Date: Sun, 26 Mar 2000 03:39:40 GMT
From: Jason <roczilla@hotmail.com>
Subject: Justin and Jason-18

Justin and Jason-18

	This story is completely fictional and not meant to imply anything
about anyone in the story. If you are offended by this material and are too
young, please get lost.

	After JC and Zack finished their inquirers about Justin and myself,
we all headed for the food court.  I had a salad from this one sub
place. JC was eating some fast food.  Justin and Zack went for some pizza.

"JC, do understand what Justin and I mean to each other?" I asked.

"Sort of, you and Justin can't live without each other, think of the other
constantly.  That about right." JC answered "I know that when you where in
the hospital, and Justin was on the road with the me and the guys he always
talked about you and how he prayed you where ok."

"Really, I didn't know that.  Do you know what Justin and I mean when we
talk about our engagement?" I asked looking him in the eyes.

"Jas, you don't have to justify it to me," JC said.

"I know I don't, that's why I want to.  JC, when two people like one
another, they start dating.  Then, when they feel love and affection toward
one another, they start going together.  After that, they maybe get engaged.
  Not get married right off, but just to take another step in the
relationship.  I don't have to tell that, you already know.  That is where
Justin and I are, we love one another.  People think of engagement and think
that they are gonna get married immediately, that isn't so. You know that" I
said to JC and he nodded his head showing that he followed what I was
saying. "Justin and I aren't gonna get married, not right away, so don't
think that."

	Justin and Zack where coming towards the table with their pizza and Justin
sat down right next to me and started to eat his pizza.  I started to eat my
salad and JC continued his assault on his burger.   Zack started to eat his
pizza too and for a few minutes it was utter silence.  I finished my salad
and pushed the tray away.  I sat watching Justin stuff his face with his
pizza.  He looked over at me and would have said something, but his mouth
was full of pizza.  He motioned that he would share, but I just declined.  I
watched him stuff a whole piece of pizza in his mouth and then start to
chew.  I couldn't believe it.  I looked over to JC and he was just finishing
his food.

"Amazing isn't it. How one boy can stuff all that stuff in his mouth without
swallowing," JC said.  Justin quickly swallowed what he had in his mouth to
retaliate.

"Who you calling a boy," he said.

"Calm down children," I said in a parental commanding voice.

"Yes daddy, anything you say," Justin said rolling his eyes.

"So when are those rings gonna be ready?" Zack asked.

"Right about now, we should go get em." I said standing up.  JC, Justin and
Zack quickly followed suit.  We walked down the mall and towards the
jeweler.  Justin and I walked in to see the old gentleman again.  He saw us
coming and stood up and walked to the counter and took two boxes out from
underneath the counter.

"Here you are, I hope you like them."  He said.  I picked up the ring I had
gotten for Justin and read the inscription that I had requested.  Justin was
doing the same.  I was very impressed and said so.

"These are remarkable, you're good." I said extending my hand.

"Yeah, I don't think anyone could have done a better job," Justin remarked
also extending his hand.  He shook both our hands and wished us luck and
gladly accepted the payment for the rings.  We said our good byes and
departed.  I stuck the ring in my pocket and we headed out to our vehicles.

"When you gonna exchange the rings?" Zack asked.

"I was thinking about tonight, when everyone comes over.  What do you think
Jas?" Justin asked looking at me.

"Sure, that'll work for me." I said.  JC and Zack climbed into JC's Jeep.
Justin and I started to walk toward the Trans am when I tossed him the keys.

"Are you sure Jas," Justin asked looking at the keys and was happy as could
be.

"Yeah, it's your car too." I said opening the passenger door and sitting
down in the bucket seat.

"Cool," Justin said as he sat in the driver seat and start the car.  Justin
drove us home at a fairly decent speed.  We weren't killed, so I guess he
did ok.  He backed into the garage and we headed into the house.  I walked
over to the answering machine hit the button to see what we had for
messages.  I stood there and listened to the messages.  One was for Justin
from his mom and his kid brother Jonathan saying they would be at the house
about seven o'clock. The next was from Alex stating that he needed to talk
to me and to call him when I could to set up an appointment. I had the
receiver up and started to dial his number when another message came up. It
was from Ben.  He said hello and said that he had someone that wanted to say
hello.  After he got off, a child got on the phone.

"Hello, Uncle Jason.  It's me Ashley.  I wish you were there.  I can't wait
to see you again.  I love you." The little girl's voice said. I stood there
with my eyes closed and smiled at the thought of my brother Jerry's daughter
Ashley.

"Who was that?" Justin asked.

"That was my one niece, Ashley." I said not looking at him. "I haven't seen
here in six months.

"I didn't know you had a niece." Justin said, "why didn't you tell me?"

"I just didn't think of it.  She isn't the only one.  Ben told me I have two
nephews and another niece since I was last there.  Tammy or Becky weren't
pregnant when I left, so the must be now." I said.

"Well how does he know if he is gonna have a boy or girl?" Justin asked.

"Knowing Ben, he won't have it any other way.  So by two nephews and a
niece, it means that Becky is having two kids and Tammy is having another
one.   Ya see, Becky and Ben are going together, so that is why he says two
boys.  Tammy is going with Jerry, which means one girl.  Do you understand?"
I asked.

"Not a clue what you're talking about," Justin said looking at me.  I just
smiled continued to dial Alex's number.

"Yeah," Alex answered.

"Hey Alex, its Jason." I said.

"Hey Jas, listen I gotta talk to you. When can we meet." He asked.

"Whenever, tomorrow I am not doing anything. I can't go to work until this
legal stuff is over with." I answered.

"That's another thing I want to talk to you about." Alex said.

"What, about my going back to work?" I asked.

"Yeah, it is gonna have to wait until tomorrow," He said.

"No, no it won't tell me now!" I demanded.

"Jas, I can't talk anymore, I got people waiting for me.  Tomorrow around
noon come here and we'll talk." Alex said as he hung up before I could
remark.  I hung up the phone and walked into the den where Justin had gone
to watch some TV.

"So what'd he say?" Justin asked.

"He said that he needs to talk to me about to case and about my job." I said
sitting down next to him.

"Huh, what time tomorrow?" He asked.

"Noon, his office at noon.  You working tomorrow?" I asked.

"Yeah, tomorrow I gotta go to the studio and were gonna lay out the next
tour and appearances.  Work on some steps and stuff like that." Justin said
leaning up next to me.

"Your mom and Jonathan will be here at seven.  Do you know when everyone
else is coming?" I asked.

"Yeah, JC and the guys will be here about six-thirty, Zack should be with
them.  I think that is all that are coming." He stated.

"May I ask what the occasion is?" I asked.

"I don't know. The bunch of us haven't been together in a while, so I
thought it would be nice for all of us to just get together and hangout.
Jonathan might even spend the night, if that is ok." He asked.

"Sure, that would be great, anyone else staying over?" I asked.

"Everyone else is staying the night at JC's house." He said.

"Ok. Let's get ready. What are we serving for supper and what do you plan on
doing all night?" I asked.

"Well, I was going to order pizza and I got a few movies to watch.  I
thought that that would be a good idea." He said.

"Alright, but one thing.  I have had fast food all day, makes me some
supper. You don't have to right now.  I am not hungry.   Later tonight, I
would like some home made food." I said looking at him to see if he would
grant my request.

"I ain't the cook.  You want something, you cook it yourself." He said
slapping me on the knee and smiling." He said.

"Ok, but I will remember this when where I bed tonight." I said.  Justin
laughed and got up to get a few movies to watch and he ordered the pizza to
be delivered at about eight.  I looked through the movies he had selected
and they weren't too bad.  At about six-thirty the guys and Zack were at the
door. I opened it and greeted them and let them in.  They all seemed pretty
happy and content.  As Lynn said, she and Jonathan where there at seven.  I
opened the door to let them in and Jonathan jumped right into my arms.

"Hey, how you dong pal," I asked.

"Ok, I'm hungry though," he said.

"Well we got pizza coming, so don't worry about that." I said setting him
down and ran over to the guys. "Hey Lynn, how ya doing?"

"Fine Jas, and you?" she asked.

"Me, I couldn't be better.  I feel pretty good for a recovering gunshot
victim," I said jokingly.  She smiled and asked for Justin.  I replied that
he was in the living room and she walked on to see him.  I went into the
living room and walked right past everyone and to the kitchen.  I was
starting to get hungry and still wanted something home cooked.  I guess
Justin thought that I was mad because he followed me into the kitchen.

"Something wrong Jas?"  He asked.

"No, nothing wrong. What could be wrong?" I asked.

"Why don't you come out here and sit down with me?" he asked.

"Justin, I am hungry.  I need to get some hot, homemade food." I remarked.

"I thought that we could make our announcement and then eat. After that
watch some movies and when the rest of the guys go over to JC's, we could
put Jonathan to bed in the guest bedroom.  Then the real party could begin."
Justin said very seductively.

"Justin Timberlake, are you trying to seduce me?" I asked turning around and
looking him in the eyes as I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Is it working?" he asked.

"Like a charm," I replied as we walked into the living room.  All the guys
and Lynn and Jonathan watched us as we sat down.

"OK, let's put Jonathan to bed and make our announcement and get everyone
else out of here." Justin said giving me a kiss.  We rounded Jonathan up and
took him upstairs to the guest bedroom and put in to bed.  He didn't want to
go, but he had no choice.

"Guys, Mom we have something to say." Justin said.

"What?" Lynn asked.

"Yeah, what?" Joey and Chris asked simultaneously

"Well, Jas and I have been together for a while now and we've decided to
take our relationship to the next level," Justin said stopping for any
remarks or comments.  Joey and Chris just let there jaws drop, Lance looked
somewhat surprised too.  Lynn, she just spit coffee all over the place and I
got up to get a rag to clean it.

"Justin Randall Timberlake, There is no way I am gonna let you get married!"
She screamed.

"Easy killer, just cool you jets." I said coming in with a towel to clean
her mess. "Nobodies talking marriage."

"Well what are you talking about?" Lance asked.

"Well, we are talking about theses." I said taking out the box that had my
ring for Justin in it "this is a ring for Justin to let him know that I
won't ever stop loving him. That I always think about him and never will
cheat on him."

	At this point I took out the ring and gave the ring to Justin. He read it
and smiled from ear to ear.  He looked it over and over. He had seen it
before, but not with the engraving I had put on it.

"Well, what's it say?" Zack asked

"It says 'to the only man I would ever pull over for, Justin. Love Jas'" he
read it and smiled at me. "Here open yours up."

	I took the ring from Justin and opened it and read the inscription on the
inside of the ring.

"For the only man that drives me on" I said.  "Justin I love it."

"I am still confused, what do mean by these rings?" Lynn asked.

"They mean that we love each other and will always be there for the other.
That's all, nothing more, but nothing less." I said as I sat next to Justin.
  He leaned towards me and I wrapped my arm around him. "I can see you
confuse.  Does anyone else have questions or comments?"

"Why?" Joey asked.

"Why not?" I remarked.

"I have a question." Chris stated.

"Let's hear it." Justin chimed in.

"What the hell do you two hope to accomplish." He stated.

"What?" Justin asked.

"Justin, I was ok when you were having your fling with Jason, but this is
too much." He said.

"Fling?" I said questioning his choice of words.

"Do you think that Justin really thinks about marrying you, hell this ain't
the first time he's pulled this stunt. First time he'd done it in front of
us." Chris said standing up.

"Chris shut up," Justin yelled.

"No, let him finish" I said commandingly.  I wanted to hear what he had to
say.

"You're about the millionth person he pulled this stunt on.  Granted, it's
never gone this far and it's always been with girls, but it's still another
stunt." Chris said.  "All this boys interested in is the sex."

"Chris shut up!" Justin screamed.  This reaction caused Jonathan to wake up
and come down the stairs crying.  Lynn went to him and comforted him.  She
finally ended up taking him home.

"Nice going guys," Lance said.

"Jason, you are nothing but a play toy to this guy." Chris said standing and
pointing his finger at me.  I stood up and looked him right in the eye.  I
had kept my temper under wraps, but I couldn't any more. I just nailed him
in the jaw.  He didn't go down, but stood there looking at me surprised.  JC
stood up with Zack next to him.

"Ok guys, let's cool down, alright." JC said.  Chris stood there staring at
me.  All at once, Chris lunged at me at started kicking and punching and
going crazy.  JC grabbed him and pulled him off me.

"Let him go, he wants to fight me, I'll fight him!" I yelled walking towards
him. Zack got in front of me to hold me back. I kept going and Zack kept his
ground, holding me back and trying to calm me down. Joey stood up and helped
JC.  Joey and JC said goodnight and started to take Chris over to JC's
house. I sat down next to Justin and looked at him.  He had started crying.

"Justin, what's wrong honey?" I asked putting my arm around him.  He started
to lean on me and he put his head face down on my shoulder.

"Why can't the person I love and my friends get along?" he asked crying into
my shoulder.

"Hey, it ain't your fault.  I wish I had an answer for you, but I don't.
Come on cheer up.  I hate seeing you like this Justin." I said trying to
cheer him up.

"I hate seeing you fight all my friends." He said.

"Me fighting them, he started it.  The way he was talking, I didn't do
anything but defend you." I said in defense.

"Jas, Zack and I are gonna take off.  See you later." Lance said as he and
Zack stood up and departed.

"Ok guy, thanks for coming." I said as the left

"Jas, not all of what Chris said was a lie.  He did elaborate a good bite,
but there is truth to it." Justin said.

"Like what.  Am I just a play toy to you?" I asked.

"No, you never were.  There were others that I used to say anything or do
anything to get them into bed.  Then I would just leave them.  That was me,
fuck 'em and leave 'em Timberlake.  I never had a real relationship, never
even wanted one.  All I was interested in was the sex, nothing else." He
said looking at the couch cushion and me. "Well at first I wasn't going to
do anything to you, because of how you saved me that time. But after a day
or so, I couldn't help it and had to have you.  Then I started feeling
something strange about you. I had never felt this way about another person
before.  Then after a while I figured out that what I felt was love."

"Justin, how can I believe you now?" I asked looking him in the eyes. "I
mean how am I supposed to know if you're telling me the truth?"

"I don't know, you have every right to think that I am just saying this to
make you think that I love you.  But Jason I do, I really do love you. I
have never felt this way about anyone, the way I do for you," he said as a
tear rolled down his cheek.

	I stood up and walked into the kitchen and made myself a hot sandwich.  I
sat at the kitchen table and ate my sandwich as Justin walked in and sat
across the table form me and looked at me.

"Jas?" he said trying to figure if I was mad or what I was feeling.

"Yeah," I replied finishing my sandwich.

"Are you mad at me?" He asked.

"Not mad, I am a little disappointed." I said putting my plate in the sink.

"I'm sorry, I should have told you.  I guess I figured that I could just
forget it." He said looking at the table.

"Don't worry Justin, I figure you and I are even.  I've kept secrets form
you and you've kept secrets from me.  There are things in my past that I
didn't want you to know, like driving illegal artillery to Pittsburgh. So it
is only far that you should be allowed to keep a few things from me."  Said
leaning up against the counter.

"Jason, from now on, no more secrets.   I want you to know whatever you want
to know about me.  I want you to know all the good and bad things about me.
I don't want there to be any secrets between us." He said standing up and
walking towards me and putting his arms around my waist.  I put my arms
around his upper body and he put his head on my shoulder.

"Ok, then I have to tell you, I don't really know how much I can trust you."
I said. When I said this, Justin brought his head up and looked me right in
the eyes. I could see pain in his eyes.

"After what happened tonight, I would be surprised if you did trust me.  But
you will see that I really do love you and won't ever leave you." He said
putting his head back on my shoulder.  I heard a little sniffle and felt my
shoulder start to get moist. I knew now that Justin was crying.  I just
continued to hug him and I started to rock back and forth from side to side.

"I'm sorry Justin, I never should have said that," I said rocking him.

"It's ok, we are gonna be straight forward and honest with each other." He
said not moving his head.

"Come on, it's been a long night, let's get to bed." I said this as I
started t move towards the stairs in the other room.  As I walked, I noticed
Justin was falling behind.  I stopped and looked back at him, he just walked
slowly and looked at the floor.

"Are you ok Justin?" I asked grabbing his hand.

"Yeah, I guess." He said.

"Here let me help you," I said as I started to put his arm across the back
of my shoulder.  He retracted his arm and kept walking.

"I'm am fine," He said.  I stood there for a minute and didn't know what to
think.  I walked up the steps and caught up to him and I tried to grab his
hand and he retracted his hand again.  I walked into the bedroom and grabbed
a change of clothes and headed for the guest bedroom.

"Where're you going?" he asked as I hit the door.

"Justin, I obviously offended you downstairs.  I think that I should just
spend the night in the guest bedroom." I said.  He just nodded his head and
continued climbing into bed. I started to once again walk across to the
guest bedroom and I heard Justin say good night.  I returned the comment and
closed the door to his bedroom.  I walked into the guest bedroom and pulled
down the cover and started to strip down.  I really regretted even saying
what I had said in the kitchen.

"I should have never even said that and just kept it to myself." I said out
loud to myself and climbed into bed and went to sleep.

TBC.......   That's all for right now.  Thanks to all that take two seconds
to mail me there thoughts.  If you have anything to say, please send them to
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