Date: 26 Jul 99 21:57:09 MDT
From: C L <bsb-story@usa.net>
Subject: Kevin and Chris

Kevin & Chris - Part 2: Chapters 5-8
By CL

Legal Note: Don't read this if your under 18 years of age or whatever age
is legal in your area. The following story is FICTION and shouldn't be
taken like it's real or anything.  It's not real. I'm not saying the boys
are gay or that they act the way I portray them.  Anything that is licensed
is so and I am not an affiliate of the places mentioned below.

Chapter 5

     As I pulled out of the driveway, I reflected on the happenings of the
past few hours. It started with a peaceful horseback ride and ended with my
parents hugging me. All in all, it had been a good night. I smiled and
looked over at Kevin. He smiled back and his left hand moved over and
grabbed mine. It was a simple gesture, but one that I could never get
enough of.

     "I love you." I said to Kevin as I stopped at a red light. He looked
into my eyes and his lips inched closer to mine. I put my index finger in
front of his lips and pushed his head back. I pulled the car over to the
right of the road.

     "Holly, drive." I said. Kevin and I got out of the car and opened the
doors to the back seat. Kevin picked up the sleeping figure of Bailey and
placed him on the passenger's seat. Bailey woke up and quickly jumped only
Holly's lap in the driver's seat. Kevin and I hopped into the back seat and
Holly started the car up again. Kevin and I were holding hands, and our
lips were locked together. My hand brushed his cheek and settled on his
shoulder. Kevin wrapped a hand around my back and pulled me in for more. My
tongue slipped into his mouth and he suckled it. We kissed more deeply and
passionately. Holly rolled her eyes and continued to drive. Kevin pushed me
down onto the seat and I lay there with him on top of me, still
kissing. Suddenly, the car stopped and I realized we had been making out
for the entire ride home. I smiled to myself and stepped out of the car.
Kevin and I walked hand in hand to the house and sat down on the couch in
the living room while Holly ran into the kitchen.

     "What is this fundraiser your mom was talking about?" Kevin asked as
he hugged me tighter.

     "She's trying to raise money for the Children's Cancer Fund. She
started it herself. It's when you pay a lot of money to watch some boring
entertainers and eat a really expensive dinner." I replied.

     "Sounds fun." Kevin said. Holly came in with some juice and put them
on the table.

     "We should decide what to play. We still need to practice and all."
She suggested.

     "Good idea." I said. I grabbed my glass and walked into the music
room. The three of us rummaged through the stacks and stacks of sheet music
that Holly and I had collected.

     "Should we play some classical or something else?" I asked.

     "Something that sounds hard and is easy to play." Holly said.

     Kevin and I agreed and after some more digging, I pulled out the theme
to `Schindler's List.'

     "How about this?" I asked. "Pretty easy and it's a trio."

     "Trio for what?" Kevin asked as he took the music from my hand.

     "Cello, viola, and piano." I told him. "It's perfect."

     We put it on the music stand and I started to pull out my
cello. Holly's viola was easier to set up and she was sight-reading in no
time flat. I sat down in one of the chairs in the room after I moved it
next to the piano bench and prepared my cello. Kevin sat down on the bench
and began to play the haunting melody. Soon, the three of us were playing
the song together almost decently. It was far from being performable, but
some practice would do us good.

     Around midnight, we stopped and got ready for bed. I showered and
changed and Kevin did the same. I was putting on my pajama bottoms when
Kevin walked out of the bathroom in his boxers. He sat down next to me on
the bed and we started to kiss. As the kiss got more passionate, I pulled
Kevin off of me. Kevin gave me a surprised look, and I said,
     
     "Kevin, I know that I've only known you for a few days, but every time
we kiss and hug and hold hands I feel like we've known each other
forever. I want to tell you that I would want nothing more than for you to
take my virginity."

     "Are you still a virgin?" He asked me, slightly surprised.

     "Yeah, is that ok?" I asked.

     "It doesn't matter. I just want to make your first time special." He
said as he hugged me tighter.

     "I know that you'll make every time special." I said to him before I
kissed him again.  He pushed me down on the bed and began to kiss me
again. I ran my hands up and down his back and felt the strong muscles move
beneath my hands. He moved down to my neck and started to lick and nibble
on the sensitive skin that was there. I writhed under him and gripped his
back. He ran his hands over my chest and six-pack. His lips moved from my
neck and he kissed his way down my chest to my pajamas. He undid the
drawstring and pulled the pants down my legs. He moved back to my lips and
looked deep into my eyes.
   
     "You took your contacts out." He said.
 
     "Yeah," I said panting.

     "Why do you wear them any ways?" he asked me. His hand began to run up
and down my thighs.

     I started to shudder with pleasure and barely could utter my
answer. "My mom. She thinks that my eyes are too light."

     "Kevin stopped his movement and straddled my chest. I could feel his
long cock run up my chest as he moved up. It turned me on more and I could
barely control my hands as they ran up and down his chest. He put this
hands on both sides of my head and that caused my to cease all movement. He
looked deep into my eyes for what seemed like an eternity, and I looked
into his. I lost myself in the beauty of his deep green eyes.

     "Your eyes are beautiful." He said. He gave me another kiss on the
lips, this one a little longer and more filled with love than the last. He
moved back down to my crotch area and pulled down my boxers. My cock sprung
out and lay on my stomach, reaching a little past my belly button. Kevin
ran his hand up my thighs and his hand grabbed my cock. I moaned at his
touch and practically screamed when he began to stroke my cock.

     "Kevin.Oh god that feels good." I moaned. He stroked a little longer
and then began to lick and kiss my cock head. I put both of my hands on his
head and ran them through his hair. I panted and sighed more than ever. I
had never felt anything so wonderful in my entire life. I knew I wasn't
going to last long and I tried to hold it back. He began to take the entire
length of my cock into his throat and I was hit with a wave of pure
pleasure. He began to suck harder and his hands ran up my thighs and
massaged my hairy ballsac. I felt so much pleasure my body blacked out and
couldn't register all that was happening.  Kevin continued my blow job and
I could feel his goatee tickling the base of my cock.

     "Kevin.oh Kev.yeah, oh god I think I'm going to.ohhh." I managed to
say.  Kevin looked up at me, my eyes closed with tears streaming down my
face and he pulled of so that only the head of my cock was in his head. He
ran his tongue over the head one more time and my body froze as I
cummed. "Oh god yes! Yes!" I screamed as the cum left my dick and flew into
Kevin's mouth. Kevin drank down the cum and moved in for a kiss. I pushed
him over onto his back and began to kiss him harder. I slowed the kiss and
moved my lips to his neck, staying for a moment and then moving down to
where my hands were, on his chest. I ran my hands over his smooth, defined
chest and his killer abs.  I reached his abs with my lips to find the head
of his cock reaching well past his navel. It was so.so beautiful. I pulled
down his boxers and then threw them to the side. I looked at his massive
cock and Kevin looked at me with concern written all over his face. I took
the cock into my hand and rubbed up and down the shaft. I kissed the head
and moved down so that I kissed down the entire length of his cock. I got
back up to the head and gently licked it. I licked the head all over and
Kevin began to moan, his head returning to the pillow below. My hands moved
to his balls and rolled them between my fingers. I then began to take Kevin
deeper and deeper into my mouth and could get about half of his cock into
my mouth. My hands moved to his pulsating shaft and rubbed it as I licked
and sucked the head.

     "Oh Chris.yeah." Kevin sighed out longingly. I removed his cock from
my mouth and moved to his lips. I gave his another kiss and he returned it
with much more force. I moved my lips back to his beautiful cock and
wrapped my lips around the head. I licked it all over, this time harder
than before. Kevin moaned louder and louder. "Chris.god that's good.I'm
close." He panted out. He started moaning uncontrollably and I rubbed his
cock faster and harder. He grabbed my head and held it still. "Oh yeah
Chris.yeah." I could feel the warm cum splatter into my throat and I moved
back a little to get some on my tongue. It tasted different from anything I
had ever tasted before.  I took the cock out of my mouth and then licked
the head of his cock to get the remains of his cum onto my thirsty
tongue. Kevin pulled my head to his and planted more kisses on my lips.

     "I'm ready now Kevin.please." Kevin gave me one last, long kiss and
raised my legs onto his shoulders. He leaned forward and I felt the head of
his cock entering my hole. I cringed and Kevin immediately started rubbing
my chest and neck to comfort my pains. He realized that I wasn't going to
give up and he kept going. The pleasure was far from near and the pain was
getting more intense as he sunk deeper inside. Kevin stopped and let me get
adjusted. He looked into my gray eyes, "Chris, are you ready?" He softly
said. I nodded and he slipped more and more of his cock into my ass. I was
hit with another wave of pain and then, as though I had died from the pain
and gone to heaven, the pleasure enveloped me. My legs slipped down to
Kevin's hips and they locked behind his lower back. Kevin got all the way
inside and stopped again. I sighed and looked at him, his eyes were closed
and a mask of pleasure covered his beautiful features. I whispered for him
to start and he opened his eyes. He leaned down so that our foreheads
touched and his deep-set eyes were staring directly into mine. He began to
thrust his strong penis in and out of my tight hole and I was in complete
and utter heaven. He thrust in slowly and gave me a kiss on the nose. I my
hole relaxed more and more as the love making progressed. Kevin thrust in
faster and he lifted me into a sitting position and wrapped his loving arms
around me. He lifted me up and down onto his rock hard cock and it caused
my cock to rub on his six-pack stomach. I got hard again and I started
moaning uncontrollably. Tears streamed down my face and I glanced at the
window. I saw the sun rising over the horizon. We had been making love all
night long and Kevin was still going strong. He thrust harder and harder
and he fell down on the top of me as my exhausted body fell down onto the
bed.
   
     "God Kevin, this feels incredible." I moaned out as he thrust into me
with more and more force and speed. "Yeah.oh.Chris." he said as he hugged
me hard as he stopped his thrusting and his penis stopped. Stream after
stream of cum left it and entered my tired body. I had cum on Kevin's chest
when he had fallen on top of me and Kevin panted hard as he lay on top of
me, his orgasm finally subsiding. I moved my legs lower down his body and
relaxed them as the wrapped around Kevin's legs. He wiped the cum from our
chests with a tissue and gave me another kiss. He then moved a little to
the side so not all of his weight was on my chest and lifted his hand and
wiped the tears from my face.

     "Was it like you hoped for?" He asked.

     "God Kevin, I couldn't ask for anything more. Thank you so.so much." I
managed to say. Kevin smiled and kissed me. He wrapped his arms around me
after he handed me my Mickey Mouse. I grabbed it and hugged it tightly.

     "Go to sleep, Chris, I know you're tired." Were the last things I
heard before I fell asleep in Kevin's arms and Mickey in mine.

Chapter 6

     Kevin woke up around two in the afternoon and looked around the
all-white room.  Everything looked heavenly. He looked at the angelic
figure of me lying on the bed and couldn't help but smile. He gave me a
kiss on the cheek and I fluttered my eyes open.

     "Kevin? Good morning." I said and turned to face him. He leaned down
for a passionate kiss and when he released my lips, he smiled.

     "You mean afternoon." He said with a little giggle.

     "Is it really that late?" I asked, surprised. He nodded and took
Mickey out of my hand and smiled at it. He gave it back to me and I put it
on the bed. "I have so much work to do." I sighed. "I have to get a shower
in. Want to come with me?" I offered to him shyly.

     "Sure." He said with a seductive smile. We walked into the bathroom
and I turned on the water. Kevin led me into the shower stall and let the
warm water run over our bodies.  It was soothing to our tired bodies.

     "Did I hurt you last night?" Kevin asked with concern. He moved his
arms around my body and pulled me into a hug with my back to his chest.

     "No, you couldn't have hurt me. I'm just tired.and sore." I said as I
rubbed my hips.  Kevin moved his hands to my hips and kneaded the tight
flesh in his large hands. It felt so good. He kissed my neck and my lips
found his cheek. We stayed just holding each other for a few minutes and I
realized I had to get to work coordinating the boys' clothes for the press
conference tomorrow. I pulled myself away from Kevin and faced him. "As
much as I like this. I have work to do." I said with a sad tone. Kevin
nodded and we washed up and were soon drying off. I got dressed in a pair
of dark jeans and a semi-tight white tee-shirt. Kevin wore his new cargo
pants and a dark blue ribbed sweater. I did my hair, and he did his. We
walked into my bedroom and I grabbed all the clothes that were scattered
around the room. I smiled as I remembered what happened last night. Kevin
walked behind me and hugged me.

     "What are you thinking about?" He asked.

     "Last night.and you." I said. I kissed him and pulled his arms off my
body. I looked at the clock and it was about three thirty. I grabbed the
binders and threw them into my backpack. I grabbed a short sleeved plaid
shirt and put it on. I took my backpack and threw it on my back. "I have to
go shopping for you and the guys. You have a press conference tomorrow. Are
you up for a few hours of shopping?" I asked him, explaining the situation.

     "Sure. Anything to spend more time with you." He said. "Should I ask
Holly?"

     "She's at work until about four thirty." I told him. "Do you want to
pay her a visit at her office?"

     "That would be very cool."

     "Lets go then. Let me grab my phone." I ran downstairs into the
kitchen and got my phone out of its charging base and my keys. Kevin was
waiting by the door and we stepped outside and walked into my car.

     "How far away is the office?" Kevin asked as we pulled out of the
driveway.

     "About ten minutes." I said. I handed him my phone. "Call her and tell
her that we're coming. She hates surprises. Her number is stored in there
somewhere."

     Kevin scrolled through the numbers and eventually found it. He pressed
the button and soon had the phone up to his ear.

     "Hello? Holly McAllister Design."

     "Hey Holly." Kevin said into the phone.

     "Oh Kev, hey. What's up? How are you and Chris? Have fun last night?"

     "Well.umm.yeah, you could say that." Kevin said and he turned to look
at me. I gave him a confused look and he mouthed the words `she knows.' He
turned his head forward again, smiling.

     "You still there?" Holly asked.

     "Oh, yeah. I just called to say we're coming to the office." By now,
we pulled into the parking lot of the building and Kevin was still making
small talk with Holly. We arrived at the door and I knocked.

     "Hold on." Holly said. "Someone's at the door."

     Holly opened the door and then slammed it shut when she saw us
standing there.

     "Holly?" Kevin screamed into the phone. "Are you ok?"

     "Yeah, sorry for that." Holly said into the phone. She opened the door
again, this time letting us in. Bailey ran out of the back room to greet
Kevin and I. Kevin hand up the ell phone and handed it to me. He picked up
Bailey, who began to lick his face.

     "Hey there big guy!" Kevin said to the dog. I smiled at his affection
to the dog, and turned to look at Holly. She was wearing a pair of gray
pinstriped pants to and a pink shirt with white cuffs and collar. She
looked tired.

     "What have you been up to today?" I asked her. Kevin and I sat on a
couch in the office that was by a large window.

     "I was thinking of changing the last bathroom in the house to a
meditation room, I mean, who need half a bathroom?" She said.

     "Whatever. That sounds kind of cool though." I said as I grasped
Kevin's hand.

     "You look a little tired yourself there boys, have a good time making
whoopee all last night?" She asked with a giggle. The two of us blushed and
she smiled. "At least one of us is."

     "You'll find someone." I told her. Kevin pulled me into a hug and I
sat on his lap. I put my arms around his neck and went in for another
kiss. We kissed for a few minutes, until Holly coughed, "Kevin, why don't I
show you around?" she asked. I got off of Kevin and sat on the overstuffed
pale yellow couch. He followed Holly into the back room, which was her
showroom and there was a storage area behind it. I grabbed a catalogue and
flipped through it while they were gone. Holly showed Kevin some pictures
and plans for rooms that she's already done. They walked around for a while
before they got to the storage room.

     "This is where I keep all the fabric, wood, little things that I use."
She pulled out a screen and showed it to Kevin. "This is for the meditation
room."

     "So what exactly is a meditation room and why do you need one?" Kevin
asked.

     "Well, basically it's going to be a room with a bunch of pebbles on
the floor, this screen in the back to hide the lights, and a place to sit
in the middle of the pebbles. I'll probably make it all red and gold to
give it a Chinese or Japanese feel. Chris and I need a place like that to
get away from the stress. Chris does have his bedroom, though." She
explained.

     "Sounds pretty cool, when are you going to build it? Are you going to
build it?"

     "Well, this weekend I'll probably paint the walls and buy the
rocks. Yeah, it'll probably be done by the end of the weekend. You should
come over, unless you're going to be out of town. We could use the help."

     "We? You mean Chris helps you out?"

     "Yeah, he better. It is our house after all. He helped with a lot. He
put most of the stuff in the kitchen. He likes working with metal, that's
why most of the kitchen is stainless steel."

     "It looks great, and so does the rest of the house."

     "Thanks. How are things going with you in Chris?" Holly asked a little
to boldly.

     "What do you mean?" Kevin asked. "We're both OK."

     "I'm concerned. What's going to happen when you're off touring and
stuff? Is he just going to stay here and cry over how much he misses you?
Kevin, you mean a lot to him, and I don't want to see his heart broken."
Holly stated flatly. "You know you were his first right?" she asked more
softly. Kevin nodded. "Were you his?" she asked. Kevin shook his head
slowly and looked down to the ground. "It's nothing to be ashamed of, Kev,
you can't change the past." He looked up at her.

     "You know a lot about this guy."

     "He tells me just about everything."

     "Do you guys ever fight?"

     "Never for more than fifteen minutes. I think once it lasted two
days. That was awkward." Kevin smiled and pulled her into a hug. "It's nice
to know he's well taken care of." They walked out with Kevin holding the
screen. I was asleep on the couch, with Bailey on my stomach. Kevin put the
screen down and kneeled on the floor to give me a kiss. I woke up and
returned the kiss gratefully.

     "I needed that." I said.

     "Guess he worked you hard last night, huh Chris?" Holly joked. I threw
a pillow at her and she caught it easily. "We have to go. I need to get
some clothes for the guys tomorrow." I told her.

     "We're taking the screen home with us." Kevin said. I nodded and said
goodbye to Bailey and Holly. Kevin said his good-byes and we carried the
screen downstairs and put it in the trunk. We got in the car and drove to
the mall, well it was more like a shopping district, but shopping none the
less.

     "Are you wearing your contacts today?" He asked me.

     "My clear ones." I smiled at him.

     "They look good." He said back.

     "Thanks. What'd you and Holly talk about?" I asked him.

     "Stuff. Stuff I need to think about."

     "What kind of stuff?"
   
     "Nothing much."

     "Well it must be much I you have to think about it."

     "Well.I'll tell you later. It's just that I don't want to ruin our day
with bad news."

     "Ok. We're here any ways." I parked the car, we got out, and I went
immediately to the J. Crew. I pulled Holly's catalog out of my backpack and
looked at everything I had circled with Holly's red marker. Kevin peered
over my shoulder and looked at some of the things I had circled. "That
looks good." He said as he pointed to an outfit.

     "It should, it's for you." I said. We walked around the store and
picked the sweater and corduroy pants I picked out for him. I grabbed a
belt and a tee-shirt to go under it.  The sweater was just a regular gray
sweater with a thin blue stripe around the collar and the cuffs of the
sleeves. It had a v-neck and the corduroy pants were plain front and light
beige. "That's one down, four more guys to go." I grabbed a pair of khaki
pants for Howie and a red button up shirt. Since the management company
sent me all the sizes and preferences of the guys, it wasn't very hard
shopping for them. I went to the counter and paid for all of the things
with my credit card. I grabbed the receipt and we walked out of the store.
  
     "You have to pay for all our clothes?" Kevin asked.

     "No.well, yeah. I get reimbursed by your management when I show them
the receipt."

     "Oh, where are we going to now?"

     "How about we shop for A.J.?"

     "That's bound to be fun." Kevin laughed. We went into the Levi's store
and I got A.J.  a pair or extra-baggy dark dye hard jeans. "What do you
think about these?" I asked Kevin.

     "Hard jeans?" He asked, confused. He took the jeans in his hand and
felt them.  "They're not that hard." I grabbed his crotch and he gave me a
look of utter surprise.

     "Hard?" I asked. I laughed my head off and the checkout girl gave me a
funny look.  It was a good thing that we were standing in behind a shelf,
so nobody saw what I did.  Kevin shook his head at me and rolled his
eyes. I paid for the jeans and we left that store.  We then went into a
vintage shop that was on the corner of the street. We looked around and I
found a sheer, white sleeveless tee-shirt. "How `bout this?" I showed it to
Kevin.  He nodded and looked around some more. "Do you think I should get
him another tank top or would he have one?" I asked Kevin. He didn't hear
me, since he was paying for something. I grabbed a black tank top with
white edging and went to the counter to see what Kevin bought. It was put
in a bag, so I couldn't see it. I paid for the things and we walked
outside. "What did you get?" I asked him.

     "Something for you." He told me.

     "Can you be just a little more specific?" I asked him.

     "It's a gift that I'm going to give you tonight. Not now." He said. He
smiled at me, but when he saw the disappointed look on my face, he stopped
me. "You'll get it tonight."  He said again. "Fine," I said, giving into
his surprise "can I kiss you here?"

     "I wish we could kiss, but we can't." He told me. I sighed and
understood that his career would be put in jeopardy if anyone say us. I
glanced at my watch, it was about seven. Damn, we have to hurry. We walked
into the Guess? store and I picked up a pair of drawstring pants for Brian,
they were a greenish gray and I grabbed a charcoal colored long sleeved
tee-shirt to match Nick was harder to shop for, since he liked to wear
Nike, so I got him some Guess? warm ups and a plain white tee shirt to go
on top. I paid for the clothes and we were done shopping for the day. I was
relieved to go home, but not after I got a new black suede jacket for
Kevin. So, I told him to go look for shoes while I went into the Polo Ralph
Lauren store. I got the jacket and was out of the store in a few minutes. I
went back into the shoe store, where Kevin had chosen a pair for each of
the guys. The styles were good, but I got two pairs in a different color
than what Kev had chosen. We paid for the shoes and walked to the car. We
put all of the clothes in the back seat and rode home.

Chapter 7

     We got home from our little shopping trip around nine. We got in the
house and Kevin put the screen in the foyer. "Holly! We're home!" I shouted
into the house. Kevin pulled me into a hug and then into a kiss. Our
tongues entwined and I rubbed my hands over his lower back and he rubbed
his hands through my hair.

     "Excuse me, but is Chris in there somewhere?" I heard a voice
say. Kevin broke the kiss and I turned around. I say the rest of the band
standing there watching us. I turned every possible shade of red and Kevin
did too. "Cute, you even blush at the same time."  A.J. said.

     "What are you guys doing here?" Kevin asked.
  
     "What, aren't we welcome?" A.J. said.

     "Of course you are, A.J." I said as he pulled me into a friendly
hug. "Staying the night?" I asked.

     "Can I?"

     "Of course. You can two if you want." I told the other guys. They
agreed and just then, Holly came into the room.

     "Hey guys." She said. "What's for dinner?" She asked me.

     "Umm.whatever's in the cabinet? Or do you want to go over to my
parent's?"

     "Parent's" she said. The guys agreed, after I assured them that it
would be OK. So, I went to the kitchen to call my parent's. Maria answered
the phone and I told them that Holly, Kevin, and me were coming over for
diner, along with the other guys. So that made seven dinner guests, I kind
of felt sorry for Maria, having to cook all that extra food. So I hung up
the phone and walked out into the living room, where everyone was.  They
were talking about going out to a club, but Holly and I couldn't since we
were only nineteen. They said we'd talk about it on the way. We all managed
to fit into Holly's Durango. Holly and A.J. sat in the front, Kevin and me
in the second row, and the rest of the guys in the back. It was tight for
the last row, but they'd survive. Kevin took my hand in his, and whispered
`I love you.' into my ear. I smiled and mouthed it back to him.

     "So are we going to go to a club tonight? I want to go to out
tonight." Nick said. It was more like whining.

     "Holly and I can't. We're not old enough. Nick, you aren't either, are
you?" I answered back.

     "I'm not old enough, but being a Backstreet Boy makes up for it." He
laughed.

     "Just drop us off before you go." Holly said.

     "Just come along." A.J. said. "You'll get in too."

     We reluctantly agreed and unfortunately arrived at my parent's house
before we could change our minds. We walked in and Maria gave everyone a
hug. Howie kissed her hand and that just made her day. She was as giddy as
a schoolgirl. I introduced them to my parents and we sat down to dinner.

     "Have you decided what to play at the fundraiser?" My dad asked Holly
and me.

     "We're going to play the theme to `Schindler's List" Holly told my
father.

     "That song is so beautiful." My mom said.

     "What's this fundraiser for?" Brian asked.

     "It's for the Children's Cancer Society. Why do you ask?" My mom
replied.

     "I have a charity too. Do you think that this fundraiser could be for
both charities? I mean my charity has so little time in the spotlight. I
would really appreciate if you brought it out to the mainstream." Brian
asked.

     "Of course we can, what is your charity?"

     "It's the Brian Littrell Endowment Fund for Pediatric
Cardiology. Thank you so much for doing this. Do you think that I can
perform at the ceremony?"
 
     "Of course. Chris, where did you find such a nice person as a friend?
I love this guy he's so sweet! And cute too!"

    "Huh?" I asked. The entire time I was staring deep into Kevin's
eyes. They were so beautiful. I had just zoned out for the entire
conversation and didn't hear what my mom or anyone had said. I looked over
at Brian, who was blushing uncontrollably. The rest of the guys burst out
laughing when they realized how dumbfounded I was.

     "Dinner was soon done, and so was the after dinner conversation that
usually occurred. The guys told my parents about the Backstreet Boys and
how they had met.  They invited them to the press conference, but my dad
had a golf game and mom had to make final arrangements for the fundraiser
next Saturday. We talked for a little and around eleven, we were on out way
to the club.

Chapter 8
  
     We arrived and as Nick said, we were let in with no problem. I felt
kind of guilty, but kept my feelings to myself. I stayed next to Kevin and
we sat down in a booth. The guys ordered drinks, but Holly ordered a coke
and I ordered an iced tea. The guys started to drink a little and decided
to go out to the dance floor. Kevin and I were out and started to dance
with the rest of the people on the floor. It was starting to get kind of
fun and I got into the swing of things. I could see Holly dancing with some
guy and the rest of the guys were dancing too. Kevin was dancing with some
girl behind me. Some guy bumped into me on the dance floor and I almost
tripped. "Sorry about that." I apologized. All I got in response was a
grunt and a dirty look. I decided to go back to the table; I was tired,
since we danced for a while and the day of shopping. I sipped my tea it
tasted kind of odd, and it looked kind of odd too. I decided to stop
drinking it. After about fifteen minutes, Kevin joined me I surprised me,
since I wasn't expecting him. I moved closer to him and made sure no one
was around. I moved in for a kiss. Kevin kissed me and when A.J. came, we
stopped, reluctantly, though.
     
     "You know we could see you from the dance floor." He said.

     "Oops." I tried to lighten the mood. "Having fun?"

     "I sure am. It's almost time for the dance off. I think that I should
join." A.J. said.

     "You should. I think I'll go watch." I said. "Come on Kev, it'll be
fun." A.J. joined and the contest started. The first few contestants were
really not anything special, but the next contestant was really
something. She danced her ass off and got a score of four and a half
stars. A few more contestants came up and A.J. was next up. He was up and
went out with a smile on his face. He danced and in the middle of his
routine, he ripped off his shirt and got a round of screams from the
girls. He emerged victorious and gave Kevin and me a hug. "Thank you!" He
screamed. He blew a kiss to the judges and walked with his trophy to the
table. It was around three thirty and we all decided to leave. I felt a
weird feeling in my stomach and told Kevin. "It's nothing, you're just
tired." He told me, but the concern was written all over his face. We got
out to the car and were on our way back to the house.

     "Aren't you glad we went, Chris?" Nick asked as he slapped my shoulder
playfully.  "That club is great."

     "Yeah, whatever." I said sluggishly. Holly turned around and gave me a
look. She knew something was wrong. She continued driving, and Brian
congratulated A.J. on his victory. Holly and the other guys talked about
little things while I took off my seatbelt and leaned over onto Kevin. I
curled my legs onto the seat and put my head on his shoulder. I looked out
the window, and immediately looked away. Everything looked so weird, colors
were swirling around and I closed my eyes. I buried my face in Kevin's
shoulder, afraid of what I would see if I didn't.

     "Are you OK?" he asked me. "You don't look so good."

     "I just need to get home and get a shower and some sleep. I'll be fine
tomorrow." I said. I could tell that he and the others were concerned about
me, and I assured them I was fine. We arrived home and we filed out of the
car. Holly told the guys where they'd be sleeping while Kevin and I walked
upstairs into my bedroom. I sat down on the bed and Kevin gave me a kiss.

     "Are you really OK? You look kind of.out." Kevin asked, this time a
little more seriously. He sat on the bed and turned on the light. He looked
me over, and shrugged.  "Are you hung over?" he asked.

     "From iced tea? No, I've been seeing some really weird things, and I'm
kind of dizzy." I lazily replied. My words slurred together, and Kevin
pulled me into his arms.

     "Did anything happen at the club? Chris? Answer me!" He practically
screamed.

     "I bumped into some guy on the floor, that's all. And my drink tasted
funny." I told him, I lied down on the bed, trying to compose myself. "I
feel so weird Kevin." He picked me up and took me into the restroom. Kevin
splashed some water on my face and noticed a little sticker on my arm.

     "What's this?" He said as he pulled it off.

     "A sticker." The guy in the club must have had it and when he bumped
into me, it got onto my arm. I looked at it and noticed it was just a plain
little blue star, about the size of a quarter. I put it down and looked at
Kevin. "What is it?" I asked.

     "I don't know, but I think we should get you to the hospital, you're
not like yourself."

     "It's ok, I can take care of it myself." I said. I sat up on the
counter of the sink and tried to sit upright. It was so hard. My breathing
started to get shallow and Kevin caught me. "We're going to the hospital."
Kevin said. I agreed and he picked me back up. He grabbed Mickey and some
clothes and threw them into my backpack. "Kevin, I'm scared." I told him as
we walked downstairs.

     The guys and Holly noticed us, "What's going on?" Holly asked,
concerned.

     "I'm taking him to the hospital." Kevin told them. "Come on Holly,
they're not going to let me into the room, and he needs someone." I had
passed out and my breathing slowed even more. Holly grabbed her coat and
her keys. Kevin and Holly ran out to the car and Kevin put me in the back
seat. He sat with me and Holly rushed to the hospital.

     We arrived at the emergency room and Kevin rushed me in. He put me
onto a stretcher and they wheeled me off into the hospital.

     "What happened to Chris here?" the nurse asked Kevin.

     "I don't know. We found a sticker on his arm after we went out, and he
came home all disoriented and said he was seeing things." Kevin said all in
one breath.

     "Everything's going to be OK, we've dealt with this before." She told
Kevin, "are you of any relation to him?"

     "No, but someone on his release form is coming." Kevin told her. Holly
walked in and of course, she was on the form. "Do you know what's wrong?
Can we see him?"

     "Let me contact the doctor, please sit down." She told them. Kevin sat
with Holly in the waiting room, which was eerily empty. Holly looked over
at Kevin and could see him with his eyes closed and his hands together, he
was praying. Tears were on the verge of creeping out of the corner of his
eyes and Holly was letting her arm wrap around him.
 
     "It's going to be okay, Kevin. She said so." Holly tried to comfort
him. He let the tears stream down his face and Holly realized how close
Kevin was to me and how much I meant to him. They sat in the room for about
two hours and another nurse entered the room.

     "The doctor says that you may see him, Ms. McAllister, but
Mr. Richardson, you must stay here." She informed the two.

     "But." Kevin trailed off. He realized that he couldn't see me, and sat
back down in the chair, wiping the tears from his eyes. The nurse saw this
and said, "Maybe this time we can make an exception." She told him. The
nurse led the two to the room, and opened the door. Kevin saw me lying on
the bed, I had regained consciousness, and was lying on the bed.

     "Holly? Where's Kevin? Is he here?" I asked her.

     "He's right here." I heard him say. I saw him walk into the room and a
smile crossed my face. He leaned down for a kiss and I saw Holly smile at
us. The doctor walked into the room and asked everyone to sit down.

     "It seems while at the club, Chris here somehow got an LSD sticker on
his arm. It could have happened with just a brush or a bump against someone
who would be holding them and when he added alcohol to the mix, the
reaction in his body wasn't good. We detoxified his body and he will be
released in a few hours as soon as we know that he'll be OK." The doctor
told us.

     "I wasn't drinking." I told the doctor.

     "Well, somehow, alcohol entered your system and anyway, it's gone
now. You'll be all right." The doctor said. "Just get some rest." He left
the room after scribbling something on the clipboard next to my bed.

     "Why would anyone do this to me?" I asked Kevin as tears streamed down
my face.  He came over to the bed and gave me a long hug, rocking me back
and forth.

     "It's OK, it's OK." He said. "Get some rest."

     "I can't." I replied lamely. "I don't have Mickey." Kevin pulled him
out of the backpack that he was wearing and gave him to me. "Don't you have
a press conference today?" I asked him.

     "You are more important than that." He gave me a kiss on the
forehead. I hugged Mickey tight and soon I was asleep. Kevin relaxed
slightly and sat in the chair next to the bed. He looked around the room,
and put his elbow on the side of the chair. He put his head on his open
palm and tried to fall asleep. Holly walked out of the room, not wanting to
bother Kevin or Chris. She sat down in the waiting room and decided to call
the guys at home. She dialed the number and heard the phone ring.

     "Hello?" she heard Brian.

     "Brian?" She asked. "I'm at the hospital with Kev and Chris."

     "How is everything?"

     "They're letting Chris out later today and so you guys might be late
for the conference." Holly said in a sad tone.

     "That's OK," Brian said. "What happened with Chris?"

     "There was alcohol in his drink, which means someone spiked it, and he
bumped into someone and got some LSD in his system. He got detoxified and
is just resting now."

     "Sounds great, well, for the circumstances." Brian replied. "Can I
talk to Kev?"

     "He's asleep in the room. Do you want me to tell him?"

     "No, it's kind of a face to face thing."

     "I understand." Holly said. "See you soon." She hung up the phone and
sat down in the waiting area. `Kevin must really loved Chris if he put his
career aside.' She thought.  Around noon, Chris was released from the
hospital and the three of them drove home.  They arrived to find the guys
watching some TV.

     "You guys aren't dressed yet?" I asked shocked. "Don't you guys need
to be there around two?"

     "I have something to tell you." Nick said. Everyone turned to him,
"Umm.I kind of put some of my tequila in your tea last night."

     "What the hell!" Kevin shouted, "do you realize that you could have
killed him?"

     "Well, I do now. I'm sorry Chris." He said, sinking behind Brian. I
sat down on the armrest of the sofa, and thought about what he just said.

     "Why?" I asked him, not looking at him.

     "Well, I thought it would loosen you up, after all, you were a little
uptight." He said.

     "Well at least your honest. We can't change the past, and I hope that
you realize that I was uptight because I had just sneaked into a club that
I was underage for." I stated flatly.  "You guys should get ready. I'll get
you your clothes now." I said in a brighter tone. I grabbed a few of the
tags and a pair of scissors to cut the tags off. I handed Brian and nick
their clothes and they went to change. I picked up A.J.'s tank top and
shirt and his eyes lit up.

     "You know what I like!" He said as he grabbed the clothes. I picked up
his jeans, and remembered what I had done to Kevin in the store. It brought
a smile to my face. A.J.  took the jeans and went up to change. I gave
Howie his clothes, he followed A.J. Kevin and I took the rest of the
clothes, which were his any ways, and I grabbed the bag from the Polo
store, which had a box in it. We got to my bedroom and I watched Kevin
change, he laughed when he realized I was watching him. When he was done,
he walked into the bathroom to check out the clothes in a mirror. He came
out and I pulled him into a long kiss.

     "You look so sexy." I said. He blushed and I handed him the navy blue
box. He looked at it, "what's this?" he asked.

     "Well, maybe you'd find out if you opened it, just a thought." He
looked at the attached note, `Something for you, from me. Love Chris.' He
smiled and opened the box and his eyes glistened with tears as he lifted
the black jacket up and out of the box.

     "Don't cry," I said. "You can't get that wet." He pulled me into
another kiss, this one long and passionate. We collapsed onto the bed and
he darted his tongue into my mouth. I rubbed his back and butt as he held
and kissed me.

     I broke the kiss and we walked downstairs, Kevin put his jacket on
while we walked.  It only made him look sexier, and I smiled at the way he
wore the jacket with such pride.  We saw the other guys dressed in the
living room.

     "You have really good clothing choices." Howie said as he buttoned up
his shirt.

     "Thanks." I said. "Leave it open." I pointed to his shirt. He
unbuttoned it and sat down on the couch.

     "I don't think this shirt fits right." I heard Nick say. I looked at
him and laughed.

     "I think that's because you're wearing it backwards." I pointed. He
turned the tee-shirt around and realized that it did indeed fit
right. A.J. was very happy with his outfit, and Brian really didn't say
anything, but thanked me and commented on how the pants were `comfy.' Kevin
looked at his watch and said, "We have to leave now, I'm not sure if you
want to go." He said, directing it towards Holly and me. "They're really
kind of boring."

     "I'll stay home." Holy said. "I have to start on the room."

     "Yeah, I think that I'll stay here too." I told Kevin. "See you
tonight." He pulled me into a kiss and the other guys left the room to go
outside to the car, they were taking Holly's Durango. "Tonight." Kevin said
and joined them. I closed the door behind him and went to the garage to get
the stuff for the meditation room as I heard the car pull out of the
driveway.

Author's Note: Here's the second part, well, there it was. As always, email
me (bsb-story@usa.net) and tell me what you think, I'll try to get more
parts in to make the plot clearer, until next time. CL