Date: Mon, 16 Jun 2003 04:11:32 -0700 (PDT)
From: Dark Writer <dark_writer2003@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Journal of the Undead Chapter Four

The Journal of the Undead

By: Dark Writer.

Copyright 2003

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And now Chapter Four

"Wait!" Kevin shouted just as he was about to leave. "We don't want to
fight you!"

"Than destroy him!" the Hunter said calmly as he pointed at me. "You are
upsetting the balance by keeping him alive!"

"I will not destroy him!" Kevin hissed at the Hunter.

"Fine," he replied as he withdrew a stake from his coat. "I'll do it than."
In a flash every Vampire in the house was surrounding me ready to protect
me. Kevin arm was still around my shoulder and it was obvious that he was
not going to let go. "Stand aside now!"  " I think we have you outnumbered
slayer," Brian hissed at him. "Like it or not Kevin has a right to be happy
and he is happy with Ben. So Ben stays alive." The Hunter sighed and
lowered his stake. "Now let's sit down and discuss this like mature
adults." I heaved a sigh of relief and leaned against Kevin. This was
getting old. A few weeks ago I was a happy starving artist and now I was a
vampire who was hunted by two people now. Kevin led me over to the sofa and
sat down next to me. He still had his arm wrapped around me protectively. I
glared daggers at the hunter and he just glared back. I relaxed when I felt
velvety feel of Kevin's lips gracing my neck.

"Relax babe," he whispered in my ear. For some reason that made me madder.

"How the hell am I supposed to do that?" I demanded. "I have everybody out
there trying to kill me! I have all these new feelings raging through my
body and I want to pounce on everyone and beat them up and you tell me to
relax? How Kevin? Just how the hell can I relax?" By now tears were flowing
down my face. The Hunter looked shocked. "What the hell are you looking
at?" I hissed at him. "You don't even know me and you want to kill me. Why?
Just because in your eyes I a fucking monster? What an ass!" I got up and
stormed out of the living room and headed upstairs. I heard Kevin tell Nick
to go after me to make sure I didn't hurt myself. Once in the safety of our
room I slammed the door. I threw myself onto our bed and stared up at the
ceiling above. I heard a light knocking at the door. "Go away!" I shouted
as I tossed a pillow at it. The door opened a crack and Nick's head popped
into view. "What do you want?" I demanded still glaring up at the ceiling.

"Just wanted to talk is all," Nick said as he stepped into the room and
quietly closed the door behind him. "Can I sit with you?" I shrugged my
shoulders and he took that as a yes and sat next to me. "So you want to
talk about it?"

"Not really," I muttered.

"Fine we can talk about cute guys," Nick replied. I glared at him for a few
minutes and he wore a cute grin on his face as if daring me to laugh. I
finally smiled a little at him. "He is cute you know."

"Who?" I demanded.

"The slayer," Nick replied.

"You can call him cute?" I asked. "A man who sole mission in life is to
kill us?"

"Ok first of all he is not out to kill us," Nick corrected me.

"Yea, I know," I sassed him. "He is just out to kill me. Why?" tears were
starting to flow down my face again. "Why does he want to kill me. He's
never even met me before. How can he just want to kill me without even
knowing me? I mean what did I do to deserve this?" By now I was
sobbing. Nick wrapped his arms around me and held me while I cried and
continued to ask why. At some point I fell asleep.

>From Nick's point of view.

I held my brother in my arms and let him cry himself to sleep. It tore my
heart in two to watch him in such pain. After making sure he was sound
asleep I eased out from his grasp and laid him down and covered him up. I
kissed him lightly on the forehead and headed out of the room. Once down
stairs I could hear talking in the living room. There was no shouting this
time. I walked into the room and I saw Kevin sitting beside the slayer. The
slayer looked contrite and his eyes were a little wet. I wondered what that
was all about. "Hey," I mumbled softly. All eyes jerked up and looked at
me. "He is sleeping now."

"How is he?" Kevin asked worried.

"Well he threw a temper tantrum and cried himself to sleep," I reported. I
turned to the slayer. "I wouldn't go near him for a while. You're not on
his list of favorite people right now." The slayer nodded and looked
down. "Why do you want to kill him anyway? He is an innocent one. He hasn't
even fed yet."

"He is not going to kill Ben," Kevin said. I breathed a sigh of
relief. "Instead he is going to help us."

"How is he going to do that?" I asked.

"He is going to team up with us to destroy Trey," Kevin replied. "And he is
going to help us train Ben so that Ben won't want to feed and than we can
use Ben to destroy the Ancient one."

"And you think that Ben is going to want to work with him?" I asked
pointing at the slayer. "I mean come on Kevin. First this jerk comes in and
demands to let him kill Ben. And when that doesn't work he tries to attack
poor Ben. Do you know that Ben just cried himself to sleep in your room? Do
you have any idea what it is like for him? A few weeks ago he was happy
with his own little life and doing his art thing and now his life is turned
completely upside down. He has this 600 year old vampire chasing him and a
cocky little slayer gunning for him too. He's scared shitless and needs
some time to adjust to all of this!" I turned to the slayer. "You stay the
fuck away from him!" I stormed out of the room and headed back up to Ben's
room. Kevin was right behind me and I could tell that he wasn't happy with
me.

"Nick wait!" he ordered me. I stopped and leaned against the wall. "How is
he?" he asked me frowning. "I mean how is he really?"

"How do you think he is Kevin?" I asked sighing heavily.

"Hey!" Kevin snapped back at me. "Remember who pushed me to turn him ok?"
Ok so he did have a point.

"He is scared to death, he is worried that his world is coming down around
him. He knows that he isn't human anymore," I replied. "Kevin you have to
do something to let him know that his life will go on." Kevin nodded. "I'm
going down stairs and apologies to the Slayer."

>From Kevin's point of view.

I watched with a heavy heart as Nick walked away from me. He was
right. Ben's world had been turned upside down and two people were after
him trying to kill him. Well at least one had decided to let him live. But
he knew that his world would never be the same. I had to do something about
that. I had to make him understand that his world was still bright and as
long as we had each other we would be able to overcome anything. I opened
the door and looked at him laying in bed. He looked so beautiful laying
there. At some point he had taken off his shirt. I slid off my shirt too
and laid down beside him. As if connected to each other he immediately
wrapped his arms around me. I loved the feeling of his bare skin against
mine. And from the movements of his hips he enjoyed it too. I decided that
the best way to let him know that life goes on was to start right now. I
eased down so that I was face to face with his crotch. I eased his boxer
briefs down and gazed up on his erect cock. I took it gently in my hands
and slipped the head into my mouth. The simple of taste of his flesh on my
tongue sent me into over load. Moaning softly I slowly begin to the process
of bringing my lover to pleasure. His cock head struck the back of my
throat. I opened my throat wider and allowed the shaft to slid all the way
in so that my nose was resting in a nest of his pubes. He let out soft moan
and begin to gently thrust in and out. I allowed him to do all the work. He
seemed to enjoy it. "Oh Kevin," he sighed in his soft voice. I shivered at
the desire and lust in his voice. I looked up at him and saw his loving
eyes gaze down at me. "That feels so good," he moaned as he begin to run
his fingers through my hair. I let up off of his cock and went to work on
his balls. Taking first one in my mouth and humming around it and the
other. His body jerked and twitched with pleasure and a huge drop of
precome flowed down his shaft. I quickly lapped it up and savored the
taste. I knew he was ready to come at any second so I quickly engulfed his
cock again. Sure enough he let out a high pitch yelp and his entire body
went hard as a rock as he begin to shoot long and hard ribbons of cum deep
down my throat. I sucked hard drawing out as much as I could. Finally his
flow stopped and I continued to suck him dry. After making sure he was all
cleaned up I slid back up to him. I smiled at his dazed look on his face.

"Hi," I said grinning down at him. "What are you doing awake?"

"Like you don't know," he giggled. "How am I supposed to sleep with you
doing that too me?"

"Well I decided that you needed reminding of the finer things in life," I
said as I ran my finger along the side of his face. He sighed and leaned
into the touch. "And speaking of finer things in life. I want you to get up
and shower and put on some fancy duds cause I am taking the love of my life
out on the town."

"Oh really?" Ben asked grinning. "And are you planning on joining me in the
shower?"

"I think I can be convinced to join you," I replied leaning down and
kissing his lips. I parted his lips with my tongue and started to explore
the inside of his mouth paying particular attention to his fangs. His
tongue dove into my mouth too and he did some exploring of his own. Finally
we broke apart and I felt some thing poking me in the abs. I looked down
and shook my head.

"What?" Ben asked looking all innocent.

"You are impossible," I giggled as I took his cock in my hand and stroked
it a couple of times. "Let's get in the shower so I make love to you." To
see the light in his eyes was such a joy for me. In no time at all I had my
cock buried deep in him and was pumping in and out of him. His moans and
whimpers only served to drive me faster and harder. It wasn't long before I
had deposited a load of my seed deep in him. Than we cleaned each other off
which took almost an hour. Than wrapping each other up in huge fluffy
towels we walked back to the bedroom and proceeded to dress each
other. After I was done dressing Ben I had to admit that he looked hot. His
dirty blonde hair was all spiked up and his ruby stud was in his left
ear. A platinum chain graced his neck. He was wearing a silk black shirt
that was unbutton at the top so that it showed the start of his pecs. He
wore a pair of black jeans that really accented his lower body. Now he
insisted on dressing me. I stood patiently as he tossed things at me and
demanded that I put them on. I moved to put some boxers on and he snatched
them away. "Hey!" I yelped. "I need those!"

"I want easy access to you," He giggled. "Here put this on." He tossed me a
red silk shirt. "And this too!" he than tossed me pair of black
jeans. After doing what he told me too he handed me a matching ruby stud to
put in my ear. And a matching Platinum chain. "There now you are all sexy
and good looking," he said as he sat back and took me in. "Now were are we
going?"

"It's a surprise," I said looking around suspiciously. He laughed and
lightly punched in the arm. "Hey!" I yelped pretending to be hurt. "No
hitting your boyfriend!" He covered the hit up with little kisses.

"Please?" he begged.

"Please what?" I asked grinning.

"Please tell me where we are going?" he asked giving me a innocent look. I
almost caved but didn't.

"Nope," I giggled. "It's a surprise. Now come on," I said grabbing his
arm. We'll be late."

"Oh so it is a reservation," he said gleefully. I rolled my eyes. "Fine
I'll just get Nick to get it out of you."

"You are so bad," I replied. "Come on the car is waiting." We walked down
stairs arm in arm. The Hunter was standing at the entrance of the house and
Ben glared at him. "Ben," I said in a scolding tone of voice. "Be nice."
Ben just growled softly under his breath and to his credit the hunter
backed away a couple of steps. "Guys," I said aloud to everyone. "Ben and I
are going out." Instantly Nick and Brian came rushing out.

"Wow looking good Ben!" Nick said teasing poor Ben. Ben blushed and looked
down. It was good to see some of the old Ben back. "Awww he is so cute when
he blushes," Nick teased. That got a hiss from Ben. "Where is he taking
you?"

"He says it's a surprise," Ben grumbled. "He won't tell me."

"Are you sure it is wise to take him out?" the Hunter asked.

"Yes it is perfectly safe to take him out," I replied glaring at
him. "Nothing is going to happen."

"How can you be sure?" the Hunter asked. "There is a rogue league of
slayers out there prowling the streets. And they don't care if you are a
good or bad Vampire. All they want to stake as many of them as
possible. And they've even started to torture them too. A couple of nights
ago they left a young teen vampire tied to a telephone pole on the beach
when the sun rose. He didn't have access to your suppression formula. So
the sun killed him slowly and painfully. The gang of slayers just stood and
watched and laughed at him. I finally decapitated him to spare him some of
the pain. You could hear his screams a mile away. It was horrible." The
Hunter shuddered at the memory.

"Why do you care?" Nick demanded. "You just want to kill Vampires too. What
is just more dead Vampire?"

"Hey!" the Hunter shot back at Nick. "I do care. I do know the difference
between white and black vampires. I just don't want Kevin hurt."

"What about Ben?" Nick demanded. "What about him Slayer? You want him
dead?"

"I have agreed to let Ben live," the Slayer replied.

"Oh well thank you so much!" Ben sassed him. "I'm so fucking glad that I
have your permission to live! Like I ever needed your permission in the
first fucking place!"

"You do need my permission to live," the slayer said smoothly. "You need my
permission to breath right now. You see there is a delicate balance between
the vampires and the rest of us. And thanks to Kevin's need to love he has
just upset that balance. Now I have agreed to let you live for his love for
you. But do not test me to much young one. There is a limit to my good
will."

"Fuck your good will slayer!" Ben hissed at him.

"Ben sweetie," I said softly. "He is trying to compromise."

"Yea I know he is. He is compromising with my life!" Ben replied glaring at
the slayer. I wondered if the slayer and Ben would ever be
friends. Probably not.

"Listen Slayer," I said holding up my hand. "Ben and I are going out. We'll
be real careful. We are both on the suppression formula so we can do
anything that the mortals can do. So know one is going to attack us."

"Ok," the Slayer said. "But I'm coming with you."

"What?" yelped Ben. "You are going to come on our date? What kind of game
is this?"

"This isn't a game young one," the slayer said calmly to Ben. "This is a
life and death struggle. A life and death struggle between the living and
the undead. And like it or not I'm going with you two to keep you both out
of trouble."

"Oh great!" Ben grumbled. "Now we have a baby sitter."

>From Ben's point of view.

The evening went smoothly. The Slayer stayed a respectful distance from
us. I noticed he kept looking at this one group of people. They were like
this really grungy group. Spiked hair and leather and Satanic signs all
over their bodies. I really didn't worry about them. Kevin was busy making
sure that I had a good time. We ate a delicious meal and than we dance all
night long. Kevin was a great dancer. I guess he thought I was too. Anyway
as all good things must come to an end our date came to an end. As we
headed out of the club we noticed that the grunge gang was following us. It
was at that point that I started to get worried. I could tell that Kevin
was getting worried too.

"Just keep walking and we'll be all right," the Slayer said softly.

"I'm hungry!" one of the gang members said. "Anyone else hungry?"

"Yea I'm hungry too," another one spoke up too. "I'm ready to eat." That
was when they made their move. Before I could blink they were surrounding
us. Kevin's arm surrounded me. "Oh look a gay couple," one of them
sneered. "They should make a tasty meal."

"I think you should just leave us alone," Kevin said in a commanding voice.

"What are you going to do to us if we don't?" the leader asked sneering at
us.


"You would be surprised," Kevin said calmly. At this point his features
started to change. Mine started to change too. I guess fear and anger
causes it to happen. The looks on their faces were priceless. "Now be good
little Vampires and go away!" Kevin growled baring his fangs.


"What clan are you from?" the leader of the rogue vampires hissed at
Kevin. Ok I got mad. No body hisses at my Kevin. I hissed back. He just
laughed at me. I glared daggers at him. "Tell your pup to calm down."

"I don't have to tell him anything," Kevin said smoothly. "As for what clan
I am from? Well let's just say that I am the founder of the White Knight
Clan."

"We have orders to kill you and your kind," the leader hissed at Kevin and
started to advance.

"Not so fast!" the slayer said loudly. He removed a bottle of holy water
and sprayed it on them. They screamed in pain and backed off. "There is
plenty more where that came from. If you are smart you will leave in a
peaceful manner. If not I will be forced to destroy you!" The leader
laughed. "Don't say I didn't warn you." He reached into his pocket and took
out a small gold round case. He opened it and took out a small white round
piece of bread. They immediately went nuts. They swore and cussed and tried
to get at us. Finally they just vanished into thin air. After everything
had calmed down I turned to the slayer.

"Um what is that?" I asked confused.  I watched in confusion as the hunter
put the round white piece of bread back away in it's gold round case.

"That is what the Catholics call `the Blessed Sacrament'" he replied.  "The
Vampires of the Dark Order can't stand to be around it."

"Well I'm glad you got rid of them for us," another voice sounded from
behind us.  I turned and groaned.  There was a large group of young men
standing behind us.  They were carrying stakes.  "Now step aside and let us
do our job!"

"You guys don't want these Vampires," the hunter said.  Kevin was already
moving me back.  I looked into his eyes and saw that he was scared.  I had
never seen fear in his eyes.  I looked at the advancing army of young
slayers.  "Please these guys are not what you think they are," the hunter
said again.

"If they have fangs than they are dead to us," the leader said with a
sneer.  "We have no quarrel with you slayer.  Now move aside and let us do
our job."

"Is it your job to kill the innocent?" he pleaded with them.  Kevin by now
was backed up against the wall.  His arm was around me I looked up and saw
that his features had indeed turned.  He was a Vampire if full view of the
slayers.

"Vampires are not innocent!" the leader of the slayer gang rasped.  He
shoved the Hunter aside and advanced on us.  We could hear the struggling
of the hunter as the rest of the slayer gang ascended on him.  "Now you
will die!"  He rose his stake and ran towards me.  I heard Kevin growl and
leap over me and land in front of me.

"Leave us now!" Kevin roared.  "You will not be allowed to kill us!"  Kevin
swung at the enraged slayer and caught him on his chin driving him back.
By now the rest of the gang had started to advance on us as well.  Soon we
were a mass of swinging arms and stakes.  I saw a blonde slayer raise his
stake and drive it toward Kevin.  I screamed and jumped between him.  Kevin
screamed no and tried to shove me out of the way.  But it was too late.
The stake descended on me.

>From Kevin's point of view.

"Noooo!" I screamed as I saw the stake driving toward Ben.  I dove for them
and I heard the sound of wood and flesh meeting.  I heard Ben scream in
pain and I saw him crumble to the ground.  "Nooooooo!" I screamed again as
I saw red.  I was dimly aware of the sounds of sirens approaching.

"Let's go!" the leader of the slayer gang shouted.  "We got one!  We'll get
the other one later!"  An instant later the alley was dark and deserted.  I
heard the sirens getting louder.  I rushed over to Ben and quickly picked
him up.  At a quick glance I realized that the slayer had missed his mark.
Even though I knew that Ben was in no real danger I was still upset that he
was hurt.  I grabbed him up and carried him over my shoulder.  I shoved him
into my car and grabbed the slayer and tossed him in too. In no time at all
I was back on my estate.  I dropped the Hunter off on the front steps and
rushed into the house.

"Brian!" I shouted.  "Nick!  Come quick!"  I heard the thundering of feet
thudding down the stairs.  Nick saw me holding the bleeding Ben and went
pale as a ghost.  "The Hunter has been hurt.  Bring him inside and put him
in one of the guest rooms.  Nick help me get Ben up to our room!"  I moved
quickly up the stairs not even aware that my feet weren't even touching the
stairs.  Finally I was in the room.  I laid Ben on the bed and tore off his
shirt.  I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that the wound had already
healed.  At least the outward signs of the wound had healed.  The inside
was still damaged and I could tell that Ben was in a lot of pain.  At some
point, he had regained consciousness and his eyes were still full of fear
and pain.  "It's going to all right," I tried soothing him.  He nodded.  "I
need the suppression formula now!" I ordered Nick.  I was quickly handed a
bottle.  I tore the lid off and poured it onto the bruised area of the
wound.  Ben whimpered in pain as the formula penetrated the skin and into
the wound.  After a few minutes I looked at the wound.  There was no sign
of it.  It had completely disappeared completely.  I ran my hand along the
side of his face and projected a thought of peace and love into his mind.
He sighed happily and drifted off to sleep.  "He'll rest for a while now."

"Is he going to be ok?" Nick asked.  I looked back at him and nodded.  I
heard Nick heave a sigh of relief as he sat down on the bed.  "What the
hell happened?"

"A rogue group of slayers attacked us.  Ben jumped in the way to save my
life," I replied as I moved a stray hair form Ben's face.  "He was ready to
sacrifice his life for mine."

"He loves you," Nick replied softly.

"I know he does," I replied.  "I'm just sorry that he had to see this part
of our life so soon."

"The Hunter will live," Brian's voice sounded from behind us.  "How is
Ben?"

"He took a stake for me in the shoulder.  Thank God those rogue slayers are
not very well trained," I replied.  "Let's go down stairs for a meeting of
the minds shall we?" We all headed down stairs and into the living room.  I
was hungry for real food.  Yes when we are on the suppression formula we
can eat real food.  And tonight I was in the mood for a cheeseburger.  I
walked into the kitchen and looked into the refrigerator and pulled out a
package of fresh hamburger.  "Nick can you get me the George Foreman Grill
out for me."

"Can I have one too?" Nick asked.

"While you're at it you can fix me one too," Brian put in.  "I'll get some
fries out of the freezer."  I realized at this point that we were getting
ready to do what we always did when we were on tour.  After a late night
concert we would raid the ice box and pig out.  It felt good to be like
that again.  "Kevin?" Brian asked with a hint of fear in his voice.

"Yea Cousin?" I asked back.  By now had the patties made.  I made a total
of five incase my sweetie woke up and the slayer too.

"Is he really going to be all right?" Brian asked.  "I mean Nick and I have
really like Ben.  He is sweet, cute and he obviously loves you very much.
I'm just worried he is going to get hurt.  I mean this is still very new to
him.  Don't you think we should bow out of the fight for a while.  Let him
get is vampire legs so to speak?"

"That might be a good idea," a voice said from behind us.  The hunter had
awaken.  "Why don't you two drop out of sight for a while."

"The fight," I started.

"The fight will be here when Ben is ready to join it," Nick said softly.
"Kevin, he deserves a fighting chance.  And right now he isn't ready.  You
almost lost a lover today and I almost lost a brother.  Please Kevin bow
out of the fight."  I went to argue but Nick held up his hand.  "You know
it won't have to be forever.  Just long enough for Ben to get used to the
idea of being a vampire.  And get some more training under his wings.  He
doesn't even know half of the stuff he can do."

"Where would we go?" I asked raising my hands.  "I mean where can we go
where they can't find him or me?"

"I have a place," the Hunter replied.  "It is my summer home.  I'm not
going to be using it this summer.  You two are welcome to use it if you
want too."

"Where is it?" I asked.  The thought of me spending the whole summer locked
away with Ben did have it's appeal.

"It is a beach house in California," the hunter replied.  "And the last I
heard was the Ancient one didn't like the beach.  So I really don't think
he will be bothering you all that much."

"So Ben and I go hiding on the beach?" I asked.  The thought of seeing Ben
shirtless stretched out on the beach had it's appeal as well.

"I like the beach," came a sleepy voice.  I looked and grinned.  There in
his half naked glory was my baby.  He was still holding his shoulder.  "Are
we going?"

"Well the guys think that we need to spend some time away from all of this
stuff," I replied holding out my arms.  He walked into them and I sighed
happily as his body came in contact with mine.

"But what about the rest of us?" Ben asked.  "I was just getting used to
having Nick and Brian around."

"Oh don't worry about us," Nick said as he laid his hand on Ben's shoulder.
"We'll be around too.  Besides, who is going to teach you how to have fun
with your new Vampire powers?"

"Nick," I said in a scolding voice.  "Behave!"

"Nope," Nick giggled.  "There is no fun in behaving.  Besides I never get
into trouble."  Brian and I both busted up laughing at that.  "What?" Nick
asked feigning innocence.

"Do we really want to tell Ben about the first time tried to fly?" Brian
giggled.  Nick's face turned beat red.

"Oh!" Ben said with a huge grin on his face.  "I wanna hear!"

"Later dear," I said kissing the top of his head.  "How is your shoulder?"

"It is better," Ben replied smiling up at me.  "Umm why are fixing
hamburgers?"

"Umm because we are hungry?" I replied tapping him on his nose.

"But you're vampires," Ben said with confusion on his face.  "How can you
eat?  I thought the only thing we ate was human blood."

"Normally that would be the case but with the suppression formula I told
you about we can live as normal people.  And right now we are all hungry.
You want to join us?" I asked.

"Yea," Ben grinned up at me.  "I love you."

"I love you too sweetie," I replied kissing him on his lips.

"Awww aint they cute?" Nick snickered.

"Careful blondie!" Ben snickered back.  "Or I'll insist on knowing about
your first attempt at flying."  I had to laugh at poor Nick's face.  It was
obvious that Ben wasn't going to be a push over.  By now the food was done.
I handed Ben a plate and took one for myself.  We headed into the dinning
room.  Soon we were all enjoying a healthy dose of junk food.  After eating
Nick and Brian retired for the evening.  That left me and Ben to ourselves.
I could tell that Ben was up to something.

"Ok sweetie," I said softly.  "What do you have on your cute little
vampire's mind?"  Ben stood up and walked over to me and took my hand and
pulled.  "Where are we going?" I asked grinning up at him.

"You're just going to follow me and find out aren't you?" Ben asked
grinning.  His eyes were sparkling with love and mischief.  I sighed and
stood up and let him lead me.  He led me into the living room.  At some
point when he got up and ate he had managed to spread candles all over the
place.  There was a fire going in the fireplace.  He picked up the remote
and pushed play.  Haunting music played over the speakers.  "Dance with
me?" he pleaded.  I pulled him into my arms and sighed happily as he laid
his head on my chest.  I begin to move with the music and was soon lost in
what was obviously Ben's favorite song.

Through the darkness I can see your light And you will always shine And I
can feel your heart in mine Your face I've memorized I idolize just you

I look up to Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong I've loved you
for so long And after all is said and done You're still you After all
You're still you

You walk past me I can feel your pain Time changes everything One truth
always stays the same You're still you After all You're still you

I look up to Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong And I believe in
you Although you never asked me to I will remember you And what life put
you through

And in this cruel and lonely world I found one love You're still you After
all You're still you

Song From Josh Groban

I waited until the last strains of music fled our little world.  I looked
down in shock to see tears flowing down his face.  I reached down and
tenderly wiped the clean.  "Why are you crying?" I asked with my own voice
heavy with emotion.

"I love you so much," Ben whispered softly.  "Make love to me?"

"What is it with you and sex?" I giggled as I picked him up and carried to
the soft piles of comforters in front of the fireplace.

"I can't help it if I love you so much," Ben said with a small pout.  His
hands were very busy getting all of my clothes off me.  Soon I was as naked
as he was and stretched out on top of him.  "This is the way I love you the
most."

"Why?" I asked with a grin.

"Cause I get complete access to you," Ben giggled.  He reached down and
took my aching cock in his hands and stroked it softly.  "Please take me?"
I looked down at his cut body and marveled at how his body shined from the
candle light and the light from the fireplace.  He looked so beautiful.  I
allowed my eyes to take him in fully.  Glancing down at his cock I smiled
at how hard it was.  You could make out every vein on the shaft and the
head was almost purple.  I bet myself that if I touched it he would cum
right than and there.  Smiling a naughty smile I reached out and touched
and touched it.  The results was much better than I could`ve hoped for.
Ben let out a high pitch yelp like moan and long streams of cum shot out
from his cock.  I watched in amazement as his cum flew from his cock.  I
continued to milk his cock free of as much cum as I could get from it.
Finally he stopped cumming and I dove in to clean it up.  After licking him
clean I gently lifted his leg and slid into him.  He whimpered with desire
and arched back so that his back was pressing against my body.  I loved
being in control.  I pulled out and relished the feeling of his body
shuddering from the feelings of my lovemaking.

"You like that?" I cooed down at him.  He whimpered again and I slipped his
earlobe into my mouth and I suckled it for a few minutes all the way
driving in and out of his whole.  I shook my head in wondered as I allowed
my eyes to travel down to his crotch.  He was rock hard again.  It must be
his age.  Only someone as young as he was could be this horny.  "You are so
beautiful," I whispered to him as I reached down between his legs and took
hold of his tender cock.  He shuddered with pleasure as I begin to stroke
him again.  "I want to make love to you all night long," I whispered to him
as I sucked his flesh into my mouth.  He tilted his head back giving me
more access to his very delicious neck.  After sucking for a few minutes I
broke free and looked down at my handy work.  I smiled at my hicky I had
given him.  Ben was lost in a sea of pleasure as I continued to thrust in
and out of him.  By now I coaxed two more orgasms out of him.  I wanted to
carry my lover to heaven for as long as I could.

>From Ben's point of view.

How much longer could he last?  I thought to myself as I felt his cock saw
in and out of me.  I loved it when Kevin would make love to me.  I don't
know whether it was because he was a vampire or not.  But for the last hour
he was riding me.  I had already came two times while he was thrusting in
and out of me.  And that wasn't counting the time I came all over myself
when he touched me.  He knew he was being naughty when he did that.  At
first I was embarrassed for cumming like that.  Than I saw the pleasure in
his eyes as he watched me cum.  Now I wanted to make him cum too.  I
reached down and took hold of his balls.  They were slick with my juices
and sweat.  He gently but firmly took them away.  I growled at him softly.

"No my love," he said as he nipped at me.  "This night is all about you.  I
want to make this last for as long as I can."  He continued to thrust in
and out.  By now his entire body was covered with a sheen of sweat.  He
looked so hot sliding in a out of me.  I wanted his seed up me and I wanted
it now.  But Kevin wouldn't be rushed.  He had a plan and I had no choice
but to let him call the shots.  He pulled out and I whimpered for the loss.
"Not to worry," he panted.  He laid me down on the soft pile of comforters.
Taking each ankle he placed it on his shoulders and than slid his cock back
up me.  I was able to watch him as he continued to make love to me.  His
thrusts became more intense and I hung on for the ride.  Now watching Kevin
cum was truly a sight to behold.  First his body would tense up showing
everyone of his muscles.  His abs really stood out as they scraped over my
already tender cock.  I exploded once again as they raked across me.  His
lips came crashing down on mine as he groaned loudly into my mouth.  Then
he shuddered violently as his cock shot blast after blast of seamen up into
me.  The heat from his seed shooting into me sent me into orgasm again.
Finally his orgasm stopped and he looked down at me.  I marveled at the
sight of him.  He was in his vampire form again.  His fangs bared and his
eyes red with lust and desire.  He looked beautiful.  He lowered himself
onto me causing the cum I had shot to seal us together.  Slowly his
breathing returned to normal.  His Vampire features returned to normal and
he begin to cover my lips and face and neck with soft feather kisses.  I
laid in his arms basking in the after glow of our lovemaking.

"So did you enjoy it?" Kevin asked softly as he finished with another
hickie.

"Yes I did," I replied.  "That is two you know."

"I know," Kevin chuckled softly.  "And here is a third."  With that he
latched his lips on to my neck again.  I sighed and resigned myself to
being marked by the most loving and caring man in this world.  "I want you
again."

"You sure?" I asked looking down and licking my lips at the sight of his
eight inch cock.

"Suck me please?" he pleaded with me.

"Strattle me," I urged him.  He scooted up so that his cock was touching my
lips.  His hips settled down on my chest.  "Now fuck me hard!" I demanded.

"But you might choke," he said with concern.

"I promise I won't," I urged him.  He rose up and slid his cock into my
mouth.  I opened my mouth and throat and allowed him to slide in.  He
moaned and shivered as his cock slid all the way down my throat.  I
remembered to keep swallowing and breathing.  Once he realized that I was a
pro at deep throating he started thrust in and out.  It was great to have
this hunk of a man be in control of me.  I would like to say that it lasted
forever.  But he came in like five minutes later.  After cleaning him up he
laid down beside me panting for breath.  I looked down at myself and saw
that I was soft.  It had seemed that I had reached my limit.

"Reached your limit?" Kevin asked with humor in his eyes.  I nodded as I
yawned widely.  "Well than let's get you up stairs and into bed."

"Well I think we are going to need a shower first," I replied snuggling up
to him.

"I think you are right," Kevin said as he slid from me and stood up.  I
looked up at his towering form and shuddered with lust.  "What?" Kevin
asked looking confused.

"You are so beautiful," I whispered.

"So are you," Kevin said softly.  "Now come my love, let's retire for the
night."  After the shower we slid in between the softest sheets I had ever
felt.  I shuddered as Kevin kissed my bare shoulder.  "I love you Ben
Atke."

"I love you too Kevin Richardson," I whispered to him and than promptly
yawned in his face.  "Ooops Sorry," I mumbled blushing.

"Nothing to be sorry for," Kevin giggled.  "I wore you out.  Now sleep my
love."  I snuggled deep into his embrace and closed my eyes.  For the first
time since the day began I felt truly safe.  Kevin's warm arms surrounded
me and his rock hard chest pressed up against my back.  I even loved the
feeling of his half hard cock resting between my but cheeks.  Yes I was in
heaven.  I sighed again as Kevin's lips found another spot on my neck and
begin sucking in earnest.  At some point I fell asleep.

>From Kevin's point of view.

Ben was asleep and I was awake.  Why you may ask?  Well part of it was that
I didn't want to give up any time with him.  And with me sleeping I was
giving up quality time with him.  I never grew tired of watching my love
sleep.  His angelic face was resting on the soft pillow.  His muscular arms
were wrapped around me tightly.  His legs were wrapped around me as well.
I was trapped.  Well I could get away if I really wanted too.  But I loved
being trapped by him.  I loved being wrapped up in his love.  I yawned
again as I struggled to keep awake.  For you see another thing was really
bothering me.  We were moving to the beach tomorrow.  Even though the
thought of seeing Ben half naked on the beach filled me with desire.  The
thought of dropping out of sight scared me.  When we did drop out of sight
it would put the Vampire world on alert that a leader had disappeared.
That would start a hunt.  And they would not stop hunting for me until they
found me.  But it couldn't be helped.  Ben needed to rest.  He needed to
concentrate on being a vampire first before he was thrust into the biggest
fight in history.  Because this time we would win.  We would beat the black
clan and the white clan would win.  The only thing I had to do is keep Ben
alive and innocent until the time came.  Would I be able to do that?

"Sweetie," Ben's sleepy voice drifted to my ears.  I looked down to see
those cute adorable eyes looking up at me.  I saw love and concern.
"What's wrong?"

"I can't sleep," I replied kissing him lightly on the nose.

"Why?" Ben asked snuggling up to me.

"I was thinking," I admitted.  "About us."

"What about us?" Ben asked slipping one of my nipples into his mouth.

"About us moving out to the beach," I replied gently removing Ben's lips
from my nipple.  I kissed his pouty lips.

"I love the beach," Ben sighed.  "When are we moving?"

"We'll leave tomorrow morning," I replied yawning widely.

"Than sleep my love," Ben said looking up at me.  I sighed and closed my
eyes.  In no time at all Ben was sleeping soundly.  But sadly sleep still
alluded me.  I slowly detangled myself from him and headed down stairs.  I
had to talk to him.  I had to find out if Ben would be safe.  I knocked on
his door.

"Come in," a voice came from behind the closed door.  I opened it and
walked in.  There Brian was sitting up watching Nick sleep.  "So you
couldn't sleep either."  It wasn't a question, it was statement.  I shook
my head.  "Thinking about whether Ben will be safe or not?"

"Yea I can't help it," I replied.  "What if he finds us?"

"We won't let him find him," Brian said softly.  "We are going with you."

"Are you sure that is wise?" I asked concerned.

"Do you honestly think I can keep Nick away from his newest brother?" Brian
asked me nodding towards the sleeping vampire.  "He told me tonight that he
wanted to go with you guys.  He wanted to be near Ben.  He said Ben needed
protecting.  So if Nick is going to follow you guys down there than I'm
going too."

"We'll have to do it in shifts," I replied.  "If we all pack up and leave
tomorrow we will raise all kinds of red flags."

"Who leaves first?" Nick asked.

"Well this is the hard part.  One that Kevin is not going to like," Brian
said softly.  "I think that Nick and Ben should leave first."

"You're right!" I said glaring at Brian.  "I don't like it!  Ben and I
leave together!"

"If they see you leaving they will no what we are doing.  If they see Nick
and Ben leaving they won't give it a second thought," Brian insisted.
"Grant it, it will mean a week without Ben but at least he will be safe."
The more I thought about it the more I realized that Brian was right.

"Ok we will play it your way," I relented.  "When do we put this plan into
motion?"

"Tonight," Brian said bluntly.  "I have your plane standing by.  It will
take Nick and Ben to Josh's place.  Once they are settled and are safe we
will follow."

"Ok, let me wake Ben up and get him packed and ready to go," I said getting
up.  In a few minutes I was gently shaking Ben awake.  "Ben honey?" I said
softly.  "You have to get up sweetie."  I watched as his eyes open and fall
on to mine.  He smiled sleepily and I chocked back some tears.

"What's wrong?" he asked with concern written all over his face.

"We have to leave tonight," I replied.  "Well actually you and Nick will be
leaving tonight."

"But I don't want to leave with out you," Ben said with tears forming in
his eyes.  "I love you and I need you and you need me."

"I love you love," I whispered as I captured his lips in mine.  After
kissing him for a few minutes I broke away.  "But this is for the best.
You and Nick are going to leave first.  Than Brian and I will follow later.
We'll be together I promise."

"Ok," Ben replied nodding.  "I guess you are right.  How long before you
follow?"

"Well Brian thinks it is best that we wait a week," I replied.

"A whole week without you?" Ben wined.  "I don't know if I can handle it."

"You're very strong.  I know you can handle it," I soothed him kissing him
again.  "Now let's get you packed so Brian can take you and Nick to the
Airport."

Later from Kevin's point of view.

"Is he out of the state?" I asked Brian.  Brian nodded.  "I'm not sure that
this is going to work."

"It will have too work," Brian said.

The Next week was pure hell.  I missed Ben terribly.  I wanted to hold him
close to me all night long for every night.  Finally Friday arrived and it
was time for me to leave.  Brian had packed up all of his things and they
were waiting at the foot of the stairs.  I added my stuff to the pile.  The
driver would be here shortly.

"Leaving?" a chillingly familiar voice sounded from behind me.  I turned
and looked.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I demanded.  There stood Justin
Timberlake.  The one person that I really didn't like.  Well let's not say
like.  For you see one time I fell in love with him.  That was a long time
ago.  It wasn't pleasant.

"Yes I am," I replied shortly.  "I'm going to the beach for a few months."
I knew that I could trust Justin to keep it a secret.  "I'm protecting a
friend.  A very good friend.  If you know what I mean."  Justin nodded.

"Can I stop by for a visit?" he asked.

"Yea, ummm here is the address and phone number," I said handing the card.
He looked at it and his eyes widened in shock.  "Yea that's right," I said
nodding.  "That is where I am staying."

"What the hell is going on?" Justin asked.  "And why is he involved with
you?"

"Long story," I replied.  "And one that I don't have time to talk about.

TBC

Ok start the nasty e-mails.  I know you want to do it.