Date: Mon, 10 Apr 2000 06:58:10 EDT
From: OOBlaqueOO@aol.com
Subject: Justin Makes JC ILL/1

*Hi there everyone my name is Ty you can call me Blaque if you want it's
your choice.  Well this is my first installment of my steamy romance
between Justin and JC and I hope you guys will like it and enjoy reading it
as much as I enjoyed writing it. There are some very talented writers on
nifty and I had no real plans to put this story up on nifty.org when I
first started writing it but with encouragement by AJ I dedcided to put it
up ( I mean why keep this glorious love affair between Justin and JC that I
have written all to myself.)  thanks again AJ. So I hope you like it and
please send your questions, comments, and suggestions to (these are the
letter O)--> OOBlaqueOO@aol.com. So here it is the first installment
enjoy.*

*Disclaimer* This story is completely fictional it in no way suggest the
sexuality of any character within it's contents. This is pure fiction. If
your not supposed to be reading male for male content or are offended by it
then don't read on.*


JUSTIN MAKES JC ILL PART 1

 Justin is fixing his hair in the bathroom humming a song in Chris and
Joey's new house in Orlando.  JC leans aganst the door way of the bathroom
watching Justin do his hair.  JC begins to think to himself.

'How can Justin spend so much time in the mirror fixing his hair.'  JC's
thoughts continued.  'I just can't understand how one guy , one strait guy
for that matter could spend that much time on his hair.  I don't even spend
that much time in the mirror and I'm gay.'  JC thought as he watched the
one person he cared about most.  JC had known for a while that he was gay
and hoped that one day he could tell his Justin his secret and to tell him
that he was in love with him.  JC has cared for Justin ever since the days
of MMC where he and Justin first bonded.  JC knew that Justin was the one
person that could bring him the joy that he so desierd.  The joy that he
longed for and wanted to cherish every moment that he would spend with
Justin as his lover and friend.  JC coud not wait for the day but JC also
knew that it could never come true and he was doomed to be unhappy
forever,....... forever without Justin.

 Justin was feeling really good about his day and about his hair, he loved
spending time trying to look perfect for JC, he cared about him a lot.
Justin has always cared for his friend JC, but he was now discovering that
his feelings for him were much stronger than he first realized... and at
that moment Justin had realized something else, that JC was standing behind
him watching him intensely.

"Uh JC what are you doing?" Justin said softly to his friend JC who was not
quite coherent and was deep in thought.

"JC hello, JC I'm talking to you!" Justin yelled as he shook his head
around to fix his curls.

"Hunh, what, what did ya say?" JC sprang out quickly.

 "I said, what are you doing?" Justin repeated.

"Oh, I was just standing here wonderin'....." JC's words were cut short by
Justin.

"Wonderin' about what?"

"Well if you must know I was wonderin' about you and how long it takes you
to do your hair Curly." JC said feeling unsure how Justin was gonna feel
about his comment.

"Well JC it's an art that has been perfected over the years ..." Justin
paused to fix one last curl in his beautiful blonde hair.  "Ahhh there I'm
lookin' good now baby." Justin said with a slick look in his eye.  JC just
smiled as wide as possible and walked away giggling to himself wishing he
could give Justin a big ol' kiss for being so cute.

"So JC what you up to today anything exciting" Justin said running after
JC.

"Well I did not have anything planned but if you have any suggestions I'm
all ears."  JC stated.

"You can say that again you are all ears."  Justin said implying that JC
had big ears.

"Hey, I'm not all ears mirror boy." JC said as he grabbed Justin and
tackled him to the floor.

Justin and JC wrestled for a brief moment but JC soon pinned Justin in an
awkward position. At that moment JC felt it, he felt a hard throbbing
sensation pressing against his body.  JC instanly knew what it was and was
close to arousel himself.  Justin then realized his member had taken a
stand and a firm stand at that. His face turned red with embarrassment as
he quickly pushed JC off of him and ran off to the bathroom. JC felt bad
and was not sure what to say to Justin, he actually liked the position and
the feeling of Justin's cock against his body.  JC sat on the floor
thinking about what he could say to his friend to make him feel better
about the whole situation but was not exactly sure what he should say.  JC
then turned to get up and realized he was not alone.

"Hey JC." Lance called out as JC got up from the floor to see his band
mates Lance, Chris, and Joey standing a few feet away.

"Uhh how long have you guys been standing there." JC uttered out the words.

"Long enough to see what just happened." Chris said with a coy look in his
eye.

"Yeah JC, what was that all about." Joey stated to his now nervous looking
friend.

"Um what do you mean we were just goofin' around nothin' major really." JC
said nervously.

"Well why did Justin just run off with his face as red as Joey's hair."
Chris said jokingly as he giggled to himself. Lance found it funny as well
and let out a giggle of his own.

"Hey." Joey said now realizing what was said.

"Your so slow sometimes Joe." Chris said as he patted Joey on the back.

"Well I guess he ran off because he saw you guys and got embarrassed that
he was pinned with no way out, you know how Justin thinks he is the "King
of the Ring" when it comes to wrestling." JC said quickly trying to cover
up the truth.

"Okay well whatever, we just came to say that were gonna go to the deli
down the street and get some sandwiches and we were wondering if you guys
wanted to come." Chris said with a hungry look on his face.

"No thanks I think I'll stay here but you can bring me back a turkey
sandwich with everything on it, except onions." JC said as he walked up
stairs to the guest room that Chris and Joey had prepared for JC in their
new place.

"All right, will do JC, you guys go wait in the car here's the keys I'll be
out in a sec I'm gonna ask Justin if he wants anything." Lance said as he
tossed Joey the keys.



Meanwhile Justin was in the bathroom wondering how he was gonna face JC
after that embarrassing moment in the hall. "Gosh, I'm so stupid why did I
have to pop one when JC was on top of me." Justin listened to the words `JC
on top of me' he thought the words in his head, he thought about how great
it would feel to have JC on top of him. Justin's thought was quickly
interupted.

"Hey Justin you in there man." Lance yelled to Justin in the bathroom.

"Is that you Lance?." Justin yelled back.

"Yeah it's me, hey Just are you okay you sound a little upset why don't you
let me in?" Lance stood there waiting for a reply to his question.  Slowly
the bathroom door opened and Lance stepped in and closed the door behind
him.  Justin took a seat on the toilet and started to cry.  Justin was not
afraid to show his feelings in front of Lance, because Lance was the only
one who knew about Justin's little secret.  He was the only one who know
that Justin was gay.

"Hey Just, Justin what's wrong why are you crying." Lance said consolingly.

"I um, I don't really wanna say you might laugh at me." Justin said sadly.

"Come on now Curly you know you can tell me anything."

" Okay well I...um..I kinda popped a woody when JC had me pinned in the
hallway" Justin wept into his hands.

"Oh so thats what happend, wow well do you think he felt it." Lance said
laughing a little as he thought abou the incident and now realizing why
Justin's face was so red.

"Hey don't laugh."

 "Okay I'm sorry well did he, you know feel it"

"Yeah he gave me this puzzled look and I just got up and ran I know he
thinks I'm gay, he probly hates me now."

"Well JC did not mention anything in the hall when we asked why you ran
away with your face as red as Joey's hair so I'm sure it's not that serious
Justin." Lance said as he remembered that Joey and Chris were waiting in
the car.

"Well I know he felt it, he had to of, the look on his face said it all."
Justin said as he wiped the tears from his face.

"Well Justin, I really would love to stay and talk more with you but Joey
and Chris are in the car waiting to go to the deli and you know how hungry
those two can get and cranky if they don't eat quick, so do you wanna come
or do you want me to just pick you up something." Lance said as he opened
the bathroom door.

"Is JC going?" Justin asked as he walked out behind Lance.

"No he is up in his room listening to his CD's."

"Nah I think I'm gonna stay, I need to talk to JC about what happened."

"Well I think thats a good idea it will make you feel better and you know
Josh cares about you a lot and gay or strait he will always love you."

"Lance?"

"Yeah Justin"

"Thats the hardest part about this whole gay thing, it's that I'm in love
with JC and you said yourself that gay or strait JC will love me no matter
what, but not the way I love him thats what hurts." Justin said as him and
Lance turned to hear Joey and Chris honking the horn outside urging Lance
to hurry.

"Well you better go Lance Joey and Chris are gonna eat your car if you
don't get them some food."

"Justin are you sure you can do this by yourself do you want to wait till I
get back so you have a little support." Lance said with worry in his caring
voice.

"No Lance I'll be fine besides you guys won't be gone long. I'll be fine
don't worry I've gotta do this sooner or later so why not sooner."

"Okay well do you want anything from the deli Just?" Lance said while
opening the front door.

"Yeah bring me back a sandwich you know what I like, and oh bring me one of
those big ass pickles they always have sitting on the counter please."
Justin said excitedly.

"Okay see ya later, and good luck with JC and just remember that even if JC
does not love you the same way you love him at least he still loves you as
a friend and thats better than no love at all okay so see ya in a few
Curly."

 Lance then ran outside to Joey and Chris. "Well it's about time, hurry up
Lance I'm starvin' here." Chris said with the same hungry look as before.

"Yeah man, what took you so long we have been sitting here for like ten
minutes." Joey said as his stomach growled with hunger.

"I had to talk to Justin he was a little upset about something." Lance said
trying not to let out the truth about what happened in the hall with Justin
and JC.

"Well, what's wrong with Curly now." Chris said as he buckled his seat belt
as Lance started the car.

"Well I don't know if I should tell you guys but..... Justin didn't say not
to tell you guys." Lance said dying to tell his buds about what happened.

"Then spill it tell us what happened." Joey yelled from the back seat.

"Well but you guys have to promise you will not say anything at all to him
abou it, promise." Lance said with a glare in his eye.

"Yeah, yeah we promise now spill." Joey and Chris both said together.

"Well it seems that Justin got a little excited when JC had him pinned on
the floor in the hall." Lance stated as he pulled out of the driveway.

"What do you mean a little excited?" Joey said with a puzzled look on his
face not realizing what his friend was talking about.

"You know he kinda, how do I put this, he um, he got a hard on when JC was
on top of him." Lance finally spit the words out.

"What!, Lance are you sure it was not the other way around?" Chris said
confusingly.

"No I'm positive it was Justin." Lance replied as he pulled into the deli
parking lot.

"Wow" Chris said with astonishment.

 "Why did you ask if it was JC?" Joey said.

"Never mind let's just go get some food." Chris answered as they got out of
the car.



Justin looked up the stairs and began to climb them so he could go talk to
JC.  Justin thought to himself as he reluctantly walked closer and closer
to JC's room. `Man what am I gonna say to him.... uhh JC I'm sorry I popped
one while you were on top of me it's because I'm gay and I want you bad.'
No I could not say that then my friendship that I cherish so much with JC
would be over.  Justin still had doubts even though Lance told him that JC
would love him not matter what but JC would never understand and *NSYNC as
a group would be over.  JC would tell Joey and Chris and they would hate
him for sure they would never understand.

Music played from JC's room you could hear the sweet angel's voice singing
along with the song.

"Baby what's the deal, would I be to forward if I, told you how feel,
that's just the way I do my thing I'm so for real. " JC sung to himself as
he danced around his room trying to forget about what happened with him and
Justin in the hall. "Are you feelin' my Tims' my baggy jeans my thug
appeal, do you like it when a man can keep it real."  Then JC heard a knock
at his door.

"Who is it?" JC called out as he turned down his music.

"Um it's me Justin , can I come in I need to talk to you." Justin said as
he braced himself for his conversation with JC.  JC's door opened and
Justin slowly walked in and sat on JC's bed like he always did when he
talked to JC.  The two looked at each other in fear as they contemplated on
what to say to one another.

 "What's on your mind Curly" JC said trying to sound unaffected by what had
happened in the hall.

"Well um I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for...." Justin was cut off by
JC.

"Sorry for what?" JC interjected.

"Well, for you know, for what happened in the hall when you had me pinned."

"Just, so you got a little stiff in the pants its okay these things happen
forget about." JC said trying to ease the pain of the conversation.

"Oh okay, yeah I guess those kind of things do happen, yeah just a minor
accident nothing major." Justin quickly said.  Justin began to feel a
little more at ease, he did not want this to cause a rift in his friendship
with JC. He wanted to be careful with every word he said to JC.

JC sat down on the bed next to Justin and put his arm around his best bud
and thought to himself what it would be like to kiss him right then but he
had to with hold his passion because he knew it would just cause drama for
everyone.

 "So JC you wanna go down stairs and watch a little television I think TRL
is on we can watch our video beat the pants off of everyone on the
countdown as we get the number one spot again." Justin said as he got up to
walk down stairs feeling better about the whole embarrassing incedent but
still wanting to talk to JC about being gay but Justin did not know how to
bring it up.

"Yeah okay I'll be right down." JC replied as he went to his dresser to
change into some shorts and a comfortable shirt.  When Justin got down
stairs Lance, Joey, and Chris walked in with the food.

"Aww cool the foods here, HEY JC HURRY UP THE GUYS ARE BACK!" Justin yelled
as he searched through the bag to find his giant deli pickle that he asked
Lance to get for him.

"Mmmm man I have been craving one of these baby's for a long time." Justin
said as he unwrapped the pickle and sucked the juice out.

"Dang Justin work that pickle." Chris jokingly yelled out as he watched
Justin suck on the pickle. Lance and Joey just laughed as Justin looked at
Chris with a look of annoyance.

"So is everything cool with you and JC?" Lance whispered to Justin.

"Yeah everythings fine but I haven't got to talk to him about the you know
the whole me being gay thing." Justin whispered back and then began sucking
on his giant pickle again.  At that moment JC came down stairs to get his
food.  JC glanced over at Justin and saw him sucking on the pickle and
became aroused when he pictured Justin doing to his member what he was
doing to the pickle.  JC quickly folded his hardness up against his stomach
and secured it with the top of his sweat shorts. Then Justin took a big
bite out of the pickle and JC cringed with pain. 'There went that hard on'
JC thought.

 "Hey JC we got your sandwich come sit down and eat." Joey yelled out as he
tossed JC his sandwich. JC barely caught the sandwich as he snapped back
into reality he then sat down on the floor next to the coffee table in
front of the couch and began to eat with his friends.



After a nice but late lunch from the deli JC decided he was tired and
wanted to go take a nap. Lance, Justin, and Joey decided to play some Black
Jack in the kitchen and Chris decided he wanted to go talk to JC.  Chris
and JC had gotten close over the past month since Chris discovered the
Playgirl magazine's underneath JC mattress and he wanted to talk to JC
about what was bothering him. He was okay with the fact that JC was gay and
had suspicions about Justin as well but Chris needed to talk to JC about
Justin he needed to find out what exactly was going on. Chris ran up the
stairs and knocked on JC's door.

 "Hey JC open up I wanna talk to you." Chris yelled through JC's door.

 "What do you want I'm trying to take a nap." JC yelled back.

"Just let me in you dork." Chris replied.  JC opened the door and let his
friend in.

"What is it Chris I'm kinda tired and want to go to sleep." JC said with a
yawn.

"Well J, I was just noticing how distant you were while we were eating so
you wanna tell me what's up." "Well I kinda would like to talk to somebody
right now I have a lot going on in my head and in my heart I just need to
vent a little." JC began to tell Chris how he was feeling and telling him
what was on his mind. "Well you see Chris, I've been thinking maybe I
should tell the guys I'm gay." JC said as he laid down on his bed.

"I think you should JC I'm sure the guys will understand but it's up to you
whenever your ready." Chris said trying to coax his friend into coming
out. Chris was tired of being the only one in the group who knew about JC
and felt bad that the other guys did not know. The two continued to talk
deeply.



Meanwhile back down stairs Justin was on the counter top in the kitchen
dancing and singing up a storm for Lance and Joey.

"Just got paid, friday night, party hoppin', feelin' right, booty shakin',
all around, bump that jam, while I'm gettin' down!" Justin sang loudly as
he shook his booty on the counter. While Joey thought it was funny, Lance
knew Justin was going to fall and sure enough Justin slipped in a puddle of
juice on the counter and came down with a bang. It was so loud that JC who
was pouring his heart out to Chris upstairs stopped to run and see what was
wrong.  Chris promptly followed, curious as to what had just happened down
stairs.  When JC and Chris got to the kitchen they saw Lance and Joey
helping Justin to a chair.

"Owe my knee I hit it pretty hard on the floor." Justin cried out in pain.

"Joey get him some ice."Lance said slightly laughing at his fool of a
friend. Joey quickly got some ice for his Justin and began to laugh along
with Lance.

"You know Curly you are really stupid what the hell were you thinking."
Lance said as JC arrived with Chris.  JC knelt down beside his best friend
who was in obvious pain.

"Okay Scoop what happened?" JC said as he began to apply the ice that Joey
got for Justin's knee.

 "Well you see Curly here thought that Black Jack was getting boring and
decided to get up on the counter and do a little number for me and Joey."
Lance stated as he laughed thinking again about what had just taken place.

"Shut up Lance don't laugh it's not funny." Justin said with a hint of his
own laughter in his voice.

"See Curly even you think it's funny." Lance began to laugh some more only
making Justin laugh harder and causing him to be in more pain.

"Do you think you can walk Curly?" Chris asked.

"No it hurts too much." Justin replied.

"Okay Joey help me carry Justin up stairs to his room, your gonna have to
stay off your feet until the swelling goes down and you feel you can walk
again we don't need you hurting your knee real bad right before our summer
tour." JC said with much concern for his friend's condition.

"Chris and Lance go up stairs and find some extra pillows to put under
Justin's knee to keep it elevated." JC barked out orders as if some one was
going to die if they did not follow through with orders.  Chris couldn't
help but notice the sincere care JC had for his best friend Justin he
seemed to care more deeply than any of the other guys would.  Chris began
to realize that JC obviously had feelings for Justin and loved him in a way
that none of the other guys did. Chris knew at that point that JC really
loved Justin but he didn't just love him he was in love with him.


Later all was calm in the house and Chris, Joey, and Lance had all gone
down stairs to drink a little liquor while JC stayed up stairs keeping an
eye on Justin.

"JC." Justin said.

"Yeah Curly" JC answered.

"Thanks for staying up here to keep me company instead of going down stairs
to drink with the guys."

"No problem Just, I just wanna make sure your okay."

"Well my knee feels better but I'm.... getting kinda... tired and I....."
Justin slurred his words and was so exhausted that he fell fast asleep.  JC
sat there looking at Justin as he laid their in slumber, he was so peaceful
and angelic his blonde curls were so perfect even in his sleep.  JC
realized that Justin still had his clothes on and seemed to be
uncomfortable.  He did not want Justin to sleep uncomfortably and decided
he would get him ready for bed.  JC began to undress Justin very slowly so
he would not wake his slumbering friend he took off Justin's shirt and then
his shoes and socks all that was left was his pants.  JC began to take off
Justin's pants but much to JC's surprise Justin had no underwear on and was
laying there completely naked.  JC gazed at Justin's body and loved every
perfect little inch including the limp 5 inches between his legs.  JC
quickly realized he needed to find some boxers for his friend and got up to
notice the hard 8 inches between his own legs.  JC swiftly got a pair of
Justin's boxers out of his top drawer in his room and began slipping them
on Justin being careful not to hurt his knee.  Just as JC got the boxers up
to Justin's member he noticed it was not the limp 5 inches it was before
but it was a hard erect 8 inch version.  JC could hardly contain himself he
had always wanted to caress Justin's piece but knew that he could not and
began to pull up Justin's boxers. Then suddenly.

"Uhh JC..." Justin mumbled

"Shhh Justin go back to sleep." JC whispered back to his semi naked pal.

"Uhh JC I like to sleep in the nude." Justin said quickly before JC could
pull up his boxers covering his arousal.

"Oh um well okay..." JC fumbled with his words.

"By the way JC what exactly are you doing." Justin asked hoping that JC
would say he was going to give him head and not that he as just trying to
ready him for bed.

"Well I noticed you still had you clothes on and I though you would be more
comfortable in just your boxers but then you had no boxers and I had to get
you a pair but now I guess I can take them off since you like to sleep in
the nude." JC rambled uncontrolably.

"Oh... is that the only reason why your gonna take my boxers off JC."
Justin said as he starred deep into JC's deep blue eyes.  JC was silent and
just froze with shock he could not believe what was being said by Justin,
he thought to himself.  `Is Justin hinting something, is Justin gay and he
wants me to take his boxers off and make sweet love to him, no that could
not possibly be what he was implying, could it?' JC's mind became
overwhelmed with questions he did not know what to do.  Finally the silence
broke. "JC."

"Justin." They both said each others name's at the same time.

"Yeah JC."

"Yeah Justin." Again they spoke in unison.

"Justin I'm gay."

"JC I'm gay."  Silence filled the room.

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End of Part 1 Hoped you guys liked it cuz I sure did. The second
installment will follow real quick I just have to put some finishing
touches on it and it will be up for your reading pleasure. So let me know
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