Date: Wed, 22 Aug 2001 13:40:18 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mel J <melanjea_bsb@yahoo.com>
Subject: Full Circle-Chapter 6

Disclaimer! This has no reflection on the sexuality of
Nsync, and it is fiction!


Full Circle-Chapter 6
By Mel
2001

    Chris went to rehab the next day. He knew that he
had to get well, had to if the group was going to
last. And deep down he knew that he had to do it for
himself, had to stop using the cocaine that was taking
over his life, and his friends.
    He got settled in, knowing that owning up to his
feelings was the start of his healing.
   But how could he admit that he was in love with one
of his best friends. He still liked women, so he
wasn't gay, but he couldn't stop thinking about him.
Justin.
   Chris sighed and turned over in the bed. He knew it
was impossible, He knew how much Justin loved Joey.
But that didn't make his feelings go away.
   Eventually he fell asleep. The next few days were
hard as the cravings hit. Justin visited as much as
possible, not realizing that he was part of the
problem.
   It took Chris a few days to recover after one of
Justin's visited until the truth finally came out one
day in therapy. Now that the secret was out, for the
first time in a long time, Chris felt better.
     Joey noticed all the time that Justin was
spending with Chris, and began to pull away. He didn't
realize until he was in danger of losing him, how much
he loved Justin.
 But at least to him, Justin didn't feel the same.
   He didn't know how wrong he was.

  Lance woke up to hear the shower running. He and Jc
had talked late into the night, falling asleep next to
eachother with nothing more happening then a sweet
kiss.
   They both wanted to move slowly, not to push it. He
smiled, stretching. It seemed to him that finally his
dream was going to come true.
    That is when he looked up and saw Jc enter the
room, water droplets on his skin, in nothing more than
a towel.
   "Lance, I forgot my cl.." his voice trailed off
seeing the hungry look on Lance's face. He felt his
cock harden and thicken. Shit. Jc bit back a groan. He
had never seen Lance look like that.
   He wanted more.
    Jc dropped his towel deliberately, keeping his
eyes on his love. Lance gasped, and stared, licking
his lips. A smile crossed Jc's face as he let his hand
move toward his groin.
     "Wha..what are you doing" Lance asked, his heart
beating fast and a rock hard, throbbing erection in
his boxers.
   "I am giving you a show...I know you like it." Lance
was quick with his reply.
    "Oh fuck, yeah." Jc smiled.

Justin watched Joey sleep. He wondered what it was
going to take to find out what was wrong. Joey kept
saying nothing, but it was so obvious.
   Justin tried to think of  a reason why his lover
was pulling away from him. The only thing that Justin
could come up with was Chris.
   But that was crazy. Chris was straight. Besides, he
was so desperately in love with Joey.
    He hated to wake up Joey, but he had to know.
   "Joey.. wake up." He shook his lover until Joey was
looking up at him, unamused at being woken up at three
in the morning.
   "Justin what is it? I am trying to sleep here!"
Justin grabbed his hand and kissed him silent.
   "Look, you know I love you, right?" His eyes
searched Joey's.
    Joey stared at him, his lower lip swollen.
  "Justin?" Justin shook his head.
   "Look, I know that you have been pulling away from
me and that I have been spending  a lot of my time
with Chris. Did you think I wouldn't put the two
together?"
 Joey didn't know what to say. "I love you. Not Chris.
You." Joey's eyes filled with tears. He had needed to
hear that.
    "Joey.."
   "Justin, shut up and kiss me"