Date: Tue, 24 Oct 2000 00:29:08 -0700 From: vocal76 <vocal76@hotmail.com> Subject: Dirty Mind Games:TOSOTC And chapter 4 has arrived. So read... but I'm not gonna write alot here cuz I have to get to work on chapter 5 and 6. Enjoy! EVIL DISCLAIMER: Don't know them, wish I did though... Not implying that I know their sexuality (or homosexuality), wish I did though... if you're not at least 18 you shouldn't be reading if you don't like homosexual material then you know where to go and its starts with an 'h' and has 4 letters... not hell silly... I meant home... =) Dirty Mind Games: The Other Side of the Coin 4 =============================================================================== Guess they just got back from the club. Why do they have to be so noisy? I was enjoying my nap with Josh here in my arms. Cool. He's still here all snuggled up next to me. He's so cute. He's so peaceful when he's asleep. Like an angel. My angel. I knew they were too loud. Woke my baby up. "You listening?" Of course you're gonna smile at him. He's in your arms and its something you've always dreamed of. As long as he doesn't know why you're really smiling. "Who's that?" Gee who else would it be? Must I explain everything to you? And I'm the blond one. "It's Chris, Joey, and Lance. They're next door. They left the club early and they're talking about us." Yeah... yeah.. they're talking about us. But I can't help but giggle at his airheadedness. "Really, what are they saying?" Well if you'd actually listen man... "Do you think they're really really messing around now? I mean did you see the way they were earlier?" Chris's voice. I hope its really bugging him. Hmmm.. what other things can we do to make them think we're really together and not telling them. "Can you just drop it already Chris? We didn't have to hear you talk about this all the way to the club, at the club, and all the way back from the club." Lance. He would not want to talk about it and make it into a big deal. Such a friend. "Hey, if they are and they're not telling us than its just more for me to pick on." Damn Joey. He never learns. We need to get him good but I can't think of anything other than actually kissing Josh on the lips. But Josh wouldn't do *that* with me. He has Bobbie. *sigh* "You just wanna walk in on them doing it you pervert." Chris again. That would be something. If I could actually get Josh in bed with me... well he's in bed with me right now... but if I could actually get him in *bed* with me that would definitely shut Joey up. "I DO NOT!!!!! I AM NOT!!!!! That would be sooooo gross to walk in on them, eeeeeew much less hear them getting it on." Hehehe... I wish there would be something for him to really walk in on though. *sigh* Why's Josh smiling? Is he really amused that they're talking that much about us? "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Justin.... that... feels... mmmmmmmmmmmmm." OH!!!!! I get it! Why didn't I think of doing this? Josh is just soooooooo good. I wonder if he'd be... naw... just play along "Mmmmmmmmm Josh... let me fuck you." You don't know much I really want to you know. And just hearing you say that --even if its not real --is giving me a rise. "Fuck me, I want you to fuck me." If only you knew how bad I wanted to Josh. "I'll try not to make it hurt Josh, I love you..." I don't want to hurt him though I can't believe I actually told him 'I love you'. If he only had the slightest idea on how true that is. How totally true that is. "UNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGH.... OH GOD! SHIT!" Man... sounds like he's done this before or something. Would he really scream out like that if I was to deflower him? "You okay Josh?" Couldn't think of anything else to say. But I guess I'd say that if we were to really do it. Because I'd want to make sure he'd be okay if I was to be hurting him like that. "Yeah, just fuck me... fuck me... OH GOD... FUCK! Mmmmmmmmmmmm..." God I wish you were saying all of that for reals Josh. You don't know how bad I want to be in you right now. "Oh yeah... You're so tight Josh... fuck..." I hope he'd be tight. Hey... I'll shake the bed. That'll make it sound like we're really getting it on now. I wouldn't want to fuck him this hard in real life though. Especially not our first time. I want to make love and feel his lips pressed against mine and let my mouth roam over his body as I cover him in kisses as we become one. *sigh* There you go again with your hopeless homosexual romaticism. "OH GOD JUSTIN... I'M GONNA... OH SHIT... FUCK ME! FUCK ME!" Gosh it sounds so real. I wonder if he'd fake an orgasm. Is this what it would be like? Well, with me he'd never have to fake an orgasm because I just want to always give him pleasure if we were to get intimate. "JOSH... I'm not... gonna... last... you're... oh... god... shit... I'm gonna... OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... Mmmmmmmmmm..." Man... how many times have I really played that over and over in my head as I fantasized making love to him? And now I actually get to say it but not in the way I wanted to say it. Can't help but smile. Looks like that shut them up. I want to just laugh out loud at them. We can just bask in the afterglow of our fake sex. Awwwwww... and he wants to cuddle. I wonder if he'd be a cuddler if we were to have sex. "That was good you pervert. I bet that will shut them up for a while." Will you quit it with his hair Justin? Don't you totally think thats so gay? But he doesn't seem to mind though. "Glad to be of service." Thanks... I guess. Just fall asleep in my arms again. I WANT THIS TO BE FOR REAL!!!!!! He's sleeping. hehehe... sneak another kiss in there... on his lips... a little brave aren't we Justin? Too bad he's sleeping. But he's smiling though. =============================================================================== What a time for JC to fall asleep huh? Just like a man. But you know Justin wouldn't have done it if he was awake. And we all know why JC was smiling. anyways.... questions, comments, flames, food, money, donations, JC and/or Justin can be sent to my e-mail at vocal76@hotmail.com... pEaCe aNd aDoBo gReAsE!!!!!