Date: Sat, 01 Jan 2000 18:47:11 CST
From: Mystic Darkness <mysticdarkness13@hotmail.com>
Subject: Kissing Me Softly (Part 6)

Disclaimer: This is a fictional story and there is no way
that this story is true... I wish it was but it isn't. This
story does not mean anything about The Backstreet Boys or
anyone else that will be mentioned in this story.
If you are under 18 please leave.... if not enjoy.

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Please read my friend EG's story "Adam Zach and the BSB"
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			  Kissing Me Softly

	"Oh my god..." a voice said about 10 feet to our right.
	Kevin and my head whipped around to see who said that.
We saw J standing there his chin dropped and nearly on the floor.
	"Well I guess we don't need to tell him now."

				***

	"YOU TWO!!!! YOU TWO ARE NOT!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!," he
screamed.
	"Hey Jason, please don't tell anyone about me and
Kevin.  Please, I mean we can't afford this."
	"Hey no prob, Rich, I totaly understand, and now you
are totaly making me jealous."
	I smiled and Kevin hugged me.  "Okay, well this is
good now I don't have to explain why Kevin will be sleeping
in my room now... and you can have his old room."
	"Okay cool."
	We got Jason settled into the the room, and seemed
to be cool with the whole situation, and made a few jokes him
popping a woody now that he has all these hotties around him.
Kevin, AJ, Jas, and I all talked until Nick and Brian came home.
Jason was really fitting in with all them, which was a really
good sign.  After talking for about an hour with the four band
members he went back to unpacking, and I decided to help him.

	"Rich, ummm do you have any tolietries, because
I didn't grab them from my house.  And the way things
are looking, I don't think my parents are going to let me
back in their house," he said looking up from one of the boxes
he was unpacking.
	"I have hair brushes, tooth brushes, and toothpaste,
and all but I don't have any gel or stuff, because I don't use
them."
	"Okay so you wouldn't have any contact cleaning things
would you?"
	"Sorry hun, would you like to go get some? I mean we
have about an hour 'til dinner."
	"Really? Okay that would be cool."
	"Now sound okay?"
	"Sure why not?"
	With that we went downstairs, and told everyone we
were going out.  Kevin decided to tag along.  He was so cute
when he said he was going to.  I kissed him and we all got
into my blazer and headed off.

	Kevin had to play Mr. Popstar and hide himself with
the usual hat and sunglasses.  I never did get how that did
anything if you really wanted to find a celeb wouldn't
you just look for the people with the hat and sunglasses on?
Oh well.  We got the things Jason needed and some I grabbed
some other things we needed still.  I paid for the things
we needed even after Jason's argueeing for the cost of the
items.
	We walked back to his car and he took of the cap
and sunglasses.  When I saw those beautiful green eyes I
just wanted to give him a kiss, he just looked so damn good.
But, I had to wait to get  into the car for that.
	We drove home from the boring trip of the store
and walked into the house.  I kissed Kevin and told him to
go ask the other guys what they wanted for dinner.  I walked
upstairs to see how Jas was with the room.
	When walked up the stairs and down the hall just to see
the bathroom door open, and a towel-wrapped Howie step out of
it.
	"Hey D, sup! Hey I'd like you to meet a friend of mine.
Howie this is Jason," I said as if he were fully dressed.
	"Um, hi Jason," he yelped a bit, and I laughed.  Jason
didn't have a reply and I looked over to see him with his jaw
dropped. This made me laugh even more.
	"So is this the second time you're just going to stand
with with your mouth wide open or are you going to recover and
pretend that nothing happened so you don't get even more
embarrassed?"
	"Oh sorry, nice to meet you Howie." They shook hands
for a bit longer than I expected.  It made me think about those
two.  Maybe I could play cupid tonight, but they might not need
me.
	"Okay you two, you know by shaking hands doesn't mean
you are joined there permanently."
	They both released their grasps and blushed deep red.
They really did seem to be interested in each other.  This
was too easy.
	"Awh you two are like 5th graders with stupid crushes
and shit.  Come on you both are blushing now, and well basically
its not that hard to figure it out.  So yeah, whatever, now Howie,
Jason, I expect you two to be downstairs in about 10 minutes so
don't go trying anything now," I said turning and going into my
room quickly grabbing something and returning downstairs.


	"Wait, you mean, you're gay?" Howie asked looking up at the
taller youth.
	"Yeah, and I'm guessing you are too huh?"
	"Yeah."
	"How long are you staying here?" Jason asked with a bit of
hope in his voice.
	"Tommarow night."
	"Oh," Jason said a bit depressed, from actually having the
chance with someone.
	"Why, did you want to umm... well..."
	"Well, yes, but..."
	"Well, who says that we can't try something.  Kevin is
no doubt coming back to see Rich, so I can just tag along if
we find something between us."
	"Really?" Looking into the older mans eyes.
	"Yeah," Howie said stepping in closer towards Jas.  The
two's eyes met and Jason wrapped his hands around Howie's waist
pulling him close.  Their faces crawling closer every second.
Jason moved in the last few centimeters and pressed his lips
onto the soft singer's lips.  They stayed like that for a while.
Howie pulled back to see Jason still there with his eyes closed
and with a face of enjoyment.
	"Jason... Umm I need to get into something that has
a bit more material than just this."
	"Oh yeah, sorry... but in my opinion, you really don't
need it."
	Howie smiled and made his way into his room, to change.
Jason made his way downstairs to where Jen, Kevin, and I were
sitting and talking.


	"Hey Jas, how are you and Sweet D?" I said shotting for
a deeper color of red to appear on his face.
	"What is that supposed to mean?" Kevin interupted.
	"Jason and D, had a bit of a run in upstairs, and they
both seemed to be a bit attracted."
	"A bit?" Jason said finally speaking.
	"Okay maybe not a bit.... a lot would be it."
	We all smiled and Jason took a seat next to Jen.  We
talked, a bit about him and Howie, and me and Kevin, and
whatever came up from there.

	We got together after we found the whole group
and decided on lasanga for dinner. We all gathered around the
huge table in the dining room and ate.  I sat next to Kevin,
and he scooted close up the left of me.  I smiled and kissed
him lightly even though the 'eewww's that came out of the
4 straight people in the room.  I smiled and laid my head down
on his shoulder.  Kevin placed his hand on my knee and kept it all
throughout dinner.  I felt really nervous with him having it there
the whole time, yet loving every second.
	"So," I said after everyone had finished dinner, "How was
it?"
	They all nodded their approval with a few compliments.
	"I think we need something else though," Jen said.
	"Oh?"
	"Rich... Ice cream hun! come on! please?"
	Nick and AJ both backed her up on that.... I just laughed
and nodded and we all piled into my and their cars.  We drove
to the local Ice cream stand... They sold many kinds and it was
a cool outside thing so the guys really didn't have to worry too
much about their star status.
	We all jumped out of the car and saw no one.  "Hey look
we're the only ones... this could be relaxing for once." Howie
commented on the lil stand.
	"Yeah," Kevin said with a sly smile while pulling me
into his arms knocking me off balence so that he had to support me.
	I laughed as did the rest of them.  Kevin let me become
stable once again and we went up to the window, got our ice cream
and headed out to our cars where we just sat outside of them
with eachother talking about everything that was pointless
because we all seemed to be getting into a strange mood from
the ice cream.
	Kevin had finished his and got up to throw out his
dish, while kissing me when getting up.
	"Ummm aren't you afraid someone will see you when
you do that?"
	"Not really baby... they really aren't going
to recognize us and no one is around."
	"Okay," I said while swiping my ice cream cone
across his nose, leaving a white glob of Vanilla on his nose.
	"Hey, and I just trew out the napkin."
	"Honey, you don't need it." I covered the tip of
his nose with my mouth, and ate the ice cream.  "Yum. See,"
I said with an evil grin.
	A fake gagging sound fallowed by a "gross" and "sick"
came out of Nick and Aj's mouthes.  We all laughed and
again Kevin pulled me into his arms.
	Howie had found a nice spot resting on Jason's chest
and the two looked happy together.  Who know how long that
might last.  And they both were really cute.  I smiled at
them and then looked back at Kevin who kissed me on my
forehead.  I laid back and rested in Kevin's strong arms.
It felt so right to be there and out in public almost,
it felt amazing.  I couldn't believe all of this.  It was
totaly sureal.
	We soon finished the assortments of ice creams and
what-not, and soon returned home.  We all went our seperate
ways: Aj and Jen went to the living room to watch TV, Nick
and Brian outside for a simple game of one-on-one.  They
really did like that B-ball court.  It got more use out
of them than it did with me for about a year.  And, Howie
and Jason went upstairs with Kevin and I.  Jas and Howie
seperated not forgeting one really strong lip lock and went
into the rooms they were staying in.  I smiled.
	"They're cute"
	"Yeah they are baby, but not as cute as you."
	"Shut up, I am not cute."
	"Yes you are," he said while tickling me, making
me jump and yelp.  "Oh so you're ticklish? This could be
fun." He began to tickle me and I had to wriggle free and run
into my room.  	Kevin was close behind and soon I was in his
grasps again and laughing hard.  He had gotten me onto the bed
so I couldn't run anymore.
	"Stop... please.... babe... stop..." I panted out.
	"Okay, just because you're so cute," He said kissing
me quickly and smiling.
	"I'm not..." He gave me a glare, and I knew not to
continue.  I smiled and snuggled up with him.  He wrapped
his arms around me and rubbed my back slowly.

	"Hey Kevin, can I ask you a question? It is kind of
personal."
	"Sure baby, anything."
	"Kevin, ummm when did you lose your virginity?"
	"Well depends on what you are talking about.  I
mean I lost it to a female when I was about 18, It was
kind of my pittiful attempt to try to be straight and
be what I thought my parents have always wanted."
	"So your parent's know about you?"
	"Yeah, and my mom knows about you too.  I called
her today, I hope you don't mind that I did."
	I laughed slightly. "Kevin, I could care less who
you tell, and who I tell, its just that I want to be with
you.  And Kevin, what about your first time with a guy.
That is what I wanted to know."
	"Oh that was when I was on tour a while ago.  It
was a fling thing and I really didn't like it like that.
I mean it was something I will never forget and I was
thrown in ecstacy, but I wish it would have been with
someone I really cared for."
	"That's how I want it," I kissed him and continued.
"I want it to be important, and special, and romantic.
I just want it to be something I want to share and not
'Oh look here we go just him sucking me off' instead of
something like 'it was special and it wasnt just sex
it was something special.'  Do you know what I mean?"
	"Yeah, I know exactly what you mean" he said
giving me a hug.  "Is there any chance I might be that
person at sometime in this relationship.  I really
do love being with you."
	I smiled. "Sure, I guess so.  It's just that
I'm really nervous.  What if I do something wrong,
or what if something goes wrong totaly, what if...
well something just isn't what I want and totaly
screw's it up, and we just seperate..."
	Kevin placed his finger over my mouth. "shhhh..
baby, I don't want any of that to happen.  And just
because you were nervous, doesn't mean everything is going
to go wrong.  It's not the end of the world if something
doesn't go perfect and all.  It's just something that
shows love, and caring.  If you do mess up, which I don't
think you will, it doesn't mean you love me any less, or
I will love you any less.  I love you Rich.  I know
there is something more between us than just a sex appeal."
	I looked deep into his eyes.  His eyes held such
love out to me.  I slowly moved in and we kissed.  It was
special, and strong, but our lips just touched, nothing more.
When it ended, I looked at him, he smiled at me.
	"Thank you Kevin, I love you."
	"I love you too Rich.  And I promise your first time
will be romantic if it is with me."
	"I know it will, and I feel I really could share
myself with you, I just need a bit more time."
	He smiled again and we embraced in a warm hug.  He
made all my worries go away.  I had really fallen in love,
and was ready for anything with him.  I loved him, and I wish
I could spend my whole life with him.  I could not describe
how good it felt to be in his arms, and feel loved and
easily say you loved someone and meant it fully, when
you care nothing else mattered, and you were in your own
little world where it was peaceful and calm.
	"Rich, would you like to get ready for bed now?"
	"Yeah," I kissed him and we headed into my bathroom
and got ready.
	We both brushed our teeth, and he washed his face.
When it was time for me to wash my face he stopped me, and
took the soap into his hands.   "Let me," he whispered.
I nodded and he kissed me lightly, smiling.
	He lifted me onto the fake marble designed counter.
He dipped his hands into the warm water and slowly wet down
my face ever so slowly.  Our eyes we're stuck on eachother
the whole time.  He smiled and picked up the soap again,
lathering his hands.  Once he had enough on his hands
he proceded to place it across my face, tracing every
point and contour of my face.  All in this silence, my
heart was running fast and I was in awe.  Once he had
finished with the soap, he whispered, "Close your eyes."
I did as he said and he slowly began to take a wet cloth
and rinse of my face ever so slowly.  After all of the
suds were gone, I opened my eyes and he took a towel
from nearby and slowly began to dry my face off.  He
craddled my face in his own hands.  My eyes were lost
in his never leaving them.  He finished and set down
the towel, glancing down where to set it.
	I gently placed my hand against his face and
pulled his face back towards mine and slowly pulled him
towards my own.  Our lips met and he wrapped his arms
around me.  I felt his tongue slowly enter my mouth.
Every movement between us was so slow and gentle, yet so
full of passion.  I felt his tongue roam around my mouth.
I gently massaged his tongue within my mouth, and hugged
him back.  The kiss soon ended slowly and our foreheads
came together.  Our eyes still closed.
	"I love you Kevin," I whsipered softly.
	"I love you too baby."
	Our eyes opened and I looked into his eyes.  They
had a glossy look to it.  And I could tell mine were even
glossier than that.  He pulled me in again and pulled me
off of the counter.  We walked back into my room, his hands
on my waist the whole way.  We stopped at the bed.
	He reached over and grabbed the bottom of my shirt,
and lifted it over my head, revealing my six pack and average
developed chest.  He kissed me once the shirt had landed on the
floor, dropped. I placed my hands onto his shirt and slowly began
to unbutton his shirt, and pull that off.  I then pulled off his
undershirt, and kissed him also.  I looked at him, he was beautiful.
His abs were tight and a very good six pack had shown.  His chest
was very well developed and sexy.  His arms were bulging muscles
compared to mine.  I couldn't believe I was with him.  He reached
for the button on my jeans, and I gasped.
	"Rich, this doesn't mean anything tonight.  We don't have
to do anything remember.  And I really don't want to.  I want to
save it for a bit, and I want you to relax and enjoy it when
you are ready."
	I nodded and he pulled down my pants and kissed me.  I
did the same with him.  I could not believe I was with someone
as great as him.  It just 'wowed' me the whole time.  He was so
dreamy, sexy, sweet, cute, kind and charming.  I truly loved
him.
	He lifted me off my feet and put me onto the bed and slowly
rolled onto it himself.  He wrapped his arms around me once again,
and I cuddled as close as possible.
	"I love you so much Kev"
	"I love you too Rich, now get some rest." He kissed me on
my cheeck and turned out a light on my nightstand leaving us in
the darkness together and in love.....

    To Be Continued....

Okay pplz well that is Chapter 6...
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