey... um idea... use it! Tell him... "The guys..." Okay... yeah... liar! You're thinking about him... well you and him anyways... just tell him. "And us..." See... easy, right? Why's he getting up? I was so comfy with him on my lap. "They're assholes. It makes you uncomfortable when they joke about you and me being..." Awwwwwww... and he's letting me rest in his lap all of a sudden. How sweet. Now this, I can stay like this forever and day plus a year and forever after that too. Um... that sounded really stupid and cheesy, didn't it. Well, I don't really care if they joke about us anyways. But I hate the way it makes you feel. And it kills me to know that I'm the reason for your discomfort. "Sometimes..." Okay... lie lie lie lie... But keep going... why don't you propose to him... well not that proposition... hmmmmm proposition him... hehehe... just tell him your idea. "But...." HELLO JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!!!! Continue... keep going... hello! "How about we turn it around on them. Make them feel uncomfortable. I mean... do you think they'd feel even more uncomfortable than we do if they were to think that you and I... I mean... we could just play this little game and pretend that you and I are..." Whoooooo! All in one breath. I thought my heart was gonna stop beating for a minute but he's nodding. I can't believe he'd actually do this with me. If only it could be real. Now I think its gonna be a bad idea. I bet its just gonna make me yearn for him even more. And I don't really want to play. Man! Josh why couldn't you just be and gay and tell me that you didn't want to play and you just wanted it to be as real as I wanted it to be? Hey... just smile for him so that it'll be all better. There you go. =============================================================================== And there you have it. Part 2 of 'The Other Side of the Coin' Okay... as soon as I get Justin's POV caught up to where JC's POV then the whole thing will continue and I promised when I start writing from JC's POV I'll also post one from Justin's POV so that you guys can compare and just get your daily fix of angst and frustration as we watch how much they really love each other but just don't see how much the other really wants the other... ahhhhh... well thats life! anyways.... questions, comments, flames, food, money, donations, JC and/or Justin can be sent to my e-mail at vocal76@hotmail.com... pEaCe aNd aDoBo gReAsE!!!!!