Date: Wed, 14 Apr 2004 01:24:40 -0400 From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@nctv.com> Subject: Boybands - If I Ain't Got You - 18 Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zip code because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync, or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync, and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole9@cybersouth.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ====================================== If I Ain't Got You -- Chapter 18 by JT Poole // Orlando, FL -- Florida Hospital -- The Emergency Room // --- Angela's POV --- I am sitting here placing papers into a folder when I feel that someone is watching me. I turn around and there standing in the damn doorway is that damn ho Vagina, oops I mean Valgina. I just know she's going to cause problems for us here. I wish JT would just go ahead and fire her and find someone else, it's not like he isn't the boss over her now. What the hell does this bitch want? "Hello Valgina, is there something I can help you with?" I ask her as she walked over to where I was sitting. "Oh no Angela, I was just getting acquainted with where everything is. No need to worry your silly little head about me." Valgina stated walking into the room. "Look ho don't come down here starting shit with me. You haven't started working here yet so I suggest you step the fuck off and leave me alone Vagina, oops I mean Valgina." I said, getting up out of my chair. "If you know what's good for you, you would take a hint and leave." "Oh no you didn't just call me that." Valgina stated, running over to Angela and smacking her, causing Angela to drop the folder of papers. "Oh hell naw!" I spoke, as I lunged towards Valgina, pushing her up against the wall, punching and kicking at her. "Get the fuck off me bitch!" Valgina screamed as I continued punching and kicking as she tried to get away from me, falling into the file storage room. "No one calls me a bitch and gets away with it!" I shouted at her, kicking her as she laid on the floor in the fetal position. "Someone help me! Help me please!" Valgina yelled, trying to get someone's attention to help her. "Sorry ho, no one can help you now. You should have thought about this shit when you came into my work area bothering me!" I tell her as I picked up a file box and slam it down on top of her, knocking her out. "I bet she will think twice before bothering me again." // At the home of JT and Mark // --- JT's POV --- "Baby are you okay?" I asked, walking into the bedroom to see Mark lying face down in bed. "Go away baby." Mark says to me. "Just go away, go back to the hospital or something, I don't care just leave me alone." "Baby talk to me. What's wrong?" I ask him, sitting down next to him on the bed, kissing him on the back of his head. "Do you really want to know baby?" He asks me, turning around, sitting up in bed now as I slide back into the bed to hold him. "Yea baby I want to know." I tell him rubbing his shoulder now. "Just tell me what's going on in that mind of yours." "Baby I am mad, I am mad as hell right now!" He yells, scaring me a little bit. "If I hadn't grounded him, he never would have snuck out of the house. If it wasn't for me, he never would have been raped." "No baby that's not true." I tell him as he hugged me and cried on my chest. "Baby you are not responsible for what Jared did. You didn't tell Jared and his friend to rape Kai." "No I didn't, but Kai never would have left the house if I wasn't so hard on him." He told me crying harder now. "It's all my fucking fault!" At that very moment, Mark jumped up out of bed and ran from the room. In his current state of mind I didn't know what to think about what he would do. I got up and grabbed my crutches, calling his name as I walked down the stairs trying to follow him. "Mark please, baby stop don't leave!" I called out as I heard the front door slam shut. Just as I heard his car crank up and the screeching tires, I knew he was gone. I sat there on the top of the stairs and cried. What was I to do, I have a child that has been raped, Valgina is back to haunt me and my husband is stricken with guilt that even isn't his own. What can I do to fix all of this? // Back at the Hospital -- The Emergency Room // "I don't believe this girl, you knocked her out?" Tamara, one of the ER Nurses asked. "Yeah girl I beat that ho down, she's still in the File Room on the floor now." Angela spoke, grabbing her car keys. "Girl you aren't just going to leave her in there are you?" Tamara asked. "I surely am, I am going to leave her as laying right in there." Angela spoke, grabbing her purse and her jacket. "What if someone finds her in there?" Tamara asked. "Well they just find her ass in there then." Angela spoke. "The bitch got what she deserved. I have been waiting a few years to do that to her ass." "Angie you might get into trouble over this." Tamara spoke. "I might, but right now I don't care." Angela spoke as Kevin walked over to the Nurses' Station. "Hello beautiful." Kevin spoke, kissing Angela on her cheek surprising her. "Hello Kevin, what are you doing here?" Angela asked. "We have a date tonight remember. It's now seven o'clock and we have plans." Kevin spoke, leaning against the counter. "I need to go home and change. I had no idea that you would be coming here to pick me up." Angela spoke. "Are you okay Angela?" Kevin asked. "We had this conversation this morning." "I'm fine, I just have a lot of things on my mind." Angela spoke, walking around the counter. "I am not going out with you like this, I need to go home and shower." "That's fine. Do you want me to follow you to your place?" Kevin asked. "Why don't we just take my car, it would save a whole lot of trouble." Angela stated, as she and Kevin walked out of the hospital. // Down in the Solarium // --- Nick's POV --- Justin and me have been sitting here in the Solarium now for the last two hours. It's just been the two of us, a nice steady calm conversation, just the two of us talking about ourselves, no hatred, no sadness no anything, nothing but happiness and love. I swear he's the guy I want to be with for the rest of my life. "I don't want any of this to end." I spoke softly, kissing Justin on his lips. "I don't want it to end either baby." He told me, pulling me back down as we shared a long passionate kiss right there. I sat there in his lap, kissing the man I had fallen in love with so many weeks ago. I don't care what my mother says, I love him and I always will. "I wish we could make love." I tell him, kissing him affectionately on his lips. "I want us to be one, I crave for us to be intimate together." "Baby I..." He spoke then went quiet on me. "Justin baby, is there something wrong?" I asked him, lifting his chin with my finger as I saw the tears spill down his face. "No baby, nothing's wrong." He tells me, as he looks away from me. "Baby don't lie to me, I know something is wrong, you are crying." I tell him, caressing his cheek. "I'm sorry baby, I just..." He tells me. "You just what baby?" I ask him, getting up out of his lap to kneel in front of him. "I love you Nicky, but I don't think what you want is possible." He tells me, moving away from me. "Justin, Justin where are you going?" I ask him, walking behind him. "Your mother is right, you don't need to be with a cripple like me." He said as he opened the door and rolled out. "Justin! Justin stop!" I screamed for him, as he didn't stop. "Please Justin, don't leave me here. Come back." // The El Valentera Restaurant -- 1 Hour Later // "Are you enjoying your dinner Angela?" Kevin asked, looking at Angela intently. "You have hardly touched your meal." "I'm sorry Kevin, I'm just not hungry." Angela spoke, pushing her dish out of her way. "I guess I have some things on my mind." "Are you okay Angela, you look as though you have something on your mind. Do you care to talk about it?" Kevin asked as Valgina approached the table. "Well well well, if it isn't the Bitch formerly known as Angela Sebastian." Valgina spoke. "Excuse me, what are you doing here with a loser like her?" "Excuse me!?! Who the hell are you calling a loser?" Angela asked, getting up in Valgina's face. "I'm calling you a loser, you fucking Bitch!" Valgina shouted, drawing attention to herself and Angela. "Oh yeah ho, you are just cruising for another beat down Valgina!" Angela shouted back, pushing Valgina backwards. "Angela honey stop this." Kevin stated, stepping between Angela and Valgina, then laughing as he looked at Valgina. "Oh you were joking right? Her name isn't really Vagina is it?" "No it's Valgina. Mister you must be out of your mind being with a tramp like her. If you want a real woman, get wit me, I'll show you a real good time." Valgina stated, pushing pass Angela walking away. "I don't think so lady, I prefer Angela." Kevin stated, turning his back on Valgina as he grabbed Angela's hand. "Angela why don't we go someplace else." "Okay Kevin, I have a nice place where we can go." Angela spoke as the two of them walked out of the restaurant past Valgina as Angela pushed her in the back, causing her face to fall in her dish of Enchiladas. "You fucking bitch!" Valgina screamed, jumping up, wiping the Beans and Enchiladas off of her face. "How dare you! You might have got the upper hand on me earlier today, but I am going to whoop yo ass bitch!" "Bring that shit on bitch!" Angela stated, as some other restaurant patrons tried to stop the two women. "Oh yeah Bitch, I am not in small area now, I am going to ram my foot up your ass right after I ram this down your fucking throat!" Valgina yelled, grabbing a beer bottle off the table, smashing it and running towards Angela with the broken end in hand. "Bring it baby, bring that shit!" Angela hollered, grabbing Valgina's arm in midjump, kneeing her in the stomach, punching her in the face, and then elbowing her in the back, causing Valgina to hit the floor hard. "Angela stop this, you are going to get into trouble for this." Kevin stated, grabbing Angela's hand and dragging her out of the restaurant. // The Home of JT and Mark // --- JT's POV --- I was sitting at the bottom of the stairs when the doorbell rang. I got up from my spot of three hours and walked over to the door. Opening the door, someone I didn't expect to see was standing there looking back at me. "Dean, what are you doing here?" I asked, moving back so he could come in. "Hello JT, how are you doing hun?" He asked, leaning down to hug me and placing a kiss on my cheek. "Not so good at the moment." I tell him, walking into the family room. "Why are you here Dean?" "What, I can't come visit you when I want to?" He asked, sitting down on the sofa. "Where's Kai and your so called husband Mark?" "Kasai is in the hospital and I don't know where Mark is." I say as Dean slid over to me and wrapped me in his arms. "What happened to Kai, why is he in the hospital?" "Some boys from his school raped him." I say, going into detail about everything that had happened. "Oh my God JT, why didn't you call me and tell me what was going on?" He asked me, rubbing my back. "Dean why would I call you?" I ask him as he looked at me with a shocked expression on his face. "We may not still be together, but I still consider you and Kai family." He spoke just as his cell phone rang. "Hold on. Hello? No, hell no, do whatever you fucking want to, I told you I was gone, so I'm gone." "What was that all about?" I asked, looking at him like he was crazy, "My old agent." He said, getting up. "Don't tell me you fired another one, how many is that now?" I asked. "He's number seven." He spoke, walking over to the television. "I just can 't find a good agent that I can trust JT." "I see." I tell him as he sat back down. "Have you eaten yet?" He asked me, grabbing my hand and pulling me up off the sofa. "No, I can't eat right now, I am too upset to eat. I need Mark." I tell him, pulling my hand away from him. "JT why are you acting this way?" He asked me, hugging me. "It's been ten years Dean, what do you expect, I moved on." I tell him. "I know you did, but I didn't." He spoke just as the front door open and Mark walked in. "What the hell is going on here?" Mark asked, walking into the family room to see Dean and me standing there. "I walk out of the house for a bit and I come back and you have the ex in the house doing God knows what!" "Mark honey it's not what you think." I say walking over to him, as he shakes his hand in my direction and walks away. "Mark, Mark come back here!" "JT stay in there with loverboy, I don't want to fucking see you. How could you do this to me?" Mark spoke, walking up the stairs. "I didn't do anything." I say at the bottom of the stairs. "Fine, believe what you want." "I will!" Mark screamed slamming our bedroom door. // At Lance and Marshall's Hotel // --- Lance's POV --- I was shocked when we got back here to the hotel tonight. All the anger I had for Josh went away when I walked into the room to see the whole placed decked out with candles all around and soft music playing. This all came as a surprise to me. It's been a long while since Em did anything that was remotely romantic for me like this. I love him, I love him so much. "Follow me baby." He spoke, walking me over to a blanket that was laid out on the floor in front of the fireplace that had some items lain out on it. "What is all of this baby?" I ask him, as I sat down. "This is something for my baby." He said, sitting down next to me, holding me in his arms. "When did you have time to set this up?" I asked him, kissing his cheek. "While you were at the hospital this morning, I went and picked up a few things and I had Christina come set this up for me earlier." He said, kissing me passionately. "I know it's been awhile since we have had time to be alone like this. And after hearing you talk with Justin about it, I knew that no matter what was going on, I needed to stop and take time to be with my baby." "Oh Em this is so beautiful." I said, looking around the room. "This is by chance the most romantic thing you have done." "Oh is it?" He asked, smirking at me, as he started unbuttoning my shirt. "Do you remember the night after we first met?" "Yeah I remember, I was scared out of my mind." I tell him, remembering the drunken night we meet and the night after. I remembered the romantic way he acted that night, the way he treated me, the things he did to me, the way he made me feel. I remembered it all as we shared a long passionate kiss. "Here baby." He tells me, feeding me a strawberry that he dipped into the bowl of chocolate. "Mmmm, that tastes good." I tell him, taking another bite. "Not as good as you baby." He tells me, kissing down my neck now. "Oh baby." I moan out as he started sucking on my Adams Apple. "Don't stop baby, don't stop." "I'm not going to stop my little Green-eyed Devil." He tells me, moving lower and lower down my body, as I moved into a lying position on the blanket as he crawled on top of me, straddling my waist. "I think we are both a little bit over dressed for this, why don't we set things right." He spoke, leaning up a little bit to unbutton, unzip and move my pants and boxer briefs down my legs. "That's much better baby." He sat there straddling my midsection as he leaned down and started kissing me again, while his hands were tweaking my nipples. With the pleasure he was giving me, I was being pulled into a different world, a world where only he could send me, a world where only the two of us existed. "Baby fuck me." I whimpered out, panting heavy with the sensations from his touch. "I need to feel you deep within me." "Not yet baby, I am not done yet." He tells me. "I don't care, I want you to fuck me now." I tell him pulling the rest of his clothes off, pushing him on his back as I started fondling his manhood. --- Eminem's POV --- My little green-eyed devil must be horny as hell for him to demand me to fuck him like this. I like it when he gets like this. I like to see his aggressive side, the side he only shares with me. I love him so much. He dropped to his knees and put his hand around my cock. He told me not to move that he was going to take care of me, so that I could take care of him. "It's cool baby, whatever you want." I tell him, running my fingers through his spiked hair. He had his tongue on my cock now, I could feel the warmth from his mouth as he moved up and down my shaft. As he came back up I could feel the suction from his mouth working it's magic on me. At that very moment I felt my juices start to boil and I knew it wouldn't be long if he kept this up. "Baby stop. If you keep this up, you won't get your fucking." I tell him breathless now, "Already, I just started baby. You taste so good to me." He tells me, showing a fake pout. "Assume the position baby." I tell him, moving between his legs as I got in position myself and started licking his lovehole. "Oh yeah baby, that feels nice." He moaned out. "That's so hot baby." "Oh is it? Let's see, how about this?" I say as I start darting my tongue in and out of his hole causing him to moan louder now. "Oh damn baby, I'm too hot, I need you to fuck me, I need that cock of yours up my ass right now and I mean now!" He screamed, pulling me up, pushing me back again, and straddling my waist. "I told you I was ready to be fucked. Since you are not doing what I want, I will do it." At that very moment he lifted himself up and sat down on my dick. He slid all the way down until I was buried deep within him. He closed his eyes and started breathing hard as sweat broke out across his forehead. "Baby are you okay?" I ask him. "Oh yeah, I'm fine. I'm getting use to you being in there. You know the drill baby." He tells me as he started moving slowly up my dick then sliding all the way back down. "Oh yeah, that's what I'm talking about." In no time he was bouncing up and down on me like I was a trampoline. I think he has gone to his special place. He was moaning like a maniac, moving his head from side to side, still bouncing up and down on me. Trying to calm him down and bring him back down to earth again, I started playing with his nipples, getting his attention. "Come back to me baby." I tell him as he opened his eyes, leaned down and kissed me. "I'm here with you baby. You are making me feel so...I shit baby, I'm close, I'm real close." He tells me, as he started jerking his dick. "No baby, wait." I tell him, grabbing him in my arms as I flip us over and now I am on top of him, still buried in him. "Fuck me baby, fuck me like you mean it." He tells me, moving in time with my thrusts. "Oh yeah baby, oh yeah, oh shit work me baby work me!" I scream as I feel my juices start flowing and I empty my jizz into his ass. "Oh God baby, here it is, this is it!" He tells me as he sprayed my chest, his chest and the pillow with his load as it continued to fly out of his dick, rope after messy rope of his man juice. I collapsed on top of him, still holding him in my arms as my cock deflated and slipped from his ass. Reaching over him, I grab the corner of the blanket and cover the both of us up as I feel the sleep approach. "I love you Em." He says, closing his eyes. "I love you too Lovebunny." I tell him as we both drift off to sleep. // Parking Lot of the Restaurant // "Angela... Angela stop," Kevin yelled as he rushed to catch up with her across the parking lot. Angela came to an abrupt stop, swinging around to face Kevin. "What do you want Kevin?" she snapped, anger glinting in her eyes. "I want to know who that woman was and why she attacked you like that." Kevin replied. "That... bitch was the bane of my damned existence. Her name is Valgina and for four years in high school, and several years afterwards, she made my life a living hell. She stole my boyfriends and eventually my fiancée." Angie retorted, turning to walk away from Kevin before he grabbed her arm. "Wait... Angie, are you okay?" Kevin asked softly, brushing her hair away from her eyes, before letting his fingers stroke her cheek. Angie visibly relaxed under his careful caresses, letting the anger she was feeling dissipate. "I'm okay now." Angie replied, turning her face into the soft touch like a cat. A smile began to play across her lips as she looked up at Kevin. "You called me Angie." "I guess I did, didn't I?" Kevin replied with a grin, leaning down towards her as their eyes lock in a very heated gaze. "Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" "When you say it, it's a very good thing. "Angela responded, eyes never leaving Kevin's. "Well then I guess I will just have to call you Angie from now on... won't I?" Kevin whispered covering her lips with his own, both of them oblivious to the whistles and catcalls from the patrons coming out of the restaurant. "I... I think we need to stop before we get into something neither of us is ready for yet." Angela stated softly, resting her head on Kevin's shoulder when they finally broke the kiss. Kevin holds her close, hugging her tight before letting her go. "You're right. Let's go see that movie now." He replies, taking her hand in his as the two of them walk hand-in-hand towards her car. ====================================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole9@nctv.com <mailto:jtpoole9@nctv.com> Website: http://home.nctv.com/jtpoole9/hosted.htm Yahoo: johntpoole AOL/AIM: swainsboroguy2@aol.com ICQ #: 146925768