Date: Thu, 19 Sep 2002 23:43:39 -0400 From: JT Poole <jtpoole99@msn.com> Subject: Boybands - I Want Your Love - Chapter 5 Boybands - I Want Your Love - Chapter Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zipcode because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole99@msn.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ======================== I Want Your Love - Chapter 5 by JT Poole //Justin's House// "Justin! Justin, come back here! Don't walk away from me damnit!" Josh said as he ran down the stairs behind Justin. "Josh what I do in my personal life is my fucking business and no one else! There is no reason for me to tell you anything! Leave me alone Josh!" Justin screamed as he jumped in his mercedes and slammed the door. //Joey's House// "This is sooooo romantic Joey. I have always wanted to do something like this with you." Chris stated. "Yeah, me too. This feels so good and so right. I wish I knew about your feelings a long time ago." Joey said as he sat next to Chris massaging his shoulders. "Joey I would have told you, but I didn't know how you would have reacted and I didn't want to loose your friendship over my feelings. You have been one of my best friends for the last couple of years and I didn't want to mess that up over how I felt romantically about you." Chris stated as he leaned forward and kissed Joey lightly on his lips. "I don't think you telling me about your feelings would have messed up our friendship, I think it would have solved a lot of problems and brought us a little bit closer before now." Joey stated as he started to kiss Chris on his neck. //Lance's House// "What's wrong Curly? Why are you so upset?" Lance asked as he brought Justin a glass of water. "Scoop, there is just too much going on with me and I don't know how to handle any of it. It's all too much, now me and Josh are fighting about it. I just don't know where to turn." Justin stated as he put his face in his hands. "Come on, it can't be that bad. Does it have anything to do with what's going on with Joey?" Lance asked. "Well...it does but...Lance we are friends right? I can trust you with anything, right?" Justin asked as he lifted his head to look at Lance. "Sure we are friends, you know we are, you can trust me with anything, it will stay between you and me." Lance stated as he sat next to Justin and held his hand. "Okay...Lance don't freak out, but I think I am gay and I think I am in love with Joey." Justin blurted out. "Ohkay, is that why you won't stay in the same room with him for too long?" Lance asked. "Yeah, I kinda kissed him a couple of days ago, and I don't know what to say to him. I want to tell him how I feel, but I am afraid of what he will say." Justin said as he started to cry. "Is that the only reason why you think you are gay? Just because you have feelings for Joey, doesn't mean you are gay. I have feelings for you, but I am not gay." Lance stated. "Lance, maybe you don't understand, I have sexual feelings for Joey. I have had fantasies about things I want to do with him in bed and...well,...I have been sleeping with someone and with that I must be gay, since it's a guy!" Justin screamed. "Calm down, calm down...You have been sleeping with a guy? Who is this guy? Does he know who you are, does he know about your career? Oh My God! Oh My God! Justin what have you been doing?" Lance shouted. "Now you are acting like Josh! Now I wish I hadn't told you!" Justin screamed. "Justin stop! I am not judging you or anything, I am just wondering are you being safe with this guy and did you take precautions to make sure that the group was protected dealing with this guy." Lance stated. "He's not going to report our relationship and we have been safe! He's an actor and a singer and he needs his privacy and secrecy in his career too!" Justin screamed. "Who is this guy if you don't mind me asking?" Lance asked. "Mark Wahlberg is the guy." Justin stated. "Marky Mark! What! He's Gay and you have been sleeping with him!?" Lance shouted. "Yeah, Marky Mark, and no and yeah I have been sleeping with him. He's not gay, he's bisexual and we have been helping each other out with our issues." Justin stated. "What issues has he been helping you with? The issue of sex or your emotions?" Lance asked. //Josh and Justin's House// "I don't know where he went and I am really upset Lynn. He's been acting very strange lately and I fear that something bad is going to happen to him." Josh stated to Justin's mother. "Well honey, just give it time, he will come around and talk to you when he's ready to talk about it. Besides, I can always come over and talk it out of him if needed." Lynn stated. "I guess I can wait for him to come to me about it, I just wish he would tell me what's going on in his life." Josh stated. "Well I am sure he will, just keep your eyes on him and if you need my help call me." Lynn stated as she hung up the phone. //Joey's House// "I can't do this yet, I need some time. Let's just take it slow and then build up to sex Chris." Joey stated. "Oh, no big deal, I can wait too, I don't want to rush you into something we both might regret or something." Chris said. "It's not like that, I just want us to both be sure that is what we both want to do Chris. It has nothing to do with regret, I would like to take that step with you, I just don't want to take that step and then we end up hating each other or something." Joey stated as he kissed Chris on the lips. "If we took that step, I could never regret it or hate you for it, it is something that I have wanted to do for so long. Regardless of our feelings for each other, I would never let that happen." Chris stated. "What about the feelings we have for the other people we care for. What about that, how can we take that step when there is someone else in both of our lives that we care for and possibly love?" Joey asked. "Well I don't know, how are we supposed to consider that factor of logic into everything that's going on with us now? I don't think that should matter since those people are not here with us now and they are not actually involved in our lives right now." Chris stated and leaned over to kiss Joey again. "I don't want to hurt Justin by this..." Joey trailed off. "What does Justin have to do with this?" Chris asked. ========================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole99@msn.com AIM: swainsboroGABoi ICQ #: 146925768