Date: Thu, 03 Jun 1999 17:55:13 PDT From: CJ NM <cj_nm@hotmail.com> Subject: Kevin & Dustin Part 15-20 Warning: This story contains acts of a sexual nature between Kevin Richardson and a partly fictional character. In no way is this story real, if only though. The name has been changed of my character It is not meant to reflect on Kevin, Nick, or Brian of the Backstreet Boys. If you are under 18, please leave, if homosexual acts offend you we also ask you to leave. Or if it is illegal in your town, state, country, etc. i also ask you to leave. If not, please enjoy. ***This is a Fantasy*** Send comments good or bad to CJ_NM@hotmail.com Also some other stories you might be interested in reading are My Night w/ Howie D, Brian & Justin, *NSYNC Love, Just-JC, Nick & Adam, Loving BSB, Brian and Cody, Boy Meets BSB, Bangin' B-Rok, Bad Boy B-Rok, Nick & Brian, Rob & Lance, Devon & Lance, and others. This is NM and i just wanted to say that from now on I will be writing this story by myself from now on. CJ decided to resign as co-author. With his own story and things he decided that he needed a break. So now im just warning you that it will take a little longer to get each new installment out. Thanx for taking the time to read this. And now on with the story... Kevin & Dustin Part 15-20 Part 15 (ok so not to confuse you this is gonna sound real weird in this part. Im gonna try and make it real jumbly and confused like when you see dream sequences on TV how they skip from a different part every 10 seconds. Also you will see some things in the beginning you might have seen in Part 1 had they been written). BEGIN DREAM: <Ring Ring> "Dustin. Its Jeff." "Hey Jeff whats up," I asked. "Listen i cant think of any other way to say this so im just gonna say it. Were moving in 2 weeks." ***Skip Ahead 2 weeks*** "C-ya Jeff. Im gonna miss you," I said holding back the tears. "Im gonna miss you to bud." "Hey Ill write you when i get settled, aight," he said. "Ok." ***Skip to Orlando*** "I'm Kevin, and you are?" he said politely. "Dustin," I said kinda shyly. ***Skip to Kevin meeting Dustin's parents*** "I'm sorry mom, I guess I lost track of time talking with......Oh I haven't introduced you yet. Mom this is Kevin." ***Skip to Kevin taking Dustin to his apartment for the first time*** the last thing i remember is him laying me down and saying good night. Then as I was laying there, I was halfway awake, I felt him lean above me and hesitate. THEN I FELT IT!! His lips touched mine gently. A KISS!!!! He had kissed me on the lips!!!!! No I must be dreaming. Then Kevin laid down and snuggled up against me and wrapped his arms around me, holding me tightly through the night. ***Skip to Dustin's departure*** I pulled Kevin to me and cried while we kissed. He told me not to worry and that he would come and visit me. Then my parents came off the elelvator and saw us. "Dustin, what the hell are you doing?" my dad yelled. "No Kevin, I'll tell him. Dad, I was giving Kevin a kiss goodbye. Why ?? Because I love him and want to spend my life with him!" "Yeah I do Dad, I am gay and I am in love with Kevin. In fact I dont want to go home, I want to stay here with him." ***Skip to the night of their arrest*** The officer stepped up to the car and asked for both of their licenses and when he saw their state of dress he looked at them with disgust. While he went to the car, Dustin took Kevin's hand and gripped it. "Well, we'll probably get cited for parking and making out, but that shouldn't be to bad. He'll just be a little ticked is all." Kevin responded. "Are you sure Kevin? Because my license has my age, and well you know?" "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. ***Skip to the Police Station*** "Dustin? Whats wrong? Where's kevin?" Brian asked. "Dustin, we're your friends and you know you can tell us anything. And we are really worried because our lawyer called us and told us to come get Kevin, so whats up?" he asked and put his arm around Dustin. "Becuase I thought you and dad were in this together and it was both of your decisions. Besides, Dad is the one who called the cops." "K-kevin, whats wrong?" I asked and put my hand on Kevins arm. Kevin threw it off. "How can you even talk to me! I cant stand to look at you! Just go away and never, ever talk to me again." he said and pushed outside. ***Skip to the Accident*** 'I wish Kevin was here with me to share this moment,' I thought. "OH MY GOD! LOOK OUT!!!!!" END DREAM: "Ahh," Dustin groaned and shot up out of bed. "Dustin what is it," Kevin asked. "Whats wrong," he added. "Noth--nothing. I just had a dream. thats all," Dustin said laying back down. "Are you sure," Kevin asked concerned. "Ya im fine," I replied. I wasnt fine. The dream was intense. It confused me. They looked like they were my memories but jumbled and distorted. 'Maybe Im starting to remember' I thought. I fell asleep again for the rest of the night. PART 16 <Beep...Beep...Beep> "Uggghh," Kevin moaned while i hit the snooze button on my alarm clock. My eyes slowly fluttered open to see Kevin's georgeous smile on me. "Good morning Kevin," I said stretching. "Good morning Dustin. Did you sleep well? Anymore dreams," he asked. "I slept fine...and no, no more dreams," i said answering his questions. "Do you wanna tell me about your dream," he asked. "Not now. maybe when i can make more sense out of them, ok." "Whenever you feel comfortable," he said. "So what do you wanna do on this wonderful Saturday afternoon," he asked kissing my cheek. "Ummm....stay with you all day," I said. "I think that can be done," he said. "Good," I said kissing him on the lips. <Knock Knock> "Dustin are you up," my mom asked through the door. "Ya mom what is it," i asked. "Can I come in," she asked. "Just a minute," i said. I got out of bed and since Kevin had on some jogging shorts all he did was put on a teeshirt, while i got a pair of jogging shorts and a teeshirt also. "Ya mom," i said opening the door for her. "Well i was wanting to know how you were feeling," she asked. "Im fine," i said. "Dustin," Kevin said. "Ya," i asked. "Are you gonna tell her about it," he asked. "Tell me about what," my mom asked. "Mom i had a weird dream thats all," i said. "What was it about," she asked. "When i know ill tell you," i replied. "Ok. Well do you need anything before i go to work," she asked. "No...were fine," i said. "Ok just remember you have to have dinner with your father tonight," she said. DAY-DREAM: "Now listen. You will tell me the truth about what happened. Or you can imagine alot worse than a slap to your face happening," he screamed. "YOU! You set this up didn't you!" I screamed. "Now listen to me young man. I am your father and you are still underage and therefore I am responsible for you. And that includes trying to correct you stupid mistakes." END DREAM: "Dustin....Dustin are you alright," Andrea asked. "Ya, im sorry. I just zoned out," i apologized. "Are you sure your ok," Kevin asked. "Im fine," i reassured them both. "Ok well call me if you need anything," Andrea said kissing Dustin on the cheek then leaving. "Dustin really whats wrong," Kevin asked. "Kevin im so scared," I said collapsing in his lap. "Why what is it?? Whats scaring you," Kevin asked trying to calm me down. "Its the dreams. I had another one while my mom was in here," I said crying. "What was it about," Kevin asked. "Its was messed up. I couldnt understand the one from last night. It kept jumping around," i said starting to calm down. "Well would you care to tell me about it," Kevin asked. "Well i guess so," I said. So i calmed down enough and started telling him the events of the dream from last night. He paid so much attention and then i remembered something else. DAY-DREAM: "Well, its kinda because I don't feel like I have a friend right now. You see my best friend is gone and I miss him. We used to do everything together and I find myself turning to say something to him and he's not there." Through all of this he just listened so intently, and I caught him staring at me a few times. END DREAM: "Dustin," Kevin said shaking me. "I had another dream. You were there. I was telling you about someone. When i was telling you about my dream last night you paid so much attention it made me remember telling you about someone. You paid attention to me and nothing else when i told you whatever it was i told you," I said. "Does that make sense," i asked. "Ya. it sounds like your memory is starting to return," Kevin said. "Good. I need my memories back," I said. "You know I wanna keep remembering but not right now, its scaring me. I wanna spend more time with you. Can we go do something," I asked. "Im not sure if we should," he said cautiously. "Why," i asked. "Well remember the incident at your school yesterday," he said. "Oh ya...that wouldnt be good," i said. "Please Kevin. I feel like im trapped in here. I need to get out," I begged. "Alright, How about you, me, and the others all do something," Kevin suggested. "Ya id like that," I replied. "Cool. Why dont you take a shower and ill call them and set it up. Then when you finish ill take one," he suggested. "Sounds good," i said. Kevin got on the phone and set up what we were gonna do, while i got some clothes and went to the bathroom. I turned on the water and adjusted it and stepped in. I washed my hair and rinsed the shampoo out. Then i washed my body and rinsed off. I shut off the water and stepped out into the bathroom. I grabbed the towel and dried off. I put a clean pair of boxer-briefs on, followed by some socks. Then i brushed my teeth, and put some deoderant on. I put my clothes on and then fixed my hair. I opened the door and ran into Kevin. "Hey," i said kissing Kevin. "Got everything set up for this afternoon," i asked. "Yep The guys are gonna come here at 1:00." "Good." I replied. PART 17 Kevin shut the door to the bathroom and i went back into my room. While Kevin got cleaned up i decided that i would refamiliraze myself with my room. As i looked at various objects i started seeing images in my mind. As I picked up a ring off of my dresser i had a flash in my mind. "I Love you Dustin," she said. "I love you too Steph," I replied kissing her. "Dustin....Dustin are you ok," Kevin said bringing me back to reality. "Ya...i just had another dream," i said. "What was it about," he asked. "Stephanie," I replied. "Whos she," he asked. "My girlfriend," i said not really paying attention to what came out of my mouth. It took a few minutes before i realized fully what i said. "Oh my god kevin im sorry. I didnt mean it like that. We were together before i met you. And we broke up before we met. Im sorry can you forgive me," i begged. "Of course i can," he said. "Well its almost 1:00." I said. "Why dont we go on downstairs," I suggested. "Ok," he said. We walked down the steps to my family room holding hands, then we sat down on the couch waiting for the others. We sat and waited for the others not saying anything, but everything was being said at the same time. Even though no words were coming from either of our mouthes we knew what the other was thinking. <Ding Dong> I got up from my comfortable spot on the couch next to Kevin and answered the door. "DUSTIN!!! HOW ARE YA," AJ screamed hugging and lifting me up. "Fine AJ. How are you," I asked as still in the air. "Ummm....can i get down now," i asked. "Oh ya....sorry about that. Just glad your feeling better," he said putting me down. "Hey Dustin. How are you feeling," Brian asked pulling me into a hug. "Im doing good. Thanks," i said letting go. "Hey Nick how are ya," i asked holding out my hand. I figured Nick and i would just shake considering we hadnt really talked like i had with the others. "Oh no...your getting a hug from me too," he said hugging me. "Ok..ok." He let go and asked,"How are ya feeling?" "Better," I replied. "Howie ok ill give you a hug too," i said. "Good cuz im gonna give you one even if you dont want one," he said. we hugged then i pulled back and ushered him inside and into the family room. I shut the front door and joined them in the family room. "So what are we gonna do," I asked sitting down next to Kevin. "Well we thought we would to whatever you wanted," Nick said. "Ok well....i really dont care," i said. "Maybe we could go to the mall or someting," i suggested. All the others agreed but Kevin. "Hey Kev, why dont you wanna go to the mall," Howie asked. "well yesterday Dustin and I had a run in with the girls at his school," he said starting to laugh. "Oh that must have been fun," AJ joked. "Ya then they followed us here," Kevin added. "Ya they wanted to come in and offered to help me with anything," i said. "huh...the things girls will do these days," Nick laughed. "Well i dont care i would really like to go to the mall," i said. "Unless you guys dont want too," i added quickly. "US?? NOT WANT TO GO TO A MALL??? GET REAL! OF COURSE WE WILL GO," AJ yelled. We all got up and walked out to my driveway. I locked up while Kevin waited. AJ, Howie, Nick, and Brian rode in the rental car. and Kevin followed them to the mall in my car. PART 18 We arrived at the mall and found parking places. It was crowded but not very bad. At least i didnt think so, but then i dont remember coming here before, even though i probably have. We all walked to the enterance and before we broke up into our groups Kevin stopped us. "Ok lets meet back at the food court at 4:00," Kevin said. "Yes dad," Nick and AJ said in unison laughing. "Alright...and remember try to be recognized," he reminded us. With all that we all broke into our groups. Nick and Brian went off towards one end and Howie went in the same direction. AJ, Kevin, and I headed in the other direction. I noticed as we were walking that alot of people kept giving us double takes but they basically ignored us. "Hey can we stop in here," i asked. "Sure lets go," AJ said. "You to go on ahead. Ill be in Blockbuster," Kevin said. "Ok we will meet ya there," AJ said pulling me in Spencers. "So Dustin....do you remember anything yet," AJ asked. "Ya some stuff. I had a dream last night. It was all jumbled and distorted. It was like bits and pieces of things that have happened." "Oh interesting," he replied. AJ went off to a corner of the store and i went next to the front counter and looked at their rings and necklaces. 'Hmmm...this one is nice' I thought. "Excuse me how much is this ring," I asked the clerk. "That one is $20.00," he said. "Thanks ill take it," i replied. I purchased the ring and waited for AJ and then we headed for Blockbuster to meet up with Kevin. "So what did you buy," AJ asked. "A ring for Kevin," i said. "Can i see it," he asked. "Sure," i said getting the ring out of the bag. AJ looked at the silver ring closely, then gave it back and i put it back in its case and put he case in the bag. "I think he will definately like it. Afterall its from you," AJ said making me blush. "Thanks," i said nudging him in his arm. "There you 2 are. I thought you guys got lost," Kevin said coming up from behind us. "We werent lost," i said. "Ok...so what did you get," Kevin asked. "I cant tell you. Its a surprise," i said. "Ohh, when do i get to find out," he asked. "Later," I said. "Dustin," a girls voice said. I turned to look at who it was. "Stephanie is that you," i asked uncertainly. "Ya, how ya doing," she asked. "Good," i said. "OH MY GOD," she squealed. "Please dont yell," i begged. "You mean you know them," she asked dumbfounded. "Ya there my....there my friends," i said. "Yes were are," AJ said. "I love your guys music," Stephanie said. "Thank you Stephanie," Kevin said. "Umm listen im about to go get your new album i finally have money to get it...will you guys stay here and sign the cover for me," she asked. "Of course...anything for one of Dustin's friends," AJ said. "If you can wait until 4:00 we can have Brian, Nick, and Howie sign it too," Kevin told her. "REALLY," she said. "Ya...just stick with us for now," Kevin said. "Ok." "So Dustin where did you meet them," Stephanie asked. "Ummm....when i was..... DREAM: So here we are Orlando, Florida. My Mom, Dad, sister and me. "Are you ok," said a strong deep male voice. But I don't even know you," I said seriously. "I'm Kevin, and you are?" he said politely. So here we are Orlando, Florida. My Mom, Dad, sister and me. END DREAM: "Dustin....i asked where you met them," Stephanie repeated. "Im sorry ive been doing that lately. Its my memory...i think its starting to return," i told her. "Thats great...and it will be just in time for Graduation," she said. "What graduation," i asked her. "duh silly....our Highschool graduation," she told me. "Oh ok," i replied. "Well i met them in Orlando," i told her getting back to her original question. "Cool so it was when you were on vacation," she asked. "I guess so. Ya," i answered. "So what did all you guys do," she asked. DREAM: he opened the door and carried me into his apartment. the last thing i remember is him laying me down and saying good night. Then as I was laying there, I was halfway awake, I felt him lean above me and hesitate. THEN I FELT IT!! His lips touched mine gently. A KISS!!!! He had kissed me on the lips!!!!! No I must be dreaming. It was about 8:30. "My Heart Will Go On" started and everyone paired up. The only problem was Howie and AJ's girls had left so they danced together, much to everyones laughter. Kevin pulled me close to him and I rested my head on his shoulder. It felt so good just being there in his arms. Before the song ended he whispered to me, "Dustin, do you want to go back to my place?" I looked into his deep green eyes and said, "Yes" END DREAM: "We just hung out," i told her. "Cool," she said. Stephanie went into Blockbuster and got their new Cd while we waited outside the store. She paid for it and we noticed the time and headed over to the food court to meet Howie, Brian, and Nick. PART 19 We got to the food court and saw Nick and Brian at a table with noone else around. There was also alot of bags with them. "Jeez! did you guys buy out the stores you went to," i asked them. "Probably," Nick joked. "So where is Howie," Kevin asked. "Right here," he said coming up behind Kevin. "So who is she," Brian asked. "Everyone this is Stephanie. A friend of mine," i said. "Stephanie id introduce you to them, but you probably know them all," i said jokingly. "Ya," she said. "Ummm, Nick will you sign my Cd cover," she asked. "All of you please. if you dont mind," she added. "sure," he said. Nick signed the cd "Love, Nick Carter" then handed it to Brian. Brian signed "Peace & Love, B-Rok" then gave it to AJ. AJ signed "Steph, you've got it goin' on. Love, AJ" then gave it to Kevin. Kevin sigend "Best to you. XOXO Love, Kevin" then gave it to Howie. Howie signed "Best of Luck to you. Love Howie D." "Here you go," Howie said handing the Cd cover back to Stephanie. "Thank you all so much," she said starting to cry. "Ahh dont cry," Nick said getting up and hugging her. "OH MY GOD! NICK CARTER HUGGED ME!," she screamed. Almost everyone in the food court turned towards our direction. There was a group of girls at a table on the other end and they heard Stephanie's scream. "Oh no," Brain said. "I guess you guys shouldnt have bought all those bags huh," I said jokingly. Stephanie and I backed away from the incoming crowd. The boys scooted some tables together and started signing pieces of paper and the things girls handed them. Mall Security came quickly and secured the area. One of the gurads almost removed us but Kevin saw this and told the guard we could stay. For about an hour the guys were signing autographs and the line didnt seem to be getting any shorter. Kevin glanced at his watch. "Guys we gotta go. Its 5:30. And Dustin is supposed to eat dinner with his dad at 7:30," Kevin told the others. "WHAT!" AJ said. "He's gonna eat dinner with his father," Howie asked in disbelief. "Ya is that a problem," Kevin asked. "Cuz, he had you both arrested. and he doesnt really like you around," Brain said. "Are you gonna tell Dustin about him," Nick asked. "No i think his dad should," Kevin said. "Whatever," AJ smirked. Kevin motioned for the security guard and had him prepare an escort for him and the others. "Excuse me ladies and gentleman. Im sorry but we are going to have to stop signing now. We have another appointment already scheduled," Kevin said to the crowd. Alot of upset sounds came from the crowd but they would get over it. A group of security guards came up to the boys and escorted them and myself and Stephanie to the parking lot and to our vehicles. "Well im this way," Stephanie said. "Ill see ya Monday at school Steph," I told her. "Ok Ill call ya tomorrow. Maybe we can do something," she said. "Maybe," i replied. A guard escorted her to her car and the others stayed with us. As soon as we were at our cars we got in. While Kevin and I went back to my house along with AJ. Howie, Nick, & Brian went back to the hotel for some rest. "Home Sweet Home," i said pulling into the driveway. "Listen im sorry for the mall today. if i hadnt chosen to go the autograph session wouldnt have happened," i apologized. "Well i forgive you," AJ said. "I forgive you too," Kevin said. "Thanks guys," i said. "Besides its no big deal," AJ said. "Ya. Our fans are important to us," Kevin added. We all got out of the car and i unlocked the door and stepped inside. I checked the messages and there was one from my dad reminding me about dinner tonight at 7:30. He also said he would come by and pick me up at 7:00. "Guys i dont wanna be rude or anything but i need to get ready. My dad is gonna be here at 7:00, so that doesnt give me much time," i explained. "Go ahead. we understand," Kevin said. "Ok just help yourselves to anything," i said walking up the stairs. I went to the bathroom and undressed. Then i adjusted the shower temperature and stepped in. I washed my hair and body quickly. Then i rinsed off and stepped out and dried off. I put more deoderant on and brushed my teeth again. Put some clean clothes and and went back downstairs with 10 minutes to spare before 7:00. "Wow your fast," AJ said. "Thanks AJ," i said. I sat down next to Kevin and pulled him close to me. "Ah, look at the cute couple," AJ said. "Wheres a camera when you need one. This is a Kodak moment," AJ joked. I leaned in and kissed Kevin on the cheek. "What was that for," he asked. "I dont know. I just wanted to," i said. "Thats fine with me. Can i get some more," he asked. "You bet," I replied kissing him some more. He pulled back a little,"How about one right here," he said pointing to his lips. "I think i can do that," i said kissing him on the lips. After a few seconds i realized AJ was still in the room and probably alittle uncomfortable. As i pulled back from Kevin the doorbell rang. "That must be him," i said. "Well wish me luck," I said. "Good Luck," AJ said. "Bye Kevin," I said. "I wish you were coming," i told Kevin. "So do i," he said. Flashes went through Kevin's mind about everything his father had put him through. To the scene where his parents saw us kissing at the hotel, to all the arguements he told me about, and to when he had us arrested. "Bye Dustin," he replied looking back down towards the ground. I pulled Kevin up and looked into his eyes. "Listen ill c-ya when i get home, ok? I love you," I said. "I love you too," he replied. With that we kissed. He slipped his tounge into my mouth and swirled around. We kept kissing until we heard the doorbell and then a loud knocking. "Bye Kevin," i said staring in his eyes. "Bye." "C-ya later AJ," i said waving. "C-ya Dustin," he replied. PART 20 I walked out of the living room and stepped outside to see my dad. "Well how long does it take you to answer the door," he asked. "Sorry. I was saying good-bye to some friends," i answered. "Oh ok....well are you ready," he asked. "Ya...lets go," i said. The ride over was uncomfortable for me. It felt like he was trying to say something but everytime he tried he stopped and didnt say anything. I hoped the whole evening wouldnt be like this. And it wasnt. As soon as we got in the restaurant we were seated immediately. The waiter came over and took our drink orders. He returned a few minutes later and then took our dinner orders. As soon as the waiter left my dad finally spoke up. "So are you remembering anything yet," he asked. "Just bits and pieces. Not enough to really make something concrete," i replied. 'Good maybe my plan will work' James thought. "Oh i see. So how is Kevin," he asked. "Good," i answered. "Well thats good i just wanted to make sure," he said. "Why," i asked. "You mean he didnt tell you," James asked sounding astonished. "Tell me what," i asked. "That he....that he," James said choking up. "That he what? Dad please tell me," i begged. "That he cheated on you with your sister," he said. "WHAT?!" i yelled. "Dustin keep your voice down," James said. "Im sorry. but no he didnt tell me that," i said. "Are you sure," i asked. "im sure. Kelly told me all about it," he said. DREAM: "Now I know you are viewing me as and ogre and unfair, but all I am doing is looking out for your best interests. I understand that you and Kevin may have feelings for each other, but Dustin you have to realize. You are only 17 and he is 27. Thats a big age difference son and in our state illegal. But you already know this and instead of spending time at each others throats why don't we come to a compromise? When you turn 18 you can do whatever you want with Kevin, but until then you are not to see him. Is that understood?" he asked. "NO!! Dad thats totally unfair!! You hate me don't you?! This is because I am gay and your precious family name and hopes and expectations are ending!!!! Thats what this is all about. You know what, you may stop me from seeing Kevin, but your never going to stop me from hating you!" I screamed at him. "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. Excuse me officer, but what are you doing with us?" "Son, we are taking you to the police station where your father is waiting for you. You are lucky he called us when he did, otherwise things could have gotten too out of hand." the officer said as he pulled away. "YOU! You set this up didn't you!" he screamed. "Now Dustin, calm down. All your father did was tell us that you had left the house after curfew and asked us to find you." the officer said. "No you didn't you told them. You told them what kind of car to look for and who I was with. I hate you dad. I hate you." His dad walked over and got into his face. "Now listen to me young man. I am your father and you are still underage and therefore I am responsible for you. And that includes trying to correct you stupid mistakes. Dustin looked at him and thought for a second and then spit in his face. His dad smacked him across the face and flying into a chair. "Now stay over there." "K-kevin, whats wrong?" He asked and put his hand on Kevins arm. Kevin threw it off. "How can you even talk to me! I cant stand to look at you! Just go away and never, ever talk to me again." he said and pushed outside. "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. That phrase repeated in his head until his dad brought him back to reality. "Dustin....Dustin are you alright," James asked. "Ya im sorry," i apologized. "Well hurry and eat...your food is getting cold," he said. "Ya," i replied. Slowly i ate my food and never really looked up at my dad. He seemed to have a happy look on his face, i wander what hes thinking about. 'I hope my plan is working' James thought. 'Hopefully my words will really wreak havoc on Dustin's life with Kevin' he thoght. The two finished their dinner and dustin waited in outside the restaurant while his dad paid the bill. "Ready to go," he asked. "Ya. i wanna go home," i said. "how about we go to my apartment to hang out or something.Just so i can spend more time with my son," he suggested. "sorry but not tonight dad. Im real tired," i said. "ok," he said getting in the car. i got in the car and he drove off for my house. "Dad are you sure that Kevin cheated on me with Kelly," i asked scared of the answer. "Absolutely. Kelly told me herself," he said. "But...he said that....he said that he loved me," i said starting to choke. "Dustin look at yourself. You have amneisa. He could make up anything and you would believe it. I swear to you that he cheated on you. Kelly wouldnt lie about something like that," he said making it sound convincing. The rest of the ride to my house was in silence. So many things were going through my mind. "Were here,"he said. He pulled up into the driveway and i got out and said good-bye then walked in the house. I looked in the family room and there was my mom, Kevin, and AJ sitting there talking. "Still here AJ," i said. "Yep still here," he replied. "Hi Dustin. Did you have a good time," Kevin asked. I completely ignored Kevin. I needed time to think. "Did you have a good time," he asked again. "Mom im tired im going to bed," I told her. "Dustin are you ok," Kevin asked. "Just leave me alone right now, ok." I told him bitterly. Kevin looked at me astonished and he just frowned. "Andrea since its so late do you mind if i crash here," AJ asked. "No i dont mind. the den is open since Kevin is in Dustin's room," she replied. "No...hes not. Kevin can sleep elsewhere tonight," i told her. "What have i done," Kevin asked. "You know what you did. And so does my father! He told me what you did," I screamed and ran up the stairs. Kevin ran up the stairs after him. AJ looked confused for a moemnt then spoke, "Thanx. im just gonna call the guys and tell them im staying here tonight," AJ said. "Thats fine. Theres a phone in the kitchen," Andrea told him. "Thanx," he said getting up and going in the kitchen. I went into my room and shut the door. "Dustin open the door please," Kevin begged. "NO!" I screamed through the door. "Here let me try," Andrea told Kevin quietly. "Dustin its me," Andrea said. "Can i come in,"she asked. She normally would have just gone in since he didnt have a lock but with everything going on she decided to respect his privacy and ask before going in. The door slowly opened and revealed a tearful Dustin. "I dont wanna speak to him," I yelled. "Dustin please tell me what i did," Kevin begged. "Yes tell us both," Andrea said. "Fine," Dustin said keeping the door open and walking to his bed. "Dad told me that you cheated on me with MY SISTER! With KELLY," he screamed. "What," he asked astonished. "YOU HEARD ME. YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH MY SISTER. MY DAD TOLD ME," i yelled. "Dustin thats absurd," kevin yelled back. "I was afraid he might do this," Andrea said. "Do what," I asked. "Lie to you," she told him. "Why would he lie to me," i asked. "He never accepted your relationship. Then when Kevin came here he knew you two were going to sneak off and had you both arrested," Andrea said. DREAM: The officer stepped up to the car and asked for both of their licenses and when he saw their state of dress he looked at them with disgust. While he went to the car, Dustin took Kevin's hand and gripped it. "Well, we'll probably get cited for parking and making out, but that shouldn't be to bad. He'll just be a little ticked is all." Kevin responded. "Are you sure Kevin? Because my license has my age, and well you know?" "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. "Dustin? Whats wrong? Where's kevin?" Brian asked. "Dustin, we're your friends and you know you can tell us anything. And we are really worried because our lawyer called us and told us to come get Kevin, so whats up?" he asked and put his arm around Dustin. "Becuase I thought you and dad were in this together and it was both of your decisions. Besides, Dad is the one who called the cops." "K-kevin, whats wrong?" I asked and put his hand on Kevins arm. Kevin threw it off. "How can you even talk to me! I cant stand to look at you! Just go away and never, ever talk to me again." he said and pushed outside. "Alright get out of the car slowly with your hands above your heads." the officer said. "YOU! You set this up didn't you!" I screamed. "YOU! You set this up didn't you!" I screamed. "YOU! You set this up didn't you!" I screamed. That phrase echoed through his mind and he finally realized that the "YOU" was his father. END DREAM: "Dustin are you ok," Andrea asked. "Its true. He had me arrested," Dustin asked in disbelief. "How do you know," Andrea asked. "I had a dream. Its the second time i had it. The 1st time was when you reminded me of the dinner this morning," i told her. "Mom can you excuse us for a minute," i asked. "Sure. Ill be downstairs helping AJ set the den up," she said walking out of my room. I tried to look at Kevin but i couldnt. I had said all those hateful things without knowing all of the facts. 'What kind of boyfriend am i' I thought. "K--Kev--Kevin???" I asked looking down at the floor. "Im so sorry," i said crying. "I shouldnt have accused you of that without knowing all of the facts. God im so sorry. Please forgive me," I begged. At first he didnt say anything and kept looking at the floor. I kept thinking that our relationship would be over because of me. "I forgive you," Kevin said. When he said that i couldnt respond. I just broke down more and because i was crying so bad i got weak in the knees and fell to the floor. Kevin came over and comforted me while i made his shirt a soggy mess. "Kevin im so sorry," I kept saying over and over still crying. "Shhh....its ok. its ok," he soothed and rocked me. Eventually i calmed down enough and stopped crying. We were now both sitting on the floor. "Penny for your thoughts," Kevin asked. "I was just thinking how awful i was to you," i said. "And so lucky that you could forgive me," i added. "Of course ill forgive you. I love you," he replied. "That reminds me i have a surprise for you," i said remembering the ring i bought him, while wiping away my eyes. "Oooh i forgot about that," Kevin said excited. i went over and got the box out of the sack. "Here this is for you," i said handing him the ring box. He opened it carefully, "Oh, its beautiful," he said admiring the silver ring. "Thank you," he said kissing me on the cheek. "But i dont have anything for you," he said. "Yes you do," i said. "What," he asked curiously. "You have yourself. You mean more to me than anything in the world," I said. "And you have something else," i said. "What," he asked. "These," i said pulling him into me and kissing him. We kissed for a few minutes and were interrupted by my mom knocking on the door. "Ya mom," i hollered pulling away from Kevin. "AJ is down in the den, and im going to bed now. Goodnight you guys," she said. "Goodnight," we replied in unison. Kevin kissed me one more time for the ring then sat it down next to his watch on my dresser. I dressed down to my boxer-briefs and kevin down to his boxers. He turned off the light switch and i got in bed. He joined me in bed and this time he laid on his back while my head was on his chest listening to the sound of his heartbeat. I felt his chest rising with each breath he took, and i knew that he is the one i wanted for the rest of my life, and that this was a moment i would cherish forever. "Goodnight Kevin," i said. "Goodnight Dustin," he replied. "I love you," i said leaning up and kissing him on the lips. "I love you too," he replied kissing the top of my head. Then he wrapped his arms around me while my head stayed on his chest. And we both fell asleep. I slept peacefully for awhile but then the dreams came again. TBC Well i hoped you all liked this installment of Kevin & Dustin. As always comments go to CJ_NM@hotmail.com I know there hasnt been any sex in these last few segments and im sorry for that. But i want this to sound as real as possible. I mean if you had amneisa would you have sex the night you get home??? If you have anything you would like to see happen in the story write it down and e-mail me. If i decide to use it, i will give you credit for it at the beginning of that installment. Also ive gotten a few e-mails saying that I should bring Kelly back and have Nick dump Brain. So now im gonna ask you. What do you want ot happen between this 'Love Triangle'. Tell me then ill tally up the votes and whatever has the most is what will happen. Also I know the dream sequences are a little odd maybe and confusing. But if you look back to past parts they might make a little more sense. I just wanted to include bits a pieces of conversations. Not the whole thing. It would make this installment too long. So I apologize if you got confused reading the dream sequences. Some of you may know this im not sure, so ill go ahead and tell you anyway...... CJ the author of My Night With Howie D. has left co-authorship of this story. With his story he has more than enough to deal with. So im just warning you it might take a little longer to get the installments out without him helping me, but dont worry ill manage. Also...i feel like im not using the other Backstreet Boys enough. If you would like to see more of Howie, AJ, Nick, or Brian write an e-mail and tell me how and why. Thats it for now. Thanx again for reading.