Date: Fri, 27 Oct 2000 00:30:35 -0700
From: vocal76 <vocal76@hotmail.com>
Subject: Dirty Mind Games:  The Other Side of the Coin 6

Okay... 1 million sorries for not sending this one out with DMG 6.  I meant
to... but... yeah... like I said theres always a but... and I actually
can't think of a good excuse... but (see there goes another one) I'll think
of one eventually... Um... so here you go... and you guys probably don't
read all  this stuff up here anyways, huh?

EVIL DISCLAIMER:

Don't know them, wish I did though... Not implying that I know their
sexuality (or homosexuality), wish I did though... if you're not at least
18 you shouldn't be reading if you don't like homosexual material then you
know where to go and its starts with an 'h' and has 4 letters... not hell
silly... I meant home... =)

Dirty Mind Games:
The Other Side of the Coin 6

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"Morning, hon... well, afternoon... um... noon anyways..."  What a way to
wake up.  Josh in my arms and him smiling up at me.  Heaven... I'm in
heaven.  And he called me hon.

"Have a nice nap?"  I pull him closer.  God I wanna kiss him.  If he only
knew the real reason why I was smiling.  But I'll keep that to myself.

"So what did you want to do today?"  You know what I wanna do today?  I want
to make love to you.  I want you to make love to me.  I want to get lost,
away from these idiots that we call friends and the rest of the world and
just be a happy couple til the end of eternity... Joshua Scott Chasez and
Justin Randall Timberlake.  *sigh*  So what do you want to do Josh?  Obviously
*not* the same thing I do.  Hmmmmm... whats that?  Oh my god!!!!!  He left
his morning boner on my leg.  It feels... so... right... nice... Why am I
laughing?

"Morning boner?  Well... um afternoon boner... um... noon boner..."  And there
you go laughing again.  And I'm supposed to be the gay one.  But I want to...
well I'm curious... I mean... I wanna touch it... um... okay... flick it...
then you could kiss it and make it better.  He looks so nervous... like I'm
gonna rape him or something.  inward frown.  I wouldn't do that to him.  Well...
help him out or something.  Don't embarass him...

"OUCH!!!!!"  Ooops... flicked it too hard... but it feels nice.  I could've
just stroked it for him and helped him.  But he wouldn't do that with me...
Justin just stop now.  Please... Stop yourself now.

"Just think nasty thoughts, it'll go down."  That'll help him.  But let him
know that its normal... look... see all this talk about boners has got you
*up* too.

"Don't worry Josh, I get them too, see?"  Well... what are you doing Justin?
WHAT THE HELL DID  YOU DO THAT FOR??????  ARE YOU LOSING YOUR FUCKING
MIND??????  Go to the bathroom... play it off.  Giggle and run... go... go
go go go go go go... there you go...

"I'm gonna take a shower and um... *cool* off."  Just had to steal a kiss.
What the fuck has gotten into you boy????? Do you want to lose a friendship
that took 8 years to build?????  You shouldn't have started this game if
you couldn't handle it.  On the corner of his mouth, Justin... What the
fuck were you thinking... just jump in the shower... cold shower... think
you asshole... get your head straight... straight is something I'm not...
who the hell am I trying to fool?

He's cute.  He has the pillow on his lap.  I wonder if he's still *up*.  Damn!
Been like 15 minutes.  *smile*  Sit next to him... come on... walk next to him
and sit down... sit next to him... there you go... Don't put your hand there...
But... yup... still up.... *smile*

"Still up?  You were thinking the wrong kinda nasty you dork.  Here let me help
you."  What the fuck are you doing Justin?  You're not gonna help him this
way.  Why tease him?  hehehehe... he shivered... sort of... come on... tell
him something that will help him... and stop teasing him... just because you
want him so bad right now... you really want to blow your cover?  Didn't
think so... And your hand is soooo close to his... move it... the other
direction silly.

"Needles, Josh... think needles.  Long, hard, pointy, needles that *prick* you
and go deep."  What is up with the teasing?????  What the fuck are you doing.
That is not gonna help him at all.  And you're gonna weird him out sounding
like a gay pervert in that seductive tone.

"Um..."  See, you made his voice crack... Look what your gayness is doing to
him.  He can't be comfortable around you anymore.  Look at what you're doing.
Then stop now...

"I'm gonna go take a shower."  Fuck!  There he goes... couldn't leave me
fast enough with my gayness.  What has gotten into you Justin?  Control yourself.
You've dealt with this too long to crack now.  Don't change the game now.

Here he comes.  He can't even look at you.  Just smile.  Let him know you
were just playing or something.  Peel your eyes off of him for just a second
man.  You're staring now.  *smile* Oh good, he smiled.  Is he mad?  Can't tell.
And he's sitting next to me.  Cool.  I love him.  His feet are sexy.  He's
sexy even putting on his socks and stuff.  hehehe...

"So how you wanna fuck today..."  Watch what you say fool.

"I mean fuck with them today?"  Good cover.  And there you go touching him
again.  Wrapping your arms around him.  I'm telling you, you're gonna get
him all weirded out.

"Um... I don't know.  What you have in mind?"  He still sounds nervous around
you, see?  If you didn't pull all that gay shit earlier maybe he'd be relaxing
in your arms.

"We should kiss in front of that would be something."  I can't believe you
even fucking suggested that.  Get away from him before you make him feel
more uncomfortable.  Laugh it off... come on... it was a joke... see...
giggle giggle... joke... haha... he's not laughing.

"We have been kissing in front of them."  Okay... yeah, so we have.  So what.
But not the way I want to kiss you.  I need to feel your lips on mine.  And
not while you're sleeping.  I shouldn't have done that.  Now I just want him
more.  Those two stupid kisses.

"No, I mean, really kiss in front of them... that might be too much though."
Stop pushing you asshole.  Do you really want to lose your best friend?  Stop
fucking pushing him Justin and this stupid subject.

"Kiss like how?"  Fuck... he sounds nervous... just drop it already Justin...
just drop it.  Don't... come on... laugh... say you were joking like this
whole fucking game... say you were fucking joking... tell him you were just
messing around... tell him you were just messing around... walk away from
him not towards him... don't get closer... don't... JUSTIN!!!!! LISTEN
TO YOUR FUCKING SELF AND DON'T GET ANY FUCKING CLOSER!!!!! CONTROL!!!!!

"Kiss like this."  OH MY GOD!!!!!!  YOU FUCKING DID IT NOW!!!!!  I can't
believe I did that... oh my god... he's gonna hate me... there's not even
anyone in the room... oh my god... oh my god... break away from him Justin...
break the fuck away... why did you do this?  Oh god.. his lips so soft...
so warm... on mine... our eyes closed... game over... you lost... your
dead... shit... he pushed me away... oh god... here it comes... and his
eyes... oh shit.. his eyes... his face... he's crying... oh god... what
did I do?  What did I do?

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So... yeah... there you guys go.  A kiss... and the games over... well...
Don't worry cuz I'm working on chapters 7 right now... for both DMG *and*
TOSOTC.  And I promise I'll have them posted at the same time.  So really,
don't get your pannies in a bunch.  hehehehehehehe... and yeah... I'm sorry. =)
anyways....  questions, comments, flames, food, money, donations, JC and/or
Justin can be sent to my e-mail at vocal76@hotmail.com... pEaCe aNd aDoBo
gReAsE!!!!!