Date: Mon, 16 Apr 2001 11:35:12 -0700 (PDT)
From: Sarah <sarah96_1999@yahoo.com>
Subject: In Search of Love:  Chapter 4

Hey!

   Ok, I know. I'm a really bad person because I haven't updated in a
REALLY long time. I'm extremely sorry, and I don't even know if anyone
has been reading this story at all due to the lack of feedback. So, I
suggest if you want this story to continue or if you care about me at
all as a writer, then send feedback. It's not that hard, people. You
don't have to say a lot, and it always means a lot to the writer, even
if it's negative feedback.  Criticize me if you want. I don't care, I
just wish I knew what the readers thought about this story. Ok, anyway.
You might have to go back and read the last couple of paragraphs of the
previous installment to understand what's going on since it's been
awhile. Plus, this chapter continues directly from chapter 3.

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Disclaimer:  I don't know them or their sexual preferences, nor do I
know anything else about their personal lives. This story is purely
fictional, and not meant to offend anyone. If you're not old enough
to read this sort of material or you don't like slash, then please
don't read it.


In Search of Love: Chapter 4

by: Sarah


     An hour later, JC woke up with a serious cramp in his neck.  He
quickly decided that he couldn't stay on that couch much longer.  But
he didn't want to wake Justin, who was still fast asleep against his
body. 'Oh well, he'll probably just go back to sleep anyway.' JC slowly
moved the younger man's body toward the back of the couch, and then
slid off of it, himself, in the other direction.  When he was standing,
he turned to look at the boy's face.  Justin was rubbing his eyes
sleepily, and looked up in surprise. "We fell asleep, Josh?" His voice
was a little deep and hoarse from having just woken up.
     "Yea, I was gonna go upstairs to bed.  This couch is
uncomfortable.  Come with me." Justin groaned a little, but held out
his hand.  JC took it, pulled the blond to his feet, and began to lead
him upstairs.  Once they got to the room, Justin realized that this
might not have been the best idea.
     "Hey, can I borrow something to sleep in?"  He didn't really want
to sleep in his regular clothes.  JC walked over to the dresser, pulled
something out of a drawer, and threw a T-shirt and shorts at Justin.
"Thanks, man."  He stepped into the adjoining bathroom to change, and
the other man flopped back onto his bed.
     "I have a feeling this is gonna be a long night," he whispered to
no one in particular, smiling sadly.
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     As soon as Justin slipped the T-shirt on a thought hit him.
Britney. 'Dammit, she's gonna call.....If she didn't already.  Should I
call her? No, I'll do it tomorrow.  Uh, and I made a big deal out of
it, too.  She's gonna be worried if I'm not there.'  He turned on the
water in the sink, and splashed his face.  'This can't keep going on.'
He gently ran a towel across his face, turned off the light, and walked
back into the bedroom.  All the lights in the room had been turned off,
and Justin could barely make out JC's form on the bed from the
moonlight and street lamps shining in through the large windows. 'Hmmm,
he opened the blinds. Strange.' The older man was lying in his own bed,
the sheet covering him up to his waist, and from the angle he was at,
he was able to look Justin in the face.  It seemed as if he stood there
forever, But JC never said a word.  Just stared back at him.  Finally,
he was able to get his feet to move, and softly padded over to the side
of the bed, opposite JC.  He pulled back the sheet, and climbed in.
The older man was still facing the bathroom door, and Justin was facing
his back.  They stayed in those positions for about 15 minutes.  The
boy figured that he had just fallen asleep, when JC finally did turn
around and face him once again.  Justin took that as his signal and
moved closer until the two men were touching.  JC gently reached behing
him, and put his arms around the boy.  But the blond was a little
higher up this time, and put his face in the base of the man's neck.
JC's right arm drifted away from being wrapped around Justin's
shoulder, and went a litter lower, allowing his hand to rhythmically
rub, back and forth, across his back.  After awhile, both of his hands
were slowly making their way under the hem of his borrowed T-shirt.  JC
started to knead the soft skin of his lower back, right above his
shorts and Justin was softly sighing against his neck.  Justin's lips
found a spot, pressing against JC's flesh, his tongue flicking out
continuously to taste him.  He made a trail upward and finally reached
the older man's ear.  He started sucking on his earlobe and running his
tongue along the interior.  JC's hands moved under the waistband of
Justin's shorts and both men knew that this teasing game couldn't last
much longer.  The older man's fingers started to gently caress the
boy's skin once again.  Justin was moaning loudly, and JC remembered
why he loved these encounters so much.
     The young man was a very enthusiastic lover, and Justin's yells
and grunts that accompanied their love making, made the experience all
the more enjoyable for JC.  He, himself, was a little more reserved and
wasn't as vocally expressive of the pleasure he was feeling.  Justin
always tried to get it out of him though.  He usually tried to make JC
talk.  It sometimes made the older man a little uncomfortable and
self-conscious to speak to him in such an intimate way while doing very
intimate things, but it was also exciting and kept things interesting
for the two.
     JC slowly but insistently tugged down Justin's shorts and boxers,
pulling them from his legs.  Then he pushed the boy onto his back,
crawling on top of him, but being careful to put most of his upper body
weight on his arms, so as not to crush him.  Justin quietly giggled at
his friend's forcefulness.  "A little anxious are we, Josh?" His only
reply was to lean down, and start kissing his neck.  Justin sighed
loudly when he felt his tongue running up and down the length of his
throat.  JC started to make his way down to the boy's chest but Justin
flipped them over so that the brunette was pinned down.  He quickly
slid down his body, going straight for his stomach.  He ran his tongue
along the smooth ripples created by the man's abdomen.  He licked and
kissed a small area of skin for a few moments, and then gently blew
cool air on it.  JC groaned quietly, and Justin got an evil grin on his
face right before he dipped his tongue into his belly button.
     "Justin...." JC hissed his name, and Justin decided to move on. He
quicly pulled JC's pants and boxers down to his knees.  He let his
mouth trail lower, over the thin line of hair, before flicking his
tongue over the tip of JC's member.  Justin looked up at his face, and
saw that his jaw was clenched and his eyes were shut tightly.
     "Open your eyes," Justin quietly ordered.  The older man's eyes
opened hesitantly, and the boy took him all the way into his mouth.
This time, JC's groan was loud and clear.  Just as quicly as his mouth
was there, it was taken away.  The man's disappointed whine was quiet
but audible.
     "Why'd you stop, J?"
     "'Cause I'm tired of foreplay," he stated simply, pulling JC's
pants the rest of the way down his legs.  He leaned down and gently
pressed his lips to JC's for a couple of seconds.  "I want you inside
me, now."  Justin reached over to the nightstand, pulling the lubricant
and a condom from the small drawer.  He put the condom onto his
partner's penis and applied a moderate amount of lube with carressing
strokes of his fingers.  The brunette flipped them over so that he was
on top, once again.  He started to slide into him so painstakingly slow
that it caused the younger man to yell. "Come on, just do it."  JC
followed his command and forcefully pushed all the way into him, as far
as he could go.  He paused for a few seconds before pulling back out
and pushing back in a continuous pattern.  His strokes were quick,
deep, and surely driving Justin insane.  His legs gripped the older
man's upper back, his hands running over his face and hair, kissing his
lips defiantly.  His mind was spinning, thoughts running wild.  He
couldn't seem to dechipher or analyze one single idea running through
his head at that moment, but id didn't matter.  He knew that every one
of them was of this man.  This incredibly wonderful man who was here,
making love to him.  JC's orgasm hit quickly, and he came hard,
spilling inside of Justin.  The boy was close and he felt it starting,
but didn't want this feeling to end.  He wanted to stay just like this
forever.  JC was still pumping into him and now jacking him off at the
same time, coaxing him to climax.
     "Come on, J.  Let it go," he whispered into the boy's ear.
Finally, it hit and Justin came all over JC's stomach and chest.  For
about 15 minutes, they stayed in that position.  Breathing heavily,
sweating.  JC reached over for a discarded shirt and wiped them off.
Then he turned to lay on his back, taking Justin into his arms.  "We
have to go in early tomorrow.  Get some rest."  It took awhile, and
Justin tried to fight it, but his eyelids drooped and fell closed.  He
drifted off to sleep, his las thoughts being of the strong arms that
held him and the passionate heart beating rhythmically against his ear.


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