Date: Wed, 17 Jul 2002 03:01:04 +0000
From: Lucky Lucky <luckyxlucky@hotmail.com>
Subject: Good Life Chapter 18

Here I guess I have to say in no way do I know or claim that any of N'sync
is gay or bisexual.  If reading about this type of material is offensive to
you please do not read anymore.  And if you are under the age of 18 you
should not be reading this.  Thanks.

I see many people who recommend stories and I thought I would take a moment
to do just that.  Stories I strongly recommend are:

JC'S Hitchiker - I think it's the best story posted at Nifty!  It's about
JC and Jack and all the boys.  Excellent story line and very well written.
Also deals a lot with Justin!  Looking forward to the next season.

Thieves - Written by the author of JC's Hitchiker.  A great story involving
Lance and Mitch who is a hustler, but questioning that role.  I understand
the author has received criticism for this story, but I think it is well
written and people need to be able to adapt to new story lines from their
favorite authors.  Keep up the great work!

On The Streets - A great story about Kevin (BSB) and Jared who he met in
England.  Very well written and a great story line.


ANOTHER huge delay.  I apologize.  I have been really busy studying for a
big exam in two weeks, but I am taking a break and decided to write chapter
18.  Everyone who reads, please email me and let me know you are still
reading and enjoy the story.  Even if it is to vent about my slacking!
Enjoy, and thanks for your support.  Oh yeah it was pointed out to me I
messed up the Sparky nickname.  Anyway, Sparky is what Noah calls Justin.


Chapter 18

PREVIOUSLY

"Noah, I want to be with you always.  I want you to stay with me forever.
Noah, I want you to live with me past just the summer.  I want you to move
in permanently."

I saw Noah look down.  He did not speak right away.  He hesitated and I
thought I saw a tear drop from his eye.  I watched him play with the ring.
And then.I could not believe it.  He took it off.  Placed it on the table
and stood up.

"Justin. I am sorry.  I can't do that."

He was crying, and he turned away and headed out to the beach.  Did I just
lose Noah?  What happened?


Lets Continue.

****NOAH****

I couldn't believe what I had just heard.  Justin wanted me to change my
whole life.  He wanted me to be in Florida with him.  I had worked so hard
to get where I am.  Could I really just throw that all away?  And what
about his life?  Where would I fit in?  I mean this summer has been so much
fun, but what about when they go on tour.  What would I do?  Why did he
have to just spring this on me like that?  I thought about the ring he had
given me.  It was beautiful, and I do love Justin.  He is everything I have
always wanted in a man.  Confident, Beautiful, Kind, Sexy, Smart,
Successful.  Why was I being so scared and not taking a chance?  I could
feel the tears falling from my eyes as I finally stopped walking and just
sat down on the beach.  Staring at the ocean and listening to the waves.  I
laid down and closed my eyes thinking about the beautiful night Justin and
I had the other night.  How could I do this to him?  He had given up so
much of himself to be with me and become one with me, and I turn and run.
I am such a bastard.



****JUSTIN****

I was shocked when I saw the ring fall to the glass table.  It sounded as
if a bomb went off.  I watched Noah run away from the house.  Why did he do
that?  I loved him so much, and he told me he loved me?  Was I wrong in
wanting us to be together always?  He is so beautiful and smart.  I feel so
whole when he is around.  I know it might be tough for him, with school and
me being so busy, but I just want us to be together.  I don't know what I
will do if he leaves at the end of the summer.  Or have I already lost him
right now?  I wondered if I had maybe gone about this the wrong way.  I was
playing with the ring on my finger, looking at his on the table.  I started
to slowly take mine off, but then a feeling of love and maybe even anger
came over me.  Not a real sharp anger, but anger at maybe losing my soul
mate.  I put my ring back on and picked his up and walked outside.  I was
going to find Noah and we would be together.  Whatever I had to do, I would
do for him.  All I wanted right then was to be with him.  I left the house
and walked out onto the beach.  I had no idea where he went so I just
started walking down the beach.


****NOAH****

The ocean and waves were so beautiful.  For some reason I just got the urge
to get naked and swim.  I needed to think about everything.  I undressed
not caring if anyone could see, although I knew nobody could and I just ran
and jumped into the ocean.  Floating as the waves lifted me.  I love
Justin.  I will change for him.  I will figure out what to do about school
and his travels.  I am being selfish.  When you find your soul mate you
must make sacrifices and that's what I am willing to do.  I just laid in
the ocean thinking about Justin.  That beautiful smile.  His beautiful
body.  His beautiful voice.  His beautiful mind.  He was absolutely
perfect.
  I loved all his quirks and problems just as much as his greatness.  I was
so lucky, and I hope I had not just lost him by being so selfish.


****JUSTIN****

As I walked down the beach looking for Noah, I began thinking of the first
time I met him at the record company.  He looked so shy and cute.  Standing
there in his suit and wondering what the hell he was doing there.  I
remembered how we both stared at each other as he walked through the door,
and then quickly looked away.  How that eye to eye connection was made from
the very first moment.  Everything I had gone through in figuring out that
I was gay and that Noah was the one I wanted.  Having to watch him self
destruct with that asshole Trevor, and then finally having Noah with me.
And us becoming one the other night.  I knew Noah was my soul mate.  I
needed to find him.  I noticed a pile of clothes near the water.  I quickly
saw the bathing suit I had bought for Noah.  Why were his clothes here?
Then I heard a splash and laughing.  I noticed a body out in the water and
knew it was Noah's laugh.  I knew what I had to do.  I stripped down naked
like Noah and waded out into the water, carefully holding his ring so as
not to drop it in the water.  I walked up behind him and he just stood
there.  I knew he sensed I was there.
  He just stopped and sighed looking out into the endless ocean.  I grabbed
him and turned him around.


****NOAH****

I felt Justin there behind me.  I knew it was him.  And I knew he would
come for me.  I wanted to be with him always.  I felt his hand on my
shoulder and my body turned around.  I stared deep into his eyes and he
grabbed my hand.  I felt the ring slide down my finger.
  It was a perfect fit of course from the perfect man.  We stared into one
another' eyes the entire time and he embraced me and our bodies connected.
Then I realized he too was naked.  I smiled at him and he smiled at me.  We
kissed.  First just a peck, and then our tongues collided finding each
other's hot wet deep mouth.  It was as if it was our first kiss again.
Neither of us wanted to stop.  And then he pulled back.  No words had yet
been spoken.  It was as if nothing needed to be said.  Finally he spoke.

"Noah, I love you with all of my heart.  I would do anything for you.  I am
sorry for asking you change your whole life like that.  I will move to New
York if it means I can be with you.  I will do anything to make it work.  I
just want to be with you always, and forever."

"Justin, I love you too.  I can't believe I walked out like that.  I am
such a selfish fool.  Justin, you have a career and a life that cannot
simply be changed and moved.  I can do that.  Justin, I want to do that.  I
want to live with you in Florida.  I can find a new school; I can travel
with you.  Anything it takes.  I love you so much and without you I am not
sure what I would do."

"Noah, really!  You would do that for me?"

"Of course Justin.  But lets talk about all this tomorrow.  I accept your
ring.  It is so beautiful.  And tonight I want to show you how much I love
you."

"Noah, I am going to show you how much I love you.  I want to become one
with you again.  But Noah, I want to feel you inside of me.  I am ready and
for you, because of my love, I want it to be tonight."

With that, we both walked up out of the water.  Holding hands, neither of
us spoke as we walked back to the house.  Leaving our clothes to be washed
away by the tide.  We would not care after the night we were about to
share.


****Narrator ?****

Justin and Noah headed up the stairs to the bedroom.  As they entered
Justin pulled Noah close to him and put his lips to Noah's.  He pressed
their bodies tight together and stayed that way for what seemed like
forever.  The kiss never breaking and the two men barely breathing.  As
they broke apart Justin whispered for Noah to lay on the bed and that he
would be doing all the work tonight.  Noah laid down on his back and just
spread his legs and stretched his arms out above his head.  He could feel
Justin sit on the bed and watched him lean in.  Justin just began smelling
Noah.  First his neck and then his chest.  Justin leaned back up and began
kissing Noah's neck.  Holding Noah's hands above his head so that he could
not touch Justin.  He kissed his neck and gently would slide his tongue
out, knowing that Noah was sensitive to his tongue and would love every
minute.  He worked his way down to Noah's chest and first began sucking on
his left nipple.  Slowly working his tongue around feeling it harden with
every new second.  Still holding Noah's arms, he moved over to the right
nipple.  Again sucking and circling it with his hot wet tongue.  Feeling
and hearing the ecstasy in Noah's body and mind.

Justin let go of Noah's arms as he moved down to his abs.  Just licking
them all over.  He felt Noah's hands on his head.  Slowly pushing his head
down until he was at Noah's dick.  Justin saw the beauty in Noah's eyes as
he looked up and then slowly slid Noah's dick into his mouth, maintaining
eye contact the entire time.  Noah moaned and sighed as he felt his lover's
mouth sliding up and down on his dick.  The soft warmth of Justin's tongue
gliding up and down.  Justin while sucking played with Noah's sensitive
nipples.  Justin loved to please Noah, and he could stay like this forever.
Noah just laid back and let Justin work.  He played with Justin's hair and
moaned Justin's name like never before.  Justin let Noah slide out of his
mouth and moved up laying next to Noah.  They began kissing and grinding on
one another.  Both fully intoxicated in the beauty, touch and smell of the
other.  Justin mouthed the words "I'm Ready" to Noah, and Noah positioned
Justin on his back.  He spread Justin's legs and slid down between them.
His tongue found Justin's tight pink sensitive hole waiting.  He gently
licked Justin and Justin could feel the intensity.

Noah was aware this was Justin's first time and he had to make him ready so
that he would enjoy it.  He began licking Justin's ass and slowly worked
one finger into him.  Justin let out a gasp and a moan and Noah worked in a
second finger.  He could hear Justin encouraging him to go more, and Noah
worked in a third finger.  Justin was in total ecstasy now, and Noah knew
it was time.  He slowly got up and laid on top of Justin.  He kissed him
and looked into his eyes seeing the answer he had not even had to ask for.
He positioned his dick and slowly slid the head in.  He saw Justin's get
wide and almost pulled out, but felt Justin's strong beautiful hands grab
his ass and begin pushing him in.  His dick slowly began sliding in and
eventually entirely filled Justin's tight, hard, warm beautiful ass.  He
let Justin get used to it and just kissed Justin.  Their mouths wet and
hot.  And eventually Noah began to work in and out.  Quickening when Justin
commanded him to and slowing at the same command.  They two were one again.
They were experiencing a new beginning.  One that would have them together
for eternity.  It was what they wanted.

Noah feeling he was close managed to gasp he was going to cum.  Justin
grabbed his ass and pushed him in further than he had ever gone.  Noah was
brought over the edge and shot his life into Justin.  Justin and Noah both
looked at each other as Noah pulled out.  They knew what just happened.
The bond was created.  Their souls had merged.  They also knew what was
ahead of them.  This turned into the most perfect night of what was sure to
be a life of ups and downs.



Well there is Chapter 18. Hope you will continue to read about there ups
and downs.  Please email me with all thoughts, comments, and advice.  Let
me know!  These stories are a lot harder to write than I thought. I am
trying hard. Let me know what you think!  luckyxlucky@hotmail.com