Date: Thu, 13 Jan 2000 12:22:51 -0800
From: K_Magic@Prodigy.Net
Subject: Fate Stepped In - Chapters Thirtten - Fourtten

Fate Stepped In - Chapter Thirteen - Fourteen


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Chapter Thirteen
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Drew had left the guys, Chris and Joey at the club about 1am.
He walked the four blocks back to the hotel.  He wanted some time
to think.  The streets were pretty much empty as he walked along,
thinking about the last 24 hours.  All the emotions he had felt,
with JC, with Jeff.  He knew in his heart that what he felt for
JC was just a crush.  He smiled and thought...How many people
actually get to help the people they have crushes on when they are
in need and then get kissed by them.  Then his mind wandered to Jeff.

Did he really and truely love Jeff.  He had walked about a half a
block before he decided.  He had pictured Jeff's face, his eyes, his
smile, his body and how it felt to make love with him.  As he walked
through the hotel lobby door, he knew his answer.  He got into the
elevator and went to his room.  All while he prepared for bed, he
thought of Jeff and their future together.  "Now, if only Jeff
truely loves me."  Drew said to himself and he laid in bed waiting
for sleep to overcome him.  His mind was full of uncertainty as
his mind drifted to sleep.

Drew was slowly awaken by the light in his room.  He squinted open his
eyes.

"Shit, forgot to close the drapes last night.  He rolled over in bed to
check the time, it was 7:30am.  He then noticed something on the pillow
next to him.  There was a long stemmed red rose laying on the pillow.
Drew picked it up and read the attached card.


Drew,

My heart belongs to you, if you'll have me.

With all my Love, Jeff.



Drew laid back down and put the rose up to his nose.  As the smell
entered his nose, the biggest smile formed on Drew's face.  He had
found what he needed...True love.  As he lay there, he heard a noise
coming from across the room.  He looked over and laying on the sofa
was Jeff, asleep.

Drew rose out of bed and walked over to the sofa.  He kneeled down
and just sat there watching Jeff sleep.  Jeff was in only his boxers
and the extra blanket he was using had slipped off his body.  Drew
just sat there admiring Jeff.  He took the rose and put it up to
Jeff's nose.  Jeff twitched and then with his hand tried to brush
it away from his face.  Drew chuckled and he place the rose down,
then leaned down and gently kissed Jeff on the lips.  Drew lifted
his head and looked down.  Jeff had opened his eye and was smiling
at him.

"Morning"

Drew smiled back.  "Thanks for the flower."

"Hey, anything for you."

Drew leaned down again and kissed Jeff, this time with more passion.

As he kissed, his had was exploring Jeff's chest.  Jeff's hands went up
and gently grabbed the sides of Drew's head and pulled him deeper into
the kiss.  Drew broke the kiss and got up.  He extended his hand out.

"Let's go back to bed."

Jeff took his hand and Drew pulled him up.

"Any day, Mr Latchey, any day."

They walked over to bed and split.  Jeff got into one side and Drew the
other.  The both met in the middle of the bed and Drew settled into
Jeff's arm and rested his head on Jeff's bare shoulder.  Both were
asleep in a within a few minutes.


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Chapter Fourteen
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The phone was ringing for the fifth time before Justin reached over
and answered it.

"Good Morning...This is your 6 o'clock wake up call...Have a good day."

"I didn't order a wake up call" Justin said to himself as he put the
receiver back on the phone.  Then he remember Lance was in his room
and probably set it up..  Justin felt like he had just gone to bed.
He rose, yawned and stretched then remembering Lance the walked over
and looked in the closet, but the closet was empty.

"Well maybe Lance got up early and went back to his room." Justin thought
as he entered the bathroom to take a shower.  There was a note taped to
the mirror.



Justin,

Thanks for last night...I'm sorry.  I can't
face Josh this morning...It hurts too much.
Please don't worry about me I will survive.

I decided to take an earlier flight home.  I
will see you at the studio at 3pm.

Please don't worry about me I just need to
think a few things through on my own.

Thanks for understanding.

I set the wake up call for you, you're P.I.T.A
today.

With love and appreciation
Lance


"Shit, I don't want to be Pain In The Ass."  But then he thought
to himself that Lance wasn't here, JC's mind on something else and
with Chris and Joey going out clubbing last night, he had to do it.

Justin showered, shaved, brushed his teeth, did his hair and got
dressed in ten minute.  He hopped on the phone and ordered breakfast
and then called JC, Joey and Chris to make sure they were up, which
they weren't.  He called them after 5 minutes and rewoke them.  Then
called again after 5 minutes too makes sure they were up.  He was
living up to the P.I.T.A. name.  Lance would be so proud of him.

When they all arrived at his room for breakfast, they asked where Lance
was.  Justin told them that Lance got a call about a water pipe busting
at his house, so he flew home earlier this morning.  Chris and Joey
took his word for it, JC was about to say something then thought better
of it and just sat there picking at his food.

After breakfast, they packed up, headed for the airport and flew out.
They were home by noon.  JC had been quiet, he had not spoken more than
10 words all morning.  When they finally arrived in Orlando, Joey went
home, Chris, JC and Justin spit up and went to thier rooms at Justin's
home.

Justin was lying on his bed resting when JC entered his room and laid
down next to him with his head at Justin's feet and stared up at the
ceiling.

"I tried calling Lance, but I got no answer.  I've been thinking all
morning, what you said, what Drew said.  I searched my mind, my heart
and my soul and the only thing I came up with was Lance.  Drew was
right.  Deep down, I didn't love him, I loved what he did for me.  I
have some more thinking to do."  JC rose off the bed.  "I'm heading
to the studio a little early, I'll meet you all there."

"Ok Josh...I'm glad you finally solved your problem, now if you can
just get Lance to come around...all will be happy in paradise."

"Curly, you are too corny for words."

Justin just flashed one of his famous smiles.

"Oh and Justin, just to let you know...As a gay man who looks for
things sexy in men, your smile is not sexy...It's more...What's the
word I'm looking for....Oh...Cheesy...just to let you know."

JC ran out of the room as a pillow came flying towards him.  JC poked
his head back in and said...

"And Curly...That is just plain childish..."

JC just flashed one of his famous cheesy smiles and ran.

Justin just covered his face with his other pillow and spoke into it...

"I fuckin swear, those two homos thinks they are so funny sometimes."

When Chris and Justin arrived at the studios at 3, Joey had just pulled
in.  They went in and found JC in one of the recording studios.  He
motioned for them to sit down inside the studio.  He spoke from inside
the control room.

"Hey guy...They want us to add a song to the Pokemon Soundtrack.  It's
not going to be in the movie, just on the soundtrack.  I will sing you
the song we are going to do."

As he finished what he was saying, Lance walked in and joined the
others.

JC looked at Lance, but Lance did not return the look.

"As I was saying, I will sing the song how I think we should do it.
Please listen and wait until after to discuss it.  Then I have another
song I want to sing, so please just sit there until I'm done."

They all looked at each other and shrugged their shoulder and waited
for JC.  JC was in the control booth for about 5 minutes.  He walked
into the recording booth and put on his headphone.

The music started and as soon as Lance heard it he looked at JC who
started to sing looking directly at him.


When clouds above youuuu
start to poooooour
And all of yoooour dooooubts
rage like a stoooooorm
And you don't knoooow
who your are anymore-ore-ore-ore
Let me help you fiiiiind
what you've been searching for-or-or-or
Somewhere there's a field and a river
You can let your soul run free
Someday let me be the giver,
leeeeet me bring you peeeeace
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday it will be for the better,
leeeeeeet this bring you pe-e-e-e-eace

James I know yoooooou think no one seeeeees
The weight on your shooooulders,
but you can't fool meeeeeeee
And aren't you tiiiiiired of standing so tall-all-all
Let me be the ooooooone to catch you when you fall-all-all-all
Somewhere there's a field and a river
You can let your soul run free
Someday let me be the giver,
let me bring you peeeeace baby
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Where your heart and spirit go free
Someday it will be for the better,
let this bring you peee-eeee-eeeeeeace

Let me bring you joooooooy,
let me bring you peeeeeeace
Take these tears that you cryyyyy and trust them to meeee
Let me give you heaaaaaaart,
let me give you hooooooooope
Be the one constant wooooorld that you've never kno-o-o-o-own
Somewhere there's a field and a river
You can let your soul run freeeeee
Someday let me be the giver,
let me bring you peeeeace baaaby
Somewhere there's a break in the weather
Where your heart and spirit go freeeeee
Someday it will be for the better,
let this bring you peeeeeeeeeeace
Somewhere,somewhere,somewhere,somewhere...somedaaaaay
Let me be the one, let me be the one to catch you when you faaaaaall
Somewhere, somewhere,somewhere,somewhere...somedaaaaay
Let me bring you peeeeeace

The emotion that JC put into the song had tears in Justin's eyes.
Lance had his hands folded on the back of his head with his elbows
resting on his knees.  Chris and Joey just looked at each other as
the music stopped and they mouthed the word "JAMES" to each other
with questioning looks on their faces.  Then they heard a new song's
music start and looked up at JC as he began to sing.

Sweet....Sweet...Sweet
Tell him...um
Let me be paaaatient
Let me be kiiiiind
Make me unselfish
Without being bliiiind
Though I may sufferrrr
I'll envy it noooot
And endure what comes
Cause heeee's all I goooot
And teeell him
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
It will be allllriiiight
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
It will be alllriiiight

Now I may have faaaaith
To make mountians faaaall
But if I lack looove
Then I am nothing at allllll
I can give awaaaay
Everything I possesssss
But I'm without love
Then I-I-I have no haaappiness
I know I'm imperfect
And not without sin
But nooow that I'm olderrr
All childish things innnn
And teeeell him
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
It will be alllriiiight
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
It will be allllriiiight

I will never be jealous
and won't be to prooooud
Cause love is not boustful
Love is not loooooud
Teeeell him
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
Everything is going to be alrigh-igh-igh-igh-ight

Now I may haaaave wisdommm
And knowledge on eeeeearth
But if I speak wroooong
Then what is it wooorth
What we now knoooow
Is nothing compaaaared
To the love that was shoooown
When our lives were spaaaared
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
It will be alright
Tell him I neeeeed him
Tell him I loooove him
It will be alrigh-igh-igh-igh-ight


Throughout the whole song JC sang with his eyes shut, pouring his
heart and soul into the song.  Singing it with emotion that was all
JC and it was powerful.  As the music stopped, JC entered the control
booth.  He was doing something, but they couldn't tell what.  He sat
down at the computer and then 5 minutes later exited the control booth.
All while he was in there, all for other members of NSYNC sat there
in silence.  Lance never moved and still had his head covered by his
arms.  Justin sat there looking back and forth between JC and Lance.
Chris and Joey sat there looking at each other trying to figure out
what was going on.  JC walked up to them, put a laptop infront of Lance
and started it up.  He then stuck in a CD into the rom drive and walked
to the other side of the room and stood against wall.  The disk started
up and JC's face came onto the screen and began to speak.

Lance...My love...my life...my heart...my soul...the songs I have just
sung are for you.  They are recorded on this disk and you have the only
copy.  I am not good talking with people especially when my feelings
are involved, but please know that every word I sung is to you and it
comes with my love from every fiber of my being.

I know we have not started off on the right foot.  And I appologize
for that.  I did not know what I had when I had it and when I finally
figured it out you were gone.  Please forgive me.  It is clear in my
mind and heart that you are the only one for me.

I love you James Lance Bass.  I know it, Justin knows it, my family
as of this morning know it, and now Joey and Chris know it.  Also,
I called your parents today to give them a piece of my mind, but
they were too worried about you to listen to me.  They love you
James and they have been trying to get in touch with you since last
night to apologize...Please call them and talk.

Now, it's up to you.  I will respect any decision you make....

JC image faded out and the music started...

Lance looked up with tears flowing out of his eyes.  He rose and
walked over to JC.  He looked up at JC, who had tears flowing down
his cheeks.  Lance raised both his hands up to JC's face and wiped
the tears away with his thumbs, holding the sides of JC's face with
his palms.  He looked directly into JC's eyes and pulled him into a
kiss.  It was the most passion filled kiss that any of the guys had
seen in their whole lives.

Justin wiped the tears from his eyes and walked over to were Chris
and Joey were sitting and wrapped his arms around their shoulders.

"So what do you think of my boys?"

"I guess we missed something, eh Chris."

"Yeah, I guess so.  I don't remember seeing a memo on this, you Joe?"

"Nope, I must have missed the episode of Springer about Boy Band
Members in Love."

"Shut up Larry and Moe" Justin said pushing both their head together
with a thud.

"Owe, I guess that make you....."

"Curly" Chris finished Joey's sentence, as they both got up.  Joey
grabbed Justin and Chris pulled up on his boxers, giving Justin a
huge wedgie.

JC and Lance finally broke their kiss and Chris and Joey walked over
to them and pulled them into a four way hug.

"You know, it would be nice if you two let us in on your lives once
in a while, so we don't hear you confess you love for each other in
the middle of a song."

"Joey's right.  But, uh...JC when we do that song for the Pokemon
soundtrack, we are going to take JAMES out of the song and replace
it with something else...Right."

"Yeah Chris...it's going to be...Girl I know you think no one sees."

"But Josh, I like James better."

"Scoop, it's only like that on your copy of the song...the only one
that matters."

Lance just smiled and kissed JC on the cheek.

"Oh Jaaaames, by the way..."

Lance looked at Joey with a questioning look.

"JC needs you...."

"And JC loves you..." Chris added.

"And it going to be alright..."  They both said pretending to wipe
tears out of their eyes.

"That was so beautiful"  Joey said.

"So, so beautiful."  Chris added.

JC just shook his head as he shoved Joey into Chris.  "Let's go Jokers,
we have to get to studio C to start recording that song."

Justin had finally pulled his boxers out of his crack and straighten
himself up.  He walked over to the group.

"Assholes, remember...payback is a bitch."

Chris and Joey just smiled at him and then looked at each other and
then to Lance and JC.

"Ok gay guys, does Justy here look sexier when he's pissed off or
when he has his boxers pulled up his back? Chris asked.

JC and Lance looked at each other and said "Wedgie...Atomic"

Chris grabbed Justin this time and Joey grabbed Justin's boxers with
both hands and pulled up.  Justin let out a scream as his face turned
red. JC, Joey and Chris ran out of the room as fast as they could.

Lance walked over to the computer and grabbed his disk out of the drive.

"Gee Curly...uh I'd help you out and all...but..uh...I'm not into that
kind of stuff."

Justin just glared at him as he walked out of the studio.

It took Justin three minutes to work his boxers down into normal position
and straighten himself up.

"Fuckin assholes, I will get all four of you...this I promise you." He
said out loud to nobody as he stepped out of the studio and walked
toward studio C.