Date: Wed, 11 Oct 2000 11:23:03 +1000
From: Sun Child <heartmindsoul@eudoramail.com>
Subject: JC Dreams 8

Hey guys... I'm baaaaack!  JC Dreams still has a lot of life left in it so
I won't be finishing it yet.

WARNING: (I don't know why I hate this so much but I do) if you are under
the legal age depending on when you are, please leave, I'm not getting my
ass fried over you doing something you're not meant to.  I don't know Nsync
and/or any of the sexual preferences of the band (but I can live in hope
can I not?).  All poems and songs unless otherwise noted are mine.

Thank you to all those people who have written in giving me support.
Special thanks to Casey for the hints ideas and help that I have been
receiving from him.  It makes my job a little easier.

If you have any feedback for me, send it to:
-= heartmindsoul@eudoramail.com =-  also if you are going to write in, can
you please put the title in the subject so I know which story you are
talking about please.


Stories to check out:

Garden of Songs - (boy-bands) I wrote it so I can't say anything too bad
about it.  Savage Garden (Daniel Jones in particular).

Yesterday's Child - (high school) Again I'm doing self-promotion. I'm
enjoying writing it.

Jamie's Romance - (boy-bands) this time featuring Justin from Nsync.  I
love 	the way this is working out.  Well worth a look.

Brandis Redemption - (celebrity) A truly awsome story which I am in love
with.  MORE MORE MORE!!


Lastly, Derwan.. in my heart for a lifetime, will be in it for longer.

Here we go:


Jc Dreams 08
by
Sun Child


Tony looked into JC's eyes then leant over and held him close.  JC,
slightly surprised at Tony's action, wrapped his arms around Tony's waist.
Tony just stood there, enjoying the feel of JC close to him.  Tony then
lifted his lips to JC's and kissed him, softly, gently.  As the came apart
JC looked at Tony.
   "You gonna drive me to rehearsals?" He asked softly.
   "Try and stop me." Tony replied just as softly, then smiled at JC.  JC
smiled and rested his head on Tony's shoulder and just held him.  They
seperated a few moments later and Tony walked over and sat down on the
couch where JC joined him and lay down, his head on Tony's lap.  Tony sat
there, stroking JC's soft hair.  JC started to get a little restless and
got up and walked over to the stereo.  Going through Tony's CDs, selected
one and put it on.
   "Going to serenade me are you?" asked Tony smiling.
   "Only if you serenade me after." JC shot back.  Tony smiled again and
nodded.
   "You're on."

As the song started to play, Tony recognised it immediately.

	When I'm lost in the rain
	In your eyes I know
	I'll find the light to light my way
	When I'm scared, losing ground
	When my world is going crazy
	You can it all around And when I'm down you're there
	Pushingme to the top
	You're always there giving me all you got

		For a shield from the storm
		For a friend
		For a love to keep me safe and warm
		I turn to you
		For the strength I will be strong
		For the will to carry on
		For everything you do
		For everything that's true
		I turn to you
		I turn to you

	When I lose the will to win
	I just reach for you
	And I can reach the sky again
	I can do anything
	'Coz your love is so amazing
	'Coz your love inspires me
	And when I need a friend
	You're always on my side
	Giving me faith, taking me through the night

		For a shield from the storm
		For a friend
		For a love to keep me safe and warm
		I turn to you
		For the strength I will be strong
		For the will to carry on
		For everything you do
		For everything that's true
		I turn to you

	For the arms to be my shelter
	Through all the rain
	For truth that will never cahnge
	For some one to lean on
	For a heart I can rely on through anything
	For the one who I can run to

		For a shield from the storm
		For a friend
		For a love to keep me safe and warm
		I turn to you
		For the strength I will be strong
		For the will to carry on
		For everything you do
		For everything that's true
		I turn to you
		I turn to you

Tony sat there in tears as JC sung the song in a pure beauty that Tony
loved.  JC looked over at Tony and reached over to wipe away the tears in
Tony's eyes.
   "That was so beautiful Josh.  I don't know if I can top that." Tony
admitted.  JC shook his head.
   "Sing however you want, just sing honestly." JC advised.  Tony got up
and walked over to the stereo and turned it off.  He then went and grabbed
his guitar.
   "I hope acoustic is okay." Tony told him.  JC nodded and Tony started to
play.


	When the visions around you
	Bring tears to your eyes
	And all that surrounds you
	Are secrets and lies

	I'll be your strength
	I'll give you hope
	Keeping your faith when it's gone
	The one you should call
	Was standing here all along

		And I will take you in my arms
		And hold you right here when you belong
		'Til the day my life is through
		This I promise you
		This I promise you

	I've loved you forever
	In lifetimes before
	And I promise you never
	Will you hurt anymore

	I give you my word
	I give you my heart
	This is a battle we've won
	And with this vow
	Forever has now begun

		Just close your eyes
		Each lovin' day
		And know this feeling won't go away
		'Til the day my life is through
		This I promise you
		This I promise you

	Over and over I fall
	When I hear you call
	Without you in my life, baby
	I just wouldn't be living at all

		And I will take you in my arms
		And hold you right here where you belong
		'Til the day my life is through
		This I promise you, baby

	Just close your eyes
	Each lovin' day
	And knwo that this feeling won't go away
	Every word I say is true
	This I promise you
	Every word I say is true
	This I promise you
	I promise you

Tony finished and looked at JC.  JC was sitting there amazed.
   "You did that song better than we do.  Even after we re-recorded it." JC
said, still dazed.  Tony blushed slightly.
   "I mean it." JC told Tony.  "I normally don't appreciate people who like
sing our songs, but you did that so well.  I loved it."  Tony cocked his
head to the side.
   "Aren't you a little biased though?" asked Tony.  JC shook his head.
   "No I'm not.  Well maybe a little but you did that so beautifully." JC
told him.  "You have to sing that for the others." Tony started to shake
his head.  JC just looked Tony in the eye.
   "Don't even say no because I'm not going to let you.  Get your guitar
case, you can do it before rehearsals." JC ordered.  Sighing a little in
defeat, Tony stood and got his guitar case and slid his guitar inside.
They then both walked towards to door, Tony grabbing JCs keys.
   "Who said you were driving?" asked JC.
   "I did considering you're making me sing." Tony shot back.  JC nodded in
defeat and walked out the door.

Pulling up outside the shed, Tony looked at JC.
   "Do I really have to sing?"
   "Did you just drive?" asked JC.  Tony sighed again and got out of the
car then retrieved his guitar and locked the car.  Walking up to the shed
all the others looked at Tony.
   "You gonna play for us in there?" Asked Chris.  Tony remembered they
didn't know about his recording deal and sat his guitar and case on the
ground.
   "Maybe one song... if you want to hear more you'll just have to buy my
CD when it's out."  Tony beamed.  The others looked at Tony then Justin
came over and hugged him.
   "Congratulations man. I hope you do well."  Tony was surprised by
Justin's support considering their past.
   "Okay, thanks Juz."  Justin looked at him.
   "Ummm... Justin." Tony said, worried he had overstepped the boundary.
   "No it's cool.  You can call me that." Justin smiled.  Tony smiled back.
The others than came over and clapped Tony on the back and wished him well.
JC then looked at Tony.
   "Gonna sing for them?"
   "I'm not gonna get outta this am I?"
   "NO!" Chorused five voices.  Tony just grinned.
   "Talk about nsync.  Alright, but it has to be inside.  I'm not doin' it
out here."  The others all nodded and headed inside.

As they were walking in Tony slowed and JC slowed with him.
   "Hey, you want to harmonize me on the chorus?"
   "Sure babe. I don't know how it will sound though."
   "We'll find out soon enough." Smiled Tony.  JC smiled back and kissed
Tony lightly on the forehead.  When they caught up with the rest of the
guys, there were all sitting down in a circle with a stool set up in the
middle.  Tony just shook his head and sat down on the stool.  He then
pulled out his guitar and played a few cords and tuned it slightly.  Then
he started to play the song.  Soon his voice met with the music and he
weaved his version of the song he had previously sung for JC.  When he hit
the chorus he felt another voice meet with his and bring out a soft and
haunting harmony.  As he sang, Tony closed his eyes and felt himself slip
into the song and music.  He was almost dreading the end of the song.  Then
when he started the chorus again, instead of one voice joining his, another
five joined.  The sound resounded around the shed.  The harmonies were
amazing.  When the song did finished, Tony was right, the end brought a
sadness into him.  He realised just how much power was behind the words of
the song and the cords.  It had cast a spell over him.  The others finished
their harmonies with him.  They all looked at him.
   "Now I know why you got the deal." Drawled Lance.
   "Yeah totally.  You have a great voice." Threw in Chris.
   "I don't think we've done that song so well." Joey said.  Tony looked at
Justin who again got up and walked over to him and hugged him.
   "Welcome to the Nsync family Tone." Justin whispered in his ear.  Tony
smiled, and for once hugged Justin back.
   "Come on Juz, let Tony go.  Josh's starting to get jealous." Joey called
out.  Justin let go and spun around.
   "Don't call me Juz.  Any of you."
   "But Tony... he..." stammered out Joey.
   "I said Tony could call me Juz.  I didn't say anything about the rest of
you." Justin stated.  Tony sat there amazed.  Only he was allowed to call
Justin that?  It was a shock.  Justin turned to Tony again.
   "Can you do another song?  Please?" Tony smiled and nodded.  Again
playing a few cords, he settled down and started to play.

	Hearing you talking
	Listening on the phone to you smile
	Enjoying your laughing
	I could run a mile

	You manage to get me to smile
	I can't imagine not having you
	You seem to make my day bright
	My frown changes to a smile while thinking of you

	Sitting here just thinking about you
	A smile has lit my face
	I guess that the way I feel for you is true
	I only hope that for you, there is no race

	Hold me
	Love me
	Know me
	Always be true to me
	Because I will always be true
	Forever and always to you.

Tony finished.  JC smiled, walked over and kissed Tony.  He then put his
arms around Tony.
   "I love you." He breathed softly to Tony.
   "Tony, that was beautiful." Came a new voice from behind them.  The
entire group turned and saw Lynn standing there with a few Jive officials.
   "Lynn, hi, how did you know I was here?"  He asked.
   "My son has a big mouth.  We heard both songs but didn't say anything."
Lynn admitted.  Tony blushed furiously when he realised that Lynn and the
officials had all seen JC kissing him.  Lynn must have realised and
laughed.
   "Don't worry about it Tony.  Justin told me about you and Josh and I
warned this lot here." She said yanking a thumb at the officials next to
her. JC shot Justin a look who cringed.  Noticing Justin flinch, he elbowed
JC.
   "Josh, leave it be."  JC looked at Tony in surprise that he was
defending Justin. The officials walked over to Tony and handed him some
papers as did Lynn.
   "We just need your autograph on these." Lynn told him.  JC pulled them
out his hands and passed them to Lance.
   "Can you look over these please?  Just make sure Jive isn't gipping
him." JC suggested.  Lance started to read through.  While Lance was
reading the contracts the others started to talk.
   "Where did you learn to sing like that?" Asked Lynn.
   "Learn? I haven't had a singing lesson yet.  That's just the way I've
always sung." Tony admitted.  "I don't want a singing lesson either.  No
vocal coach or instructor, I sing my way, not someone elses."  Lance handed
Tony back the contracts.
   "Well, it's all fine.  As for the vocal coach mentioned on page 6, it's
optional, don't be bullied into it." Lance advised.  Tony nodded and looked
for a pen which Lynn produced from her purse.  Smiling, Tony signed the
paper.
   "Well Tony, welcome to Jive." said the official.  The official then
turned to the band.
   "Guess what guys... we just found you an opening act."
   "Tony?" asked JC hopefully.  The others faces all showed to same hope.
   "No, sorry.  It's Backstreet Boys."  The guys faces all fell.  Then the
official burst out laughing.
   "Okay, I know that was cruel.  Tony is your opening act.  You will
though be doing some work with Backstreet at various points on this tour."
The guys all cheered and Joey spoke up.
   "GROUP HUG!"  The guys all crowded in and hugged, leaving Tony and Lynn
standing slightly off.  Justin broke off and grabbed Tony and his mom and
pulled them into the hug as well.  JC smiled at Tony and gave him a quick
kiss on the cheek.  Tony grinned.

An hour later, the guys were working through a vigorous rehearsal of their
dances for the upcoming shows.  The point came for 'This I Promise You' to
be sung.  The guys were about to launch into the way they had previously
rehearsed it when Pete, their tour manager, cam over and stopped them.  The
guys all waved at him.
   "Guys, before you do Promise You, we've changed the way you're doing it.
Tony, you will be out playing guitar on a stool in the centre with the
other five on stools making a semi-circle.  Tony and JC will do lead
vocals, two voices doing the entire song at once, then the rest of you guys
will be joining in on the chorus and normals harmonies.  How do you think
that sounds?" He asked.  The group all nodded enthusiastically.  Pete
smiled and looked at the group.  "Well let's try it.  We've all heard it
the way ot was done today, so why not try it this way now."  Tony settled
down and prepared to play.  As he started both he and JC started to sing.
Their voices, so careful, loving and strong that the words took on a life
of their own, sending chills down the others backs.  Then at the
harmonizing points, the entire group weaved their voices into a magical and
entrancing spell.  Fatima and Pete were both blown away.  As their voices
and the song died away, their audience consisting of Pete and Fatima broke
into applause.
   "Well done guys.  I think we have a winner."  Pete commented.
   "So does Josh.  A body, a face, intelligence and a voice." Fatima
commented sending the group into giggles as Tony's face turned a scarlet
red.

---
There we go.  Welcome to the end of another JC Dreams.  I enjoyed writtin'
it ... I hope you enjoyed readin' it.  I'm sorry for not putting
Butterscotch in this one Casey, I know how much you love him, but he was
having a sick day...sorry.
1) I Turn to You - Christina Aguilera ... such a sweet and honest song.
2) This I Promise You - Nsync
3) You and Me - Mine... to Derwan I dedicate yet another song.  They're
getting soppy aren't they.  Oh well :o)
Did you like this chapter? Did you not like this chapter?  Let me know
-= heartmindsoul@eudormail.com =-
Keep safe, SC.