Date: Sun, 12 Dec 1999 02:11:38 GMT
From: Jason <roczilla@hotmail.com>
Subject: Justin and Jason-11

This is fictional and not meant to imply anything about anyone in the
story.  If you are offended or not old enough to read this, don't.  I want
to thank Ts for the support and also Zackary~Scott for his help and support
through my problems.

Justin and Jason-11

	I woke up the next morning and Justin was still nuzzled close to
me.  He had a smile like a kid when he is holding his favorite toy.  When I
thought of that I smiled to myself thinking of myself as Justin's toy.  I
climbed out of Justin's arms and out of bed and went to get a shower.  I
stood under the hot water and let it hit me in the head and run down my
back.  I was enjoying the sensation of the hot water when a figure came up
behind me and wrapped his arms around my midsection and kissed me gently on
the back of neck.  I picked my head up and turned around to see Justin
standing there, he looked so gorgeous.  I smiled and kissed him on the lips
and just held him in my arms in the shower.

"Morning Hon," I said I we broke the kiss.

"Morning, Jas. Sleep well?" He asked.

"Not bad, but there was this pain in the ass kid that woke me up in the
middle of the night." I said as I looked at him.

"OH, shut up," he said with a half-face grin.

"What do you want to do today?" I asked.

"I don't know, what do you want to do?" He returned my question.

"Whatever you want to do." I replied.

"Let's see what JC is doing and go from there, ok?" He asked.

"Sure," I again replied and started to soap up my hair and Justin took
over.  He soaped up my head and directed my head to the shower of water and
rinsed my hair.

"When you realize you can't sing, you can become a hair stylist." I joked
but Justin wasn't laughing.

"Jason, please don't make fun of my singing, I take it seriously." He
said. He wasn't mad, but he didn't like my joke.

"I'm sorry, I won't do it again." I said as I kissed him on the forehead.
When I finished kissing his forehead, he put his thumb on my chin and index
finger under my chin like he was supporting it and looked at me.  I looked
back into Justin's wonderful blue eyes and he leaned forward and kisses me
on the lips.  We stood there and kissed each other and let our tongue again
enter the others mouth.  No matter how many times Justin and I kissed, it
always felt new and invigorating. We finished washing up and climbed out of
the shower and helped each other dry off.  We went to the bedroom and got
some clothes on and went to the kitchen for breakfast.

"While don't you call JC and I'll get some cereal," I said heading for the
cupboard.

"Alright," was Justin's only reply as he picked up the receiver and dialed
JC's number.

"JC, its Justin. What are you doing today?" Justin asked over the
receiver. "You're staying home? Why? What is that in the background?"

	Justin's face looked full of concern and curiosity at the same
time.

"Oh, sorry. Have fun." Justin said as he smiled and hung up the phone.

"What?" I said as I began to eat my cereal.

"JC was in the middle of something, or maybe I should say someone." Justin
said again smiling.

"Alright JC." I said as I started to laugh.  Justin wanted to go shopping
for a while, so we went.  He really loved to shop.  He picked out clothes
for him and when he was done, he started to pick out clothes for me.  I
didn't care, he had good taste and it was less clothes shopping I had to
do.  We finished shopping and went to get some lunch.  We were sitting in
the corner of the little restaurant and I noticed Justin's attention wasn't
on what I was talking about.

"Justin, hey!" I said I a tapped him on the arm still resting on the table
"what is going on, what are you looking at?"

"Nothing," Justin said as he shook his head.

"Bullshit, what are you looking at?" I asked him.  He pointed at this group
sitting across the room.  They didn't look all too familiar to me, but they
were disguised and I could tell that Justin knew them. "Who are they?"

"That is the Backstreet Boys." Justin said as head began to eat his lunch.

"Why were you looking at them that way.  Its almost like you don't want
them to notice you." I said as I looked at him. I was kind of concerned at
this point; I'd never seen Justin act like this. I was about to ask him
what the story was when one of them got up and walked over to our table and
sat down, like he had been invited.

"Hey Just, how ya been?"  He said, completely ignoring me.

"Hey Nick, not bad. You?" Justin said looking at his food and trying like
hell not to make eye contact.

"Can't complain," He said taking off his sunglasses.

"This is my friend Jason," Justin said pointing to me.  Nick didn't look at
me at first; he just kept looking at Justin.  He finally turned to me and
looked at me as I extended my hand.

"Hey, I'm Nick." He said not accepting my hand and turned back to
Justin. "So, why haven't you called my lately?"

"Because I don't think that you and I have anything to talk about." Justin
said again looking at his food.

"What do you mean, we got plenty to talk about.  You and I had some great
times." Nick said.

"Hey, Jason, right? Could you give Justin and I a few minutes?" Nick looked
at me like he was trying to intimidate me more than ask.

"Sure, I have to take a piss anyway." I said getting up and walking away. I
knew that there was something between Justin and Nick, or at least there
used to be.  I could also see that nick was trying to get Justin to go back
to him or something. Any other time, I would have just told him that I was
with Justin and to leave us alone before I drug him outside and kick the
shit out of him.  I was gonna hold my temper for Justin this time.  I went
and did my business and when I came back I saw Nick trying to get a kiss
from Justin.  Justin was clearly trying to resist, but Nick would have none
of it.  I walked at a fast pace over to the table so I wouldn't attract too
much attention to myself.  When I got to the table, I grabbed Nick's
shoulder and dragged him out of his chair and onto the floor.

"Hey, what are you doing, Justin and I were in the middle of something."
Nick said as he stood up and was really pissed.

"It looked like you were in the middle of something that Justin didn't
quiet agree with." I said as I looked at him. I really just wanted to beat
the piss out of him, but I looked calm and sound as calm as possible for
Justin's sake.

"Look, turn around and leave. Justin told me that he was going to spend the
rest of the day with me, he will call you some time. Now go and leave us
alone." Nick said again like he was trying to tell me what to do. I looked
at Justin and he didn't know what to do.  He looked at me with eyes that
clearly pleaded 'DON'T GO'. While I was looking at Justin, Nick started to
speak again.

"I said go. Leave us before you are carried out." He said looking at me. I
noticed that the other BSB guys where watching very interested in this turn
of events.  I stood there and acted like I was weighting my choices.

"Let me see, leave my best friend or get my ass kick. Hmm, I could leave,
but there's no fun in that. Besides, I ain't had a good ass kicking in a
long while." I said to him and just smiled.  This really pissed him off and
the next thing I knew, he was swinging at me.  I didn't quiet duck in time
and got nailed right in the jaw.  Nick was surprise that I didn't go
down. It did hurt like hell; I'd underestimated him.  I got my balance and
posture back and just lit right into him. I bunched him right in the gut
and when he was hunkered over, I drove my knee into his face. This didn't
sit too well with the rest of BSB because they all got up and came running.

"Oh Shit." I said as I looked at Justin. He stood up and tried to stop them
but they weren't gonna let him stop them. They just came coming at me.  I
figured that I was deep shit, I was gonna get the ass kicking I'd asked
for, but I was gonna do a little ass kicking of my own before I was
through.  Brian was the first to reach me; he was also the next to go down.
Then Howie was doing some kung fu shit, but I took a side step when he
lunged. When he turned around, I broke a chair over his head. He was out
cold. I turned around just in time to see AJ's fist hit me in the mouth.  I
took a few steps back and AJ and Kevin double teamed me and were doing a
good job of it. Kevin kicked my one leg out from underneath me and I
dropped to the floor. I didn't quiet know what Justin was doing during all
this but I got my answer when he hit Kevin over the back of the head with
the leg of the chair I hit Howie with. Kevin grabbed the back of is head
and turned around ready to hit Justin. He hit him and Justin's nose began
to bleed. That is what set me off, at this point I didn't feel any pain,
just anger. I jumped up and grabbed Kevin around the neck and squeezed as
hard as I could. Both of Kevin's hands where holding onto my hand around
his neck, I could tell he was having a hard time breathing. AJ came at me
again and I just kicked him right in the nuts and he dropped crying like a
baby.  I was still holding onto Kevin when Nick got back up and broke a
chair across my back.  Then him and Kevin proceeded to kick me as I lay on
the ground.  At about this time Justin got pissed and began to go ape shit
on Kevin.  Justin punched him right in the windpipe, that shit hurts.
Kevin again grabbed his throat and Justin kicks the side of his knee and
Kevin went down to one knee.  Then Justin did a spinning kick thing a got
him right in the mouth.  I took my arm and swept Nick's feet out from
underneath him and he hit the floor.  I rolled over on top of him and
grabbed his throat. I don't know if I'd a killed him or not, Justin came
over a persuaded to get me off him.  I got to my feet and both Justin and I
had bloody noses, but I was also bleeding from my mouth and a cut across my
forehead above my left eye.

"Now, that was fun," I said as I smiled at Justin and we both began to
laugh.  Justin knelt down and whispered something into Nick's ear as he lay
on the floor bleeding.  Justin then got up and we began to walk out. Before
we left, Justin gave the manager money for our lunches and for the damaged
to the place.  We left and decided to go home and clean up a little.

	I had finished cleaning the blood off myself, but it was soaked
into my clothes. So, I had to let them soak and see if the stains would
come out.  I was sitting on the couch and watching TV when Justin came down
the stairs with sweat pants on and a sweatshirt thrown over his shoulder. I
was lying on the couch with my back propped up against the armchair and
Justin came over and lay right on top of me.

"How you feeling?" I asked as I wrapped my arms around his bare chest.

"Better now that I am in your arms." He said and I just melted. He looked
up at me and saw this. "Aw, fights on minute and cries the next."

	I smile at him and gave him a kiss and he lay back down and grabbed
the remote and started to flick through the channels.  At this time it was
about four O'clock.  We watched TV the rest of the night and then went to
bed.  We both were too sore and tired to do anything; we just went to
sleep.

	About one O'clock in the morning Justin heard something downstairs.

"Jas, Jas," He shook me until woke up.

"What?" I asked half asleep.

"Someone's downstairs." He said. He looked really scared and I knew that I
could just roll over and go back to bed.

"What do you mean?" I asked as I heard something and got out of bed and
grabbed one of my pistols out of my gun cabinet.

"No, Jas, don't." Justin said as I loaded my semi-automatic colt .45.

"Justin, someone is downstairs in our house. If he has I gun, I want to be
able to defend myself." I said as I finished loading it and went
downstairs.  Everything was pitch black.  I walked down the stairs slowly,
cautiously to observe anything that might jump out.  I walk around the
whole ground floor and didn't see anyone.  I entered the kitchen to grab a
drink. I set the gun on the counter and started to the fridge. Then I heard
something behind me; it was a shotgun being cocked.

"This is for my van and getting me thrown in jail you asshole." The voice
said.

"Bad boy?" I said loud enough to hear me.

"At least you'll know how's gonna kill ya" He said and then he fired at me.
Now, if this were a pistol or rifle, I could've dodged it. You can't really
dodge a shotgun blast.  I got hit in the lower right-hand side of my back
and I was knocked forward and turned around. I was still standing, so he
pulled back on the forearm and ejected the spent shell and racked another
shell in. while he was doing this, I was trying like hell to get to my
pistol. Just before I reached my pistol, my fired again. This time he hit
me in the upper left.  This blast through me down and I just laid on the
kitchen floor bleeding.  He walked up to me and racked another shell.

"Bye you motherfucker!" He said and was about to finish me off but Justin
came screaming down the stairs.

"Jason!" Justin yelled. Bad Boy stood over my body and pointed the gun at
the kitchen door. Just as Justin reached the door, he fired.  Luckily,
Justin was able to jump behind the wall and the blast hit some of the shit
in the other room.  Bad Boy racked another shell and realized he was empty.

"You stupid fucker, pump actions only hold three shell. Dumbass." I managed
to get that out, but I didn't like the pain it caused.  Bad Boy ran to the
window he came in and was gone.  Justin heard him leave and peeked into the
kitchen to see if anyone else was there.

"Jas, Jas, please don't die. Please." Justin begged.

"Justin, call 911, and then JC. Hurry" I tried my best to smile and show
that I wasn't hurt, but I was hurt. I hurt really badly. I didn't want to
die, but I wasn't sure that I was gonna live.  I had finally found myself a
person that I truly love and truly loved me.  As Justin started to dial
911, JC came running through the front door yelling our names.

"JUSTIN, JASON!" JC yelled looking for us.

"Were in hear" Justin said as he began to cry and just go ballistic.  He
hit the floor and rolled into a ball and cried helplessly. JC grabbed the
receiver and told the operator what he heard and what had happened. He gave
here the address and checked on Justin.  He figure that there were more
important things to do than help him.  He came over to me and checked to
make sure I was still breathing.

"Jason," JC said making sure I was still alive.

"Yeah," I said looking at him "Get Justin over here"

	JC complied and dragged Justin's huddled mass over next to me.  I
reached over with all my strength and put my hand on his shoulder.

"Hey," I said and he just started to ball on my shoulder.  He was crying
next to where I got shot, so it hurt like you wouldn't believe.  He needed
someone to hold him, so I did my best to comfort him while JC went to flag
down the ambulance.  The ambulance came and took me away.  JC and Justin
were gonna follow in JC's jeep.  I kept going in and out of
consciousness. I was scared at this point; I didn't know what to do.

TBC.....  Thank you all for reading and again thanks to Ts and
Zachery~Scott for their support.  And a big thanks to all that might be
reading, but not sending me their thoughts.  If you do want to write me
it's roczilla@hotmail.com Thanks again and have a good one.