Date: Mon, 27 Mar 2000 14:06:57 -0800 (PST)
From: Clive <bigc79_uk@yahoo.com>
Subject: First Impression 3

Comments:-
Hey there ppl... sorry for the time that this part has taken to come out but I
have  been taking those blasted Microsoft Exams... anywaz I hope you like this
chapter,  oohh  and  there  are  a lot of great new stories out there at the
moment so make sure to check them out... and hi to my best friend out there :)
you  know who you are and I promised not to mention you ever again remember...
LoL.  Finally  once  again I would appreciate any comments (good or bad) to:
bigc79_uk@yahoo.com Thanks and hope you enjoy the story :)

Disclaimer:-
This story is fiction and does not imply anything about the group * Nsync or
any other person involved in full or in part. If you are under the legal age
to  read  such  material  in  your area please leave immediately. The author
takes  no  responsibility  for  anyone's  actions  based  upon  this work of
fiction.

Previously:-

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"Josh  don't  worry...  I  am  more  pissed with the hotel than with you and
meeting  all of you has made up far more than any apology can..." as Michael
finished off he couldn't contain the laughter any longer. This was meet by 5
people  watching  on  in almost horror and bewilderment as they watched this
Michael  change  from  a  almost  shy person into an uncontrollable laughing
machine...

"Mind sharing what's so funny?" Lance asked Michael.

"It's  just  that before I came over here I told my friends that I was going
on  a  trip  to discover myself and to introduce some British fame over here
and now... now I have, and at the same time met people even more famous than
my  humble  little self it just feels weird that is all." Michael forced out
in-between fits of laughter...

"What  do  you  mean  you were going to introduce us to British fame?" Lance
questioned again...

'he  did  say  he  wasn't  as  famous  as  us... but maybe he is famous back
home...'  Justin  pondered  now completely confused with everything that had
happened.

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                              First Impression
                      Chapter Three: Emotional Moments
                                  By Clive


Michael  and  five  members of Nsync spent the rest of the afternoon talking
and  discussing  this and that, briefly brushing the topic of who, where and
what  had  led all of them to this room at this point in their lives. It was
noticeable  though  that Michael kept attempting to circumvent the questions
when  they  were  posed to him. The whole afternoon Michael caught both Josh
and  Justin  taking  quick  glimpses  at him... every time Josh looked on at
Michael he felt indescribably safe and warm, but every time Justin looked on
at  him he felt perplexed and confused. Michael had been able to read people
pretty well in the past but Justin confused him. He didn't know what to look
for,  he  had  seen  the  defenceless  and needy man earlier in his room but
Michael  made  a mental note that he decided that it wasn't a side of Justin
that was normally let out to play.

Soon  the  room  fell  quiet  one  by one the guys started to shift in their
respective seats until Michael broke the deafening silence...

"How  long  are you guys performing here then... I mean I guess that was you
over  at  the Arena last night... I saw the show, or at least the light show
from  my  hotel  window...  pretty cool" as Michael continued on, JC hung on
every word and just shook his head in confirmation to Michaels question.

"Yep  that  was us alright," Justin interjected and then paused almost as if
thinking  to himself what to say next, "we got 3 more nights and then we are
off  back  on  the  road, kinda sucks when we don't get to even stay at home
when  we  are back here but 'management' want us here bright and early every
morning  so  I  guess it is easiest this way." An obvious annoyance could be
heard  in  Justin's  tone  especially when talking about 'management'. Again
Michael  made  a  mental note about Justin's dislike for authority (or so it
seemed) whilst at the same time listening to Chris explain there schedule.

"Erm Mike... can I call you that?" Joey questioned from across the room.

"Sure  you  can  if  you  want,  it isn't my name and I don't know if I will
answer  to  it  but you try it out if you want" Michael fired back in Joey's
direction  with  a  smirk on his face to which the rest of the room, (except
Joey) began a low lull of laughter.

"Ok  Mikey,"  Joey  began  only  to be cut short by Michael stare and voiced
disapproval of the appended 'y' to the end of his name.

"sorry  Mike..." Joey again began and looked around for any disapproval from
any one before continuing, "right, ok. Mike, how long you here for then? and
what  you  doing  over  the  next  few  days?" As Joey finished this line of
questioning  the  rest  of  the  group  turned towards Michael and looked on
awaiting his reply.

Michael's gaze shifted upwards as he rolled his eyes, questioning himself at
the  same  time. "To be honest my friend, I don't have anything planned... I
just thought I would take a look around your wonderful country for a bit. As
for  how  long  am  I here... I guess at the moment indefinitely" as Michael
slowed  down  the sentence thinking to himself how long he would actually be
here  his  eyes  fell  back towards the group staring at him. The odd person
looked  on  as  if taking in what he had said and some looked on and shaking
their  heads as if accepting Michaels explanation but not Joey... he in turn
retorted back at Michael what the others must have surely been thinking.

"Hang  on  you  are  thinking  long term right, and you are staying in suite
designed  for  6 people for lets say a couple of months... heck lets say the
suite  cost...  what  $7,500 a night, and you are staying for 60 days that's
like $450,000"

Justin  just gauped looking on at Joey partly in amazement about what he had
said  and  partly because he couldn't believe that Joey could work that sort
of thing out in his head on the spur of the moment.

"Suppose...." was all Michael said looking dead pan back at the group.

"Suppose,  shit  man  that's  almost  half a mill on just living, Christ you
could  buy  a  small  pad around here for that sort of cash. Any waz how you
paying for it." Chris spoke up from the edge of his seat now.

"I  guess  I  could buy something but I don't know the area and this is just
easier...  and  all I have to do to pay is hand over the wonderful invention
that  is 'AU' (gold) card" at that thought Michael's face turned into a grin
as wide as any that JC had ever seen.

"Crap  man  you  must  be loaded, how old did you say you were?" It was JC's
turn to question the younger man this time.

"21  in  a couple of weeks" was all Michael gave, no date nothing except his
soon to be age.

And  at  that the group decided that the interrogation had ended for the day
and  began to discuss what they were up to for the rest of the afternoon. JC
reminded the others that they were scheduled to be at the arena at 16:00 and
it  was  nearing  14:30  so  whatever they were going to do would need to be
quick  and  local.  This just gained a load of moans from the other four who
seemed  to  not  be very "happy" about performing. JC looked over to Michael
and  then  asked  him to wait a second whilst he others had a small talk, to
which Michael agreed and said that he had a few things to do in his room and
when the others were ready they could head over to his rooms.

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Michael  opened  his  suite  door  and  walked  slowly  over toward the sofa
situated  in  the  middle of the room. Looking around the room his eyes fell
upon  his  brief case buy the side of the bar and he moved over to retrieved
the  Laptop  unit  in his bag. He also took out his G-Sat WAP phone from his
case  and  set up the infrared port to work with his laptop. Michael set his
computer  down and opened up the unit and looked over the keyboard... slowly
and  deliberately  he  typed  in a set of characters on the keyboard and the
laptop  came  alive... Ever since Michael had remembered he had been able to
understand  computers  and  they seemed to be simplistic to him... He slowly
looked over the mails in his inbox that he had picked up on the flight over.
Glancing over the 40 odd mails Michael began to type replies and was deep in
concentration so much so even when there was a rapture at his door he didn't
break his concentration.

"Mike... Open the door before we bust it down" came a holler from behind the
thick wooden door, and when I say thick I mean thick. In fact Joey must have
shouted  pretty loud for it to even be heard barely audible inside the room.
But  Michael did hear and it was the roughness of it that brought him out of
his train of thought and back to the current situation.

Standing  and  moving  effortlessly  (not like earlier) Michael made his way
over  to  the  hall  door and as he opened the door was greeted by 5 beaming
faces  acting all angelic, and just this caused Michael to become suspicious
of  the  group if nothing else they looked "shifty". But he brushed this off
laughing  to  himself lightly and then proceeded to invite them all into his
room(s).

"Damn  you got a bigger room than we do and there are 5 of us!" Lance stated
whilst taking prime position on the sofa which Michael had just vacated only
moments before.

"Shit  bro this is a fucking hot piece of kit you got hooked up" Chris began
to  look  over  the  unit  sitting  on the table in front of Lance but as he
turned  the  screen  towards  himself the machine seemingly powered down and
once  again  there  was  no activity on it. "Fuck... I think I just shut you
laptop  down  Mike" Chris said tentatively and now avoiding eye contact with
Michael...  but  instead  of  getting  the ear full that he was expecting he
received  nothing... just silence. Michael didn't feel like telling Chris or
the  others  about  the  fact  that  the unit 'safe' powers itself down when
anyone  but  himself  uses  it,  so he kept shut and decided on changing the
subject.  It  was  then  that  Michael  looked  over  to JC only to find him
'staring'  not  of  into  space exactly but more as if in thought but at the
same time in the general direction of where Michael was sitting.

"Penny  for  your  thoughts" Michael directed in JC's direction but again no
the room fell silent.

"Josh...  snap  out  of  it man" Justin nearly screamed across the room from
where he was sitting. Still no response...

"Hey Mike you got any ice in here?" Joey questioned raising one eyebrow.

"Think  so  check  over there at the bar" was all Michael said clearly as he
was  confused  firstly  why  JC  seemed  to  have  had blanked out of it and
secondly  why  Joey  would  need  ice...  then  it hit him as Joey brought a
handful of ice back to where JC was sitting.

"Ooh you are not going to put that on him... Are you?" was all Michael could
blurt  out as Joey dumped the contents that was in his hands down JC's back.
Moments  later  a gasp could be heard emanating from JC's throat causing the
whole room to burst into fits of hysterics that is all except Michael and of
course JC.

"Guys  that  isn't  funny... you could send him into frigging shock by doing
stupid  shit  like  that"  Michael's  tone  sounded pissed, and to be honest
Justin  couldn't  understand why Michael was taking this so personally after
all they had done it loads of times to Josh when he zones out like that.

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**Flashback**

Michael  sat  at  university  finishing of his final year project... he knew
that  this project was going to blow the socks off anything anybody had ever
programmed before, and if he didn't get a First he was going to have to mess
up  pretty  bad  in his finals. As he sat there working away on his computer
his  phone  started  to  ring...  once, twice but on the third the answering
machine picked up the call...

"You've got through to me, it's you money but my time so talk to me."

pause... pause...

"Mr.Dean,  I  am  contacting you from Castle-Fort Solicitors... we have some
information regarding a relative of yours who recently passed away. I do not
wish  to  discuss  this over the phone so I would appreciate it if you could
contact  the  office  and arrange a date to meet with us. The number is 0181
287 400"

Michael had over heard the message but just sat dumbfounded looking off into
space...  he was dragged screaming back to reality at once as frozen ice hit
his  back, sending him into a frenzy and then causing his to spasm. The last
thing  that  he remembered was hearing the sound of laugher and he zoned out
again but this time he was engulfed in total darkness.

Michael woke up but this time the lights were bright and his body felt heavy
and his throat was dry. Looking up Michael took in his surrounding and found
that  the  he  wasn't  in  his  flat anymore but now seemed to be sitting in
St.Lukes  hospital  or  one  that  looked  like it. As Michael rose from his
slumber  like  state a person whom he presumed was a doctor came into to the
room  and after looking over the charts proceeded to explain to Michael that
he  had  suffered  a  sever case of shock. It was brought on by what the man
suggested was a combination of trauma and miss-timing.

**End Flashback**

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"Mike  you  alright?"  came  a  worried  voice  but just like JC had earlier
Michael  had  'zoned  out'  and  was unable to distinguish who had posed the
question.

Josh  stood  up  and  gave the rest of the guys a stair that made the others
cringe  but  JC's  eyes were moved back over to Michael's position and again
whilst  moving  towards  Michael JC asked if he was alright. This time there
was  a slight nod as Michael acknowledged the others presence and started to
come back to normality (if you can call it that).

"Are  you  alright  Mike?"  again  it  was JC who set the question and as he
finished  it  he  knelt  in front of Michael and placed his left hand on the
nearest knee in front of him.

"I...  I  just  had a memory that is all, I should explain." at that Michael
inhaled deeply before looking up at the others in the group. "About 3 months
back I was finishing off my degree at uni when I received some bad news... I
don't  want  to go into what it was about but lets just say it wasn't what I
needed  to  hear at the time." Michael looked over at the guys and could see
confusion  as  to  why he had reacted in the manner that he had only moments
ago  and  why  was  this  all  relevant. "You see just like Josh here did, I
'zoned  out' and my flat mates thought it would be a riot to shake me out of
it  doing the same thing Joey did to Josh. Needless to say I did come out of
it  but  was then put out at the same time. I had a sever shock to my system
and  was unconscious for near 2 days because of a stupid prank, and the fact
that  I had someone close to me pass away." As Michael said the last thought
a  tear  ran  down his cheek and all the room sat silent, Joey, Chris, Lance
and  Justin  all  looking down at the ground in shame whilst JC simply knelt
and looked on wishing he could easy Michael's pain and vent all his problems
with a single moment of love.

The  room sat silent for the third time since they had entered but this time
there  was an air of uneasiness with four or the six persons looking away in
shame whilst the other two looked on at the others. Again it was Michael who
felt  the  need  to break the silence and decided to apologise to the others
for  his  reaction  and he shouldn't have brought up his problems on them...
after  all he didn't really know then, even thought he did feel a connection
with at least two of them.

"Look  Joey,"  Michael  began  but not in a hard tone that he had been using
since  the  prank  but  this  time  in a softer low tone, "I am sorry for my
behaviour  back  there,  it  was uncalled for and I shouldn't have seemed so
hostile towards you."

Joey looked over at Michael and a small smile began to form on his face, "No
Mike,  I...  we  are  the ones who should apologise for being such asses. We
didn't think what consequences could arise from a stupid joke like that. And
I  know  that  I speak on behalf of the others by saying I am truly sorry to
hear about your loss."

Michael's  eyes  drew  in  quizzically and then he realised that he had even
with all he efforts let slip about the loss of that someone that he was fond
of.

"I  know that we all feel sorry for our behaviour and I am sure that I speak
for  the  others  also  when I ask you to come and be our VIP at our concert
tonight.  And  I  know  Josh there wants you to come." Justin said this with
total  and utter composure but the rest of the guys just burst into laughter
at what Justin had said.

JC shot that same look in Justin's direction but only receive the finger and
then  looked  back to wards Michael who by now had shed his sad and low face
in place for a small but definate smile and glimmer in his eye.

"I  would  be delighted to accept your invitation" Michael returned Justin's
proposed suggestion but never broke eye contact with Josh.



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