Date: Fri, 2 Apr 2004 02:36:58 EST
From: ActivBodyControl@aol.com
Subject: In His Eyes pt. 4

THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION.  NOTHING I MENTION IN THIS STORY IS TRUE.  I'M
NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING ABOUT THE SEXUAL PREFERENCE OF ANY CELEBRITY I
MENTION HEREIN.  SEND YOUR COMMENTS AND THINGS TO: ActivBodyControl@aol.com


I awoke the next morning, with the Thursday summer morning sun shining on
my face.  It was warm outside already, at 8 am.  I could feel the warm air
blowing through the window in my room.  I was still wrapped in Josh's arms.
It was nice being in his arms.  I felt complete, and wanted.  I moved a
little bit in the bed, trying to get out, without waking Josh or hurting my
foot.  Josh sensed I wanted to get out, and moved a little to allow me to
move.  I hit the floor hard as I realized my foot was in a little more pain
than I originally thought.

Me: OWWWWW!

	Josh snapped awake immediately.

Josh: Are you ok?

Me: Yea, I'm ok.  I'm just gonna use the cane they gave me.

	I grabbed the cane I got from the medical building at Six Flags
before I went for the kitchen.

	I thought to myself, since they are my guests I should cook
breakfast for them, so I went to the kitchen to see what I had.  Hmm some
eggs pancake mix, bacon, sausage, coffee, and orange juice.  I'm gonna give
them an IHOP breakfast.  So that's what I did, I set the dining room table
nicely, then I went into the kitchen and started cooking up a storm.

	I made everyone a garden omelet with cheese, a short stack of
pancakes, and bacon and sausage.  I also put a couple boxes of cereal on
the table cause I read somewhere Justin loves cereal.  As I was cooking the
last of the sausage, someone peeked his head in the kitchen.  It was Lance.
He smiled at me.  He had a really nice smile; this was the first time I
ever saw it.


Lance: Wha cha up to?

Me: Just making you guys' breakfast.

Lance: Cool, what's on the menu?

Me: Oh, a lil of this a lil of that.

Lance: Listen, I have to apologize for my behavior yesterday.  These guys
are like my brothers and I'm over protective of my family, so that's what
made me act the way I did, and when you risked your safety for me, after I
was such an ass to you, it made me realize you are genuine.

Me: Although I didn't totally agree with your attitude and actions I
completely understand where you are coming from, so that I have to respect.

Lance: Will you forgive me?

Me: Of coarse, Lance.  I'm a Christian man.  The bible teaches forgiveness,
and forgiveness is always in my heart.

Lance: Christian? Really?

Me: Uh, you think I wear this cross to look cute.

	I then pull the small white gold cross from under my shirt.

Lance: That's beautiful.

Me: Thanks my mother gave it to me.

Lance: Not only that, this house is amazing.  Did you design this yourself?

Me: Yup, everything you see I did it.

Lance: Wow, you really are a cool person.

Me: Josh and Justin liked my style so much they asked me to do a room in
their house, and I am.

Lance: Oh is that so?  Well you know what you have to do.

Me: Yea open my own shop.

Lance: Well I was hinting on doin a room in my house but that's a good idea
too.

Me: Of coarse Lance I'll do a room for you too.  Hell Chris and Joey might
ask me to do a room in their houses too.

	At that moment Chris and Joey walked in the kitchen.

Joey: You damn skippy I want you to do my kitchen.

Chris: And my music room.

Me: Oh man I got a lot of work to do.

Lance: And of coarse we have no problem paying you.

Me: Wow I never really did interior design for someone else.  I wouldn't
know how to negotiate payment for something like this.

Chris: Well what if we all came up with a standard payment for the five of
us, Including materials you might need.

Joey: That sounds good to me.

Me: I like the way that sounds.  When are you guys leaving to go back home?

Joey: We're doing appearances all over the east coast so we'll be up here
for a while.  We'll wrap all the appearances and thing in about a month.

Me: Oh that's great.  The six of us can sit down and discuss what you guys
want as well as a perfect time for me to come down and do it, as well as
payment, which I still don't think you guys need to do, but I wont debate
it.

Lance: Great it's all settled.

We all smiled at each other as I finished the rest of the sausage.

Me: Hey can someone wake the other two dwarfs, Sleepy and Blondie.

	Lance chuckled a little and went to wake them, as Chris, Joey and I
sat at the table to enjoy the breakfast I prepared.

Joey: Smells like IHOP in here.

	Lance returned a couple minutes later with Josh and a very sleepy
Justin.  He looked like he had been drinking all night.

Me: Wow Justin you look bad this morning.

Chris: Oh that's nothing he always looks like that in the morning.

	Justin just gave an unammused grunt and grabbed some eggs and
pancakes.  We ate our feast while having inane chatter nothing really
major, just talking telling funny stories about the bloopers on their
various music video sets and their embarrassing moments.

Me: Say, are you guys doing anything today major?

Josh: Umm not that I know of.  Lance?

Lance: Hold on let me call management and ask em.

Josh: Why Rob?  What's on your mind?

Me: Well I was thinking pool party for just the six of us here.  You know,
like when you and Justin first came here.

Josh: Hey that sound like a great idea.

Joey: Whoa you have a pool too?

Me: Yuppers.

	Lance got off the phone with the guys' manager and stated that they
had nothing really to do today.

Josh: Alright!  This is gonna be fun.

Me: After we eat I'm gonna head to Stop and Shop to get some food for the
grill, you guys should make a small trip back to your hotel to get a change
of clothes.  However I need one of you to stay here with me to carry the
groceries back into the house, because of my foot and all.  Not to mention
I kinda need a ride to Stop and Shop.

Josh: Oh that's no problem.  I'll stay.

Lance: Actually, since Rob and I made a truce, I wouldn't mind helping him.
I mean he did risk his safety for me yesterday.

Me: That's really nice of you Lance, thank you so much.

Justin: Ok you guys can use my ML and I'll ride with these guys and we'll
bring you a change of clothes, and we'll all meet back here in 2 hours.

Joey: Ok lets synchronize our cell phones.

	We finished off our meal, and Josh offered to clean up, while he
did that me and Lance took our separate showers in different bathrooms.
The rest of the guys took turns in the bathrooms after me and Lance
finished. I told the guys that Lance and me were gonna head to the market
while they were getting ready.  I told Josh the code to my alarm and to
just close the front door when they leave because it will lock itself.

	Lance drove Justin's ML to Stop and Shop.  We got out the ML and I
grabbed a shopping cart.

Lance: I think we shoulda made a list.

Me: I think your right but we can make up a menu as we go along.

	We walked...well, Lance walked I limped, through the market looking
at odds and ends.  We went straight to the meat and seafood section.

Me: Ok how bout a few slabs of ribs, some ground beef for burgers, couple
packs of hot dogs and some Italian sausage.

Lance: Sounds good to me.  What about seafood?  Do you think we should get
a lil somthin'?

Me: True.  Umm, I'll get some Shrimp for kabobs.

Lance: Oh lets make chicken and beef kabobs too.  I'll go get the chicken
and beef chuck.

Me: Cool.

	I continued to get a few things from the seafood department, a few
pounds of crab legs, some salmon, and some lobster claws.  Lance mentioned
to me that he didn't mind paying half of the grocery bill, I thanked him
for it, cause I was beginning to rack up a hefty bill.  We grabbed some
corn on the cob, a few bags of fries some prepared green salad and sodas as
well as some junk food to snack on while the food cooked.

Lance: Man, we all are going to gain a few pounds after today.

Me: I think your right.  Say Lance?

Lance: Yea?

Me: Would you mind helping me cook?

Lance: Not at all, I'd love to help.

Me: Great when we get home lets quickly make a menu and get things started.

Lance: Sounds good to me.

	We got to the check out and the cashier rang us up.  The total was
rather high luckily Lance offered to pay half so it lightened up the burden
on me.  We got a bag boy to help load the stuff in the truck and we headed
back home.  On the way there Lance and I had a conversation about Josh and
me.

Lance: So, if you don't mind me asking, what's going on with you and Josh?

Me: Well, it started as him giving me his number, and us just hanging out
but, the past couple days I've started to really care for him.  And I
believe he feels the same way I do.  I can just sense it.  I know it's been
a week but I really feel for him.  He such an amazing person.

Lance: This may sound harsh but are you sure you're not lusting for him?

Me: I knew you were thinking that.  We haven't had sex, Lance.  So I feel
it's more than that.

	In the back of his mind Lance still didn't want to trust me, but my
last comment really surprised him.  If Josh and I haven't had sex yet then
maybe there really was something between us.  Although it's hard to say
homosexual men really only think of one thing.  And we all know what that
is.  There was an uncomfortable silence in the ML.  After a moment or
eight, Lance spoke up.

Lance: I was thinking for a minute and for a while today, I didn't wanna
trust you, but you make it so hard not to trust and like you, and I could
hear in your voice and see in your eyes, that your feelings for Josh are
genuine.  Can you forgive me?

Me: Like I said this morning, I am a man of God, and I believe forgiveness.

Lance: Thank you.

	We got back to the house and we brought the groceries straight to
the downstairs kitchen, and began preparing things.  We had a good hour and
a half before the rest of the guys returned, so we made a goal to get
everything prepared and the food ready to grill before they got back.
Lance and I had a pretty impressive menu planned.  We were going to have:
BBQ ribs, burgers, hot dogs, Italian sausages, shrimp, chicken, and beef
kabobs, crab legs, salmon fillets, lobster claws, corn on the cob, steak
fries, green salad, potato salad, and grilled veggies.  We also got some
sodas, chip and dip, plus some Hpnotiq and Remy Red.

	Lance and I prepared the food as planned.  I brought the Wave radio
from the kitchen outside for some tunes and turned the fountain in the pool
on.  Everything was set up, so I asked Lance to fire up the grill to get it
good and hot.  As soon as Lance and I was ready the rest of the guys
returned and came into the back gate.  Justin looked around nodding his
head saying:

Justin: Aight, aight, this is tight.  Where is the music coming from?

Me: Right here.

Justin: This little thing, it must be a Bose Wave radio.

Me: Sure is.

(I had to throw in an advertisement for this radio.  It's unbelievable how
big the sound is from a tiny radio)

Joey: This is really nice.  So what we eating I'm starving.

Lance: You'll just have to wait.

Me: Yup, but trust you all are going to love everything.

	I then turned to Lance and said:

Me: What should we grill first?

Lance: Hmmm, how about the hot dogs and burgers.

Me: Cool with me.

	I turned to the guys to let them know:

Me: Ok guys where not gonna make to many burgers and hot dogs cause we got
a LOT of stuff, but in the mean time snack on the stuff on that table.

	Which was green salad, chip and dip, soda, and potato salad.  I
also laid out some cards and various board games for them to enjoy.  With
that said lance went to the kitchen to get out the burgers we prepared
earlier and a pack of hot dogs.  While Lance and I grilled the food we
talked, giving each other more background info on ourselves.  We were
getting along great, and I think it really made Josh happy because I saw
him look at us and smile.

	We ate, we laughed, and we had a great time.  All too soon it was
time for the guys to leave.  They took some of the food we didn't eat with
them, and left me some to take for lunch when I got back to work Monday.
Before they left the guys helped me clean up the back yard and my house,
which was very cordial of them.  They gathered their things and made their
way to the door.  Josh lingered behind hugging me and telling me how much
he's going to miss me.  I was definitely going to miss him as well.  The
rest of the guys went out to the cars while Josh stopped to say:

Josh: I really wish I could stay with you longer but tomorrow we have an
appearance on Good Morning America, so we gotta go and get ready for that.

Me: Well you gotta do what you gotta do.  Call me sometime ok?

Josh: You do the same.  In fact I'll call you when we're finished with the
show.  But after that we have a radio interview on WBLS with Wendy
Williams.

Me: Really Wendy Williams?  I love her.  I didn't think she would have pop
music artists on her show.

Josh: Yea, Justin loves her too.  I'll call you after the radio show.  I'll
try to sneak over here so just me and you can spend a lil time.

	I smiled, and so did he.  We kissed and I walked him to the door.
I watched the guys get in their cars and drive off.  I was alone in the
house, and it felt a little strange.  What the hell am I supposed to do
now?!  I decided to pick up the phone and call one of my friends.  I did
kind of neglect my other friends while Josh and the guys were here.

Person on the line:

Me: Hi Rodney, how you doin?

Rodney: Well if it isn't the stranger, who hasn't called his friends in a
week.  I'm good.

Me: I'm sorry I haven't called you.  I sort of been a little preoccupied.

Rodney: Preoccupied by whom?

Me: What makes you think it was a person that preoccupied me.

Rodney: Cause I know you to well kid.  Who was it?

Me: This cool guy.

Rodney: I knew it you dirty hump.  What's his name?

Me: Josh.

Rodney: Josh.  Hmm, I've always hated that name.

Me: Rodney!

Rodney: Hey at least I'm honest.

Me: I guess.

	For the next hour or so Rodney and I talked.  Catching up on things
that happened in his life as well as mine.  I didn't let him know Josh was
a pop star.  It's not like he would have cared anyway.  He doesn't listen
to NSYNC music he's like me, hip hop and R&B.

	Rodney was a guy I messed around with for a while then after a
while we decided to keep it as friends.  Rodney's a very tall guy, dark
chocolate like skin and a big ol' ... oops I'm sorry.  This story isn't
about Rodney.  It's about Josh and me.  In short Rodney like my big over
protective brother now.

Rodney: So when you gonna have time for me again?

Me: Saturday?

Rodney: Why not tomorrow?  Oh, nevermind.  I think I already have an idea
why.  Well I'll call you Saturday morning and I wanna know everything about
this guy.  I don't wanna have to cut him for hurtin' you.

Me: I swear I think you're the reason I never talk to guys, I'm worried you
might beat em up.

Rodney: Your funny.  Have a good evening papi.

Me: You too.  Bye.

	We hung up and I thought about what I should do tonight.  I wasn't
really in the mood to do anything spectacular, so I popped in a movie, X2,
downstairs and watched it until I fell asleep dreaming of Josh, the object
of my affection.

			~That night I had a wonderful dream~



Josh: Babe, there's a package here for you.

	I heard Josh yell to me from the front double doors to our huge
house in Orlando, Florida.

Me: I'm coming.

	I came downstairs wearing something I designed and made.  The
outfit was the first in a line of clothes I was designing for my label,
Designo Lewis Wear.  I've become a successful interior designer and decided
to take it to clothes.

Me: Oh this must be that fabric I ordered.  This is gonna be you guys' new
set for your next tour.

Josh: Oh is that so?

Me: Yup your gonna love it.

Josh: You mean like I love you.

Me: Just as much I hope.  Your stylist is actually paying me to do it.

Josh: Oh that's great.  I'm really happy things are working out for you.

Me: None of this would be possible if I hadn't met you.

	With that said we kissed.  It was a deep passionate kiss.  Our
hands began to roam all over each other's bodies.  I ran my hands up under
his shirt over his strong back, as he did the same.  His hands slid down my
back and grabbed my ass, as he pulled me closer to him.  I ground my dick
into his and he moaned into my mouth as I did the same.  He released my
mouth and said, "Baby that feels good." He locked onto my mouth again and
our tongues became entangled and we began to grind harder and our hands
began to wander more.  He undid my belt and jeans and grabbed my bare ass.
I undid his and grabbed his big erect dick and stroked it a couple times.
He moaned again.

	He led me over to the giant plush leather couch in our livingroom,
which was the size of my whole apartment I used to live in.  He pulled off
my jeans and my shirt, and kissed both of my nipples, then moved down to my
navel and then kissed my inner thighs.  He then pulled of his shirt and
jeans, and began to grind on me again.  The feeling was sending tingles
down my spine.  He pulled me down to the floor and told me to lie on my
stomach.  He then lay on top of me and kissed the back of my neck, while
grinding his dick on my ass.  He then slowly kissed down my back, making me
arch my back inward with every kiss.  He wrapped his arms around my chest
and thrust his hips forward into me slowly but with force.  I began to feel
the head of his dick enter me.  Oh God that felt so good...


Me: (GASP) DAMNIT!

	I yelled out loud.  Don't you hate when your having a good dream
then you wake up?


To be continued...


I know I know y'all hate me for ending it abruptly.  Don't worry this is
just the beginning.  Please keep reading, and send me some suggestions.  I
welcome them all, and I also respond to all emails.  Thanks guys, I luv
yous.  ActivBodyControl@aol.com