Date: Sat, 14 Oct 2000 14:30:07 -0700 (PDT)
From: It's Gonna Be Me <itsgonnabemestory@yahoo.com>
Subject: It's Gonna Be Me - Chapter 11

*OPENING GREETING - Alright. I'm back! I've been doing more reading than
writing on Nifty.. hehe. I'm HOOKED on Nick and Justin! It's the best! Go
read that one too! Ok, I don't want to keep you waiting so go read the
story!!

Enjoy!*

*DISCLAIMER - You know it. You hate it. But everyone has to do it. I am in
no way affiliated with anything to do with *NSYNC and the Backstreet Boys
and I am totally unsure of any of their sexualities. Except Kevin and
Brian. (Honestly I hope that Brian's marriage is a cover up but, well,
whatever! Hehe -Think about it though! One of them has to be gay! You don't
spend 5 yearson a bus with 4 other hot guys and not get a little curious!
LOL. I do notmean to imply that any of the boys are gay even though it
might seem like it in the story. Blah, blah, blah, yadda, yadda, yadda,
let's get on with the good stuff!*

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It's Gonna Be Me - Part 10
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The sun was shining brightly through the window. Lance flinched a bit as
the bright light seeped through his eyelids. He flickered his eyes open to
see Justin lying beside him, sleeping like a baby.

"He's so adorable" Lance said outloud and smiled. Justin had his arms
wrapped firmly around Lance's chest as Lance discovered when he tried to
get out of the bed.

"Well, doesn't look like I'm going anywhere." Lance laughed to himself. He
reached over without much ease onto the bedside table and picked up the TV
remote. He turned the television on to see an image of the man sleeping
next to him.

"The NSYNC/Backstreet Boys/Britney Spears concert had it's opening night
last night and it was a sensational arrangement of music, fun, and
dance... most of the time. As seen demonstrated here by Lance Bass of
NSYNC, dancing infront of a lot of people musn't be that easy." The screen
cut to a shot of Lance falling flat on his ass.

"They had to show my only screw up." Lance shook his head. He quickly
turned off the TV and set the remote back down. "Thank God Justin covered
for me." Lance smiled as he looked at his sleeping boyfriend. Lance
remembered as he fell, Justin watching him and immediately falling aswell,
as to make it look as if it were part of the routine. "He's so good to me."
Lance smiled even further. He leaned in slightly and gave Justin a gentle,
sweet kiss on his lips. Justin moaned slightly in his sleep as Lance
watched his eyes flutter open.

"Good morning, Just" Lance said with his face not more than 2 inches away
from Justin's.

"Morning Scoop" Justin said as he leaned in for a kiss. He was met with
Lance's lips who were patiently waiting for Justin's arrival.

"How did you sleep?" Lance asked with a yawn.

"Obviously better than you." Justin laughed.

"Come here." Lance said as he pulled Justin even closer to him.

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The sun was shining brightly through the window. JC flinched a bit as the
bright light seeped through his eyelids. He flickered his eyes open to see
Brian lying beside him, sleeping like a baby.

"He's so adorable" JC said outloud and smiled. Brian had his arms wrapped
firmly around JC's chest as he discovered when he tried to get out of the
bed.

"Last night was so amazing" JC said to himself as he looked at Brian. "I'm
so lucky."

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* The sun was shining brightly through the window. Brian flinched a bit as
the bright light seeped through his eyelids. He flickered his eyes open to
see someone lying beside him, sleeping like a baby.

"He's so adorable" Brian said outloud and smiled. Brian took his hand and
ran it through his lover's blond hair. "I love you Nick." *

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JC continued to stare at Brian and felt himself being pulled closer into
him. He heard Brian mutter something.

"Mmmm... Nick" Brian said and hugged JC tighter.

JC's eyes shot open.

"WHAT??" He screamed. The shrill noise made Brian virtually leap to his
feat.

"Who? What? Why?.. What's going on?" He asked sleepily.

"I'll tell you what's going on" JC said. "What's going on is we made love
last night and you just called me NICK!!"

"What are you talking about JC? There's no way I said that" Brian
argued. He felt a breeze and looked down noticing he wasn't wearing any
clothing. He immediately got himself under the covers and continued to be
accused by JC.

"Brian, I know what I heard." JC said getting a bit flustered. "How could
you do this to me?"

"JC look, maybe you misunderstood me." Brian tried to find some excuse.

"Misunderstood you?" JC yelled. He stood up from the bed, also naked. He
didn't care.

"Ya... I mean there are a lot of things that sound like Nick.." Brian said
motioning to the lower half of JC's body. ".. If ya catch my drift."

"How can you joke about this Brian? Seriously? Did last night mean anything
to you?" JC asked pleadingly.

"Of course it meant something JC, otherwise I wouldn't have had sex with
you. I'm not some guy that just goes and sleeps around with people." Brian
defended himself.

"I'm not saying that... but.. well, how could you have felt something for
me, but called me Nick?" JC was still confused.

"Who knows JC, dreams are crazy sometimes. Who knows what I was thinking."

"I do Brian. You were thinking of Nick." JC kept up the accusations.

"JC..."

"Save it Brian... just save it." JC shook his head. "Now get out of my
hotel room." JC said pointing to the door, but looking at the floor.

"What?" Brian asked shocked.

"You heard me.. get out." JC said in a low voice, still avoiding all eye
contact with Brian.

"Okay." Brian said slowly. He got up from the bed and put on his
clothes. He walked past JC who still stood in the same spot. He leaned in
and kissed JC on the cheek.

"Goodbye Josh." Brian whispered and walked out the door with his head
hanging low. He closed the door behind him after taking one more look at
JC.

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"You wanna know something Lance?" Justin asked quietly.

"What, Just?" Lance replied.

"I love you." Justin said simply.

"You're too cute." Lance smiled.

"It's true though... I love you a lot."

"I love you too Justin... a lot." Lance laughed.

"You know, we don't have another concert until tomorrow night... which
means that we have the whole day... and night to do whatever we want."
Justin smiled at him. The two of them still lay in bed side by side,
staring at each other.

"You bet... but don't plan anything, I've got quite the treat lined up for
you." Lance said getting up from the bed. "But the day is free... what do
you want to do?"

"Don't change the subject, Lansten! What treat?" Justin smiled suspiciously
at Lance and also stood up.

"Alright, I'll tell you... tonight." Lance laughed.

"Ugh... fine, fine.. whatever." Justin gave up.

"Well I think I'm gonna grab a shower." Lance said.

"Okay."

"Care to join me?" Lance winked. Justin's smile faded and he turned and
walked towards the window.

"Oh, Just.. I'm sorry. I don't want to push you into doing anything you
don't want to." Lance apoligized.

"If anyone should be sorry it's me, Lance. I love you and I want you to
know that... but I just don't think I'm ready for, you know... really
anything... yet. It's only been a week and as much as I know that we're
good for each other... I just can't yet. I don't feel comfortable with
it. I've never done anything even remotely sexual with anyone before..."
Justin rambled on but was cut off by Lance.

"Oh, God, Just, I'm so, so sorry. I feel aweful. I shouldn't have even
asked."

"It's okay Lance, really." Justin assured him.

"Are you sure?" Lance asked.

"Positive." Justin gave him a smile.

"Alright..." Lance said walking towards Justin. He planted a kiss on
Justin's cheek and turned for the bathroom. Justin watched him walk in and
close the door. He stood and waited. Once he heard the noise of the shower
start something popped into his head.

'Who am I kidding?' Justin thought. 'I love him... I want to show him that
I love him... in every way'

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Lance grabbed the soap and started to lather it in his hands. He rubbed the
soap all over his face when all the sudden he heard the door to the
bathroom open.

"Just, is that you?" Lance said as he continued cleaning his face.

"Uh, yeah... I just need to grab my, uh.. toothbrush." Justin lied.

"Okay."

Justin quickly undressed and stepped quietly over to the shower curtain. He
moved it carefully so it wouldn't make a sound. He stood at the far end of
the shower and watched Lance rinse his face off. Lance grabbed the soap and
tried to wash his back.

"Need some help?" Justin said making Lance jump.

"Justin, what are you doing in here?" Lance asked with a smile. He was
happy.. but confused.

"I thought about it..." Justin said as he moved closer to Lance. He placed
his hand on Lance's chest. "... and I think I should show you in a small
way just how much I love you." Justin said with one eyebrow raised as he
rubbed his hands all over Lance's chest and stomach.

"Just, you don't have to..." Lance started.

"Oh, don't act like you don't want it, Lance." Justin smiled. "I haven't
even done anything yet and you're already excited." He said motioning to
Lance's growing erection.

"Just, seriously"

"Shhhh..." Justin said putting one finger to Lance's lips. He replaced his
fingers with his mouth. Lance returned the kiss as it became more
passionate and the two men's tongues became involved. Justin pulled away
from Lance's mouth and kissed his cheek, then his neck, then his
shoulder. He worked his way down Lance's well defined chest and abs until
he reached his destination. Before him stood Lance's now fully erect
cock. Justin began to get a little nervous.

'I hope I do this right. I don't want him to think badly of me.' Justin
thought. He started to kiss up and down Lance's shaft, just being moved by
the moment... and his hormones.

"Oh, Justin.." Lance moaned at the pleasure.

Justin began to lick the head of Lance's penis and then surrouned it with
his mouth. He worked his way down until his nose was at the base of Lance's
shaft. He started to bob his head over Lance's member, being driven by the
moans of pleasure being emitted by Lance's deep voice.

"Ugh, Just... I'm gonna... I'm gonna cum soon." Lance spoke between pants.

With those words Justin quickened his pace. He thought for a second what it
would be like for his boyfriend to explode inside his mouth. He would soon
find out. Justin continued for a couple more seconds before

"JUSTIN!!" Lance screamed as he shot his load into the back of Justin's
throat. Justin coninued to suck until Lance calmed down. He licked the last
bit of come away from Lance's head and stood up.

"That was amazing" Justin spoke with a bright smile on his face.

"You're telling me." Lance said, still tired from his orgasm. He leaned in
and his lips met with Justin's. They worked their tongues around each
others mouths until Lance pulled away after a few minutes.

"Thank you Justin.... I love you so much." Lance smiled and gave Justin
another sweet peck on the lips.

"More than french toast?" Justin laughed.

"Even more." Lance replied.

"More than ice cream?" Justin said with a smile.

"Even more." Lance chuckled.

"More than anything?" Justin giggled.

"More than anything." Lance repeated.

"Good. Because I love you more than anything too." Justin said and gave
Lance another kiss on the lips.

"Come on Just, we better get cleaned up before this water turns freezing on
us." Lance said and grabbed the soap. He lathered up in his hands and
started to rub the soap all over Justin's shoulders, then his pecs and his
abs. He bent down slightly and got to Justin's cock.

"I'll get to you, later." Lance said with a smile and looked up to Justin
who was laughing. Lance continued soaping up Justin's legs. He got to his
feet and said "lift" and Justin lifted his leg. Lance tickled Justin and
made him giggle.

"Stop that." Justin laughed.

Lance washed Justin's other leg and did the same thing to Justin's other
foot.

"Lift" he said.

"I'm not falling for that again." Justin laughed.

"Darn..." Lance said standing up. "Not only are you cute, but you're smart
too." He smiled.

"Well you're quite the stud yourself Mr. Bass." Justin winked at him.

Lance reached out and grabbed Justin's arms. He lead him under the warm
water.

"Wash up." Lance said as he moved the shower curtain aside and stepped
out. He started to towel himself off and he heard the shower shut off. Just
stepped out slowly and Lance held a towel in his hands, waiting for
Justin. He wrapped him around in it so his arms weren't free.

"I can't move my arms!" Justin laughed.

"There's a reason for that." Lance laughed as well and kissed Justin. "See,
this way I can kiss you whenever I want and there's not one thing you can
do about it." He chuckled and kissed Justin again.

"You don't see me complaining!" Justin smiled and leaned into Lance for him
to kiss him again.

"I love you Just." Lance said sweetly.

"Ditto."

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* There you go! Sorry it's so short. But atleast we got some action in this
issue! Please write to me with your comments, questions, suggestions...
anything! to ItsGonnaBeMeStory@yahoo.com See ya! *