Date: Mon, 9 Jun 2003 20:05:23 -0700 (PDT)
From: Trav Smith <starving_artist20031@yahoo.com>
Subject: Kevin's Twink Chapters 3 & 4

Kevin's Twink

Another work of Fiction by Travis Smith (Creator of Travis Smith FanFic
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Part Three

Brian turned to be just as wild and horny as JC.  He rode me three more
times before finally leaving me to sleep.  I barely had the energy to
shower which I did before crawling back into bed and falling into a deep
sleep.

"Michael?" a soothing deep voice asked me.  I opened my eyes to find Kevin
staring down at me.  "Hey," he smiled down at me.  "We're at the hotel so
do you want to get up and come on up front?"  I nodded and swung out of bed
and followed Kevin up to the front.  Brian and JC were still there.  I sat
down next to Kevin and he pulled me close to him.  I laid my head on his
shoulder and tried to wake up some more.

"I hope we didn't wear you out," JC said softly.  His eyes were full of
concern.  "I don't want you to think that we are bunch of sex freaks or
something."

"I enjoyed it," I said softly.  Kevin dropped an envelope in my lap.
"What's this?"

"Your pay for today's work," Kevin smiled.  "You've earned it."

"Yea you were really great!" JC smiled at me.  I suddenly felt embarrassed
and started to blush.  Hot tears filled my eyes.  "Hey," JC said softly.
"What's wrong?"

"I'm a fucking whore!" I sobbed out.  "That's what's wrong!"  Silence
racked the bus for a few minutes.  I felt an arm wrap around my shoulder
and I smelled his cologne.  It was like a drug.  I was drawn to it.  I
leaned against him.  I felt his lips grace my cheek gently.

"You are not a whore," he said in a soft and soothing voice.  "You are an
incredibly sexy guy who happens to enjoy having sex with guys.  So what if
you get paid for it."  I looked up into Kevin's soft eyes and saw the
concern and love.  "Don't ever call your self that again."  That part he
said sternly.  I sniffled and nodded.  I felt the other side of the small
sofa sink in a little and another arm wrap around me.  I looked over and
saw JC looking at me.  Than I saw Brian kneeling at my feet with his hand
on my knee and his other one stroking the side of my face.  I shivered at
his touch and leaned into it.  "See?" Kevin whispered.  "You got three good
friends that care for you very much.  We are not going to let you down.
OK?"  I nodded again.  "Now do you want to discuss our agreement?"

"No," I said softly blushing again.  "I really like having sex with you
guys."  Kevin and JC laughed softly.  "I mean who wouldn't?  You guys are
like the hottest guys in the country!"

"Well I'm glad because I really like having sex with you too," Kevin said
with a grin.  "Speaking of which," I looked up and saw the look of lust in
his eyes.  I wondered what fun he had in store for me now.  "I'm horny as
hell.  Anyone else horny as hell?"

"Well I know I am," JC said as he started to suck on my neck.  "I would
love to go another round with this really good looking stud."  I shivered
at his touch and than I was aware of Kevin's lips on me too.  "What about
it Michael?" JC asked as he tugged on my earlobe.  "Can Kevin, Brian and me
work you over?" he asked as he slid his hand up my shirt.  I whimpered in
response.  "

"What was that?" Kevin asked as his mouth closed over my nipple.  I
whimpered again as Brian's hands reached for my tight shorts.  "I guess we
will have to take that as a yes," Kevin giggled.  Soon I was naked and so
was Kevin, Brian and JC.  Kevin wasted no time in sliding his cock up me.
JC slid in underneath me and was working his cock up me as well.  I
whimpered in pain as JC slid in to me.  I was thrilled beyond belief.  I
had often wondered what it was like to have either Kevin or JC fuck me.
Now I had both of them up me at the same time.  I felt Kevin's cock slide
in and than out.  JC started to pump in and out of me with his usual
ambition.  Kevin was slow and deliberate.  JC was fast and wild and
unpredictable.  The way I liked it.  Kevin's lips and mouth was working on
mine as he tried to quiet my moans and whimpers.  I felt a warm mouth close
over my cock.  I looked down and saw that Brian had managed to work his way
in between Kevin's body and mine and was bobbing up and down on my aching
cock.  I reached for Brian's cock and he turned around so that I could have
access to it.  I was in heaven.  Kevin and JC were pumping their cocks in
and out of my ass.  Brian's lips and tongue was working on my cock driving
me nuts.  I was deep throating Brian's cock.  Soon the room was filled with
the sound of male moans and whimpers and the sound of male flesh slapping
against eachother.  My mind was reeling with sensations that I had only
dreamed of.  I heard JC yelp out and I felt his cock pump his load into me.
Kevin bit down on my shoulder hard as his load too filled me.  The second
load being fired into me sent me over the edge as I pumped my load into
Brian's mouth.  I heard him moan and his cock started to pump it's load
into me as well and I eagerly swallowed his seed as fast as he could shoot
it into me.  Finally we separated and lay gasping for air.  The air was
heavy with the smell of sweat and seamen.  Kevin was the first to speak.
"How was it?" he asked me softly.  He face etched with concern when he saw
the blood on my shoulder.  He quickly wiped it clean and I winced from the
stinging sensation from the bite.  I vaguely remembered feeling embarrassed
beyond belief.  I was marked now.  I bore the mark of Kevin.  No one would
ever mark me like that again.  It was an unwritten rule.  Once bitten and
the skin broke you were marked for life.  I stood up and walked into the
small bathroom and turned on the water to the shower and stepped in.  I
felt Kevin step in behind me.  I moaned softly as his hands rested on my
shoulders and he started to massage me.  I felt his lips grace my shoulders
and neck area.  "I'm sorry I bit you," he said softly.

"It's ok," I murmured back.  "You were in the heat of the moment."

"No," Kevin replied as he continued to wash me.  "There is not excuse for
hurting you.  I promise I won't do that again."

"OK," I replied as I enjoyed the feeling of Kevin's hands on me.  I was
getting aroused again just being in Kevin's presence.  He noticed and moved
in front of me so that he was facing me.  He looked down at my erect cock
and than into my eyes.  "Sorry," I blushed.  "I can't seem to control
myself."

"You have nothing to be sorry for," he grinned as he knelt down and took my
cock in his mouth.  I was shocked beyond belief.  Here was a pop icon
sucking my cock!  Me a nobody!  A street rat and Kevin Richardson was
sucking my cock!  I stop thinking and just went with the feeling.  In a few
minutes I moaned out that I was ready and he pulled off and finished me off
with his hand.  I came hard and fast and was soon leaning against the
shower wall breathing heavily.  "All better?" he smiled down at me.  I
nodded and he stood up and wrapped his arms around me.  We stood there
enjoying the closeness of eachother for a few more minutes before we
stepped out and got dressed.

"Hold still," Kevin said softly as he applied some antibiotic ointment on
my shoulder.  "We don't want this to scar," he mumbled as he covered the
bite mark with a large bandaid.  "There, that should do it.  Now let's get
you up to the room so you can get changed.  They have a gym.  Would you
like to go work out before dinner?"  I nodded as I followed him out of the
bus.  I remembered picking up the envelope with over 12 thousand dollars
worth of checks in it.  This hotel had a bank and I could deposit it in my
account.  Kevin raised his eyebrows when he saw me make a beeline for the
bank.  He followed me and was silent as I made a deposit and than bought
six thousand dollars worth of CD's.  Cash Deposits.  I would get a
substantial return on my investments.  Kevin nodded with out saying
anything.  On the way up to our room he turned to me.  "Let me schedule you
an appointment with my broker?" he asked.

"I wouldn't know what to do," I replied.  "I don't feel comfortable playing
the stock market especially after the record it`s had this past year."

"I'll be there during the meeting.  And you don't have to do anything if
you don't want to," Kevin quickly replied.  I nodded as I leaned against
the wall of the elevator.  The elevator dinged and the door opened and
there was Nick sneering at me.

"Hey boy toy!" he sneered at me.  "Have fun riding the bus?"  I glared hard
at him and walked by him.  Because I was wearing a sleeveless shirt he tore
off the band aid.  "Ewww, nice work Kevin!" he snickered as he eyed the
bite mark.  "Way to brand your boy toy!"  Kevin shoved him aside and
quickly ushered me to my room.

"I'm sorry he did that," Kevin said softly as he went to work reapplying
the band-aid.  "What do you say we head down to the gym?"  I quickly
changed into some work out clothes and followed Kevin down to the gym.  We
quickly got settled into a good run on the treadmill and after thirty
minutes of running at a full sprint Kevin stopped me.  "Let's head to the
weights next."  I was amazed at Kevin's ability to lift weights.  I was
rather ashamed of my weight lifting ability.  Than again I mainly lifted
weights to sculpt my body.  I wanted to look good.  I didn't like the
bulked up look.  I liked the trim and sculpted look.  Kevin knew it and
didn't push it.  After we hit the showers we than hit the sauna.  I wrapped
a towel around my waist and followed Kevin in.  I relished the thick and
comforting heat.  After being fucked a total of seven times today I was
thankful for the comforting heat.  I guess I nodded off and I felt Kevin
shaking me awake.  I struggled to open my eyes.  I saw the concern in his
eyes.  "We worked you to hard today didn't we?" Kevin asked.  "How many
times were you fucked today?"

"Six or seven," I mumbled.  "I really liked it," I grinned sheepishly at
him.  "But yes it might have a little much."

"Well let me make it up to you tonight," Kevin said as he kissed my
shoulder.  "After dinner we will relax and I have a surprise for you."

"More sex?" I asked hopefully.  He smiled and shook his head in disbelief.
"What?" I asked innocently.  "I love sex!"

"I kinda figured that out," Kevin chuckled.  "But no," I pouted and he
allowed himself to laugh full out.  I loved his laugh and smiled too.  "For
the next forty eight hours you are off duty.  But I would really like it if
you spent time with me?  Maybe a nice dinner just the two of us and than we
can do something tonight?"

"I think I would really like that?" I smiled at him.

"Good," Kevin smiled a bright and cheerful smile.  One that was full of
humor and love.  "Shall we head up to our rooms?"  I fell in step behind
him and followed him up to our rooms.

>From Kevin's point of view

Sighing I stepped into my room.  I looked around and saw all the trappings
of a successful singer.  I had money and tons of clothes and I should've
been happy.  I had a very cute guy that I could have sex with any time I
wanted.  I also had friends too.  But I wasn't happy.  I wasn't happy
because the one thing eluded me.  That one thing was love.  I couldn't
bring myself to commit myself to one person and one person only.  My mind
traveled back to Michael.  He was a cutie, and a sex crazed teen.  I could
very easily allow my self to fall in love with him.  But I knew how it
would end.  I would do something stupid and hurt him.  He would leave with
a broken heart and I would start the vicious cycle all over again.  Sighing
again I picked up the phone and made a few calls.  Than I climbed into the
shower and got ready for dinner.  For tonight at least I would have a very
cute companion to escort.  I would wine and dine him.  I would bring him
back to my room and fill his evening with romance and comfort and the
trappings of love.  At least for tonight I would treat him like he deserved
to be treated.  I would treat him like he was the most important person in
the world.  Who knows?  Maybe this alien concept of Kevin Richardson
falling in love wasn't so alien after all.  I shook my head at the thought.
No!  Falling in love would mean falling out of control, did that once,
never again!  And for Kevin Richardson, Me! that was totally unacceptable!
I opened my closet and looked in it.  It was time to wow Michael.  And wow
him I would!  I choose a dark purple silk shirt.  I deliberately left the
three top buttons open.  I wanted him to see my chest.  I knew it excited
him and I wanted him happy.  I than slid on a pair of black jeans and a
pair of black boots.  Slipping a sapphire stud in my ear and teasing my
hair so it had that wild carefree look and splashing some cologne on me I
declared myself ready to go.  I knocked on the adjoining door and waited
for him to answer.  I heard a muffled come in and I opened it and stepped
through.  He walked out of the bathroom naked as a jaybird giving me a good
view of him.  I noticed that he had several more hickeys than the first
night I met him.  They gave him a wild and sexy look.  He grinned at me and
slipped on a pair of boxers before turning to the closet.  He stood by the
opened closet for a few minutes.  Finally he sighed and looked over his
shoulder with a look that cried for help.  I smiled and stepped up behind
him.  I quickly pulled out a matching blue silk shirt and a black pair of
jeans for him.  He reached for the fake stud and I took his hand and shook
my head.  Reaching into my pocket I handed him a small box.  He opened it
and gasped.  I took out the ruby stud and slid it into his ear and put the
clasp on it.  I than kissed him lightly on the lips.  He blushed at the
attention and I saw how cute he looked blushing so much so that I almost
said the hell with this no love shit and give him my soul right than and
there.  Finally he was dressed and ready.

"You ready to go eat?" I asked softly.  He nodded as he wrapped his arms
around me and pulled me close.  I leaned down and captured his lips in a
long and hot kiss.  I could feel by him grinding against me that he was
horny and hot.  "Come sexy," I giggled at him.  "Let's go eat."

"Are you enjoying your meal?" I asked as I took a sip of water.  He nodded
as he continued to eat his dinner.  I was amazed at how much food he could
put away.  He had eaten three plates of Chicken Alfredo and pasta, about
six bottles of water and God knows how much bread.  "When was the last time
you ate?" I giggled at him.

"Well after the work out you all gave me I worked up quite an appetite!" he
grinned.  Finally he pushed his plate away and finished drinking the last
bottle of water.  "There, all done," he grinned.

"Thank God for that work out you get every day," I giggled.  "You ready to
go back to my room?"  He looked confused.  "Don't worry, no sex, at least
nothing rectal, I promise, in fact I insist.  You were worked really hard
today.  You need time to relax.  And relax and be pampered is exactly what
you are going to be."  I stood up and guided him back to the elevator.  I
watched as his cute and tight ass walked over to the elevator.  He
snickered when he saw me looking at him.  "Hey!" I said in my defense.  "I
can't help it if you are so hot!"  Instant blush.  I decided to make my
mission to make him blush as much as possible.

>From Nick's point of view

"Come in!" I shouted as I switched off the TV.  The door open and Norman
stepped in.  He looked around if looking for someone.  "I'm alone.  Did you
get the goods?"

"Yea," he mumbled.  "I got the goods and more."  He handed me a package and
I handed him an envelope.  I watched him take the bundle of bills out and
count them.  "This is more than we agreed on."

"Yea, well you do good work," I smiled at him.  I escorted him out the door
and quickly dumped the contents out on my bed.  "Now Michael, let's just
see who and what you are."

>From Michael's point of view.

I had to admit that I was really enjoying this side of Kevin.  He was
treating me like a king.  I allowed him to embrace me and kiss me from the
time we got into the elevator and until we got to our floor.  I loved the
feel his tight body rubbing up against mine.  I could feel he was hard and
ready for action.  I moved my hands to his crotch and he gently but firmly
took them away.  I had to pout because I really wanted to make him feel
good.  "This evening is all about you baby," Kevin whispered as he brought
my two hands up to his mouth and kissed them lightly.

"But you're all horny and hard," I said looking into his green eyes giving
him my best puppy dog eyes I could.  "I hate to see you all frustrated."

"I'm not baby," he said softly.  "Oh and for the record, puppy dog eyes
don't work on me, just ask Nick.  It used to work on him but not anymore,"
he giggled at me.  We walked out of the elevator and to his room and he
slid the card in and the door opened.  The scent of lilacs filled my
nostrils and I saw the soft flickering of candle light in the room.  I
stepped in and gasped at the sight.  Every surface was covered with
candles.  I could hear soft strains of some exotic music playing.  "You
coming in?" he asked smiling at me.  I stepped into the room and felt two
pairs of hands touch me.  I looked back and saw JC and Brian standing in
the nude behind me.  "They are here to help me make you relax."

"Why?" I asked suddenly getting all chocked up.  "Why me?  I'm not that
special."

"Yes you are," Kevin said softly as he quickly and gently wiped a stray
tear from my cheek.  "You are very special and tonight we want to show you
just how special you are."  I moaned in delight as three pair of lips
attacked me.  I allowed my self to be drug into the room as three pairs of
hands and teeth worked to get me naked.

>From Nick's Point of view.

"God what a fucking son of a bitch!" I shouted aloud.  "How can anyone do
that their own flesh and blood?"  I wiped an angry tear from my eyes.  I
had just read the report that my private eye had gave me.  Michael's father
had thrown him out of the house and his family because he was gay.
Stripped him of his name and family.  My heart actually ached for him.  I
also found out about all the pain he had gone through with the death of his
brother.  Not to mention all the sexual abuse he had to endure with the
soccer team.  I had Michael's life laid out in front of me.  Pictures and
everything.  I had misjudged Michael.  He was a good kid.  Straight "A's"
in his grades and very talented in music art and sports.  But just because
he was gay he got shit on.  I looked at myself in the mirror and blushed in
shame.  I was no better than his dad or the other guys.  Michael was a
great kid and deserved a break.  I treated him like crap and humiliated
him.  I had to make up for that.  Only problem was how was I going to do it
with out Kevin getting pissed at me.  I walked out into the hall and walked
by Kevin's room when I heard Michael's moan along with Brian's too.  "Ass
holes!" I hissed.  "Treating him like a fucking whore!"  I was so tempted
to pound the door in but restrained myself.  Sighing I turned back and
headed to my room.  I had to figure out a way to talk to him.  Let him know
how sorry I was for picking on him.  And I had to let him know without him
knowing about my investigative work.  That would only make matters worse if
he found out that I was snooping around his back.  Crawling in between the
sheets I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.



>From Michael's point of view.

I woke the next morning in heaven.  I was sleeping in Kevin's bed snuggled
in the middle of both Kevin and Brian.  At some point JC had made his way
back to his room.  Last night was heaven.  Kevin being true to his word
there was no rectal sex.  I did get several blow jobs last night and got to
suck a lot of cock.  But the real enjoyment came from the three-man full
body massage.  Kevin really went out of his way to make feel good.  After
they were done with me I was sleeping soundly.  I was barely aware of Kevin
wrapping his arms around me and Brian doing the same.

"Hey beautiful," Kevin whispered to me.  I smiled at him and looked down at
his rock hard cock.  "It is your day off," he said as if to tell me that I
didn't have to take care of him.

"I know it is," I smiled at him.  "That is why I am doing this.  Because I
choose to it for you and because I enjoy it."  I snuggled down to his cock
and went to work.  Once I had Kevin's cock in my mouth I found his hands on
the back of my head.  His fingers gently massaged my scalp as I started to
suck on his shaft.  I bobbed up and down on it taking it all the way to his
pubes.  By his moans and groans I could tell he wasn't going to last very
long.  I felt Brian's cock lightly stroking the side of my face.  So I
opened wider and his cock slid in too.  I was in cock heaven as the two
cousins slowly fucked me in the face with their morning hardons.  I really
didn't realize but I was moaning just as much as Kevin and Brian was.  I
also was shocked to feel Brian's lips close about my cock too.  Soon Kevin
came first and than Brian shortly after.  I grunted loudly as I too shot my
load into Brian's mouth.  After cleaning off both of their cocks I snuggled
back in between them.  Both of them wrapped their arms around me
surrounding me in a sandwich of hot male flesh and they covered my body
with feather kisses.  "Hmmm," I giggled softly.  "Just what I wanted."

"What is that?" Kevin asked with humor in his eyes.

"My own personal Backstreet Boys sandwich," I giggled back.  I saw the
humorous look in Kevin's eyes turn to naughty and than I looked at Brian
and saw the same naughty grin in his eyes too.  "What are you two
planning?"  Kevin started to tickle me and Brian pitched in.  Soon I was
rolling with laughter trying to get my breath as the two brats tickled me
to tears.  "Ok ok!" I gasped out.  "Stop! Please!"  Finally Kevin and Brian
stopped and grinned down at me.  "I'm going to go back to my room and
shower and get dressed."  Kevin nodded as he let me out.  On the way back
to my room I heard a knocking on Kevin's door.  I thought nothing of it as
I retreated to my shower and started to get ready for the day.

>From Kevin's point of view

"Hey Nick," I smiled at him.  He walked in and surveyed the room as if
looking for something.

"Where is he?" he asked bluntly.

"In his room getting cleaned up," I replied.  "Why?"

"You need to stop what you are doing to him," Nick blurted out.

"This is none of your business," I hurled at him.

"Do you even know what kind of life he has had?" Nick asked.  If I didn't
know better I would've thought that Nick was actually being nice to
Michael.  "Do you know he got thrown out of his house because his father
found out he was gay?"  I nodded.  "Did you know that he lost his baby
brother just a little over a year ago?"  Ok that I didn't know.  "Did you
know he was used as the team slut in the high school soccer team?"  I
nodded.  "You knew all that shit and yet you still treat him like a whore?"
I could tell that Nick was angry.  "Man what kind of monster are you?"  It
was this time that Brian walked out of the bathroom.  "And you!" Nick
turned on Brian.  "What do you have to say for yourself?"

"Excuse me?" Brian yelped.  "What the hell are you talking about?"

"You and Kevin and JC treating Michael like he is a slut!" Nick hurled at
him.

"Nick you have no idea what you are talking about," I said sternly.  "Yes
we have sex with Michael and we pay him.  But he is not a slut."

"What the hell do you call it Kevin?" Nick hissed at me.  "What do you call
some one you pay money to have sex with you.  You call him a fucking
whore!"  I heard the door open and saw Michael standing in the doorway.
"Michael!" Nick said surprised.  "I just wanted to tell you that I umm--,"

"Save it!" Michael shouted at him with tears in his eyes.  My heart ached
to hold him.  "Just stay the fuck away from me!"  He turned and ran back to
his room slamming the door.

"I just wanted to say I was sorry," Nick mumbled.

"I think you should leave," I said softly.  Nick nodded and turned and
walked out.  "Come on Brian," I said softly.  "We have some work to do."
Brian nodded as I walked over to the door.  I knocked.  "Michael?" I called
softly.  "Please baby let us in."

"Go away!" he sobbed at us.  Hearing him crying made tears come to my eyes.

"I'm sorry I can't do that sweetie," I said in a soothing voice.  "I have
to make sure that you are all right."  I waited a few seconds before
hearing the door click open.  I walked in with Brian following close
behind.  "Thank you for letting me in."  I looked around and saw that
Michael had been busy packing.  "What are you doing?"

"I'm leaving," he sniffled.

"Why?" I asked softly.

"Because I can't take it anymore!" Michael shouted.  "I can't take Nick
teasing me like that.  I can't take the truth!"  By now tears were flowing
down his face.

"What is the truth?" I asked softly.

"The truth is that I am a fucking whore!" he screamed at me as he threw him
self down on the bed.  I looked at Brian and he wore a scared look on his
face.  I sat down on the bed and laid my hand on his shoulder.  "Don't
touch me!" he screeched.

"Ok baby," I said softly.  "Brian and I are going out for bit.  When we
come back I do want to talk to you.  Just you and me."  I nodded at Brian
and we left.  I could still here him crying softly.

"You are falling in love with him," Brian said sadly.

"No I'm not!" I hurled at him.  "I can't fall in love with him.  Kevin
Richardson doesn't fall in love anymore."

"Kevin," Brian said softly.  "It's been a long time ago.  Let it go and let
yourself love again."

"No!" I muttered stubbornly.  "There is no way I can allow myself to slip
again.  So forget it.  It's easier this way."  I stormed out of my room
with Brian following me close behind.

Part Four

>From Michael's point of view.

After I was done crying my eyes out and having a good pity party for myself
I sat up in bed and looked around.  I saw that I had packed most of my
stuff.  Sighing I got up and unpacked it all.  Kevin was right.  I had no
way of supporting myself.  Hell I wasn't even out of school yet.  And no
one in their right mind would even consider hiring me for a decent paying
job.  Yea I could go to work for McDonalds if I wanted too.  But there was
no way I could support myself on that kind of salary.  So I guess the one
way to support myself was to continue selling myself out to Kevin and Brian
and JC.  It really wasn't all that bad.  I loved having sex and I guess
getting paid for it wasn't as bad as some people made it out to be.  A
knock at the door startled me into reality.  I walked over to the door and
opened it.  Nick was standing there with a puppy.

"What do you want Nick?" I asked.  The puppy was making these really cute
whimpering sounds as he tried to get loose and over to me.  "Cute puppy."

"He is yours if you want him," Nick said with a smile.  Ok now I was
floored.  Nick Carter bearing gifts?  That was a new one.  "Listen I wanted
to talk to you in private."  By now the puppy was making a lot of noise as
he tried to get loose.  Finally I took pity on him and took him in my arms.
The smile on Nick's face was amazing.  He really did have a great smile.
"He likes you."  It was true that the puppy did seem to like me.  "I wanted
to first apologies to you.  I really had no right to tease you like that.
I mean what you choose to do with your life is none of my business.  I was
mean and nasty to you.  Please forgive me?"

"Why?" I asked looking at him and into his eyes.  They say the way to the
soul is through his eyes.  I looked into his and saw only regret, and
sympathy.  "Why are you being so nice to me?  I mean just this morning you
called me a fucking whore."  Nick winced at the sound of those words.  "I
did hear you right.  Didn't I?"

"No you didn't," Nick said softly.  "You walked in at the tale end of the
conversation."  He handed me a envelope.  I looked confused.  "Open it,"
Nick said softly looking down.  It was almost as if he was ashamed of what
was in that envelope.  I opened it and reached in.  I pulled out a pile of
photos and documents.  After looking at them I got sick to my stomach.  My
past was here in my hands and Nick Carter had handed it to me.  "I'm sorry
I even looked.  But I had no choice.  I had to make sure that you were who
you said you were."

"You had me checked out?" I asked glaring at him.  "Why?"

"Because I had to make sure that you were who you said you were," Nick
replied softly.

"I'm a gay teenager who got tossed out by his dad because he is gay," I
sobbed.  "Why all this other stuff?"  It had everything.  All about me
being the soccer team cock sucker.  It even had the story about how my
little brother died.  Hot tears of anger sorrow and shame ran down my face.
"Why?" I asked again looking into the eyes of International Pop Sensation
Nick Carter.  I didn't see the sneering brat that I had seen in the past.
I saw a young man who was saddened at what I had been through.

"No body should ever have to go through what you did," Nick whispered as he
reached out and wiped my tears free.  Surprisingly I didn't jerk away.
Instead I leaned into his touch.  "I'm so sorry for treating you like
trash.  I had no right to do that.  Can you find it in your heart to
forgive me?"  I was shocked to see tears flowing down his face too.  I
wanted to beat him up first.  But now I just wanted to hold him and make
his hurt go away.  I suddenly didn't care about my pain.  I pulled him into
my arms and I could feel him sobbing into my chest.  After a few minutes he
broke away sniffling.  "Sorry about that."

"Don't worry about it," I said smiling.

"I like seeing you smile.  You have a very nice smile.  You should do it
more often," Nick smiled at me.  At this time the puppy decided that he
needed some attention too.  A wet tongue got me on the cheek.  Nick giggled
at me shocked look on my face.  "Seems that Yippie wants some attention."

"Yippie?" I asked.

"Yea well that is what I call him.  He really doesn't bark.  He kinda just
yips," Nick replied as he reached down and started to pet the pup.  "I got
him for you."

"Why?" I asked I continued to shower attention to the little pup.  By now
he was snuggled up in my arms very content.

"Because you deserve to have nice gifts," Nick said shrugging.  "You're
cute and sexy and I hate the way Kevin and Brian and JC treat you."

"I work for them," I replied as I continued to pett the now sleeping pup.
"I get paid really well for what I do."

"Yea but having sex with them for money?" Nick asked cringing.  "Is that a
life for you?"

"What else can I do?" I asked.  "I mean I don't have a high school diploma
and I can't go to college.  My Dad has cut me off.  Tell me Nick, what else
can I do."

"Well first of all you can continue your high school education.  We have
tutors here.  And we can contact your old school and get your grades
transferred," Nick said as he started to get excited.  "Than we can have a
graduation of our own and throw a big party!"  I had to laugh at Nick's
eagerness.  "I mean umm, that is if you want to graduate."

"Of course I want to graduate," I replied quickly laying my hand on his
shoulder.  "But what do you want from me?"  Nick turned and looked into my
eyes.  He had the cutest expression on his face.  I saw hope and loneliness
and longing.

"To get to know you better, umm maybe to be your friend?" Nick asked.

"Is that all?" I asked.  I was beginning to wonder if maybe he was looking
for something like sex or something.  I wasn't to prepared to add another
partner to Kevin's sex ring.

"Of course that is all," Nick replied.  "I would never ask you for sex.
That is an agreement that you and Kevin have.  I won't interfere with that.
You doing anything this afternoon?"

"Ummm not really," I mumbled.  "I was just going to hang out today."

"Want to go shopping?" Nick asked with a hint of naughtiness in his eyes.
"We can bring Yippie."  At the sound of his name Yippie hopped up into
Nick's lap trying to garnish more attention.  Yippie was a golden retriever
puppy and really cute.  Soon Nick had Yippie on his back making these cute
little adorable puppy grunts while Nick rubbed his belly.  "Come on it'll
be fun."  I decided to through caution to the wind.

"Why not," I grinned up at Nick.

"God I love your smile!" Nick replied grinning.  "You should definitely
smile more often."

"Well maybe I will," I giggled.  "So you ready to go shopping?"

"Yea let's go shopping.  I'm going to show you how to dress!" Nick said
clapping his hands together.  I was starting to get a little worried about
me agreeing to go shopping with Nick.  And I still wondered just why he was
being so friendly to me.  But for now I was on my day off and I wanted to
have some fun.  So I tucked Yippie under my arm and we headed out shopping.
One of the perks of being with an international Pop star the store managers
tended to allow you to bring your pets.  Besides how else were we going to
buy stuff that a growing puppy needed?

>From Kevin's point of view.

"Brian," I said turning to look at Brian.  "I'm going to see if Michael is
feeling better."

"Yea like I said Kevin," Brian laughed softly.  "You are falling in love
with him."

"Maybe I am and maybe I'm not," I replied with a grin.  Brian and I had
done some talking on the way out to lunch.  He had even convinced me to buy
Michael a gift.  It wasn't much.  Just a necklace.  With his initials.
Brian said it was nice and I tended to believe Brian.  He had pretty good
taste in jewelry.  I knocked on Michael's door.  Getting no answer I opened
it and walked in.  I saw a note on the bed.  I picked it up and read it.

Hey Kevin,

Nick, Yippie and I went shopping.  I'm feeling a lot better and Nick came
by to apologies to me.  He even brought me a gift.  He is a cute puppy and
Yippie is his name.  Hope you had a good lunch with your cousin.  I'll be
home soon.

Michael.

I sighed as I read the letter.  "Michael I sure hope you know what you are
getting yourself into," I muttered.  I walked back into my room.  "Well
Michael and Nick have gone shopping."

"Mike and who?" Brian asked shocked.

"Michael and Nick have gone shopping.  It seems that Nick has bought
Michael a puppy.  That bastard is moving in on my turf!" I shouted.

"Michael is not anyone's turf Kevin," Brian said softly.  "Do you and
Michael have an agreement not to see anyone else.  And besides Nick just
bought him a puppy.  I think it is nice that Nick wants to make up with
Michael.  Maybe he would like to join us."

"No way in hell!" I shouted at Brian.  "If you think that I am letting that
creep back in my bed!"

"Kevin," Brian cut in softly.  "That was a long time ago.  Nick has let it
go.  Don't you think it is time you let it go too?"

"He hurt me Brian," I sobbed.  "He got me to fall in love with him and than
he broke my heart."

"Yea I know he hurt you," Brian said to me.  "But are you really going to
let that lead your life for the rest of your life.  Come on Kevin!  Live!
Love!  Make love instead of just fucking!"

"Leave me the fuck alone!" I shouted at him.  "Just leave me alone!"

"Ok fine!" Brian shouted back.  "But don't come crying to me if Nick steals
the best thing that has fallen into your lap in three years!"  The door
slammed as he stormed out.  I sat down in a hotel chair sulking.  Was Brian
right?  Did I need to let the pass go and get on with my life.  Could I
really fall in love again?  Do I put my heart on the line again to get it
loved or stepped on.  I heard the door to Michaels room open.  I was so
tempted to go in and see what was going on.  But I remembered that I gave
him the next two days off.  If I was working and had a couple of days off I
wouldn't want my boss bugging me.  Sighing I took off my shirt and pants
and quickly changed into some work out clothes.  A good work out was all I
needed.  I would work out until I was dead tired and than I would go to
bed.  Yes that was what I would do.  It would fix everything.  I heard the
yipping of a puppy.  They sound of him barking tugged at my heart strings.
I wanted to go in and see what was going on.  But I restrained myself.  I
jerked when I heard the knocking at the door.  It was Michael.  Sighing I
debated on whether or not to answer the door.  Logic finally won out.  I
walked over and opened it.

"Hi!" Michael said grinning at me.  "Did you get my note?"

"Note?" I asked.  It was his day off.  He didn't have to check with me.  "I
didn't check on you.  It's your day off.  I figured that you didn't want to
be bothered.  Who is this?"  By now the pup's tongue had found my hand.
"It's cute."

"It's a he and his name is Yippie," Michael said cheerfully.  I had seen
someone all giddy and cheerful like this before.  Now who was that person.
Oh yea, it was me.  I was all giddy and cheerful when I was in love.  Oh
God, he has fallen love with Nick.  "Want to hold him?"  The puppy was
struggling to get into my arms.  It had seemed that he wanted attention
from as many people as he could get.  I smiled and took the squirming pup
in my arms and cradled him.  I stood aside and let Michael pass.  I smelled
cologne on him.  I was shocked to find that it was mine.  In fact his taste
in clothes closely resembled mine.  "I'm sorry I freaked out on you
earlier," Michael said with a hint of pouting on his lips.

"It is ok," I replied as I turned my attention to the squirming pup in my
arms.  "So how was your shopping trip?"

"It was ok," he replied.  "Nick was nice."

"Yea that is what I wanted to um talk to you about," I said.  "Umm you
should know that he and I had a umm history."

"What kind of history?" Michael asked casually.

"We were lovers," I replied.  "That is of course until he cheated on me."

"I'm sorry," Michael said with sadness in his eyes.  "Why would anyone want
to cheat on you?"

"Well it was along time ago and he was real young," I replied quickly.  Why
was I sticking up for Nick?  Tell him the truth, my mind screamed at me.
"So I was umm going to work out.  You want to join me?"

"Yea," Michael said grinning widely.  "Just let me change.  Come on in and
I'll show you what I got for Yippie."  I followed him into his room and
shivered with lust as he pulled off his shirt.  I wanted to jump him so
bad.  But I restrained myself.  "See?" he asked pointing at the huge pile
of stuff on his other bed.  "All the toys that a puppy needs!"  Yippie
struggled to get out of my arms and I put him down on the bed and laughed
as he latched onto a huge fluffy bone and begin to chew on it.  I played
with the hyper puppy as Michael got ready.  A knock at the door interrupted
my thoughts as I looked up and saw Nick walk in.  "Hi Nick!" Michael said
cheerfully.  "Kevin and I are going to work out."

"Yea can I talk to you?" Nick asked scrunching up his nose.

"Yea sure!" Michael said.  "Just let me put on some sweats."  And right
there in front of Nick he dropped his pants and walked casually over to the
dresser and pulled out a pair of sweats.  Nick's eyes followed Michael's
every move.  Jealousy raged through me.  Especially when Nick's tongue
snaked out and licked his lips as his eyes gazed down at Michael's crotch.
"Ok all ready.  Where do you want to go and talk?"

"Can we borrow your room Kevin?" Nick asked.

"Why don't I go and leave you two alone.  I'll meet you down in the gym," I
said as I started to leave.

"No!" Michael said suddenly as he grabbed my arm.  "We'll just be a
second."  I shivered at his touch.  I was falling for this kid and falling
fast.  I nodded for I did not trust myself to talk.  I quickly left the
room.

>From Michael's point of view.

"So did you tell him?" Nick asked.

"No," I replied.  "I don't know how to tell him.  I mean how would you?"

"Well you need to tell him," Nick said.  "He deserves to know."  I looked
at the door that adjoined our two rooms together.  I grabbed Nick's arm and
pulled him into the bathroom.

"How the hell am I supposed to tell my boss that I am falling love with
him?" I asked.  "He is going to freak."

"Ok first things first.  Kevin is not going to freak.  He may want to talk
it to death but he is not going to freak," Nick replied.  "Now tell him.
He deserves to know."

>From Kevin's point of view.

I know that it was wrong.  But I had to know what was going on.  I leaned
against the door and listen in their private conversation.

"Did you tell him?" Nick asked.

"No," Michael replied.  "I don't know how to tell him.  I mean how would
you?"

"Well you need to tell him," Nick said.  "He deserves to know."  There was
silence in the next room.  Either they had stopped talking or they took
their conversation in another part of the room.  From the sounds of yipping
from Yippie the later seemed to be the case.

"Hey buddy!" Michael's voice sounded again.  "Did you get all lonely?"
Yippie's barks became like little whimpers.  I choose this moment to knock.
The door open and Michael smiled at me.  "You ready to go?"  I nodded.
"Nick do you mind watching Yippy so he doesn't get lonely?"

"Sure!" Nick said as he took the squirming puppy out of Michaels arms.
"Have fun with your work out."

After leaving Nick alone we headed down to the gym.  "So Kevin?" Michael
asked.  "What do you want to do for the rest of the day?"

"Well after our work out we have sound checks and than the concert.  What
are you going to do?" I asked hoping beyond hope that he would want to come
with us.

"Come with you guys of course!" Michael grinned up at me.  "I've got to
hear my sweetie sing!"  He immediately blushed when he said that.

"Oh?" I asked grinning on the outside.  But on the inside I was cringing.
I had to ask.  Taking a deep breath I looked into his blue eyes.  "So who
is your sweetie?"  He swallowed hard and looked down and mumbled something
that I couldn't hear.  "What was that?"

"You," he blurted out.  "I like you ok!"

"You umm what?" I yelped.  I was so surprised.  I was expecting him to say
Nick.

"I said I like you," Michael said blushing deeply.  "I can't help it.  I
like you.  There I said it!  Now go ahead and laugh at me!"

"Why would I laugh at you?" I asked gently.  "You just opened up your heart
and told me that you liked me."

"Yea but you think I am just some punk kid that you're paying to have sex
with.  Like I ever stood a chance with you," he muttered.  Ok this was sink
or swim.  Do I take the chance and put my heart out there?  Well what do
you think I do?  Yea that's right.  Stupid me.  Still so fucking proud that
I put my pride first.

"Yea well you're probably right," I muttered.  "I don't think we should get
involved.  It would just complicate things."  The silence was as loud as
one of our concerts.  I looked away and when I looked back I was shocked to
see him gone.  Now why should I be shocked?  I had just stepped on his
heart.  Good going Kevin.  I walked from the gym and headed for the hotel
bar.

>From Michael's point of view.

"God I was so fucking stupid!" I sobbed against his shoulder.  Nick's arms
surrounded me as he held me.  "I told him Nick and he didn't even react!
I'm just an over priced whore to him."

"I'm so sorry," Nick whispered in my ear.  "I'm so sorry that Kevin hurt
you like that.  You are beautiful and sexy and funny and cute.  You have a
great personality and not to mention a great body too.  Anybody would be
happy to be with you.  In fact I--."  He stopped short of saying that he
would love a chance with me.  I knew that was going be what he was going to
say.  I looked up into his eyes and saw the love and longing in them.  "I'm
sorry," he said softly.  "I'm sorry for all the mean things I said to you.
I'm sorry I didn't stop this before."  I noticed that his lips were getting
closer to mine.  I closed my eyes and waited until they closed on mine.
The feather touch of his lips on mine caused me to let out a whimper.  His
arms tightened around me and pulled me even closer to me.  I was in heaven
as I allowed this beautiful man kiss me.  I'm not sure long we kissed but
at some point I had lost my shirt and I was working on getting Nick's
clothes off too.  Thankfully Nick was a gentleman enough to stop me.  "No,"
Nick said as tears flowed down his face.  "Not like this."  I looked at him
confused.  "You have an agreement with Kevin.  As wrong as that agreement
is we have to respect it.  Until Kevin let's you go we can't do this."  I
nodded as tears flowed down my face.  "Please don't cry,' Nick sniffled.
"You are to beautiful to cry."

"I'll make deal with you," I smiled up at him.  I loved being surrounded by
his arms.

"Ok," Nick smiled down at me.

"I'll stop crying if you do too," I suggested to him.  He laughed softly
and nodded.  "Good."  Nick went to get up and I pulled him back down.
"Please don't go."  Nick nodded and laid back down beside me.  He wrapped
his arms around me I snuggled closer to him too.  At some point we fell
asleep and was waken by knocking at the door.

"I'll get it," Nick said softly.  I felt him leave and than I heard the
awful sound of flesh meeting flesh.  I heard the shouts of anger and hurt.
I got up and walked into the living area of the room and saw Kevin holding
Nick by the shoulders.  Nick had blood flowing down his face and what
looked like a shiner forming under his eye.  "Kevin!" Nick shouted at him
trying to fight off Kevin's blows.  "You don't understand."

"Oh I understand all right!" Kevin shouted.  I could smell the alcohol on
him.  "You're trying to move in on my turf again!  Stay away form Michael."

"Stop!" I shouted.  Kevin and Nick's face jerked in my direction.  "I'm
nobody's fucking property!"  I pushed Kevin away from Nick and Nick away
from Kevin.  "Stop fighting!"

"What's wrong?" Kevin said sneering at me.  "Three cocks aren't enough for
you?  Had to try for a fourth?"  Nick let out a yell and tried to hit
Kevin.  I tried to get Nick out of the way from Kevin's hits.  Kevin was
built bigger than Kevin and Kevin could really hurt Nick.  It worked.  I
got Nick out of the way.  Only problem was I got hit by Kevin.  The blow
hit my cheek and I fell.  I saw the corner of the table coming for me and I
tried to move to avoid the hit.  But it didn't work.  I hit it hard and the
last thing I heard was both Kevin and Nick screaming no.

TBC