Date: Sun, 30 Jul 2000 20:54:07 -0700 (PDT) From: It's Gonna Be Me <itsgonnabemestory@yahoo.com> Subject: It's Gonna Be Me - Part 5 *OPENING GREETING - Ok... here ya go! No need for a boring opening that no one probably reads =) You can send any questions/comments/suggestions/ideas to ItsGonnaBeMeStory@Yahoo.com Thanks and enjoy!* *DISCLAIMER - You know it. You hate it. But everyone has to do it. I am in no way affiliated with anything to do with *NSYNC and the Backstreet Boys and I am totally unsure of any of their sexualities. Except Kevin and Brian. (Honestly I hope that Brian's future marriage is a cover up but, well, whatever! Hehe - Think about it though! One of them has to be gay! You don't spend 5 years on a bus with 4 other hot guys and not get a little curious! LOL) I do not mean to imply that any of the boys are gay even though it might seem like it in the story. Blah, blah, blah, yadda, yadda, yadda, let's get on with the good stuff!* ********************* It's Gonna Be Me - Part 5 ********************* "How could you say that? Me? Me of all people! Why would you say that?" "JC, It was just a question. I mean, it's just because of all that's been going on around here lately... and I did see you checking Brian out.." Joey smiled. "You saw that?? I mean, no I wasn't!" JC said defensivly. "It's no big deal JC, I mean the guys were fine with Justin and Lance.. and Brian being gay, so what's wrong with you being gay too?" Joey tried to comfort JC. "Joey... please, please don't tell the other guys..." JC asked with pleading eyes. "But Josh, they'll be fine with it! Why would you want to stay stuck in the closet when you can be out of it with no worries!" Joey was confused. "Just... not right now, that's all... please?" JC begged. "You have my word JC" Joey said sincerely. "Mine too..." Chris said as he stepped out from behind JC. ********************* "Lance, please! Give me another chance! I promise, no more funny stuff." Brian begged Lance who was frantically packing up his things. "Lance please! I'll do anything... anything" Brian switched to an erotic tone. "Anything?" Lance played along keeping the seductive mood in the room. "That's what I said..." Brian said with a smile. "Well, how about you go start the shower... I'll be in in a few minutes..." Lance smirked and ran his hand across Brian's face. "I'll be waiting..." Brian smiled wildly. Lance waited a few minutes before going into the bathroom. "Bri, baby... you in there?" Lance asked seductivly. "Ready and waiting" Brian called out to him. "Hold on a second while I get rid of these pesky clothes Bri." Lance said as he picked up all Brian's clothes. "Oooo.. gettin' naked!" Brian said excitedly. "Alright... almost done." Lance said as he walked back into the hotel room. He put Brian clothes in a luggage bag with the rest of all his clothes. He threw it out into the hall. Lance walked back into the bathroom. "Lance, i'm so glad you finally changed your mind and chose me over that dolt Justin." Brian said as Lance opened the shower door. Brian saw that Lance was fully clothed. "Lance... what are you doing?" Brian was confused. "Baby, it's just that.. that" Lance ran his hands all over Brian's wet chest. "It's just that YOU NEVER LEARN!" Lance socked Brian with all his might with another blow to the stomach. Brian doubled over in pain and fell crying to the floor of the shower, water pouring down on him. Lance slammed the shower door and as he was about to leave the bathroom he reached over and flushed the toilet hearing Brian scream. ********************* "Jesus, Chris... you heard us?" JC asked un-nerved. "Ya, and I know everyone will be totally okay with it... just like I am." Chris sympathized with JC. "It'll be ok, you just have to tell them. The sooner the better." "I guess you're right..." JC nodded. "Hey! I said the exact same thing 27 seconds ago!" Joey complained flasely. "Well Joe, Chris has a way of making you stop and thing for a second." JC smiled. "And I don't?" Joey laughed. "Nope." JC laughed as well and walked away from the two. ********************* Brian got up after about 10 minutes. He regained his breath and reached over and shut the shower off. He walked out slowly grasping his stomach. He reached for a towel on the rack and came up empty handed. "What the - " Brian said to himself. "Where are the towels... and my clothes?" Brian walked out of the bathroom naked and looked into the open space of the room. "Oh my god..." Brian went wide eyed. Lance had removed nearly everything from the room... anything that is, that could be used as clothing. The curtains were gone, the comforter on the bed, the sheets.. even the lamp shades. Everything was gone. "How could he do this to me?" Brian spoke loudly to himself. He walked over to the door and looked through the eye hole. He saw someone passing by. Brian quickly opened the door and poked his head out. "JC!!" Brian whispered loudly. JC stopped in his tracks and looked around. He saw Brian's head sticking out of the doorway and walked towards him. "Uh, what are you doing Brian?" JC asked confused. "Just come in here, quick I need you to do something for me." Brian reached out and pulled JC into the room. JC stumbled in and fell into Brian. He pulled back and glanced down. He noticed Brian was completely nude from head to toe, and Brian didn't hide it. "Brian... what's going on." JC asked. "I just really need you to do something for me..." Brian said inching closer to JC. "I need you to do something for me too Bri." JC said pulling Brian towards him. He pressed his lips firmly against Brian's and worked his way around Brian's mouth with his tongue. The kiss was short lived as Brian pushed JC back. "What the hell are you doing??" Brian asked frantically. "I was kissing you. I've wanted to do that for a while now." JC smiled. "Well did it ever occur to you that maybe I didn't want to be kissed?" Brian was still shocked. "But you called me in... and... you, you said you wanted something from me.. and you, you were naked so I, I..." JC was speaking in a jumbled phrase. "I said, did it ever occur to you?" Brian repeated. "Well, no" JC said looking down. "Good, because I did want to be kissed." Brian smiled. JC's eyes shot up and he was wide eyed. "You, you did?" JC stuttered. "Does this look like it?" Brian said pulling JC's shirt and bringing JC closer to him. He grabbed the back of JC's head with his free hand and pushed their lips together. Brian's tongue slithered it's way through JC's lips and explored the inside of his mouth. JC was in total shock and pleasure at the same time. He fully returned the kiss and pulled away slowly. Brian placed one more short peck on JC's full lips and smiled. "Thanks JC." Brian continued to smile. "Anytime Brian." JC still stood in shock at what had just happened. ********************* "Nick, I, I shouldn't be doing this." Justin said as he took a small break from kissing Nick. "Come on Justin. We both want it." Nick kissed up and down Justin's neck. "Nick stop." Justin finally pushed him away. "Now let's talk about this." "Fine by me" Nick replied. "I want to know what you feel for me." Justin looked Nick straight in the eyes. "Well. I know it's not the strong of a feeling right now, but you have to start somewhere." Nick smiled. "I've felt something for you since the first time I met you." Nick spoke sincerely. "And I've always had a CRUSH on you. But I don't know if it can be any more than that. I mean, this thing with Lance could really work... and I am positive I have very strong feelings for him that I need to work on." Justin avoided Nick's eyes now. "Well, tell me this... Do you feel anything." Nick moved towards Justin and touched his lips softly to Justin's and gently kissed him. He leaned over Justin and Justin layed down on the bed as their kiss intensified. Nick layed on top of Justin and started to slowly grind his crotch with Justin's. Justin let out a moan and spoke between kisses. "No, Nick... we have to stop." Justin spoke slowly. "We don't have to Justin." Nick tried to keep Justin in a lip lock. "But... but.. Lance..." "What about me?" Lance spoke up from the foot of the bed. Nick virtually leaped from on top of Justin and stood up quickly. Justin composed himself and felt his heart ache instantly. "Lance.. it's, it's not what it looks like..." Justin searched for some sort of explination. "What else could it be Justin? You passed out so Nick decided to french kiss you back to health?" Lance began to get tears in his eyes put pushed them back. "Lance, just let me explain. It meant nothing... at all!" Justin began to cry. Nick's head turned in Justin's direction and his eyes drooped immediatly. "Just, if it meant nothing at all than it wouldn't have happened at all." Lance remained strong and turned for the door. "Good-bye Justin." Lance finally broke down. "No!" Justin sobbed. He stood up from the bed and chased after Lance. He caught him at the door. He went into the hall with Lance and closed the door behind him leaving Nick alone in the room. "Lance... please..." Justin couldn't get any words out. He walked towards Lance and embraced him. He placed his head onto his shoulder and continued to cry. "Justin. Look at me." Lance tried to wipe the tears from his own eyes and then from Justin's. "Just, all I've ever wanted was for you... the love of my life... to be happy. I've wanted you to be happy... with me, for a long time but if that can't happen then atleast I can go on knowing that you're happy." Lance loosened Justin's hold on him and kissed him on the cheek. "I love you, Just." Lance turned around and headed down the hall not knowing where he was going or what he was going to do. Justin continued to sob as he fell to the floor. "Lance..." He whimpered. He continued to cry openly as he whispered "I love you too." ********************* Later that evening everyone had met in the hotel's restaurant for dinner... except Lance and Justin. Everyone ate quietly knowing something was up, and they didn't exactly want to talk about it at that particular moment in time. Everyone retired to their rooms early to rest up for the big kick off concert for the tour which was the following night. Brian layed in his bed alone staring at the ceiling. He was thinking of...nothing. He concentrated on thinking of nothing that could make him the least bit excited. He suddenly heard a knock on the door. He got up slowly and walked towards the entrance of the room. He opened the door slowly and saw Nick standing there with a solemn expression on his face. "Can I talk to you Brian?" Nick asked quietly. "Sure, Nicky." Brian said moving aside to let Nick in. He closed the door behind them and sat on the foot of the bed beside Nick. "The guys told me about what happened." Brian said looking over at Nick. "I heard about what happened to you too." Nick said. Brian was surprised. Nick haden't even smirked at what had happened to Brian. "What's up?" Brian asked him. "You have feelings for Lance... don't you?" Nick asked shyly. "Yes... still.. it's weird I know. Do you have feelings for Justin?" Brian asked thinking wether or not he should have asked. "... I think I do." Nick responded. The two just sat there for a moment or two saying nothing. "Brian?" Nick asked. "Ya, Nick?" Brian raised his eyes. "I need your help." ********************* There's #5. What did you think? Hope you liked it. I promise Lance won't do any more Brian Bashing... for now =). 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