Date: Mon, 20 Sep 2004 20:12:00 -0400
From: JT Poole <jtpoole9@nctv.com>
Subject: Boybands - If I Ain't Got You - 29

Warnings and Disclaimers:

I don't know any of the members of NSYNC or any celebrity mentioned.  I
don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any
other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay).
This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that.
This is only for entertainment value only folks.  Hope you enjoy the show oh
I mean reading.

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If I Ain't Got You
Chapter -- 29
by JT Poole

// Orlando, FL -- The Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- Mark and JT's Room //

--- JT's POV ---

Damn it's been a while since Mark and me made love like that.  His moaning
and my grunting kept me on cloud nine all the while.  I can say it was
different since its not a normal thing for me to be on the giving end of
things with Mark, I was shocked to say the least when he crawled on top of
me and whispered in my ear what he wanted me to do to him.  Damn, being
inside him like that again blew my mind.

 "Come on baby, the water's ready."  He says, walking back into the bedroom
naked as the day he was born.  "I still need you."

"Oh yea?  What do you need baby?"  I ask him.

"I need my husband and I need him bad."  He says, speaking in a seductive
tone.

"What is it that you need from me baby?"  I ask him walking into the
bathroom with him, stopping in front of the tub kissing him.

"This."  He says reaching down and playing with my manhood.  "I want to feel
it deep within me again."

"Oh really?"  I say, smirking a little bit, knowing in the back of my mind
that I really put it on him.

"Yes baby, I don't think I can get enough of you."  He says as I step in the
tub.

"Baby let me sit down on you."  He says, stepping into the tub over me.  "I
like this position best."

"I bet you do baby."  I say, capturing his lips with my own as he sinks down
on my love tool one more time.

"Oh shit baby, you are so big."  He says, wrapping his arms around me as
gravity continued to pull him down on me.  "Go slow baby, let me get use to
you again."

"You are in control baby, you move it the way you want it."  I tell him,
kissing him as he is now sitting flat down on my lap in the tub.

"Oh gosh baby...it's been a long while since I felt like this with you."  He
says, moving his hips up and down on me.

"Yeah baby, I know the feeling."  I say to him, kissing him as he continued
to work it.

"Baby why is it that you only make love to me like this after we have a big
fight?"  He asks me.

"Probably because you feel you have to prove your love to me by giving me
you."  I answer him

"That's not the reason baby."  He says, stopping and then looking at me as
his eyes filled with tears.

"Baby it is the reason."  I tell him, lifting his chin up.  "Regardless of
whether you give yourself to me like this or not, I still love you.  I must
admit that I like it when you do give yourself to me like this, but you
don't have to do this to appease me."

"Baby..."  He says as I cut him off.

"Nothing baby...I know what you are thinking and you don't have to say it."  I
say to him as he wraps his arms around my neck and cry on my shoulder.

"I love you baby, I really do."  He says as we continue our love making.

"I love you too Mark."  I say, laying my head back on the back of the tub.

// The Kitchen //

--- Angie's POV ---

I stood there frozen, never thinking in a million years that my baby boy
would be asking me this question. Justin and Nick are both watching me to,
curiosity written all over their faces but Justin is also wearing an
assessing look. Kevin is watching me too, silent but supportive, waiting to
see how I answer Kai's question.

"Aunt Angie? Are you pregnant?" Kai asked again. When I don't answer him, he
walks over to me, putting one arm around me. "Auntie Angie, please say
something."

"Kai, what made you ask me that?" I wonder, smiling and putting an arm
around him. He looks at me and shrugs, grinning sheepishly.

"I don't know. It would just explain why you got sick when you smelled the
roast cooking," he replied, kissing me on the cheek.

"How would you feel about it if I were?" I asked, looking over his shoulder
at Kevin. He winked at me, blowing a kiss before he went to sit at the table
next to Nick and Justin. The two of them looked at Kevin, then each other
before huge smiles broke out on both their faces.

"I hope you are. I think it would be cool to have a little cousin to spoil."

"Well then congratulations Baby Boy... you're getting your wish," I told him,
laughing when he shouted.

"Wait `til Daddy Mark and Daddy J find out!" Kai said excitedly, wrapping
his arms around me. "I love you Auntie Angie!"

"I love you too my boy," I whispered, eyes misting over as I held him close
to me. It did my heart a lot of good to get this kind of acceptance from
Kai, especially after the way Momma had reacted to the news. Why she couldn'
t have been this happy to find out that her first grandchild was on the way?

"Congrats nurse lady!" Justin said with the Timberlake grin, pulling me down
and kissing me on the cheek. His smile turned mischievous. "That baby is
going to be beyond rotten living in this house!"

"Thank you Justin... I think," I replied, kissing him back before Nick pulled
me away from him.

"Congratulations Angie! I'll bet your mom is ecstatic," Nick said with a
huge smile, hugging me tight. My eyes filled with tears and I pulled away
from him abruptly, running out of the room and leaving him and Justin with
shocked looks on their faces. "What did I say?"

"Her Mom is kinda pissed off with the two of us right now. She snapped on
Angie and now she won't speak to her. As you can see, Angie isn't taking it
very well. I'll be back," Kevin replied, looking sad as he excused himself.

// Somewhere in Atlanta, GA //

"Girl I don't give a damn who you know!  Get the hell out of my house!"  The
woman screams.

"Fuck you and your damn sistah bitch!"  Chantal Mendleton, JT's sister
screams, walking down the stairs of the apartment building she just moved
out of.

"Don't bring your ass back bitch, if I see you again it will be too soon!"
The woman screams, throwing Chantal's things out of the window.

"Fucking trick, don't make me come back up there and whip your ass!"
Chantal shouts, grabbing her purse and taking off her shoes, throwing both
into the car.

"Bring that shit bitch!  I will beat your fucking ass where you stand!"  The
woman screams running out of the building, grabbing Chantal by her hair.

"Get the fuck off of me fucking trick!"  Chantal screams as her head gets
slammed into the dashboard of her car.

"Talk that shit now bitch!"  The woman screams.

"You better step the fuck off Nay Nay, I don't have time for this shit no
more, I am tired of your games."  Chantal says, pulling out a gun from under
the car seat.  "Don't you ever put your hands on me ever again!"

"Look girl, I'm sorry, don't do nothing stupid."  The woman says, stepping
back.

"That's right bitch, you ain't so bad now, yeah, what happened to all that
fire you had?"  Chantal asks, stepping into the building with the gun still
pointed at the woman.

"I'm sorry `Tal, I didn't mean to sleep with her, it just happened.  I'm
sorry."  The woman says, backing up to the wall behind the stairs.

"Lying bitch, why are you lying to me?"  Chantal asks, putting the gun in
the woman's ribs, moving it back and forth.  "Neicy said ya'll were sleeping
together while I was working everyday!"

"Alright, we were sleeping together, I'm sorry `Tal, really I am."  The
woman says, tears running down her face.

"You just remember that shit!  Remember what you threw away bitch!"  Chantal
says, smacking the woman with the gun.  "You hurt me Nay Nay, you hurt me
bad."

"Please `Tal, please don't..."  The woman pleads, sinking back against the
wall.

"You ain't worth the bullet."  Chantal says, walking towards the door.  "Don
't call me, ever!"

"You got it, I won't call you, I won't bother you no more."  The woman says
as Chantal walks out of the building and gets into her car.

"I guess this is fine of time as any to go see JT and his bratty son."
Chantal says, looking in the rearview mirror, checking her makeup.  "Off to
Florida I go."

// Back in Orlando -- The Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- The Kitchen //

(<DING DONG>)

"Oh my God, he's here, he's here."  Kasai says, jumping off of the stool,
almost hyperventilating.

"Who's almost here little man?"  Justin asks, wheeling around the counter to
follow Kasai into the living room.

"Hi there."  Kasai says, opening the front door to let Aaron Carter in.

"Hi there Kasai."  Aaron says, hugging Kasai and kissing him on the cheek.

"I'm glad you could make it."  Kasai says blushing.

"I wouldn't miss this for the world."  Aaron says as he takes Kasai hand in
his own.  "So what are we gonna do first?"

"Well since dinner is still cooking, why don't we go out side and lounge a
bit."  Kasai suggests, leading Aaron towards the back door.

"Well what do we have here?"  JT says, coming downstairs in the wheelchair
lift.  "Where do you think you are going boy?"

"We are going outside until dinner is ready."  Kasai answers him, turning
the doorknob.

"No you are not Kai, we need to have a talk first."  JT says as he and Mark
reach the bottom. "Come on, we are going into my office."

"Daddy what did I do?"  Kasai asks, releasing Aaron's hand.  "We weren't
doing nothing."

"Boy get your narra ass in that office, I don't have all day."  JT says,
walking into the office with Mark following him.

"Dang, that was cold.  I hope they don't gang up on my boo."  Aaron says
walking towards the kitchen, hoping to find Nick.

// In JT's Office //

"Son I have something very important to say to you.  I know what I am about
to say may make you made, but believe me son, there is another alternative."
JT says, sitting down in front of Kasai.

"What's going on Daddy?"  Kasai asks.

"Son listen, I got another call from your principal."  JT says as Mark looks
at him.

"What about Daddy?"  Kasai asks, looking down at the floor.

"Remember I told you the principle said you couldn't come back to school
until after things were settled with Jared right?"  JT says, reaching out
his hand to Kasai.

"Yeah I remember Daddy, what's wrong, what are you trying to say?"  Kasai
asks, sitting in JT's lap.

"Son the principal doesn't want you coming back to school at all."  JT says,
waiting to see what Kasai's reaction would be.

"What are you talking about baby?"  Mark asks, jumping up from the chair he
was sitting in.  "Are you saying that he can't go back to school there?
Regardless if things get settled or not?"

"That's what I am saying Mark."  JT answers him, looking at Kasai, still
waiting for his reaction.

"What!"  Kasai screams hopping up out of JT's lap.  "What am I supposed to
do all day daddy?  I have to go to school!"

"I know son, I know, but you can't go back to that one.  The principal said
that he and the board have already had an hearing about this and don't want
you coming back, they don't want you having another break down around other
students."  JT explains, standing up now, hugging Kasai.

"I won't have another breakdown daddy, I promise.  They can't kick me out
daddy, what about my grades, my friends..."  Kasai replies, crying in JT's
arms.

"Baby you are not going to take this are you?  We are going to fight this."
Mark says, walking over to JT and Kasai.  "You are going to fight this aren'
t you?"

"No Mark I am not going to fight this, I am making other arrangements."  JT
says as Kasai pull away from him.

"What!  What other arrangements are you making?"  Kasai asks.

"Well earlier today I called Lake Highland Prep and they have an opening for
you."  JT says.

"What!"  Mark and Kasai both say in unison.

"You must be kidding."  Mark says, releasing JT and walking away.

"Daddy J you are sending me to a private school?"  Kasai asks.

"Well so far that's the only alternative I have for right now and they have
an opening and you can keep up with your class."  JT says, sitting back
down, feeling his legs get weak.

"I don't want to go to a private school daddy, I don't want to be around
stuck-up, snobby, rich brats all day long."  Kasai says, walking towards the
door.

"Stop boy, don't you leave this room."  JT says, trying to stand up, and
then falling back down.

"Daddy this isn't fair!  This isn't fair at all!"  Kasai screams, kicking
the wall, causing a picture to fall down.

"Boy don't you make me get up, you are starting to work my nerve.  I know
you are upset and all, but don't you get my pressure up."  JT says, rubbing
his temples.

"Baby you can't let them do this to him.  Why are you giving in to what they
want?"  Mark asks, sitting next to JT.

"Because I don't have the energy left to fight them baby, I can't do this,
not right now.  I know you want to stay with your friends Kai, but right
now, this is the only alternative I see in order for you to continue your
schooling."  JT says as Mark hugs him.

"I'm sorry baby, I wasn't trying to upset you, but I feel...I feel we can't
let them get away with this...this is wrong."  Mark says.

"I know it's wrong baby, but let them have their damn school.  If they want
to punish Kai for something that wasn't his fault, then Kai doesn't belong
there anyway."  JT says, getting up and walking towards the door.  "Kai
things will be alright I promise you that son."

"I don't know Daddy, I don't know.  I don't want to go some place new."
Kasai says, walking over to JT and Mark at the door.

"Tell you what son, you give Lake Highland a chance, if you don't like it
after two weeks, then we will try something else."  JT says opening the door
and walking out with Mark and Kasai following him.

"You promise daddy?"  Kasai asks.

"Yeah I promise big head."  JT says, pulling Kasai close to him as they
walked to the kitchen.  "I smell food, shouldn't dinner be ready?"

"It should be, the roast was almost done...oh snap Daddy J, Daddy Mark, I
think Auntie Angie has something to tell you two."  Kasai says.

"What is it boy?"  Mark asks, walking into the kitchen.

// Outside by the Pool //

--- Kevin's POV ---

"Angie, where are you?" I called out, scanning the lighted area around the
pool until I saw something moving in one of the pool chairs. I can see her
lying in the chair crying softly, one hand resting over the baby. Our baby,
I thought with a grin as I approached her. I sat down on the chair next to
her, pulling her into my arms. "Hey pretty lady... what's with the tears?"

"Why did Momma have to yell at me like that? W-w-why can't she be h-h-happy
for us?" she stammered, wrapping her arms around me. I held her close to me,
my heart breaking. I love her more than I can say and it's killing me to
know that I caused this rift between her and her mother.

"I don't know Angie. I know she didn't mean it... she was just upset," I
replied, holding her away and wiping her tears. I kissed her gently, rubbing
her back until I feel her calming down. "You ready to go back inside now?"

"Can we stay out here for a few more minutes?" she asked softly, kissing me
softly. I sigh, shifting her in the chair until she's sitting between my
legs, her head resting on my chest. "You do realize that the pool is public
enemy number one now right?"

"Why is that?" I ask with a grin, nuzzling the side of her neck. Her head
falls to the side, giving me easier access to a sensitive spot of skin
there. She giggled and then sighed as I lick and suck on her neck, relaxing
against me again.

"That pool is where you and me made three," she replied, placing my hand
over her stomach. I looked down at her again; smiling at the love I see
shining in her eyes. She slid away from me, standing up and stretching
before leaning down to nuzzle the side of my face.

"It is really?" I ask in amazement, stealing another kiss before she can get
away from me. She simply nods her head, holding out a hand to me. I stood up
and walk over to the edge of the pool with her hand firmly clasped in mine.
"I guess we owe the pool a thank you huh?"

"I guess we do silly man, I guess we do," she replied, kissing me again
before we head back into the house. "Come on handsome, we're hungry! It's
time to eat."

// In the Kitchen //

"So we can have the guys all around in tuxedos and ... hi guys where have you
been?"  Justin asks as JT and Kasai sits down at the table.

"Hello you two.  What are you guys doing?"  JT asks, looking at the pieces
of paper Nick and Justin had thrown around the table.

"We are planning out our wedding JT."  Justin answers him.  "JT can we ask
you a big favor?"

"Sure Justin, what's up?"  JT asks, turning around to face both men.

"Can we have our wedding in the backyard?"  Justin asks, kissing Nick on the
cheek.

"I don't see why not."  JT answers, accepting the glass of water and pill
that Mark brought him.

"Are you okay JT?"  Nick asks, watching JT down the pill and the water.

"I'm okay, just a small headache and some muscle spasms."  JT tells him.

"Okay, just checking."  Nick says, as Angie and Kevin walk into the room.

"I am so sorry Angie, I didn't mean..."  Nick says as Angie cuts him off.

"It's okay Nick, don't worry about it."  Angie says, leaning over and
hugging Nick.

"Cool."  Nick says, whispering in Justin's ear.  "Ah Angie we want to ask
you a favor."

"What is that Nick?"  Angie asks, sitting down next to him.

"Well you know me and handsome here are wanting to get married soon.  Well
we asked JT and he said we can get married in the backyard, but we would
like to know if you would help us plan everything out?"  Nick asks, looking
at Angie intently.

"Why yes silly man, of course I would help you guys plan it out."  Angie
says as Justin leans over and hugs her.

"Thanks Angie."  Justin says, kissing her on the cheek.  "Oops, sorry Kev, I
wasn't trying to move in on your woman."

"Oh whatever, you don't like what she has."  Kevin replies laughing as
Justin blushes.

"Okay guys the food is ready.  Is everyone washed up?"  Mark asks, bringing
food to the table.

"Give us a minute to clear this stuff up."  Nick says picking up the papers
he and Justin were writing on.

"Make it quick blondie, we don't have all day."  Mark says, placing a plate
in front of JT, then Kasai and then passing the plates around the table.

"Is Steve and AJ here?"  JT asks.

"I don't think so, I saw him leave with AJ earlier."  Kevin replies, sitting
back down at the table.

"Well I guess we are the only ones eating tonight.  Its just us then."  JT
says, looking over to where Kasai and Aaron were sitting.  "Hey you two,
break it up."

"We were not doing nothing."  Kasai says, sitting up, smirking as he leaned
over and kissed Aaron on the cheek.

"I saw that boy."  JT says as Mark walks back into the room with the roast.

"Saw what baby?"  Mark asks, placing the roast in the center of the table.

"Ohhhhh you and trouble now."  Angie says, laughing.

"What's going on out here?"  Mark says, looking at JT, Angie and then Kasai.
"Did I miss something?"

"No baby, Angie just being her usual self."  JT responds licking his tongue
at her.

"Oh shush old man." Angie says,

"Old?  Who you calling old, you old hag."  JT says causing a napkin to be
thrown at him.

"Hey, the mother of my child isn't an old hag."  Kevin speaks up, causing JT
to spit out the water he had just drank.

"What!  The mother of your child!"  JT says as he faints.

"Damn, I guess that was too much for him."  Angie says, getting up to fan
JT.

TO BE CONTINUED...


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