Date: Sun, 14 Mar 2004 17:15:13 -0500 From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@cybersouth.com> Subject: Boybands - If I Ain't Got You - 15 Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zip code because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync, or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync, and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole9@cybersouth.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ====================================== If I Ain't Got You -- Chapter 15 by JT Poole // The Home of JT and Mark -- A Little After Lunch // "Honey we're here." JT stated walking through the front door with Angela, Steve, Nick and Justin. "Alright baby, I'm in the kitchen." Mark called out. "Everything is almost done, so make yourselves comfortable." "Okay, we will be sitting in the Family Room." JT stated. "Where's Kai?" "He's in his room where I sentenced him to." Mark stated. "What do you all want to drink?" "I think there's enough Iced-Tea for us all." JT stated. "Where is it baby?" Mark asked. "It's out in the garage fridge." JT spoke, walking out of the room. "How are you feeling Justin?" Angela asked. "I am feeling a whole lot better now that me and Nick are here together." Justin spoke as Steve got up and walked out of the room and Angela walked over to the other side of the room. "Where are you going Steve?" Angela asked. "I am going to check on Kasai and talk to him for a bit." Steve spoke, poking his head back into the room. "Alright. So how long do we have here?" Angela asked. "We will be here for two hours, why?" JT asked, walking back into the room. "Just want to know whether or not I have to gobble my food down." Angela spoke, laughing as JT sat back down. "No you don't have to gobble your food down. We have a whole lot of time here today, so take your time. I got you cleared to stay here with Nick since you are his main nurse." JT spoke. "Cool, so what did Larry say about this?" Angela asked. "Well basically since Justin and Nick are both high priority cases at the hospital, I am allowed to take whatever means necessary to make their therapy program work for them." JT spoke just as Mark come into the room. "Alright guys and girl. It's time to get down in the kitchen." Mark stated, causing us to laugh. "It's on." "I bet it is." JT stated, hugging Mark. "What are we having?" "Baked Chicken, Parsley Potatoes, Broccoli and Cheese Sauce and Garlic Rolls." Mark stated, kissing his fingertips. "So you think you have it like that huh, it better be good." JT spoke. "You know everything that I make is good and delicious so you better watch your tongue young man." Mark stated. "Oh I love it when you say things to flatter me." JT spoke laughing as they all walked into the dinner room. "Is Kasai coming down to eat with us?" Steve asked, leaning over the stair rail. "Yeah tell him to come on down." Mark stated. "Are you sure about that baby?" JT asked. "Yeah he can come down and eat a meal. But when he's done he has to go back up to his room." Mark stated, kissing JT on the cheek. "Alright guys dig in.": "This looks wonderful Mark." Justin spoke. "It smells good too." Nick stated, sitting down next to Justin. "Wait, you two sit over there." JT stated, pointing to the end of the table. "Steve you sit here, and Angela you are here." "Kasai will sit right here next to me." Mark stated, patting the seat next to his. "I don't want to sit there." Kasai spoke, moving away from Mark. "You will sit there Kai, now sit down." Mark stated. "You heard your father, now sit down." JT spoke. "I don't want to sit there." Kasai spoke. "Boy don't make me get up from my chair." JT stated, looking at Kasai very angrily. "If I get out of this chair, you will not like me when I make contact with you. Boy sit your ass down." "Do you need more time added on to your current sentence?" Mark asked, walking over to Kasai now. "Just sit down and stop making a scene." "I am not making a scene you two are." Kasai spoke. "You know what, I am tired of hearing this. Get up to your room and don't come back down until I tell you to." Mark stated. "I..." Kasai started to speak. "Nothing Kai, you heard what I said." Mark stated. "Daddy J..." Kasai whined. "You heard what Mark said, get to stepping boy." JT stated, turning away from Kasai. "Fine!" Kasai spoke, running up the stairs to his room. "That went fairly well." Mark stated. "What's going on with him guys?" Angela asked. "It's like he's a whole new person now." "I don't know Angie. I think something's wrong that he's not telling us." JT stated. "There's nothing wrong with that boy, he just doesn't want to follow the rules. We give him an inch and he expects a foot in return." Mark stated, sitting back down. "Kids." JT spoke. "I am sorry you all had to witness that." "We were kids too, we all have done something like that at some point or another. I know I acted worse than that at times." Justin spoke, laughing. "That's just not nice to laugh about that Justin, they are trying to make an example." Nick stated. "He's talking, he's talking." JT stated. "I actually thought his voice was non-existent." "I can talk, I only speak when I have something important to say." Nick spoke. "Everything you say to me is important Nick." Justin stated, kissing Nick's hand. // Upstairs -- Kasai's Room // "I am not staying up here all this time. I am sneaking the fuck out of here and going to have some fun." Kasai stated, pulling out his phone and dialing a number. "Hello?" The voice spoke. "Hey what you doing?" Kasai asked. "I am in Algebra K, you know what I am doing." The person spoke. "Oh yeah, I forgot you are still in school." Kasai spoke. "Yeah I heard you got kicked out because of Brad and Dale. I hope you kicked their asses good." The guy spoke. "I don't know about good, but I did what I could do." Kasai spoke. "Look, I am heading down to the mail. You want to meet me after school in the Game Room?" "Yeah I will meet you there." The guy stated. "Cool, I will see you then. Kisses." Kasai stated, hanging up his cell phone and opening the window, stepping out onto the roof. // Back Downstairs -- 30 Minutes Later // "So baby you never told me about what happened to you three with that Valgina woman." Mark stated. "Hold on, let me check on Nick and Justin." JT stated, getting up from his seat on the sofa and walking out of the room. "Oh just go ahead and tell me." Mark stated. --- Flashback --- "Look Angie, I can't marry you, I don't think you are the type of person that I want to be with the rest of my life." The man spoke. "What do you mean you can't marry my type of person, what type am I?" Angela asked. "You are the sluttish type." The man spoke. "I can't see myself being with someone that has slept with as many people as you have." "What! Excuse me, can you run that by me again Derrick?" Angela asked. "You are a slut." Derrick spoke. "A slut! What gave you the notion that I was a slut?" Angie asked. "Everyone around here knows that you are a slut. It's all over this place. If you would sleep with that guy you are always hanging around with, you will sleep with someone else." Derrick spoke. "What the hell are you talking about? I am not a slut and I never slept with John." Angela stated, getting in Derrick's face. "So you and he were never together, you never dated him?" Derrick asked. "Well I dated him, but we never slept together." Angela stated. "I don't believe that shit at all. You can't be with a man and not sleep with him." Derrick stated. "What the fuck is this!?! Where the hell is all this damn drama coming from?" Angela asked. "Just ask anyone around here, you are a slut. All the guys are talking about your ass like it was news." Derrick spoke, turning to walk away from her. "Fucking bitch." "You bastard!" Angela screamed, slapping Derrick across the face. "Fucking bitch, don't you ever put your hands on me again." Derrick stated to her, pushing past her and walking out of the room. "Stop! Come back here!" Angela screamed. "What do you want Angie?" Derrick asked. "Why Derrick, why are you listening to the words of others and not listening to me or your heart?" Angela asked. "Why should I listen to a slut like you? I should have believed Valgina Williams when she told me about you in the first place." Derrick stated. "What! Valgina Williams told you I was a slut?" Angela asked. "She told me what type of person you were." Derrick stated. "Now get the fuck away from me, you have ruined my reputation already." --- End Flashback --- "Well damn, now I see why you don't like the bitch." Mark stated, just as JT came back into the room. "Baby what's wrong, you look mad about something." "Kai is not in his room. Is he down here somewhere?" JT asked, standing in the doorway just as his legs gave out on him. "Owww." "JT!" Mark spoke, running over to grab JT up off the floor. "Stop Mark, I am okay." JT spoke, shooing Mark away. "Oh stop acting like a baby. I am going to help you up, regardless if you like it or not baby." Mark stated, picking JT up and carrying him over to a nearby chair. "Don't worry about me, where's Kasai?" JT asked as Steve and Angela went looking through the house. "I bet that little brat slipped out." Mark stated, running to the garage. "Oh yeah, you just wait until I get my hands on him." JT stated. "That boy is trying my patience with him." "He's trying mine too." Mark spoke as JT grabbed his crutches and they all walked towards the garage. "I am going to beat him down when I find him." "No you are not JT, let me do it." Angela spoke. "This boy knows better. What is he thinking?" "I don't know, but this is past grounding, he's in for some major punishing." JT stated just as the phone in the kitchen rang. "That better not be the police." Mark stated, walking towards the phone and then answering it. "Hello?" "Hi Mark, Anna down in the emergency room. Is JT there?" The woman spoke. "Yeah, what's wrong Anna?" Mark asked as JT joined him in the kitchen. "I think you two should get here to the hospital as soon as possible, it' Kasai, there's a problem." The woman spoke. "You two need to get here as soon as you can." "What? We are on our way." Mark stated, hanging up the phone. "Baby come on. We need to get to the hospital. It's Kai." "What? What's wrong with him? What happened?" JT asked in a frantic tone. "I don't know, Anna down in the Emergency Room said he was there." Mark stated. "Oh God, he's gotten into another fight and someone hurt him bad." JT spoke, tears forming in his eyes. "We have to get Nick and Justin..." "You two go on, we will handle Justin and Nick." Steve stated, pushing JT and Mark towards the door. "Oh God my little baby, what has happened to my baby." JT stated, getting into the van. "Baby hurry up." // 30 Minutes Earlier -- Downtown -- Alley behind the Mall // "Oh yeah you know you want this dick, I have seen you watching me for a long time now. I knew you were one of them faggot boys." The guy spoke. "Look Jared, I don't want any trouble, just leave me alone." Kasai spoke. "Too late for that, you should have kept your eyes to yourself." Jared spoke, punching Kasai in the face and kicking him in his stomach, causing him to fall on the floor in the fetal position. "You are going to eat this cock and enjoy it you fucking bitch!" "Leave me alone man, just let me go." Kasai spoke, tears running down his face, his eye swelling as he held his stomach. "I will leave you alone after I have made you oink like a fucking pig fag boy." Jared spoke Just as another guy walked into the alley. "Yo Jake, guess what I got? It's Fagboy Kasai. I told you he was a fucking fag." "What's going on?" The other guy named Jake asked, walking towards the two of them. "I am gon' make this bitch suck my dick." Jared stated, kicking Kasai again, leaning down and pulling him up off the ground, pushing him up against the wall. "Suck my dick you fucking faggot. If you do anything that I don't like, you will regret it." "Oh shit, you gonna let him suck you off?" Jake asked. "Damn straight I am. He's a fag, that's what fags do." Jared stated, unzipping his pants, pulling his dick out of his boxers. "Now suck me off bitch, you better make me come and it better feel good or I am going to kick your faggot ass." "Please don't make me do that, just let me go please. I promise I won't tell anyone, I just want to go, please." Kasai pleaded as Jared grabbed him by the throat, pushed him up against the wall, sliding him down, and then pushing his dick forcefully into Kasai's opened mouth. "Oh shit, that looks hot." Jake stated, "Well hell, pull your dick out and we can use this bitch up." Jared stated, waving Jake over. "I don't know, I don't think I should. Looks like you have hurt him enough." Jake stated. "He's a fag, he deserves this kind of thing." Jared stated, grabbing Jake by his pants leg and pulling him over closer to the two of them. "Just unzip and when I am done, you can have your turn." "Well, I don't think..." Jake stated. "Tell you what, you can have your turn now, I am going to try something else." Jared stated, pulling his pants completely down. "You can have his mouth, I am going to try his ass out, since fags like taking it up the ass." "I guess that will work." Jake stated, walking in front of Kasai and unzipping his pants and slapping Kasai playfully in the face with his dick. "Open up kid and like he said, you better not bite me or I will beat your ass." "Oh hell just take it, he can't take both of us on. We have the upper hand here. Just go ahead and put your dick in his mouth, because I am about to see just what they get out of doing this shit." Jared stated, pushing his finger into Kasai's ass causing him to cry out. "He looks like he's in pain." Jake stated. "When we are done with him, he will know what it's like to have a real man and not a fag boy screwing him. I bet my dick is going to do rip you a new one fagboy." Jared stated, pushing his dick into Kasai all in one push, causing Kasai to scream out again as the pain overtook him. As Jared fucked him hard and rough from behind, Jake continued to pushed his dick all the way into his mouth causing him more pain and hurt. As he cried, he wondered why he had to be the one to have this happen to, only if he would have done what Mark said and stayed in his room. // At The Hospital // "Anna, Anna where's Kasai?" JT asked as he and Mark walked up to the nurse' s counter. "He's back here, come on." Anna, the nurse on duty stated. "Through here." "Anna, this is the rape unit." JT stated, looking strangely at here and then the realization of what had happened hit him like a ton of bricks. "Oh God my baby." "Baby calm down." Mark stated, holding JT in his arms as they walked into the room to see Kasai lying in a bed bandaged up with some machines connected to him and a pipe stuck in the side of his neck. // Back at JT and Mark's House // "What's going on Steve?" Justin asked, rolling into the room where Steve and Angela were sitting. "Nothing's wrong, why?" Steve asked. "Didn't I hear someone leave here in a big hurry?" Justin asked as Nick came up behind him. "JT and Mark left to go back to the hospital." Angela stated. "Is there something wrong? Is everything okay?" Justin asked, with a worried look on his face. "We are waiting for one of them to call." Angela stated. "So when do we go back to the hospital?" Justin asked. "Not for awhile, unless you two are ready to go back." Steve stated. "No we are not ready yet." Nick stated, speaking up. "We are going back into the other room now." "Okay you two, enjoy yourselves." Angela stated as Nick and Justin left the room. "Those two remind me of you and JT a long time ago." "How so Angie?" Steve asked. "Remember when you and he first met, you tripped over him and his wheelchair." Angie stated, laughing. --- Flashback --- "Thank you Ms. Tandy I will have this book back by the end of the day." JT stated, placing the book in his bag, and zipping it up. "No worries John, you can keep it the rest of the week." Ms. Tandy spoke. "Oh, well okay. Thanks Ms. Tandy." JT stated. "You are welcome John. Do you need me to get the door for you darlin?" Ms Tandy asked. "No ma'am I got it." JT stated, rolling over to the door, pushing it over and wheeling out of the library just as someone came tumbling down on top of him. "Oh my God, I am so sorry dude." The young man spoke, getting up off the floor. "I didn't see you coming. Are you okay?" "I am fine. Don't worry about it. The question is, are you okay?" JT asked. "I am okay." The young man stated, looking at JT and then falling down again. "Are you sure you okay?" JT asked, reaching his hand out to the guy. "Yeah I am sure you are okay." The guy spoke. "What's your name guy?" JT asked. "I am John." "Steve, I'm Steve." The guy stated. "Nice to meet you Steve." JT stated. "Are you sure you are able to get to where you are going?" "Yeah I am okay, just a little bit dizzy is all." Steve stated. "Dizzy, why?" JT asked. "You look so cute. Oops." Steve stated, running away down the hall from JT. "Wow, he's cute and he thinks I'm cute. This year won't be so bad after all." JT stated. --- End Flashback --- "How did you know about that?" Steve asked. "I hadn't met you two yet, but I saw you guys in the hall that day, I was sitting in the library after he had left." Angela spoke. "So you knew we were gay and you never said anything, why?" Steve asked. "It wasn't my business." Angela spoke. // The Other Room // "Justin you have been so nice to me and mom has treated you like trash." Nick stated, sitting in Justin's lap. "Are we going to make it?" "Yes we are going to make it Nick." Justin stated. "We may have some problems right now, but things will come together, I promise you that Nick." "Justin don't make promises you can't keep." Nick stated. "Nick that's a promise I am going to do my best to keep." Justin stated, pulling Nick down to him as the two of them shared a passionate kiss. "Justin I love you." Nick spoke, tears running down his face. "I love you Nick." Justin stated, tears running down his face too. "I don' t care what your mother thinks, I am going to hold on to you as long as I can. I am not letting you go. I just found you." "I am not going to let you let me go. We just found each other and nothing is going to break what we have." Nick stated just as Steve and Angela walked into the room. "Sorry guys, but its time for us to be getting back to the hospital." Angela stated, walking over to Nick and Justin. "I know you guys want more time, but believe me, JT and Steve will get you two together again." "It's okay Angela, we are cool." Justin stated as he and Nick pecked each other on the lips quickly. "Are we ready to go?" Steve asked, walking into the room with Angela, Nick and Justin. "Yeah, come on." Angela stated. "Wonder what's happening at the hospital with Mark and JT, it's odd they haven't called us yet." "I don't know. I hope Kai is okay." Steve spoke as he helped Justin into the van. "Alright Nick get on in." "Come on Steve, let's get back to the hospital before something goes wrong and JT has problems with Larry." Angela spoke, closing the door. "Larry is already on JT's case because of that damn Valgina and Danielle." // Back at the Hospital -- The ER // "Well Andrew is he going to be alright?" Mark asked, hugging onto JT, trying to calm him down. "Right now I don't know. Whoever did this to him was meaning to kill him." Dr. Tripp spoke. "Oh God, why couldn't he just stay at home like I told him too." Mark stated, crying now. "It's all my fault. If I hadn't grounded him and made him mad, he wouldn't have snuck out of the house." "It's not your fault baby. Don't do this." JT stated, caressing Mark's face. This is one of the things that happen when you least expect something bad to happen." "Well it did happen and it happened to our little boy." Mark stated, hugging JT as JT's cell phone started ringing. "Hello?" JT asked. "Where are you guys?" Angela asked. "Me and Steve are in your office." "We are still down in the ER with Kasai." JT spoke through his tears. "What happened to him J?" Angela asked. "He was raped by some and they tried to kill him." JT spoke, crying harder now. "Oh my God, I am coming down there." Angela spoke hanging up the phone. // 20 Minutes Later // "Do you guys have a clue of who did this Andrew? Did they leave any fluids?" Angela asked. "There were five semen samples found and one of those belonged to Kasai." Dr. Tripp stated, flipping through the report in front of him. "So four guys raped him. Did you tell this to JT and Mark?" Angela asked. "No I didn't, not yet anyway." Dr. Tripp spoke. "I think I will wait until the both of them have calmed down a little bit. JT is in pieces. I don't know how he would act if Mark wasn't there with him." "JT loves Kasai very much. He's not his real father, but those two have a bond that no one will ever be able to break." Angela spoke just as the door opened and a woman walked into the room. "Good afternoon, I am here to see Dr. Andrew Tripp." The woman spoke. "What the hell!" Angela screamed, turning around looking at Valgina Williams standing in the doorway. "I don't believe it, it's Angela Sebastian." The woman stated. "What the hell are you doing in here Vagina, I mean Valgina Williams?" Angela asked, getting up out of her seat. "I work here, what are you doing here?" Valgina asked. "I work here." Angela stated. "Not for long." Valgina stated under her breathe walking past Angela to Andrew's desk. "So you ladies know each other?" Dr. Tripp asked. "Yes." Angela and Valgina both spoke in unison. "Okay, so what can I do for you Ms. Williams is it?" Dr. Tripp asked. "I was told that the new head of Therapy Services was you and that I could find you here." Valgina stated. "I am not the new head of Therapy Services around here, JT Poole is." Dr. Tripp spoke. "Did you say JT Poole?" Valgina asked. "Yes I did." Dr. Tripp stated. "So he took Danielle's place when she resigned?" Angela asked. "Yeah, I guess Larry hasn't told him yet. The board met this morning before lunch and they went ahead and gave it to him instead of hiring someone else to do it. I thought he knew already." Dr. Tripp explained. "Oh yeah, this is getting better by the minute." Angela spoke, grinning like a Cheshire cat. "So I have to speak with JT Poole then?" Valgina asked. "That's right Ms. Williams. Right now he's not in his office. Is there something I can do for you?" Dr. Tripp asked. "Do you know when he will be available?" Valgina asked. "Frankly I don't." Dr. Tripp spoke. "So Valgina, why don't you leave and call back and schedule a time to see him." Angela spoke. "I guess I have no choice but to do that." Valgina stated. "I am going to check on things. I will be back later Andrew." Angela stated, walking past Valgina, out of Dr. Tripp's office. "Bitch." Valgina spoke softly to Angela as she walked by. "Oh no hell you didn't just call me a bitch." Angela stated, turning around looking at Valgina. "Well if the shoe fits..." Valgina stated, being cut off by Angela. "If the shoe fits in your ass, you better hope the people in the Emergency Room can get my foot out of your ass if you start some shit you can't finish." Angela spoke, pointing her finger in Valgina's face. "The same ole Angela." Valgina spoke. "No you mean the same ole Valgina, always causing problems for other people." Angela spoke, walking towards the door as Dr. Tripp watched the interchange between both women. "Don't cross me Valgina, I won't hesitate to kick your ass from this point. We are not in High School anymore and I am not going to let you do anything to hurt me, or anyone I know." "That speech is getting tired Angela, lay that on someone that really cares." Valgina stated, walking past Angela out of the office. "Angela girl calm down before you get yourself into trouble." Dr. Tripp spoke. "Don't worry about me Andrew, worry about her, she's the biggest troublemaker I know." Angela spoke, walking out of the room too. ====================================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole9@cybersouth.com Website: http://home.cybersouth.com/jtpoole9/hosted.html Yahoo: johntpoole AOL/AIM: swainsboroguy2@aol.com ICQ #: 146925768